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Sorry to hear about your health-scare (I know that was a while ago) and also about AC... Hope you can get to see your family over the upcoming holidays.

from somuchsugar :

I love your latest post! (I know what you mean about older men!)

from somuchsugar :

Glad your Pony is coming home! I know what you mean about reconciling my love for my home-alone time and my love for Tom. Good luck on your work proposal too.

from somuchsugar :

happy November to you, sounds like you're enjoying Freedom in the sun!!

from somuchsugar :

Sounds like an amazing trip! I am jealous! Have a great time :) xoxoxo

from somuchsugar :

oh I love makeup dates!! and my hubby is on contract work right now too... I know it is hard but it all works out in the end when you're in love & together (yes I am a geek)

from somuchsugar :

wow 3 months already! so cool!

from somuchsugar :

Congrats on Pony's book! That is so exciting! ... and thanks for the Choc-A-Mug recipe, though I fear I may become an addict...

from dia4 :

Actually it sounds a lot like me. ~wry grin~ My only defense would be that once you know how to read/see the signs I'm actually a very open person.

from somuchsugar :

In answer to your question, sometimes I think my husband is "emotionally unavailable"!!!

from somuchsugar :

Yay!!! sometimes Tuesday night is the best night for wine & friends!!

from dia4 :

I'm doing well enough. ~smiles~ Considering it will soon be finals week. That and life seems determined to pile on the projects right about now. ~wry grin~

from dia4 :

Congradulations!! And be as giddy/head over heels all you want. Actually I think you're entitled to be that way up until the 6 month or 2nd year anniversary. ~grins~ If you want it to be a big deal then it should be. (gods know we need another reason to celebrate down here ~smiles/laughs~) Enjoy this time and the next marker that comes around. ~hugs~

from somuchsugar :

Congratulations all over the place, congrats congrats!! Oh I am so happy for you, after all that work and excitement.... Yay!! xoxoxo

from summerroll :

Congrats on tying the knot finally! (And exactly 1 week after my b-day too!) I hope you guys are happy!!!!!!

from somuchsugar :

Sounds like an exhausting Christmas! Hope you enjoy your new year. Sorry about the wedding lunch not working out, that sucks!! She should have told you sooner!

from somuchsugar :

I don't know if you have a 'guarantee' this dress will be ready in time? For all that money? JEESH that is so unprofessional of her. I'm sorry. If there is no way for you to know, and you are worried... maybe you should trust your gut-instinct, but maybe wait till closer to the date...

from somuchsugar :

Glad you had a happy Thanksgiving!! xoxoxox

from somuchsugar :

A $5,000 dress is nothing to 'hiccup' around about!! Shite. That makes me SO mad she said that to you. I love your letter. You should not have to apologize though.

from somuchsugar :

I know what you mean, it is still hard for me to get used to living with Tom, and it has been about 9 years now. As a furiously independent person, it was incredibly hard at the very beginning even more so... But it does get easier, I promise... Be careful of putting TOO many boundaries on yourself!

from dia4 :

I will be okay, but thankyou for thinking of me. Time and memories seem to be all I have left to keep me going. ~1/2 smile~ And as little as that is....it is all I have to offer my Mate. Words have a way of effecting even our most innocent thoughts and they can mean more than the world could offer to some. ~wry grin~ Even to someone who has lost a world only to emerge fully into another.

from dia4 :

Living with another sometimes seems like fighting a battle with no lines clearly formed. ~wry grin~ But to answer your question.....it becomes natural (to me) when you can't imagine living without them there. It becomes natural when that second/first skin you wear can't exist without knowing they are Safe. It's uncomfortable and hell for the most part, but I imagine it is the same for them. ~soft smile~ You'll find your own way. ~hugs~

from somuchsugar :

I LOVE the lounge/cocktail theme!! I think it's perfect!! And the funky polka dots, that is so groovy. It is going to be SO MUCH FUN and so wonderful & romantic!!

from writergirl1 :

hey, thanks for the note! i didnt think anyone would really read my entries. but i have never read any anne rice, maybe i should to make sure i dont sound like i am copying anyone. thanks for the tip:)

from somuchsugar :

Oh how fun it must have been to help Pony with his suit!! Sounds soooo romantic!! Hope you are having a good week so far!

