messages to angel-like:
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from bobby-pinned :
hi! i have no idea how long ago you left me that note, but i've kind of forgotten about wrap-me-up and moved on to this new one. hope all is well :-)
from wrap-me-up :
i miss you! can i have your password??
from flower21 :
I LOVE your new layout! It's so cute!
from split00 :
congrats on your new job :) just random surfing in...
from elmo-damian :
I like the cool extras that you have added to your site- you should put your site into a diray review survey thing to see what they rate your diary as! I like the blinkies those are cool!
from blakkrayn :
Hey you! Nice to see an update... sounds like your enjoying employment, heh, I'll give you acpl months before you start complaining :D Yeah, Im hoping someone hires me on.. I do remember reading your struggles but at least youve got it now, yay! Sounds like a good job too, got some freedom and videos for free? Very cool! xo
from free2dream :
I'm so happy for you!! Congrats on getting a wonderful new job!!!!!!!
from blakkrayn :
Yay! Congrats on your new job! :D What're you going to be doing? xo
from free2dream :
If you do decide to lock your diary...I hope I'll still get the chance to read it.. :) You said that you can only read the padt 5 entries...but one of those entries has pictures of you...so doesn't that make you even more worried??
from blakkrayn :
Thank you! :) Hows everything been going with you? Any luck with jobs? Im sorry that your ex-boss is such the ass. My friend, Rog has the same prob, cant get work anywhere in Omaha because of his previous boss telling many lies about him :/ xo
from free2dream :
I hate him too!!! That really sucks....I just hope that you find a job!! Don't quit looking!
from free2dream :
AWWWWWW!!! That collage is awesome!!! Happy Anniversary!!
from blakkrayn :
Awww! Super cute collage! Happy Anniversary, hun!!
from blakkrayn :
Heh, thanks for not thinking I was a shithead. I do get quite bitchy at times... Im sorry you didnt get the job :/ No worries though, Im sure something better will come along for you soon. I believe you are the right person just the wrong job(s), ya know? Take care! xo
from blakkrayn :
Aww, thank you! :) Heh, I love those pics. Ive never seen a McDs around here with a car, kinda cool looking though... I want one. ;) xo
from blakkrayn :
Hey! Glad that you got back home safely. :) Heh, yeah your right about that. Hes lucky hes so damn cute, I guess that makes up for it *sometimes*... I know you dont want to just take any job but at the same time at least you would have some income coming in, ya know? I know I need to follow my own advice and look for places that normally I wouldnt even give the time of day... cause I need to be doing something. Have a good one, hun. xo
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Caroline! Awww...:( I keep forgetting to write here and I don't know why. Hmmm. That's ok! I was wondering when you were going to write back, but I didn't want to bother you about it. Ooh yay!! I love postcards. =] I can't wait. Very cool! Love ya, darlin. *huge hugs*
from blakkrayn :
God I know how you feel about leaving Ricki, even if it is just for alittle bit. When I was leaving Anthony to go back to Nebraska for afew days I was crying before I was even out of our place just cause I was missing him so much already. I remember being on the phone every second I could with him and wanting nothing more than to just be back home in his arms.... Its fun to go through your old things, funny the emotion and memories that come along with it, feels sortof like your invading your past selfs space/stuff... Well, anyway I hope you have a fun time while you are at home. :D xo
from blakkrayn :
Ooops... sorry. It would figure Id bring up something you were trying to avoid talking about! Grr's at self. Have fun back home, have a safe trip.
from dreamer2003 :
Hmmm you know..I haven't seen a diaryland banner in a LONG time either.
from dreamer2003 :
Uhhhh....I'll have to beat you up! LOL yeah right.
from dreamer2003 :
Awww..i'll be back soon. :) and hey NO CRYING OR ELSE!! =P lol.
from free2dream :
Oh...I hope you are okay now. I know you'll find a job soon!!! Just dont lose hope!! Bye! :)
from free2dream :
I hope you find a job! I can't stand that you're so miserable!!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww. :( I hope you and Rikki feel better soon. Oh..and yay for presents!!! :D
from free2dream :
It's the little things that can make you happy! That's just like me!
from dreamer2003 :
Oooh I love the new photos. :) They are cute and funny.
from free2dream :
I just came to say hi!!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww darlin..if I was there, you know we'd hang out and go to parties and everything. At least you still have Jayson around and you do know some girls there. I don't know any girls here. Well, at least you have those amazing times to look back on and remember. :o) Enjoy the snow!! I can't wait for a more detailed update & for the pictures. I am so happy that you got my letter. :D I can't wait to read your reply. :) Take care darlin and have fun! *hugs* <333 Thanks for all of the messages lately, babe.
from dreamer2003 :
OOPS! In your guestbook I meant to say that you know just "what" to say to make me feel better. Not "want to say." lol.
from lacyann :
Thank you for the note. I'm glad you like my diary. I may not update for a few days as i am going to visit some family friends. But i should be back soon. Lacy
from wrap-me-up :
heey! thanks for sayin all that sweet stuff about my last entry! have a great father's day! x0x <333
from free2dream :
:) Thanks for understanding! Somehow, I knew you would! ;) Also..LOVE YOUR LAYOUT!! Very..Spongebob. I dunno why but it says Spongebob to me.
from free2dream :
Thanks! And I requested a template on uniquedesign on Saturday and the next thing ya know...she makes a tom welling one the following day! :) I feel so special!
from dreamer2003 :
Darlin..i'm still on msn if you want to talk.
from dreamer2003 :
Ah crap..I went on MSN but you're no longer online. I really wanted to talk to you. :( Oh well. I'm definitely still keeping my fingers crossed for you. I hope to talk to you soon!! <3
from dreamer2003 :
I know..it sucks that we have no idea how far away that is going to be. You're just going to have to try even harder, look even more and really push yourself. Yep..exactly why I haven't updated in awhile. Please just hang in there..something great will happen for you. I know it. Nope, still haven't heard back from the agency..but then again I just went there on Monday so I shouldn't expect too much. Anyhoo..guess what?? I got your letter yesterday!! Yay!!! :D I wrote back..I will send it out to you today. Thank you soo much, darlin. : ) Take care. Luv ya! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
That's why I haven't updated in 2 days..because every entry is the same. About how I need a job, about how hard it is to get one..how I need money. I just sound so..redundant and repetitive. You have great things to look forward to though. And I KNOW you're going to find something soon..hang in there. I know it's hard..but there's nothing else you can do really. Keep applying, keep going into town to look for jobs..keep doing what you have to do and someday soon, your luck is going to change. I'm here if you need to talk. *big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Darlin..I was just reading the diaryland news and it says that they fixed the problem. Hmm. lol. Hopefully!!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww..thanks. lol..that's ok. I make plenty of typos cos I type too fast and don't look at the keyboard. haha..you're cute. :D in that platonic way of course. lol. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Awww..I hope things calm down soon too. I'm not really having any more problems..but I hope they fix the problems for non gold members.
from dreamer2003 :
:) Awwww..it's so nice to hear that and to have you in my life. : ) Thank you, darlin!! I appreciate it tons. I will let you know how it goes. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
lol Not surprising at all. :) You're my twin!
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, you know..some of those movies that you put down I was going to put them down too. But it doesn't surprise me that we have the same taste in movies. We have nearly everything else in common too. lol.
from dreamer2003 :
That's ok darlin. I'll be just fine. Yeah, I needed to vent. I have a quick temper too. Yup, my big mouth definitely gets me into problems. Yeah..I just get SO hard on myself. And no, I don't say things on purpose to hurt people..and I know you don't either. We do..I need to keep that in mind. Thanks for making me feel better about it. :) *big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Awww. :( Well, hopefully you'll have a great dream that will erase that other one from your mind. I'm not feeling any better..I have a bad headache right now. Grr. I'll be ok within a few days. Thanks for asking. =)
from dreamer2003 :
Man I hate dreams sometimes because we have no control over them and many of them are unpleasant.
from dreamer2003 :
Awww..:( We all have days like that. They suck! But brighter, better days are ahead for you..I know it. Thanks..I'll be ok within the coming days. You too. Today will be good for you..hopefully. Luv ya! *many hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Darlin..what's wrong?? What happened today? :( If you need to talk, I will be on MSN later. Thanks! It is horrible. :( especially my monthly. Ugh. I dread it so much every month. It's HELL! Thankies! I appreciate that so very much. :) That means the world to me. luv ya too, hon. *big big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Absolutely all in a good way! :) Luv ya too. xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Are we the same person?! Lol. A lot of the time I definitely feel that we are.
