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from raven72d :
ever make those by-the-moon playlists?
from raven72d :
i like the alien stuffling.
from januarysnow :
insidious is a fantastic word.
from raven72d :
i love you being enigmatic.
from darthuae :
i would tuck them in every time too.
from raven72d :
i'd sing you lullabyes... if you don't mind bad versions of neko case.
from bethshort :
One word is great when ur drunk xo
from raven72d :
i liked "th historian", but the ending was a bit rushed...
from raven72d :
listen to ghosts...
from cached :
I appreciate the compliment; now I'll have to read your words as well.
from bliss-sad :
I read your entry about a new diary, and I realized that I've been following you for my five years at Diaryland. I've grown up reading your words, drinking in the litany of your ups and downs. You are beautiful, inspiring, and poetic. More than that, however, you made me feel normal. You made me feel like I wasn't alone. Knowing that you were out there struggling with the same things gave me strength. Reading about your happiness gave me hope. Thank you for that. Thank you for coming back. Welcome home.
from taken-by-you :
I've had mine since 98-99, although I erased most of the entries from then when I gave my life to Christ in 2001. If you do start anew, I would love to be invited, if you should like to invite me. When I need to be completely, 100% honest with myself, I talk to myself in the mirror. I can't lie to myself when I am looking at myself, especially if I'm crying.
from raven72d :
keep this diary...and never vanish.
from taken-by-you :
I definitely have said more than just one word this time. I don't care so much about length of entries, as long as it's honest.
from raven72d :
i try to offer up more than just a single word.
from raven72d :
i'll have to look for the book...
from raven72d :
horses and teen-girl photography.... i love that description. you weave beautiful images. you always have.
from taken-by-you :
I truly appreciate the way we somehow understand each other. I love how you say it all so much more beautifully than I can even feel it.
from raven72d :
i'm totally looking forward to the Sofia champagne.
from raven72d :
love the neko case entry.
from raven72d :
I just ordered some expensive Guyana rum and six cans of Sofia Coppola sparkling blanc des blancs. So we'll see how those go at night.
from spires :
what a beautiful way to describe them
from raven72d :
I have no idea whatsoever why I typed "Serena". I suppose I'll blame Bushmills for that. Now I'll go back into my Fort and hide.
from raven72d :
i'll check the CocoRosie song... and i've loved "where the wild things are" for many a year. we all need Forts, Serena.
from raven72d :
The Alice entry is wonderful.
from bethshort :
I haven't gone away. In fact I just wrote something new. take care xo
from darthuae :
you make sense to this one.
from raven72d :
make Lists, Ms. Selena... and tell me about pink skies.
from raven72d :
i look forward to your own lists, girl...
from raven72d :
mandy has a lovely voice and a sense of presence that's amazing. she always had the ability to be more than a teen-pop singer. i love her doing torch songs from the 30s...
from taken-by-you :
I have no idea how to deal with a non-Twitter world. I definitely am an avid abuser of that intarwebz substance. =(
from taken-by-you :
I love alcohol because sometimes all you need is a temporary escape. And, do you twitter? I'd love to follow you if you do.
from raven72d :
do update... and how is autumn?
from raven72d :
Just saw "Joy Division" (2007, Grant Gee)--- great documentary.
from raven72d :
i so need to find things worth getting high while watching.
from raven72d :
I love the "Girls" entry.
from secret-motel :
Don't be afraid. The aliens are our friends. Well...some of them, anyway. Maybe not the ones that abduct and probe us without our consent. But I can't help but think that some of them are infinitely kinder than a lot of the earthlings around us.
from offbymyself :
I suppose that's true, but I miss writing eloquently.
from offbymyself :
your writing reminds me a lot of my own... a couple of years ago. unfortunately, i'm more raw now.
from bethshort :
By the way... I was through W.Va. Not to long ago and was completely spooked & enchanted by the looming mountains there. I happened to be listening to Neko Case & Mazzy Star (lovely voices playlist). I pictured myself in a small house nestled between the mountains, doing witchy, wicked things, and being blonde...W.Va of all places. Anyway, your description of Ms.Case's voice is spot on.
from bethshort :
Hello. Thanks so much for the favorite. I read you and added you back--your picture is quite lovely---is it you or someone who resembles you? I love your words as well---so full!
from secret-motel :
Your description of Neko Case's voice is perfect. All those things, that song, the video, and your words make me want to hear more of her music.
from warpednormal :
you are absolutely right...and i know it. =) Thanks.
from raven72d :
I love your sense of romance.
from raven72d :
Ah, Christopher Walken. I should be so supple and suave at his age...
from raven72d :
you have such lovely taste in music... and i always love it when you comment on my entries.
from raven72d :
I know exactly what you mean about lives in books.
from raven72d :
the MJ entry is lovely.
from raven72d :
thanks, Serena. it's an image you and I both grew up with, after all...
from raven72d :
no apartment? what is life like now?
from raven72d :
ah, yes: the waitresses do like me at Sushi Barn...
from raven72d :
...and I so should've known you when you were seventeen...
from raven72d :
i wish you could be my nyotaimori server at Sushi Barn.
from raven72d :
Sushi Barn is so brilliantly awful... You are so wonderful.
from sythy :
"If Toto were to pull the curtain, I might have to call the pound." I love you for this. And for putting up the video to my favorite Magnetic Fields song.
from raven72d :
Shudder To Think...lovely.
from raven72d :
i feel the same way about authors and characters and magic.
from raven72d :
"Disarm" and the past... heartbreaking.
from raven72d :
you'll make it to Ireland. and you must send me a postcard, too...from anywhere.
from hated-dancer :
I am glad that what I wrote made you smile but it is true. It is also true that what I feel when I read your entries can not be expressed in words, but it's a good feeling
from raven72d :
opium...you do appear in opium dreams.
from hated-dancer :
talk to me? your entries are amazing and, weather I like it or not, make me think in new and different ways
from fledgling- :
Oh i'm definately running with it ... can't stop in fact! *L*
from raven72d :
30 April 09... I always develop crushes on you when I read your entries.
from raven72d :
your entries always leave me breathless.
from dramaandlies :
and i read the first entry on your diary. and i truly like.
from raven72d :
You at 17... I wish I had known you.
from raven72d :
i collect Psyduck stufflings, so I understand you and the Garbage Pail Kids.
