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Sounds like things have been rough, despite what valerie may have said about me doing great, I had rough times too. it got really bad, bad like you wouldn't believe. e-mail me if you need to talk to someone who feels the same....the_raven_asura@hotmail.com
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Ooops, I'm victoria by the way, might help a bit
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Clarissa, what the fuck are you doing doubting yourself. Did I teach you nothing? Damn its been awhile. I have a journal shit thing at http://www.xanga.com/fracturedpsychi if you want to see me try to be interesting. I'll go now....
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Hello.
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Yeah I know....they're just dumb....andrew and desiree need to get beat up! :) KIT....I miss you!!!!
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GREETINGS!!
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Yeah! Supreme Scream is OUR ride!! Reserved ONLY for us!! God, when I read that last part of your diary, my throat knotted up for some reason, and I felt really....lonely?? I miss you and Tina so much :( It'll be okay though.....try not to stress so much okay? We're all thinking about you and missing you :)
Love, Me
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I'm coming clarissa.....as soon as i get a day off, i swear to god i'm coming :)
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Oooh mystery boy!! Hurry up!! I want details!!
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Hey clarissa....so you're about to leave. I heard this Michelle Branch song called "Here with me" and i thought of you....kind of my way of saying that i'm sorry about all the hurt feelings, and mean things I said. Anyways, here's the song: "It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind
Now my reflection's getting clearer
Now that you're gone things will never be the same again
There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day
You're such a part of me
But I just pulled away
Well, I'm not the same girl
you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed
I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me
You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart
And I wanted so badly just to be a part of something strong and true
But I was scared and left it all behind
I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me
And I'm asking
And I'm wanting you to come back to me
Please?
I never will forget that look upon
your face
How you turned away and left
without a trace
But I understand that you did what you had to do
And I thank you
I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me".....
Hope you like it
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Hey Clarissa. I know how you feel, I was kinda pushed out of the loop awhile ago. I can't even TALK to Amber anymore, and she has told me before that she considers "the group" more her family than ME?! So, trust me you are DEFINETLY NOT the only one being pushed away. :'( TTYL. Love ya.
~Love Always~
*~Sarra~*
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Thank you so much Clarissa.....it means the world to me.....your story brought tears to my eyes.....
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Yeah I know. Much like the "Me and Andrew" situation. It's so weird. I'm crazy. After all the lonely falls I've taken, I'm still willing to crawl back out, and do it again....although I'm much more apprehensive about doing it so quickly....things are going to have to go mighty slow next time....if there IS a next time...I agree though. The one you fall for SHOULD be the one to promise to catch you. But in the instance that he doesn't, we always will. ;)
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The answer to the "who will catch you" question, is quite simple. We will. Your friends. EVERY SINGLE TIME. Whether you fall from love, depression, boredness, whatever!! Even if it's just puking after eating the food out of someone else's mouth, we'll hold your hair back for you :) so never think that no one will be there for you. Because we always will. I even promise to drive all the way to Irvine if you're having an emergency. On my honor :)
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And thank you in return.....try not to stress too much about the whole money situation. Things will be fine. Don't worry.
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hehe, well your welcome. ((the friendster thing)) Yeah, I know but it doesn't seem like they're getting any better. ah well! who needs men? FU*CK LOVE, and FU*CK MEN TOO! Muahaha!
well, ttyl girly.
~Love Always~
*~Sarra~*
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thanks.....i'm just so frustrated because here I am, trying to heal, and i have people all around me telling me to just get over it. and it's those people that don't understand that these things take time. but i'm glad i have someone who knows where i'm coming from. Yeah, FUCK LOVE!!! :)
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cute new template :)
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I'm worried and getting paranoid....can you read my latest entry entitled "Bewildered and Lost"??? and tell me what you think??? :(
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Argh...my stupid sister got it mixed up. Pirates wasn't playing last night. All we saw was Charlie's Angels, and everyone was in a bad mood, so feel better. It totally sucked ass. Besides, we're taking you out sometime this week...promise....love, amber
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AWW.... :( Poor Clarissa! I'm sorry your bird died. :'( TTYL
~Love Always~
*~Sarra~*
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ohhh. I'm sorry Clarissa. Sometimes it's just the way things are. Poor bird.
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I love you, Clarissa. So don't worry about guys!! You have me, Agnes, and Valerie...that's all you need! :)
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Welcome back!!!
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I understand now. I'm so sorry about last night. For making fun of you and all. I didn't know it went that deep. If I had known, I never would have called you a wimp. I'm so sorry. I hadn't even thought about it that way, and if a kiss means that much to you, then you SHOULD save it, and not lower yourself to our level of immaturity. We were just living in the moment, and kissing is no big deal for me anymore, cuz I've done it so many times. Maybe that's why I figure people shouldn't make a big deal about it. Again, I am so sorry. Seriously, if I had known, I would NEVER had tried to pressure you. :(
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Clarissa, you are far from mean and cruel. And you do go out of your way to do things for others. Look what you did for me. When I was being thrown out by my parents, and needed you the most, you were right there for me, and wouldn't even accept the money I wanted to give you. You went out of your way to pick me up and take me to grandma's. And there was nothing in it for you. You can't tell me that you are a mean and cruel person. Far from it. You are a good person, and you mean well. I'm proud of you for giving the man your food. That was a very kind thing you did. Whether you believe so or not. You're a much better person and friend then you think you are. ~*Love, Amber
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thanx for the message clarissa! It was very interesting! U should really think about becoming an author!
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Hi Clarissa! It's Sarra! how r u? Well Just wanted to say hi! ttyl! byes!
~Love Always~
*~Sarra~*
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