from free2dream :
You live in New Zealand!!! Wow!!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Nah..I don't talk to Nate til around 11 am my time. Aww, cool! That's ok darlin..I just can't wait to get your letter. Of course I know that feeling. I know..I hate being bored now but when I am working I know that I am probably going to WANT to be bored again. You can't have your cake and eat it too I guess. Hopefully you'll get that taxi dispatcher job. I love chicken soup books too! I want to read the one for the couples soul. I wish you continued luck on the job search, babe. I must go and update. Have a good one! xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, Thanks caroline! :D I see you're on MSN. I'd talk to you..but i have to go now. :( Luv ya! *big hugs back*
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, we even have the same opinions on things!
from dreamer2003 :
Yikes..that is terrible. Here it's on at 1 pm, 5 pm, and 7:30 pm. I don't know what I'd do without it! It's my daily laughter.
from dreamer2003 :
I love that movie!! :) Nate and I saw it in the theater..either way, whether you see it in the theater or not it's still so awesome. haha..awww, melanie had a blonde moment. It happens to me quite often. heh.
from bella-notte :
Thank you! It's good to be back! Did you LOVE LOTR3?? Have you seen Harry Potter yet??
from dreamer2003 :
Yes, it's so damn funny! I wasn't sure if they had it over there in NZ. I'm glad they do. :) No problem...:D Aww, and thank you. Have a great day, buddy. xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
haha yesh. :D I'm not called the survey queen for nothing. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, you did that survey. :) I was hoping you would. And yes..that was pretty funny!
from dreamer2003 :
Darlin..you NEED rest! You better go to sleep soon!! Don't stay up with Rikki..if you're tired then you need to get your ass to bed! lol. Oh I totally know that..hell my last entry was about my days all being the same. I know what you mean there as well..the paper sucks nowadays. Aw babe, I hope you find something soon..I hope that we both do. LOVE U! *hugs* If you need to talk..you know my name on MSN..
from blinkme-182 :
Thank you so much for your note. I pray that Thomas does realize, and I think he already has and that's why it's so hard to let go. It's partly his parents and it's so hard to know they don't approve at all about us being together. It's so hard, but in a way it makes it to where when we are together, we can't get enough of each other. I look at some of my friends, whose parents love their kids boyfriend/girlfriend, but I see them always getting in these mini-drama arguements, and me and Thomas were talking about how we never ever argue. Like ever. We've probably argued.. twice since we've know each other (7/8 years). Just please keep us in your prayers, I can't let him go, and I think that there's something going to happen, because we've already been through this kinda thing 2 or 3 times, but we always end up back together. Thanks again for you note! I really appreciate your oppinion-insight! =)
from dreamer2003 :
Awww...:( Well, It might not help me either but it won't hurt to try. Thanks! We'll see what happens I guess.
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, what an amazing feeling knowing you were very much in the running. :) There's SO much hope out there for you that you'll find something. You are back in the game. :) I'm glad you're feeling positive..positive thinking really does do wonders. I wish you continued luck with the job searching. xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Yeah, I do feel that we "get" each other very well because we are SO similar. That's why I feel like I've known you forever. We can relate to each other on another level. Exactly..even when I was surrounded by people I always felt alone and excluded. It's a great feeling to know that someone out there understands you. :) You understand me..just like I understand you. That's partly what makes us SO close. It's a big thing. :)
from dreamer2003 :
I'm sorry. :( It's not over though..keep looking..keep applying. Something's bound to come up.
from dreamer2003 :
yay..you did the 7 things. :)
from dreamer2003 :
I hardly ever update there though. :/ I just did, but it's the same as my diaryland update. lol. I might do a few surveys.
from dreamer2003 :
It's good to know that you still read my LJ. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets..listen, from what I've seen of you..you're a really pretty girl, so don't knock yourself. You have just as much a chance as those other people for landing that job. BUT I can see your side and why you're not getting your hopes up. It's a great idea cos if you DO get the job, you'll be surprised and won't be expecting it. And if you don't get this one, another great one will come along..and hopefully you'll seize the opportunity again. I'm rooting for you!
from free2dream :
hAHHAHAHA!! The same thing happened to me today. Finally, my brother is like...."RESTART THE COMPUTER!!" :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..ah, I agree house of 1,000 corpses was pretty dull. I got bored within the first 5 mins and walked out of the room..lol. I want to see Zoolander..it looked soo funny. I hope tomorrow goes well for you too, babe. I'm crossing my fingers. Aww, glad you got my letter. And thanks for the fast reply. :D *hugs*
from parlance :
Lol. Don't worry about it at all, please! I don't take offence in the slightest. At least 10 people have made that mistake while adding me :) Probably because I'm overtly emotional about things. Haha.
from dreamer2003 :
Yeah but you're trying..that's the important thing. SOMEONE won't reject you. Your money situation will improve..just hang in there. Everything's gonna get better..and yep, stay positive.
from dreamer2003 :
I'm really proud of you for the effort that you're putting in. It wasn't easy, but you made it happen. Best of luck on that interview! I'm sure you'll find something. I'm rooting for you..and again, so proud. You took a huge leap of faith and are trying to make things happen. That's awesome. :)
from free2dream :
What a cool layout
from dreamer2003 :
Oh my..I am so sorry about that. :( What a mess! Wow, what a crazy cat. It's out of control. It sucks that you have to put up with it. :( I would tell you to sell the cat to someone, but I know you can't do that..cos then you'll lose Oscar too. As you know, I am in a financial rut myself. I ALWAYS chicken out..and I need to stop too cos it's getting me NOWHERE. Good! I hope that the sign will be up..if so go on in. You have nothing to lose. If you don't find anything, at least you put in the effort. Good luck, hon. I know you can do it. LUV YA! xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
I totally agree with you. But..in my past I used to cheat too. :( I was so unhappy, but I know that's no excuse. Looking back on it, I feel horrible and foolish..but I got cheated on too. It equally sucks. I would NEVER, ever cheat on Nate..mainly because I love him so much, there's no one else out there for me and I'd never want to hurt him or ruin what we have. And now, I can't stand cheaters too. If you're THAT unhappy, either try to fix it or break up with them. I've learned that valuable, important lesson luckily. And others will too.
from dreamer2003 :
I loved it too. :) It made me jump quite a few times. Very sad ending. I didn't want her to die! She was one of my fave characters. Grr. Of course he killed her in werewolf mode though..he wouldn't have killed her otherwise. They had such a cute little romance going. Grr. I'm glad they kissed. :D lol. Thanks hon, I'll be just fine. Luv ya! *HUGS*
from pacey2052 :
oo i love your new layout, haha i admire ya cuz i could never make one! have a great day! x0x <333
from dreamer2003 :
No need to thank me. Oh, it makes a lot of sense and I can totally understand that. It's not odd. I'm glad it's keeping you occupied though. :)
from dreamer2003 :
I love the layout, darlin. You are really very talented. :) It is sad though. :( And I am so sorry that you feel that way. I wish there was something I can do. All I can do is offer you my friendship and someone who you can always talk to..that won't ever judge you. I'm proud of you..you did an awesome job with this one. Luv ya!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Gosh, it really does. I feel like I've known you forever sometimes.
from dreamer2003 :
Awww, I was that way too until I got SO many complaints that I should delete some of my notes..lol. Oh I know that too..I am a total pack rat and hold onto everything. Did we meet in a past life??? lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Lol..yeah. I like to delete notes on a daily basis so this way when someone writes me a new one, they don't have to wait years for the page to load..lol. Ugh, I hate the taste of beer and wine. Nasty, in my opinion. So I see what you mean. I can imagine that if I ever did drink, I'd be drunk REALLY quickly as well. Haha, I consider being in front of the computer a grand old time..lol. *shakes head* Let's face it..we're both not really "wild childs" lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey buddy. :D Wow, sounds like a rather interesting weekend. You know why? Because of the way you wrote it & worded it. You made the weekend come alive for me..so much so that I felt like I was there..lol. You know I enjoy each and every single one of your entries. Yikes..I can say that i've never been drunk. I would just hate that sick, queasy feeling afterwards. That's enough to make me completely sober all of the time..lol. I really hope you're feeling tonnsss better. <3 ya hon. *BIG HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
I'm the same way..I don't fully open myself up. lol I am the queen of paranoia so I understand that..I had a dream the other night (well, more like a nightmare) that my cousin Karen found my diary URL and read all of this stuff that I said about her. Yikes!! lol. Uh oh..but you don't really write about leo. Nah, I doubt he wouldn't really try to locate your diary. You have nothing to worry about. Since I AM like you..lol..I'll probably feel the same way, that it didn't live up to it's hype. But I'll see.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I am so glad everything is resolved with Rikki. :) Ah, I know what you mean..I try to keep my diary very clean as well. But in that way, you're censoring yourself. I understand the whole "shy thing" though. Aww, Rikki is such a sweetheart. I knew you two would be ok in no time. Mmm I love chicken too. That's what I am having for dinner tonight. EWWW beer is so nasty. *pukes* lol. Awww. :( Ugh, that sucks. But at least the money is coming in a good time. Nate has seen both Kill Bills and he is OBSESSED..I don't see what the big deal about them is either. *shrugs* but I KNOW I will be forced to see them both whether I like it or not. haha. Luv ya!!