from reckon-this :
Sarah Chalke has nothing on you! And don't feel bad about jealousy, it's underrated -- you'd be surprised how many guys think it's a turn-on when their girl gets possessive now and then. (Take it from a dyed-in-the-wool Scorpio.)
from zenev-izel :
Thank you.. I remember being dirty blonde was, well... interesting to say the least. I tried dying it reddish one time, but somedays I still looked blonde. My hair is very weird sometimes. And writing is, well... escape. I love to find escape when I'm alone. :) So I'll keep at it, and the same to you.
from raven72d :
I cried for the little robot child and the bear, too. I cry whenever I read "Velveteen Rabbit".
from zenev-izel :
Er, well I don't really like it on myself, but I suppose on the right people it does look nice. :)
from raven72d :
well, i thank you for the props.
from reckon-this :
The Bjork reference (I think?) in your handle caught my eye. I really like your writing, I will definitely be back!
from raven72d :
Keep writing. Always keep writing.
from raven72d :
Serena--- travel. Get a bag and a passport and...go. Travel. See the world. Just...launch out.
from raven72d :
tell me about the road trips with lovers of your Lost Youth...
from raven72d :
thank you, darling. do write/call soon.
from raven72d :
i miss you.
from raven72d :
you with the sunglasses on, getting off: i'm utterly entranced by that image.
from paperskies :
Hey, would you mind deleting this diary from your friends list, please? I'm just gonna keep it as a private diary now, and use my OctoberBloom one as a public one, so I'm asking everyone to lose this one and add that one again. If you want to, that is. Thanks hun, hope you's good :D Phil xxx
from raven72d :
as an actual former Suspect, I'm glad you like Dexter.
from paperskies :
Hey, just so you know, I'm using my Octoberbloom diary still. Hope you're good. :D
from raven72d :
girl--- i would *never* cross you.
from raven72d :
you have to allege fraud. all my law school training kicks in. for all sorts of reasons--- you'll have to go ahead and allege fraud.
from fuck--that :
Your words of encouragment are invaluable. You're amazing!
from shewholies :
Thank you so much! You're beautiful.
from raven72d :
i do like gender ambiguity.
from raven72d :
miss you.
from tegansarafan :
Dear right wing kumquat, Chill and peace-out, this stressing is bad for you. Now I really want to insert flowers into the end of your gun baby. Also, for your information dude, hippies are still going strong, have you even heard of the Rainbow World Gathering? Some people will NEVER sell out to the square-community. Love, hugs and bubbles, Jen-Bear. PS. Beware that region, you may never want to return!!!
from tegansarafan :
Bubbles are so pretty, fun and up there with hugs and kisses. Put your bullets in your pipe and smoke them you slattern fascist. PS. If you ever get to Ireland try to check out Portaferry. It’s a small fishing town just off Strangford Lough, where my love grew up. It’s beautiful like nowhere I‘ve ever seen.
from swallowthkey :
I love the idea of a "Say Anything" romance.
from raven72d :
making out! i love that!
from tegansarafan :
Pah! Keep your camera, its no match for my gun that shoots bubbles. =P You did this tiny type-o that got me excited. Thought you had a gun that can turn a mouth blue. I had images of you shooting dye directly into someone's mouth!
from tegansarafan :
Damnit, now I want a camera that squirts out water.
from raven72d :
Merry Xmas, Serena! I hope the Shark Week DVD is a delight.
from raven72d :
I love the road trip entry...
from raven72d :
you really should write stories/memoirs about your teens and early twenties...
from raven72d :
a girl who smokes when she writes or paints... yes!
from raven72d :
I love room service...
from raven72d :
I go crazy if I can't write.
from raven72d :
i'm glad you're in love again.
from shewholies :
Everything you write takes my breath away, but the last two entries were especially beautiful. I missed your writing! You fill my heart with your words.
from raven72d :
I'm glad you're okay--- and that you're not ruined.
from rigbyeleanor :
your words are simply amazing.
from raven72d :
Remember, Serena--- I'm there to listen to all the thoughts...
from raven72d :
I remember those sensations...and keep them with me. Do read Cynthia Gralla's "The Floating World".
from raven72d :
Mushrooms are good. So is coke. Weed is...not for me. But I hope the night went well.
from octoberbloom :
Not that I don't feel all awesome that you've added me twice... but why? :P ;) Phil xxx
from raven72d :
i like seeing my rooms through a vodka glass some nights... if you need a voice, call me.
from raven72d :
i miss you tonight...
from cybers1ut :
I do not believe that people have some inherent trustfulness about them. I believe the majority of people have the ability to maintain a healthy distance from others, and it's that distance that I believe allows people to grow close. When you do not *need* you are able to enjoy the act of wanting. And it's the *need* that makes people so difficult to trust in the first place, because it puts you in an immediate position of uncomfortable, undesirable vulnerability.
from raven72d :
I listened to Ms. McKennitt tonight and thought of you.
from raven72d :
I love Loreena McKennitt...
from octoberbloom :
Hey hun, how are you?
from tegansarafan :
Selena, you've become so domestic!
from raven72d :
are you leaving your lover?
from raven72d :
I hope I can be dear to your heart.
from raven72d :
Absolutely... I love watching the Noggin Channel and reading lovely small children's books to lovers.
from raven72d :
Cigarettes are such great props... And you must smoke while talking to me.
from cybers1ut :
I do not mean to sound insensitive, but maybe your little sister is better off with him locked up? It's not as if he were ever stable. I think my father getting locked up so early in my life was probably a good thing. No child needs a man that scattered in their lives.
from raven72d :
I do dream about you at fifteen. But I;m also thrilled to know you now--- to hear once in a while from a girl who's bright and clever and thoughtful. You do have a future, Selena. I'm thrilled to know you.
from cybers1ut :
I ran on hopes and desperation, in a sense. I was so incredibly eager just to love and be loved in whatever way I could get. Puppy was truly the absolute best way to describe me.
from raven72d :
You're more than heroin. You're more than confessions and withdrawals.
from cybers1ut :
I cannot describe the sort of sickly delighted joy it brings me to know that you punched that fucker in the face. It feels so god-awful long ago, and I am happy all of that shit is over.
from raven72d :
I appreciate the song... I do love PJ Harvey...
from raven72d :
Your words mean a lot, Selena. I hope we can talk soon. About the Pasts we each have, about music and film, about Samuel L. Jackson...
from raven72d :
I never even slap outside the bedroom.
