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hi. my name is brian and i just created a diaryland account. xontopright. http://xontopright.diaryland.com please visit my site. ty
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Happy (early) Birthday! :D I was born at 9:26pm - so you beat me to the world by a couple hours. April babies rock! If I could, I'd send you a tiny monkey as a gift.
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Hi, I found the reveiw of your diary in Gumphoods reveiw section, and it sounds great. I was wondering if I could have a password. Thanks heaps.
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Hi, just tried to read your new entry. Why is your diary locked now???Can I have your password? Let me know. Cya.
Wendy
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Hey... I dont know if you remember me, but I tried to read your latest entry and realized I dont have your password... Leave me a note or email me allykittie79@aol.com Thanks!
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coldandgray : |
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I am interested in your diary, do you allow outsiders to read you?
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scarydoll : |
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I just added you back on my buddies list! What can I say, I'm a slacker. Do you have my password? If not I can send it to you. Thanks for adding me.
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Hey there if you move to a new site I would love to know. email: nerdyone77@hotmail.com
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Happy to see you updated!! Miss reading your diary...please do let me know if you move diary addresses. My email is: starlight29341@yahoo.com if you want to email me the info or you can leave it in my notes. Glad things seem to be ok! Spring is here at least. :)
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Happy Birthday and you have a really nice diary. I may even be back..:) Cuidate...
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movie: Ciderhouse Rules
book: Luanne Rice, Follow the Stars Home
cd: Lifehouse
diary: makahagirl
:)
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heyyy!!! you're the first person that i read diary ..
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Here's the deal: At one point the pending list got deleted so I made a new one. As I was checking the guestbook to the reviews that had been completed your name didn't come up as a diary that had been reviewed or as a name on the pending list. You can do one of three things; 1. leave me a note telling me that you are on the pending list and still want the review, 2. you can leave a note saying you no longer want the review or 3. you can ignore this all together and sooner or later your name will be taken off the pending list.
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Hey, remember me!
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saw you updated...but can't get to the new entry :(
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I wanted to read your entrry on Todd, but it doesn't work.
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sorry to hear about you dad!
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where are you???? Hope things are ok.
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I'm really sorry to hear about your cousin. That's so horrible...my heart goes out to her.
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i know what your feeling all to well. time never changes the way you hurt. time helps you cope in a way that doesn't make others feel uncomfortable. i hate the smell of a big city. i can't find any peace in it, but i do find peace in other ways.
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Hey I see you have a diary too. You and almostloved kept a little secret from me...lol. Your diary is great. Don't get too down I know you will end up with your true love someday too.*grins* Just try to be patient and that day will come. Hey it only took me 9 years. Well cya. Have a great day!
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glad you're back! I feel for ya and I hope soon something can be worked out between you and your true love. Maybe in time you will be together too- like your friend and her love. :)
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Oh my god the one day I'm not here you decide to pop up. LOL well I'm glad to here you are okay. Mwah missed you.
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Hey there! Hope you are enjoying your summer. I always enjoy reading your diary, so I can't wait until you update.
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your review is up.
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Glad things are ok! Can't wait to see what you've been doing. :)
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teaser lol man you must have to travel for those smokes. :) been awhile and I'm missing you. Hope to hear from you soon. How are the kids?
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hey hun been away and havn't had the chance to catch up with everyones diary yet but I hope you are feeling better. My ex used to always be in the hospital because of attacks. Well I promise I will be back and catch up. Talk to you soon. Hope everything is going okay other then the hospital thingy and don't work to much tomorrow okie dokie. :)
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Hey what's dulsing?
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I wonder how he took your name off if they were joint accounts (which im assuming they were) cause i didnt think someone could do that without the person there...
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Oh my God, he is such a jack-ass. I want to go down to your house right now and kick his ass. I called you this morning and he told me you were in the hospital, I asked him why and he said that you and Debbie got drunk last night and beat you up and broke your nose. I told him I didn't believe him. He is such a liar. I figured it was your asthma, but I got joy to call and he fessed up to her, that it is your asthma. Hope you get out today, and feel better. You have to kick the smoking again girl! See what it is doing to you??? Anyway, I think I am going to go to your house to day and rearrange his face, just for the hell of it. I am sure you wont mind. hee hee. I hate that bastard as much as I hate my own bastard you know. URGH!! In the meantime, you need to get a new card, new pin, and an account with ONLY your name on it. Put your money in it the second you get your hands on it, then he can't touch it. Ya, that is what you need to do. :o)
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Hey girl I havn't been on in awhile my mouse isn't working at all and I had to figure out how to use my computer with out one. lol it took me forever. Well anyway I'm sorry that you are going through shit again. I'm sorry to say but I would go ahead and talk to a lawyer if I were you. :)
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I think you know what you need to do, hunny and we're all here for support. Never forget there are people out here who love you.