from dreamer2003 :
thanks hon! :D lol. And I don't mind your rambling..I do it quite often myself. I am on MSN a lot..but I'm on another name more, the name I use to talk to Nate..and that name is [email protected]. I don't give that name to just ANYONE though. ;) So, you can definitely add me if you want. Ah, that's ok hon. Wow, 4 in one year?? That's a bit much! Yeah, that does definitely make it lose it's appeal. :( Well darlib..I luv ya! And I hope to talk to you soon. **hugs**
from dreamer2003 :
Mmhmm. :) Unfortunately I wrote it quite awhile ago though..grrr. Oh, no need to thank me...:) It was my pleasure. I'm just happy to have made your day better. That's ok, no problem. I saw you on MSN yesterday, but you were on "Away". I didn't want to bother you so I didn't message you. Awww, good..I'm glad. Luv ya much! *big hugs*
from ogh22 :
Yeah, sure that's fine if you added me to your favorite diary list. I'll add you, too. This is my one and only and final diary that I will have. I am glad you enjoy it so much!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets! I just wanted to let you know that my mom FINALLY got stamps yesterday and mailed out your letter. :) So you should be getting that soon. Yay!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon...You are NOT a screw loosed bitch. Very far from it. That would be nice for you to see Gary. :) You know you can talk to me about what's bothering you...right? If you're still online, then please write me..and we can talk..well, that is if you want to.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Darlin..I loved that forward you sent! Thanks so much again. : ) Yup, exactly..it's the source of my problems as well yet I am really not doing much to change the situation when I do have the opportunity. *Shakes head* I can't figure myself out!!! I'm not in a position to be picky either, but I am. And I tell myself I won't be picky either, but that doesn't happen. GRR. I guess we both need to try harder..and really stick, focus, and commit to that. We can do it!!!
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome, sweetie! Awww, cool. : ) *big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey darlin! Aww, ice queen. lol. That's cute. Awww, I am sorry about the shower being too cold. :( That doesn't sound enjoyable in the least bit. Talk about bad timing!! But yes, at least you now have hot water. :) Oh boy, I know a lot about the financial mess thing. In fact, I got into a HUGE fight with my mom about this morning. Ugh. I hope you find something real soon, hon!! I think you should apply for a job there..they will probably train you anyway. I have the SAME problem..I see something that in the paper looks good but I don't have the courage to do anything about it at all. Just apply..you'll see..something good may come out of it. You can do this and you need the money. This job will probably be only temp anyway, you just need something for now. Ah, I see you wrote me..I'll get to that now...= )
from dreamer2003 :
Hey babe! I am back. :) I LOVE the layout. SO fricking cute and VERY you. :D I've only changed my layout maybe a handful of times too. And I know that feeling..I am very picky. I am sorry you're so down. :( It will pass though, I know it will. Oh..and about this best friend thing..if you let me, I can be your best friend. I know that we live in different countries and can't physically see each other, but I just want to remain close to you..never lose touch..just grow closer as friends. Alexis sounds just like my old friend Michelle, who was at one point my best friend..and it all changed. Sucks doesn't it? I try not to think about her either. I guess you just need to move on after something like that. You can't live in the past forever. Thanks for that "Welcome back!" :) Nooo you're not! I missed you too! It's nice to be able to read your updates again. :D I am so glad that you FINALLY got my e-card. It's about time!! lol. You're welcome! I am glad to have made your day. : ) You know I luv ya too. Don't worry, you'll find something else..I promise. Yeah, I am sorry too..*sigh* It was an "ok time"..not the time of my life, but it was good to get away. Thank you hon for all of the notes while I was away!!! Take care! xoxoxo
from dreamer2003 :
It's not over yet..you don't know that you're NOT going to get the job. I know, that probably sounds like just some dumb attempt to make you feel better..but it's true. It's not over til it's over. You may still have a shot..and even if you don't..there will be MANY more opportunities in the future, and you'll know what to do differently next time.
from dreamer2003 :
I love those lyrics..it totally relates to me too. Fear of growing up, wanting to be a child again and hold onto that innocence. Ah. Those were the good old days.
from dreamer2003 :
Yeah, my mom is buying stamps tomorrow so as soon as she does I will just re-mail it. :) Yep, it has worked for you...it stopped working for me just now. lol. Ah well..you're worth it. :D
from dreamer2003 :
It is awesome. : ) Aw man..I sent your letter out and it came back to me today. :( It seems that postage for NZ is now 80 cents. When it used to be 37 cents. But don't worry..I'll just put some extra stamps on it and send it out again. : )
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, I love all of the layouts. Absolutely fantastic job. : ) lol Toffee? I hope you guys make it..geez, not fun to have vivid all over you. heh.
from dreamer2003 :
And..things WILL get better for the both of us. God, it's amazing how well I can relate..my entry last night was similar to the one you just wrote. Weird.
from dreamer2003 :
I am going through the SAME EXACT thing you are. So if you want to talk about how you are feeling, you know who to talk to. ;)
from dreamer2003 :
I had a bit of an argument with Nate yesterday too. Why? Cos I got upset over the STUPIDEST thing!!! Something that really wasn't big at all, but I overreacted. So I know how you feel. I feel pathetic too. Don't beat yourself up over it though, ok? There's no reason to. The important thing is that all is resolved and you two made up. He loves you, hon..you don't make him miserable. I loved 50 first dates..awesome movie. I hope you get to see it someday. Nate saw "Van Helsing" yesterday. I am sure he liked it too. But anyhoo, you're a wonderful person, Caroline. Rikki is lucky to have you. We all mess up sometimes. it's nothing to get down on yourself about. Luv ya!!! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
lol It was freaky. Yes, yes I do. :D haha, thanks for clearing that up. : )
from blakkrayn :
Heh, ahh that link was fun.. I cheated tho since I never saw the subliminal stuff on my own. :) I like your layout btw, you would never have known you were in learning stages. xo
from dreamer2003 :
lol I clicked the link. I guess curiousity took over. I was really asking for it...lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Yes! It made me happy. :) I wrote you back..now all I have to do is put a stamp on, and send it out..and it will be on it's way to you. :D EWWW! Spiders totally FREAK me out! Ugh! haha I felt bad about killing the bug, but knew I had to. don't feel bad, I turned away while killing the bug too..lol.
from oliluvs2shop :
Well, hey. Thanks for adding me to your list of favorite diaries. Ah, I see you know Johana and Stacey. I <3 Stacey! Isn't she awesome! Well, thank you for adding me Caroline. I will add you to my favorite diary page. Take care!
from dreamer2003 :
I think because it really means a lot to you to figure it out. I am glad you've stuck with it and haven't given up. Or else you wouldn't see what you are truly capable of..which is quite a bit. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, cute carebears layout. Very nice stuff, Miss Caroline! You're catching onto this HTML stuff pretty quickly. : )
from dreamer2003 :
That is exactly me too right there. Just another thing we have in common. lol.
from dreamer2003 :
lol I think that is so sweet of you guys to take all of those kittens in. :) aww, I know how that is, being a perfectionist myself. I drive myself crazy. haha.
from dreamer2003 :
I just read the edit. Aww, the kittens are so precious. That girl kitten is too cute for words. hehe. I would have been SO attached. I can't get enough of animals..cats especially. You are SO lucky that you live by a mountain. I would LOVE that..and I'd love all of the snow too. I'd never get sick of it!! lol. But that's just me. : ) Luv ya bunches!
