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from and-the-way :
oh my goodness, i would almost kill to have a darkroom to play in.
from and-the-way :
of course! i'm always up for some friends :)
from moonsocket :
don't worry.....i've got yr back.
from moonsocket :
i thought you might like that. xxo.
from countessatay :
I love that song and I still love you too
from countessatay :
I read that poem you just posted for my reading & research class! Did you know Debussy wrote a song inspired by that poem?
from moonsocket :
thanks for being so prompt! and for sticking around. this is only temporary, i hope.
from moonsocket :
yes! please do! now i feel like a jerk. i added you so long ago, and never even bothered to ask or say anything. add away, please! thank you.
from idividedbyi :
i agree with you wholeheartedly. [about sigur rós] i recently got to see them. 3 nights in a row. ruined my life. in the best way possible. i posted some photos, if you care to see, c'mon over!
from countessatay :
we can sleep in a pile on the floor every night p.s. answer my other notes! i feel unloved
from countessatay :
i don't completely understand the picture on your last entry except it's sort of birds/ music notes and then a big empty page
from countessatay :
¿Que pasó?
from moodswing :
that's what sundays are for.
from moodswing :
you are not alone.
from countessatay :
i know! i miss seeing you all the time. we're not that far, but we still don't just bump into eachother in the hall which is sad. see you for the office tonight though :)
from countessatay :
heck yes! let's find time to speak
from countessatay :
aw, what's goin on? i'll give you a call and we can hang out and talk. i hope this year gets better!
from countessatay :
i'll call you tomorrow and we'll hang out and taaaalk!!!
from countessatay :
what's with your mother? p.s. i saw <i>adaptation</i> and now i REALLY love your new picture!
from countessatay :
i love your new picture!!!!
from countessatay :
heck yes! i would love to go see ben on friday and enjoy a lovely day near the water with my BT
from countessatay :
we should hang out and talk! I <3 my BT p.s. I think it should be Brain Love Twin, then we'd be a BLT :) yum!
from countessatay :
i'm glad to have you in my life as well
from jilllybean22 :
*ahem* see 2 comments below...
from countessatay :
heheheh hahahahaha hohohoho i love those pictures. thanks for making my day HAPPEN!
from jilllybean22 :
dude. ...can you (once AGAIN) hook me up wit yo password? I only have it saved to my home computer, but I am at work and I dont' remember the pw. HELP(Perrbs420@aol.com)!!!
from jilllybean22 :
You are my comment savior. Forever and ever. And I will never forget that. Nevernevernever. I LOVE YOU!!!!
from jilllybean22 :
honestly i dont really know what made me stop writing....just didnt seem to be much time (if you notice i've been MAKING time to update the past 3 entries--at like 1am) and i just got out of the habit...i'm sort of forcing myself to update now. Speaking of updating, I think you're due ;) xoxo
from countessatay :
lame... that's supposed to be italisized (sp?)
from countessatay :
<i>us</i>*
from countessatay :
haha well it wasn't <i>us</is>... anyways... nevermind
from countessatay :
i love that you like all those things and YOU!
from jilllybean22 :
2 hrs & 59 min till what?
from countessatay :
do i know who you're talking about??? the one that i don't really like either? aw sadphace, i love you and i hope life becomes wonderful again
from countessatay :
i want a tiger
from jilllybean22 :
HECK YES IT WAS RAD!!!
from jilllybean22 :
1) I LOVE billy joel too. Everybody always looks at me like "wtf" because of that. ahaha 2)yes, the idea you had about the symbols is excellent. I may go w/ that. I think it's look good at the back of my neck. 3)THANK YOU! I'm glad you like to read my thoughts :) love you! xoxoxoxo
from jilllybean22 :
thank you. i love you too
from jilllybean22 :
AAAHHHH!!!! You put my period entry in! You rock!!!
