messages to broken-dyke:
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from degausser :
OH MY GOODNESS HI HOW ARE YOU
from degausser :
hey carey...it's sage. how've you been?
from luvofanangel :
Dolly sucks
from luvofanangel :
Remember you up dated your diary and didn't even know it!
from gothkitti :
hey whats up
from violentskies :
Happy Happy Birthday to a very beautiful girl!!! Happy 23rd!!! Your old, jk xoxoxo
from electric-oh :
oi carey, i miss you. [email protected] add me on msn, lets catch up. its been too long. :(
from loversvanity :
livejournal blows. i missed it here.
from loversvanity :
come find me.
from violentskies :
Why am I cute? Were you meaning geeky? I THINK YOUR CUTE!!!
from icantregretx :
i never see you anymore carey darling. :[
from electric-oh :
i could never forget you babe. <3
from dvs :
Noone said that you couldnt see her Carey. Im sure she still knows who you are.
from icantregretx :
i love my carey!!!!!
from love-fatal :
CAREY!!!! its sage. i miss you. ♥
from icantregretx :
i am proud of you too. i really really miss you carey. xo.
from indigojess :
Hey Carey! I just wanted to let you know that it's decided. Megan's whacked out, so she's gonna go try to be straight again...of course this made me update, so you can read that. I'm ok, I'm dealing. I talked to the one person I should've included in all of this months ago, and she was beyond cool. Even called after getting back from the bar to check on me. My usually sort of independent cat snuggled up and let me cry on his ears. :) So know that I'm ok, but I wanted you to know. Though honestly, I'm so drained that maybe it's good you're not on...I need to try to sleep some more. Thank you for being there, I really do appreciate it. I'm not always very good at expressing people's worth, but I really value and respect that you are always there to listen and give advice or views, even when you're afraid it will upset me or make me mad. It takes strength to not sugar coat things. :) I can't talk about this much right now because I'm finding myself to have few words when I try, but besides Mandy, I wanted you to know. Don't worry or get focused on it,...I really am dealing, and I'll get through it like everything else. Love you!!!! ~Jess
from blueiceflame :
Merry Christmahonakwanzika!
from gwumpysmurf :
i heart you. welbutrin and cloznopan make it all better :)
from icantregretx :
hey , you are the cutest. i love you.
from da1-4-u :
hey love .... I miss you! Don't think I don't read your diary because I do! I've been good. I GOT THE GOLD, LOL. So there are pictures on my page now but my diary is locked. Email me @ [email protected] for a password and username. I hope all is well with you and I hope you're taking very good care of YOU! Many Kisses Tash
from tinkybell- :
Member me...??/ i miss u baby! my angel ... i love you ash xoxoxoxoo
from electric-oh :
i wasnt ignoring, i changed email address's a few weeks ago ([email protected]) i wrote in both my lj's but i guess you didnt see. i wouldnt of got your emails cos i havent checked that one for ages, sorry. <3
from electric-oh :
what hurts?
from icantregretx :
carey it doesnt matter what the world thinks of you, or what society or 'people' in general. i really love you, and think you're amazing! i wish you could see that. xoxoxoxoxo.
from icantregretx :
carey! why do you never talk to me?? i want to be there for you and try to help you with what your dealing with. i love YOU!
from icantregretx :
aww carey! you are happy and that makes me smile! i wanna see yr new hair .. :] we have to do something soon , k ?? <3
from kazzo :
I love your layout. It's beautiful. You probable don't remember but you were the first person to place a note in my diary. Thanks! I'll leave you with this for now: "No matter whether a person belongs to the upper or lower ranks, if he/she has not put his life on the line at least once he/she has cause for shame."
from fleshwhore :
♥ your diary.
from icantregretx :
bah!... :[ .. carey i am your friend.
from dvs :
I did wanna come, I was even up and ready to go but then Jen and I had a huge fight and I freaked out. Im sorry =o( I talked to Erinn about maybe goin to happy rolphs or to the park with the kids and we can give her and Ivy their berfday presents and play all day so ya that should be fun if you wanna do it.
from icantregretx :
from icantregretx :
imissyou.
from autumnsxrain :
CAREY! its sage. i miss you babygirl. ♥
from luvofanangel :
Hey McFly we are going to boston pizza just so you know, I don't know what time we are going to leave here and I don't know how long we are going to stay there, So its 7:00 pm right now it's thursday so ya we are going to be there so ya stop by or something. K See ya
from icantregretx :
carey! hi! how are you??? its been forever since we talked cuz i was up north, but i miss ya, call me some time or something. love car.
from luvofanangel :
Thanks daro. Talk to you later~
from luvofanangel :
Hey what was that one petey pablo song that wer listened to in the car last night? I really want to know. Haha k bye
from dvs :
Hahahaha Lindsey hahahaha Shes funy when shes drunk
from dvs :
Ya for dirty rippers!! Haha. Dont forget about that show tonight. Granny Bash is this saturday, if you wanna go. ok bye
from psychosurfer :
Im glad to hear u had a good day hun. everything is gonna be fine lol. -lexy <33
from psychosurfer :
Get a job hun...
from icantregretx :
dont get all angry. :[ i said that because i was sad.
from icantregretx :
i love carey. she doesnt loveme.
from icantregretx :
i was so happy to see you last night. i love ya.
from luvofanangel :
The site is not up and running right now, So she's not there. Sorry~ o0o o0o eEe eEe....Shes a freak I know~
from dvs :
Hey, I dont expect anything of you. Just be yourself. And I am glad that you are doing good. ;o)
from psychosurfer :
Im your friend. i read your diarys i always have. i understand whats going on for you. but all you gotta do is fight. as much as u feel like u wanna give up the more u fight the better the outcomes will be. Maybe you should go out one night with a friend do something fun. take your mind off of this all. In the end everything will be ok. much love -lex
from icantregretx :
hey dear. keep fighting. i know you can do it. yr making progress, so you have to keep fighting.i love you.
from icantregretx :
hey carey!!! i know the road to getting better is going to a bit of a struggle, for parts of it, but its going be such a beautiful thing and SOOOO worth it as you keep getting better and better. i cant wait to hang out again soon. i love you. keep your cutesy head up and smile because you can do it and you will succeed. love carly warly!
from indigojess :
Hey Carey! First, can I come yell at that head woman for you? That's the worst, when people who should know better start trying to force what they assume on you. And I've heard plenty of shit about my size, so believe me, I get it. Makes you want to force them to watch you eat huge amounts of food, doesn't it? Like you have something to prove or something,...it's ridiculous. As for the always leaving yourself a way to escape, that really made me stop for a minute. I'm afraid Megan's exactly where you are, only you recognize it. Knowing is the first step to changing it,...so you're gonna be just fine! Yay! I could send Megan to be your roommate, and she could have all sorts of similar insights about herself! You know what that would mean, don't you? A roommate who did her personal hygene *in the bathroom*! Only, I'm keeping her an hour from me for as long as I can. :-D Talk to you soon! Hard days mean successful days, I think! *Hugs!!* ~Jess
from rubyxjuliet :
hey i changed my username//password again.. if you still want to read its..username::fallenstar password::princess
from violentskies :
Hey My Care Bear...I love you and miss you sooooooooooo damn much!!!! *wines
from violentskies :
Hey beautiful>>>>you note made my day>>>i love you so much and everday i see you better then yesturday>>>*kisses and hugz>>>>don"t worry one day you"ll be able to give me many hugz< hehe> adios mi amor _veronica
from violentskies :
Hey big ol' NERD..love ya! -veronica
from icantregretx :
( . )( . ) boobies. remember? haha. anyway carey your getting better and i love that. we'll be able to laugh and run around and have lots of fun and i cant wait to meet the old carey :) ... as much as i love the carey you are now.... im still excited. keep in touch. xoxo.
from icantregretx :
i/miss/carey/warey. <3333333
from dvs :
I called your cell when I got home but it was turned off...I was out all night. so dont assume things k? Is there any more bottles at your moms? Oh well Erinn will just have to deal with it. Thanx for the stuff, those toys are pretty cool. =o)
from icantregretx :
my adorable careyyyy. your entry made me grin from ear to ear. i am so glad you are making great progress. i have nothing but complete FAITH that you will keep it up. i love you. i love you so much. xoxoxo.
from violentskies :
I miss you so much....be home already..Muwah!! I love ya lots care! -veronica
from killa-iris :
Hey Carey, Don't let anyone bring you down. Not now that You're making good progress. You're not alone in the cold hon, I'm with you...always. Love you. *hug*
from killa-iris :
Hey Hon, I see you're getting a little better since the last time we talked. I'm so proud of you Carey!! *Kiss* *Hug* Keep it up, you're a fighter!!
from promise-made :
yayyyyyyyy careys going to get better! i love you so much beautiful. ♥
from killa-iris :
Hi Carey. I miss and luv you very much. I really miss talking to you and I wish I could talk to you all take away all your pain and sorrow. I'm sorry *kiss kiss*
from violentskies :
I wuv you cho much!!! hehe
from luvofanangel :
Hey, I understand that you say things out of anger. And I do too. But I am working on that. I want to be friends with you but there's this part of me that's holding back. I don't know if you understand that or not, I just hope that you do. I really do hope that you get the help that you need. Because I know in my heart that you are a good person. And beleive it or not I do care and I want you to be ok. I want you to find happiness and peace.
from luvofanangel :
I am happy to know that you are ok.
from luvofanangel :
Carey I just want you to know that I don't hate you. I just thought that you should know that. Jen
from icantregretx :
yess of course ill hug you. *big big big hugs*... i know you'll be ok. <33333
from violentskies :
Hey Care...I love ya lots!! Don't give up..better days are coming..Muah!! -veronica
from icantregretx :
i love you.