from cybers1ut :
Love is so much work it's fucking exhausting.
from raven72d :
I loved the exchange of MySpace notes last night.
from raven72d :
I would send you two roses: one white, one indigo.
from raven72d :
I can't be in love without images from the past and 1940s smoke and calligraphy.
from raven72d :
I'll go take a look for the Shapiro song. I'm doing laundry right now.
from elliestuff :
Thanks for the advice. I needed that.
from cybers1ut :
Yes, I know too well about therapy and medication.
from raven72d :
I'll have to go to YouTube... And I'll find "Wake Up in New York"...
from elliestuff :
thats interesting that you think that. I think more people think this about their house than they want to say. Oddly, I haven't liked to leave the house lately. I've been trying to save money by staying home because of the gas prices. Now I just don't want to leave to go any place.
from raven72d :
I'm glad I left the house I was in last year. My father passed away there, and there was too much of my own past there haunting me...
from raven72d :
I'd marry you tomorrow just for the dead baby joke. I'll be using it all weekend.
from raven72d :
i like opium--- for the dark, vivid, lush dreams...and for the ritual attached to it, and the traditions behind smoking it.
from raven72d :
I hope you still have those plaid mini-kilts...
from raven72d :
I wiah you knew how often I fall in love with your words.
from raven72d :
Your oldest entries do make me sigh...
from raven72d :
call soon... we'll do drinks by phone.
from octoberbloom :
I am glad you remember. How are you hun? *hugs* Phil xxx
from raven72d :
I hope you'll write more about your life at 16-21...
from raven72d :
I love that image of you in stilettos and a plaid mini... And you did promise to call me...
from octoberbloom :
Hey.. uh, I don't know if you remember me.. I was once Darkself, and I was looking through my old profile, and I wanted to say Hi.. It's been a long time. I hope you're well. Phil xxx
from cybers1ut :
Why do you never call me?
from cybers1ut :
Apparently getting swept up in games is not only something I excel at, but seem to, on some level, enjoy. How exciting for me. I am far too old for this shit, aren't I?
from raven72d :
Will you stay with her?
from cybers1ut :
Throwing things is perfectly normal, as is yelling, bouts of crying, inexhaustible rage... Coming off of meds is THE WORST, and I think you know well that it's not good to make judgment of yourself while doing so. Give yourself a few months to sort yourself out, and then give yourself a few months to sort the sort because it is everchanging and despite what people believe, ducks don't like rows (especially not ducklings).
from lovelynight :
good luck :)
from raven72d :
Call me if you're insomniac...
from raven72d :
I wonder if there's a particular flavour of ramen noodles that's most fetishy.
from shotvodka :
I wasn't aware my diary was locked? Ah, excuse me - I think I'm probably just being completely stupid/confused here.
from raven72d :
We'll see... The thing that couldn't be changed is...major.
from cybers1ut :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QoSTFNf3ZU&feature=related Pure love.
from raven72d :
Lovely image of you sleeping naked and alone.
from cybers1ut :
Damn, girl. Why don't you ever stop me when I'm being a selfish piece of shit, and say "Hey, I need to talk!" Call me, even if you hate the idea down to your bones. 954.696.9358 (because you probably never took my damn phone number down in the first place)
from raven72d :
I think the book is sad, haunting, sexy, bittersweet.
from raven72d :
A book for you: Samantha Dunn, "Failing Paris"...
from raven72d :
I'm afraid of bridges, but not of gas stations.
from raven72d :
I wish I could read your 2002-2007 diaries.
from raven72d :
The agoraphobia is something I'm beginning to share.
from raven72d :
Any time, beautiful. I'm always glad to hear from you.
from raven72d :
I know that feeling: the sudden collapse of all sense of ambition.
from raven72d :
What are the rules you live by?
from raven72d :
I like "pommes frites"...
from raven72d :
I hope I do have stage presence in my diary.
from raven72d :
I've always thought you worth knowing...and vur' beautiful.
from raven72d :
Many thanks for the blossom, Serena.
from raven72d :
Tell me if you find a Mimosa tree.
from raven72d :
No parachute pants. No Michael Jackson jackets, either. Lots of skinny ties, though.
from raven72d :
Ummm... <i>were</i> you ever a German spy?
from cybers1ut :
The absolute hardest part is getting over that person and forgiving yourself, but also never running from what you did. Sometimes, in lulls, I still think of relationships I can never mend due to stupid things I've done that I cannot remember, but you move on and eventually build all over again. Reinvention is always entertaining.
from raven72d :
Never hate yourself for roles played in stories long ago.
from raven72d :
Dangerous Liaisons and rye whiskey: good mix.
from raven72d :
I'm glad you're updating.
from bliss-sad :
Glad to see you update. You're writing is beautiful.
from octoberbloom :
I don't know if you remember me, but I was once Darkself. I saw your name on my old diary, and wanted to say hello again, so, uh...hello. Take care. *hugs* Phil xxx
from on-empty :
I can't even say how much Graffiti meant to me. So many times I numb myself in the vain hopes of not being hurt, but now I know, it's embracing that helps me let go of the pain. <3
from raven72d :
"Windows" is a beautiful entry.
from raven72d :
Selena...no. No blood in a bathtub. No.
from cybers1ut :
I'm beginning to think things like "real" are a farce... all of it is you. All of it; the good, the bad, the manic, panic, joy, fury, all of it. People may be oblivious to the riptides, but that doesn't make them any less a part of the ocean.
from raven72d :
I do miss your entries...
from cybers1ut :
Cold blooded. Dang.
from cybers1ut :
I love how people call you Serena. Do you ever feel the necessity to correct them?
from cybers1ut :
Maybe she'd give you a new car.
from raven72d :
I miss hearing from you.
from cybers1ut :
Bear didn't move to Texas by any chance, did he? *twitch*
from cybers1ut :
I did call you, so there!
from cybers1ut :
Call me.
from cybers1ut :
You? Believe that other people suck? I thought you were supposed to be pure and loving of all people! Ha! --- Actually, people don't tell me to "get over it" anymore. The only ones that ever did, I was primarily related to. And I do not speak to those people any longer.
from cybers1ut :
Kinda hard not to admit when it's staring you right in the face, waving ever so enthusiastically. "Hi! I'm Misery! I brought from friends Alcoholism, Self-Injury, and Anxiety. We're gonna throw an impromtu party in your head. -- No, you don't have a say."