from somuchsugar :

Yay for your weekend, you are going to have so much fun!! I totally understand what you mean -- no matter what 'turbulence' I myself feel, I am always drawn to Tom indescribably. .... I'm so excited for you getting excited over your wedding, FINALLY it is coming closer right!! I am so happy for you, you've been putting a lot of work to it, that is for sure, with these classes & all... Hope you do keep in mind that your relationship with "Him" is not that priest's business, it doesn't make you a 'bad Catholic' at all... if you do & feel what's in your heart, you know you're not doing wrong!

from summerroll :

Glad I'm not getting married! ;-D It all sounds like a LOT of work. Whew! Good Luck! I guess the planning and organizing is probably the hardest part, just like any other event. But I'm sure that it will all turn out lovely!! It's nice to know that someone's parents gets it about religion. My mom almost had a heart attack the time she tried to guilt me into going to church and I told her I couldn't go to church because I simply didn't believe in it.

from dia4 :

Thankyou for your kind words. ....and I will.

from somuchsugar :

I think I know what you mean; I also find myself so conflicted living with Tom & regarding my own wants/needs... Yet I would not trade this situation for that with any of my old flames... I wonder if it has to do with the fact that we are certain this time we are in it for the rest of our lives...? It's hard to explain! ....(hope you have a good weekend!)

from dia4 :

I'd count it up to the free drinks and be glad that I don't have to meet that person again. Besides, it might be a compliment in the most primal fashion that someone else wants what you have. As long as MINE doesn't stray- everyone else can look as much as they want....*wry grin* even him.

from somuchsugar :

Oh my god that last entry ("excuse me") was so funny... I mean, probably not when you were there in person, but it is funny now!! ..... I love how you write about you & Pony, you both are so romantic & wonderful together!! Hope you have a great weekend --

from idontpretend :

Awww, did you register a new account with the website? You can't leave a review unless you do. It doesn't cost anything for that part at least. Thank you though, I'm happy you enjoyed it. =] My writing does make me happy, being able to express myself like that and share it with others. Especially if it resonates with people.

from somuchsugar :

OH My god, you guys are so cute!! And look at you, you are so beautiful, what a smile!! I'm so happy for you! xoxoxo

from summerroll :

Awww! You guys make a cute couple!

from dia4 :

You both look adorable. *grins* And yes, Pony is gorgeous. *smiles* I'm very glad you found him.

from tofalldivine :

You two look wonderful together. I know some of this has been a struggle but I hope you are both making it through okay.

from somuchsugar :

Oh Adelnye! I feel your pain... It is SO hard to find the balance between fulfilling your own life, and compromising to fulfill two lives.. I am so sorry you feel so far away from your friends/family! These things have to be said, it is good you are bringing it up now. It doesn't mean you don't love him; but, it does mean he should see your side, and understand what you're going through without getting defensive... That's what compromise, and living together, is -- he's got to see it should be balanced...

from dia4 :

I would suggest setting some ground rules NOW rather than let it go by. Even if you have to 'blame' yourself in the short run it will set some boundaries for future reference. (I had to do that over a year ago.) And set some time/money aside that you both save up for that is just you time (like a trip back home). I would agree to setting aside time/money for him to spend time how he wants to as well. Nothing big. Just a little from each paycheck (equal amounts) that you each can spend in a way that makes each happy. As for not feeling that support network....it is THERE. You have someplace you can run to if things turn really really bad. The distance hurts, yes. But it isn't just YOU out there on your own. There are people who will always side with you over him. *wry grin* You could always send out a phone # or email for him so we could call/email him that you are right and he should just shut up and deal with it.

from dia4 :

Kind of sounds like the 'what the hell did I get myself into' times set in on you. *hugs* Questioning the future isn't a 'bad' thing, nor is being the practical one in the relationship. At the moment it may seem like your the one giving up everything, but if your boy is as good as he seems I'm sure he's trying to figure this out as well. Maybe both of you can make of list of things (like for a house) of things you'd like to have and what you'd absolutely be willing to live without. Say like you want to be in the city and he wants the country- would either be willing to live with reasonable driving time?

from somuchsugar :

Happy 2-year anniversary!!! (It will be 10 before you know it, goes so fast!) xoxoxo

from somuchsugar :

