messages to banana3159:
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from outer-jessie :
*knocks on the door* Please let me in, pleeeease? I promise I'll just sit in a corner and nod emphatically.
from laughercurve :
Y'all are out of stock at CD Baby--that's a good sign, right? Congrats, Anna. The songs I've listened to online are incredible.
from laughercurve :
Hey, congrats on new job. (My stupid exclamation point key is kaput or else there would be a whole bunch.) --Jenny
from trashbaby :
I wish you would say a prayer to this shitty universe that all of us will find great creative love.
from completeliar :
I'M FREAKING CARMEN MERANDA!!!
from gumphood :
whoa...you played AT the middle east. Awesome. I will have to check you out sometime.
from gumphood :
If the Red Sox can do this, then anything is possible. Cheers to peace in the Middle East.
from laughercurve :
okay, so, my birthday is 8/20. That is too cool. : )
from smarmy-elf :
You should listen to airamericaradio.com, they've been doing nothing but roast Reagan, kind of refreshing after watching any mainstream news media for more than five minutes.
from pouncer :
Hi Banana3159! I was just checking out your site, pretty cool. Actually I love your design! I was wondering if I could borrow it maybe a little different so we don't have to have the exact same one. If you feel like being nice and having extra time would you mind helping me out w/ my template? I suck at computers. Thanks and good luck quitting! YOU CAN DO IT!
from yea-right :
walk the tight-rope - just don't look down & let love rule! good luck & God bless (i also wish to fight the good fight)!
from vivakate :
my family found it and are freaking out b/c i mentioned them in it. i'm deciding whether or not to shut it down.
from pillowcrush :
i like matt
from fishnets666 :
I'm so happy for you :)
from xmasface :
That's funny: I was just thinking about YOU too.
from laughercurve :
Grrl, you RULE, and if you look like Mama Cass, then she must have been one hell of a babe.
from xmasface :
Major props to you, dear. I just made a mix-tape for Jeremy and used at least three songs from the CD you made me. That gift just keeps on givin'.
from tarotreading :
Please visit my site if you or a friend would like a Tarot Reading! Thanks.
from smarmy-elf :
I had a special kitty too. She used to jump up on my shoulder and we'd go on adventures exploring the woods. I know how hard it is, sorry for your loss.
from smarmy-elf :
That same exact thing happened to me at Big Fish. You are not alone, crying in the theatre. And a friend with a comforting gesture at the right moment is invaluable.
from realthoughts :
melvin goes to dinner is an awesome movie! i just thought i should let you know that you have great taste in movies! :)
from smarmy-elf :
Whoa! thanks for the heads up. I can't get enough Brucio, must go purchase a copy now...
from smarmy-elf :
Five times? You're catching up to me, dammit! Maybe I'll see it twice today...
from smarmy-elf :
Thanks, I wish the same to you!
from banana3159 :
Shaker-- You are totally right and I absolutely dropped ht eball on this. I am an asshole. There has been so much going on and I made the apes but it compeltely slipped my mind. Unfortunately now I am in Rochester and here til the 4th, but I will send them when I get home, and to make up for having been such an assholeI will send something extra. Anyway, I totally apologize for having been a douchebag-- it wasn't out of maliciousness, just spaciness. Thanks for putting this in my face-- I space on emails but not on dland notes, and I totally deserved to be called out on this. Have a very good holiday.
from shaker10770 :
Hi, Banana3159 Saw your entries in this website and they seem truly deep and inspirational, you really come across as good-natured and good-hearted. So why are you screwing me out of our tapetrading deal. You remember how it we set it up: I mail you the tapes of Mr. Show season 4 and tenacious D episodes and you mail me the Mr. Show extras you promised (NEXT!, etc.). Well, I kept my part of the deal (sent the tapes November 17th) and today is Dec 24th and I still haven't received the tapes. And, of course, the not-responding-to-my-emails move follows suit. Really don't know if you are gonna respond to this and sick of concerning myself. Just wanted to put it on record. May seem insignificant to you, but if you are really that spiritual you wouldn't let this mess up your karma. shaker10770
from meloncollie9 :
i think it's fucking awesome that you are so head over heels in love with this dude. enjoy it! you deserve it. merry christmas, etc., etc. (i added you to my im buddy list a while back, but you are never on.)
from vivakate :
you deserve this. be happy! xo
from smarmy-elf :
I bet Martha Stewart shags like a minx.
from vivakate :
ha ha, thirty helens...long live the kids in the hall!
from vivakate :
http://homepage.mac.com/elliottday/theoffice/whoareyou.html a quiz to find out who you'd be in "the office", no fair rigging it so you end up gareth...
from vivakate :
hey, be careful leaving work at night. apparently there has been an assault in the h.sq area in the past couple of days. i only heard about it this morning, so since you're near me (workwise) i wanted you to know...
from smarmy-elf :
There's a DVD? I am so out of the loop. I must have it. I have a raging crush on Amy Poehler. Man, can that girl curse.
from smarmy-elf :
I love the Upright Citizens Brigade! That sketch with the flight simulator is the best thing on teevee since Bruce McCulloch.
from smarmy-elf :
You just made me want to listen to the Lunachicks so bad. Their album "Luxury Problem" is my favourite punk record bar none. I highly reccomend picking that up if you havent discovered them allready.
from smarmy-elf :
A prayer for ya.