from jilllybean22 :
Your little GASP make me laugh out loud. You are so cute. Don't be such a stranger!(you're sort of a quiet diarylander--minimum vague updates--but that's okay!) I'd love to see some updates that reflect your personality. YOu know something like: "Dear Diary, today I got my period and LET ME TELL YOU something I have never been so bloated in all my life. I had to purchase heavyflow tampons from the HOTTEST guy on campus who is conveniently working at my local CVS. Anyway, the cramps are fierce, and my temper is off the charts. Just today, diary I blew up at my teacher when he asked me the formula for water. I said 'WTF do you THINK!? Are we in 6th grade!? It's H2-flippin-O beeotch!'. So I got detention (yea we have detention in college) and I couldnt' leave to change my tampon and well the rest is history."
from countessatay :
yes! let's just live "my goal is just to be"
from countessatay :
i love that love quote you posted!!!!! amen sistah!
from countessatay :
okay i just read this entry that was like the expanded one from lj and i want to call you but you are probably sleeeping... i have a song i need to play for you. i know exactly how you feel about wanting people to need you, i guess that is why we're attracted to "problem" guys, right? it's like, you know they love you, but they don't NEED you and it makes you feel unimportant... i don't know what to say. you know i need you, but zach and jefe... i guess they're growing up. it's good... i guess you'll just have to learn to deal with that, that's all i can think of. they'll still love you, but in a way, it's healthier to not NEED someone... i'll talk to you tomorrow
from jilllybean22 :
Oh no! You must transer to University of Hartford and come live near me and hang out with me everyday and I will love you and you will be happy!!!!!!!!!
from jilllybean22 :
hey, i didnt know you wrote songs..that was really good! xoxoxo
from jilllybean22 :
Hey! Nice to see a real entry!!! "Holla back to Jesus" LOL!
from jilllybean22 :
write an entry all about the boy that you met
from jilllybean22 :
I DONT KNOW WTF IS GOING ON BECAUSE YOU NEVER ELABORATE IN YOUR ENTRIES ANYMORE AND I DONT KNOW ANY GREAT SECRET DETAILS OF YOUR LIFE!!!! okay i wasnt yelling at you i swear. i really need to chill with the caps, huh? How'd you get those big overlappy letters?? Is everything okay? xoxoxoxp
from jilllybean22 :
I freak out over stupid crap all the time. It is part of being a woman. Embrace it, my dear.
from jilllybean22 :
i love your new-york-boy-with-no-name daydream. You have fun fantasies ♥
from jilllybean22 :
"but perhaps the "love" i have experienced thus far has been so terribly wrong and i just have to find the right one in order to love love" --Yes, I believe you must be right on with that statement there. Dont be upset. LOVE you! xoxoxoxo
from gumluverxoxo :
Hi, I'm gumluverxoxo and I'm new
from dipndot :
haha, i'm glad you liked that line. it's actually a paraphrasing of a recent article in rolling stone mag about coldplay. the lead singer was talking about believing in god, and he said something awesome to that affect. it made me smile. by the way, i'm so in portland. :)
from jilllybean22 :
i can pray if you need it. can you say why in an eeeeeemail???? (perrbs420@AOL.COM)
from ima-bandgeek :
I can't believe I forgot that one!! And I was telling it all week at band camp! Sheesh! Well, thanks for reminding me! ;)
from missy-17 :
dont worry you have a great relationship with god, but you just dont know it!!!!
from dipndot :
dude that is like, my FAVORITE lp lyric ever! it's good to be back. i missed writing in old glory. i am in indianapolis right now but i'm moving to portland the last week of august for school. :)
from jilllybean22 :
what the heck kind of test is that?
from jilllybean22 :
yes! i love that stupid channakah (did i spell that right?) song! Every year it comes on the radio and i sing along with jewish joy and merriment. I love the passion he gets in his voice toward the end of the song. Its hilarious. Oh & thanks for commenting me. When i kill everybody i will spare your life. LOVE TO YOU!
from jilllybean22 :
i forgot your password. can you re-email it to me?
from jilllybean22 :
oh, im not abandoning diaryland completely. dont worry :)
from jilllybean22 :
Congratulations on the graduating!!!! You rock (and it's okay to cry, it only means you care) ♥
from jilllybean22 :
HEY! You've joined the club i see (the locked diary club, that is) Please email me the password!? Pretty please!