from anti-project :
*cough* guess what babe. i love you & i believe your doing great. come online...i'm home now. <3
from tearsr4ever :
this is my new diary but you proly dont care seeings how you took me of your favs.... love -jessica
from jesslez69 :
Bookends-Girl Interruped awesome....i love ya carey
from promise-made :
i loooooooooove you ♥
from violentskies :
I love you sweety! muuuuah! Have a good day! -veronica
from violentskies :
Hey beautiful, Have a happy Easter babe! I love you lotsa, bye -veronica
from icantregretx :
carey i am also just a phone call away even if i'm only like 15 mins away, but yeahhhhhhhh i always wanna be there for you. we gottaaaa hang out soon. i love love love you. ps; veronica, your pants look HOTT on carey. loves.
from violentskies :
Carey sweety I thought i was your best friend? hehe okay bad time to joke, really though I'm here for you and you know it. Just a phone call away even if yes i'm a thousand miles away but know I'm there with you. I love you very much and things are going to get better, I can feel it. >3
from icantregretx :
carey, holy crap. your not going anywhere. if you kill yourself, it'll be like killing your friends too. [ dont do it ]. I FUCKING LOOOOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!! *kisses*
from gothangel :
The following are lyrics: what would you do if we kissed? would you be scared would your tongue slip pass my lips... the song came out in '97 and it was a female artist.
from violentskies :
I love you Carey and to me you are very alive, you are my life! Muuuuah! -veronica
from icantregretx :
carey my adorable, lively and happy little baby - i mean big sister. hehehe. iloveyousomuch!!!!!!!!!!
from icantregretx :
carey my adorable, lively and happy little baby - i mean big sister. hehehe. iloveyousomuch!!!!!!!!!!
from violentskies :
"I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you"....I love you Carey! -veronica
from blackmandick :
first, my dear dyke, turn off the world. find the darkness...live the quiet within your hearbeat, learn its rythm, its your song. focus...within the darkness awaits your strength. get to know it. its your salvation. feel yourself, be gentle. giggle then laugh, in the dark. taste your sweet pungence. knowledge of self brings wisdom and this will usher eternal happiness. read me now dearest dyke, for hidden within the vague pains of daily living are your treasures waiting to be unearthed. your sweetest love yearns for your song. whispers of you have the intensity to burn the forest of hard lies grown against you. set the tone. live within the well of time but echo your love. your desire will rescue you in time.
from icantregretx :
and by 'play' i meant 'pray'.
from icantregretx :
carey im praying for you both as well. i always play for you cuz i want you to be happy. anyway darling you can not blame this on yourself. its not your fault. she wouldn't want you to think that either. ok? i love you.
from onlyuandme :
Hey Carey, I wrote you once before, and I always read yours and Veronicas diaries. I just want to let you know that I am praying for her, and you as well. Be strong for her, and never give up. Believe in yourself, and let her know that you believe in her as well. It is so very important. Dont give up!
from violentskies :
You know I'm here I'll be there for you and catch you when you fall baby cuz you make my life worth living
from icantregretx :
carey warey if your serious about getting off the drugs, i will be glad to help you, but i dont know what i can do to help :( but i will try, okay? i love ya.
from icantregretx :
careeyyyy. we tried calling you. but i left a message cuz nobody answered. i miss you. we shud hang with jen tonite. im goin over there to manda's so call us there ok? love carly.
from violentskies :
"All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am And when you fall you offer me a softer place to land You're the one true thing I know I can believe in There are times I cant decide when i cant tell up from down You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I'm OK Sometimes thats just what we need to get us through the day".........I love you Carey, thank you for you!
from killa-iris :
hi mami, I miss you. *kisses*
from icantregretx :
carey warey banana fanna fo fareyyyy, me my mo marey... CAAREEEYYYYY!!!! how are you ma gurl?!?!?!? i miss talking to you cuz we hardly do anymore really. anywayyyy yeah, just stopping by to say hi (hehe that rhymes, yo) .. love you!!!!!!!!! xoxo.
from geminimandy :
well i know how you feel. i do. but i think that its not worth my time to love someone who will never love me in a way that i need in order to survive. so in this very long lenghty process im trying to be happy with just me, by myself. its SLOWLY working. i mean there are PLENTY of days that id rather die then go on. but im stuck here for now. so im trying to mkae the best of it. i dont know if this at all will help. i know when i was so deep in depression everyones words were a soft blur. but i just want you to know that even though i dont know YOU i definetly know what you are going through. not to say in anywhere near "recovered" or whatever, just that i can be there for you when u need it, when you want it. cuz i know i would have done ANYTHING for someone to care, someone to give me a hand, someone to LISTEN. and i dont want that feeling to pass through anyone. or anyone else. maybe theres a simple confort in knowing you can make it? who knows... please take care of yourself, and know if u ever want, i can be there for you.
from violentskies :
You set my soul at ease Chased darkness out of view Left your desperate spell on me Say you feel it to I know you do I've got so much more to give This can't die, I yearn to live Pour yourself all over me And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees [CHORUS] I wanna love you forever And this is all I'm asking of you 10,000 lifetimes together Is that so much for you to do? Cuz from the moment that I saw your face And felt the fire in your sweet embrace I swear I knew. I'm gonna love you forever My mind fails to understand What my heart tells me to do And I'd give up all I have just to be with you and that would do I've always been taught to win And I never thought I'd fall Be at the mercy of a man I've never been Now I only want to be right where you are. [CHORUS] In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else That I would ever wanna be no I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you Loving me ... I'm gonna love [CHORUS]
from onlyuandme :
hey i just kinda stumbled onto your diary. I have a similar situation with a girl, and reading your diary makes me hurt so bad. I know how you are feeling, wanting to die, feeling as though you cant live without her. But be strong. Dont give up. If you ever feel like it, I would love to talk/email you. If not, I understand, but just know that you arent alone. And please be strong. Death may seem like the best option, it has crossed my mind several times as well, but its not. Be strong.
from geminimandy :
i see so much of myself in you... its kinda scary. identical scary. maybe someday we'll learn to live. "we were meant to live for so much more" i just heard that on the radio. it fits huh? i think so.
from poison-words :
yay!
from poison-words :
noooo i dont want you to die carey warey! i ♥ you
from icantregretx :
carey! i agree with jen... and i miss you a lot, a lot, a lot. hopefully we can do something tomorrow. <3 you tons.
from luvofanangel :
Carey, I hope that everything works out for you. Your a good person and you will be happy. Just know " You've got a friend in me" Love Jen
from inaptbeauty :
happy valentines luv! ♥
from jesslez69 :
hi, spread the word for people to dtart reading my friend katies new diary.... pynkpsycho21 shes my best friend, she hasnt written very much but, shes cool -jessica
from violentskies :
Baby, Baby I really want to kiss you!!! Can you please come home now!!!???? *wines....okay bye mi amor...-veronica
from anti-project :
dear carey the big poo head; i've just come back from a meeting at the C.A.V.L.D (carey ann venus like doodle). & we decided that you smell exactly like me. moldy old cheeese under yr bed....why you have moldy cheese under yr bed we dont know. but thats what you smell like. :)
from anti-project :
YOU smell like poo & cornflakes. cos youknow laura rules & carey drules. :)
from violentskies :
Hehe, I want to make love to you MORE!! Love ya babe!
from icantregretx :
Carey Carey Careyyyyy i love you !!!!
from violentskies :
Just wanted to remind you to take a bath, hehehe j/k!!! Love ya!! bye -veronica
from violentskies :
U see!! Your so fucking AWESOME!!!! Thanks for the poem, I got teary eyed.......I love you!!!!! Be good and take care of yourself, bye -veronica
from jesslez69 :
you should read my new entry i think you wouldlike it, its awesome what i did last night, well kinda, besides the fact that its self destructive, just want to say, *love to ya* -jessica
from violentskies :
Hey beautiful, I think you should grow wings and come to me, but stay, don't go home and then I can tell you everyday how awesome you are!!! HEHE....I'll call soon. Love ya lots!!
from violentskies :
Hey Beautiful, I just wanted to remind you that your soooo fucking SPECIAL!!!!!! I love you!!! bye! -veronica
from gothangel :
"My heart was bleeding from so much grieving" I can relate. Read my entry "Happy Monday to ya" Mon. 10-6-03
from jesslez69 :
i know how you feel i just got out of my 5th hospitalization for cutting, maybe we can be there for eachother, i will be there for you. i will catch you when you fall, and i will hold you in my arms.... -love ya hun forever, jessica
from bitch-haven :
Hey! Feeling a little bitchy lately? Got something on your mind? Then stop by and tell us all about it! =)
from killa-iris :
Hey mami, You know that i still love you no matter what. And i'll stop thinking like that just don't get sad, ok?! *kisses you*
from icantregretx :
you said in 'might-cuts' that you wonder who will catch you when you fall... i will!!!!! i wanna save you, m'dear. i hate that you're sad. i hate it. :-( let me save you? how?
from icantregretx :
Hey... my Carey Wareyyyy!!! Smile ok? We should watch movies some day soon. And I still love you soooooo very much. <3 Carly.
from killa-iris :
HEY MA, IT'S ME KILLA-IRIS (LONELY LIKE ALWAYS). I MISS YOU A LOT ANDI CAN'T WAIT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN SOON. I KNOW YOU PROBABLY HATE ME FOR BEING SUCH A LOUSEY FRIENDBUT I'VE NEVER EVEN HAD A GREAT/EPENABLE FRIEND IN MY LIFE SO I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE ONE EITHER. I'M SORRY. LOVE YOU.
from inaptbeauty :
carey! there is so many fucked up beauties in this world... someday, im going to be all your saviours. i will lift up that blanket &&let you out of the cold dark place... till that day comes, wait for me... ♥
from icantregretx :
miss you <3 carly
from violentskies :
Hey Beautiful, I'm happy I DID help you cuz I honestly didn't think i was getting through to you!And I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to. You take care of yourself, Love ya lots!!!!!! -veronica
from oohsocold :
life has it's ups and it's downs, like a f***ing rollercoaster. It's frustrating I know. but hang in there.
