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Oh sweetheart, don't *ever* settle for being second place to a guy who already has a girlfriend. No one is worth sharing with another woman. My current situation is QUITE different in that aspect (there is no other woman), but I was in a similar situation when I was a teenager. He eventually got her pregnant and married her. It took a long time to get over that, but I realized (the hard way) that I'd let him put me in the position of second place, and that I was worth more. My situation now is that I'm lower on the priority list than I deserve to be of the man I love and, even though no other romantic interest is above me on that list, I'm not going to accept my position. It's difficult, but it's necessary to step back because I've learned that people treat you how you let them treat you, and I'm going to be treated better. You deserve to be treated better as well. Don't forget that.
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Age, unfortunately, has nothing to do with it. Be strong, my dear. I'm working on that too. Happy New Year.
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hey girlie...I'm in Arizona...Don't worry about the paranoia..it will pass eventually, I always though something would get me up until about 3 weeks ago..Other than tha,.Sounds like you had a pretty good Christmas- me too ^_^ Well, sorta...I need your email addresss cuz I have a story to type out. Yeahm lets put it this way, I'm sorta an emotional wreck because this boy-my cousins best friend- that I've known for years (had/have a huge crush on him) suddenly reappears on CHRISTMAS NIGHT after not seeing me for 2 years because him and Colton got into a fight. So, yeah, huge messed up emotions going on. Drop me a line sometime soon with your new email addy?
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you are sunshine my dear pure sunshine. xxxx
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Thank you miss Kumcuat.
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candora : |
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LOL to deep deepness... just roaming aimlessly and leaving random notes to let you know you are noticed and readers (me) appreciate your words :)
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weeeeeeeeeeeeeee i'm bored and chatting with an SFkid....mwuahahaha....umm....i heart you and uh....yup yup. talking about bunnys, religion,TEN, haha...dude i'm sleepy-xoxo
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oh girl of course this "gameboy" isn't the one with the psycho ex girlfriend.. i learned my lesson on that a long time ago... this ones actually single without the baggage... and damn sexy at that... woohoo!
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well your not blond...and think about it. suicide? ouch. ok i could not do it. first off do what i do, look forward to something. why do you think i have all those countdowns on my site? and for gods sake AVOID YOUR MAMA. why do you think i'm half-sane? i avoid my mom all the time and when she makes me mad i'll wear extra eyeliner cuz she hates it and i'll wear all black(yea she hates that to) and i won't talk to her for days. it works...oh yea, i caught that s.f lyric in your diary. did you mean to do that?haha. "not another stupid little teenage fucking whore" it was almost same...same idea eh?sure. i know how it feels, it sucks. but if i were you thats the last thing i'd wanna hear and frankly when i'm pissed/depressed the last thing i wanna do is talk about feelings...-you know i love you-
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you yes you are the BEES KNEES my friend.xxxxx
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i know, can you do it for me again pweeze?? and oh yea, brand FUCKING new in a few hours. hell yea^.^ and dashboard and mxpx and vendetta red but screw them, its brand new that kicks the major ass. come home!i wanna do something.haha
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weeeee, i've been in a good mood. i'm waiting for drama to unfold monday. haha....ice cream monday....tho its a little to late for talk like a pirate day i'd just like to say arghh me pirate wench. yes, thats what i feel like saying. night love!
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*pulls on a one white glove* Into song titles for you subjects lately I noticed. Just dropping a notey to say that I'm happy for ye-arggghhhh.
p.s. We should rebel more often
p.p.s. Bloody Morgan Rackhem says "argghhhh" once again.
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no i like the way you are.. I like watching/reading the progression.. its all on its way.. your not finite... xxxx love to ya missy.
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tis only me lysha. the one and only as far as I know
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i used to work in a record store and my boss had really bad dandruff. turn the key board upside down and tap it against the desk and see what comes out- then times this by a gazillion and that's how much dandruff came out of our keyboard one day. xxx
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you so know what I'm going to say right? about how its worth waiting for someone who you actually really do have feelings for? and that you're definitely good enough for him but maybe you're not ready- or maybe he isn't? Hell I'm 27 (ouch) and I'm still not really ready for a relationship. Oh and as nice as your friends are I'm only interested in you being happy and not depressed- so if you ever want someone to pay attention (granted I live in another country but I can't be perfect right?) whole heartedly to your woes just drop me a line. xxx
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LOVE the cherries!!!! And the Cast entry can just be simple- just so that I don't keep thinking, "now who's brother is.... and how does she know her... and wasn't she liking... and why isn't she with him but she..... " heh... love to you sugar. xxx
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*random note-beware- has nothing to do with your current entry* CUMCUAT! Your name in German by syllable.