from jilllybean22 :
"big fatty entry filled with mucho emotion coming soon." Holding you to it!
from jilllybean22 :
you can be in love with me if you want
from jilllybean22 :
i emailed you!
from jilllybean22 :
im so glad you updated! It was a nice little entry! And i wont be talking about Josh in my diary, so I'll just say here and now, that i am not getting back together with him. I want to so sooo bad, but it's just inevitable that he will hurt me. He is amazing in every single aspect except he's just not ready for a relationship. He needs to learn to give and sacrifice and stay away from complete losers who will bring him down and trap him in a hellish lifestyle. (i cannot stand his friends they all suck so so bad) I started to hang out with him again after he got sober, and it turned into EVERY single day, and finally i had to put a stop to it..i started to get attached again. I havent hung out with him since last friday. It sucks cuz i reeeaaaly reeeeeeally love him and want to marry him, but alas....okay im done now.
from realthoughts :
hi - i just did a random diarlyand search 'cause i realized that I need to folllow more cool people's diaries...and I found yours...and I read through a bunch of it...and i just wanted to let you know that. 'cause you know how sometimes you read through parts of a diary and you can really feel the other person's thoughts and feelings? well, that's how I felt about yours...oh, and i totally understand the questioning God thing - I'm you on that, and been doing that for years...
from jilllybean22 :
Okay, i will mention josh in an entry in the next day or two. I may as well. ahem...9 days....
from jilllybean22 :
thanks, darling. that's because farts are funny. not evil. you havent updated in 8 days...
from jilllybean22 :
Hi! Glad to see you updated! Email me? (perrbs420@aol.com)...i'd love to share some comforting "dont doubt--here's why, sweetie pie" advice with you. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
from jilllybean22 :
You haven't updated in NINE days now. Yes, that is a threat.
from jilllybean22 :
YES!! It lights up!!! We put the fear in 'em! xoxoxoxo
from carmen09 :
sometimes I don't know who I am either.
from jilllybean22 :
Hi, thanks for noticing my absence. What is up with you anyway? most of your entries are so vague and I dont understand them. You can email me sometime if you like, and we can share words. (perrbs420@aol.com)xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
from pink35 :
well there you have a tuff life some day it will be past
from jilllybean22 :
Cheer up!! xoxoxoxo Anthony really likes your Calvin & hobbes layout :)
from jilllybean22 :
HA!!! You're awesome and I just decided that I am in love with you.
from jilllybean22 :
Well, what are we going to do about this? Are we just going to SIT BACK while our buddy lists stand as little yellow blocks of MYSTERY!!?? Are we just going to take that this crap?! We're just going to ACCEPT that now we NEVER know if anybody has updated unless we CLICK on the icon!?!? What if we click it, and nobody's updated? Then we have to go BACK a page...so that's a good waste of two clicks of a mouse, that WE should NOT have to bother with! Ya know, I bet that Gold members' buddy lists still light up. Those Gold bastards. They always get all the perks in life. I think we need to take a stand and DEMAND our buddy lists function once again!!!!!!!!!!!!
from jilllybean22 :
How did I miss it!? Well, my buddy list doesn't light up anymore...maybe that's how. Does yours still light up? is this a national diaryland disaster, or is it just me?
from jilllybean22 :
Hmmm your comment confused me! Try to work it out with which one? Jake? Anyway, when it comes to the whole 'i can get tyler out of my head' thing, its more of a desperate need to apoligize and have closure on the whole thing (since i hurt him so bad, and never got to say sorry). I am actually going to go back to his work as soon as this freakin zit goes away and slip him my number. My friend worked up enough courage in me to do that. so yay. And thanks i'm glad you caught up! Where's your update, hmmmm? xoxoxoxo
from jilllybean22 :
Sorry to harrass you with yet another note. But there is a comment you left me a while back that I just found : "God is so real. Everybody who does not agree with that statement wholeheartedly needs to. Soon. ok. make me believe it. i need to. i wish i could all the time."...That one. Remember? I am praying for you...i hope everything is okay. Where've you been?!!?!?
