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from xnavygrrl :
Your diary is locked! I hope everything is okay...:)
from sillyme00 :
I love reading you and would love to keep up on what's going on so if you could email me your username and pass word that would be wonderful. [email protected]
from xnavygrrl :
My pal, keep the password handy. It's only for a week that i gotta keep everyone locked out. I'm on a mission. They messed with the wrong female!
from xnavygrrl :
I wrote a letter on March 16, 2005 and posted it in my journal. It will save you time in the long run if you read it. It pretty much sums up what happened to me and my sister and my mom. :)
from xnavygrrl :
Thanks for the note! I'm usually embarassed when people read my archives from the beginning, because I was so opinionated! Somewhere along the journey, I lost the need to lambast people and be so mean....I was just a very sad person when I started the diary. I'm different now, and I hope people see that. I'm glad you feel so positively about me...:)
from xnavygrrl :
I found you by accident and I'm so glad. You had me cheering for you at times, and at other times, I wished for your pain to end. Yes, I've read a lot of your archives. :)
from kellbelle :
Thanks, as always, for the encouragement. I guess I should be happy he's such a man huh? ;)
from kellbelle :
You have no idea how happy this makes ME! lol I can't wait to meet Jack and see you guys at MY wedding. You have to tell me all the details! Where?? I know when now :) LOL
from kellbelle :
OH. MY. GAWD.!!!!!!!! I'm so happy for you!!!!!!!!!!
from kellbelle :
Hey.. you can take a girl out of the gutter, but you can't take the gutter out of the girl!
from amb1valent-k :
Thanks for spending time with me - I'll repay the compliment as sonn as I can x
from kellbelle :
It wasn't really a "fight" but it felt like one. hehe Actually I'm glad to finally feel like a "normal" couple. hehe Thanks..and Happy New Year!
from kellbelle :
LMAO you kill me. And.. um.. what's that supposed to mean "Off like a prom dress"?? that never happened at MY prom ;) <cough cough>
from kellbelle :
You're welcome :) You are so sweet and nice to me. I'm happy that I can do something for you after all you've done for me. Love you :)
from kellbelle :
On the wedding dress, that would be so awesome, but the biggest thing is that I can't afford a lot :(
from kellbelle :
I lost my dad last Easter. We weren't close, but you're right, it's so hard seeing someone who used to be so strong suddenly appear "weak". My greatest fear is now my mom. I have the exact feelings about her that you have about your dad. I'll keep your dad in my prayers and you can pray for my mom. :)
from kellbelle :
I don't think you should delete them. Make them private if you want. You can learn a lot by going back and reading things...even if you don't like how they sound now. They were your feelings, they are valid. You are still loved ;)
from kellbelle :
I think it's so great that you and Dan have such an adult relationship. I know there are still some things you'd liket to work out, but he's got to be a great guy to still want to be around you and you around him. I'm tired too...played the Sims until 11:30 last night (I normally am in bed by 10pm hehe)
from kellbelle :
No need to thank me. You told me a while ago when I thought that I didn't deserve Carl that I did. And now I know that you can love again. And it will never be as good as the one you loved before because they are two different people. You can't possibly love them the same way. Take comfort in that.
from kellbelle :
You are not nor were you a coward. Nor are you fucked up. I think you're very smart to be figuring all these things out. Some people live in denial their whole lives thinking it was the other person all along. You are doing all the right things to heal. And someone will find you to be your everything...if you let them. Take it from me.
from kellbelle :
Don't appologize for expressing how you feel. That's what this place is for. *hugs*
from kellbelle :
Never say never. I never thought I would get married again either. I had major trust issues and was told (by ex's) that I would never find someone who would love me the way I needed or to put up with my "emotional bullshit". But I did. He still blows my mind at how good things can be when you are with someone who knows you...and trust does come again. I've been divorced 5 years and I still sometimes wonder if Carl will cheat. But I just have to trust him. That's not easy, I know. I love ya girl.
from kellbelle :
Please check your email. I asked you a question :)
from kellbelle :
We didn't get to go see Barry either. I was sick out both ends all weekend :(
from kellbelle :
Only two more days until BARRY!!!!!
from bella41 :
Hi Monica, Sorry to hear you are not feeling well Hope you get better soon! *Hug* (and I am so not a huggy person!) Bella
from kellbelle :
*huuuuuuug*
from kellbelle :
Sorry you had such a bad day, but only four more days until BARRY!!!!! :D Love you girl.