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Check your outlook express
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jelibeary : |
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Glad your back sure was missing you. I really happy to hear you had a good time you deserve it. :)
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I hope you get to catch up on lots and lots of sleep this week lol
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I like your layout:)
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hey there! Hope things are going ok over there. :)
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jelibeary : |
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Its been awhile and was starting to miss ya. Hope everything is okay. GTG Larenda
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YUCK! Spitting in someone's face is so disrespectful. I guess you can throw out respect out the window. Like they said you are to much of a nice person to be with such a asshole. You are a very strong person to put up with all this mess but you will be even stronger when you eventually leave the guy. Larenda
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you are really beautiful
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I know it isn't my business, but I really don't think you should be with dictator. No women should let a man treat her like that. You seem like such a beautiful person, you don't deserve it. And how is it affecting your kids? Please don't take this the wrong way...
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I know this is officialy random guestbook signing week, but I'm making it a 'thank you for reading me' day. So here is me, thanking you, for continuing to read me.
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I am so happy that you didn't take my note the wrong way. I was kinda scared that you would. I am so glad you see me for who I really am. I was so happy to recieve your note today. I really got to know you alittle better. Well atleast I know where you are comming now. The whole out of whack thing forget about it I was writing in the heat of the moment and it could of been about anything. lol. Like I've said in many of my entries I am thankful for all that has happened to me becuase if any of it didn't happen I know that I wouldn't be here with my son and the man that I LOVE, so you don't have to feel sorry for my past. <not saying you were but you know what i mean.> Well I better let you go now before I write another long ass note. THank you so much for opening up too me. :)
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read the entry about your friend. (as you can tell I'm catching up) well, I wouldn't call her a friend. That's horrible. I'd watch out for her. She's not a nice person...
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you have an adorable layout.
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I am exactly the same. I am never happy doing the things I want to do, I just do things to please others. We both need to get away from that... And I really like your layout. I was going to get one like that for my creative diary.
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you saw that I put your review up at sweetreviews right? I hope so
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Please don't take offense I'm not here to judge you. I mean come on I don't have to put up with what you have to everyday. I don't know where you stand in religion but I honestly think sometimes you have your priorities all out of whack. I am with you 100 percent where you feel you have to impress everyone and make everyone happy. But do you make everyone happy? I love you diary I read it every chance I can and I have learned so much about you and feel that I know you but it still doesn't give me any right to judge you I'm just gonna tell you like I see it. Your situation is a lose lose situation. Which ever decision you make you are gonna hurt somebody. I tell my closest friends this.....How did you get yourself in the grave you are in? Everyone has faults and this isn't a blame thing at all but <u>You</u> have controll of you own life. If you don't like where it is or how its going you can make that change. In the process you have to think of your kids. I mean when you decided to have kids your life doesn't just consist of you anymore its about your kids too. They don't need to see momma and daddy fighting anymore. They don't want to see momma cry and depressed anymore. What would make <u>you</u> happy? I mean do you like cheating on your husband? Do you like the suspense and all? Do you enjoy listening to you husband bitch at you because you didn't do something that he could have well done his self? Do you enjoy having a friend that you can't rely on and can't confide in? IF you enjoy these things then to mee you sound like you are in heaven. I mean it is not being selfish making yourself happy. We all deserve to be happy. I didn't ask for my mom to beat the hell out of me because I didn't get her pepsi fast enough. I didn't ask my ex to beat the shit out of me because I didn't have dinner ready fast enough. I didn't ask for my only real friend to sleep with my boyfriend then lie to the cops about all he has done to me. All I ever did was make everyone else happy I never did anything for my self. It took me lying in a hospital bed barely able to breathe to actually say to myself this is not what I want in life. That day I made a change instead of going back to the only guy I felt could love me, I put his ass in jail. I took charge of my own life. I feel that you need to do the same thing. It will be harder because you have kids involved but alittle easier because he isn't beating the crap out of you physically. No one deserves to be hurt. The guy your with doesn't deserve a wife that is cheating on him even if she feels that it is justified in someway. Everyone deserves someone that loves them with all there heart and would do anything for the other. And honey don't let a simple little thing like a ciggerate control you life. The only way I finally quit smoking was when I realized that the ciggerate was controlling me and my life. But anyway this note might get me in a hoot of trouble but thats only how I feel. I don't know you personally and I don't know everything you go through so keep that in mind before you really start to hate me for righting this. Your family will be in my prayers tonight and I hope everything gets better. With all my love. Larenda