from dreamer2003 :
lol That is mainly because I am sitting here online, waiting for Nate, bored out of my mind. haha. You're very welcome. :) I love getting notes from you as well. *hugs back* <3
from dreamer2003 :
Wow! That picture of the snowy mountain was absolutely gorgeous. Breath taking. Awww, the kittens are freaking ADORABLE!!! :D The flower is very pretty too. Don't you just love flowers? :) I wish they could last forever too. I should have pressed the flowers that Nate gave me into a scrapbook instead of throwing them away. Oh well. Great pics! Luv ya! xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, Lucky!! I'd love it if it was raining everyday. I'm sorry about the coldness though. :( I totally agree with you. That's a bunch of crap and sucks ass. Don't worry..you'll find a job..somehow, some way. It will happen. Don't give up hope. <3
from dreamin-big :
hey. my name is danae. i started the diary a few months ago and i am started to get back into it again. I ran across your diary and it is so great! I just wanted to say that you are a great writer! Feel free to visit my diary any time! Love, Danae
from dreamer2003 :
lol Don't be hard on yourself..I've messed up eggs before..toast..pretty much everything. Whatever I make can't be classified as edible. lol. I LOVE that movie. Katie Holmes was brilliant. You know..I am the EXACT same way!! I get bent out of shape over the DUMBEST things in the entire universe. And then Nate blames himself for it and I end up coming off like a huge asshole. I can't stand it either. I think we should both just stop sweating the small stuff and be more laidback. It would be less stressful, less tears, less aggravation. You'll find something..don't give up. I PROMISE you it will happen. Persistance is key. Not getting discouraged is key too. It's NOT crazy..it makes sense. I should start doing that too. At least you realized what you have been doing..that's the first step. :)
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome! I meant what I said. :) It's not child's play at all to me. You did a lot better than what I can do. lol. I've never even attempted to make a layout, nor will I ever. lol. Yeah, it does feel great to conquer something that is difficult for you. And conquer it you did!
from limited2 :
hey! love the new layout. Cool..you made it yourself? It's very good for the first try. I wish I can make my own layouts, sometimes I'm like never satisfied with some of the layouts I get.
from dreamer2003 :
AWW! That is SO cute!!! Great first attempt. :) It looks amazing. <3 I could use a life too. lol. ha. But anyhow, adorable template. I love it! Don't be so hard on yourself.
from dreamer2003 :
It is depressing. :( Everytime I think about it, I want to cry. Grrr. Luckily it will still be in re-runs. Lucky! We only have one episode left..lol. Aww, I am with you. Bummed. Super bummed. We should join a "Friends" support group. lol.
from dreamer2003 :
The blinkies are SO cute!! Anyhow, you're only as old as you feel, hon. Age isn't anything but a number and a state of mind. There are people that are in their 40's and still act like a kid. So see, it doesn't really matter. You don't have to give up that child like part of yourself.
from dreamer2003 :
Yeah, that has definitely crossed my mind a LOT lately. Yikes!!! I have been keeping my worries to myself, you're right. That's why I thought it was about time that I just wrote about it. lol I would be SO Happy if I got it soon. I would normally never say that but since it is on my mind and it is stressing me out I hope to GOD I get it soon. lol I worry about everything too. Thanks hon. I'm here for you too..and you made me feel better. Hopefully I am just worrying for nothing. Love ya!
from dreamer2003 :
Ah ok. You're right. Now I see all the pics. :) You looked cute! Aww, and that chicken dance looks goofy..lol. Glad it was a great time. :D Wish I could have been there! looked like so much fun!!!
from dreamer2003 :
The only pic that showed up was the b-day cake. :( Which was very nice by the way! lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Good to hear. :) ARGH! That sucks. :( Just keep trying I guess. It will show up eventually. lol haha, yeah. It just wants to be a butt. No need to thank me. :D I just wanted to do that for you and for your birthday. Same to you, chica. Luv ya tons! *hugs*
from ash-leymarie :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
from dreamer2003 :
You're most welcome. :) lol Woo hoo, I'm glad that worked out. Noooo. :( Grr. I think you got it cos I got an e-card notification saying that you viewed the e-card. So Hopefully that is accurate. Love ya too! Hope your b-day was a happy one. :D *big hugs* <33
from anglewings :
Hi, was out and about looking came across your diary. Have to see me love, your photos are so nice to look at. My your days be full of love and be many . Latezzzz love your smile !
from dreamer2003 :
lol oops..I thought it was already the 27th over there. Well that was a bit premature. But happy birthday anyway! lol. Happy 20th month anniversary to you and Rikki. Wow, you've beaten Nate & I by a month. heh. I'm off to send you an e-card...;)
from dreamer2003 :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CAROLINE!!!! =D Wow, you're at the ripe old age of 20 today. lol j/k. You deserve the most absolutely amazing birthday in the world. I hope you get all you've ever dreamed of & wanted. May all your wishes come true. Love ya!!!! XOXO
from dreamer2003 :
You are NOT a bitch, miss caroline! We all do need to lighten up sometimes though..I am definitely one of those people who can stand to be a little more laidback and stop being so uptight. LOL I laugh at other people's misfortunes too..you're not alone. And I am sure other people laugh at our misfortunates as well..so we're all even..lol. The pinata making sounded like fun. :) Well anyway, take care chica! Luv ya bunches. *hugs* <3
from dreamer2003 :
Awww! I am so glad you and Rikki FINALLY got to be alone. :) It is the best feeling ever, seriously. When it's just you and your love. *sigh* I'd love to have a jet boat ride. It does sound like fun and a great experience. 6 cats?? WOW!! Awww but they are so adorable. :) I know you'll enjoy them. Take care darlin..and happy early birthday. ;) xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
AWWWWWWW!! SO FRICKING CUTE!!! =D
from dreamer2003 :
WOW! I admire you. I get winded after walking for a certain amount of time. I'm proud of you. :) That's awesome. I know. I wasn't really apologizing for how I felt, but more of how people would take it. I didn't realize when I was writing it the effect it would have on people..I just thought of it as a way of explaining how I feel. I know. I wish you were here so we could hang out and talk face to face but I guess you take what you can get. A few close friends are better than none at all. Right? I hope we meet someday. I miss female company too. And I'll probably still feel that way when I'm with Nate but I am just grateful that I even get to live with him and then I probably won't feel so lonely anymore. You'll develop that bond. It grows over time. Remember that I am always your friend..whether it's through the computer or whatever, you can always reach out to me. **HUGS**
from dreamer2003 :
Awww :) I am just really glad to help you out in any way I can always. Don't mind that entry..I was just really bummed cos I haven't really been hearing from anyone lately and I was getting lonely. I know there are people that care about me..you are one of them. Just like I care for you. I feel the same way about you as well..that you are really, and truly a friend. Not just someone over the computer. You haven't failed me one bit!! And you never will, so please don't feel that way. I'm sorry that I did make you think that. Wow, that is bizarre. It's like you knew somehow that I needed that card. I guess it's a "true friends" vibe. ;) lol. Thanks so much. I know. I consider you a close friend too! You take care. Love ya, caroline! *big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, I'm glad you talked to a good friend who cheered me up. You know you can always talk to me too though. I'll understand what you're going through because I CAN relate to you. What she said was so right..I think you'll do yourself a lot of good by following her advice. I luv ya!!! *hugs*
from shugersweet :
hi hun! its Johanna! i know i know. your probably sick of all the diaries ive been going through lately and i'm sorry. this time i'm making a diary with all the entries iv eever written from all of my diaries since the day chris and i started dating... its gonna take me some time to add them all, but once i'm done i really do plan to stay here... i'm tired of skipping around. ive tried other diary sites such as livejournal and tripod, because i'm addicted to online diaries and i'm also curious but i really hope i can contain myself and just stay. i miss reading your diary and talking to you. also, i moved my poetry diary to johanabanana.diaryland.com. i'll talk to you later! take care and i hope to hear back from you soon! =)
from dreamer2003 :
lol I'm right there with ya. :D
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, that was beautiful!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww, I think he can tell that you needed something like that. That was so very thoughtful of him. :) I'm glad you're feeling better! I think I have pms too. Ugh! :( I know! lol. My life mostly is a complete bore. Well sweetie, take care! xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
I must do the daily dirt too. :D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets..you're welcome. :) That's ok, totally understandable. Aww, that's great. I am excited to receive your letter. :D I can't wait! heh. Love ya too doll. xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
You did the survey. :) How cool! Well darlin, I hope your day is great!