Al=Aluminum
li=Left ALUMINUM LEFT
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confuseled : |
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don't accuse me before i say anything and i wasn't going to in the first place
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teiganemery : |
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Dude, go here. Maybe you'll get a laugh out of it. I did. Read the whole thing if you can. Bwhahahahahahaahahahaha! http://tiendasexo.diaryland.com/030202_76.html
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I don't see why nooner shouldn't be a word. I mean neener is. well to me at least LoL
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teafuck : |
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(blush) your also the second person to say I should become a columnist (sp?) thanks dollface xoxox you brightened my day
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teafuck : |
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agreed! why can't we get sick when it's COLD outside! not warm and sunny and beautiful! oh drat! hugs to get better soon!
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teiganemery : |
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Gimme till the 21st,when the cousin, aunt and uncle leave, then you can be all mine lover....*purr*
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atychiphobia : |
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I would invite you to go do something. Im all bored too. We could go have fun :)
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confuseled : |
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o.O .....no kidding Alli........whoa. I don't get her vocab usage^_^
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teiganemery : |
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EXCELLENTE!!!
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yeah you don't know me, but i wanted to give you some comfort...life is so hard isn't it? wow, I totally know what you were saying about how you just wish someone would love you, and you hate feeling so desperate. I know EXACTLY how you feel...I went through that so often before, I wasn't depressed really..just sad and alone. But one day one of my friends told me about Jesus and how much He loves us and cares about us despite what we have done before. She told me about how He cared so much that He died for us. And He cares so much about you that He weeps for you now, as you hurt. The pain you're in seems unbearable, and my heart goes out to you. I only hope that I have helped you in the way that my friend helped me. Find out for yourself how amazing Jesus is. All you have to do is ask Him for salvation from all this mess.
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my friend dropped by today^.^
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teiganemery : |
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It will go as awesome as you- OMG SPIDER!!!! *crushes it's little body*- make it go ^_^
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confuseled : |
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um....alli. wtf? I don't get why you put those lyrics in my notes.......*confused*
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I wanted Clay to win *tear* stupid ruben......*glare*
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atychiphobia : |
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thank you :)
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atychiphobia : |
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my lip ring is crooked. what do you know..
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teiganemery : |
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"Right up her ass!"
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teafuck : |
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(doubleblush) why thank you girl, you've just perked my spirits! xoxo <3
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confuseled : |
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I was so kidding! I don't really wanna kill you! unlike others I react differently to sugar overload^.^ anyways..........
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yeah. i ended up going to california adventure instead. its ok but disneyland is better. it sucked when it was raining at first, but im glad it cleared up. except for that like 15 minutes was pooring then cleared up.
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ur seriously going to disnyland this saturday? tommarow!!! thats so ironic. sometimes the world is such a small place.
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teiganemery : |
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*slap* HAH! CAN YOU FEEL THAT MO FO! *hug* You're alive ! BWAHAHAHAHAHA *maniacle laughter continues*
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I'm sorry that I laughed at you.really i am. forgiveness?
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lol i once had a biology teacher who was so whack... her car looked like she lived in it ... like a live in closet... her hair was doused in about 5 cans of Aquanet... she kept it suspended with about 50 pens and pencils and kept her lunch out in the open in the same fridge she kept pig fetus' n shit.... ah, and she'd run around screaming "PRAISE VIRGINITY"... ah, yes... biology was interesting to say the least
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sowwy u were bored. i had to babysit. but i earned money 4 our kick ass concertXD so thats good....if only he would pay me. grrrr...
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teafuck : |
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(blush) thank you
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teiganemery : |
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ACK! ME SONG!!!! *huggles the alliconda* Muah! You put in my song-and you didn't even know how much I luved it!!!SQUEE!
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teafuck : |
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mmmm I used to love the goo goo dolls so very much.. still a good song tho
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death is impossible to grasp.. I never quite understood it
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teiganemery : |
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Am I the person who hates then cries??Just wondering...stupid love/hating *kicks Love/Hate* HA! HA! HA! Take that mofo! I AM SUPERIOIR TO YOU! HA! HA! HA!
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teiganemery : |
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Bryan Addy a.k.a The OTHER hot one on the team...freakish peoples always confusing the hell out of me
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well..ok, I know. I'm being stupid. Don't think I'm ugly but I mean...all this shit frustrates me cuz like, the perfect example is Nick C. I hate him but he likes me and its gross. ya know?...so. i dunno. I just hate boys
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I am back on now cuz I fucked up again....dammit. I love your diary. I read some. I'm never talking to Mike again. He made me cry. I feel like shit, I really do. I hope you get home soon. Make me feel better please. You always do. Ilove you~Renee
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fallingxrain : |
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i like ur new design thingy. its pretty cool.