from vivakate :
thank you my angel. those five words meant more to me than you could possibly know. (and made me well up with tears). xoxox, kate [if this is repeated, sorry]
from meloncollie9 :
good luck with "finding yourself" again and ditching the alcohol. i've been there. sometimes i feel like even without substance abuse, i've managed to numb myself into a state of apathy. but something beautiful about life always awakens me out of it. i'm sure you're fine. =-) (ps. i'm glad you're still keeping the diary.)
from laughercurve :
I'm afraid to ask, but what on earth's in a Guinness Float?
from vivakate :
seriously, i'm open to any suggestions.
from vivakate :
another coworker told me. granted said coworker had known for a while, but when she realized she was feeding my boss anything i said she thought i should know. esp with the whole promotion thing a few weeks ago...
from ravengreen :
This might come as a surprise to you, but the discription of acting in your entry "Master Thespian" is exactly what I try and do when I paint. I've had numerous converations with actor friends comparing the two arts. Your discription "that fakey false pretense of reality" is exactly the perfect phrase I would use to discribe alot of "artists". And "To annihilate one�s own ego and to use the self as a channel for something larger, something divine." PERFECT! That is EXACTLY what I try to accomplish in my work! Thanks for putting it so wonderfully into words.
from smarmy-elf :
Well, a good chardonnay, as I said, can be a pleasant experience, so long as you limit yourself to one bottle, (or one and a half depending on your mood, but who can really leave half a bottle lying around?) Anyway I was mostly just being a smart-ass. Though drinking a lot of red and then switching to white can be kind of a flavor shock, the white hits you right in the nose a bit more. In general I'm more open minded about these sorts of things than I used to be. Except when I'm drinking...
from trashbaby :
We can hang out anytime! Keep in touch.
from xmasface :
Everything's up in the air at this point. But I can make myself available. I'll be sending out an e-mail later to ask if people will be around next weekend because I hope to see the Morrissey Bros. then.
from trashbaby :
Wow, thats great!!! I know you will be the best and learn at the same time. Your so perceptive and have a strong emotional depth. Your a force! Oh, and Angel told me to send a greeting from him. You should tell him he should date me now but I am not trying to stick my words in your mouth. Well maybe I am. Yours Chris
from xmasface :
Okay, maybe on Sunday or Monday I can make sure I have an evening free. Everything is going to be up in the air until I've left.
from xmasface :
I'll be dumbfounded. I thought that everyone was clear on it being the Good Life downtown. It didn't even occur to me until after I'd been there a while. They were even able to convince me to stay until the very end and Debbie gave me a lift home. There was this group of young women who may or may not have been a bachelorette party and they were really hilarious. This weekened - wait - my computer says it's 11:11 so make a wish - I'm working and then going to visit my family. I've made my secret wish. Have you?
from xmasface :
I missed you and Angus on Wednesday. Wha'appened?!
from smarmy-elf :
I've got fingers on both hands crossed and my teeth gritted for you. Never Let Down!
from xmasface :
Apparently the Good Life downtown will have karaokee that night, so either way you can't lose. As for a nickname, well, Debbie's my Dorothy from Oz and A. is my Dorothy Parker. You can be my Dorothy Dandridge (sp?). Or we could call you Bananarama. But that's Jeremy's job. He's a banana ramma. Heh. Anyway, we'll think of something for you. Donchoo worry yr purty li'l head there, misseh.
from xmasface :
Thanks for the message - I haven't heard it yet but I'll be checking on my lunch break. I'm going to try and get together with King Wally and Ms. Dammet on Wednesday. What're you and Lash LaRoue up to?
from xmasface :
Sounds cool, though I can't imagine what W.B. Mason ads consist of.
from xmasface :
I think that that sounds like a fine plan. Who was the stray actor you picked up? I don't think I've hung out until morning since - well, I know you were there. And pills were involved. Well, I'm going to be busy but we'll just have to make time, won't we?
from xmasface :
Well, of course you can have a lighter. I gotta whole bunch already. And I don't know when I'll see you next because I never hear from you. You're in the new place now, yes? And do you have my Smoking Bunny beanie? How did you enjoy the rest of your karaokee experience? I ended up drunk.
from jme-reviews :
Hi I just started a new review site named jme-reviews. If you would like to have your diary reviewed please check out my site! Thank you bunches! -jamie-
from meloncollie9 :
i am sad that your diary is ending, as i have only just recently begun to read it. will you start a new one?
from soandsotgs :
hi, i saw this website, and i thought you might find it as funny as i did.... being in the cocksuckers diaryring i thought you could understand the hunour too http://www.outpimp.com/?x=165657
from meloncollie9 :
after reading your positive review, i have begun the robber bride and am thus far enjoying it. thanks for the suggestion. =-)
from smarmy-elf :
I'll take that million dollars!
from meloncollie9 :
i enjoy your diary. i am adding it to my buddylist. say hi sometime. =-)
from vivakate :
http://www.funtrivia.com/dir/985.html go nuts! we heart the pirate movie. xo
from bathtubmary :
anna- that was so.... everything! what an amazing entry. you are amazing. xo, d
from xmasface :
Yep. I'm moving to SF with Lady A. at the end of September.
from smarmy-elf :
Actually you can sidestep the cloud level if you hit the secret warp zone pipe at the end of world 1-2. Okay then.. I'll be lurking in my mom's basement if anyone needs me.