from violentskies :
Carey...I'm sorry and I love you...Be strong! My last entry is for you. -veronica
from icantregretx :
:o) Good goal for 2004.... I have faith that you'll reach it! I had fun yesterday, we shud hang out more. Love Carly. xoxo.
from psychosurfer :
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!...hold on sweetie =) -lex
from poison-words :
i love you!
from icantregretx :
dude! why do you never talk to me :-S can i please have yer password and username so i can read your diary? <3333
from icantregretx :
:o) love you, miss youuuu!!
from violentskies :
Carey I understand you very much!!! Love ya!!! Hang in there beautiful! -veronica
from poison-words :
carey what's wrong? *holds you*
from poison-words :
i love you♥
from gothangel :
merry xxx-mas.
from icantregretx :
Hey!! Lindsey and her Mom and Destiny came into Giant Tiger toda. xoxo.
from icantregretx :
miss youuuu, miss youuuuuu, on the cheek I'ma kiss youuuuuuu. <3 *hugs* i love you.
from ladyvamp :
ooooh yum yum =D
from poison-words :
i love you pretty face♥
from ladyvamp :
i'm doing alright but not as alright as i want because I need COFFEE =D
from ladyvamp :
hey i like your diary and especially the pic
from poison-words :
carey warey! its sage. how are you darling?
from icantregretx :
Hey your layout is so wonderful :) its gorgeous, I love it!! Anyway who were you talking about in your new entry??? <3 <3
from pixiecuts :
hey! thanks for the note.. i will try to stay strong. oh, and i love your layout! its perfect! -/-britt-/-
from jesslez69 :
DAMN gurl you have a ton of notes! lol. well i got rid of the block on my computer so i can view your diary and stuff like that now, but you have a lock on it, so i was hoping maybe you would let me see it sometime. but write now i am grounded from the computer until my room is cleaned. lol i will be back online in no time thought, an i have access in school.!! i miss you hun.. i miss talking to you. -luv ya always, -jessica
from inaptbeauty :
hey carey warey... id love your pass! who wouldnt? if i wouldnt get it ill break down! *cries* and hey dear, you didnt tell me it was your birthday!!! i didnt get to send a present!!!!!!! yeah, take care dear... ♥ you
from she-kills-me :
I know it's a little late but... "Happy Birthday, Love!" ♥ I hope it was a wonderful day and better than your last birthday. But I hope that your next will be even better than this one (if possible) *Big hugs* I hope you're happy! And don't worry, I'm not sending any birthday punches (not unless you're into that *Winks*)
from indigojess :
Carey! Happy birthday! We're only a day apart then! (mine's tomorrow) IM me if you wanna chat, though I'll be out most of the morning. I know a few women we could round up to help on the Kicking Ronnie's Ass tour,...:) It sounds like things have been absolutely crazy for you lately, and I'm no good in relating completely,...my shit is different than your shit,...but IM if you ever wanna vent or take a little break from your reality. {{{{{hugs to you, birthday girl!!!}}}}}
from fucked-raw :
happy birthday carey..........love you <3
from inaptbeauty :
*kisses carey warey!
from icantregretx :
Heyyyyyy, darling, don't cut, let me be the thing that distracts you. PLEASE DON'T do it; we can help each other and we can both stop doing it... okie? <3 <3 <3 ya cutie.
from she-kills-me :
Yes, I do have MSN Messenger ♥ Simply add [email protected] to your list when you get the chance *Smiles at you*
from she-kills-me :
This is Erin (aka Insane-Whore) ♥ Sorry about confusing you *Hugs*
from icantregretx :
Im doing alright. Hanging in there. What about you? Love you too. <3
from inaptbeauty :
oh my god carey what happened?!
from she-kills-me :
I wish you could be happy... Please don't cut, Lovely ♥ My thoughts are still with you and they shall be forever *Kisses your broken flesh*
from lovealways- :
i love you carey. how have you been?
from icantregretx :
Mornin darlin. How are you? I had fun last night :) Did you? (hey its kinda rhymes)... anyway there's some snow over here now, hehe. Its pretty. I'm so tired though, and I'm off school, so Im gunna go back to sleep. I love you.
from angrydyke :
hey!
from xwidexawakex :
why cant life be so great? ....Li
from icantregretx :
Aww pretty pretty pictures :o) They're so nice. <3
from imperfectlyy :
I thought you might have had one at some point...because I needed to know some variables for it...but I'm good to go now anyway!
from imperfectlyy :
Are you a gold member?
from icantregretx :
Darling, darling, darling. Awww *hugs you and wipes your tears away* I don't want you to be sad... its sad. When Manna comes back we'll all hang out with the babies or someting, k? And we'll have lotsa fun and maybe drink and laugh... and I love you cutie. xoxo.
from open-scars :
muffin, I love you and I miss you...please please look after yourself. please. ♥
from inaptbeauty :
carey!!! hope everything's fine/// ♥ u dearie. miss leaving notes here...
from violentskies :
Hey Carey, beautiful, Just wanted to send love your way cuz your a special girl. xoxo *veronica*
from fucked-raw :
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
from icantregretx :
Carey... Im so sorry x 12984672183562875. I don't know what to say. <3 <3 <3
from icantregretx :
Carey Warey your not online :( How are you? Don't cut, Carey. Please. Its sad. I do it so I shouldn't say anything cuz I sound like a hypocrite... but yeah. I'll talk to you later. Love you sweetheart.
from ladyvamp :
hey i like your diary =D just wanted u 2 know
from icantregretx :
Two weeks, Carey? Its been a day for me. But thats good for you :o) ... but anyway, you can delete 'carlita27016' if you want, cuz I never ever use it. But yes, thank you for your amazinly kind words... I love you too, you're awesome!!!! <3 <3 <3
from inaptbeauty :
hey carey... im so happy for you. congrats you havent cut in 2 weeks! but wait. what;s this stuff about you? what's happenin? i sure hope you're alright...
from icantregretx :
Carey Warey!!!! Add me to your list and I'll add you.... 'icantregretx' ... <3 <3 <3
from inaptbeauty :
my girl. your so wonderful! i swear i can make pretty strings out of your words. but it doesnt make sense though...
from icantregretx :
Awwww cutieeee! How are you? I miss you :o( Anyway thank you SO much, your kind, thoughtful words almost made me cry. How did you know I was sad? Did you read my older entries on 'carlita27016'? Anyway, but yes, thank you again, so much :o) hehehe. I'll add you to my favourites after you add me to yours, k? Heheh. Just replase 'carlita27016' with my new one.. 'icantregretx' so yep. I'll talk to you soon. I love you.
from inaptbeauty :
i {{heart}} you to piecessssssssssss. ugh, lyrics ran thru my bathroom door today. made little kisses on my glassdoor.... i sure hope you're alright
from lovealways- :
carey warey, how are you? ♥
from insane-whore :
*Stands over you and picks you off the floor* You'll be fine without me here, Sweetie ♥ I'll miss you so much though *Hugs you and sneaks a quick kiss in* Goodbye
from catyawn :
I'm so sick of this shit...I hope you're feeling better.
from inaptbeauty :
oh my god carey!!! ur stil aliveeeeeeeee i was wondering where you've been. so how are you?!
from violentskies :
I love your entries, they can never be too long ( ok was that cheesy?) Take care sweety. -veronica
from open-scars :
oh sorry that was mean to say: hey how are you? :-P <3<3<3
from open-scars :
to you know my dont why the go make fine <3<3
from wontlookback :
wow..you're so interesting. [thats a good thing] :]
from tigremilk :
you should have taken the remains of that beer bottle and fucking slit his fucking throat. and poked him in the eye too.
from insane-whore :
You're still here! *A big smile grows across her face for a change* I've missed you! I really need those kisses from you *Blushes* I hope you are well, Love ♥
from psy-vamp :
Hi there. I re-uploaded the photo for the template that you're using, so you can change the image link to http://psy-vamp.diaryland.com/images/angelina.jpg so that it shows up again. Also, could you put the template and photo link back on the list please to give us credit? Thanks so much.
from emeraldblaze :
Hi, I realized that I was mad at people that would view my diary but never leave me a message. Silly me! I relized I do the same thing. So here I am changing my ways. I was wandering through the members area, I can't say that I really know you, I only read and entry or two, but a random person wandered into my diary when I was having a bad day, and quitly left me a random, I read I worryed a new person is thinking of you on this night message, I'd like to leave you with the same thoughts. I don't know what your feeling but a new soul is in your life and holding you near her memories. take care
from gothangel :
hola como esta. es JLG. talk to you later.
from caustic-slip :
i really like your writing...i was wondering...is the pic on the page you? i'm sorry. i dont know you but i want to.
from dyke19 :
"helloooo"..."helloooo, anyone"..........*waves*
from insane-whore :
I wish I could be with you so you don't have to be alone ♥ *Your words run through her mind as she trys to smile for you*
from catyawn :
carey, i'm sorry ur miserable-- i'm miserable too, so we can be miserable together ok? so don't do anything! then i'll have no one to miserable with! and remember, we're gonna be roomies one day!! (((((hugs))))) i hope i see u online sometime...i really miss u!!
from tinkybell- :
*ahem* hey beautiful i havent really been around lately and dont really know whats goin on well i just read ur entry and ur NOT alone u have me :-D not nothing big but i am someone...and i care for u and i really really do love you!!!!! U best beleive it my precious angel darling!! Dont see u on msn n e more either u really want me to come kick ur ass?? love u tonz ash
from tinkybell- :
*ahem* hey beautiful i havent really been around lately and dont really know whats goin on well i just read ur entry and ur NOT alone u have me :-D not nothing big but i am someone...and i care for u and i really really do love you!!!!! U best beleive it my precious angel darling!! Dont see u on msn n e more either u really want me to come kick ur ass?? love u tonz ash
from carlita27016 :
( . )( . ) <-- hey baby! How are youuu? Aww I am so sorry you hafta feel that way. I am here to talk if you ever want to. I love you.
