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from john-gerrard :
that's fucking weird
from brianvans :
quite possibly except my minimum wage job is eating my life as of late. ps. how's the open-source world of livejournal treating you?
from john-gerrard :
well .. depends on which "how" you're talking about :) .. you could make a date .. you could send me an email, or you could phone me .. as for the other how, i'm not sure if i can help you?
from babybabybaby :
Um. Not entirely sure if you check this anymore... But I read your entry about birthdays at your new journal and it made me laugh. Out loud. Then I laughed some more thinking about that period in our lives when we smoked a lot of menthol cigarettes, dressed in each others clothes, and passed out drunk in various places around your house on lets just say, more than one occasion. Ha! Lets talk again soon.
from john-gerrard :
that i am .. and forever :)
from bradyk :
Name the time and place! I will arrive with curiosity in my eyes! -brady
from woodenstars :
I think I was channelling you earlier today. I´ve had that very lyric stuck in my head all day.
from tactility :
Hey LJ. So I, uh, don't mean to respond presumptuously, but our lack of contact is obviously bothering you (and me too). I don't think it's all about me being a bad friend.
from woodenstars :
You set a date! Thats wonderful!
from jessie-doll :
i learn from tv. and my perverted mother. but mostly the sunday night sex show. also, next september you're getting married? so soon! is therese cool with it? and i can't come out to okotoks next weekend, unfortunately. i'm off to winnipeg on friday or saturday. we'll plan something for after though, alright? xoxo. -jess
from kortnay :
congrats!
from jessie-doll :
*whine* no sex talks, please, lauryn? i got my hair done, btw. it's gone lighter in a blonde sort of way and i've got bangs. xoxoxox
from woodenstars :
Looks like you are going to be very busy for the next three days. I just wanted to say goodbye and I'll miss you tremendously. I leave on thursday. I hope you have a wonderful summer! And I will see you in september. Much love, little jess
from jessie-doll :
it may be best to get the wisdom teeth out. sarah got hers out over spring break and she was up and active no more than a day and half after. and i do believe hers were growing into the bone. also, my friend katie got hers out last week and she's fresh as a daisy ^_^ but don't ruin your summer. IF you do it, do it just before summer ends. also, i was down on 17th yesterday with a friend and i saw 'gravity pope' and i'm not sure how many of those are ...in...calgary... or if that's the only one, but i popped in anyways to see if you were working and i didn't see you so....... i'm assuming you weren't. which is a bummer. i havent seen you in ages.......HINT HINT xo
from trezzy :
of course it's not self-indulgent suicide... but then, i bet you wouldn't bore me to death by deliberating for hours, in my presence, over whether to pick taffeta or organdy for the bridesmaid's dresses. ...i DO have to state, though, that you NEVER do all your growing with only one person. sometimes i think the MOST important element in a successful marriage is a life of your own.
from john-gerrard :
and you mine .. (however, after the poor grammar, you may wish to retract your statement). when will i see you next!
from kboyer :
So what's the deal? You don't want to see me while yr in the Big Smoke?
from jessie-doll :
i think i finally understand your diaryland username ... i THINK.
from brianvans :
oh crap you got soulseek? what's your name? mine is bvs. i'll add you to my friends so you can steal my music
from woodenstars :
Ugh! I hate it. Its so loud and irritating. What are you doing Friday? I dont have classes. I'll try and call you tomorrow.
from woodenstars :
You are such a big city girl Lj. I honestly find it hard to believe that you grew up on a farm. When I picture you on a farm I see you in manolo blahnik heels and a marc jacob dress. Im not going to lie, its a strange mental image.
from jessie-doll :
and your sister misses you.
from trezzy :
MARRIED?!?! ...uh, who's Daryl? omg, we need to catch up.
from woodenstars :
Sex in a pan! I love sex in a pan! I did get your message. Monday before school sounds great. I dont eat breakfast though. would coffee be alright? I'll try to make it to church tonight. Especially if you are bringing sex in a pan!
from woodenstars :
Guess what. I love you. And miss you soooo much. I leave in 42 days lj! Which seems like a long time, but really isnt. So I'll call you, and we will do lots of fun things together. I know I always say that, but this time I really will! Next weekend Im free. p.s I hate having to schedual time to see you. Its bunk. This being busy all the time business is ridiculous.But soon I will have so much free time that I wont know what to do with all of it! xo Jessica
from sntheticlove :
Good girl!
from okradio :
I had a dream last night and you were in it, you were my twin sister (I think it's because of the curly hair, etc) and you were trying to aggrivate me while I was hogging the bathroom. And our parents flipped out on us, and we thought it was hilarious.
from torrence :
I think I really like you.
from punos :
LOL http://www.bible.org/page.asp?page_id=2295
from okradio :
I really, really liked that entry. Honestly, two thumbs up. I'm proud of you for all that you've done for yourself. Not that it really means much coming from me, but I am.
from trezzy :
pretty much every word you typed about feeling increasingly estranged from your peers, it's like taking words out of my mouth/fingers. if i didn't live in the arsehole of the suburbs, i would come over and visit you every day and bring you lattes and proofread your papers. sigh.
from woodenstars :
Loves it. I miss you too. I could go for some good company right about now. How about you? Call me when you get a chance.
from woodenstars :
Hey lauren. Whats going on? Do you want to have coffee? I dont have night school on fridays and my weekend is free. So call me and we'll do something.
from okradio :
Ha! The same guy that tried to pick up Kyla did the same thing to you. That's absolutely hilarious. At least he didn't follow you home.
from sntheticlove :
Hahaha. I can't believe he tried to pick you up the same way! He's a smooth talker though, hey?
from rustyrake :
I can't say this about many people at all anymore, but a smile always comes to my face when I see you. I have the utmost respect for you and wish you incredible luck in all of your future encounters. I know that was weird, but the last few times I've seen you I've been thinking about it.
from sntheticlove :
Did a short boy with curly hair do that? If yes, he did pretty much the same to me. If not, it's still weird that the same thing happened at the same place. (I'm just assuming Gerry's).
from radio-ashore :
Hello, Lauren.
from woodenstars :
Thats beautiful! You're beautiful! Hilarious, I think peed myself a little when I read that. P.s. think I have found THE dress. I had a tiny bit of heart failure when I tried it on. Its classic lj. Now all I have to do it talk my date out of wearing a blue tux.
from kboyer :
It being Tuesday evening now we may have to put off the coffee for a day or two. Give me a call, my computer is broken.
from nakedcity :
i hope this is lauryn. this is liam.
from woodenstars :
Im glad that you are excited about those 300 level courses. You sound so happy. I hope things are going well, I haven't seen you in a while. Miss you, lots. Anyway, I what I wanted to ask was if I could borrow your Id for saturday night. Could I? Run chico run is coming, and Im aching to get out of the house to see them. If not, its alright. I'll find some way. But call me or leave me a note because we should get together and do something soon. xo-Jess
from kboyer :
Talked to her yesterday, something about coming back home?
from kboyer :
OTHER SONGS ABOUT JESSICA LEAVING.
from kboyer :
MAGNETIC FIELDS - 100 000 FIREFLIES.
from kboyer :
MIRAH - YOU'VE GONE AWAY ENOUGH.
from trezzy :
Friends with you based on your social relationship to Casey? Egad. It's hard to think of him as someone worth having status-conscious hangers-on, after you've smelt him fart after eating curry.