I did not even come close to doing ANY planning like that, so am curious!! So glad you're having fun with it, alongside Pony, and not letting it get stressful like you usually hear!

from dia4 :

I wouldn't mind reading about the Adventures In Planning. *grins*

from summerroll :

I like to read things I know I'd never do. :-D

from somuchsugar :

Hi darlin'! Hope you saw my e-mail... if you need me to mail the paper that is fine! Hope all is well --Kim

from dia4 :

*grins* So many answers to the 'isn't it fun being Catholic'. But that aside, I'm happy for you. Congratulations!!

from somuchsugar :

LOVE it, soooo romantic... (Love that Erich Fromm quote too!) I know the feeling. Glad to hear of so much happiness for you!

from somuchsugar :

So sorry about your UTI, those are not fun. I hope you can get rid of it fast!! (Yes, cranberry juice is the best!) Can't wait to hear what your gift turns out to be!

from summerroll :

Get thee some cranberry juice! 100% only. The sugar will make it worse (the bacteria will feed off it.) If you had it a couple weeks ago, be sure to go to the doctor, because sometimes it can travel further north to you bladder.

from dia4 :

*smiles* I love baby animals....especially really really cute ones.

from somuchsugar :

that is LOVELY!! Cannot wait!

from somuchsugar :

can't wait to see the next installments!! sorry you were sick; hope work lets up soon! xoxox

from dia4 :

Please tell me he finally "popped the question"!

from somuchsugar :

Thanks for your notes! I am trying to finally catch-up on your diary & meet you... Such a good writer! I wonder what the big news is... Is it really an engagement?!!!

from summerroll :

Did you two get engaged, or am I reaching?

from dia4 :

*hugs* Since as far as I know guys never do any of the planning/actually getting involved with selections I'd say it could be whenever YOU wanted it to be. But it would be helpful for further down the road if the two of you could agree not to play this particular game. It isn't worth the time and it causes alot of guilt feelings later on...for both people.

from dia4 :

*wry grin* Most churches around here are pretty bad at that stuff too. *amused*

from dia4 :

It didn't seem like I did much, but I was happy anyways. (Not having to work might've influenced that *grins*) And you're welcome. *smiles*

from dia4 :

*grins* Sounds like one very busy Halloween. Enjoy yourselves....you both deserve it!

from dia4 :

I know how you feel. I used to stay up all night. Now I barely make it past mid evening. *sighs*

from dia4 :

*laughs* Soooo cute....soooo true!

from dia4 :

*hugs* missed you around here. It has been a very long time since you've been around. *1/2 smile* May I make one suggestion about this journal (feel free to ignore it completely). Maybe you should just do a new layout and archive all the past onto another page. At some point you might want the memories.

from dia4 :

*grins* I did consider pilates, but settled on yoga because of the pace and the fact that around here there really isn't that many pilates instructors here. And if I do decide to keep this up eventually I'll need someone to show me what the hell I'm doing. *smiles/laughs* But thanks for the suggestion! I'll keep it in mind.

from dia4 :

Thanks for the warning. I'm still checking out publishing options (of which there are many) and which one is the most likely for me.

from dia4 :

They do tend to have that effect on us don't they? *grins*

from dia4 :

So far we are. *wry grin* Life for the moment is good.

from dia4 :

*hugs* I'm not going to say don't worry about the 'conversation' or the reactions. We all have them and there is no way that not worring about it is an option. I will point out that after living here at the Den for nearly two months solid Lyo went and slept on the couch the other night...and has been hiding in the computer room nightly. It doesn't mean that things have changed between us. It just means that we're still adjusting to having someone else there. I'd like to think that you and Pony are going through kinda the same deal. I was questioning if this was a good thing too. If he even cared anymore. But I think that is part of any type of relationship. The doubts don't fade, but they get less noisy after the first couple of tiffs. *wry grin* At least I hope so.

from gr8chick :

Hi...just wanted to stop by and let you know that I have added you to my buddy list, so you may see me lurking around in your stats. Hope I don't scare you off! :)

from lifeasme66 :