from violentskies :
Hi Carey, just wanted to say, that I think your pretty kool chick and to hang in there.
from carlita27016 :
( . )( . ) <- lucious boobies, you can squeeze them and kiss them.. Oh my Carey, dont cry, please dont hurt yourself. I LOVE YOU. <3 <3 <3 Car.
from lovealways- :
ok. i feel better now.
from lovealways- :
( . )( . )
from lovealways- :
i feel left out. carley left boobs everywhere and i didnt
from lovealways- :
ccaarrreeeyyyy i miss you! ♥
from carlita27016 :
I miss you and I love you.
from insane-whore :
I would hit on you but there are a few things stopping me *Sighs* Nah, you're a great young woman and you have made me feel wonderful by saying all that you have. All your kisses *Blushes* and hugs have meant the world to me ♥ *Runs after you for a final kiss then walks off smiling to herself*
from insane-whore :
*Tries to comfort you to stop your tears* Our hope, thoughts and love shall always be with you so you won't ever be alone ♥ You will always be someone of great beauty with or without the Internet to prove it
from insane-whore :
*Her tears fall onto her keyboard* I shall miss you so f@#king much! I can't wait for your return ♥ Take care and find all the happiness you can
from whyme321 :
I STILL READ IT TOO!!!
from catyawn :
I'm still reading it, silly. If anything, I don't think anyone's reading mine! Hehe. Watch out for men wearing blue hats. They eat people.
from indigojess :
Hey, of course we're all reading! :) Sometimes it's a bit cryptic, but I still read! One of these days, you're gonna be happier overall,...but then you'll have to change your diaryland name I guess. :P IM, I'll actually be in front of the comp one of these times. LOL
from insane-whore :
I always read your diary, Honey! You are wonderful and I always wish to know how you're feeling ♥ Please don't stop just because you don't think people are reading it *Hugs*
from carlita27016 :
( . )( . ) heyyy cutieeee, I read your diary all the time :o) Woo-hoo! I hate how your always sad though.... but have a good day and comfy sleepies and such. I love you. *hugs*
from open-scars :
heyyy spunky monkey! everytime I come to leave you a note theres more tits! its disgusting ;) *licks the screen* I Love you muffin! I wish you was happy with me...*burps* maybe that will cheer you up! ♥ spank you later bitch!
from carlita27016 :
( . )( . ) <- andddd MORE boobies!
from carlita27016 :
|| <- a hug from me to you
from indigojess :
Horray for boobies! (Just not mine 'til they miraculously grow some more) :P Hey Carey, just wanted to drop you a hello. I've been gone forever, or at least 3 weeks of it,...visiting family and friends in Pennsylvania. I think you IMed me while I was logged onto my friend Mandy's comp,...sorry I missed you! I hope things are ok,...though I went back and read everything,...so maybe not? Anyway, IM, email or send me a note if you wanna chat... (((hugs)))
from carlita27016 :
( . )( . ) <--- boobies!!! Carey, my Carey, why are you oh so sad all the time? Will you be happy soon? Either way, love you *hugs*
from catyawn :
Hey, sorry I missed you tonight...or this morning? or whatever the hell it is?!? I passed out early yesterday...damnit! Now I'm stuck with all this daylight shit! Hehe...hope ur havin a good day/night/existence. Bye!
from catyawn :
Have I told u that ur too cool for school yet? Hehehe. Thanks for the template! I owe u tons of cigarettes! Maybe we'll see each other in our secret chatroom soon...shhh!...lol. *Hugs* Bye Bye!!! :)
from carlita27016 :
I love you
from open-scars :
i'm still alive and kicking. i'm a little sleepy...but I guess thats from all my excitment! *sings* I'M YOUNG. and I love you to be young! to live my life the way that I want! to say and do whatever I like!____♥ stinky girl stinky girl! I love you...even if you do smell.
from carlita27016 :
xoxo --> 2 kisses and 2 hugs from me to you
from carlita27016 :
( � ) <- ew a bumhole
from carlita27016 :
( )�( ) <- ew a bumhole
from carlita27016 :
| ) ) <- a pic of a bum taken on an angle
from carlita27016 :
| || | <--legs
from carlita27016 :
(o)(o) <-- eyes
from carlita27016 :
((|)) <-- somethin dirty?
from carlita27016 :
||) . (|| <-- bellybutton, waist and arms
from carlita27016 :
( . )( . ) <-- BOOBIES!
from open-scars :
you smell funny. <3
from open-scars :
carey my precious little dyke on a bike! [[you wont ever get rid of me]] even though you want to be alone. I'll bug you till you snap out of it :) ♥
from cdghost :
beautiful to read
from lovealways- :
how are you darling?
from carlita27016 :
Carey Warey, whats wrong? What happened? I wanna know so I can hug you and make you feel better. Carey Warey quite contrary how does your garden grow? *blushes and runs away*
from open-scars :
i'm not lazy! *mumbles* at least i'm not canadian.... _*sings* when you are set to throw in your hand, when you are far from home. what you believe in burried in your hands, when you feel outgrown. I'll be the one to pick you up again, when you decide you've had enough of it. I'll be the one._____♥ hey hey fly girl pull down your pants! *mwah*
from open-scars :
that should be "miss me my" [[i'm so stupid...i think i could candian disease]] ♥ you suck! i love you! ♥
from open-scars :
no need to miss my biatch! *sings* i'm a P I M P! *chucks stuff at 50 cent* i love you sexy lady. lets knock boots together ;)
from insane-whore :
Farewell, Lovely ♥ Good luck with everything you do from now on
from carlita27016 :
Aww Carey Wareyyyy - I'll miss you. I shoulda been talkin to you more on MSN, but you're leaving so Im dumb and that succckkkssss. Poop. I hope you have a good day though, and email me every chance you get or somethin, k? Yeah I'd love to go to Toboganning and such. is Manda back yet? She hasnt been online or wrote in her diary in like 30 days or whatever. Anyway take care cutie, I love you.
from carlita27016 :
Awww angelllll!!! Don't goooo! We hardly talk anymore :o( Promise me you'll call me sometimes or leave messages on my phone? Woo-hoo! Keep in touch,you rock! Luv Carly. *big hugs*
from inaptbeauty :
carey, *sniff* why? i wish money grew on trees... i wish you'd stay... i wish you'd stil be der, everyday comfort of knowing you're reading me &&helping me... im gonna mis you.. hurry back ok? -Li
from insane-whore :
I wish you wouldn't leave, even if it is just for a while. I shall miss you greatly ♥ I'll continue to think of you even after Wednesday
from lovealways- :
NOOOOOO CAREY DONT GO! ill miss you! *cries*
from insane-whore :
My sincerest apologies... I would leave you a note every day but I never know what to say. I have no right to have contact with someone as amazing as yourself because I am unworthy of your time ♥ I thank you for caring about what I write
from carlita27016 :
Heyy! Aww well I'm doing pretty good thanks. I think Im goin shoppin in the States tunite. What you been upto?
from fucked-raw :
♥
from lovealways- :
hey babe...how are you? i'll have to leave you a million billion notes...cause...um...you deserve them! yay..hehe. love you. ♥
from carlita27016 :
Heyyy you :o) How are ya? *gives you BIG hug* haven't talked to ya in a while...
from inaptbeauty :
how are things carey? <3
from fucked-raw :
sorry i've been gone for the week...ivy was in the hosptail w salmonella poisoning..we almost lost her her temp was a 104.6. but were home and shes slowly getting better.much love-jen
from inaptbeauty :
my oh my... i'll kill the sonofabitch for you. tisk, he's much less worth living here than you anyway. so what's the point of killing you?
from carlita27016 :
HEY YOU, SORRY I DIDNT COME BACK FOR A WHILE. I MISS TALKING TO YOU AND HANGING OUT WITH YOU. LOOOOOOOVE CARLY :o) *hugs*!!!!
from inaptbeauty :
ooooh.... <3 ya hon
from insane-whore :
I would gladly lend you some glue to mend your broken heart... But I�m afraid I don�t know what sort you need ♥ I've been better... How about yourself?
from insane-whore :
If I had the chance... I would kiss away your uncertainties and make you never want to die ♥
from dyke19 :
I wish you were with me too. I had one of the best weekends ever! I think you being there would have made it perfect! xxx
from lovealways- :
kisses are a good way to kill the sense of being bored. hehe. love you. ♥
from lovealways- :
i'm ok. tired and bored.
from lovealways- :
hehe no problem babe. how are you?
from fucked-raw :
your such a tease_______♥
from rainbow-dyke :
<3 LOVE <3 as always... sammi x
from lovealways- :
i saw something about you not getting enough notes...we'll just have to do something about that then won't we darling? [this is sage by the way] ♥
from insane-whore :
I hope the time away helps you, Sweetie. You deserve to be happy ♥
from fucked-raw :
♥
from carlita27016 :
hey
from inaptbeauty :
hey carey, do i have to have an acct? coz i dont have one on msn weehe
from insane-whore :
I need your help, Beautiful... I am unable to get to your older entries. I'm extremely interested in your diary and would like to read more than your last entry... I would love it if you could help ♥
from fucked-raw :
♥..hot carey @[~~~ lol
from inaptbeauty :
teehee hav to go now, so yeah catch you soon.