from woodenstars :
Sucks that your sick. I stopped by your work a few days ago. The girl there said you were sick too. I'll give you a call today, see if your around. Its saturday. Things arent going well for me right now. I sound pathetic even to myself right now, but I really want to see you.
from jessie-doll :
Land before time kicks ass!
from rustyrake :
i got a note from you in the summer about playing chess on your balcony? even though it's cold, it'd still like to. or just hang out or something. (c) 605-1172 cp.
from kboyer :
Hrrrm, I've got tickets to the premiere of that movie "Kinsey" on Wednesday.
from trezzy :
i miss you painfully. in three weeks retail hell in the name of the Lord will be over and i can actually have a social life again.
from bradyk :
matchbox 20 officially changed their name to matchbox twenty like 3 years ago. there you have it. miss you and stuff. -brady
from emo-slob :
On friday its our church's christmas dinner. So friday he wont be able too. Any time after that would work. I'll talk to jeff.
from halfwayhere :
Ohhh really? whats it about?
from emo-slob :
Word. So, I'll tell jeff, and you tell mike. And let me know what days he's free. And then we'll plan something!
from jessie-doll :
Oh thank you!! I really hope we can get a chance to all be together. It hasn't been like that for quite sometime. I miss the good old days!! xoxo
from emo-slob :
I decided that mike and jeff should go on a date. What do you think?
from sntheticlove :
Well I would sure like to see that new tattoo/artwork for it. And I would sure like to see you as well. I wanted to call you today but I can't find my cell phone which is where your number is.
from trezzy :
miss you, let's hang out soon.
from jessie-doll :
You've made a change in my life. You've gave me such wonderful advice when i was in need and you've never once turned your back on me. Thanks! You're a world class sister! xoxo Jess
from number621 :
ultimate dilema.
from unarmed :
I know it's fairly irrelevant, but I work at a law firm.
from kortnay :
LAURYN !!! I need a FAVOUR. I need JESSICA CRAIGHEADS phone number but tonight... hrrrrrrmm... can you email it too me if you get this ? kortnaycastle@hotmail.com Love ! P.S. You're beautiful !
from trezzy :
lauryn, don't let other people's perceptions of your chosen academic route colour your choices. if you're passionate about english then finish your damn english degree. i took a "mickey mouse" degree, and i'm doing pretty damn well by "normal people" standards.
from john-gerrard :
that's because i am a model ... model citizen ;) o.k. so that was a lame joke. WHATEVER
from avec-moi :
i see you at school sometimes
from halfwayhere :
Andrew who?
from halfwayhere :
Being stupid? Well last night I got retarded. Is that what you mean?
from jessie-doll :
yeah, thanks ^_^ just havin a rough weekend. the week was pretty good though. how are you?
from sntheticlove :
Oh, there's time for coffee place B. So much time for coffee place B. I would love to avoid carpal tunnel syndrome as much as possible. Yeah, so, anytime. Is what I'm trying to say.
from sntheticlove :
I think I just give off this awkward creepy vibe sometimes when I don't know what people think of me... sigh.
from trezzy :
I think I saw her at the Misfits show last night. I'm not sure, since I haven't seen her in awhile and her hair was much longer.
from sntheticlove :
I think I saw you at TD Square yesterday afternoon. I think it was you. Brown coat? I think it was you.
from hurtsmyears :
how about bald AND beautiful. no purpose in limiting beauty; it will punch you in the face before it's ever subjugated to stereotype.
from trezzy :
i'll be happy to change that. i'm going into lauryn withdrawal as it is.
from number621 :
and i call your cell. get no answer. and now im going to the gym. call sometime in the after noon if your free? ill be with chris s. maybe we can all hang out for a brief moment in time.
from shakenstar :
I must say that I just set up an account on diaryland for the soul purpose of leaving a message in your journal which I have been reading for quite some time now. Mostly, I just wanted to comment about how excited I was to read about your benefit for sudanese refugees. Anywho, carry on!
from rusty-star :
bio 20 hehe
from woodenstars :
Hi love, if you need any help with your show you can call me. I love working door.
from rusty-star :
it is important that you check your email!
from unarmed :
Oh, and also, go with Q and not U or Les Savy Fav. Then you can make fun of me later. Back in 1989, they found my body on the morris-essex line.
from unarmed :
Whoever could this be?
from bradyk :
so nice to see you at badass today, also, i would probably go with les savy fav. radical=you. -beekay
from brianvans :
HOLLA!
from halfwayhere :
Yeah well you're weird. How about them apples? You like em don't ya? I thought so. Arglefargle
from halfwayhere :
I'm in sciences hoping to transfer into engineering, thus the english language is not my forte.
from halfwayhere :
arglefargle
from trezzy :
you are special and full of magic. i hope we are friends forever.
from john-gerrard :
amen. i was going to phone you today and wish you a happy thanksgiving, but i wasn't in the greatest mood. i'm an open book these days, give me a time and a place, and i'm there.
from jessie-doll :
It helped a lot. Thanks. I'm feeling a bit better. It's just gonna be tough to adjust to. I hope I'll do okay.
from number621 :
yea. but think of if you WERE one of those girls. i for one, would be calling your hourly. call me soon hun. i miss you.
from erinnolan :
lauren, i sort of feel a similar way about pink. i don't actually hate the colour, i just kind of find it annoying. "it's not the band i hate it's their fans" type o' deal. i think when you first met me i was one of those pink wearing fanatics, but then again i was a whole different gal back then. why am i telling you this via a diaryland note? but anyways, i should get back to work. have a great day! love, erin.
from woodenstars :
Ditto
from jessie-doll :
Are you sure? Cause at the moment, it doesn't feel like ANY happiness could possibly come from this. How long will it go on for?
from jessie-doll :
Mine too. However, I didn't know Scout was a girl until the 5th chapter...
from jessie-doll :
Mine too. However, I didn't know Scout was a girl until the 5th chapter...
from jessie-doll :
Mine too. However, I didn't know Scout was a girl until the 5th chapter...
from halfwayhere :
Friday, you free?
from number621 :
you see. im free always. i dont have any plans except for tonight. wednesday would be perfect if you want, or whenever your free.
from number621 :
i'll take you up on the drinks on your porch. give my cell a ringer 8303819 when your free. my job doesnt start till november, so i got nothin to do. look foreward to hearing from you doll.
from halfwayhere :
A puppy! yay! I'll call you on friday
from bradyk :
puppies are a lot of work dear lauryn! i should know i have two vizlas. i hope you can handle that.
from sntheticlove :
My goodness you update a lot. But, I like reading so... cool.
from jessie-doll :
I know you're tough. It's good. Don't listen to him. He's one of those people who was taught something and sticks to it, no matter what. no bigz though. stick with what you believe and it'll all work out.
from rusty-star :
ps - i was looking through mikes old bible, thanks. pps - heart of darkness = sweet.
from rusty-star :
alas, with my trial and error method I have found that a relationship beyond friends with unnamed would never, ever work. But its cool, friends are always cooler.
from jessie-doll :
not too badly. school's tough, but no one said it was gonna be picnic... well, it's all okay except for chemistry. agh. but i'm acing english. so that's a good thing ^_^ what exactly did the teacher say to you?
from jessie-doll :
no worries, luv. i hate my science teacher. i was the only one laughing in class today when he accidentally burned a hole in his shirt...
from jessie-doll :
it's so hard to believe that anything will be easier. being a teenager sucks. i hate the awkwardness of it. how's university?