from jilllybean22 :
um apparently you've somehow convinced dope-slave that you are God. Anyway, your entries have been minorly confusing to me lately. Is everything okay with you? If you need any advice, or just an ear or anything, you can email me (perrbs420@aol.com) anytime. Love you, mmmkay bye!!!!!!!!!!
from dope-slave :
YOU ARE GOD
from eowynne :
Hey, I thought I'd tell you I wrote you a reply in my comments... :)
from mojo1915 :
UO Music School? How 'bout ENMU School of Music. We've got a great program here! Have a good one! -Jesse
from jilllybean22 :
I hope your night went better after writing that entry. :) Sorry your grounded. That sucks. It's nice to know that I'll never be grounded again, but then I think...i'd rather get grounded every weekend than pay my own rent. Oh well. Cheer up buttercup ♥ And by the way, I liked your wooden figurine analogy. Cute. Clever. xoxoxoxoxo
from jilllybean22 :
Thanks, hon. The sun shines on Anthony alot. I doubt it's coincidental. ♥ you!
from jilllybean22 :
Aww that note just melted my heart, thank you so much!! And everclear does indeed rock, I agree with u wholeheartedly. ♥ ♥ ♥
from jilllybean22 :
Hi. I guess that stuff doesn't really matter in the longrun, but it does matter when your trying to get into a good college and everything. When it comes to that, it's mostly all about the numbers. I wish you luck with your college quest. Be prayerful, He will hook u up:)
from jilllybean22 :
lol, i AM a dland slacker. and a hypocrite. I realized this as I left that previous note. But whatcha gonna do
from jilllybean22 :
Let's see. My sources tell me that you have not updated in SIX days. I demand an entry NOW. Get going, girl.
from twintale :
Hey, you think God has a big ego? why? don't think the same thought hasn't crossed my mind, too, so I'm not trying to judge you, I'm just trying to get past your vague entry. Can I say something, though? It isn't a big ego when all the awesome things you say about yourself are true. Does that make sense? I'm rambling, I think. Anyway, I don't think it's OKAY to be mad at God, but I think it's normal. Hope you feel better. ~Angela~
from mojo1915 :
hehe, yes, I am band enthusiast and future band director. I'll be your pal :) -Jesse
from jilllybean22 :
????Why are multivitamins evil???? please tell me????? xoxoxoxoxo
from dipndot :
haha yeah man. ckgarcia@purdue.edu
from twintale :
How are things going with the decision you made about Kevin? I don't know the whole story (or much at all!) but from what I can tell, it's going to be really hard for you. But lucky you - you've got the strength of the Lord to help you through! Amennnnnn???? ~Angela~
from dipndot :
i know who i want to take me home!! that's a great song to choose for a subject line. just checkin up on ya. hope you're doing great. and i'm proud of you for doing what's best even though it sucks. you make jesus smile!!
from twintale :
I have this....thing in me....don't know what to call it...desire? Anyway, there's something inside of me that just CRAVES to write music. And I can't! I want so badly to express myself through song...I love music so much, it just seems natural. But it doesn't COME naturally! *sigh* Anyway, just had to tell you that you're not alone. ok, that sounded stalkerish. ~Angela~
from twintale :
Hey, I have you on my buddy list, but I'm not sure if I'm on yours. If I am, and you're curious about how to get into my (now) locked diary, this is the username and password. u/n: under p/w: grace. ~Angela~
from jilllybean22 :
LOL!!! You dreamt I dyed my hair BLONDE!?? That's so random (yet, appropriate). So, how DO i look as a blonde, anyway?
from jilllybean22 :
Hi, i think that its wonderful that youre careful not to rely on anybody but God. He will bless you for that. Xoxoxoxoxoxo
from jilllybean22 :
that was such a lovely entry! I liked it alot. (psst. you used your name!)