from http :
Bulgakov... I dig it. I wish you good luck quitting smoking; sometimes it feels like a bad idea to even mention smoking around people who are trying to quit, though, even if it's in this context. I'd almost sooner smoke around children than around addicts trying to give it up. But I guess I'd rather do neither.
from bathtubmary :
i mean *shouldn't* be a rigid definition. blasted typos. xo, d
from bathtubmary :
i think it's weird how people are always in such a rush to define others by their sexuality. i personally think that sexual feelings are fluid. you're into who you're into when you're into them. it's part of who you are but it should be a rigid definition. there's nothing wimpy about being true to yourself. congrats on the way things are going. xo, d
from bathtubmary :
that is a drop-dead set. the choices you made - you are so brave and amazing. i don't think i can make it saturday unfortunately but make sure you keep me posted on any other shows. xoxo, d
from xmasface :
No offense taken on this side. If I was mad, you'd know it, boy howdy!
from xmasface :
Sorry there, chippie, but work's been pretty busy lately. Haven't had much time to do much. I'll write/call/whatnot when I can. I think that this state that I am in has already pissed off Angus, amongst other people.
from smarmy-elf :
Thank you, and back at ya ;)
from bathtubmary :
anna, i keep trying to sign your guestbook but my browser doesn't seem to like your guestbook page. anyway. 'to sir with love' kicks ass. that's always my karaoke song. did you know lulu was married to maurice gibb at one point? sorry, i'm over caffienated this morning and it shows. i'm glad to hear things are going better. hugs. xo, d
from xmasface :
Sorry I missed you this weekend. Be well, okay?
from sambadelic :
Jackson Browne
from xmasface :
Ah dinnae ken mah plans as to this weekend, but ah'll keep ye in touch an' let ye know as soon as possible.
from xmasface :
Gotta love dem three-day weekends, right?
from bathtubmary :
brilliant suggestion - right up my alley. you rock, anna. xo, d
from bathtubmary :
i'd love to see you perform again, so let me know when and where. glad you're still feeling the groove. xoxo, d
from smarmy-elf :
Thank you for your kind words! I definetly don't mind the compliments. I enjoy reading your diary as well. Every time I start to feel dumb about what I wrote, you post something nice. You're like my cheering squad. Best of luck with the play and all! -Andy
from smarmy-elf :
The bad hugger can be quite adventurous in bed actually. I theorize that some people don't enjoy being touched softly, but can still enjoy sex, the more vicious the better. The big downside being that It seems like they resent being touched in any kind of non-sexual way. This is the sort of person who will roll over and fall asleep almost immediately afterwards and hog all the blankets. Being in love with a non-hugger can make you feel sad a lot. Then again I've never slept with a cuddly person, so I've nothing to compare it to, and this is all guesswork. I blame everyones parents.
from moi-non-plus :
coincidence upon coincidence: you like christopher isherwood, i like christopher isherwood; you like muriel spark, i like muriel spark. but look at this: you like the dresden dolls. three days ago someone mentioned them to me and said i'd probably like them. two days ago someone utterly unrelated played them for me and i liked them. yesterday you left me a note. freakish.
from smarmy-elf :
It's so refreshing to see the word "diva" used appropriately. Thank you!
from silleehed :
aw, thanks. hugs are so wonderful and cheezyrific. now that i am feeling so self-promotional, i'll keep ya'll posted as to everything that i do. well, worth mentioning...or...maybe not. eh, whatever. i think i'm high. ooh! drunken message from the silleehed! mwahahaha!
from pillowcrush :
we all need a little more ego stroking up in here since the clitoris sure aint seein any love. LIE
from pillowcrush :
thank you, i think youre brilliant too. and in love with co star but dont tell any one shhhh
from kingwally :
Ah the sweet masochistic torment-honey we apply to our tongues by obsessing over those whose reciprocation is questionable at best. Personally, I thrive on the sleepless wondering-- who are you, where are you, what are you thinking, do you think of me, why are you doing this to me-- and wrap the silent absence of answers around me like such a delicious blanket.
from laughercurve :
Grrrl, you freakin' RULE!!! The line about Sylvia is absolutely genius. Genius!
from smarmy-elf :
Mmm who wouldn't be smitten with Natalie. I didn't totally understand until I saw "Leon". "Love or death, I want love or death." Now I know why they write songs about her...
from xmasface :
If my phone is really and truly gone, I'll find some way of contacting you and figuring out when the best time'll be for me.
from xmasface :
I think that I'm pretty open. When's good for you?
from xmasface :
I'll put it this way: I'm afraid of becoming that friend who disappears after they get involved with someone. Fortunately, A. likes most of my friends and we're both cool with doing our own things. On the other hand, we both really like spending all of our time with one another. Maybe that'll cool down, I don't know. Thing is this: I respect her privacy and don't want to blather on about and then we did this and then we did this and then we � So I'm torn. I want to reveal all but I also see that that is probably overreaching and overreacting.
from xmasface :
Not for a while, methinks.
from pillowcrush :
oh no he found it!!! well theres small chance of that since this boy doesnt really know me or talk to me. im the conceptual lover remember....oh man
from apexsensatin :
Thanks for taking my survey. You totally rock.
from silleehed :
"You just never know when you're going to look cute and so often it's when you feel like ass." officially, my favorite quote today. xoxo
from xmasface :
Yeah. Miss you too.