from inaptbeauty :
woops. didnt see you're note. i dont have aim, i dont have msn.. yeah, call me antisocial. :) but i want 2 talk to you too. and yeah, take care <3
from inaptbeauty :
teehee! then.. GO LET IT ALL OUTTTTT <3
from inaptbeauty :
hey... chill <3
from inaptbeauty :
i agree with you... they diagnosed me as clinically depressed... what the hell was that supposed to mean? i envy those people with love/happiness in their lives. for once i want to taste that smile, i havent smiled sinceely for a long time, really looong time. but it feels great that my friend helped me get hoooked to diaryland, i found people like me, people i relate to and relate to me... and it's comforting. <3
from inaptbeauty :
its ok carey, maybe i wasnt too clear in that last entry where i introduced the smoke fairy. :) you know, im so damn tired of being so out of sync with things. i want him to take care of me but he's not willing. so here i am thinking it's not worth anymore, living that is. i hope everything's a whole lot better for you... <3
from inaptbeauty :
hey carey, i just want to clear things up.. :) my smoke fairy is a metaphor for depression/death/heaven/angel. teehee so im really sad in that entry.. i really need someone to tell me my life is going to get better so i invisioned her comforting me... since i am left with noone to comfort me..
from dyke19 :
oh my god Carey, i've missed u girl. did you know that nin - hurt is one of my fav songs ever? I love the layout and whoever made it and you!! xxx
from inaptbeauty :
it used to be that alls well that ends well.... but it's not
from fucked-raw :
maybe we can run off together and just die in the sea ...yeah ummmm sounds good here
from inaptbeauty :
hi carey! :) (wowwww i know your name!) hehe, i just love when people reply to my notes. its so... uh.. rewarding (?_). plus, i really do like your site. it's so personal. sure im gonna get you wen im meeting with the smoke fairy.
from inaptbeauty :
i love your layout and the way you write was just---wow. <3s you
from carlita27016 :
Hey my cute lil Carey! How are you? Aw thanks! yeah Christy is looking down in the pic and Holly isn't looking at ALL. Hahaha. Silly girls. But yeah, thank you! I like that pic too. Anyhoo - whats new pussycat?
from usedglitter :
holy shit ...loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove the new layout ...your a cutie !much love
from open-scars :
I love the new layout! your soooo beautiful!!! :) oh_yes! ♥ I love you
from carlita27016 :
Hey Carey Wareyyyy ~ I like your new layout! I like how its YOU, so its personalized and shtuff :o) Very very kool. And its a good Nine Inch Nails song, take care ~
from usedglitter :
i stuck you on my buddy list ..hope you come on hearts to you
from usedglitter :
i just read your entire journal and i didnt find anything broken about you ~x♥x~
from usedglitter :
well,pretty sexy girls should smile ,you ...even more~x♥x~
from usedglitter :
i just saw your pics all was well until the last two,i think your to sexy to be cutting your arms up ...
from usedglitter :
you are lovely//and i like lovely~x♥x~
from fucked-raw :
so when do i get a dirty diary for me ? bottom lip out ,sniff sniff ...big tears ...
from rainbow-dyke :
things are ok... been better but been alot worse.. i miss our hours of chats maybe again some day
from open-scars :
I can make my own poem =P *clears throat* Carey is so wonderful, carey is so great. when i'm with carey i believe in fate...umm fuck me? ♥ Laura xox
from fucked-raw :
ok babe i'll beg ..down on knees begging looking cute .....
from dyke19 :
I'd grab you, I'd bite you, I'd really like to excite you. I'd lick you, I'd suck you, I'd totally fuck you. You'd be begging for mercy and begging for more coz fucking with me is never a bore! ;-) hehe
from open-scars :
yay! I really want those pictures!! I would do it if my computer wasnt so slowww!!! *glares at it* well I love you, sorry for making you so sleepy all the time! xox ♥
from open-scars :
ooo no problem my precious beautiful ameigo! I love you and miss you too! grr your stupid job! I feel all lost with out you here talking to me all day! what did I used to do?? arhh I love you♥
from kazzo :
"these wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just to real" DAMNIT! How true are those words for people like us?
from rainbow-dyke :
weldone for getting a job.. shame we dont talk anymore... take care and keep smiling... x
from open-scars :
YAY I think my computer is fixed...maybe!! ♥
from open-scars :
I loooove you! *mwah* *mwah*! Sorry I was annoying and boring on the phone today! why the hell do you put up with me?? blah! hehe *jumps up and down* WHOOOOOO PROZAC!!!!!!!!!! whooooo! WE ARE SOOOO LUCKY!!! this is my dream come true! hahahaha!!! ♥!♥ ok well...umm... bye! ♥
from tinkybell- :
--kisses ur eyes--- dont cry dry ur eye beautiful
from luminous-ice :
Yo, Heya Carey. Hows everything going? Just seeing how you are. Its me coldvanilla/Lauz/Fuziness -Chat te ya! -Lauz
from open-scars :
:( i'm sorry carey. I want to be your friend again...i want you back in my life again. :( i'm sorry...
from open-scars :
please dont...
from dyke19 :
To get what you want, STOP doing what isn't working! Blah. *waves*
from desdrought :
heya
from boltedwrists :
I love you muffin ♥
from bloodtears68 :
*smiles* =)
from boltedwrists :
Carey!!! ooooh my carey! [muffin bum!] I love you bumhead! ♥ <theres a pretty BLACk heart for you:) *kisses* ♥
from carlita27016 :
Hi Carey *waves* you never answer me on MSN. Why?
from boltedwrists :
I love you. :) *thinks about you ;)* <3<3
from fucked-raw :
hey my daughters name is Ivy //♥
from carlita27016 :
Who said that was the choice that would make you happy? Nobody. I assumed.
from carlita27016 :
Well of course, I would make you happy and help you down off of the chair.
from imperfectlyy :
Why do you give up?! What's the probs dear?
from fucked-raw :
you kick some hard ass//♥ smile cutie!
from strychnial :
i've been on celexa too and gotten some crazy dizzy spells and blackouts and whatnot. i didn't realize what the hell was wrong with me til one day i put two and two together... i'll be completely going off in a few weeks, i hope it doesn't get that bad :/ anyway good luck if that's what you're going through too
from luminous-ice :
Heya, Its me-Lauz! Just teling this is me diary
from carlita27016 :
hypochondria? That means when a person fears they have a serious disease right? Don't worry my Care Bear!! Cuz in no time at all the doctor will call you (or I'll rip off his balls) and then you'll be aware of whats goin on. Let me know when you know ok? Everything will be fine darlin. *hugs* Carly.
from sweetestsin :
are you there? i dont mind u sendin me notes
from sweetestsin :
I live in Ky where do u live? if u want u can instant message me on aim or yahoo hell or msn... we can talk on there:)
from sweetestsin :
what did the doc say about you!!! i hope u are alright
from boltedwrists :
awww carey! that song was beautiful! I love you. *mwah* *mwah* <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
from carlita27016 :
Ultra sound? A bunch of gurls I know got that done but they are pregnant. Lemme know how it goes, ok?
from dvs :
Carey, honestly I dont care if your girlfriend is 16. I was just kidding. So dont be so angry cause its not worth it. Im glad that you love her and she loves you. And dont worry about the doctor thing you will be ok. Dont be angry selfish girl, things will get better for you someday. Bye bye
from carlita27016 :
No babe, I didn't block you - I wasn't home at all yesterday so yeah - whats up?
from coldvanilla :
Heya! Changed my diary! Im at http://coffeefrost.diaryland.com Tatata!
from boltedwrists :
hello my goregous muffin. I love you. I love you. don't ever give up, because if you give up. I give up. what am I meant to do? You can't leave me...it will just be another to the list...i love you.
from carlita27016 :
Hey Carey babyyyy! Love you and MISS YOU babe! I'm so proud of you, you're getting a job sweetheart :o) take care and we hafta hang out sometime, okie? Love you bunches ~ Carly
from coldvanilla :
Hello my dear! Just wanted to say Hi, Its midnight here and I wanted to check on you! Luv you to bits! Lauz
from carlita27016 :
Hi - my mom LOVES that song by Vince Gill. :o) Luv Carkkkllyyyyy.
from imperfectlyy :
I'm insane. Look at all the review sites I applied at. Watch them say really mean things and I turn out a depressed and morbid person after it's all over with. hehehehe
from mewizzza :
I cry over carey... thats sad.. hmmm I want her.. she gonna be mine... i always get what i want.. heheheh
from imperfectlyy :
I organized my diary too!
from tinkybell- :
Omg carey im a fuckin kill em!! And to the other person u have to get inline cuz im next for carey SO *Bleh*
from torn-into-3 :
leave laura alone you fucking dirty whore or i swear to god i will kill you...
from mewizzza :
I want carey but she already has laura i'm sad
from carlita27016 :
from imperfectlyy :
~SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAL~ I LOVE YOUR ENTRY! THANKS!!!!!
from carlita27016 :
NOOO! I won't let you... even though I have no control over it... I still can't let you do that! I like the Carey you are now... don't drink... we can hang out and be stupid and gurly and have fun ok? No drinking... no bad stupid things... w/b... Love you!
from rainbow-dyke :
i doubt it... and maybe one day you will lose your patronising tone... but i doubt that too
from dyke19 :
If you fall, I'll try my best to catch you...ok?
from carlita27016 :
Carey... don't die, promise me you won't for a long time, k? Babe what happened? Tell me... please? Your welcome... and I will always care no matter what ok! Love Carly.
from carlita27016 :
Carey? What happened? I don't care if I'm being annoying by caring about you - you can fall, but just don't fall hard, but either way, I want to pick you back up and dust you off and put a smile on that face of yours :o) OK? *big hugs* w/b
from mewizzza :
Hey.. Your cool.. Hope we stay in touch.. Bye Babe
from carlita27016 :
hey sweetheart, just wanted to say Hey! :o) Love Carly.
from carlita27016 :
Hiiii, good entries!! Waa-hoo!! Aw come online soon, ok? Cuz I want you to help me wif my new layout pwease, k? :o) Love Carly.
from tinkybell- :
Heya well that would be AWESOME!! ive read a couple of ur journal entrys in the past but i wasent sure if i should leave a note!! asl?? by the way! Love ash
from pee-girl :
yes im from niagara falls ONTARIO
from carlita27016 :
Heyyy babe! Aw thanks for writing about me in your diary :o) It was very nice! So have a great lil nap and talk to ya later babe.