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teafuck : |
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heh heh we still have are you afraid of the dark here in canadia
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ahh see you are smart cookie- so you don't need to worry about that- just remember to not worry about how people are taking you- just pay attention to the hearts and mind of those who you want to love. and maybe your friend isn't been so great at the moment- but maybe she is tired in her heart at the moment? and everything is a little hard for her? I get like that sometimes. I WANT to talk to people but I can't pick up the phone. You know? The best you can do is tell her- hey I miss you, I wish you'd call me- but if you need some time that's cool- if you have some shit specifically against me then tell me- but otherwise give me a 'hoi' when you need me.' Ahh look at me dolling out advice HEH. you rock lil sista. xxx
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how wonderful that you're feeling empowered.. it's a beautiful thing xoxo take care lysha <3
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i loved your diary today... it was funny and its ok thst you still like mike, there are a few people in this world we are supposed to be attatched to and maybe he is one of them for you right now... doesn't life suck ass???
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thank you thank you! <3
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I am lost for words.. very touching tho.. just hang in there
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I locked my diary. The username and password to get in are the same: unworthypain. Thanks for reading my diary, yours is great.
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kbaa : |
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your layout is fucking gorgeous
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penny-royal : |
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allison is beautiful
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teiganemery : |
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~*Shhh... I have a secret... If you wanna know ...
I LUV YOU !!
I got your back
You got mine,
I'll help you out
Anytime.
To see you hurt
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.
If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I'll be right there
To the end.
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Don't you worry,
Let go of your fears.
Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We'll be friends
Till the end
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your layout is pretty
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teafuck : |
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it isn't too much to ask.. for a phone call and that feeling of being noticed.. not too much at all
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teafuck : |
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(hugs) thanks dear <3
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teafuck : |
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(blush) thank you so much that made my day <3
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i added a cast of feelings page - so everyone could associate a face with the names i will be mentioning thru-out. if you get a chance, check it out. :)
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Stumbled on your diary...am really enjoying peeking inside of your soul...hope you don't mind me looking around.
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Alli, thanks for taking my survey. Don't hate your boobs. Big or small, they are yours:)
Love,
Booby
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nah I wont drink really. I have this really strong safety mechanism against it..which basically is called 'alcoholic poisioning' much nastier than a hangover...its when you can get hospitalised after only six drinks. Cept you dont, you lie in your bed wondering if you're going to die...also I have a thing that kicks in...my mum is an alcoholic and so when I 'hear' her voice when I'm drunk, when I hear myself sound like her. I just look at my beer or whatever and think, blech enough!
you're precious babe. and I mean that in a lovely way, not in a 'princessy' way. piece of advice of the day...only ever date a guy that, say he was blind, still thought you were beautiful. Simply put, someone who likes you for who you are not how goodlooking or 'fun'...someone who you could spend hours on the phone to talking crap. yeah. hee. xxx
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i love you hun... and you know what? i think that the true us is really when we are open wounded like this... when we are on our own trying to get to the next relationship but really just trying to re-discover ourselves all over again. anyway, we are ok on our own and its not like we're ugly... we're fucken hot anyway, lol, so why are we complaining? well, just know that someone cares for you and you dont need to leave this world. neither do i. if you do, it'll be like when people talk about their soulmate dying so they will be unhappy forever b/c they never met them...lol, if that makes any sense. ttyl.
p.s. sorry for my spaz attacks
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i love you hun... and you know what? i think that the true us is really when we are open wounded like this... when we are on our own trying to get to the next relationship but really just trying to re-discover ourselves all over again. anyway, we are ok on our own and its not like we're ugly... we're fucken hot anyway, lol, so why are we complaining? well, just know that someone cares for you and you dont need to leave this world. neither do i. if you do, it'll be like when people talk about their soulmate dying so they will be unhappy forever b/c they never met them...lol, if that makes any sense. ttyl.
p.s. sorry for my spaz attacks
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i was going to write you a note, but when i came to it and read what i had written like 2 months ago, it made me upset. angry. made me mad at the whole damn world for not staying the same for just a little while. it wont even do me any favors and just let me get adjusted and now even when i talk to you, you are in your own world now and i always knew there would be no way for me to stop anything, no way for me to stop you from changing or anyone else. god, i dont know what the point was in me writing this, but it has made me gain some perspective and see my world now....
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Hello there, I really enjoy reading your diary. Keep writing.
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confuseled : |
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*bandi bandi bandi*TM
Hey chickie. Hola. yup yup yup.wow. ok......well I left a note now. happy?!?lol.
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i know but i was reading what you had been writing and it made me want to say something nice... lol, i'm a dork, anyway so yeah, that sounds like a good idea except that i am confused these days about my guy and so... who knows where the future will take me? anyway, i'm gonna be gone until wednesday so i just wanted to say i'm still alive if you try to call me or something and im not there. if you even read this...lol. luv ya alli.
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alli, you are so awesome and i just want you to know that i respect you so much for simply being who you are... for not caring what other people say. we are all a little bit confused about life sometimes, actually for me all the time, but you have a good hold on the way you understand things and i want you to realize that. and most of all, thank you for being there for me and for listening to my small complaints :) i love you forever and i wish the best for you. dont ever change ok?
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