from caged-freed :
saw you were a member of the edsufferer diaryring and thought this new forum at caged-freed might interest you. check it out, if you can, and take care.
from silleehed :
thanks. and i like that poem. xoxo
from pillowcrush :
youre funny
from silleehed :
oopsie! we are stupid drunkies and don't know how to spell! the situation is being remedied.....
from silleehed :
are you sure? it's from the mormons. a beach party for peace.
from ampleforth :
In response to your entry called "dreams", I'm glad to hear that you're concerned about the real people involved in this whole dealio. My cousin, Evan, is a U.S. Army officer (alright, so not Iraqi-- but they don't usually deal with the troops much either, when they argue over ethics and reason) who was recently at Camp Pennsylvania, the camp that was attacked by grenades. Other than that he was recently there, we know nothing. If he were in Baghdad right now, we'd never know. But thank you for thinking of people other than Bush and Hussein. It means a lot to me, someone who happened upon this diary through a diaryring. -Julia
from pillowcrush :
and so promptly responsive. rawr. i am going to go poo RIGHT NOW> ...think of me. ....
from pillowcrush :
you made me laugh yesterday even though i felt like a tard at the peace rally
from pillowcrush :
tara is in the worcester sauce state but ill be there
from pillowcrush :
i would love to come to the protest. ill ware my bunny suit. is it today?? xo
from xmasface :
Happy birthday Anna! Hope to see you when you get back.
from vivakate :
thanks for linking me anna. i noticed it down the bottom of my buddy list, for some reason it doesn't come up on my other list. but whatev, cool anyway...
from trashbaby :
YAY!!!!!
from wittlewetard :
hahaha, that's the tamest responce yet. You haven't lived until you've fished a carcass out from somewhere within your place of business.
from pillowcrush :
thanks love! have the best burfday xoxoxoxoxox
from trashbaby :
Hey Sweet Thing, Have a Happy Happy Birthday !!!!! Did I say Happy, good because I mean it. Thanks for giving my drunk head a home. Hugs!
from silleehed :
sweet. i love the goo goo dolls. i used to see them in virginia at mary washington college before anyone knew who they were. except me. because i am cool. have another great day!
from silleehed :
but i'll probably see you on friday. so let's hug then. yay! cheezy hugging!
from xmasface :
Sorry. I'll call soon or see you on Friday.
from foambedlove :
yes yes. its crazy love. remember the ocean is happening right now.
from foambedlove :
yeah thats crazy
from silleehed :
aw. it was nice to finally meet you, too.
from silleehed :
oh, the love for a musician.... i will be at the dresden dolls. trying to lick them.
from silleehed :
agreed. party, anyone?
from rotinigold :
the most depressing song by the get up kids, yet it doesn't make me depressed, I just like how that note goes after that one and that one
from swollenthumb :
I'm listening to this great song. "I've got pictures to prove I was there. There's room to believe, out of sight, out of mind, out of reach. Start over."
from xmasface :
My theory is this: you "know" more than you'll allow yourself and should just stop thinking about it so much and let what comes naturally do its thing. We all, all of us, hold back and hem and haw and don't get around to actually doing enough.
from xmasface :
Dammit, we have plenty of time for quiet reflection (it may not always or even usually be used as such, but there you go). I'm here right now on-line and so are you and we're conversing about something Big and Important Issues and why the hell not push one another? Fuck waiting around. I'm tired of all of us cushioning one another. Let's all develop some scar tissue. Fuck you, slap me!
from xmasface :
No, I think that it's best to attack your friends, goading them into pursuing the argument or defending themselves in an attempt to get them around to your way of thinking or giving them a chance to say something which blows your mind and gets you both on a real path towards learning something.
from xmasface :
I won't forget the songs that made me cry or the songs that saved my life.
from xmasface :
I'm here and it's now so stretch out and wait, stretch out and wait
from monkeymitten :
I grew up in Marblehead, but I used to live in Somerville, working around Harvard Sq. at a certain ice cream place that is not Toscanini's and a certain deli on Oxford St. My parents moved to Medford after I left home. Uhm, yeah, if you move to New York, you're just going to feel the forcefield of Massachusetts pulling harder. I mean, that's what happened to me...but I like it here. Still dreaming of moving to an island in Puget Sound, but I like it here. You sound theater-y. I have a blonde friend who looks a little like Drew Barrymore (sp?) who's in the grad. theater program. Know her? Well, maybe I'll see you around, but maybe we'll just keep reading...
from monkeymitten :
So, I checked out the link on your last entry. I'm a 7, which is the go-getter or high-energy or something. Totally hit the nail on the head. Man, personality tests are interesting in theory, but when something operating on formula tells me what all my friends keep saying (and it's not that good, I mean in part), I feel a little canned or trite. Well. How's Cambridge? Is it snowy? I'm going to visit my parents in Medford this weekend. Can't wait. Uhm, what do you do there again? Are you at harvard? Just curious... mm
from xmasface :
Magnetic Fields: "Busby Berkely Dreams" from 69 Love Songs
from xmasface :
I haven't seen you in ages / but it's not as bleak as it seems / We still dance on whirling stages / in my Busby Berkely dreams
from xmasface :
Retards are totally gay.
from xmasface :
Haven't you seen people on the street that just appalled you just because you were in a sour mood? And so you called them silly names in your head (like how I've taken up calling things "gay" and "retarded" because I can't fully quit the irony) and fumed because they were attracting so much of your attention.
