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from pinkbowshoe :
Thanks sugar! It's been almost 2 years since we've been engaged, and I know its sounds like a lot, but time goes on ya know...it just flies by and I dont think of it. I appreciate the ring, and you're right it means alot. Hope you're doing well. My thoughts are with you ((hugs))
from pinkbowshoe :
I wondered what was up... i've been m.i.a. hope all is well. hugs and love...M
from adelyte :
I've decided to lock my diary for a while. I need a break. Peace & Love to the good peeps.
from pinkbowshoe :
I haven't ever ran 10 miles. You are sooo kick a!!. Good job, keep it up. One day I'll be there. Teh most i've ran so far is 6 miles. wow. I'm impressed!
from harvestbird :
glad you're back, and thanks for stopping by. The dogs and I are now not two but three, as you may have seen, which makes for happy days. Hope things are looking up for you.
from joleen :
Hey, thanks for the nice note. I've actually thought about you and your cats too, wondered how you're doing. I stopped writing in Diaryland for a number of reasons, and recently locked my entire diary to keep out a couple people who couldn't seem to get enough of the old stuff. I'll have to check in on you from time to time. Take care. :)
from pinkbowshoe :
i've missed you! *hug* I'm so glad you're back and cannot wait to read again! :) Thanks for dropping me a line to let me know. Hope all is well.
from joleen :
Hey, when did you go password only? Gladys says thank you for the birthday wishes. Hope you're doing well. :)
from pinkbowshoe :
Lock down ;(
from pinkbowshoe :
That was a kick ass entry!
from pinkbowshoe :
I have the same problem with eating out. There is just so much pressure. I try to avoid it when I can, but it has gotten easier along the way.
from pinkbowshoe :
Thank you. I know it's hard for them to understand, and it's hard for me to understand why they aren't understanding my intentions. But, thats how the world goes some times. I think it's why the world is so unfriendly more and more. No one appreciates a good deed, or a friend...a good one. they take things for granted.
from pinkbowshoe :
Well, I'm glad you are making progress and are aware of why you do this. I wasn't aware for a while there and just was lost. You're making me think about the things I did more and more. I know that mine stemmed from an x boyfriend, and that in turn, led me to pattern that behavior onto other boyfriends. Hmm..food for though. :) Have a great weekend.
from pinkbowshoe :
I want to eat a lot of them so i can throw up. Adee---(this is my nick name for you)--why do you feel the need to throw up. See, I never *liked* throwing up, it was only after I ate b/c I felt soo bloated after anything I ate that I just had to get it out of me to make me feel thin again. But you want to eat more just so you CAN throw up. That's different than what I went through. So why didn't you just throw them out..or give them as a re-gift? I used to do things like that..take a bite like you did and throw it away..so it's gone out of sight and mind and stomach. Or give it away so that others could deal with it? What does the throwing up accomplish for you? It makes you hurt and is that what you want the hurt? The pain after? I know I'm prying but I want to help. You can email me. [email protected] if you feel more comfortable talking that way.
from apple-cutter :
http://groups.msn.com/CuttersSideLife join today my new site and tell friends please
from pinkbowshoe :
thanks. Well, I've been good for almost a year now (I think in February it will be a year). I did used to brush my teeth right away because I wanted to get the smell out, and I thought I was helping not ruin my teeth. Guess I thought wrong. I don't know that I want to say anythign..being as I've been doing so well, adn I really don't want to be emberassed. We'll see. I go tomorrow to get it filled. Thanks for the note. I hope you are doing better than you have been lately. You need a big hug...
from apple-cutter :
About this whole eating thing?Why must you think so much about it? Really! Dont let food take a big roll in your life. So many people have a eating problem and only if you can see any weight is ok. You shouldnt have to use your energy on thinking about food so much. Smile :-)
from apple-cutter :
Guess what? My sister had a dream she was going to be in a car crash and today she was.What is up with dreams?
from pinkbowshoe :
Hey girl! :) I'm glad your spirits are up. Have a great time this weekend. *Hugs*
from pinkbowshoe :
Right on!!
from apple-cutter :
I understand.Really I am saying Hi because I havent read you in a long time.Good to hear your still hear and things I guess with you are getting better I hope.
from pinkbowshoe :
Huney...You're not alone. Please dn't be afraid to send me an email or something. i wish I could help, but Im probly thousands of miles away too. I know what youre going through, and I've gotten there many of times. Please know that there are people who care, and want you to be the happy adelyte we know is in there. Keep your head up woman..you are strong and I know it, and I see her inside you...keep her afloat.
from apple-cutter :
I know what your talking about.If you have a problem just let it out or it will get bigger.I am a cutter and some times I dont think I am.Last evening I cut so ya,I am a cutter.LoL Have fun feeding your guy friends. Hope you get help if you want it?I dont know if I really can stop cutting right now?Well I am adding you to my favs and you can drop me a note if you want. Apple-Cutter
from pinkbowshoe :
I'm so sorry to hear that you aren't doing well. I have been good for months, and yesterday I made a mistake as well. Today I'm better, but the I'm still upset at myself because I've come so far. I don't know what to say to you...just that I know what you are going through, and it's very hard to overcome and stop the cycle of what you are doing..But you can do it. I believe in you. You were the one who inspired me to get help and overcome myself. I read up on you and you helped me so I know you can do it. I'll say a prayer for you :)
from harvestbird :
happy birthday!