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Hey hun sorry I havn't been around. Today I thought I would do some catching up. I've been so busy lately that I'm really behind. Okay first for the good stuff. Happy Birthday to your son. I hope he had a memorable one. I loved the letter you wrote him. YOu are such a wonderful mother. Okay now for the bad. Well not to bad but I feel kinda wrong asking. I mean I don't know you in real life. But in some strange way I feel that we are friends in the real world. :) My parents had the same relationship you and dictator have. How do I know this well even though I was a kid we saw all. Even when they tried to keep it down and do it in there room or even they would say they were going for a ride. We knew they couldn't hide it from us. Eventually all the bad stuff started happening to us. I know you probably already know this but your children can feel the tention even if you aren't fighting in front of them. Soon they will be older and believe me they will know almost every detail and they will choose sides. Either they will be on daddies side and think momma is a sorry to say bitch. Or they will choose your side and have a horrible relationship with there father. I honestly can say reading through your journal I feel you alone deserve happiness. I pray for you and your kids. You say you want to leave him, think of your kids. The way you protray your relationship with dictator is not a healthy one for you or you kids. Please don't take offense and I know to you that I may be steping past my boundries but it has been on my mind awhile and while I was at church today I really prayed for your family happiness. I just thought I would let you know. Oh by the way I'm just like you, I love the outdoors. But man it does wear you out fast. :) I use to work out doors alot when I lived in Oregon. I was kinda my fathers assistant. He was a survayer and we had to do all that measuring stuff and sometime we had to clean the places up. Lots of work. Good LUck with you job and try not to work yourself to hard. HOpe to hear from you soon. Larenda
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Happy 4th Birthday David
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I just wanted to let you know that your letter to David brought tears to my eyes. I wish there was something I could do, it's so unfair how babies are taken from good, loving mothers and then other babies are granted to parents who don't even want them...
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Hi, i dont know what to say to you on this day, but i want you to know that im thinking of you and your son. take care.
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Hey. I found your diary in the past reviews at hotpinkviews..and, I was just reading the review for your diary and, it brought tears to my eyes. (the part about the way your husband treats you & how you've lost 3 children) In a way, I can relate to how you feel. My dad is abusive so, I can sort of relate how your feeling. I just wanted to tell you that I really love your diary. I hope things get better for you. Take care of yourself. Ashlyn chick-n-lil.diaryland.com
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I got your diary from the frozen-kiss directory, and I just wanted to let you know how cool it is! Your layout is so awesome! I've only read like 1 whole entry so far, but it's really interesting, and I think I'm gonna put you in my fave diaries list, cuz I enjoy reading it. (sorry, I don't leave people messages a lot so I don't exactly know what I'm supposed to say...but I just wanted to say that about your diary). Bye!
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I am so moved by your diary. I only have a chance a few times a week to read, so I'm often catching up. I hope for your sake that a decision is made with your marriage and your kids. It's far better to live alone then in a bad relationship, as you well know. Stay strong.
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i constantly find myself singing 4. "I love you, You love me…” (Barney) in my head. It's scary because I haven't seen Barney in..forever. Yet I still get it stuck in my head. :) On a completely different note, happy thursday!
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I just stopped by to let you know your review is posted at Autumn Reviews! (http://autumnreviews.diary-x.com/journal.cgi?entry=20030521)
It was a sincere pleasure reviewing your diary.
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I take it "dictator" is your husband? I'm sorry you had a good day turned into a bad one the other day. I love that quote from MB20 (you left a stain on everyone of my good days). I've used that in my diary too to describe someone I used to know...
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oh I forgot to give you our little award lol its just a button. lol :)
<a href="http://sweetiepie34.diaryland.com"><IMG SRC = "http://momma3.diaryland.com/images/hbsrbtn_ani1.gif" border = 0></a>
You don't have to put it up its just alittle something. :)
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just took your quiz. i scored 76% and 67% complementary!
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jelibeary : |
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hun I have a personal question "Why don't you leave dictator?"
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you are such a beautiful writer. :)
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lol *smiles* That is so cute what you did. It's like in the movies. lol *smiles*
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I loved *LOVED* your "Essence of you" entry! Muah~
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Its shannon From sugar review. I just read your latest entry about you running into the door. I am so glad you saw him again. Definatly call him and write what happens!!! Good luck. Just be yourself! (Good luck sweetie)
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Firsty, I am incredibly sorry for you and the baby.
And Essence of you was beautiful (in a sense) and I can relate. I know what it's like to want so bad it hurts.
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All I can say is that was so beautiful. Sorry for making it short it's fixen to storm and I have to get off now. Reading your entries always make my day I don't know exacty what it is about them. I guess its because you are such a down to earth person. Thanks for the note you left me.
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*wiping the tears of my face* That was so sad. I am so sorry for you and the baby.