from dreamer2003 :
Awww, I'm glad you got my letter. :) I'm sure an even better job opportunity will come along..if it does then take it!! Keep in mind that the job you get you probably won't have forever. As long as you're making money, I don't really think it matters what kind of job you have. Best of luck, sweetie. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
LOL haha..I can relate. I actually think Nate's burps are cute. But I have to admit, he's better at burping than I am. When I hear him burp, and think it's adorable that's when I say to myself "Wow, this is true love". heh.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon. I know. :D I'm glad to have him..even if he is far away from me for now. Awww, yes that is something to anticipate, for sure. But you had that feeling too..and even though you've been living with him for a while, I'm sure that feeling is just as strong and it's just as magical as when you first moved in. I can't wait! Well, thanks for cheering me up. :D Take care, doll. ((hugs))
from dreamer2003 :
*Sigh* I'm totally envious. :(
from dreamer2003 :
That is totally understandable. Talk to him..tell him exactly how you feel..that's the only way you're going to feel better. It's great that he's coming back though. :D
from dreamer2003 :
And see, I told you you'd make it through those 2 weeks. :)
from dreamer2003 :
I hope you get all of that stuff done! I know you will. :) I have faith in you. :D
from dreamer2003 :
You're very welcome. Anything for you. :D Glad to make you feel better. Love ya! *HUGS*
from free2dream :
I hope you get the money you need! It seems like you're in real trouble concerning money and stuff.....life's not fair, is it?
from dreamer2003 :
Uh oh..that's not good. :/ Yikes! I think you'll be able to pull this off. I hope so! Just keep looking for a job..something's bound to come up somewhere soon. I'm praying for ya. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Ouch. :( I would be VERY hurt and upset too. I think you're being logical and I can understand where you're coming from. I'm anti smoking myself and that would put me over the edge if that happened to me. He was being very selfish, not thinking of you at all. I think you guys need to have a heart to heart talk. You need more than an apology from him at this point. I'm really so sorry. :( People that love to smoke unfortunately always find a way to make that happen. At least he admitted he was wrong as I said, but you need more from him than that..you need some kind of reassurance that I hope you receive. He loves you though..that's definite and obvious. Everything's going to be ok. Take care hon. *BIG HUGS* If you want to talk, you know I'm here.
from limited2 :
oh hey! just thought i would leave a little note. On your "birthday" calendar on your diary it has your last name. I don't think it's a good idea because people can spend up to 5 minutes putting in your name on the search engine finding your home address, phone number, info,..etc. There are crazy people out there. So i think you should leave last names out -Candy Take Care=)
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome. :) I meant it. Hell yeah! Well now you have a sister. hehe. Yeah, it's going to take quite a bit of time until I feel like myself again. I haven't been home for that long yet so I'm still used to being with Nate all of the time. I'll be ok. lol No it's not. I'm sure it will be a relief to see my letter. I sent it on March 31..so hopefully you'll get it soon. Take care darlin. xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
lol that amuses me too..and it did when I woke up this morning. heh. Aww, that happens to Nate and I sometimes. We JUST miss each other and god is it frustrating. :( so I know how you feel. But you'll get something even better than a text or IM from him soon..you'll get to see him in person! :)
from mightymaeve :
Greetings from little ol' me in Canada! Thank you for filling in my survey -I enjoyed your responses. Your words are very light-hearted, happy and a pleasure to read. Thanks for the insights!
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, Ok..that's cool. I am very much looking forward to your letter. You can always talk about yourself..you know that! Aww hehe thanks for looking out for me. You're the sister I've never had. Yeah, it's getting a bit easier..but just a bit. I'm getting more used to being at home but it's still tough. I'm just keeping in mind that I'll see him soon. I'm still crying but not as much. I'm trying to be strong. Thanks..I know you relate. God we have loads in common..lol. Take care babe! Love ya bunches. *HUGS* <3
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, strange dream. I think it's telling you that ultimately you've ended up with the right person for you. I've never forgotten people I used to like either..maybe shoved them in the back of my mind but not totally forgotten..I'm the same way..I try to give it my all in relationships. This time I finally got a lot back. Which IS an amazing feeling. You belong with Rikki..the dream is just re-affirming that. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Don't give up hope..the right job will make it's way for you. Keep trying, that's all. Don't stress yourself out..this 'jobless stuff' is temporary. Love ya! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
:( Yeah, but i'll be ok. I really need to keep busy right now so I won't dwell on it so much. If I do think about it, I just feel like crying. *Sigh* I can't stand crying anymore..I'm all cried out. I'm just trying to hang in there. Yeah you're right, thanks. Once again you've cheered me up. Love ya so much! *big hugs back* <333
from parlance :
Lol, don't fret. It made me smile =)
from dreamer2003 :
Oh babe, I know the feeling. But hey, you're going to see him soon. I have to wait another few months til I see my boyfriend. :( The days will fly by fast and then before you know it, he'll be in your arms again admiring your rocking new haircut. :D
from dreamer2003 :
CAROLINE! hehe. :D Awww! You're way too cute. Well I'm glad my note brought happiness your way. :) Noo, nothing to feel terrible about. I'm so sorry I didn't update while there. :( I was online only one time and that one time I was feeling shitty so I wasn't in the mood for an update. I might soon when I don't feel so 'blahish'. It is so difficult. *Sigh* Everytime I think about it I want to cry. Yeah, I love reminiscing and thinking about the new memories we will make in the future. Thank you darlin..you always know the right things to say to cheer me up. Your rikki will be home soon! I'm sure that's making you smile. Love ya bunches! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
lol I'm SO gullible too..already my boyfriend has 'april fooled' me a few times and I have not fooled him once..I believe what anyone has to say. heh. Good luck with next week's paper! Oh, and I see you wrote me..I'll write you back later. Promise!
from parlance :
I'm incredibly gullible, too. Sadly for me, it's 7 o'clock in the morning, and I still have to face April Fools. Sigh. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Don't be discouraged hon..just keep putting yourself out there and you're bound to find something. I have all the faith in the world in you. Oh yeah, I'm back (obviously) lol. I missed you! I got your letter & wrote you back today so my letter to you should be on the way. Aww, at least Rikki will be coming back soon. I'll maybe be updating soon..right now I'm just too depressed and don't feel up to it. Bleh. Well take care sweetie. Love you! *HUGS*
from sad-faerie :
why, thankyou! i just read your profile and it seems you have great taste in music & movies :) i'll be sure to check your diary out too...faith, trust & pixie dust xXx aurora xXx
from wtf-reviews :
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from pacey2052 :
you have such a pretty diary and a way with words! im addin u to my favorites! keep writing :-) x0x Pacey
from limited2 :
thank you so much Caroline for your thoughtful caring message. Being "beautiful" is the tiny part of who you are. And I just realized. All the comments and advice kind of helped me. Even though i still feel alittle shaky, i guarantee after awhile i will see what's really going on. Thank u Caroline, you're an *angel* Candice- Take Care.
from nzforestguy :
Heya, thanks for the guestbook entry, it doesn't seem to tell me that i get a message now, so i don't know if urs does or not anymore, just pays to check it. No worries about earlier, and yeah the pics are cool, just good to see photo's. Thanks for everything, you really rock.
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome, hon. :) I can relate to you so very well..we're alike in a lot of ways. Thank you so much! That means a lot to me and I appreciate it. I sure will! You take care too. Luv ya bunches! *many hugs* Have a great week! <3
from dreamer2003 :
You know..I feel EXACTLY the way you do..but about living in Florida. Just so completely torn. You'll get to get out someday. For now, I guess you'll have to make the most of it while you're living there.
from dreamer2003 :
Hon..I'm away from my boyfriend for months at a time. At least you guys live together and get to see each other everyday. I'm not that fortunate. 2 1/2 weeks will go by SO fast..you'll be amazed. Don't worry, you'll make it through. Talk to him as much as you can while you're away and I swear to you that it won't even feel like 2 1/2 weeks!