from twintale :
That entry made my eyes well up with tears! So beautiful - and thank you so much, 'cause I really needed to hear that. (It's 3:30 in the morning here, and my night has been TERRIBLE!) But I'm sure I'll write about it later, so I won't go into it here, but trust me - I NEEDED to hear something like this. Awesome entry - and it sounds like God is working in you! That's fantabulous! ~Angela~
from jilllybean22 :
thanks for that sweet comment you left re: my testimony. i simply wrote it just because i never had before. But to be able to touch just one person, in any way is totally worth it and makes me feel great! god blesssssssssssssss ya
from jilllybean22 :
prayers for direction in your life! coooomin' right up!
from dipndot :
hey hun. thanks for your prayers. i need them. someone really close to me in my family died back at home and here at school two of my best friends aren't coming back this semester. so i just feel bummed and lonely. and it makes it worse that i don't really like my roommate. but i'll be okay once i get back in the swing of things here at school. thanks love.
from jilllybean22 :
hey, hon. please email me (perrbs420@aol.com) for my new password. thanks! xoxoxoxoxo
from jilllybean22 :
hmmmm...so you like these two guys...do they know each other? are they friends?...I think you're going about everything the right way. You're not being spontaneous, you're giving it alot of thought, and most importantly prayer. I used to think "a kiss is just a kiss. it means nothing." But lately, i've learned that it means a little bit more than nothing. Especially to guys. If Kevin's like most guys, I wouldnt kiss him unless you DO in fact want to date him. Otherwise, he'll just get the wrong impression and think you're all serious and headed for marriage. good luck hon! xoxoxoxo
from jilllybean22 :
Text messaging in school!!! Ahhh!! I wish we had that back in my day:) About this Kevin, perhaps you should just kiss him, and get him over his anticipation. That should shut him up. Or perhaps, worsen it. But from the sound of it, it seems maybe you should get to know the LESS hormonal guy instead...for reasons being he is less hormonal. Hormones+Boys=CHAOS!!! xoxoxoxo Love ya!!
from jilllybean22 :
still not sure...he's completed his 5-day breathing treatment, and he has another Dr appointment friday. His cough really isnt getting any better. Thanks for the prayers, they are very very much appreciated. xoxoxo
from miss-honesty :
lol, yes, live life in the moment... It's just been awhile since the moments been so good, that it feels funny to have it that way... But I think I've finally gotten use to it... :D
from silverbiker :
thanks ;) i'll add ya too
from jilllybean22 :
btw i love billy too
from jilllybean22 :
AHHHHH!!!!! YOU CALVIN AND HOBBSED YOUR DIARY!!! THAT ROCKS SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! ANTHONY'S DAD JUST GAVE ME HIS ENTIRE COLLECTION OF CALVIN AND HOBBS BOOKS. IM GOING TO LOCK MYSELF IN MY HOUSE WITH THEM, AND NEVER EMERGE. I TOTALLY LOVE THE TEMPLATE!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
from twintale :
Ugh, I hate doing this. But here it goes: Um, you don't know me. As far as you're concerned, I could be a psycho stalker, but would it be ok if I read your innermost personal thoughts? LOL That was my way of asking if I can add you to my favorites. Oops...too late! Hope that's ok... ~Angela~
from jilllybean22 :
Ahhhh!!! You DID start a revolution! LOL I was just noticing that yesterday. I love you!!!! Merry christmas hon! (PS Nope ive never been married)
from jilllybean22 :
actually my mommmie's birthday is on Christmas! I would hate to have my birthday anywhere within two months on Christmas. Mine's in May and i love how it's perfectly spaced out about 1/2way through the year. Thanx again for the comment! Makes my day!
from jilllybean22 :
OoooooMyGoooooossssssshhhhh!! I like so just totally noticed you left me like another comment so i like totally wanted to thank you and stuff like it totally made my dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from jilllybean22 :
Why do u like it? CT is bitter cold in the winter, uncomfortably humid in the summer, and every thing is too gosh darn expensive. I cant wait to move away. The fall is pretty, but thats the only perk i can think of...
from jilllybean22 :
by the way...what the heck is your name???
from jilllybean22 :
Hey! I just noticed you left me a comment about Anthony (thanks btw, i agree with you!) I was so excited to see someone actually had the curtesy to use my comment feature. Ive been debating whether or not to do away w/ it cuz im so sick of seeing COMMENT(0) all the time. I dont have very many responsive readers. But you made my day w/ the comment! thanks!