Oh my goodness, Dland never notified my that you'd left a note! I'm so sorry! Anyway, it's probably too late for your costume party, but if you wanted to get gothed out another time, the secret is in good foundation and black eyeliner. Foundation: powder works best, use a color that's one or two shades lighter than your natural look. And don't use any blushers or bronzers. You want to look "non-pink." Eyeliner: use jet black, preferably liquid eyeliner, if you're comfortable with it. This takes some practice and a steady hand. Don't worry about mistakes, you can dip a q-tip in makeup remover and touch up your lines. I usually line my upper and lower lids, at the lashline, with the liner. Any additional curls, tears, streaks can be added after. If you want more color around your eyes, dark purple or deep red shadow works best. Good luck, and most importantly, have fun! **HUGS!!**

from polly-esther :

Hi! The weird thing is that Sassy's vet said she could suddenly become allergic to anything, even food she's been eating for years. Nothing's changed, so we don't know what's causing it. The vet said the "gold standard" animal allergy test costs more than $2k!!

from f-i-n :

So glad you enjoyed reading my diary. Your note made me smile. :)

from lifeasme66 :

Hey there, my dear. I think this is the first time I've visited your diary... at least, I don't recognize the layout. And yes, I agree with your previous note-leaver that you should write more... I like what I read in your archives. With that being said, I also agree with not writing as much when things are good. That's how it is with me too. My writing suffers when I'm not miserable. Go figure! As for the goth look, I have no problems giving you tips for your party. Just let me know =) **HUGS!!**

from ivyparker :

no offense, but you should write more. have a good weekend.

from dia4 :

Everyone does you know. It is the major reason behind any action or inaction. At least that has been my experience. *hugs* glad to see you're still around.

from tofalldivine :

The password is yours. guest/tofalldivine. I hope it is worth the read.

from raven72d :

Interesting and intriguing...

from dia4 :

I would say just go with it....but if MY life is anything to go by....well....then you'll just have to figure something else . *smiles*

from and-darling :

I have a strong affinity towards interesting looking diary names-- usually they do start with an 'a'. And I'd have to say that your writing is very different, and extremely beautiful.

from tofalldivine :

It is unlocked. I shut it up so I could flip out a bit. Sorry! Sometimes I just need to spaz a bit and then delete it all.

from polly-esther :

Ah, makes perfect sense. I see the situation in a whole new light now. I can't be angry with her. Also when Matt goes out of town she doesn't sleep on the bed with me, she sleeps curled up against the closed bedroom door. I always thought that was weird, but now I understand that she probably does that so she can attack any intruders. Thanks for enlightening me!

from f-i-n :

Congrats! I wish I could dance...

from coldandgray :

How cool is that? Good luck!

from tofalldivine :

Thank you so much for letting me write it. I really enjoyed doing it. I'm glad it was okay mostly. I must say I was more than a little nervous. To be honest though this is one of the few I don't really know how to title so it is great like that. It was an honor and a pleasure to be your guest. Thanks for the opportunity.

from summerroll :

Happy Birthday!!! I hope you have an awesome time today.

from summerroll :

You look fabulous! And definitely years younger than 28.

from summerroll :

I've been wanting to get a bikini wax, but am deathly afraid of the pain. And I never believe people when they say it's painless. I used Nads once, and it was one of the most painful things I have ever experienced in my life! And I have a high threshold for pain. Disappointed that I didn't get to see your pic. :(

from tofalldivine :

I have something that I think might work for my entry if you still want one. I'd want you to check it over and see if it is okay but just so you know I have something if your offer still stands.

from incog-notion :

i hear you lady.

from tofalldivine :

That entry is the reason that I love to read your journal so much and why I'm having such a damn hard time with writing an entry for you. I don't know if I can be that honest or put that much of my own emotion into something. I'll try though. In a round about way that was me saying I really respect your writing/journalling/whatever.

from incog-notion :

hahahaha and yeah. still working on that entry. aeoijtoaij! god. i suck.

from tofalldivine :

That is the greatest story ever told. Also I am trying to get that guest entry done but...well, it isn't going so hot.

from sank0fa :

oops. spoke too soon. i just realized that's a guest entry....haha. but i'm going to continue to read you, still!! :-P

from sank0fa :

all i had to read was your "ode to a broken heart" and knew i wanted to read more. it sounded like something i would write. well....it could very well be the exact words i would write had i thought of that before you. i blame someone for my smoking, too. now he's gone, and i'm still puffing away. (found ya through incog-notion. hope ya don't mind if i keep reading!)