from xmasface :
Well, that was Two questions but okay. Cherry Valley is where Caleb's family has this big ol' Victorian house and a barn and all of this land. It's in upstate NY. The Marketeers are what I call all of my friends from the Market Theater. You can reference some of my first diary entries for more of that stuff.
from xmasface :
I'm hoping that maybe I can pick one up at one of the hardware stores on Centre street after work.
from xmasface :
Where are you today?
from xmasface :
O don't tell me that! We don't see each other enough and you'd be left in the dark too often. If you must, compare me to something else!
from silleehed :
you are in springtime heat. me, too. wanna run outside nekkid!
from foambedlove :
i sad such a nice time last night besides the fact that my head was missing half of itself. congratulations on getting the part anna! i am so proud of you......but really was there ever any doubt...you a supa star gurl!
from silleehed :
congratulations! good luck on saturday. ::c::
from xmasface :
Me too!
from xmasface :
Wow is that ever a deal! I am hoping to see some of the 20 bands for 20 bucks show at the Abbey Lounge as well, which I guess is going all weekend. If you see her/talk to her before I do, tell your sister I apologise for not saying hello last night - I hadn't realised I'd walked by her until it was way too late to react.
from silleehed :
yeah...debauchery. coming down.
from xmasface :
Thanks. You too, kid.
from xmasface :
Ya ya, that's what they all say.
from xemochick :
cool layout
from silleehed :
this is my confession that i have been reading about your whole life of 2002, including the saga and i am on june 20 and i haven't done anything all day. ::c::
from xmasface :
I've gotta scratch that inch . . .
from shadowbxr13 :
we are experiencing similarities sweet Anna. the old me is also dead. which has its perks at times. i have become stiff, bitter, hard. it's like seeing with a completely new pair of eyes. we should talk. we can learn a great deal.
from xmasface :
Sadly, I think inanities can still be funny.
from xmasface :
You seemed to be enjoying it and so I was glad that we both had had a pleasant evening.
from xmasface :
Yeah, I don't know what my deal was. I felt fine. I kept thinking about it on the ride home. You seemed to be enjoying yourself but certainly weren't anywhere close to being drunk, it seemed to me.
from foambedlove :
ill be there. i want to meet your sister. its saturday right?
from xmasface :
Give me a call when you're free on Sunday.
from xmasface :
Trust me dear: if I'm mad, you'll know it. I know I'll see you for your party next Saturday, but maybe we'll get together sooner?
from madz4u2 :
Let me preface this with I love the show Felicity. I've been hooked since the pilot episode. Anyway, I was wondering if you can consider changing the Felicity table/banner to another color other than hot pink? :P
from superniguer :
welcome to supernigger
from kingwally :
You know what? That's fine. let me know when you calm down.
from xmasface :
I'm going to a birfday party tomorrow night and have to work Sunday night, but my daze should be free-ish.
from xmasface :
Lemme know when so I can give you yr prezzent.
from xmasface :
I say, "well alright!"
from xmasface :
Let me know when you'll be 'round.
from xmasface :
You don't have to give me nothin'.
from xmasface :
O cool! Maybe I will do that, then. I haven't seen you since the party.
from xmasface :
I seem to have my options open: Jeremy offered to let me come over and smoke dope whilst decorating a crooked Christmas tree and Debbie just e-mailed me saying that she was drinking something "festive" and making a candy house. What're you up to?
from xmasface :
I wish I could remember more than that fragment.
from emperorincxt :
dear analyst on the couch.. thats exactly exactly how I feel! i constantly want to phone people.. to ask them to hang out.. hell i sit on my friends' couch and WATCH them play computer games just to be near them! but then i'll avoid them for a while.. i purposefully not talk to them.. not phone them.. so i dont rely on them SO much for my state of well being.. bah. i too wish i could just want them to be there.. and not need them to be..
from xmasface :
That would be fantastic. Whatever works out.
from xmasface :
I don't know about Thursday or Friday or Saturday, I don't think. My brain's overboiled right now. I'll try and get back to you when I'm a little more reasonable. It's Tuesday today, right?
from xmasface :
Miss you too, kid. What's your schedule like?
from foambedlove :
you had a diaryland party and didnt invite us? harsh...was it my bad breath?
from xmasface :
Now you've revealed by name for all to see. There goes my private life. I had a fantastical time last night/this morning - until next time . . . <3
from xmasface :
OK, so I'm totally coming tonight.
from wonderwall :
congrats on the good news
from petrichor :
Hey, the connection finally snapped into place. Your entry "get away from me i'm dying" -- you wouldn't perhaps listen to belle & sebastien would you? Good song there. Glad to find another fan of them.
from xmasface :
I'm planning on going to see Shelley Winters at TT's and they're on around nine. Maybe we can meet up someplace?
from monkeymitten :
Hey. I sent you e-mail a long time ago about how I used to live in Somerville and thing your diary's awesome. Listen: this is about the leukemia. Totally scary. Do you have insurance? Go to the doctor! Even if you don't have it, the stress of thinking you might have cancer will make you sick. Take it from a hypochondriac/poor speller.
from xmasface :
Let's hang out sometime soon, okay?
from parabola77 :
hi. i clicked on the banner ad for your diary and was so excited to see you're into past life regression...or at least, you gave it a try. i think you might also find an hour in a sensory deprivation tank to be pretty worthwhile... i tried it and it was amazing. you can read about it at www.moonrose.com click on the "flotation think tank" link. i don't know where you live but if there's one in your area you should give it a try!