from jilllybean22 :
Oh its just that one particular entry....the boxes in your layout are hiding a lot of your text...weird. Anyway besides that um your layout is very cute. I like the whole "dot" in the universe thing you've got goin on. Well, whoever it is you need more than ever i hope you find them (its God isnt it? Is it?)
from jilllybean22 :
Honey, um...how do i put this lightly? Well, your last entry is really screwed up. I cant read 1/2 of it...and i want to....
from jilllybean22 :
Good one:)
from silverbiker :
sounds like my life..uughhh..
from dipndot :
haha. why's that. you know someone cool there? i'm in denial about the whole thing. oregon's too far from the good old midwest. anyway, happy turkey day to you too, love. :)
from jilllybean22 :
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! P.S. angelina jolie is also quite hot:)
from jilllybean22 :
:( I will pray for you.
from eowynne :
EXACTLY!! You nailed it right there!! YOU CAN'T BE LOOKED UP TO IF YOU'RE A BAD EXAMPLE! That's exactly what I've been - and how can I think I can lead people to Christ when they look at me and see ::this::?! Thanks for the note... Yeah, Dr. Tim ROCKS! :D He was AWESOMENESS! What state are you from - if you don't mind me asking? I mean, he travels all over, but I was just wondering where you're from...? I'm from WA State.
from jilllybean22 :
I love ladybugs!!! Unless of course they're in swarms. I had to hide in my friends huge basement closet once because her mom didn't know i was over, and when she finally opened the door to let me out, I saw HUNDREDS-no THOUSANDS of ladybugs crawling along every inch of the closet--& some had even gotten on me. Yes, I love ladybugs but that was too much creepy crawlyness for me.
from jilllybean22 :
changed my password again..you'll have to email me again tho cuz i lost your address sorry (perrbs420@aol.com) thanks!
from jilllybean22 :
Hey there! I will definitely pray for your friends. But about the one strong christian who says he hates himself and thinks about killing himself; try not to get too worked up over trying to help him. Because A)Usually if somebody is voicing their suicidal thoughts, they’re reaching out for help or just a shoulder to cry on. I had a friend like that who constantly talked about suicide but never ever would go through with it. Its an attention mechanism really. and B) If he is a wonderful strong christian, whom you are lifting up in prayer (along w/ others), then his life is in God’s hands. Don’t take any more weight onto your shoulders than you can bear. Pray for him, offer him your loving advice, but don’t let it become your responsibility to keep him breathing. It is his. It’s easy to get placed in a situation where you end up ‘playing god’s role’. Believe me, I do it ALL THE TIME. Let God work in him. Your prayers are just what your friend needs. God will not abandon him.
from jilllybean22 :
hey would you mind erasing my email address from your note? I dont really like mine plastered either. Thanks so much! I 'preciate it!!!
from tinadancing :
Hi there. I wanted to say hello because your diary intrigues me. It's nice to see other diaries that speak openly of their love for God. I, myself, should do that more. I congratulate you, and keep up the good work. Love in Christ forever! - Tina
from jilllybean22 :
do u have an email address where I can send my password?
from dipndot :
thanks for the encouragement! you rock!
from ima-bandgeek :
Thank you thank you thank you!! :D
from ima-bandgeek :
I have a new rule here, so I thought I should let everyone know. To be listed as one of my favorites, you must list me as one of yours. Sounds kind of selfish (I'm kind of paranoid, I know), but I don't see the point of linking to people who don't read my diary here, especially with the extreme lack (or complete absence) of involvement. So if you could just do that, that would be awesome! I'll give you a couple weeks, but if I'm still not listed, I'll take you off my favs. So thanks in advance! ♥ ~Éowyn~
from hamiltonian :
Just me letting you know I dropped by your lovely journal...