from incog-notion :

eeeeeeeee!

from incog-notion :

happy new year my sweeet adelnye. i'm sorry i haven't written you a guest entry. i don't have anything to write about?! ... thumbs down.

from f-i-n :

merry xmas!

from dia4 :

It came out great! And thanks for the encouragement. *grins*

from coldandgray :

Hey sweet stuff, thanks for the offer, I will start thinking of something...

from summerroll :

Sorry for the late reply, but I'd love to do one. I'll start thinking of something to write. Thanks for the invite!

from incog-notion :

i would love to! let me think of something pertinent :) haven't had a topic to write on in ages!

from f-i-n :

That would be fun!

from loathe :

Well, I'm just glad you liked it.

from loathe :

Well, I feel like a complete idiot, I just realized your e-mail was on your page. Dur. Well, it should be in your mail box, hope you like it.

from loathe :

Well, I think I have an idea of what to write for the entry, need you e-mail to send it to you.

from dia4 :

*grins* Love to. Just as soon as I get some time...probably Thursday if things work out. I enjoyed your observations and impressions about me. And technically I call it Jaka, a little of everything rolled into one. *smiles* I probably would give you a spell, but seeing as how they always have a backlash to them I'm not sure if you would want to cast it or not. *shrug* But if you ever do....let me know. *hugs*

from tofalldivine :

I'd love to but with finals coming up I don't know when I will have the chance. If you don't mind waiting a bit I think it would be great though.

from tofalldivine :

Thanks so much! There are definitely things I didn't expect there. I'd love to take up the challenge but I don't really know what my style is to be honest.

from loathe :

You still haven't explained what a guest entry is. Do I have to try to write in your style, or my own? Or what? Sorry, still fairly confused.

from loathe :

I'm 20, by the way, and if you tell me exactly what a guest entry entails, I would be happy to give it a shot.

from dia4 :

here's mine *grins*

from loathe :

Name left, treat it nicely.

from tofalldivine :

Thanks for the response to the challenge. Am I allowed to leave my name back? Does it work that way?

from f-i-n :

happy turkey day

from tofalldivine :

Not knowing you just makes it more of a challenge. 1)You have a French-english, english-french dictionary with an intro which may be the coolest thing ever. 2)I challenge you to put up some of those unfinished entries you occasionally talk about. 3)Magenta or orange(but not just any orange, that pumpkin color) 4)I like how much you entertain me and how easy it is to relate to your writing. 5)I guess it would be coldandgray's guest week(s). I do believe that is how I first heard about/read your diary/blog/journal. 6)A tiger. 7)Did you ever meet up with the detective's roommate to practice your french?(The sexual implications there were entirely accidental)

from dia4 :

Thanks, I will.

from loathe :

I think I just might.

from nicim :

I continue my journey at http://cunhell.diaryland.com Kisses.. N

from impervial :

interesting read, and i agree.

from incog-notion :

amen!

from tofalldivine :

I think everyone starts to feel like a broken record eventually but it doesn't necessarily mean it sounds that way to anyone else. Just wanted to let you know that you still have a reader

from incog-notion :

i'm so glad you're okay and i'm so proud of how you handled yourself. my.. god.

from summerroll :

I'm glad that you're alright after that incident. Thank God for stupid criminals!

from incog-notion :

don't ever apologize for being harsh or any of your opinions you have/will express in my comments. i always appreciate and respect your thoughts and insights.

from dia4 :

*grins* Not yet. Great to have you back though.

from summerroll :

Nice to have you back! I feel you on number 6. Everything in my place is organized and spotless. Then you walk into my bedroom and it looks like an absolute disaster. And when I do clean it, it barely lasts 12 hours.

from nicim :

7/5 And just what HAVE you been doing with yourself anyway. Update needed!! XXOO N

from incog-notion :

tag!

from f-i-n :

happy trails

from summerroll :

Safe travels! And I hope you find a great place to live.

from incog-notion :

i like your behaviorial principles entry

from summerroll :

No Prob. I've actually been reading you for the past couple months, but was just too lazy to add.