from cybers1ut :
I gotta wonder, girl, (a question for which there is little answer) when does it get easier?
from raven72d :
I miss hearing from you.
from livesayso :
I can't offer that I understand your plight or your escape or your reasons, but I'm sorry to hear of a near-end to someone I get so much inspiration from. Regardless of the tethers you speak of and the life that has you in its seemingly dizzying grip, or even how responsible you may be for that containment, I wish you luck.
from cybers1ut :
I don't know that people lose themselves to you, per se. I think people choose to float from one escape to the next. I always said, you and I (and all like us) are excellent escape artists. Imagination, illusion, delusion, lusty, child-like, warm walls; the walls that protect, divide, and hold two people both together and at arms length. I know it's horrible now, I know, I know, but it seems like these were things that needed to happen. They were destined to happen. "My only way out is to go... so far in." Just don't give up. I'm waiting to see you again, luminous and well stitched.
from cybers1ut :
Oh, the assumption that I had a self from which to be removed. My identity is planted firmly in ambiguity. I don't know shit about me, just yet. I'm still holding on to that hope that when the time is right, I will let me know.
from cybers1ut :
I'm already well aware of what it's like to lose yourself to someone else. For someone else. In someone else. Well aware. :sigh:
from cybers1ut :
Your entry made me laugh that laugh I'm sure you've always hated. lol I've been tellin' you you were high maintenance for YEARS. lol You are traditionally feminine. You can either embrace it (to some it's quite endearing) or change it, I suppose. (Feh, don't change it) A quote from something I was watching last night, "My mother always said a <i>true woman</i> could force her ideas onto any man."
from cybers1ut :
I still loathe that of that entire poem, the only thing you gleamed from it was my depression... even though it was about growth. lol It always feels like you missed the point of me. I would hate to think that the summation of my existence was my pain.
from cybers1ut :
Seroquel scares me.
from cybers1ut :
I still haven't quite mustered the self-worth to live a productive life. It usually takes the motivation of a romantic partner to get me to live and survive. Any other time, I tend to drown, and I do it magnificently. Prettiest mess you've ever seen.
from cybers1ut :
Seroquel, really?
from cybers1ut :
Our hearts are black and blue and healing the internal hemorrhaging frightfully slowly. I know it doesn't mean much, because you surely have a million and a half people to talk to... but you know that I know. And I know that you know. So... if you want to discuss such things... let's, uhm, know together. Or something. Heh.
from raven72d :
Heat lightning-- lovely image.
from cybers1ut :
Ah, yes, well, whatever. lol It's irrelevant now, and our attempting to be friends seems almost... superfluous given that our knowledge of each other is non-existant. Or rather... entirely incorrect. Neither is what the other supposed.
from cybers1ut :
Ah, maybe you never knew me at all.
from cybers1ut :
lol Why the hell did you choose that quote for me?
from cybers1ut :
Strange how, now, even though we speak frequently infrequently... I feel closer to you than ever I have? As if putting to words innate knowledge, like the sun's rise and fall. I am glad you are doing well.
from raven72d :
I'm glad you're writing again.
from tegansarafan :
Scurvy dog, I calls thy bluff! Name seven ways to fly, not one more and not one less, seven. I dares ye, I double dares thee!
from tegansarafan :
happy chrimbo sweetheart
from raven72d :
Merry Christmas, Serena.
from raven72d :
What will you do for Halloween?
from livesayso :
You should tell me about yourself.
from raven72d :
Swan dives-- a lovely image.
from tegansarafan :
But if one couldn’t fail, wouldn’t that take the challenge and excitement out doing hard things?
from raven72d :
with whom are you falling in love?
from screemingink :
my dear god...i cannot believe i had forgotten of your site. the most beautiful words ever to read. you are so eloquent. ive missed you so.
from raven72d :
road trip visions are wonderful...
from dissimilar :
how is it that your words make me understand the beauty you see? you awaken my fuzzy sight and clear my mind.
from lupee :
my email is cleo_121487@hotmail.com write me anytime i would love to hear from you. love cleo
from raven72d :
three sugars, two creams, yes... and 2 litres of shirley temples... yes, again.
from lupee :
I don't know if you will remember me.I'm in a moment of dispair and so i read your words and I found myself in a place where i was the only one to exist and your words came to life in my head. please write me to say hello
from raven72d :
The entry for 01 July 05 is...so much something I've thought and felt about myself.
from tarynheart :
please come back. i've suddenly stumbled on your diary only to be disappointed that you haven't updated. return and write more beautiful, honest things. <3
from emptysparks :
My heart is empty, it's stillness gathering implications, secret images which someday I fear will madden me when I stand before blank walls, hearing far too much and seeing more than is humanly bearable.I die in a small scisssor arched room, disposseessed of my loves and my belongings. At the same time I know that if I stayed in this room a few days an entirely new life could begin-like the soldering of human flesh after an operation. atwowaydream, your words have been the first to impresss me. Since my searching diaryland. Should you feel an unction, e-mail me at psalm94@aol.com. Realize how very rare and special you truely are, which also makes you a minority,and among the most misunderstood. Celebrate your creative giftedness, which comes at such a high price through suffering. warmest sincerity, emptysparks
from raven72d :
I'm glad you're back.
from spondaic :
hello. i like your writing.
from dissimilar :
can i get a password? why did you lock it? enjoy your day. :)
from on-empty :
Could I get a password please? :)))
from raven72d :
Will I get a password?
from raven72d :
E-mail me about Ms. Moennig... I love those eyes and hipbones, too. And call soon!
from raven72d :
Exactly... Psychedelics are exactly that.
from raven72d :
NYC... You must go to Fort Tryon Park and see the Cloisters...
from zeitgeist05 :
(came to the same conclusion.)
from raven72d :
"only a kiss..." I so envy her-- the ability to attract your kiss. And I envy you the ability to offer it...
from raven72d :
Call anytime you're drinking Grey Goose from slim-stemmed glasses.
from zeitgeist05 :
Regarding the note you left me a while back, the course of life vs. the abrupt "tender--" Which is more important? They could be symbiotic; no light without dark. But is it dark...? Which has more bearing, which carries more weight--can you forget one and still cradle the other?
from raven72d :
"to love with the tenacity of snow..." I do envy you that line... I will fall in love with you via your words-- you do know that.