from halfwayhere :
Well school here is not stressfull as of yet. I expect it to get rather stressfull very quickly but for now I'm relishing the ease of first week. I know I'll be coming back for thanks giving, possibly before then so we must get together when I get back in the city. I'll keep you posted.
from halfwayhere :
duders. Hows school?
from brianvans :
http://www.livejournal.com/users/rainofbastards/ for some reason when i was reading some of this guys blogs i thought, "lauryn would find this really funny" so uh ya, visit and read. and prepare to laugh really hard.
from rusty-star :
hey! i was searching for Resident Evil the other day and remembered mike and yourself still have it. I need to catch up on it befor number 2 comes out! :)
from rusty-star :
cuz you're missed :)
from rusty-star :
you comin' to church sunday?
from putmedown :
darling! im sorry but i have to cancel our date for tomorrow, i have too much to do at school and i won't be done by the time you're off work. -heather k
from john-gerrard :
that's my parents, duder.
from halfwayhere :
You better know who I am or there'll be some hell to pay!
from rusty-star :
binary hex and octal thank you very much! :) and we had fun with the plate. Peace out, call me sometime.
from bradyk :
lalalalauryn, what's this? (pokes at nachos) you're so much fun, i added you to my buddies.
from sntheticlove :
Ha. I liked that journal entry. It made me laugh. PS: There are guys wearing snake eyes pants checking me out as I type this. POW.
from rusty-star :
hey hey, thanks for the message! It meant alot. Well, I quit my job, and got another one. Yep, who is a camp counsellor?! me. yea, thats right, im in charge of CHILDREN, children who are SICK no less! haha. I thought to myself the only way I can walk the path, is if I start walking, so, I'm taking my first steps. yea yea! Anyways, You should give me a call some time soon! I'm leaving for Yesterday was everything on saturday, i get back monday, but then im off to camp. Give me a darn call! haha xoxo - say w3rd to mizike! 2468394. peace.
from rustyrake :
we should hang out soon
from emo-slob :
yo, can I have your recipe for that icing you made. It was good. yummy!
from jessie-doll :
hey, sounds like you're having a great summer. i'm glad. it'll be nice to see you! how's everything on your end? i barely got to talk to you on the phone. bye! - jess
from trezzy :
your favourite movie #5 is my favourite movie #5.
from woodenstars :
You were in a car accident? You're alright though, right? Im glad to hear, or read I suppose, that you guys moved in and are good. I wish I could see you. I had monster children last week. I spent the entire week in tears. Its a funny story, I'll tell it to you when I see you next. How are things going at church? I saw Joel and David in the FFW yesterday. That was rad. Will you give a few hugs to people when you see them? Like Iain and Johnny. I miss you tons Lj. I hope I see you really really soon. Do you guys have a phone number for your new place? I'll talk to you later. Jessica P.S. I love you! A whole friggin' lot!
from synthesize :
http://i-saw-you.diaryland.com/a_girl.html
from synthesize :
my name is ian and i remember you xxxxx
from babybabybaby :
If I knew how to make the shape of a heart, I would.
from halfwayhere :
Well your hussy note did not make it through to me, strange. Anyhow, congrats on moving into the new place! I will most likely see you tomorow or today, seeing as it is 2:45 Am....
from halfwayhere :
Lauren, tonight good things happened. I need Jenn's number now =P. I'm sore, my neck is super tight now and my back is probably going to kill me in the morning. anyways ill phone you come sunrise
from number621 :
YOU were supposed to return from math help to hang out with me at carroll. but NO. so NO meeting you at badass. ill call you soon, i promise.
from torrence :
Fiasco Crew Represent!!
from halfwayhere :
I'm at school in the morning If you wanna head down to badass at like 12:30 from the school that'd be ideal.
from halfwayhere :
For sure.
from brianvans :
breaker breaker one nine, gens, this is the bvs. lets get working on the dispatch, over.
from punos :
damn, yo, i got mad props on the pants from the local aesthetes (yuppie artfags) lazing about the s-t-to-the-ephen avenue. they offered me a free photo shoot à-la nick drake flyin' solo around town lookin' happy, lookin' sad. you know the drill. glad to be of service to your daily dramazz. acute poems, hoe. (P'ZOUT)
from halfwayhere :
I'm glad to hear you're feeling better. Was it a sinus infection as I suspected it may have been? I'll call you sometime this weekend to check up on you! Take care
from rusty-star :
haha, makes sence! I got the job.
from rusty-star :
Where've you been Lj?! I've seen you for all of 2 seconds in the past century! -tons of love - iain.
from emo-slob :
holla holla bling bling!
from halfwayhere :
Its a date!
from halfwayhere :
I told that bitch to phone you, she laughed and said ok!
from halfwayhere :
Yeah for sure. I hope you're alright now but either way we can talk about it tomorow if you like. I'm sorry I didn't phone tonight I just got caught up in some movies with the family and it slipped my mind. I'll call you in the afternoon sometime.
from halfwayhere :
Hey, I'm back! I'll give you a call later tonight sometime
from halfwayhere :
Thanks again for comming out tonigh. I feel bad for making you guys come out tho =/ Anyways I was just letting you know that it really meant a lot that you came out tonight. I'll give you a ring when I get back in on sunday.... Talk to you then!
from halfwayhere :
Thanks for the note, it means a lot to me.
from john-gerrard :
that works for me. i was supposed to go for sushi with rod, but i don't think that will be till later. plus, i haven't seen you for a WEEK gosh darn it.
from woodenstars :
Im really glad that you got the job at the House Lj. I am doing ok. Maybe we can go for tea sometime soon. I think that would be really great. But only if you have spare time. -Jessica
from jburnage :
I'm just another shady character from the world of online journalling who stumbled upon your journal one day when clicking Norma Jean in my favourites. Josh
from john-gerrard :
i'm super stoked you got the job. i'll have to go there much more often now. however, i would like very much if you phoned me back, but whatever, i understand our mutual chaotic schedules. i've been doing well this week. i've got bumblebee practise tonight, and it's really poopy out. would you like to have coffee before then? - jg
from jessie-doll :
that's the nicest thing or most thoughtfilled anybody has said to me all day. It's complicated I suppose. I know i know. You've gone through this before....but..i'm the one who actually walked away from her today. I thought that was good. Her and I will never be friends again..maybe it's better that way. Thanks for the advice =D Love, jess
from trezzy :
darlin', html code is like perogy samples at safeway-- free for the taking. :)
from jessie-doll :
or..not...yeah...okay...my day was already ruined...*sigh*
from rusty-star :
bla bla bla, i have a job, my name is lj, bla bla bla. :D congrats! im so going to order some crazy drink and you will mess it up, but i'll drink it anyways. :) i have a joke for you.
from halfwayhere :
Congrats on the job getting!
from jessie-doll :
haha. no no. We won last nite. If we can win tomorrows game against them, they're out of the playoffs. their team is called the sharks. and i was just saying, they aren't overpowering us anymore. I thought it was clever. haha. did you see me in the paper!?!
from tactility :
if you can handle another woman in your life right now, i'd like to have you over to do something strictly non-hormonal!
from jessie-doll :
lauryn, i'm perplexed by your newest entry. i can't figure out if you admire mike's mother or if you resent her. help me out, please? jess
from punos :
look, el scorcho, give it a rest already !
from john-gerrard :
your forgive. i'm kind of used to the people i love not phoning me back :)
from number621 :
and than one time i called you the morning after we destroyed detroit. and you didnt answer. and so ill probably wait till we beat the sharks till i call you again.