from carlita27016 :
Hey poo poo bum!!! :o) How are ya sweetums? Anyhoo yeahhhh I am gunna do the driving lessons/classes too. Yeppers yeppers. OoOo you're so cuuuute! Luv Carly.
from imperfectlyy :
Ah! Such organization. Tis wondrous.
from dvs :
You broke into my diary so dont start with me you fucking hypocrite. You didnt play with her that much and maybe you are tired all the time cause all you do is take pills you fucking junkie. I miss Ivy and Lyric too but I cant deal with your crazy fucking ass. Im a selfish cunt but you cant live without me? If you think this is love then you need fucking help. Maybe you should look at yourself. You are the most selfish person Ive ever met. I wont read your diary anymore k? Have a nice life with your psuedo internet friends, your pathetic gravol addiction and chronic self loathing. You attention seeking bitch. Goodbye!
from imperfectlyy :
~gasp~ Your diary is so nice now!
from dvs :
I do love you and I always will but I cant let you get to me anymore so I lied. Im sorry. I didnt tell you to come over. You said you werent coming. I think we are both fucked in the head. The only reason I dont want to see you is cause everytime I see you the second you walk in the door you start bitching or yelling. Thats fucked. If you dont like me then why were you all trying to talk to me and stuff? You barely even played with Shaw. Giving a baby ice cream doesnt make it better that you never fucking see her and she asks for you every fucking day! You hurt me and you hurt my baby and that makes me not want to see you. I wish you never changed but you did so Im finally accepting it and moving on. Be mad at me if you want. Blame me. Call me fucked up. I dont care anymore. Next time you want to see Shaw call me and you can actually take her somewhere and bring her back. Dont hang out in my room and talk to me and hardly play with her...thats fucked. So call if you want to see her. If you dont then dont call. Erinn cant pay the late charges cause you never told her how much they were. So its both of your faults. Im not going to be in the middle of it. Call if you want her number. Bye bye.
from bloodxtears :
you are beautiful! :) I love you muffin. <3<3<3<3 *kisses and huggs*
from dvs :
Carey, you gave up on you, on me, on everything a really, really long time ago... I shouldnt have held on so long. I should have given up when you did. I really wish things didnt have to turn out this way. But there are no happy endings...goodbye
from lezbian :
I have a new diary, well I just changed the name really. I wrote an entry about it...so if you'd like to list me as a favorite, you should now list "imperfectlyy" instead. =)
from rainbow-dyke :
no iam not drunk...
from rainbow-dyke :
take care always carey...
from girlwcurls :
Hey :-) just wanted to let you know I was here, and I enjoyed the stay... and if its not a bother, could I get the password for your other site?
from lezbian :
~sqeal~ Your note was so scary!
from carlita27016 :
"I wanna hold you til I die... til we both break down and cry..." <-- hehe, I just heard that on a commerical. VERY cute, yesh yesh. Anyway Carey how ya doin? I'm good thanks, jus watching Dawson's Creek. La la laaa! So did ya have a good sleep? LoL - we both went to bed at midnight. I woke up at 10am today. grrr, not enuf sleep. But I'm not tired so its alll good. Anyhoo - yeppers... so Sunday we're hanging out? Kool dude. Aw Destyne can meet my mommy. Where is Lindsey going for 2 weeks? And wheres Ivy going - with her? Anyhooooo - yeah man. So whens your family reunion? Thats kool :) Anyway I think I'm gunna go to the store or something later. I need candy! Mmm! My bro just went to the store - so hopefully he'll bring me back some of those yummy delicious 5 cent candies! Mmm, yummy in my tummy :-D Yepperoni. Anyway I was watching this music video, by 'Boomkat' , the song was called The Wreckoning. And Taryn Manning (that gurl from the movie Crossroads) is in it, cuz she sings that song - and I was thinking, awww. Taryn is SO cute - her voice and the way she looks, is kinda sexy yet totally cute at the same time :) Anyway yeah, thats all I'm thinking at the moment. So I hope you're having a good day! And leave me a note when ya get this...k? Talk to ya soon!! Bye bye hun. Luvs! ~Carly~
from dyke19 :
Thankyou sweety, I'll prolly be taking you up on that offer at some point. Speak to you soon. xxx
from carlita27016 :
Hey babe! How ya doin? I'm sorry about your Mom's friend Anne - it sure hurts like hell to lose someone close to you. I hope you're doin alright :) Take care~ Luv Carly.
from atgaspain :
You suck.
from boltedwrists :
Hey dirty girl muffin! I <3 you too! <3<3 Yay!~ That was properly the best phone call I'v ever had! Sucks that it ended! Get another calling card!!! +spanks your little muffin bum+ mmm I could just eat you!!! <3<3<3
from whyme321 :
Carey~ The Tegan and Sara diary is a "used-to-be" kinda thing...It's locked now. Sara used to write in it all the time, then it was just Tegan. But then she locked it for some reason. I have yet to find out but it was probably for a good reason...I guess I'll just have to wait and talk to her about it, eh? ~Mary Beth~
from carlita27016 :
Miss you!
from whyme321 :
I just read your entry that "was really whiny" lol and I honestly don't think it is wrong! I mean, I have liked/loved like you have/are. so yeah, it's not wrong at all.... ~MB~
from dvs :
Now I see why you wanted me to go...
from coldvanilla :
Hey- *Gives her a can* Why are u sad?
from coldvanilla :
Woot! Hi, Just wanted to tell u that Im drinking Vailla Coke! Woop! Heheh! Stay cool! Lauz
from carlita27016 :
uh hey - how are you doing? I miss ya, I haven't talked to you in a while. Every time I try to talk to you on MSN you never answer me. Umm I should go - I have no school today :-) Just an exam at 12:30... take care! Love Carly.
from boltedwrists :
hey my lil muffin girl! Thank-you for making me a little better, as long as I dont think deep I will be ok:) <3<3<3 xox Laura xox <3<3<3
from boltedwrists :
You're a darling! <3<3<3Laura xox
from carlita27016 :
Hi. *tilts head to the side*... can I have the password for yer new diary? I only got to see the first entry.
from lezbian :
Ok, here's my ~dirty~ stories from back in the day. Start at this address, there's 2 more entries right after it. Part 1, 2, and 3. Eeeeenjoy. http://lezbian.diaryland.com/030403_95.html
from carlita27016 :
I meant HOW .. not hoe
from carlita27016 :
Hi. Hoe goes it? I'm ok. I gotta go get ready for school. Can I see those pics you were talkin bout? Pwease? *pouts*... cuz I love pics. Ok Im goin now. Have a good day.
from carlita27016 :
Right now I hate all of my good friends except for maybe 3 of them... other than that, they all SUCK!! Stupid, inconsiderate losers! GGRRR! So how are ya doin? I gotta go to sleep now, Im sooo tired .. take care and talk to ya soon? .. sorry I was whining (up there^^).. but theyre assholes ... luv ya.
from jesslez69 :
hey hun i am sorry about the other night on aim but my mom came in and i was supposed to be doing a project and she got pised when i was on aim and i wasnt supposed to be.lol so i will talk to ya later okay .
from indigojess :
Hey Carey! I'm on eastern time, live in southern Maryland about half an hour from our lovely capital. (sarcasm fully intended!) DC's cool, actually,...just not the whole government part. :) To cure a hang over, have a glass of water next to your bed before you stumble into it. Take vitamin b complex if you have it,...it'll restore you. This makes me sound like a pro I'm sure! Haha! Nah, one of those lovely tricks of wisdom passed on from my mom. Well, I'm off to take my cat to a clinic,...seems that though I got her antibiotics yesterday, she went really downhill, I was up 'til 5:00 AM and then some just making sure she was still breathing,...so I'm off to throw on some socks and shoes and get her to a doc! She'll be ok, but it's hard watching her be so miserable. :( Btw, did you put 2 msn accounts on my msn? I mean, do you have 2 contact names or is one someone else and one you? Aah, gotta run, later! Have a good day! :) ~Jess
from crazycrayons :
okey doks! no probs! just leave me notes when ever u like. i've gtg! u take care then...
from crazycrayons :
*haha* canada! cool! that's pretty far from where i come from. Anyway...i guess u can just leave notes and i'll leave notes for u too.
from crazycrayons :
where ya from?
from crazycrayons :
oh...ok...ic! so have u been reading my blog?
from crazycrayons :
Erm...hi? why did u choice to send a random note to me? have u been reading my blog?
from lezbian :
To leave a quick link to diaries, you can put %%diary-the persons name%% It's really easy that way!
from girldivided :
Hey ~*carey*~ Thanks for the note! I love your design...Angelina Jolie is so hot..hehe.. I'll be sure to read of you again! Jules
from boltedwrists :
Hey! Just returning that note you left! :) <3 Laura
from eyesunderyou :
well, hi. thanks for sending me a random note. my name is emily.
from carlita27016 :
hi! How are you? I liked the funni poem/song and mad lib thingie :) hehehe. Well, where have ya been? Avoiding me? Cuz you never talk to me anymore *poutz*, hope you have a good weekend! Take care :) I'm glad your not too sad and shtuff lately. Tell me more about Nikki?