from incog-notion :

oooh. my heart aches a little for you.

from dia4 :

It's a hard choice, guy or living the life you choose. So here's my twobitcents worth. I'd take the job. If the guy really wants to be with you and a part of your life then he will put in the effort to make it work between you two. It's something that both of you need to sit down and talk through. Hear each other out and then make The Decision. Or you can ask yourself what would happen if you gave up the career for him. Would you remind him of that anytime you two fight? Would you hold it against him secretly and never tell him? Personally I don't think it's enough of a reason to stay, not when the career is something you wanted so badly and now have. But if it is enough of a reason for you then make sure that in the deepest part of your heart you can let it go and not blame anyone for the choice. Especially yourself. *hugs*

from nicim :

3/22 i KNOW you know what i'm going to say. commitment phobic men stay that way. if he wanted you there is nothing that would stand in his way. nothing. period. and the very fact that you are asking these questions should be the very answer you are looking for. you are questioning. you are unsure. my advice? don't settle. you will find yourself settling much longer than you will ever want to. you can take French, ballet, heck anything you want, anywhere in the world. but a good job, with a decent boss, and the independence that comes with it? seldom found. If Doc wants you that much, let him decide what to do about the decisions you are making to put yourself first. (now, if I could just take some of my own advice!!) XXOO N

from incog-notion :

hmm. no one can really tell you or even help you deduce your decision because we have no idea how strong your love is for hima nd how strong his love is for you. if you want to give doc and you a chance and think that you may make something of it, i say stay.. and see how it goes. but if you know you'd regret not taking the opportunity to leave singapore, then i'd leave.

from incog-notion :

it was the green frog muppet. haha :( sigh.

from dia4 :

Happy Birthday! (Sorry so late with the wishes) And don't worry about being 27. As long as you are happy with life there isn't any reason why that isn't enough. Measuring yourself against other people's "standards" only causes problems. *hugs*

from summerroll :

Happy belated 27th birthday! Sorry it's late. I hope you have an incredible year.

from f-i-n :

happy bday!

from nicim :

3/9/06 although it's yesterday here, and your birthday is my tomorrow - happiest of happies ANYHOW! XXOO N

from nacwolin :

Happy Birthday!

from nicim :

2/16/06 You said it yourself: "Would knowing all the answers in our life make our life any much easier or happier?? Or should we take a step back and let life lead us to wherever it may go.... be spontaneous and allow our lives to be filled with surprises with every step of our way??" Yes - I think that's you indeed. XXOO N

from nicim :

2/10/06 characters (depending on his age) that allow him to act out stuff. card games that go quick or are interactive. video games that are simple. multiple choice card games. making stuff that you can put down when you're tired of it - lariats, beading, stringing, macrame (even boys can do sewing type things when they want to get the end result).

from dia4 :

*hugs* I can't say that it's fun being you right now, but just remember that eventually everyone is going to have to accept the fact that in your life only YOUR oppinion matters. *sighs* Otherwise you end up like me....back when I was still pissed off and angry that I couldn't have a say. It does get easier girl. *sad smile*

from incog-notion :

fuck men. i'm sorry.

from nicim :

1/29/05 falling in love? feeling the same after three months as you did after five years? oh dearest one, you know I know exactly what you mean. it can happen. it does happen. and i still believe in happy endings. XXOO N

from f-i-n :

I have a "doglike" cat who fetches her toys (plasticky balls that jingle) and comes when she's called. But I never call her doglike.

from lifeasme66 :

Just wanted to say thanks for dropping by and delurking the other day =) Pleasure to have you reading, and really, comments are always welcomed =) Take care! **HUGS!!**

from f-i-n :

I still believe in fairy tales

from dulligirl :

Thanks for adding me as well!

from icyjewel :

Thank you for adding me to your favorites! :-)

from dia4 :

*hugs* There's one somewhere....I think. Don't worry too much, in the end it's what got you there that makes you...well, you. Sometimes it just takes a lot of bull before you get there.

from grandbeach :

Or as my mom likes to say to me "you really know how to pick 'em". But you know what, kudos to you for refraining from calling and texting. Now you just need to find something to take your mind off of him.