from xmasface :
Thanks, doll.
from xmasface :
Is it a penny? It's a penny, isn't it?!
from xmasface :
I'm very interested in things I can put in my mouth these days. Is it shiny?
from xmasface :
Is it something I can put in my mouth? Can I eat it?
from xmasface :
Curiouser and curiouser. Is it tangible? Or more of an idea or concept?
from xmasface :
Is it bigger than a breadbox? Animal, mineral, or vegetable?
from xmasface :
Aside from my worrying that I'm getting cancer at the roof of my mouth, everything's pretty good for a Monday morning.
from xmasface :
Thanks, kid. You're the second one to say it to me today. I'm keeping it on the DL, y'know? How're you feeling this fine day?
from xmasface :
Yeaaaaaaaaaaah, you wish!
from wittlewetard :
Thanks Anna. Knowing people like you makes dealing with that kind of bullshit worthwhile. (the best thing about yesterday was Gephardt's stepping down... Best gift EVER.)
from foambedlove :
gosh i love hot alchoholic beverages soooo much. way more much than i like other stuff.....like......beaver meat. does beaver meat taste bad? why dont we eat beaver meat?
from eyesonthesky :
I am terribly flattered, honestly. But it's going to be soooo baaaad.
from kingwally :
I don't understand why you keep talking about cynicism like it's a bad thing... Oh, and don't kill yourself.
from silleehed :
when i first met my best friend, and now hubby, he was fat and so was i. but we just saw how the other was beautiful. it's merely coincidence that we got so happy that we lost weight together. not to be cliche, but it really is true that you have to be comfortable with yourself and then the beauty comes through. most people are assholes. but every once in a while we are lucky to find ones worthy of our time. i just hate to see someone give up on the possiblity of happiness. best, charlotte
from debbie61377 :
i feel like i have been demoted. no comments for YOU....(that was a little Comment Nazi coming your way)...
from eyesonthesky :
is there somewhere nearby where you could volunteer...?
from pattymelt :
i am totally there with you on the whole marriage thing. back in my 20's, i thought it could happen (my parents are still married after almost 40 yrs and they seem happy most of the time) but now at almost 40, i so love myself that i can't imagine losing myself by "melding" with another person! i mean, i love being in relationships, but they are very limited. i have been hurt too recently to let just anyone close to my heart. but i can honestly say i am happier now than i was a year ago....hang in there!
from xmasface :
I don't know that I'll be in contact with anyone electronically while I'm away. I might try to smuggle out some souveniers and some post cards. I'll make sure that my hotmail account doesn't get frozen up on me, but I'm going to ask no one to write to me while I'm away. Anyway, we'll see. I'm sure I'll have plenty to talk about while I'm gone and I'm going to bring along a note book. Maybe I'll trasnfer some excerpts.
from pattymelt :
you are truly brilliant!
from pattymelt :
i am so glad you are feeling so wonderful.. my friends don't believe me when i tell them how CLEAR your whole life becomes when you get rid of all the toxins in your body! i start again on friday (only 10 days but i know how fabulous i will feel!) keep it up. it only gets better! and i am there with you on the living alone. it is the best thing i ever did for myself.
from mikeygal :
Wow your diary was totally funny. I really relate to alot you wrote. Except for the whole infatuation with Beck and David Bowie but to each his own. I am more of a vin diesel, ben affleck, and Paul Walker fan myself. Talk about slipping right out of my computer chair. check out my diary I am sure it will be a good laugh for you and keep up the good work with the cleansing. shit I give you props 2 days and I would have taco bell on speed dial.
from pattymelt :
i just wanted to tell you i love reading your diary. you are so real! good luck and keep loving yourself!
from xmasface :
I don't know if I can say that we have a similar idea of love because I don't think that love is Not Of This World. I think that it is a feeling so intense and so desirable that we'll allow ourselves to being placated by poor substitutions and tell ourselves it's nothing less. Anyway, that's how I've kinda seen my past experiences. And I don't even really regret anything, either. The lies, the heartache, the confusion; none of it.
from xmasface :
Yeah, that's pretty much the place I was driving at. Thank you.
from wittlewetard :
Ah, thank you so much... It's hard being the only person willing to buck and challange this assinine system, but someone's got to start making some changes. Might as well start here. ^_^
from chrisproject :
Hi! I did that same fast a while ago. It's amazing how used to a drink made of lemon/cayenne pepper/maple syrup you can get. At least it's strong. I really felt great after the fast. I only did it for 4 or 5 days, but I plan on doing it again soon. I didn't have enough to go for the full blown colon cleansing, so I just did a lot of enemas. I hope your fast goes well. It was nice talking colon with you.
from xmasface :
O jeez it was like so amazing! I had such a great time for so many different reasons. Now I'm really considering moving there. That was one of the first things that A. said after we'd alighted from the bus. She may take more convincing, however. It's a hard place to try and make it.
from eyesonthesky :
Thanks. I guess it's a good thing I figured out I still have issues, though, so I can do something about them. I'm glad there are ladies who can appreciate penises.
from xmasface :
Silly uncultured fool! It's The Unbearable Lightness Of Being, the title he should've used for Immortality.
from kingwally :
Thanks for the encouragement. I'm really not that depressed, you know. I just feel like I'm on a crazy and fast ride that won't even slow down, let alone let me off. Are you coming over Sunday? Because you should.