from histamine :
i'm richard. i don't know you, i just like your diary. i hope it's okay that i added you.
from jessie-doll :
that's your choice, my friend. i think differently. first intermission right now. i lub kipper and kipper lubs me too!! =p GO FLAMES GO
from jessie-doll :
Oh. Well. That's your choice. But for the record. It really isn't saying 'deny christ'. In the song, she says ' Will I be denied, Christ?'. But anyhow. Oh. Yeah, I think Mike mentioned something about them camping or something. I couldn't be bothered with such details seeing as the playoffs are all that has been on my mind. Yesterday, My friends and I were screaming at passing cars with signs that said 'GO FLAMES GO'. After the game, of course. We won we won!! Detroit should get packing. They're going home. My throat is so sore. But now I can proudly say ' I lost my voice for the Flames '. Man, I love Hockey..
from jessie-doll :
morning ^_^ Actually, this is one big mistake so many people make about Evanescence. You know me. I like to research some of my favorite bands. By the many interviews I have read, Amy Lee mentions a considerable amount of times that Evanescence is NOT meant to be christian band. Sure, their chosen religion may be christianity, but it in no way crosses into their music. It's a common mistake. I think this subject has worn out it's welcome so i'm kicking it out the window. Are you excited about the parentals wedding? I am. First wedding i'll have ever been to ^_~ Plus, my dear grandma is coming. haha. Love always, Jess
from jessie-doll :
actually, lauryn. i did the template. and those words are from an evanscence song *ducks from thrown tomatoes*. yes yes. i know. you hate them. however, i adore them. i'll fix the links. thanks for the concern. you're a doll. love always, jess
from rusty-star :
it was scary. im still not sure what to do... but if worst comes to worst, i know who comes first. yea, that guy, the one who you know...gave his life for us? :)
from tactility :
i love you a lot.
from tactility :
of course! but only if you bring me back some of my stuff to trade.
from tactility :
hey lauryn, i found your other shoe!
from number621 :
its funny, because i heard your voice when i read your message. and i hate you. with all my heart. call you soon. i swear on how much i hate the transplants.
from john-gerrard :
DAMNIT! SOMEONE PHONE ME! LETS DO SOMETHING TODAY EVEN THOUGH IM A BAD FRIEND FOR NOT PHONING YOU BACK LAST NIGHT. PLEASE!
from john-gerrard :
yeah, it's alright. hey! phone me! mrs. "mobile costumer who is currently unailable" Yeah, eff that jazz.
from rustyrake :
i'm alive!
from john-gerrard :
DUDE!
from jessie-doll :
knock knock. who's there?...er...i forgot the rest...
from rusty-star :
Hey, Lj... Um. Can we talk tomorrow at church. i've got a big knot in my gut, it starts with an I'm, and ends with a sorry. With many many more things in between that I would like to say to you tomorrow.. if you'll hear it that is..
from jessie-doll :
hullo lauryn. haven't talked to you for a while. how are you? how is school going? how is mike? good i hope. something appears to be wrong with my diary template...some of the images aren't showing up >.< help pweeze =)? haha. always a joy to hear from you! Love always, Jess
from john-gerrard :
IM ALIVE. TEA. YOU. ME. TOMMOROW?
from punos :
in my time here at university i've learned that the author of "delta of venus" liked to spell her name as "anaïs nin". p.s. i am getting married to a rich businessman.
from ohmystars- :
Do you attend the university? I ask because I am a political science major.
from john-gerrard :
Answers are totally overrated. xoxjohnxox
from ohmystars- :
Sp - spelling (I wasn't sure if your name had an 'e' or a 'y' in it.) And this is see-n-stars (Kirstin) - not someone you know.
from question-one :
for too long now i have been missing you. follow the white rabbit, to me
from vivalamande :
New dland if you're interested. indiescene.diaryland.com
from rusty-star :
dearest Lj. My Norma Jean Nighty came today. "That will be big on Hammy!!" well... you were wrong! Im glad i got a Large! A medium would have been ok, small would have been TINY!!! You'll love it. it will fit you.
from depape0 :
lauryn, i miss talking to you! hi! Andre
from okradio :
Holy crap, you stopped using the periods for every single apostrophe or comma. I am impressed. Surprised, but impressed.
from rusty-star :
There are cool zombie movies coming out!! Resident Evil 2, Dawn of the Dead... I'm excited.
from synthesize :
happy valentines miss lauren. dust of that red dress, curl that pretty hair. <3
from rusty-star :
I am so tempted to Lj. I think I should go and make small signals, or make a big ruccus if you signal me in need of help, giving you the perfect chance to escape. But I'm going to visit jeff. Good luck. Call me and tell me how it went. Love, Iain.
from john-gerrard :
Very soon my friend. Infact, sometime this week would be ideal.
from kboyer :
Maybe you have argomelia? Abe Lincon had it. It makes all the bones in your hands and face grow for your whole life. It's like giantism that manifests itself in adults. But yeah, we should hang out soon.
from john-gerrard :
Word sista. I know you're hip, there's no need to explain that. But, unfortunately SOME of my friends are not. Infact, I think my diary is a reasonable medium on which I should be permited to vent.
from rusty-star :
Awesome, I'm happy to see you're excited about grad! I know I will be! I got new tunnles, wooden ones, 2g. I also got a really nice jacket/sweater. I'll show you them tomorrow. I spent $55 today. I hate myself for it.
from kboyer :
Is grammatics a word? I don't think so and was half thinking of waking up my Mom to find out. I mean are all plurals accepted? Also, hope things are going well.
from rusty-star :
i cant wait to see grad pictures. sounds like your dress will be stunning.
from question-one :
i still love you. ianx
from jessie-doll :
What were you smoking when you wrote that? Haha.
from punos :
passion is for those who can't afford it. i'll stick with heartburn at quarter to five in the morning, thanks.
from rusty-star :
lj, i could really use some prayers right now. im at the hospital and im pretty sick. ill call you tonight.
from john-gerrard :
WE'RE GOING TO WAR JOHNSON! WE'RE GOING TO WAR!
from rusty-star :
I got us matching bandanas!!! xBx crew all the way!
from tactility :
where the hell were you? you cunt! your phone was even turned off. bitchface mcbitcherson. i'm appalled. (i'm also just joking, so you should phone me to apologize.)
from rusty-star :
I felt stupid calling mike. I feel stupid in general.
from rusty-star :
Dearest LJ. Thanks. I don't think I will ever have another friend like you. Love, Iain.
from woodenstars :
I love you too Lj.
from sntheticlove :
Unless they make a crappy movie out of it. Okay, I'm done.
from sntheticlove :
Oh it was very good. But nothing ruins a book more than taking every little bit of it apart.
from sntheticlove :
Everytime someone mentions 'The Wars', I cringe a little.
from woodenstars :
Merry Christmas. We should go for coffee. We could talk about what we got, and the best means for killing ones family. Love you, Jessica.
from question-one :
merry christmas. or whatever
from number621 :
merry christmas lauryn. and have a happy new year. maybe this year i could see more of you at the ol anderson station. good bye my love.
from rusty-star :
I'm sorry.
from rusty-star :
i broke my edge.
from punos :
punos works in mysterious ways. plus his buddy list is larger and therfore surveys larger amounts of updates. but mostly it's just mystique.
from punos :
yes and yes.
