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from mangotuesday :
bb i miss you send me passworrrrd xo
from n-passant :
I do hope things are swell with you. Says the ghost of Christmas past. I'd love to read, if that sort of thing is still allowed.
from southeast :
are you still out here? new moon in scorpio today. i'm sure you know. xoxox
from southeast :
Thought of you today
from mangotuesday :
missing you. is there a password for the password? xo
from mangotuesday :
missing you. is there a password for the password? xo
from manzanas :
spinning like a ghost on the bottom of a top, i'm haunted by all the space that i will live without you
from southeast :
heart eyes to you. still. always. etc.
from mangotuesday :
I love you.
from npass :
Mmhaunting back. Haunt more.
from mangotuesday :
belated birthday love celestial bff.
from moonbaby8u :
I live by chicago :)
from mangotuesday :
i love you. just fucking love you. i don't know what to say either.
from moonbaby8u :
I not a hot mess either....but sometimes?Just sometimes?I am....I once was that teenager filled with lust.Stupid.Stupid teenage years.
from moonbaby8u :
thank you.I need to find god too.
from moonbaby8u :
password?Please?
from southeast :
tomorrow is for us. (sag/gem) fingershearteyescrossed.
from southeast :
you are a genius and the spark of life.
from mangotuesday :
oh. i should have known. we are psychically linked. i must have known.
from mangotuesday :
did you get my email? can i come in? love zou. as always. for infinity.
from n-passant :
Thank you.. Your writing's a tonic. Or a gin, if only because tonic alone suggests something lacking. I miss this place. I'll keep on reading. Happy evening N
from npass :
Ach, I miss your words. I'd love to read them again now, if you're up for that kind of thing. I really hope life's treating you fondly.
from southeast :
ohhowmuchiLOVELOVELOVEyou.
from opposure :
The way you described him is just amazing.
from fuschia :
going to psychics is a lot of fun. sometimes it leaves you with many more questions than when you went in there, though. how do you feel about your reading? the first reading I had with a psychic was astounding - the second time, good as well, the third and last time was just off and disappointing. however the information I garnered from that first visit I carried with me over a year and referred back to it - each time I found something new to draw strength from. Good Luck.
from fuschia :
hello! do I get to read you again?
from mangotuesday :
knock knock?
from opposure :
Hello. I noticed that your diary is suddenly locked. If you are granting access to total strangers, I would humbly request a password. In any case, take care.
from mangotuesday :
i'm a gemini! i'm at southeast.diaryland.com for a spell. southeast/hug xoxo
from mangotuesday :
you are ace! what is your sun sign?!
from manzanas :
oh fuck i left myself a note! fuck diaryland. yes, let's go! come to my house. i am ready and waiting. how will you get this? GET THIS
from manzanas :
ugh jesus, i forgot that this shit doesn't do line breaks if you just press enter. sorry for the huge block of text. no wonder no one uses this thing.
from manzanas :
haha i really thought that was on purpose. just getting in touch with the 1500s, you know. seems like something you might do. i'm alright. i believe i would rather be in a sometimes inconvenient relationship with someone that makes me genuinely happy than a convenient one with someone who is kind of a tool. besides, i'm really sick of emaciation. (i was going to refer to 'j' but everyone's name starts with a 'j.') and mr. baltimore is so sturdy and masculine-looking, which sounds really shallow. but you know me! this is probably subject matter more suitable for a private message, but honestly, who the hell is ever going to read this anymore? oh and the sadge said the one thing to me that i've always wanted someone to say to me, "you're so honest and beautiful in a way that, although i'm sure other men find you to be attractive, they just don't get it like i do." haha yeah! YEAH okay well this is turning into nonsense. did you hear about this huge apartment fire by the canal? no injuries reported! millions of dollars up in smoke.
from fuschia :
So, do you write anywhere else these days?
from fuschia :
I love you, too! I've been watching Totoro over and over these days, along with Breakfast at Tiffanys. My birthday is May 3!
from sythy :
"No matter how far you go down negativity or positivity, I think as long as you keep going, you run into love." I completely agree. That was my experience with depression/self mutilation. Of course, I was spending all those dark moments actively looking for love. I think it's always there if you look.
from patient- :
holy shit, get out of my brain!
from n-passant :
I really love that. It reads like the truth I think it probably is. Thank you. NPX
from patient- :
word..
from manzanas :
gave you some hugs
from manzanas :
hayley, we should go to scotland and watch anime films with kieron. whisper of the heart? deal?
from npass :
I don't speak French - and online translators give every word a strange distance, as though they've never seen the air before - but I appreciated this. As ever.
from chilindrina :
i miss you.
from npass :
Hello, very lovely to hear from you - you're missed. Isn't it funny to hear that? I haven't retired, but I'm haunting more than writing. Take good care. N
from manzanas :
Hayyy. Ley. It's pretty cold right now. Let's go to the beach! By the way, that bear cookie container looks so cold and dead. It really is weird.
from manzanas :
Man, this thing has been around for a long time. Reading my old notes to you is weird. But I guess I'm mostly the same. I really should have started saying goddamn more, though. You're still my little old H, always and forever. Aw, like a pop song.