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I totally agree with you about how differnt mothers are. My mom is the natrual indian type. She never wears makeup and barely wears shoes. lol :) Then on the other hand my step mother is totally hip wears what you would see teenagers wear. They both kinda take it to the extreme. I think of myself kinda in the middle. I don't wear makeup unless I'm going out to eat or church. I wear my pajamas till about 2 in the afternoon then I get dressed for the day right before terry gets home so I look nice for him. I don't usually wear makeup to go to the grocery store nor do I dress up just to get milk. I'm sorry but mr. dictater has no idea what he is talking about. Don't give up your right on what you feel comfortable wearing. I think there is a line there sometimes though. I mean I don't think it would be appropriate you wearing something that shows the belly off or a short skirt. I think its kinda immature. But hey if you feel like it don't stop because of me. lol Just my opinion. Stand up for what you believe and don't let anyone walk all over you. :) Good Luck! Happy Mothers Day.
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wow. i feel far too ordinary to recieve that sort of praise. you made me out to be much more beautiful then i am... thank you for that. in a time of tears, that made me smile. it means a lot to me to know that others relate to things i go through. i, obviously, know how it feels to miss someone so immensily. its the worst sort of missing someone too, when they can be sitting right next to you & still remain so far from grip. you are incredibly beautiful & i do not deserve your praise. thankyouthankyouthankyou. you wrote "...the one who hurts me the most... yet can give me such immense pleasure" in my notes & that is exactly how i feel almost all of the time. darling, if you ever need anyone to talk to, i'm here. (aim: xgingerbreadgirl) you are lovely & i hope to talk to you soon. thanks again; xxxooo <3
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good luck w/ the html. man, i have all these notes from web design class. help me out sometimes. try webmonkey.com and stealing code. hehe.
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Goodness that must of hurt, he really is a jerk isn't he.?
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Just popping in to let you know how much I always enjoy your entries. I voted 'Excellent' for your site, because cleary, it IS! :) Have a wonderful weekend, my twin-by-birth-date! Which reminds me - do you know what time you were born? I made my debute at 9pm :)
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Thank you for allowing me to put you as a favorite. I just loved reviewing your diary and found myself not wanting to let go just yet. When I was living with my step dad and mom My step dad would carry on everytime my mom went grocery shopping how much she spent. I had to jump in one time and say. Well you enjoy everything she buys. Meaning he ate it. If she got the cheap stuff he would complain but if she got the high price stuff he loved it but complained about the money being spent. I'm so glad I have my own life now. lol :)
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Your review is up at sugar-review! Thank you for requesting a review!
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sweetiepie34 : |
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Your review is up and guess what you made our hall of fame as well.
From all of us here at H.B.S.R.
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Your review is up at http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/angelgirl76.html. Join the review-90 ring, if you want to. ~Vicky
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I was just reading your '100 Facts' entry. Did you know we share a birthday? I turned 27 on April 20, too! Clearly, we share some sort of cosmic connection.
I am so sorry you've lost children. I can't imagine a worse pain and sorrow. You're incredibly strong and brave to carry on. You express yourself beautifully in your writing and poetry. It's a pleasure to "meet" you.
Take care,
~Nicole
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Thanks for the note. Sometimes I feel bad for being glad she's gone. If she hadn't of died, I wouldn't have my other sister. Strange how life works sometimes. But yes, I will always remember her.
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sweetiepie34 : |
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Hi! Would you like to have your diary reviewed? If so, please stop by and drop us a note! : )
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banefulvenus : |
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I really love the note you left on your profile page.... I can totally relate.
:)
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linnyeg : |
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Hey happy birthday hun!!
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allykitty5 : |
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Happy birthday!! I saw you added me, so I added you too! I read through your whole diary today :) I hope you have a wonderful birthday, you deserve it!!
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Welcome to Pieces Of You!
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Hey dont worry so much about the sars. 3 days a week im in Toronto for school. I dont have it! Do you realise that the mortality rate for it is only 4%? Personally, im not worried one bit.
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Thanks for adding me to your favourites, love. :)
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Hey, thanks for adding me to your favorites! If you ever need help with anything, just ask! Oh by the way, how'd you find my diary?
Cheers!
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Hey, I was just reading Lindsay's notes...I'm from Canada too! This SARS thing definitely sucks...I live right down the street from a hospital in Toronto that's affected with SARS and a girl in my class has been quarantined...scary stuff!
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Hey yeah im near Toronto, i was just wondering if you're around here too cause were also having the big SARS scare.
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linnyeg : |
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Hey where do you live??
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Hey just got your notes! read your first entry, sounds interesting enough, i'll be sure to read again! take care hun and thank you for the notes.
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