from raven72d :
Listen to magnetic fields hiss and hum...and call me.
from raven72d :
Erasures... That entry--- *sigh*. Once again, pale-silver girl, I can fall in love with you through your writing.
from raven72d :
It's so incredibly easy to fall in love with you through what you write...
from raven72d :
Platinum... Yes. Your entries are so in my commonplace books...
from lupee :
I love crushes,I love the beginning so unpredictable.You don't know what is to come and you maintain the hope that this is "IT" Its not knowing everything about the person which makes it so exciting...its wanting to discover more secrets,more heart break,more memories and creating your own.
from zeitgeist05 :
In the way you are fascinated and in the way you bring what is normally forgotten into an unforgettable magnitude, I thought tonight that you remind me of a more (or perhaps a differently inclined sort of) feverish Annie Dillard. Perhaps it would suit you to sew up the seams at home, then find a creek or forest that you could live in for a time. You both evoke. --Liz
from raven72d :
"Crushwhore" is lovely. You continue to say so many things that I already think, so many things I believe. I hear your (imagined) voice there in my head sometimes.
from raven72d :
Tell us more about her...
from raven72d :
That means a lot to me, Serena. I hope you will call soon and be a voice...
from raven72d :
Wanderlust... heartbreakingly beautiful entry... I'd love to do Ecstasy with you and watch the stars in the winter sky.
from raven72d :
good advice about ecstasy... and i do think of you in a velvet shirt...
from dissimilar :
i know what you mean about the paranoia from weed. i used to get that way and i could NEVER get high enough to forget the thoughts that lingered from the first hit. but on a good note, i quit smoking it and havent smoked in two weeks, the longest break since i started smoking again. but the munchies... mmm, i loved stuffing myself with food that had never tasted so good.
from raven72d :
Indeed and exactly. And you're of course invited-- urged --to call and talk about small capybaras...
from raven72d :
Parisian rainfall... Another lovely entry. The image of violet snow will stay with me for days.
from raven72d :
I watched "End of Days" and just wanted Gabriel Byrne's trenchcoat. A black Armani trenchcoat is just...key.
from lupee :
Thank-you for your note it meant a lot.You are worth while.I constantly find myself re reading your entries over and over.I love the way you put things your so real and sincere. never stop writing xoxo cleo
from raven72d :
The cocaine entry... That calls to mind so many lost friends...
from raven72d :
Don't give up on writing...
from dissimilar :
your thoughts are always so eloquently put. your words have a character of seduction and beauty that captivates me and leaves me in a dreamy abstraction. simply put, they make me smile.
from raven72d :
I agree absolutely about people who can't live through books... Absolutely.
from sanetwin :
I don't think I could be with someone who didn't love books either.
from raven72d :
I'd so love to drive with you through countryside near Pittsburgh...
from raven72d :
A girl I once adored and was having an affair with mocked me for not being able to parallel park. I never got over it.
from lupee :
Happy new year darling! your writing is so beautifull its poetry like music to my ears you have a gift.I love reading what you write because you say everything in such a way that I can picture it in my head.magnificent write me back! xox cleo
from love-no-more :
I wanted to wish you a Happy New years, a couple of hours way to late:)...."You shouldnt turn your head from something which appears to be ugly, because under the cover it could be the most beautifulest thing ever."
from raven72d :
Kisses at New Year's, beautiful...
from raven72d :
Selena-- you have a vivid identity. You'll never be merely someone's wife...
from zeitgeist05 :
Sorry it took me so long to reply. It's strange when someone asks me a reciprocal question and I don't have an answer prepared. I'm just starting serious reading again, so I can't say I have a solid literary background off of which to...depend upon to make me feel a certain way, think a certain way. I'm reorganizing/creating my own library now, and I hope I'll have enough time/energy to keep reading like I have been. Thanks for asking, honestly.
from raven72d :
I'd never screen your calls...
from raven72d :
A beautiful, skilled masochist is always a delight...
from zeitgeist05 :
do you read Alan Ginsberg? If not, give it a go.
from sanetwin :
Merry Christmas!
from raven72d :
I'll have to bring you a neatly wrapped Christmas gift one day and see if you look into my eyes.
from omnipre5ence :
Poor fruitflies...helpless.
from omnipre5ence :
Your secret's safe with me. :)
from dissimilar :
:)
from raven72d :
I've missed hearing from you... And I hope you found the winter landscape beautiful and eerie... By the way-- all the best at Christmas!
from love-no-more :
I love to read your words. no matter what you talk about, i cant help but become intrigued. I havent said anything in awhile, but i havent forgot about you. I hope you havent forgot about me :) Laura seems intresting, someone almost difficult to figure out at times.well bye!
from raven72d :
I read that and couldn't decide whether I'd be excited by Laura or just...frightened.
from raven72d :
E does the same thing. You get to hear too many life stories... The hair thing I hadn't thought of-- but it makes sense. I hope that I'd be allowed to hold hour hair back while you did lines...
from raven72d :
Everyone wants to be loved...and to have the social markers of love-- the diamond, the ornament, the white picket fence... Those things are a way of having society see (and proving to yourself) that you're loved.
from raven72d :
Happy Turkey Day...
from raven72d :
What will you do for the holiday?
from raven72d :
Call soon. I'd love to hear your voice.
from raven72d :
The "fragility" entry was beautiful... And, yes: you'd be a lovely person to watch autumn light with.
from lupee :
go the fuck home...please how many times have I been in that position,so fermiliar.I get the feeling of satisfaction when you feel your writing really says what your trying to get across in such a way its magnicicent. I miss your notes i'm lonely write me soon xoxo
from raven72d :
If you need a listener or a voice, do call.
from sanetwin :
(11/15) What a beautiful way to describe a breakup. I too prefer the warm body despite it's flaws. I'm sorry for your loss and hope you are coping well.
from raven72d :
Grey late-autumn morning here... I love looking out past the pine trees at the clouds and the silent open spaces.
from raven72d :
Please do keep coming here to write. Your words do mean something to strangers far away... They mean a lot to me.
from raven72d :
Lines of coke before breakfast-- that's just incorrect. *Not* what anyone should be doing. And I like children's books, too...