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, ROTK was awesome. I hope you get to see it next weekend! It's definitely worth waiting for, I promise you that.
from quidwitch :
Yey! I'm from NZ too!! lol
from free2dream :
hiya there! thanks, i kinda like my layout too. :) god bless
from meganwaits :
I love your layout. Time has a way of slipping by. I'm sure you'll get everything done, but if you're like me I'd rather be on the computer.
from dreamer2003 :
You'll get it done! Just keep your focus and work on it nonstop. Your mom will understand. I'm sure she'll be so excited to get something from you. It's better late than never. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Aww I love the survey. I did that one too. =)
from dreamer2003 :
Lol oh ok. DUH! I didn't even think of that. It makes sense now. Awww, how sweet. Thanks! Though I say pretty much the same stuff there as I do on this diary..lol. Hmm subconscious's are strange things. Yikes. Unfortunately we can't control what we dream about. :( I'm wishing you sweet dreams and better weather for here on out! lol. Take care. *big hugs* <3
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets! I'm glad you did the survey. :D Obviously, you have a LJ..cos that's the only place I posted that survey. heh. Well, have a good one! Luv ya much!
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks hon. :) I'm sure I'll be fine. lol That is ironic. Pizza hut is soo yummy!! Thanks so much. I hope you're right! Take care. *big hugs and much love*
from dreamer2003 :
heh, I can't tell you how many times Nate and I have fought over something silly..but that happens to every couple. The important thing is you get over it and you make up and at the end of the day you love each other..which so obviously you and Rikki do. :) Ok, well whenever you get around to sending it is fine. Don't worry. That's ok. I'll just have something to look forward to when I get home. It's even better that way. :D Cos god knows I'll need to see your letter when I get home..lol. Awww, thank you. :) *hugs*
from free2dream :
oh wow!! he seems like a really nice guy!! aww..... :)
from free2dream :
hiya there!!! i'm so glad you're updating so much now!! yay for your new computer!! yay!!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweetie. I can relate to you once again. I'm an only child too and have never been close with my father, and when I leave it's just going to drive a deeper wedge between us..unlike you and your dad. Sure you've missed out on some things but look at what you get to be apart of now..you get to be with your boyfriend. That's a great thing. Well, I hope you get to see your parents soon. You should tell your mom how you're feeling. Don't cry or be sad..everything's going to be ok. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
I can relate to that entry ALL too well. *sighs*
from dreamer2003 :
Awww, I'm so glad you got my letter. :D I'm happy to have made your day! Thanks so much! I can't wait to get another letter from ya. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Aww..how cute! Yes, you're a wonderful artist. :D I wish I knew how that felt..I've ALWAYS had to share a computer, so I'm so used to it. Once you get used to it, it isn't so bad. :)
from dreamer2003 :
GRR! I went back to your entry, still no pictures. Damn computer *sticks foot through glass* lol just kiddin. I'll try it again later.
from dreamer2003 :
Aww cute new layout, dear. :) I love it. Hmm when I read your entry, no pictures came up. :( I'll have to try it again later. Well take care and have a great one, Caroline! *hugs*
from anglewings :
Hey, good photos, just to let you know. Also sure going to check them out more often . Latezzzzzz
from dreamer2003 :
That happens with me all of the time. I won't feel like writing, but will be compelled to after reading someone else's thoughts and life. It's natural that you'll need some time getting used to writing again..it happens to us all. Don't force it, let it flow naturally..when it does, then you should write again. Well now when you feel like it, you can vent whenever you wish to and we're all here to listen. I'm always here for you..sure i'm not there in NZ, but if you ever want to talk woman to woman..you just let me know. I'm SURE I'll understand what you're going through. I hope you find work soon and that your dumb cough goes away. :( You're a great writer..it's certainly reflected in your entries. You let out your feelings well in my opinion. It's your diary, you should write about whatever you want. I know..I think we're all pessimists by nature. I'm looking forward to that dark entry..no one is happy all of the time. Take care doll and just take it day by day. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
You know, I was going to write about how little things are changing day by day but you beat me to the punch lol. God, I am so depdendent and I hate it. It's going to change when I move though. Change can be good though..it's necessary though most of us hate it. I love your layout. :( But yes, that would be a problem. Take care of yourself, hon..and never change from being that sweet, goofball I know..lol. *HUGS*
from free2dream :
Hey again! So glad you updated! God bless and take care.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Darlin! :) lol Aww, I hope you like the letter. I loved yours! She's still on here, but never writes. She now updates sometimes at a website...if you want to read her entries it's...http://theangelicrebel.tripod.com/blog/ I know what you mean though, I was lost too lol. Take care, okie? Love ya! I hope to see another update from you soon. =D
from free2dream :
YAY!!!! Thank God that you have a new computer! I just got mine recently and I just fell in love with it! :) Maybe you'll update more often now. I hope! God bless and take care! Enjoy your new computer!!!!!!
from dreamer2003 :
CAROLINE!!!! HEY!!! I wrote back to your letter, so you should get that in a week or so or however long it takes to get there. I wasn't expecting you to be back so soon but I'm so glad that you are!! :D Lucky you, getting your own computer. I hope you enjoy it! It seems like you are, which is great. Well, I hope to hear from you soon! Take care! Luv ya! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon! aww, what a nice surprise to see a guestbook message from ya. :) I've been missing your updates as well. :( Sure! I'd love to write back and forth with you. After I click 'Done' on this note I'm going to e-mail you my address. No problem! I'd love to make someone's day. :) Ok, I'm off to send you my address. You take care too! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! YOU'RE BACK!! YAYYYYYY!!! WOO HOO! Congrats on the new computer. i can't wait to read your updates!!!
from johanabanana :
hey how ya doin?! i emailed you... so if you happen to stop by dland then check your email and update!!! :) i miss hearing from you.
from dreamin-big :
hey there- i got your diary from dreamer2003's profile. she is such a sweet girl and she says that you are too. I just started diaryland about 2 months ago so im new here. hope that you write soon and check out my diary. lots of love, danae xoxo (dreamin-big)
from onceuponatim :
Hey there, love your diary. I have been working my way through the diaries you list as your fav, you have good taste! But what's happened to Sweet Decline? Was one of my other faves (thanks to your recommendation), but haven't seen/heard anything for ages - is she okay?
from dreamer2003 :
Glad to hear you're alive dear! :) I hope your hiatus doesn't last too long but I understand that it's tough financially, so whenever you can get back on here is cool. I hope it does pick up. I can't wait to read an update. =D love ya gurly! Take care! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
HEY!!! Omg! I was soo happy to see you wrote me! What a lovely surprise. Yep, Nate left. I MISS HIM to pieces. :( We had the most amazing time together and I was just so sad to see him go. :( Thanks dear! I miss you though. :( I wish you could update more, but I understand. Aw thanks..I am glad you got to read about it too. :) You're so cute! =D You take care too. I will update soon..Luv ya! XOXO I hope all is well!
from angeleyes182 :
hey girl its 1 am on aug. 20th... where have you been lately? i just wanted to let you know your being missed!!!! hope everything is good your way. *hug* :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey dear!! Thanks for the guestbook message. You're such a sweetheart like I keep saying. Yeah, I know..I guess I'm over it. I know he didn't forget it on purpose. Shtuff happens. We've made up and stuff. :) I gotta update later..god is it gonna be long seeing as how I haven't updated in 2 days. Well anyway, I won't and I decided to free myself of a guilt trip. It wasn't worth it and was just dragging me down. :( I know dear..thanks so much! You take care too. <3 ya tons!
from dreamer2003 :
Angel of mine is such a cute song!! Noo..I'm going to go through Caroline withdrawals till Sunday..lol. haha..yeah, well your pic showed up this time hon. :D Aww..that's sweet of Narissa. Take care and have fun in Tauranga!
from dreamer2003 :
AWWWW again! lol this calls for TWO awws...hehe. I am SOoo freaking happy for you. You sound SO happy. You've really definitely hit the jackpot. You've found love, and it's the best feeling in the world..as I am sure you've already found out. :) He does really know you. You have such a GOOD boyfriend, and a great relationship. You are SO blessed. Awww..that sounds cute. :o) He's thoughtful, sweet, funny..definitely a dream. What you two have is rare. Never let it go. Hold onto this wonderful relationship babe.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey babe! Thanks for the guestbook message. :) Oh, no problem! I'm glad to give any advice that I can give you. That's why I do it..to give people a different perspective. Yes, I do care a lot..and I always will! Awwww I'm so glad. I totally meant what I said. I think you're a great person. Ricky is a lucky guy to be with a girl like you. Awww..thanks hon. Take care of yourself. Keep your head up. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon.(: You KNOW he wants to be with you, but you can't expect to be together day in and day out as I am sure you don't want to be because it just gets to be too much and you need some time for yourself, as does he. Why don't you suggest thursday hon? Maybe he'll say yes. Tell him you have to pack on sunday and want to say bye to your parents and that Sunday is bad, but thursday or something would be better. He's not a mind reader..you just have to assert yourself. I am sure he does miss you and wants to see you. It's just a simple misunderstanding. You have to talk to him, for any hopes of seeing him this week. Take care..ok? and just don't make it into a huge deal, or you'll be miserable.