from sweet-cynic :

hi sweets. ive lost my way with knitting after i knitted my first and only project (a garter stitch scarf). i'm going through my 1/4 life crisis, theres also a 1/3? CRAP.

from ayumi-112 :

Hey...I was over at xanga for a while. Then I went through this phase the other week where I just didn't care to have anything posted and I deleted everything I had. Anyway, if you have AIM you can im me at Thomasmostyn, and we can catch up if you want! hehe. I haven't been over at diaryland in a lonnng time..so once again I'll have to catch up on yours sometime. Well, hope you're doing well.

from dia4 :

*shrug* I more than likely will....just really don't want to.

from sweet-cynic :

hun, thanks for the insightful entry.makes me feel better that it's somewhat 'normal' and that someone relates.. it's funny how you can fool yourself sometimes and in a moment you can go from sure of yourself to utterly confused. i see you have a bit drama going on as well. i'm happy you're happy with doc (knock on wood) and i hope in time sir knight will be completely happy for you too.

from sweet-cynic :

hehehe. cute teethy entry.

from sweet-cynic :

your last entry hits home. :( i wonder how long im going to keep up my facade too. i'm knitting a scarf. just picked up knitting not even a few weeks ago. i don't even know how to purl yet or bind off. what are you knitting?

from dia4 :

Hey there's nothing wrong with having fun w/friends. *smiles* Everyone deserves time for enjoyment.

from sweet-cynic :

hi sweetie. what's your email?

from sweet-cynic :

thank you :) very kind, you are.

from dia4 :

Thanks adelnye. *hugs*

from dia4 :

Nope not really. *grins* You're still just adelnye to me.

from dia4 :

WOW. Okay that tops just about anything I could've done. *grins* Being me I probably would've answered the phone. So congrads on sticking with your choice.

from dia4 :

Easter was nice and quite at my bf's place. Except he went and drank a little *smirk* it proved to be fun though. Anything exciting for you?

from dia4 :

Which Ann Rice series is your favorite?

from coldandgray :

HBD, A!

from dia4 :

It's good to have you back. *grins*

from unchallenged :

It's been awhile. I hope that everything is going well with your knight! :) I'm happy for you.

from unchallenged :

I've been reading your diary, which is wonderful. I can hear your voice in all of your entries, and your diary is a joy to read. You said that you're happy, and I just wanted to congratulate you on that. :D

from sweet-cynic :

wow, that sounds like a fabulous book. i must come back to that entry and jot that down when i can. thanks for the tip... ive been given the tip before by other readers but im not strong enough/calm enough to do that successfully. im a horrible actor and i can't control my facial expressions... or stifle looks of digust from my face. and... i also think it's a bit too late for it, since doug told me she knows i don't like her.. and she tells him that all the time. i also wanted to thank ya... for all your support. i dont think you realize how much your kind words mean to me. diaryland has really become my support group.. and thank you again.

from awittykitty :

In regards to starting a conversation in an elevator just to connect with another human...just as an experiment, trying noticing how many clerks actually make eye contact with you when they hand you your change and say thank you. I think its about -300%. I think we're all looking to connect with people somehow. I just wish it was a little bit easier and we didn't have to depend on the inner psychopath to prompt action. Thanks for your nice comments about my art. :-)

from cdghost :

enjoyed your words a lot..all the best:thecdghost

from sweet-cynic :

thank you for the birthday wish, sweets. am in the middle of perusing your newer entries right now.

from elliorange :

Josh Groban is wonderful. :)

from dia4 :

*grins* Thanks. I've missed reading your entries and it's one of the reasons I came back. And (if I can add two cents here) don't worry about missing him. It gets easier once you let yourself remember all of it. Then you can say goodbye to the 'ghost'. *hugs*

from coldandgray :

OK, I changed it to Curiously Mesmeric & don't say you are not!

from sweet-cynic :

i read the past... 20 or so entries? 15? I don't know. I just kept reading and kept clicking on the previous link. wanted to say you're amazing. really strong and full of character. something truly admirable. i like how you handle yourself... now if only i can be just as strong. thank you for the note, sweetcheeks. good luck with all your endeavors and your mid year resolutions.

from dia4 :

Wear pants. It's perfectly acceptable. Though if they were the dressy slacks kind it probably would appease everyone else too.