from xmasface :
The Book of Laughter & Forgetting is written by Milan Kundera and I would lend you a copy if it were mine to give. Some of his other stuff is really brilliant as well, particularly his own personal translation of The Joke. Love it, love it, love it. As re dinner on Saturday, I'll have to wait and see if I don't go to NYC.
from mongmaster :
as i see it the problem isn't feeling that you don't deserve what you've got - it's that you're not willing to take the money and run anyway. i, for instance don't "deserve" to be talking to bananagirl here in a civil manner. but I am anyway and could I give a shit? fuck no
from mongmaster :
am too stupid to remember telecomm. act 1996 - was busy writing xylophone music and jerking off that year - please explain [email protected]
from xmasface :
Yes, welcome back. I hope we can get together soon. A. is leaving in nine days, so I'm kind of monopolising her but I would like for you two to meet. I'm operating with a blown mind now.
from xmasface :
So what time do you get off of work, baby?
from xmasface :
I'm in Malden until the end of the month. I'll keep you updated as to that.
from xmasface :
My weekend is open and inviting, I do believe. You have my #, no?
from xmasface :
Why, yes, I may very well be available to hang out this weekend. Keep me updated on yr schedule and I'll do the same for you. Mwah.
from xmasface :
I'm glad you caught the reference. A. called me that once - funny story. I may have written about it. It was the closest we'd ever come to kissing: I was saying goodnight to her, she was laying down on the couch and I was kneeling up over her (on the floor, but bent forward) and we were embraced. She giggled really quietly and told me she'd tell me what it had been about later. The next day she sent me an e-mail reading, "I could kiss you, Mr. Benchly [sic]." That stuck with me. Ach - I can be so lame and sappy sometimes.
from xmasface :
Wow. I don't know what to say. I'm seriously flattered and timidly toying with the idea of reading the thing myself. I think I need to cool off a bit first, though. BTW, check the web site for What Time Is It There? - I'm excited about films again!
from xmasface :
Thank you for the note. I'm still a little shakey but overall, I'm good.
from xmasface :
Was I the boy? I think I was all over the place.
from thanksbitch :
yeah I go through this periods where I can't listen to anything but sleater-kinney. pretty dorky of me I gotta say.
from xmasface :
Okay, I wrote you a story I hope you'll like. I just wrote it in one shot, so it's not much of anything, really. Not to be so self-defeating even before you've read it, but . . . shrug . . . I don't know where I was going with this. Erm ah oh.
from xmasface :
Didn't I just write some more? Was there something in particular you'd like to hear? Do you want to hear a story?
from xmasface :
Okay, you. Actually, my friend Pam is coming up next weekend. She's staying Friday thru Tuesday and I'm not exactly sure what all we'll be doing. She wants to go to NYC, that's for sure. Well, I'm sure we'll figure something out if we keep in contact. Luvluv.
from xmasface :
Okay, you. Actually, my friend Pam is coming up next weekend. She's staying Friday thru Tuesday and I'm not exactly sure what all we'll be doing. She wants to go to NYC, that's for sure. Well, I'm sure we'll figure something out if we keep in contact. Luvluv.
from xmasface :
Listen, darling, sorry it's been so long. I've just been doing so much that I didn't have the time to try and jot it all down. Life's a-gunna be pretty crazy for a bit. How's yr schedule looking? We should definitely try and hang out soon.
from eyesonthesky :
I couldn't get through to your guestbook - have you read Cunt by Inga Muscio? There's a chapter about abortion, and she talks about herbal abortions and also the importance of massaging your uterus and imaging, imagining all the time your uterine lining shedding and focusing all your energy on it. If you haven't read it, maybe you can find it in the library/bookstore and read that part, I think it starts around p. 53?
from dernhelm :
Hey, I'm a member of your laura-nyro ring... (actually, I'm two members; jessica5787 is my old diary). I wanted to let you know that I'm locking my diary for the summer, but I'll unlock it at the end of August. Please don't kick me out!
from debbie61377 :
Banana'a are yellow And my eyes are blue Anna'a pretty fucking rad This is just a little poem for you... (now back to your regularly scheduled programming...)
from wittlewetard :
Thanks for such kind words... I've been in such a grey funk lately. I wish I was there to give you a hug... or at least hold your hand. I refuse to put some fucked-up cliche like "it'll all get better~!" in this note, but trust me, there is a big-assed hug here in MI for you.
from cairli :
Just wanted to drop you a note to say "thank you" for doing the tori survey. :) Oh, and I'm jealous, too - 2 concerts?! Poop. LOL I'm hoping I can catch her when she starts touring again this fall....
from plastic8tree :
decided not to say anything,thanks.
from wittlewetard :
My dear banana... (heh), I am so proud of you. You give me hope that there are people in this world who will survive... Who WILL make it (after all) and who HONESTLY DESERVE WHATEVER HAPPINESS COMES THEIR WAY. I'm glad that I vicariously know you... and now that you've reached a new point in your life, I wish you all the best, and I know you will turn out just fine. Congrats. You deserve every bit of happiness you get.
from dreaminblue :
Hi there! I just wanted to say as a "Felicity addicted" watcher since day one, you missed out one the first three years. I have always loved it, but the first two seasons were like no other...it was the best shows that J.J. Abrams ever did. And also, please do me a favor and tell your Felicity buddies (as well as yourself) to go to www.thewb.com and then to "talk" on the tool bar...leave a message for the felicity board under 'make Felicity a DVD/VHS series'....that would be so rad to have her live forever...please and thanks.