from coldvanilla :
Okay! Woah! Sorry- Im polluted with Maths! Exams tomoz! *Dies* Check u out later! Lauz
from coldvanilla :
Sure- But my thought is always: What was his name and did I use a Condom? Hehhe! Thats my biggest concern or how many times I jumped outa the window! But yes, they nasty shit things! Pleasure then Pain then Reality
from coldvanilla :
Wassup! Thanks for leaving me note!I feel so special *Grin* Thanks! and dont wotty- The best thin about Hangovers are-They go away! Lauz
from indigojess :
Hey Carey! Hell, we're all a bit dramatic sometimes. I've been quite dramatic myself lately, and over what? An *ex*! I love how they disappear, you want to know what's going on,...and when you find out, it effects you way more than it should. (you/your being me,...I do that a lot,...say you rather than just out and out referring to myself. 50! Well, somehow, the fact that she hasn't met him makes it not quite so disgusting. Not quite, but definitely still a bit! She's,...24. 25 the last day of June, I think. I dunno whether I'm more bothered by the 50 yy/o or just *knowing* that she slept with some nasty guy after me! Talk about a blow to a barely-there ego! Ah well, we're supposed to move on to bigger and better things, right? Learn what we can and move on! I just tend to go in strange emotional circles with her. Who needs women when I have animals who love me unconditionally though? 8-) My brand new baby, Anna, (kitten) is sleeping stretched out on my bed. Veeerrrry cute! Have a good evening or day, depending on when you get this. Are you guys on eastern time too? ~Jess
from dvs :
Its not like I expected her to think it was hers, it was a different kind of card lol. I wanted her to know it was me instead of searching around the house like an idiot thinking she lost it. Blah oh well valium fixes everything. Hmm give Lyric a hug for me k? I miss her. Uhm I know you hate me n everything but Shaws been asking for you lately so uh maybe you can take her for a bit one day or something? She really wants to see you. Bye bye
from indigojess :
Hi! Lyric, that's a cool name! I haven't read enough to figure out if she's a relative of some sort or just a long-time second mommy job you've had? I dunno which I'd hate more, knowing my ex had moved on to a man or woman. No,...I have to say, I think hooking with a 50 y/o man def. takes the cake for the ultimate of insults. Ick! callingcards.com have some great deals on domestic and international cards, though the last one I bought had that weird time delay thing, felt like I was having to pause to make sure all my conversation got through,...a very hesitant, broken conversation. The borrowing of a card I could see. Taking the time to replace it with an expired one,...rofl! Not that it's actually funny, but you know. At some point, you mentioned that you'd created a new journal for a fresh start, more anonymity. I've known people to do that, but if you're going truly incognito, you almost have to not list faves/not be listed as a fave. If you're linked, you're searchable. I'm sure there was more to say, but damn if I can remember, so ttyl! :) ~Jess
from dvs :
excuse my bad typing...Id correct it but I already sent it. Blah.
from dvs :
Haha I know Im rude but comeon it was a $5 phone card and I was going to pay you back. Your so dramatic. You got your valium and you got me out of your life like you said you wanted to Im sure you will be fine.
from indigojess :
Women! It's the worst when you can't sleep, yet you know you wouldn't want her back! (speaking of myself, not you) My ex had a trashy friend who I swear stole $50 from me when I went for a surprise visit on Valentine's Day, but let's hope the exgirlfriend herself never stole from me. I gave it willingly. LOL Anyway, good luck with the sleep thing. Thought you might want to actually hear from the random person who added you as a fave. :) ~Jess
from dvs :
I would have stayed with you that night you said you needed me but I didnt remember untill later. Im sorry that I wasnt there for you. And Im sorry that you think that you did all of this because I caused you so much pain because I gave you everything and it seems like you just took it for granted. I know that in your mind you tried and you loved me but that is not the way you acted, ever. I tried to stick by you and kept telling myself that it wasnt my fault and you didnt mean to yell at me all the time and it was just because you were going through a rough time but it wore me down and I started fighting back and then we just went downhill from there. I emailed that to you so it wouldnt be broadcasted on diaryland but since your whole life is the internet I dont know why I excpected something to stay private for once. I loved you and you just kept pushing me and pushing me untill I broke and now you are acting like I hurt you! Well ya know what? Fuck you! I cant even believe how you can act this way and still justify it. I hate you for making me feel this way. I hate you for causing me pain everyday and I hate that it will never go away. So act like a saint to your internet friends cause that "love" you. You obviously werent there in our relationship cause you dont even realize whats going on. Which makes sense since you always say that you dont notice that your rude untill after you say it. So ya Im feeling repetitive...goodbye.
from dvs :
Actions speak louder than words. I do think you are delusional if you seriously think that you did something nice. All you do is treat me like shit. I dont feel like I deserve to live around you. You make me feel worthless. Im tired of shit futile bickering. Im not asking anything of you because I know that you can never ever be nice to me and treat me with respect. If you think that I treated you wrong then so be it. I dont care whos wrong or right anymore. You said you wanted me out of your life. Well I want to be out of your life too because all you seem to do is cause pain and anger. So Im saying goodbye. Leave me alone now.
from carlita27016 :
Carey be strong, I don't want you to be sad, and don't die! Or else I'd cry. Cuz you are a good person, ok? Ok :) Do what makes you happy, what makes you smile. But be smart about it, k? Take care, talk to ya soon. *Carly*
from lilkandycuts :
i'm sorry i wasn't there when you needed me. you are special, and i'm glad you had someone that made you feel that way. don't wish death upon yourself, i would miss you too terribly. ~i love that book which line you quoted~ you're so beautiful and talented. you always make me smile.. before you, it was so hard to.
from bloodtears68 :
yay! thanks 4 ur note!!! =) ahh im soo sorry ill add u! hehehe but uhh i think u need 2 chance what u wrote about me =) hehe im @ school in study hall and im bored. im doing, guess what, SPANISH HW! cuz we have a test 2marrow! AHHH!! hahaha im listening 2 TATU (the band) in russian!!! lol hope ur having a good day!! =) ~*Meg Ann*~
from carlita27016 :
hi, well you never write me back, but that won't stop me from, writing you notes still. hehe. aww, its awesome to hear you're doin good and happy :) ahh you got a new car?! what colour is it? thats kool. aww you're cute, you bonded with your doctor. ew boys.. its a long story. arg! whenever you're on MSN and I message you, you never write back. o well. but i gotta go. see ya.
from jesslez69 :
hey sorry ihavent talked to you in forever i am grounded for sneeking out of the house. i hope things are starting to look better for you. i hate to hear you are having such a ruff time. cheer up hun. ill talk to ya later. leave me a note plzz love- jessica
from carlita27016 :
Hi hun.. how ya doin? Needy? *whimpers*.. what do you need? Cuz I'll give it to you if I can! yayy!! Have a good day and a good sleep. Goodnite Carey Warey. Talk to ya soon. *Carly*
from carlita27016 :
Hey Carey - I read your lyrics of the day. My Immortal.. *sighs* thats a good song! With great lyrics too. Well I hope you are sleepin well right now :) Talk to ya later today probably. Byeee byeeee *hugs* -Carly-
from dyke19 :
I'm not sure why I put a sad face there??? Do you know? It must have been when I was drunk the other day. ;-)
from dyke19 :
:-(
from dyke19 :
:-(
from carlita27016 :
Hi Carey - how ya doin? Im sleepy *yawns*... OoOo I read your lyrics! Nice nice, thats a GOOD song eh?! Don't you love Forgive Me by Evanescence?! I dooo! Well I should go, have a good day ;) Talk to ya soon! Luv Carly.
from lilkandycuts :
i miss the sound of your adorable voice on the phone. it was special to sleep with you ~winks with a grin~. i don't know what it is, but you fill in the holes a little at a time so i start feeling a bit more complete every day. *smiles*
from dvs :
I was once the only one to brush away your tears If ever you are lonely I will always be right here And if you need me you can wish upon a star 'cause I will always hear your prayers in my heart
from dvs :
My tender kisses feel cold on your lips so numb My loving words fall meaninglessly upon your deaf ears My warm embrace shoved away by your cold shoulder My tear filled eyes cannot be seen as you look away in disgust My hand reaching for you, you push me farther down My heart breaking for you, you step on the last tiny shards My voice in the darkness, calling out for you, you won�t turn on the light My broken soul, begging, pleading with you, you just walk away� You don�t hear me� You don�t feel me� You don�t see me� You can�t love me� You can�t stand me� To you, I don�t exist�
from bloodtears68 :
hey! it's reallllllyyy hot here! Like 90 bijillion degrees! (here it never gets above 70 or so) and im dying of heat and iw as locked out of my house for 2 hous and now i have tons of hw and doesnt that just suck?! i wanted 2 talk 2 u but ur out having way more of a life than i do now.hehehe =) ttys! hope ur having fun! :D bye!
from lezbian :
Ok I found another one! I've got a few more sites to look at...but here ya go: http://kymdesigns.diaryland.com/systemofado.html
from lezbian :
Ok I lied. I went back to look and now they magically work...
from lezbian :
After the "me" link on your diary, none of the pictures show up...
from jesslez69 :
hey hunny bunches, just wanted to pop up and say hi!!!!luv ya
from dvs :
And it never ends, does it. Just leave, please. Im tired of all this drama. Leave me so I can be at peace. Im begging you. Stop doing this to everyone. I love you but I cant fucking do this anymore...Im not going to let you drag me down with you anymore. I have to be strong and if that means that you hate me then so be it. Im sorry.
from lilkandycuts :
feeding my desire with kisses of nature, blood and wine. those falling leaves in frigid autumn day... ~sighs thinking of you~
from carlita27016 :
Heyyy - your Internet CAN'T be cancelled *cries*... Carey Warey, sweetie. I am just letting you know that I think you are an amazing chick no matter what, and you're cute, and fun and you got a sexie tummy *smiles*... never forget that babe! :)
from dvs :
Thats pretty nice how you made me feel guilty so I would give you valium then as soon as you got it you were rude and ran away. Im so gullable. I shouldnt have gave you anything. Anyways Ill be there when my mom gets home from work tomorrow. So about 4ish. Thanx for nothin. Buh bye
from carlita27016 :
Hey darling - that note from Amanda made me cry - I don't know why, it was weird though. Not the note. but the fact that I cried. But anyway, you take good care of yourself, and call me anytime you need me , even tho you probly wont call. But o well, have a good day and I luv ya :)
from dvs :
You'll always be in my heart
from dvs :
Im sending you this note cause I think you blocked me and I dont want to have to talk to you on the phone cause Ill just cry again. So dont worry Im not reading anything, just sending a note. Im coming to pick up my things after dinner tomorrow ok? So please be home or leave the door unlocked at least. I wish things didnt have to be this way but we ran out of options...Uhm I dont want you to think that you cant still see Shaw ok? You can call and take her or visit her anytime you want so dont be sad...She misses you. Goodbye Carey...