from puss-rock :
sunday night is just fine with me. meet me at the old mill.
from blueraineyes :
not sure if you got the reply i left to your note i stumble over my words, i'm not sure of what to say, but one day i woke up and remembered who i was, and walking into school saw you and remembered what it's like knowing life's so beautiful that it's hard to find the words.
from puss-rock :
please email me your next two or three weeks itinerary and i will try and find out where my empty space fits with yours like some sort of metaphysical puzzle piece. that sounds really complex but i assure you it's not. really.
from jessie-doll :
hey lj. whatcha want for christmas? its that time again :-p haha. my birthday was last week!! THE BIG 14!! *grin* hmm. sarah and i were in a car accident. totally smashed my moms mercedes. i got a cell!! :-) i don't get it till christmas. but when i do. call me!! 383-9404 its cool. bye bye! Jess
from puss-rock :
in light of that comment, i've unlocked everything. and i've been home since monday. and i would like to see you too. a lot has changed.
from puss-rock :
blaaablarrrrgblubble edward scissorhands only masturbated once and by the way do you still have my guitar?
from john-gerrard :
You're going to be the coolest aunt ever. "auntie lauryn, take me to the movies, daddy's playing his guitars again!"
from question-one :
today is my birthday
from it-is :
Not knowing exactly how you want me to answer that, I'm going to go with the typical reply: I'm Alexis.
from comiddle :
An arch enemy would do, yes.
from rusty-star :
Im using my canadian savings bonds for the driving course. im taking the course after christmas. need a lift? lol -Iain
from question-one :
i am buying a corsage tomorrow. any hints?
from punos :
Various Artists - Konstantin Raudive - The Voices Of The Dead CD (Sub Rosa) [SR 066] $13.75 Sub Rosa presents a CD which contains fragments and reworkings of the legendary Raudive tapes. Who was Doctor Konstantin Raudive? Dr. Raudive, a student of Carl Jung, was a Latvian psychologist who taught at the University of Uppsala, Sweden, before devoting the last ten years of his life to electronic voice phenomenon (EVP). He published in his book Breakthrough in 1971. His early collaborator F.Jurgenson, whom he met by the very beginning of 1965, awakened Dr. K. Raudive's interest in EVP research. Raudive spent endless hours for the thorough study of Jurgenson's books (Voices from Space, 1964 and Radio-Link with the Dead, 1967). From an overwhelming database (ranging about 72000 samples!), Raudive's mother seems to be statistically the most frequently reported contact personality. The reality of the tapes: For many, the first traces of the Raudive Tapes were in William Burroughs' fictions and articles. The fact is, these mysterious magnetic tapes, which capture the voices of the dead, and were recorded by the baltic scientist Konstantin Raudive, are not a fiction but a reality (we are not here to judge their scientific objectivity ). These tapes, as rare as Lovecraft's Necronomicon are now in the Sub Rosa archives. This Raudive celebration CD includes unpublished material by Scanner, Paul D. Miller aka DJ Spooky, Calla, Lee Ranaldo, Ensemble, Random Inc., David Toop, Carl Michael Von Hausswolff and Brett Dean.
from tactility :
No way! That party was B-S! I hated every second of it.
from spoonbender :
december 13th high noon roasterie
from question-one :
believe me, i love you more. and more
from tactility :
You only WISH that I wished that my bastard parents were Lisa Loeb and Aphex Twin. TYSON WISHES THAT YOU WISH THAT I WISH THAT MY BASTART PARENTS WERE LISA LOEB AND APHEX TWIN.
from rusty-star :
Lj, find me tomorrow? I need to do some praying. Love Iain
from jessie-doll :
did i tell you lately, just how brilliant you are? I love you. Jess
from rusty-star :
screw them, I'll love you guys anyways.
from trezzy :
dear lauryn: you only get foxier as time goes by. yet that disappearing act after the show threw me for a loop. let's make a date and frickin' keep it.
from puss-rock :
looks like you were trying to cook up something witty but ran out of thyme.
from puss-rock :
MONSTER FROM EAST HOLLYWOOD DRUGS 17 YEAR OLD GIRL, TAKES HER TO NEW YORK CITY WHERE HE SEXUALLY ABUSES HER, THEN SELLS HER BODY TO NUMEROUS BUMS
from puss-rock :
wayne propst is always the one you wake up to.
from i-fine :
new journal...it's colleen from lethbridge
from sarus :
luck or bliss, you choose. -sp
from woodenstars :
Dear Lj, I love you. I only wish you would stop disappearing.
from sarus :
i missed you this last visit, maybe the next i'll be a little luckier. -sp
from vivalamande :
I volunteer to make you a soft mixtape.
from john-gerrard :
I had no idea ;) Well, I really didn't, but then again I might just be used to it!
from john-gerrard :
i'm really sorry, but i can't make breakfast tommorow because my mom won't let me miss my math tutorial and such. i'm typing this without caps in your honor. i hope you realise that! call me and such.
from rusty-star :
Sorry, I had some really personal stuff to say, and I didn't want some people to see. I'll send ya a password 'n' stuff. check your email. -Love Iain
from spoonbender :
hey lady, i hope your back is feeling better. i'll buy you a coffee on december 20th. -xosahra
from rusty-star :
bah! your never at school anymore! please come say hi next time your there? much love! -iain
from john-gerrard :
that's one of the greatest things ever written.
from see-n-stars :
Very observant. That's an excellent feature to have, m'dear.
from jessie-doll :
you're brilliant. come visit soon.
from vivalamande :
A stranger let me stand in the door of his postal truck while I waited for the bus. That was kind of like holding hands and an innocent kiss.
from sntheticlove :
I want something. My shoes and dress. Need them for dinner in 3 weeks. So... notice I suppose.
from john-gerrard :
There is only one problem with that my dear. Well, yeah.. I've started drinking coffee again.. I know, I know.. I shouldn't have got back into the stuff, but there is only so much you can take at 6:30 in the morning without that special brew! You must phone me because I don't know how to get a hold of you!
from hurtsmyears :
sorry for being distant at xalt. i was in a great deal of thought, which was leading me to worry. i love you.
from number621 :
hey lauryn angel. i cant seem to get a hold of you, i called and it rang, and no one answered. and i wrote you an email and got no reply. its been around a month, last time i saw you, it seemed we were gonna keep in touch. if you get this, perhaps we could, email me jeffsfanclub, id love to hear from you some time. your amazing, and greatly missed. bye for now
from jessie-doll :
hey lauryn, whats happening with you? How you holding up? I'm gonna call you soon. So we can talk. I hope your doing much better. You are an amazing writer. Love Jess
from john-gerrard :
Sometimes I question your actual excistence. I'm pretty sure you got brian to program a b0t to periodically update your journal, and then moved to new orleans. I'm sorry for being a bit of a jerk on saturday. I was stressed/nervous/being a social whore.
from rusty-star :
It was my joy, and privilage to be there. No need for an "im sorry" remeber what you were doing hahaha? I had a blast yesterday, now I know why that place is so close to your heart. I'll do my best to get to school tomorrow. I hope to see you tomorrow! Give Mike a swift kick for me? -iain
from jessie-doll :
lauryn, can you email me soon and tell me whats going on? please. ASAP. jessie
from sntheticlove :
eminem boy? i don't think i've come across that one.
from tres-bien :
i keep running into you and trying to catch your eye to smile but i dont think you know who i am.