from lupee :
thanks for your note it meant a lot... heartbreak isn't an easy thing to let go of it overshadows every other emotion and leavs you a mess of past memories and present dilema. People these days(including me) are so desencatized to all forms of drugs nothings shocking anymore you hear one person doing a rail of coke in the bathroom and it almost isn't alarming.It's everywhere these days and it always will be.When I was young I was so wrapped up in my own little world oblivious of what was going on around me.Drugs no longer set off alarms in my head but i guess thats a part of getting older? write soon xoxo cleo
from this-year :
Are you a counseller or something?You seem really intelligent,and good at making people feel better!
from lupee :
everytime i read your diary i expect my name to have dissapeared off your favorites list. I know what you mean about the movie thing its like your in a certain vibe the movies put you in and then someone has to open there mouthe. write me back soon darlin xox cleo
from sarkasmo :
I actually dated a guy who made the movie experience unbearable. If he'd seen the movie before, he'd say things like "It doesn't matter, that guy's best friend was actually hired to kill him, you'll see." And if he hadn't seen the movie, he'd ask ME questions "It's her, isn't it? Isn't it? She's the one that...is she a guy? Is she actually a guy in drag?" But during a movie he'd seen (but I hadn't), I once said "Fucking shut the fuck up, you motherfucking cocksucker." Which didn't work either, sadly, because then he felt like talking about how he was just trying to be funny and I didn't have to call him names. Or some shit. My point is, there are some people you just can't watch movies with.
from raven72d :
I hate people who won't shut up during films...
from raven72d :
stay out of jail... take that to heart. and send a long letter. call sometime and tell me about the whole complex affair.
from raven72d :
spending nights in jail-- don't do that. fist fights-- equally wrong. spelling "slut" in scrabble-- actually clever.
from raven72d :
You must call me and discuss hope and possibilities...
from lupee :
love can't be ignored something i've come to realize from experiance.If you love the girl you do it will be more painfull denying it than embracing it.your beauty can't be avoided
from raven72d :
Don't be afraid to fall in love with her.
from dissimilar :
where did you go? i've been wondering what your mind has been up to :)
from raven72d :
Ecstasy nights were always beautiful...the dancing, the revelations, the shifting lights...the feeling of complete openness...
from lupee :
Its been so long since i've writen you.I took a break from the online diary and focused on my diary at home(actual book) I know exactly what its like with the whole ex just resently this guy i was seeing but never went out with started going out with my enemy out of all people and then broke up with her for me and now she hates me even more and I havn't even talked to him since.Everything with me and guys is just way too complicated I want a fling with no attachments write me honey i miss your notes
from raven72d :
So why does the obsessive ex have it in for you?
from sarkasmo :
It sounds like you've got some turmoil. :( *hug*
from raven72d :
You're a girl I want to read Wallace Stevens' "The Idea of Order at Key West" to...
from raven72d :
It's both... creation and anticipation.
from lupee :
Thank you so much for your note.It means everything to me.I think i am going to talk to my doctor about meds I'm just scared it will fuck me up even more than I already am.Its sad knowing that you can't re live the past or go back to the way things once were.In all everyone has to move on eventually leaving whats happened in the past and live to the day not thinking too much of what you did or will do but of what you are doing. I don't know if i'm making any sence now write you soon honey xox lupe
from raven72d :
S/M requires envisioning scenarios and rituals and dialogues... It requires imagination and a longing for literary experiences... It is about the mind and not the flesh.
from raven72d :
Somehow, everything I write is a kind of eulogy. I'm already seeing in my mind's eye the archived, neatly printed version, saved for some later decade.
from theghostgirl :
The unobtainable ones are the worst.
from raven72d :
I, however, like leggy, haunted, literate girls...
from raven72d :
Winter nights... I can huddle down in side my oversize black military jacket and watch the winter skies or watch the tendrils of vapor rising above distant houses. "Edward Scissorhands" was wonderful, by the way.
from raven72d :
Someone at d-land wrote an entry about a child's book where the little boy would wait at the window late at night and look for the approach of a late-night train. I used to do that in New Haven-- wait for the Montrealer to go buy on its way to Canada... It was a wonderfully soothing thing-- watching the NYC-Montreal Amtrak go buy down on the railway cut...
from lupee :
thanks for the note.I know drugs and alchol is no way to mask my depression. I love your latest entry on lucid dreams.I live off of words please write soon honey xox cleo
from theghostgirl :
thank you for your beauty
from raven72d :
Write soon.
from hatexbreathe :
Exactly, unless I am rolling around and foaming at the mouth my parents seem to say anything is just "teenage angst" and not to worry, it can be quite irritating but at least some people understand ^_^
from raven72d :
i do envy you that out of body flight, just as I envy McEarstix her hallucinations.
from raven72d :
Edmund White, "Nocturnes for the King of Naples"... Worth reading.
from raven72d :
feel encouraged to write...and call. I'm very much going to read through your older entries... i hope you'll read mine and comment.
from m6twenty3 :
hello. I rather enjoyed your entry about girls. I've always felt the same way but never knew how to describe it.
from raven72d :
Marianne Faithfull, "Times Square". It's an old song that does make me think of you...
from raven72d :
"Strangers" is a lovely entry...
from lupee :
wow u'r getting notes like crazy these days,with such talent its no wonder you've got such a fanclub.I miss relationships without complication.I've realized now that half the guys I've been envolved with I didn't like to beggin with I guess I just liked the attention from the oposit sex.I've never been with a woman so delicate I just want someone I can feel safe with to hold me when i'm cold.To whoever you were refering to as dusting your writing off of their shoulders I don't think that would be such an easy task your words are beauty all on its own and I'm sure will leave an everlasting impresion on this lost love of yours. keep on smiling xoxo cleo
from raven72d :
you have such fascinating things to say... One night you and I must share many vodka-tonics and talk until dawn. write soon.
from raven72d :
lovely entry about girls... and i like the adjective "fierce" and the noun "brat".
from shebreathes :
girls. yes, girls.
from love-no-more :
im excited that your still reading and of course it counts.you say kind things about my writing and it rensures me that im not as worthless as others think i am. i love to read what your thinking and feeling that day, you have a way with words and emotions that leave me awed.thanks :)
from raven72d :
i do want to sit with you and talk about books and crystal moments.
from hatexbreathe :
Thanks a lot, thats really kind ^_^ But when school starts I need to start focusing on my schoolwork instead of the internet...so I think it will be best just to leave, for now anyway. <3
from lupee :
Everyones weird in their own way.I look at it more as being original.Its what makes us different and stand out in the croud.Don't try and change who you are you'll always be left wanting more.Keep doing what you do and be happy with the wonderfull person you've become smiles xox cleo
from raven72d :
Opium dreams are full of dark, rich colors and a deliberate, almost ominous sense of time...