from rainbow-dyke :
sorry to confuse you... but i have changed me email addy... just havent gotton round to updating my profile... my new one is [email protected] sorry... and thankyou
from carlita27016 :
Hey Carey!! I hope you're having a GREAT Ivy & Auntie Carey Day :) See ya later. *big hug*.. from Carly
from carlita27016 :
Hey Carey Baby!! How are ya doin? I hope you had a good nite~! Don't you love getting notes? I DO :) its like getting emails! Woo-hoo! Anyhoo, I think your belly is... sexy.. SHHH ok? hehe. Why am I a 'sexy bitch?' lol. or were you kiddin? I dunno. Anyway have a good night and we should do something soon. Bye darlin! w/b/s :)
from j-lo69 :
HEY HUN I HOPEFULLY WILL SEE YOU ONLINE TONIGHT, I AM IN SCHOOL RIHGT NOW JUST READING YOUR DIARY... LEAVE ME A NOTE BACK OK.. TATA
from bloodtears68 :
awesome thanx =) i have AIM. my sn is Strawberryduck68 u? so yeah i didnt read that much of ur diary (i'm in the process of doing so though lol), but u wanna tell me more about u? cu zi really dont know that much =) well IM me if ur on and i like notes 2! hehehe
from bloodtears68 :
hey! omg id LOVE a template. ive been trying to figure out how 2 do one forever but im not very computer savy lol =) haha im a very boring person so yeah, good luck w/ learning interesting stuff about me! =) hehehe thanx 4 writting back! :D Meg~Ann
from bloodtears68 :
hi! You don't know me but i came across ur diary and i think it's really cool =) hehe yeah, i'm not really sure what 2 write lol...so umm...write me a note or something sometime if ur bored or what not =) Meg~Ann
from rainbow-dyke :
thankyou... and yes that was what i was talking about... hum computers... html... not really my hot spot of knowledge... lol..
from j-lo69 :
hey i like your diary angelina jolie is so hott, hey how do you change your diary backrounds anyways? w/b soon
from carlita27016 :
Carey, how ya doin? Good I hope! How are those goals coming along? Good as well I hope :) But isn't life just fuct up? Unfortunately it is. It is. I dunno where that came from - but I was thinkin and thinkin and thinkin. And thats my conclusion - This thing everyone called "LIFE" is completely and totally messed up. Yep that is right. ANyway Im babbling so write me a note ok? Cuz you havent before :( Buh bye hun, Talk to you soon hopefully.
from lilkandycuts :
you never get to say goodbye? let's keep it that way :) ~hugs~ goodbye's are too complicated.
from lezbian :
WOW! I was just checking my notes and there you are!
from rainbow-dyke :
ok i have given up... i have NO idea what its playing at... any suggestions muchly appreciated... lol
from rainbow-dyke :
i shall start an investigation lol...
from lilkandycuts :
eh my computer crapped out, i've been trying to get back online for hours. no worries, i'm all okay. i think i'm gonna go snooze now for a bit though. ~huggles~
from lilkandycuts :
aww i'm sorry about earlier. i got disconnected and it wouldn't let me back online and then i had to go. it was all BLAH!! MSN won't let me on :( i don't know what to do.. i'm very happy with your goals.. i'm proud of you ~hugs~ i'll talk to you later.. sooner i hope.
from dyke19 :
Hey, er..You tried to talk to me in chat. I just wanted to tell you I wasn't being rude, not replying. I was away having a smoke. Nice diary BTW. xxx
from gothangel :
it pays to be lazy on friday... weekends were made to be fucked and lazy... im steppin out and gettin high off of clove cigs now... so i'll write later.
from gothangel :
'me' and 'baby's pics' are broken links on your diary. yeah hell isnt so bad its just like the movie 'doom generation'
from gothangel :
thats journey through suicide... damn typos..
from gothangel :
b-sitting once a week is enough for me... when I die I'll have gone through hell and back. oh wait ive done that... 'faint' is a journal through suicide... thanx for the comments.
from lezbian :
No, why?
from rainbow-dyke :
thankyou.. erm i have no idea what is at the side of my diary... i think its a poem... i have taken my diary layout from beautify... it was there when i got it...
from carlita27016 :
Hey - ahhh, so how are ya? Not too good I guess eh... well. I dont know what to say. Aren't I FUCKING annoying? The minute I hear that your upset or whatever I have to go write you a fucking note or whatever to see what happened and how your feelin. fuck. Ahhhhhh but Ill jus go now. (delete this when u get it)
from gothangel :
b-sitting, it was nothing I couldn't handle but am glad its over for this week. Once a week is enough for me. the mother wanted me to b-sit her kids 3 days a week, then changed it for once a week, im glad for that. SP games are awesome. theres one where you can create a new character, which is cool.
from da1-4-u :
Venus huh? lol Well alrighty then!
from lezbian :
~sigh~ I think the friend thing is possible but only if it's "friends with benifits" if you still have feelings...which is what I have for her. And now the biggie is that I can't even tell her that I love her anymore. That's some shit. I can't TELL her, what the hell is that? I can't even hug her. A hug! I just don't see how this is right...
from da1-4-u :
hey thanks for reading my thoughts ... i've been trying to read up on ur diary to get a clue as too why your so sad and angry ... however having a two year old living with me kinda prohibits that ... fill me in ... im really interested. da1
from carlita27016 :
hehe - I mean writing you a NOTE not an ENTRY. lol.
from carlita27016 :
Hey - I thought theres no point of writin you an entry since you never write back or anyfin. But oh well, I know you'll at least read this. Anyway, sounds like your night wasn't the greatest... mine wasn't either... join the club!! Anyway are you coming to my friend (Nahanni's) baby shower that I was telling you about? I really want you to come! But its upto you, email me and let me know cuz I'll be out all evening (from like 6 til 12) at my friend's. K? Thanks!! (pweeease come!!) Love Car.
from lezbian :
Heh. I'll remember that dear!
from carlita27016 :
Carey, I read your entry and I fuckin FLIPPED!!!!!!!! What the hell are you talking about?!?! "triple murder suicide" and your "last night..."!??! It BETTER fuckin not be what I'm thinkin it is... I swear. Just don't do it - alright?! You're soooo better than that. Write me an email! Love you.
from gothangel :
im surviving from a case of b-sitting... my latest says it all... 'sleepy'
from gothangel :
Hi.
from carlita27016 :
Hun - I am very sorry to hear about everything thats goin on with you. I don't know you well, but its upsetting knowing how hurt you are :( I don't think any one of my friends should feel that way - ever! You don't deserve it. Take care of yourself, and I'm here for you no matter what! Love ya.
from carlita27016 :
Carey! Sweetheart - remember, be happy :) You're a great girl, and people do dumb things sometimes but they hafta be forgiven right? Right! Hehe. But things always get better, so I think you guys will be okay. I hope! Yeppers. Just don't think negative thoughts too often, and if you do, then look at the 'HAPPY' picture!! Hehe! Hey babe do you want to play basketball tomorrow - like we did last Sunday?! Except it'll be soooo pretty outside! And I'll buy you Wendy's! Ok? Ok!! Have sweet dreams :) And write me an email! Luv Carly.
from carlita27016 :
Hey Carey! Ahhh, well the part I can relate to in you entry is about how you're shy, and that you need people's approval and stuff. Like insecurities. Right? Hmm. But hunny, you don't have to deal with this alone! Sure, so I'm a few years younger than you and maybe I'm not that smart or whatever but I can definitely listen and be there for you and what-not. K? Cuz I know how it is to go through tough things alone and its not fun, its depressing. So I am here for you! Alrighty? Jus thought you should know. Be tough darlin! Talk to ya soon. *Carly*
from lezbian :
Ok! I just read your entry. I'm sorry that you had such a bad day. What made you get in such a tizzy at first?
from lezbian :
Nope. No msn. Just aim.
from lezbian :
I'm happy that that she's coming back too! Woo!
from lezbian :
I'm doing a good job of deleting your notes as well! Woo!
from lezbian :
I'm on very rarely. If you have aim, then my name is Sneeky Squared. I'm on that all the time. But anywho, lately I haven't really had any feelings to write about. Nothing is wrong at the moment... I just miss MJ. She should be home tomorrow. I'm excited!
from lezbian :
Eh. I've been a computer geek too. Everyone is busy 1/2 way through Spring Break so that just leads me to get crazy ideas like I did last night. ~sigh~ Heh. People got surprised that my diary had feelings in it...isn't that what it's for? I take full advantage of mine. I reeeeeeally do.
from lezbian :
Ok, I had a few requests for an "older" link...so I put it there. Hope my privacy isn't invaded or taken advantage of too much...~sigh~ But people enjoyed my stuff I figured I shouldn't stop them from reading.
from lezbian :
Hmm...did I send that last note and you already deleted it or did it not get to you? (Oh, and for future reference, you don't have to delete all of my notes. I didn't want anyone to somehow figure out my lil secret)
from lezbian :
O I don't have one an older page for a reason. Some of my friends happened to have found my diary so I didn't want anyone to be able to go too far back and get too much information. I'm just paranoid. hehe. But yeah, I know how to put one on there. Thanx for offering! I'm quite the html badass. hehe.
from carlita27016 :
hey hun, how are ya?! WoW! This is your ~*FIRST*~ note... and uh oh, whats this?! its from Carly! The one and only! yay! I'm pumped for basketball tuday! Woo-hooo!! But I shall end this note or else I'll keep writing and babbling!! See ya! *Carly*

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