from question-one :
i am stunted for you. i cannot change over you. i will never forget the moulds we made and dreamt and made
from rusty-star :
PS - Your the best friend anyone could have. the number is 246-8394, for you and mike! Have a lovely night!
from rusty-star :
have a good thanks giving! PS - The bands went downhill after you guys left! Hmmm... Well, have a great day!! (even though I am refering to tomorrow, have a great rest of today!) -Iain
from th3r315ho93 :
TELL MIKE I LOVE HIM!
from cynics :
thanks love. -xosp
from kboyer :
What's your mailing address?
from puss-rock :
K I M C A M P B E L L
from kboyer :
Well there's Thatcher for sure, but as far as Canadian's go there was one lady who's name I forget that was in power for a matter of weeks before a re-election was held as it was a minority goverment. Maybe it was Shelia Copps?
from kboyer :
Erm, technically there was a female prime minister. I'm pretty sure about that but I could be wrong.
from woodenstars :
I dont think I will be there. If I do show, I'll have hidious amounts of makeup on with my hair all done. Gag. Would anyone ever want to see me in such a state?
from erinnolan :
awwe, i want that.
from putmedown :
likewise, gorgeous xoxo
from rusty-star :
wanna work out tomorrow? I have nothing else to do really...
from tres-bien :
thurs fri or sat afternoon will work? ring me, 440-0073. xox. katie oh
from tres-bien :
hey lauryn. i just wanted to praise your writing yet again, it's so beautiful. we should catch up for coffee sometime, i'd love to chat with you. xox. katie oh
from rusty-star :
Hey, it's Iain! How are you? Just thought I'd say hi. Talk to you later? -Iain
from puss-rock :
of course it is.
from jessie-doll :
Honest. Beautiful. And straight from the heart. You really got it figured out. Sisters fight. But Hey! But fake-ish blood is thicker then water. Jessie
from jealouslover :
I love radiohead!
from punos :
unhappy deathday away from me.
from beneathnight :
i saw you at the train station. we have pretty shoes! -taryn.
from see-no-stars :
it would be like breatheing again
from question-one :
damien rice - the blowers daughter. i can't take my mind offa you
from jessie-doll :
and another thing, how could it be intrusive? Sarah saved it on my documents on OUR computer. I was looking for something and I happened to come across it. Are you trying to tell me that You wouldn't be a bit curious if you came across it as well?? My response was not out of line. I believe it was quite in line considering what I read. Besides, you have said plenty of things that have upset me in the past. "Why my little sister listens to such terrible music" for one. I think I have said all I am going to.
from jessie-doll :
You have every right to be. But in all fairness. Have you ever considered just how many times I have been mad at you?? You and Sarah talk down to me like I am retarded. and I am sick of it. I have every right to be treated my age. You guys are my sisters and its your job to be a pain in the butt. But its just gone to far now. and as much as I hate to say it. I am pretty angry too.
from punos :
told you it could only be an opener.
from john-gerrard :
word
from question-one :
i.ll listen soon
from che :
i'll get back to you sometime next week, probably. this week i'm super busy then in vancouver. also, i don't like coffee or talking, so much.
from che :
i don't really go to church. it's the lutheran church of our saviour when i do. on fairmount drive.
from question-one :
in the reading music festival i saw saves the day on my own, thinking of you and jumping up and down. all happy emo people, and i loved it
from backatyou :
i really do like you
from rustyrake :
let's talk about regret, sometime. but there is one thing i won't regret, because of how much strength it is giving me. i never knew faith could be found in ink on skin.
from che :
there's nothing secret about my identity. my name's kirk trenton kenneth stensrud. i e-mailed you twice, even. there's an entry with my phone number, address and so on someplace on the diary, too.
from punos :
dear girl. boy will come back for you with gun and pack of sandwiches. ox, boy.
from che :
i don't remember the ol' days being so good. and not only 'cause i know what they led to.
from tres-bien :
that.. was incredible
from woodenstars :
Hey lauryn. would you like to have tea some time?
from rustyrake :
i get off at 8 i'm gonna call you then.
from rustyrake :
i miss you let's hang out. i'm tired of getting sad reading my own diary.
from question-one :
i can't describe to them what you mean to me. they don't get it
from bmoviemaven :
beautiful. beautiful.
from la-volonta :
i hate it when they say things they don.t mean. but one dqy i.ll be on your doorstep with a botle of wine and a smile
from jessie-doll :
heehee. nope. i wish. first one is from an evanescence song. second is from a sneaker pimps song. why haven't ya been writin lately?
from booz :
good luck in toronto. you write fabulously.
from ericnic :
wanna peirce my bellybutton?
from la-volonta :
on holidays the group of family friends spoke about going on holidays to canada, starting east and travelling, ending up in calgary. and i nearly cried
from marlaoberst :
This is my (Kirstin aka see-n-stars) other account. I know you through diaryland but we've never been formally introduced.
from bratcore :
call me call me call me so we can talk. i'm working a lot for a while, but coffee is always something good to do before i need to die for the night.
from rustyrake :
The only thing that has come from humanities large scale discovery of linguistics is mass slaughter. Dude, we fucking split the atom before we broke the sound barrier. There's something fundamentally wrong with that.
from punos :
cowboy dan's a major player in the cowboy scene. you, on the other hand, are not.
from punos :
http://donkeyoatey.diaryland.com/chapter3.html
from punos :
check your email, jerk.
from rustyrake :
Hello, this is Chris Potter reporting. Today at 2:13 MST a large piece of vomit entered the Earth's atmosphere. To the horrific surprise of the entire scientific community, it did not burn up or suffer from any effects caused by normal re-entry stresses. This disillusioned, half alive piece of vomit then proceeded to hit Laryn in the eye, causing her to be very upset and curse in a blind rage. That is my story for you, I hope you like it. Call me on my cell-u-tron tonight and perhaps we can hang out after I'm off work.
from punos :
i'm glad that i get your biology references. at least i think i'm glad..
from punos :
http://bigot.diaryland.com/030723_47.html
from la-volonta :
"today is the greatest day in the world can't wait till tomorrow"
from ericnic :
oh you know it!
from la-volonta :
lauryn i.m gonna buy you a coffee and make you walk with me in the rain thru empty amber streets. just cos i love you love you love you.
from ericnic :
this is a randomated message from eric. hello.
from sntheticlove :
call me soon.
from starforsarah :
i love you. i love you. i love you. -sp
from la-volonta :
i can.t wait.....
from la-volonta :
reading back: you used "volition"! love you! xxx
from la-volonta :
the sun has gone from over here now, it.s raining and grey just like they predicted but it.s still pretty sad. i was just about getting used to waking up to gold and feeling the sweat collect on my forehead and the suffocating heat. but now i.m sure i.ll get used to the rain on my window. thinking of you xxx
from bratcore :
coffee. yes. coffee.. mmm... call me. or just drop by. it's not like i ever leave any of the various couches at home.
from bean-bean :
"find yourself at a point where a city is dead to you", yes.
from tactility :
I don't think you'd be quite the same without strings attached. I still want to be quite, very, eloquently joined. I love you!
from erinnolan :
hope you're doing okay. i really do still love you, ya know. add me. captainunderpants99@hotmail.com
from eyesunderyou :
i miss you and we should have coffee and hold hands. you're beautiful and i love you.
from kboyerinnz :
Can we at least bicker if there's an awkward silence, or I say something stupid? Hope you're doing okay.