from patient- :
it's july, visit me (georgia)! hi. =)
from npass :
If you had an MSN screenname, I should note it down and very much hope to run into you and exchange words with you through the wires at some point. I mention this now because it's late and I can't sleep.
from st-rage :
I thought about it and thought you might think I am just another weirdo on the internet. So I thought I would throw in a few facts to show that I am who I say I am. Our fathers name is James, I believe your mothers name is Gina, our grandmothers name was Arvella. simon has a son of his own, Jayven. I do not want to throw down with our last name for anonymity purposes. Please contact me for I never thought I would meet my other sister or brothers.
from st-rage :
Hayley, I have read some of your writing, impressive. By the way I am your 1/2 brother Josh that you mention in one of your posts. I would love to talk with you. send me an email at [email protected]
from manzanas :
surprise! so, have you seen sam's girlfriend's myspace? it's completely disgusting. this is why i hate the internet. sick. what do you like better? haylan or caitley? i'm trying to conserve syllables here.
from soft-fairy :
Et tu parles le francais! Sa devient de mieux en mieux visiblement lol! Thanks for ur note anyway.
from chilindrina :
missed u.
from soft-fairy :
very pretty...
from manzanas :
Just to let you know, I created a Xanga because I'm sick and disoriented. Check it out: xanga.com/ticktickticktock Have a nice day, Hat.
from npass :
I really like your writing. (A particularly flat sort of statement, I know. Just thought it should be put on record).
from thesebooks :
It's L. I think my other diary was getting too exposed. So I made this. I played the new ND for many hours today. Frank Hardy is my favorite now. Have a nice night.
from patient- :
why, of course! username: the | password: patient.
from patient- :
i'm very saddened. but i shall take the cupcakes! as long as they're topped with mult-colored sprinkles. =)
from patient- :
i love you, i love you, marry meee.
from manzanas :
Yo, Iris Pench! We are decidedly English. Unexpected notes brighten your day. Yes, they do! I have to start saying goddamnit more often. Especially in reference to crayons. Goddamn right. You have a nice day, ya hear.
from zap-jocelyn :
thank you for the advice and help with my dad. =)
from chilindrina :
thank you =) =)
from chilindrina :
beautiful... what is it?
from orgami :
hah checked out the galaxies and comets frozen elemental passengers of the night portents and precious dreaming stanzas on the tableture of stars i'm impressed you have wordspeak more then I must confess i admire this what stretchs your mind seeks what vast interests lay are you a philospher or philanthropist Myself I may equally hand out bills to hitchiking strangers passing through my city and hold back on freinds depends on the variant of mood and interaction depth inversion layers egos encapsulated like an Escher sketch love notes on the etch-a-sketch i am i here in my city my girl at home METRIC on my headphones so poor i use this city free internet pondering the recent news of my fathers death He was forty years older then I I am forty he was popular and funny well read and loyal to work and family he knew i loved the stars i wish him well on his new journey i am only just beginning my own
from o-jasmine-o :
Hahaha, you're most certainly right about that selectivity! Thanks for the compliment. My French is rather rusty but your English entries are beautiful.
from o-jasmine-o :
Welcome to the Complex Ring. I'm sorry I took so long to approve you.
from candoras-box :
Hey--found your diary through the geeky-boys diaryring. I can empathize with the way you feel about decisions you've made--I know that my interpersonal relations are dependent on how I'm feeling at the time, but I will still treat different people certain ways despite what could happen afterwards. I hope that made sense. Anyways, nice work.
from manzanas :
Well, here we go. Thanks for all the noteage. Neat. And I'm glad you think I have some skill for talking about myself. Hopefully I will develop it further in entries to come, because I guess I've made an unofficial commitment to this now.
from chilindrina :
happy birthday!! (in advance, since I don't know exactly when it is).
from chilindrina :
hahaha lol!!!! I used to have it locked, for like a year. So HE woulnd't read it. And guess what, last night, he called and said he had to "confess". He had been reading all along. That was soooo embarrassing. That's why I locked it again. But he promised he wouldn't do it anymore, so I've unlocked it. =)
from chilindrina :
Thank you so so much. =) You have no idea how much I appreciate that stuff. Really. Take care.
from manzanas :
I am doing what I promised. I am noting you. It feels so good; I don't know why I waited so long. Well, I'm done reveling. It's funny how neither of us ever have anything to note each other about, but we've done it many times before--just in other places, other sites, other insidious traps, you know. I've been wearing a lot of striped shirts recently. I swear to god they make up at least half of my shirt inventory. The other half being t-shirts. I've become such a colorful indie pop kid. It's kind of sickening, but incredibly desirable, of course. I recently noticed that I have no skill for creatively beginning sentences. They all start with nouns or pronouns or something equally unexciting. I need to work on that, though I have no idea as to how. I need to get a beret. And some crayons, goddamnit. I need some goddamn crayons.
from chilindrina :
I'm sorry, I don't know if you sent me a password or not because I accidentally deleted all of my messages... If you don't have a problem with me reading, could you please send me the password to [email protected]?? (It's ok if you can't, really).
from chilindrina :
can I have a password?? =)
from aucrepuscule :
hey, you're doing great. keep those fond spirits up! though whatever will be, will be. ce qui sera, sera.

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