from angeleyes182 :
hey gurl!!! (its johanna... "vigorousteen") how have you been? i know its been a long time since we talked but i wanted to let you know that i'm closing my other locked diaries and i'm starting fresh with a public diary. i hope you continue to read as i have always read your diary and really like your comments and talking to you. i hope to hear from you soon, later. ~Jo =)
from dreamer2003 :
Hon..I am so glad that you're feeling better. =D I hate it when you're upset. It does help to talk, it just makes you guys all the while closer & stronger. It's normal to be down every once in a while, as long as it's not consuming you and you're not feeling that way for long periods of time. Anyway, Bruce Almighty was great..I am sure it helped you to stop thinking about your problems, even for a little while. Aww I LOVE shopping, it ALWAYS helps me when I'm in a funk...lol. It's ok to lose yourself in your boyfriend, as long as you can get yourself back. I know I'll feel that way when me and Nate are together in person..i'll just want to be near him alll the time. You do have a great b/f. (: I'm so glad you're happy. Awww..you sound so much in love. =D You guys are SOoo soooo fricking cute. Well take care, dearest. *hugs*
from bellamante :
I used to live in Christchurch on the South Island. :) Have you been there? It's so beautiful, I miss New Zealand so much. If you want to chat sometime, my AIM screen name is: musikfairy
from bellamante :
Hey, I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time. I can sympathize. If you ever need someone to chat with, you can note me, or email me from my diary or whatnot. ::many hugs::
from dreamer2003 :
WELCOME BACK GIRL!! *big hugs*. When I saw that someone updated the person I LEAST expected it to be was YOU, but surprises are NICE. (: I've missed you as always! Hon, if you're searching for perfection you are going to be searching FOREVER, because it doesn't exist. There's ALWAYS going to be at LEAST one flaw in everything, and it's going to make you miserable to be constantly looking for something you're never going to find. You have SO many things to be happy about-you should focus on that. ENJOY being home!! Don't let these sad feelings/depression take you over and then when you leave you're going to realize that you missed out on being home. I think you ARE better..but you're a human, it's normal to feel lows every now and then. I don't get why you are so down on yourself. There are SO many great things about you, that even writing them here wouldn't do them justice and wouldn't be enough. You totally rock. You NEED to sleep!! Get yourself to a couch! lol. That could be why you are having breakdowns. I don't know WHY you are so upset, but I doubt it's worth feeling this way over. Sleep is not going to free you from your problems, but it WILL make you feel better and give you a better perspective on..life. On the up side, I am SO glad you and Ricky are good. (: That's GREAT news. I knew you would be. You guys are meant for each other. Don't let the "petiness" destroy this relationship, this great relationship, the love you two have. No matter WHAT it is, your best bet would be to let it go. Like I said, don't let it ruin a great thing you two have going on. Keep your head up, hang in there and I hope you feel MUCH better soon & get some rest. Much love!
from tilt-a-whirl :
i'm on your favorites, so i thought id give you the username and password to my diary. yeah rock on. username: japanfloor. pw: seacow. it's an inside joke, don't ask. lol. thanks for reading! p.s sorry if you already knew this..
from bellamante :
I just stumbled upon your diary, and noticed you live in New Zealand. I used to live there when I was little and sorely miss it. I would to chat with you about New Zealand. "Note me" whenever you get a chance!
from dreamer2003 :
I am SO Glad you're back!!! I've missed you 'darlin!!! :D I think those 3 weeks are VERY much needed, just to get back into the swing of things and to surround yourself with family and friends. Yeah, it's good to be at home..things are free, but I'd also like to be like you..away from here..lol. Can't have the best of both worlds though. Aww..yeah..I love this site. I don't know what i'd personally do without it. But you'll have your diary to vent in for 3 weeks. :) I think he'll realize it's just from shyness, and not from snobiness. AWWW kittens are sooo CUTE and adorable! :D He sounds precious. Ah..I hope the leak gets fixed..that's a drag. I can't wait to read all your updates when you get home. Luv ya!
from free2dream :
I LOVE YOUR DIARY!!! I feel like an idiot for never visiting it before. I love it and you remind me of my best friend. Bye. (Oh, and I forget my passwords too. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Caroline!! hey! This is just me saying hey!!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey you..cool. (: Oh..well, I was supposed to see Nate from the 17th-20th but..some shit went down, and I am not going to see him till June. Yeah..I was upset because now it's more of a wait, but everything turned out ok in the end. I am sick anyway and he's going through some crap with his grandma. Thanks for asking though..I know you haven't been on in a while but I wrote about not getting to see him a couple of weeks back..on the 1st I think..the entry's called "Really really numb" if you want to read it. Of course, things have been better since then..okie, I'll stop rambling. Buh bye. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
get your ass back on d land! lol..anyway, I am just wishing you a really happy easter. I hope all is well with you Caroline. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey you..I just saw your g-book signing. No problem hon. Though you don't update much, I love reading about your life too. (: Yeppers, you're one of my faves on this site. I truly mean that. Come back again soon! hehe
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..yah..lol..no problem Caroline. I consider you one of my favorite people here on this site. I love reading about your life. :)
from blue-swirl :
Yes, Rainbow Brite is an excellent idea. I'm also thinking of doing Strawberry Shortcake and Care Bear layouts. Good idea? :)
from blue-swirl :
Hi! Thanks for stopping by! i love your layout, i was a rainbow brite child myself ~~:)
from tornlace :
~*just saying hi to a fellow animal ring member*~ :) christian http://tornlace.diaryland.com
from dreamer2003 :
Hey caroline! thanks!..and note sylviashadow lol well you don't HAVE to..but she happens to be a friend of mine..and she's nice. : )
from sylviashadow :
Thanks for taking my badhabits survey--visit my webpage at www.geocities.com/madpoet44311/conniesrants and drop me a note! Sylviashadow
from dreamer2003 :
hey..thanks! i just made a new design for the g-book.
from z0tl :
very nice poem, lonestar. or angel-like. or ms. caz. and your unicorn likes me, he said so.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Just wanted you to know that I added you onto my contact list on MSN this way you don't think I am some weirdo..lol.
from mylalim :
Hi! Ive added you in my favorite entries.:) Im inviting you to view my diary and if you think its worth, add me in your fave list too! Thanks!! Much Love!!!
from lbirishgirl :
Thanks for the note in my diary. I liked the part of Titania but we're doing an adaptation and not the real thing so she isn't as much fun as she could be. I'll have to see what you thought about it in your diary. How did you find my diary anyway?
from ciaramyst :
Thank you for taking my survey. And BTW, great answer :)
from vigorousteen :
if your gonna use that layout then use it... i'm gonna wait and see what layouts she is gonna post tomorrow. i almost dont wanna change my layout at the same time lol *cries* i can't make up my mind lol
from vigorousteen :
lol honestly, i was either gonna put that layout or this other new one on mine and brandon's joint diary but he chose the other one so i think i'm gonna put the other one (the one you suggested) for my diary... lol did i lose ya?! anyways, thanks and i'm gonna use it now that you said that! :)
from clauren :
Hey. thanks for taking mumbojumbop2. Hey I do many things embarrassing. Today I have walk back and forth at work trying to figure out what I needed for the counter to fill up. I had to finally write it down because I kept forgetting. Or I will trip on myself....I am an embarrassment. SO I understand totally. And I am totally not a prankster. I am more of a easy one to pull a prank on and get me every time. Thanks again.....
from sheblogs :
awwwww thank you for my postcard!!! sooooo adorable! :) i was so suprised to get that, it totally made my day. thank you :D
from vigorousteen :
hey i just wanted to let you know that you can take off my "Johanna" from your list cause i dont update qtebabe2103 anymore really. uo to you but i just thought i'd let ya know. tty soon!
from pansymalfoy :
Hmm cute diary
from sheblogs :
merry christmas hun!!! xoxoxox.
from ginis :
Daawww~ Thanks fer the message~ *Hugs*
from clauren :
Hey. Thanks for answering my survey jumbomumbo. I had to check out your cool beans diary especially since you wrote in my guestbook (Which was sweet, thank you) Your diary is so fab. I was looking at it for 30 minutes. It has a lot of neat stuff. Thanks again for your note. It made my week. I also like jokes being told as well. Also that is amazing for your little town to be ninth in good water. Great neat and clean fact. Sorry I am so corny...