from raven72d :
the images-- a postcard of an untranslated era, the four words that evoke a thousand pictures --are brilliant.
from silverbiker :
your room sounds wonderful! i wish i lived in it! pooie..
from raven72d :
The 30 August 04 entry is beautiful and heartbreaking all at once. If the entry wasn't in one of those little boxes that defy my efforts to print all of it out, I'd print a copy for my archives and memories.
from raven72d :
you're a finely-crafted and lovely writer...
from lupee :
everyone wants controll over something.An eating disorder can't laugh @ all your lame jokes and make you feel like the only person in exsistance in the world.It brings along the bad and no hint of good.I know that road and it leads to destruction in the end.It will leave you feeling worse than you started out.I'm in no possition to offer hope but you seem strong and you can make it through. hugs sweetheart remember to smile xoxo cleo
from lupee :
I'm excited for you.Having your own place is freadom to do whatever you want and not have to justifie yourself.I'm hoping to save up enough money so that when my sister gets back from traveling we can get our own apartment aswell.I've been taking care of myself for years and I think I'm ready to move on.The only thing that was holding me back was if I could support myself financially but I'm working on it. xoxo cleo
from lupee :
thanks for your note... the feeling of fear of heart break is so fermiliar to me.Right now as for the schools situation I'm still undecided.Having controll over your depression is one thing.Letting yourself be overcome bye the feeling untill it dominates your every move is another.To own it taked power maybe if you push past that you can claim your happiness. xoxo cleo thanks
from lupee :
hey I'm sorry i havn't writen notes 2 you in a while my comp was fucked but i just fixed it. I have so much I want to tell you but @ the same time now that i've come to leaving you a note the words that i wished to say aren't getting through. write back sweet pea i miss your kind words
from screemingink :
asjfalksjdflksjd...why thankyou! im glad you do like em.<333
from hatexbreathe :
thanks, I needed to hear that <3
from screemingink :
<333
from shebreathes :
thank you for the comment. <3 i know you're right. if i can survive my grandfather, i can survive myself.
from lupee :
horescopes are miss leading.Mearly deceiving opinions of one person they can't be trusted.I'm empty of caring words and to say be optomistic i'm sure is no help or encouragement.There is always something to live for.keep your head up high its no reason to die. xox cleo p.s sorry for the lack of notes lately!
from toxiclust :
I thought everyone who read my diary could tell by the second sentence that I was really only an illiterate southerner! ;) I don’t think I’m all that great at English. All my English teachers never considered me to be “smart” or anywhere near a satisfactory writer. High school years are a very testing time. Drama is everywhere and it’ll mean nothing in less than a year. I’m just trying to soak up what is left of my childhood while I can. And I totally agree with the notes below…you should get your writing published!
from deadpainting :
ajgakldjflkaejflajdljafdsflkj!!!!im serious. you can write a bestseller.
from dear-mrs-d :
aghh...this is talent. you need to publish this stuff. my cousin vinny..i remember i had to watch that in debate class, it was alright. but back to your writing. i have no words to describe you though. you are the one with the words though. <33[screemingink]
from deadpainting :
you must must must update more often...i am looking too much forward into reading your entries. <33screemingink
from toxiclust :
wow that is a really cool thing that no one knew about her! its a very neat ability to view things in ways that no other person does. it would be nice if the moon was just a straight tunnel to heaven...
from toxiclust :
my mom has a tendency to hit all sorts of creatures out in the road and i always have to hold back tears. and yes, things have gotten pretty interesting around here. i guess i asked for it, but hey, i didn't ask for all of it. things are getting a little too weird (even for me)! heh. =)
from screemingink :
oh i am in love with you!! simply in love. i cannot describe this talent.
from toxiclust :
i love how i can picture each one of your entries. the details are amazing. and deers are scary! one almost darted out in front of me last week. eek.
from lupee :
Thank you so much for your note.I had a really bad day and it was good to see that you'r willing to listen to my unbearable rambles and attempt to make sence of all my fucked up words no doubt.It means a lot to me xoxo i'll e-mail you pronto thanx-cleooo
from screemingink :
you have a gift
from lupee :
heyy thanks so much for your help sweet pea. I like knowing theres someone out there on my side of the fence. xoxo cleopatra
from lupee :
hey just me again...your note made my day! i've been trying to put you as a favorite diary but it doesn't seem to be working maybe you could help me out thanx darling xoxo cleo
from love-no-more :
your writting is absolutly beautiful.i cant help but keep reading
from lupee :
Just wanted to tell you that your oficially my favorite diary.I read your entries dreading its end and looking foward to the next...you inspire me!
from toxiclust :
aw, shucks. thanks! =) ooh, i would have died without my headphones! they are an absolute lifesaver! i used them to drown out the noise of "karaoke" in the living room while i was trying to go to sleep. they are quite the beautiful invention.
from lupee :
Its hard to let go but you can't dwel on the past.I am in no possision to talk.My relationship with my father is completely aimless and dysfunctional but in a way I've come to terms with it and learned to be self-reliant and independent.
from hatexbreathe :
Yes, but don't we all? *shakes head* He's too beautiful for his own good in my opinion. ^_^
from toxiclust :
your latest entry is absolutely fantastic. you have the greatest ability to put things into words. i love how each of your entries can make me feel those same emotions that you are writing about. oh, and wandering minds are not always a bad thing! where would i be without mine? heh. you're right about catty girls. they are bad these days.
from sarkasmo :
And hash brownies. Next to the anti-depressants.
from lupee :
Its crazy how much I can relate to your last entry.I had a breakdown once in one of my classes which resulted in everyone thinking I'm crazy for just about the rest of my life...and so the journey continues
from toxiclust :
sounds like you have quite a previous history with mase! hehe ;)
from sarkasmo :
I think everyone's entitled to a nervous breakdown every now and then. I also think there should be a 1-2 week bank of days off for this purpose, separate from vacation, sick, and personal days. Mandatory. Any employer not honoring my "mental health days" suggestion can't hold its employees responsible for any violent or venomous mood swings. Also, for high-stress jobs, there should be candy jars filled with anti-depressants on the managers' desks.