from eyesonthesky :
I know you cheered when Rory kissed Jess, we started clapping and yelling.
from eyesonthesky :
Ever watched <i>The Incredibly True Adventures of 2 Girls in Love</i>? It's a queer teen movie, really cute.
from punter :
Dude, what time are we meeting. and would you rather do it upstairs at Charlie's, where we could also enjoy double cheeseburgers? leave me a note in the next two minutes or call me at home. Aric
from sipthis :
bless those who love Micheal Moore
from eyesonthesky :
that made me cry.
from ghanima :
Hello. Before I read any further, riddle me this: Are ye "Prozac Nation" lass or "The Bell Jar?" Most girls of a certain disposition fall into one or the other, and your writing is reminiscent. Choose the form of the Destructor! Sorry, I'm not usually this weird, but I haven't slept...insomniacs of the world ululate. Come and sit at the Algonquin with me, and have a gin. Guns aren't lawul, nooses give.
from punter :
yeah. its patriots day. I think its just a mass thing. in fact they may just have it so people can watch the marathon.
from punter :
Okay. hmm. do you get Monday off? Then maybe we could do it Sunday. whaddaya think?
from punter :
Okay. I lied about my schedule. im seeing Bob Mould on Sat. Can we do it Friday?
from punter :
just the idea of drinking a couple liters of sour mix is enough to make me puke. The whiskey's allright though. what about Jack and Coke? or the boilermaker. that would be okay. Im not that into long Islands though. they're kicking me out of the library now so I have to go, but I'm free to battle basically every day and night after Sunday. So let me know.
from punter :
just the idea of drinking a couple liters of sour mix is enough to make me puke. The whiskey's allright though. what about Jack and Coke? or the boilermaker. that would be okay. Im not that into long Islands though. they're kicking me out of the library now so I have to go, but I'm free to battle basically every day and night after Sunday. So let me know.
from wittlewetard :
You can't leave me messeges like that! I'm too much of a softy and I cry like a two year old with a skinned knee! I so *heart* you!
from wittlewetard :
Happy birthday to someone I'm proud to know... vicariously through a diary at least... :)
from eyesonthesky :
happy birthday...
from eyesonthesky :
My roommate reads your diary. She wanted to leave you a note, but she's a Livejournal person, so thus couldn't. She says, "I really like your diary."
from central-red :
oh my god! papers=blowjobs! what are you working on?
from thebeesknees :
Dreams where you're talking to yourself in another era are so bizarre...I seem to have them all the time. It seems so normal int he dream, but woooo boy. Weird.
from wittlewetard :
I'm more than happy to do something as simple as an honest compliment to make you happy.
from wittlewetard :
Reading your saga makes me realize just how strong- emotionally, physically- you really are. I'm not lying when I say I admire your strength.
from sugarsnapp :
hey i just joined the warhol ring...i'm under construction of sorts so for now my rings can be found at this address: http://sugarsnapp.diaryland.com/rings.html thanks! *BETH*
from wittlewetard :
As of right now, I'm so a bum. I'll keep you posted... Meh.
from wittlewetard :
Thanks for your support- it's still fucked up that any of it happened, but what can you do but move on? Thanks for the respect, too... That flipped my skirt. :)
from thebeesknees :
lordy lord! i just read the entire apartment saga. it seems that you and i probably lived in the same building at one point, and were evicted by the same bastard management company. the whole thing brought back a lot of memories for me...especially fire #2, as i was standing on the other side of kenmore sq. watching it happen...it's hard to characterize your misfortunes as good reading, but...
from bildschoen :
Thanks for joining the John Hughes diaryring! *krie*
from angelina33 :
Thanks, glad you're enjoying my blog. I actually am surprised people even want to read these things, but they can really draw you in. If only my life were so interesting to me. Enjoying yours as well. take care, Ang
from wittlewetard :
It's always good to inspire someone, or give them any sort of hard-on... ha ha. Thanks for the props and get-well-wishes, too.
from peth :
Welcome to the Harold and Maude ring!
from thisisjohn :
thankyou. i stole it from tom green. he disserves the credit. however, i did think it was really funny.
from wittlewetard :
Ha ha, you and me both are addicted to those types of shows... I'm a sucker for that kind of television. Hope you get better soon. Insert witty doctor joke here.
from wittlewetard :
I got your note, so sorry I'm too blind to check them so soon... You've been a really great supporter, and I thank you for it. It's hell going through so many different fascets of "mental well-being" (scoff), but it's good to know I'm not alone... I hope you feel better soon. Aaand, by the way, since you like "Queer as Folk", ever see "Six Feet Under"?
from duluozlegend :
I just realized you listed me as one of your favorites. Didn't realize anyone was reading... thanks. Even though you write for yourself, it's nice to know someone hears you.
from wittlewetard :
I got your note, and thorough the GREATNESS of my heart (ha ha) unlocked meself... Read me to your heart's content. And thanks for the nice-ity.
from steviek :
I am named for Stevie Nicks. Just so you know. (And I luuv Nick Hornby).
from hyacinthe :
Hey there, welcome to Paradox!
from erica2175 :
welcome to the candy-canes diaryring! =)

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