from angel-babybo :
Hey! I only know 2 kiwis here! I found another!! yay! I'm 13 and from welly! seeya! Love zoe
from vigorousteen :
first of all... thanks so much for your interest in my diaries. your so wonderful. umm.. as for my suggestions... you could put like #1 and #2 beside my name and have those as the links. i really don't know. i hope you think of something, tahehe. me and brandon started a diary together lol. its so cute. (tigerandbabe) that is if your curious lol. i'll ttyl8a! sorry i was too busy chattin with him tonight to carry a good convo with you like usual. we'll talk again soon! :)
from vigorousteen :
yeah i know. this is so exciting. i'm so happy! thanks for the note. i hope everything is cool over the seas with you gurl! tty soon. :)
from qtebabe2103 :
whoops... i meant to say "drop our friendship/relationship over WILL" also my AIM SN is theangelicrebel.
from qtebabe2103 :
i think it is a little hard. going out with Will... i keep wishing it was drew, but i can't have drew. i have to realize now that if he is gonna drop our friendship/relationship over drew and act like he is then i HAVE to move on. i have to accept that drew doesn't want anything to do with me anymore so i can move on and be with Will. i'd like to talk to you sometime online. IM me on AIM sometime when you get the chance. also i'll give this link to you... http://vigorousteen.diaryland.com (its that other diary i've mentioned. it may give some insight on my decision to make me and Will work) tty soon <3 jo
from dreamer2003 :
AwW! Thanks hon :) Well,it's on www.TheSpark.com..they have lots of tests on there and you should see a test called "The compatibility test." Hope you like it. :)
from z0tl :
if you read more of my quantum poetrix, you'd know it's all about fuzzy fuzziness, so option 1, but if 1 more day passes and you don't link to the zotl continuum, i will ponder option 3 but of course :)
from z0tl :
angel, like nice words, but just go back and read the small print. i'm devious, but i ate a kiwi today and thought about nice things to say to you and all. this is all i could come up with: i think you're flyin' jes' fine :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey wow really? Well the drugs was to cope with her parent's divorce.That's interesting..I didn't think anyone would be in my situation.Well for some reason I still like her..I really don't know why after all the crap I've put up with.It is getting annoying though to put myself out there and get nothing back.Because friendship goes both ways..not just one.It's ok..i like it when people can relate to me.:)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..yes I did take surveys from your diary..maybe I should have mentioned that but I thought you'd figure it out sooner or later..hehe.I like surveys.. :) hehhe..No problem.I check out your diary every time I come on here..how you feel about school is how I'll feel when I graduate in 6 months.Well keep checkin back..See ya soon!
from z0tl :
if a small note is all it takes to make your day, there you go.
from perceptionss :
Caroline, thanks for the sweet message. You give me reason to smile and feel good about myself. Take care and stay special (Special in a good way:) Booby
from ginis :
Hey, thanks fer wishin' me a Happy Birthday~ Anyways, i'm askin' 'cause a few days ago I got an email from 'vanessa@somethin'somethin'.com' with 'http://angel-like.signmyguestbook.com/' in the subject line. I didn't open it, though...there was a blue thingo on the little mail icon, which means it hadda file on it, and I was too 'fraid to open it. XB
from ginis :
Hey, do ye know anyone named Vanessa?
from dreamer2003 :
It's working now so try it again..I just added a new entry and there's one from the 4th if you want to take a look.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey I can't get into it either..I think DiaryLand is having some problems..also because I am a kind of new user..so this is happening to the new users..i just tried it and yep,it's a blank page and just says done.Who knows..well if you want you can check again when you have time..I'll also check on it later.
from dreamer2003 :
Argh I left you a note and somehow it got on my notes..aah! lol anyway i am glad you feel flattered..lol i love surveys..i've been reading your diary lately..awesome stuff! You write a lot about your boyfriend too. =)
from angelboy88 :
hey thats great!, yes please put my diary link on your page, i would be most flatter'd,^_^ im glad you still read my diary i learn alot from the comments and thoughts of others who read my entries
from angelboy88 :
Hows it goin?,your diary is awesome, you woulnt belive all that im learning from it...please keep on writeing, and let me know how you feel about my mine, Ryan,^_^
from sheblogs :
just a lil reminder--shooting the mailman is not only attempted murder, but its a federal offense cause youre tampering with mail and all that. :P hehe. love ya girl.
from angelboy88 :
hey im glad to hear that you read my diary...its been awhile sence ive been back...but im ready to start writeing again...so please KEEP reading...any how thought i say hi....Hi!...^_^....laterz Ryan,
from dreamer2003 :
Thank you so much :) I love the layout too..yours is also awesome like i said.woo im going to start driving this week..im very excited.its funny because you sound like me in a lot of your entries.actually thats also scary..heheh..i can understand how you feel though about the living together situation..though im not in that situation,it would be tough at that age to move far away from your home for someone.
from cryinglugia :
Huh. Thats odd. Another one of my friends said that it didn't work for them, either...see if typeing your name with a capatle (spell check...my mind is a bit on the fritz right now. X3~) A will get it to work.
from dreamer2003 :
I FINALLY got to your diary LOL..i love how it's layed out.its cute! and I love your poem! :)I also added to you to my favorites.
from dreamer2003 :
Wow! Well i SHOULD have gotten the learner's like 2 years ago but i guess im also lazy and i wasnt ready..and i was scared,but there's nothing to be scared of...so somehow i motivated myself..also because i think im the only person in the school in that situation..lol.im really nervous..ill let you know how it went or ill just write about it.well 18 is not too bad don't worry you will get it in time.i know i have to grow up some time as much as it sucks..well anyway ill be back later.hope i helped you a bit..hehe.:)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey there.Yeah sure..thats fine to put up a link to my diary..i've got no problems with it.Thanks! im glad you like reading it..and thanks for putting me on your favorites.:) I will do the same for you.though i havent read your diary yet,i will.well i havent been on diary land that long so i dont know about templates,but ill be sure to check that out.thank you so much! keep in touch! Stacey
from perceptionss :
Hope you get that scanner working soon. I like pictures:) Booby
from sheblogs :
awwwwwww youre back! yay! im glad you had a nice trip girlie.
from dreamer2003 :
hey angel-like..thanks for the note.i didn't think ANYONE read my diary..hehe.I'm glad to see I have a fan.A lot has been going on for me in the past few days,so that's why I haven't been writing.But I will continue writing again.Thanks :) that's sweet.And I will check out your diary too.Well gotta go! --Stacey--
from sheblogs :
have a ton of fun, hun. (wow that rhymed, hehe) be careful thought! ill miss you! *xoxoxo*
from testify :
KILL YOUR FOREFATHERS
from perceptionss :
Caroline, I want to see you in the land of Chocolate! Where there is rivers of chocolate and chips falling from the trees. Yes, that does sound nice:) Love, Booby
from stupid-hair :
hey caroline! thought I'd leave you a note instead of writing in ya gb.. purple is the best colour! thanks for writing in my gb again and putting me in ya fav diaries list *spesh*.. my formal is ahhhh, I think august 30 or 31???!! *cool* when's yours?
from cati :
Hi! Thank you for signing my guestbook,and also for adding me to your favorites!:-)Ive added you to mine too,and ive also put your diary on my drop-down menu thing in my diary,i hope thats ok with you? I just went to sign your guestbook,but i think sign my guestbook are having problems(either that,or i did something wrong which is very likely as i tend to get in a muddle with things!!)so i came here insted. Guess what?! Its STILL raining here in the UK!! Anyway i hope your ok,and i know ive said it before but i do like your diary,its so bright and cheerful!I'll be back soon!:-) Take care, From Cati xx
from ginis :
Whoah...somebody ACTUALLY put my diary on thier favorites list! Thank you!
from allygator7 :
hey this is ally again thanks for telling me happy birthday! Well, i dont really have anything to say so talk to you later k bye xoxo, Allyson
from allygator7 :
hey well ya ill keep writing you messages well i love having some on to talk to all the time bye love ya ally
from allygator7 :
hey well i know how you feel!!!!!
from erica2175 :
welcome to the angels diaryring! =)
from bildschoen :
Thanks for joining the nonsmokers diaryring! *krie*

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