from jilllybean22 :
Hahahaha! Youre so cute! This is why:"it would be funny to see someone like saddam in heaven. a lot of people would go ".......WHA???" hehehe have a good one!!!!!! xoxoxo
from dipndot :
hey homie. i hope you are doing swell. just wanting to drop by and say hi. and also, about your confusion entry. i went through all that this summer. don't be afraid to question god. he has the answers and he will show them to you if you ask him. stay lovely. =)
from giantkiller :
I wish I cared. Here's the problem- I said MOST democrats, not ALL democrats, hon. Maybe you should have read it a little closer? Also, it's my diary. I'm not going to sit and complain if you say something about how horrible short girls are or something- it doesn't bother me- it's YOUR DIARY- say whatever you want. Adios.
from jilllybean22 :
You are too darn sweet (i saw your comment 'bout me in your profile). Yea my son and cassidy are the two sweetest little things. I hope they do get married. hehehe. Anyway, I"M about to watch the Passion myself for the 1st time tonite...i hope i dont puke!!!
from miss-honesty :
You said you are confused about what to believe, or something along that line... This is what I go by, I cannot judge a person on their beliefs, for it is beyond my understanding. God, or what ever other name you may use, is too big, to strong, to everything, and too much for our human understanding. (Which pisses me off, by the way, cause I hate it when I am given/have something and then told I will not understand it till I die...) I believe that because of this, there has come to be many different religions. But if you look at them careful, they all seem to have something that connects them. God, what I use, will judge us in the end, till then I will not call anything a wrong belief, untill it does something harmfull to the world around me. For if God is everywhere, and it does something wrong, ex. killing for God, then I do not believe that is right. I will stick to what I was taught, and I may try to show others what I see, but I personally don't want to say they are absolutly wrong, for well I know nothing, cause basicly I will never be able to fully, even party understand till I die. Basicly, it's tolaration of everything that doesn't spread hatered and violence, for no good reason, (I am all for defending yourself if you are getting attacked...). Confused? Cause I am, for I am unable to know the truth, cause God is truth and beyond my understanding. (isn't this a confusing thing for me to go by?)I'll pray for you to find your own way (God will be there of course) in this issue that plagues everyone, due to no one thinks the same way. Truths, miss-honesty
from eowynne :
OK, here's what I've found through my extensive research of LDS and Jehovah Witness beliefs. Neither should be considered Christianity and, I am not God so I cannot judge, but according to the Bible, they are not saved. Neither believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of God who came to save ALL our sins. Mormons think that He came and saved us from SOME of our sins, but we have to do good deeds to make up for the rest of them. This goes against Titus 3:5. Neither believe in the Trinity, which is clearly expressed many times in the Bible. Also, the Bible warns us that even if an angel from heaven were to come and teach us a different gospel than the one we know to be truth, that we are not to believe it. (Galatians 1:6-9) But the main deal is that, to be a Christian you must acknowledge Jesus Christ as the Son of God and the Savior of the world who came and died to forgive everyone ALL their sins, and that by believing in Him, you can have eternal life. And I'm afraid, that is where the flaw is. I have prayed a great deal about this the past few years - my mum used to be a Mormon and we have several copies of the Book of Mormon still in our house. I have a good site for you about tough questions about Mormons and Jehovah Witnesses and answering their own tough questions. http://www.fellowshiponline.org/bib.html Hope that helps you some!! :D God bless you! ~Éowyn~
from blueplank :
Thanks for the reply. If you like Butterfly, you might like Pinkerton, the album, which I think is probably their best, although most of it's not a lot like Butterfly, that is the album it's from. I haven't read Heinlein, I'll try to check him out sometime.
from blueplank :
I've never read your diary before, but I just wnated to say that I agree that Butterfly is one of Weezer's best songs. That's it, ta ta. :-)
from jilllybean22 :
I sympathize and relate with that last entry there. I know exactly how it feels to be blatently ignored by someone who you thought was not capable of doing that. Ive definetly been going threw that for a while now. I was actually planning on slipping my frustrations on that person in my entry later this evening. well..Be happy!!! XOXOXO
from silverbiker :
love is so deep..and so confusing.. nice layout..just stopped by to say hi..