from kellbelle :
Thanks!!! OMG I'm still floating around. LOL Can't wait to see you this weekend.
from irisheyes70 :
That sounds SO ideal.... I wish we had a coffee shop like that! We have LOTS of drive thru places, but nothing as sweet and comfortable as that sounds! We do have one coffee house, but the muffy university crowd hangs out there and the chairs are so hard! I'm jealous of your evening. I love Mayberry moments!
from kellbelle :
Yeah ... I'll live.. and hopefull the girls will too ;) I can't wait until Barry. Did you get my email at your Yahoo address?
from kellbelle :
I've wondered the same kinds of things over and over. There are good men out there. They are just few and far between. When you get lucky you will know it. If not, don't judge yourself for it. We are not defined by the people we are with. We define ourselves.
from kellbelle :
LMAO I saw that CD and I almost bought it but I got John Mayer and John Denver instead LOL
from kellbelle :
Go you!! You really inspire me to get out and do things. I haven't been out with anyone other than Carl in a long time. Can't wait to see you :)
from kellbelle :
Yay!! I'm excited too!!! I haven't had a girls' night out in over a year :))) We'll have to have dinner in the West End beforehand ;)
from kellbelle :
Kewl! Let me know what you find out. I can't afford to spend too much, but I'd pay like $35 or $40 to go :) Would be great if they still had $10 seats.
from kellbelle :
Yes I'm serious, but I can't see where to get tickets. They aren't for sale on the internet. Any ideas??
from kellbelle :
The cheapest tickets are only $10, but they aren't selling them online. If I knew I could still get them for that I'd seriously consider going!! Would you be interested?
from kellbelle :
Thanks Mon. I don't know why she took such offense. I didn't attack what she believed...just said I didn't agree. Oh well.
from kellbelle :
HOpe your feeling better. How'd I get so smart? With pain comes wisdom...so here's to ignorance! hehe
from kellbelle :
You are not wrong to expect more from a "friend". Don't let that friendship become all one sided. I know I'm kinda far away now, but you can call me anytime. *hugs*
from kellbelle :
Didn't see your note until today... my b-day is January 24 :) When's yours??
from sillyme00 :
I see that you locked your diary. I really loved reading your diary. If you are giving out your username and password, I would love to have it. you can email me at the email address on my account. Hope all is well!!
from irisheyes70 :
:( :( Your locked. :( I hope everything is all right! Thinking of you...
from kellbelle :
Oh honey... I'm so proud of you...and so sorry all at the same time. I'm sitting here crying for the both of you. *hugs*
from gofigure :
Password, please! mimi66 at tampabay.rr.com
from kellbelle :
Nice to hear from you stranger :) I don't "find" the time to do anything... I have to MAKE the time! LOL
from kellbelle :
OMG woman... I am in the same boat as you and my kiddo is only 9!! LOL I feel too old sometimes to have another baby... but at the same time it's all I can think of :)
from gofigure :
Hon, I could write everything you're writing lately. I am so glad to hear you sounding so very happy! Isn't it wonderful to be treasured?
from kellbelle :
Next time you're in Grapevine call me silly woman :) Denton isn't that far away. Would be fun for Carl and I to meet up with you and Dan :) Love ya!
from sillyme00 :
I've only read a couple of your entries and I can already say that you have made me look at things a while different way. Just from reading what I have, I can also say that you have been an inspiration. I love your diary and will continue reading. Thanks
from kellbelle :
Wow!!! What a great entry!! SO nice to see you're still alive and kicking ;)
from kellbelle :
Baggage isn't always a bad thing ya know. And when you're ready you'll leave it behind. I have faith in you :)
from turtlemomma :
Pfft! You can't call your daughter "the girl", because I claimed it first! heh! :o)~
from after1990 :
I enjoy your journal.
from kellbelle :
Hey woman. I've been hearing about all the flooding going on where you are. I hope everything is okay!! Hugs!!
from coralsandzz :
I hate ironing. I never do
from beautifulmes :
Hey Monica! Can I go ahead and add this new diary to my buddy list thing? I know you were found so I wasn't sure if you wanted to be on anyone's buddy list. Leave me a note or something :)

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