from shebreathes :
i can't even tell you how much i relate. i've had a few nervous break downs myself and i was intstitutionalized twice. i'm sorry that you're going through this, but i do think it's good that the part of you who needs to scream got a chance to. you should listen to her more often. <3
from zeitgeist05 :
You're still beautiful.
from gumball-slut :
Thanks a lot, I was just at a low last night, your words helped. <3
from toxiclust :
i can relate to the last paragraph in your latest entry. i hate that nobody gets me too or when they do get a tiny piece then it freaks them out. argh. half baked ice cream is just extremely magical because it has brownies and cookie dough and ben & jerry are pure genius! oh, and good thing i never went to see fahrenheit 9/11 with barbara...she's a big bush fan. i figured it would be a lot of bush bashing, but she's a little odd at times so i don't know how it would have affected her.
from sarkasmo :
Uh huh, Blood and Fire was exactly what I meant. Sometimes I listen to it and relate, and sometimes I listen and am like, "She needs decaf and prozac." ...enough of that, though: I found the "knee deep" song, and it was Michele Malone. Close enough, yes? Maybe the version I heard was *featuring* Amy & Emily. I dunno.
from sarkasmo :
*OLD* Indigo Girls, from back before they had a platform to use for spouting political rhetoric. Back when their albums vacillated between conceptual romantic notions and jealous, angry love songs, depending on which one wrote the tune. And speaking of old Indigo Girls: I'm still looking for a recording that I was told was made by them, called "Knee Deep In Your Shit" (at least, that's the chorus). Great song.
from toxiclust :
i guess it's true what my mom says -- i'm my own worst enemy. it is good to have other peoples views on things. they're very eye opening. hmmm, anti-spam? i used to love that stuff when i was little. i'm not so sure about it now...eck. sausage made in pig intestines is nasty though! im still clueless as to the secret of spam...i'm almost scared to know. i want to go see spiderman 2, but no one will go see it with me! :( was it better than the first one? i cannot even remember the first one that well, but i think it was okay. as for fahrenheit 9/11, i'm dying to see it! uh, dying may not be the right use of words...but yeah.
from sarkasmo :
I would like to apologize for the overuse of the word "melancholy" in my previous note. Thank you.
from sarkasmo :
Yeah, the Smiths are melancholy, but also so political. On melancholy days, I always seem to bust out the old Indigo Girls or, for some reason, REM's Green. If I want to GET melancholy, though, it's Disintegration all the way.
from toxiclust :
just to let you know, i finally trashed those slim jims. woo-hoo! i like your entry...i can relate...but my problem is that i know i own today and all but there's still nothing for me to do...it's crazy sounding, I guess. -- i guess alcohol is an easy escape...that's how i see it. do you really think i'm too shimmery to fall? i wish i could see myself that way if only for a day. and you're shimmery too, ya know. =)
from sarkasmo :
But what makes the Cure such a great band is that they've got one or two albums to suit any mood you could possibly be in - not just depressed!
from toxiclust :
i am all for the anti-slim jim club! i still have those ones from my birthday inside my house -- major ew! haha, who can really eat those things? i just can't believe it.
from hatexbreathe :
I adore your diary <3
from shebreathes :
oh i understand about the ecstasy. i love it love it love it. right now i'm not doing it because i don't have anyone i want to do it with. and that artificial closeness and intimacy can be dangerous with the wrong people. but it was beautiful. so fucking beautiful.
from darkself :
yeah of course! :D can i add you too?
from darkself :
awwww, thankyou so much. I love your layout too. Its kind of....dreamy. lol. I got mine from a design dite though..im totally hopeless at html. lol. thanks for my poetry compliment. im just gonna post again funny enough. lol
from heidiann :
Welcome to the Geek Love ring! Thanks for joining! =)
from toxiclust :
thank you! you always make me feel better. =) i guess my dad not being around both helped me and hurt me. he wasn't a good "influence" (for the lack of a better word) but even with all his faults i wish he still would have cared about me.
from zeitgeist05 :
That's why songs are written and sung, and why poetry is written to people without a name. They're the words and the airs and the sun and water you don't let pour onto anybody, lest they run; every song tries to write angels into the world. And don't they, though? And...on music. Don't you know I could go forever and still continue to be inspired to new heights/depths?...skewed yet wholly at the heart. Iwonder if most people realize and ignore, or is it really beyond them? I'll try and keep my mind off that unhappy possiblity; I'm not bitter yet.
from pirate-life :
Thank you for the comment, I agree with you. But sometimes I am just overwhelmed with the fakeness that I forget that I have people that don't, for lack of a better term, suck.
from xsweetpoetry :
thank you so much, love. you're diary is absolutely gorgeous. i adore the way you write, i'm positive also that you'll find somebody who makes every single thing fall into place and it will be beautiful.
from toxiclust :
stilettos are the coolest! and thanks for the advice...i guess i do deserve to feel hot sometimes. it sure beats always feeling down on myself.
from shebreathes :
insanely brilliant.
from zeitgeist05 :
I feel the same way about beauty; it overwhelms me far too often, I know, but it's like a drug I'm addicted to.
from toxiclust :
ah, love is so complicated. i try to keep a clear head. i try to be patient...it's terribly hard not to give up altogether.
from dissimilar :
your words are beautiful. i always look forward to reading your thoughts.
from toxiclust :
im really sorry about your friend :(
from toxiclust :
well said. =)
from toxiclust :
a few months ago my step-cousin (who i hadn't seen in a couple of years until then) started acting really creepy around me. it freaked me out so bad because i really thought of him as my real cousin. he's like twice my age...so it pretty much just scared me and i try not to think much more of it. ;)
from toxiclust :
wal-mart shoppers bother me too. -- thanks for the note you left me. it made me feel better. i dont know if im really strong. i feel like im in pieces right now. thank you so much for your kind words though. they were lovely. <3
from toxiclust :
ah, yes. God works every day against me. he's so busy i do not see how he has time for anyone else! =) perhaps i'll get to see preston in a hat. it won't be a complete loss if i don't. i'm quite afraid he'll turn me against hats altogether. it would be quite a shame. i agree, hats do add such a zing of sexiness!
from toxiclust :
i agree...i don't think i could work for mary kay or anything like that. i just wouldn't want to bother people and i'd always feel bad about not making a sell. heck, i can't even sell you a dime for a nickel. ;)
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thanks for adding me! that's so nice of you =)
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