from eowynne :
Pray about it sweetie! You're right - maybe God DOES want you there! ~Éowyn~
from jilllybean22 :
Eatmeat :)
from eowynne :
Really? Are you sure they're not showing up? Hmmmmm.... Usually when other people have problems, I do too, but these ones were working and still are. I'll try to figure something out. Thanks!
from dipndot :
man i am soooo excited for you. god has a way of using campus crusade to change people in HUGE ways and for the rest of their lives. so be excited! love ya.
from dipndot :
fun. life-changing. tough. wonderful. it's an experience i cannot describe on a diaryland note. but trust me, it was amazing. i highly suggest you go to a college someday with a campus crusade for christ chapter, get super involved, and then go on an international summer project with them. you won't believe it. oh man. it was great. ciao bella. hope all is well with you.
from jilllybean22 :
Hey, thanks for taking my survey! I read through your diary a little bit and really liked it! Have a wonderful day! God bless! -Jill
from dipndot :
guess who's back. keep rockin, love. psalm 144:1
from miss-honesty :
thanks for the note, though I don't really know when you wrote it cause I kinda got taken for a little unplaned trip... sorry for the late thanks, but I would like to ask you why you say so, what you like about my writing...
from eowynne :
Thank you so much for that encouraging note!! It's really made my day a little brighter. :-) God bless you, sister! ~Éowyn~
from eowynne :
AWESOME!! I'm so glad you managed to find me! I'm going to check out your diary and all - but I like you already, so no worries about that!! Feel free to return anytime!! I love finding notes and comments - and I love knowing that someone finds the stuff I write about interesting! :) God bless you! ~Éowyn~
from carla101 :
Jesus rulz!! I've only just signed up and u were the first diary entry i read =) god bless u luv Carla xxx
from miss-honesty :
*smiles* ok, and thanks for signing my guestbook... :D
from miss-honesty :
God moves in many ways. the poor rich, lost found. Not everything is what it seems to be. God is what he is and more. I am who I am. Love.
from miss-honesty :
thanks. There most likely are some people who see me, even when i am invisable. by the way i am praying for you, and the rally thing.
from pinktoesocks :
hey you rock. and i enjoy reading your diary. i wish i thought the way you did when i was in high school. keep shining, doll.
from miss-honesty :
I found your diary randomly. just clicked one and it ended up being yours.
from miss-honesty :
I liked your entry, about the beach. I love beaches, because they seem so magical. I guess I just wanted to say Hey.
from iluvjessee :
Thank you! :) I know anything is possible through God. :)
from dipndot :
thanks for the words. =)
from dipndot :
awesome!!! hey you should check out 38th parallel. i think you'd like them... haha. that's what my friend jd said to me and now look at me! =D
from dipndot :
thanks for taking my survey. i enjoyed your answers. =D
from dipndot :
i sent you one! it didn't work. =/ username:alivetoyou, password:dipndot, enjoy!
from dipndot :
thanks a lot, hun. that means a lot to me.
from iluvjessee :
Kewl, you like Get Fuzzy too. Thanks for the note. :) Do you have AIM? My sn is Boinkiesbabe8474. :)
from iluvjessee :
Hey! I found your diary in a list of people who listed Passion of the Christ as one of their favorites. I have it too! If you want someone to talk to about Christian stuff and ya need a friend, you can talk to me! God bless!
from dipndot :
ps... i know how you feel about the whole so many boys, so little time thing. it's so hard being the studs we are... sigh.
from dipndot :
i think it's one of my favorite lp lines... which is hard to say. my ear hurts. and by the way, i'm so glad the passion has rekindled your love for jesus. it's done that for me as well. i don't think there is a christian out there who wouldn't fall more in love with his/her savior after watching every gruesome thing he had to endure to save us. i balled during that movie. because he did all that just so little old me could have a relationship with god and be with him in heaven. that amazes me. i'm glad you felt the same way. what an awesome movie. best one ever. and i'm glad you're trying and wanting a better relationship with the big guy. i'll be praying for you!! linkin park rocks my face off. i hope we get to listen to them in heaven. =D
from dipndot :
thanks for taking my survey! i'm glad you love them too. and did i know that my mom what? get back to me on that one, chick. ;)

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