from anorexic90 :
hey there, when's ur b-day?
from dangerspouse :
HA! "Tart Pimp" - that's great! (Kinda like "Pop Tart" for a girl's first time). Hey, thanks for the note at my place with those great leather suggestions. God, I *wish* I could afford a Beemer!! Let alone the other two options you mentioned. Well...ok, I can swing the leather bound journal. But man, have you seen prices for leather recliners? More than a used Beemer. Anyway, thanks again, and have a GREAT time with your own sweetheart!! :)
from dangerspouse :
Hi,adelyte! Thanks for the note :) Ah yes, "HoJo's"....lol, in my darker days I was an overnight cook there. With all my culinary training I was slinging clam rolls and blueberry pancakes to bleary eyed drunks during the overnight hours, all so I could finance my daytime studies. My buddies used to love coming in because I'd fill their pancakes with so many blueberries you couldn't see the batter between the fruit. Ah, memmmmmmmries! Anyway, I've just been reading some of your back entries now that I'm alive and blogging again. Hang in there, babe - you're worth the effort. Take care! :)
from dangerspouse :
YOU KNOW PENFOLD!! Now I wanna reach through this screen and grab YOU! Hey, thanks for the note over at my humble abode - I'm glad you liked the bear-my-soul story. A shame to waste all that ice cream, but I suppose some sacrifices are ultimately worth it...I guess. Thanks again!
from stoner-girl :
aww thanks!! i think it will help me quite alot. I'm touched that you took time to send a note to help me out there... its been really bothering me. Thanks again! You rock! :):):) *hugs*
from stoner-girl :
wow thanks for adding me, thats very sweet of you. lol i never would have described my life as adventurous. But I guess now that i look it it... i had a look at your diary - keep writing, its really good :)
from pinkbowshoe :
girl, I wish we could get through this together. I don't have a partner to go to the gym with either, I do it all on my own, but the eating part is hard for me. I work around two girls who are double 00 and its frustrating to see they can eat whatever they want and never workout and they're fine. But, every meal, every thing I eat burdens me. I wish we could cook for each other, and make sure the other one is ok. Im here for you if you need me. I just started fixing myself. I went for my first therapy session on thrusday. Please, keep your head up. Youve been doing so well, and you make me proud, and make me want to better myself. YOure the whole reason I made the phone call to get help in the first place!! GIrl, just don't worry about too much right now, the important thing is to get your body back healthy and then work from there. YOu can do it!!
from pinkbowshoe :
Good job with the cheese cake. Just reading you makes me think of what I do. You said..Oh I ate light today, and I do the same thing. I say to myself oh thats ok because I ate this or that. Like the subway commercials!! haah, anyway. good readings again today:) later gater.
from stoner-girl :
hey thanks for the note, lol I had forgotten I had sent you one so don't worry about the length of time it took you. I'm really sorry for your loss, it must be awful for that to happen. Keep up the good writing though, diaries are always a good way to release that sort of pain.
from pinkbowshoe :
hey. Im not really sure what to say other than I know what youre going through and I really enjoy reading your entries. I get so excited when you post a new entry, although i'm still trying to catch up on a few months...I started this whole diary thing because I read a book called why girls are wierd (If you havn't read it, read it..I couldn't stop!) But I wanted to say keep it up and I know its an everyday, every hour, every minute process that you are going through. Good luck and keep up the good work.
from joleen :
Hey, thanks for the nice note the other day... yesterday? Hmmm, not sure, but thanks, that was nice. You tape leaves up too? My assortment looks really good, especially with the little spider pinky ring added amongst them. I lotioned some of the leaves, hoping to preserve their moisture, retain the colors, but it didn't work. Ah well. Happy Halloween, thanks for reading my shit.
from snddym :
I'm afraid it really will be my last. I'm writing one last entry to explain. I just don't think it's a good idea for me to continue writing in here anymore. But thanks for your note. If you want to email me or IM me or anything you can. My sn is on my diary and my email is [email protected].
from snddym :
I feel the same way sometimes...
from snddym :
I totally agree with your parenting ideas. If you ever do have kids, I think they'll be happy. Anyway, Have a good week. Bye.
from snddym :
Yes! Go pancakes for dinner and pizza for breakfast!! You'd be a good mom! lol.
from snddym :
Hello, I also just randomly came across your diary and I read your most recent entry. Life can be rough. Everyday is a new day. When you wake up, think of something that makes you happy and hold onto it for when you're feeling down and discouraged. Anyway, I just wanted to send some kind of encouragement your way. I hope you don't think I sound like a moron. well, c-ya.
from angelichate :
Hi, I just randomly came across your diary and and really enjoyed it. You so write vividly, its almost like I'm right there with you. Keep up the great work!
from squirrelx :
Thank you for your note! It's always a joy to hear from a fellow Virginian, and your kindness is profoundly appreciated. Please accept my compliments on YOUR diary. I like your writin' style very much and your subject matter strikes a lot chords with me. Best, Xtine / Squirrel X P.S.: once a Hokie, always a Hokie, IMO P.P.S.: I enjoyed 'Igby Goes Down' too!

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