from th3r315ho93 :
how do i add you to my msn
from la-volonta :
ciao lo straniero. ho pensato farei cadere una linea, appena dire ciao, appena dire che lo manco, appena dire *l'abbraccio*
from th3r315ho93 :
my dear my dear my dear if you need a hug you can call me its jeff the way
from sarus :
i have been reading that things are awful, and that makes me sad. it makes me want to see you, and i can't. the roasterie...of course i will meet you there. i will call soon. -sp
from sarus :
lauryn, can you please anwser one of my notes, i would love to see you before i go back to vancouver. if you don't, fine. -sp
from kboyerinnz :
I've done so many other stupid things apart from loosing my passport. And I'd be much happier if I was stranded with money or something. But as it stands I don't really have money and all I do is hang around this library.
from la-volonta :
the morning sighs your name. a new day is all we need <3
from quiet-city :
I seek no one's approval more than your own. Really.
from la-volonta :
god lauryn!---------------------- just, god
from la-volonta :
miss antigens; i love you
from la-volonta :
we haven.t talked/spoken for a while. i.m sitting next to tomato ketchup and an empty glass and you.re not here. to listen to the thrills.
from la-volonta :
we.ll sit on the train station and i.ll love you. i.ll take photos of you that i.ll print and blu tack about my room. even in my diary if you want. i have a photo of my unblurred face xxx
from thescream :
and so, they're all just like 'oh i miss that girl that one. THAT ONE' and I'm all like, que le fuck? asking you if you're drunk and then really being on my way, means its about time to be with you tonight and keep up that great mood of your (tres joli) face forever.
from scratchvinyl :
she had to ask... "Trees of poor quality bordered the road, indeed the whole scene was inferior, and suggested that the land scape was too vast to admit of excellence. In vain did each item in it call out: 'Come, come.' There was not enough god to go around." ...where in the hell is that from?
from sarus :
i wish you would call me. -sp
from sarus :
i sure do fucking love you to pieces, and miss you like a mother would miss a child who's been gone as long as i have. i will see you in july, i hope. we'll hangout and smoke on a porch, drink roasterie coffee, and not think about when i have to come back to vancouver. i love you, lauryn. -sp
from tactility :
thank you, you're priceless.
from tactility :
Thanks for not making me wait a 1/2 hour to talk to you, earlier. I love you, and I'm so grateful that you took a couple of telephone minutes seriously, and eased my mind incredibly.
from la-volonta :
i want to read you all night. way into the blue, no, turquoise night. i want to call you aquamarine. i want to call you. i love you. i had such a surge but i can.t remember. but come on come on anything goes.
from kboyer :
It was nothing, sorry. Also sorry I didn't call you back but I've been feeling pretty sketchy the last few days.
from indie-snob :
Hi there! I just added a review of Radiohead's new album "Hail to the Thief" and thought you may be interested in reading it. I have a bunch of other concert and album reviews here, too. Check it out, thanks!
from your-libido :
Yes! after would work. We'll talk about it more later.
from scratchvinyl :
just diggin' the beat
from kboyer :
I hate puns.
from your-libido :
Come to Steph's on Saturday!, Her parents are out of town, and she's having a partay. I want you to come!pleeeease. Love you.
from tactility :
I miss you!
from scratchvinyl :
/quote/ "like i know something you don.t know when i know everything everybody knows and nobody says" /unquote/
from erinnolan :
dear lauryn. we should really hang out sometime soon. 256-7404. captainunderpants99@hotmail.com for msn action. love, erin.
from vivalamande :
hey lauryn. and here I was thinking no one ever read my journal, heh. we miscarried, something to do with my futility cycle and my body not being prepared, which is okay, definately okay. for most of the day I had a conspirational smile. those are the best ones. what colour was the world for you today? mande
from eyesunderyou :
thanks babycakes. you made my day. love you lots miss you more. Emily
from erinnolan :
dearest lauryn, i just wanted to stop by and say hi. and to mention that i fucking love you. love, erin.
from eyesunderyou :
lauryn! i need someone to tell me how much cory sucks! common, help me out here. i know you hate him as much as me!
from sntheticlove :
what... are you always talking about?
from punos :
kboyer: Pre. Ten. Tious. Hilarious, because I was going to write the same thing.
from jessie-doll :
don't worry. i was talking about every teenager in general. everything i wrote is true.
from la-volonta :
i want to get drunk with you and watch black and white movies and lie my legs across you and you don.t even care. if you want i.ll rub your face with my index just before you sleep.
from la-volonta :
non posso attendere di mangiare il cereale con lei
from la-volonta :
i wouldn't have you any other way. i would scrape my knuckles across a wall for you
from kboyer :
Dear Lauryn, I think that proves she's the cutest girl I've ever met. Also, fuck you too.
from jessie-doll :
Hey thanks! I'll get her too tomorrow :-) But, seriously, I swear to god, I saw you on the roof last nite? Or am I losing my mind?
from zamblam :
Aww, si mignon
from janet-nadine :
i was pretty sure. it's just all these names...
from jessie-doll :
Lauryn, Hey. How goes it. Er....haha. amira saw julia's page and she was wondering if you would do hers? haha. sorry. It would be great if you could. By the way....were you on the roof last nite? -jessie-
from kboyer :
Pre. Ten. Tious.
from booz :
non, je seulement dit la verite (je ne sais pas comment fair les accents... :(
from booz :
je pense que tu es un ecrivant superb. j'aime beaucoup ta journalle.
from sntheticlove :
Yeah! Let's hear it for online translators.
from subtractfive :
I really can't stand those dots. Haha. And I thought you weren't down with drugs?
from la-volonta :
i am a pavement boy. if we get drunk together and play chess over cigarettes we.ll totally understand each other. we.ll be embarressed but not ashamed of spilling our secrets out into glasses and swapping them and drinking each other.s. you are like a dream. repetition, you.ve taught me, repetition, to think of the bigger, repetition, picture. you *are* perfect and you *aren.t* perfect you are interesting. trace your scars with my fingertips. and i love you
from quiettown :
Dear Lauryn, that Pavement lyric is actually 'Boys are dying on these streets.' Love, Jeffrey.
from punos :
peut-être nous serions dans un autobus et nous pourrions parler. peut-être pas. comme-même, t'es intéressante.
from vivalamande :
You're still one of the greats, and we'll cross paths eventually.
from jessie-doll :
I told her. go check your email.
from sntheticlove :
(it's june)
from sarus :
i remember lauryn. how could i forget? i don't blame you for not being around, or anything like that. i am just scared not seeing me, and not talking to me, will have you forgetting how much i love you. i think before i leave, we need to get drunk, and cry. it seems to be a solution to problems, and something that happens anyway. and serisouly, nothing is as good without you. -sp
from i-saw-you :
i always wanted to be plath and to wake up from a drrrug slurrr as if i had fallen asleep in the day and i woke up at night. to hunger and headache and people wondering. i always wanted to have that experience of going there and coming back again only to tell the story and tell them how much i didn't regret a fucking thing. it took ant poison and initials to wake me up and tell me that all this could be lost if i floated too far. so i didn't need suicide to wake me up at night, i just needed people like you, places like that: beauty beauty and love
from la-volonta :
thought about you and parisian markets and gettng drunk in the dark. lets ignore the ticking of the clock and stay up all night.
from me-jules-2 :
Hi,I am jessica .d.'s friend. I am new to this and i saw how you did her diary for her. i was wiondering if you could help me do mine? thanks. julia~
from your-libido :
Can I see you this weekend? Can we smoke cigarettes and laugh and talk about everything and go everywhere together this weekend? Oh, one day we'll do it all. I.love.you.