from virginmary :

just wrote a long guestbook entry, but it got lost in the ether.... basically, what i said was that i don't think you should beat yourself up for not being the nicest person in the world to someone who couldn't respect you enough to back off the first time he made an inappropriate advance and you called him on it. i've been worried by your long absences, because he sounded a little creepy, and i'm really relieved that he's gone now - it seems like you're in a safer place without him around. glad you're back... take care.

from dia4 :

Congrads on the job!! And DON'T worry...much...*grins*...they'll get it to you. Or life moves on.

from dia4 :

So far so good. Just waiting again. *shrug* Perhaps round 2 will be better. *wry grin*

from dia4 :

So far so good. Just waiting again. *shrug* Perhaps round 2 will be better. *wry grin*

from dia4 :

uhmm...no actual advice on how to handle the boy (without some violence) but here's wishing you well. And believe it or not things will get better. Doesn't everyone say that? *small smile*

from apieceoftiff :

Hey! Haven't read your diary in a while...but i'll read up on it! bye~~PB

from ghanima :

This has been going for awhile...can;t just be the new year.

from l3uffy :

Hmm... I'm guessing you were talking about me in that one entry of yours, and I don't know why my old entries wouldn't show up. If you viewed my 2001 entries, then those might not show up because of how I formatted the entries back then, but everything else should work. As for talking about M. in this diary, I rarely do, but you can read about that other part of my life here in my other, more secret diary: http://loveendeavor.diaryland.com. Enjoy! :)

from j-u-s-t-me :

Awwww, you get to swim! I'm so jealous!! LOL, naaa, I guess I'm happy for you *winks* Well I'm a few days late but Merry Christmas. It sounds like you had a pretty good one. I hope so. Oh well ahead of time I wish you a happy New Year! Oh, and enjoy that pool... some of us are freezing *winks* lol. Anyway, I've gotta run. Thanks for signing my guestbook. It made me feel loved, lol. *lots of hugs* bye! ~Chrissy

from j-u-s-t-me :

Hey, I don't read your diary too often but just thought I'd stop by and say congratulations. I'm glad you're not sorry about gushing! You have every right to! *smiles* anyway, congratulations on graduating from Architecture! ~Chrissy

from dia4 :

Congrads! And yes tell them. It sort of bites when you can't gloat about your achievements to someone. *grins*

from virginmary :

let 'em both SEE you leave, and then call one of them from home.... :)

from outtatune :

I couldn't find your e-mail address anywhere to send you the username and password so would ya be able to e-mail me first hun? Cheers mate.

from angylkiss :

you really like curtis dont you. teehee ;)

from love-to-live :

Hey, I had to lock my diary. Email me or leave me a note if you'd like a password. Thanks.

from angylkiss :

like the new layout. the pic is sweet. maybe you can add the same pic to your guestbook. that would look great *just a suggestion*

from ghanima :

I know people read. I have a stats meter. It is not really that. The particulars of my life make everything seem hollow right now. But thank you.

from miss-milk :

Thanks for making me one of you're favorites! Well, just wanted to say hi. (another excuse for putting off my homework) byez!

from slimshady316 :

I'm half pakistani, half punjab. You know how it goes. I guess my parents wanted me to take Malay. I'm not complaining, though. But I'm Muslim, see.

from ghanima :

Thank you for the kind comment. It was my bit of satire wrapped in fable. I am trying to revinvent my diary. I am glad to know it has gone well.

from ghanima :

Thank you for the kind comment. It was my bit of satire wrapped in fable. I am trying to revinvent my diary. I am glad to know it has gone well.

from virginmary :

thanks for leaving me that nice note. hope you're enjoying... how far have you gotten in the archives?

from apieceoftiff :

Thanks 4 the note...it really helped! I feel much better now lol! So you really read my diary that much? So...cool! lol I have a fan? I read yours too...but I think you should get a g-book!!! Lata hun--tiffany

from ayumi-112 :

Hey, I'm really happy to hear from you. I don't often hear from other diaryland members except for a few friends that have my link and have their own diaries! Anyway, it's good to hear from you. I'm glad you like what you read...at this point its hard to keep track of it all, actually. Haha. Hope to hear from you again. Elizabeth

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