from your-libido :
Can I see you this weekend? Can we smoke cigarettes and laugh and talk about everything and go everywhere together this weekend? Oh, one day we'll do it all. I.love.you.
from jessie-doll :
me? pick fights? thats pretty funny. i am not picking a fight lauryn. i am telling you my thoughts. thats all.
from la-volonta :
cause there.s a flame i know, hotter than hot, and with a fuse that.s so thoroughly shot *away*
from punos :
et, finalement bien sûr, j'aime beaucoup "welcome to the dollhouse".
from punos :
j'aime aussi orwell, vonnegut et thompson.
from punos :
j'aime bien son écriture. j'aime bien écrire.
from kboyer :
I have delivery? The only words I didn't stumble over when talking to your mother were "basement", and um, I think that's it.
from thescream :
I love how we dream the same but without being the same dreams. i love how we both dream dreams and leave the truth for now. Oh, and i LOVE thinking about summer. and i love calling you tomorrow because i know i will and i know i haven't yet.
from tactility :
miss you. sure can't wait until i see you again. i'm heading to the doctor soon, have your fingers crossed for me. (i know you will. it's that telepathy thing we've got going on.)
from thescream :
I've thought about it for sure. name dropping and what NOT. lauryn oh lauryn where art thou Lauryn? how was your day today? mine was weird. love you, love me.
from your-libido :
It was just fucking great seeing you last night. Add me to your MSN.<alien_stef@hotmail.com> Talk soon, miss. xo.
from i-saw-you :
there, happy? you crazy assed mofo. i don.t know what the fuck i.m doing this summer. i.m going to the reading festival i.m meeting up with a great boy who i talk to at midnight i.m going to a wedding so god knows if i could i would go backpacking. next year i am so definately there, but i.ll have to think about this year. i wanna, sure i wanna. imagine that, the two of us in a hotel in montmartre and everyday drinking coffee on the steps.
from i-saw-you :
i want to eat you up to show everyone that you're mine mine mine i want to let you free outta any cage they've built for you just to show them that you're theirs theirs theirs i want you to be able to see what i can see so you know that you're yours yours yours
from zamblam :
That would be a BAD idea!
from namedrop :
Thanks, but I prefer to think of it as a crass and crude social experiment...sort of like Phillip Zimbardo's mouthpiece with a series case of the potty mouth.
from namedrop :
Egads in what sense? Gimme the reader's digest version...
from your-libido :
i hope you're feeling great becuase you're really just wonderful. and I'm not really feeling that great right now, because i'm at this place called school. which i'm really not liking right now. because i'm falling. and i keep falling and, oh lordy is it hard to get back up. and it's a nice feeling to think that one day i'll run into you. xo.
from robotic-end :
Some people trace the lines of other people's face...
from i-saw-you :
i only wish you coulda been here last night, so i coulda woken you up at one in the morning and put a fnger to your lips. watch them shine cos of the fairy lights. and i woulda lead you downstairs and made you tea and we'd watch the programme about sylvia plath. if i cried you.d be there to watch, if i didn.t you.d be there to make me. my tattoo is beginning to hurt, i can.t wait to show you
from scratchvinyl :
thunder and lightening. that is all.
from thescream :
i'd say the same for you. don't let this world bring you down. just add me to your msn and eat 3 meals a day. memento_mori_00@hotmail.com i loooove you
from starforsarah :
i love you. i fucking love you. you're gorgeous. and you, honestly, will never know how much i do love you. -sp
from starforsarah :
i love you. i fucking love you. you're gorgeous. and you, honestly, will never know how much i do love you. -sp
from scratchvinyl :
...like song number five on that mix tape from 1994
from thescream :
we both love placebo too. thats pretty neat. we both love red hair and cigarettes and, YOU too.
from punos :
i did not see you, see? i was just trying to make you see what i saw.
from trezzy :
what who wrote? pee ess, your email address doesn't seem to be working.
from pigment :
hey! thank you a lot to have added me... that's just kind... :)
from punos :
http://www.indyweek.com/durham/2001-09-12/music-2.jpg
from stephenbank :
http://www.unknown.nu/futurism/manifesto.html I thought this might interest you for some reason.
from i-saw-you :
everyone is just a number to everyone else. every woman can be the other woman. tell me your name show me the letters that spell out your history. every poet cries cos the words don't come out right and everyone else is blissfully unaware and just keep talking. everyone thinks their cut is the deepest. everyone wants to believe that they won.t know everyone. but everyone is the same.
from thescream :
i hope this is who I think it is because I REALLY LOVE LAURYN!!!! and miss her. and tried to call her lots. and thought about her
from zamblam :
But of course
from zamblam :
AWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
from stephenbank :
Who might you be, mysterious stranger/comment changer (it rhymes)
from eyesunderyou :
lauryn....hi! i love you
from l-o-l-o :
sometimes i forget.xo.
from trezzy :
i would never begrudge anyone the right to make their own mistakes (i mean, damn, how many times have i had this argument with my mom :), and i just hope you come out of this with a minimum of scars (of course i say this not really knowing what happened). i'm at audiovigilante@hotmail.com btw.
from trezzy :
it's all good, hun. to tell you the truth the thing that upsetted me most about the whole messy affair was thinking you hated me. if you need to talk, i'm here k?
from booz :
would you give me a password?... or is this just your form of temptation :)
from booz :
how is it exactly that we can view this?
from comiddle :
Secret eh? I'm number 45... I think... I forget... Was I? Whatever... Shake hands... Yes... We will...
from see-n-stars :
Thanks m'dear. I saw the shoes and my eyes lit up!
from flint-frame :
wow, please phone early. i'm sleeping with my fingers crossed.
from sarus :
i am not/never could be smarter than you dearie. you know that. i do, and everyone else does. you are the greatest best friend. ever. -sp
from sntheticlove :
But you don't even like Atreyu so... point not taken. Although I'll still love you despite that fault.
from kboyer :
I don't have a password though, I'm just leaving notes here because it seems like a lot more work to go all the way to mais-oui.
from bean-bean :
i'm glad to know i'm not the only one. :) thanks
from kboyer :
I was wondering why you hadn't called that boy kevin yet. I think I might just have to call you and give you my number sometime soon.
from sarus :
how come i don't have a password...? -sp
from zamblam :
MAGNIFIQUE!
from i-saw-you :
your city looks just like i woulda wanted. i can't wait to walk along the snowcovered road with two coffee's and hope in my smile
from i-saw-you :
confused, because of lost keys. wanting more time to read you
from zamblam :
Aw, lauryn. Il y a trop de temps que je n'a jamais vus! On devrait bien fair quel'que chose TOUT-SUITE!
from jforester :
hey dude.
from tres-bien :
mm. scandalous
from see-n-stars :
Not trying to be rude - but who is this?
from subtractfive :
lame, i thought this was a secret journal. it's the same entry you have in your un-secret journal. so lame. so not secretive. give me some effin' juice, yo.
from tres-bien :
who is this?
from hey4eyes :
hey there, Thanks for the shout out...just wondering why your comment says 27? Bobbie Sue Dicks.
from i-saw-you :
him - you scare me sometimes me - you make me love you - sometimes - only sometimes
from flint-frame :
maybe, you could try to dial my number, and THEN i would pick it up....? i love you.

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