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i like leaving myself notes.
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I hope everything is well and that you have a wonderful Christmas Rach...
Ron
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bloodyscars : |
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I'd love a password...bloodyscars@diaryland.com if you're willing.
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animalistic1 : |
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am i allowed? maybe you don't have my e-mail: violetteskies7@yahoo.com
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Locked? :-( If you are giving out the password, I'd like it too. RonEXP35t@(removethis)aol.com
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animalistic1 : |
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I'd like the password, if you please.
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expelled : |
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does that mean i'm vanished from reading your diary?
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animalistic1 : |
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not to frighten you, but in some ways, you really remind me of myself-- that whole "not a girl" thing. That's ME, too!
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*blinks* Um...hi! That was unexpected. *bemused*
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actually, I think you have that all backwards... At least in my case...
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Oh Rachel, I am so sorry.... You knew it wasn;t going to be easy. This might not be the last time you fail, but please, please, please keep trying. You're worth it, you truely are. Hang in there.
Ron
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very hot indeed; I'd love to see.
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guttercunt : |
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haha thank you! heres the password to my diary!! <3
Username:never
password:again
Later
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I'll tell ya what a methamphetamine overdose looks like! You ever seen a man grab his balls and tug the skin as far as it can go? Oh, that doesn't have anything to do with a meth overdose, I just wondered. It's pretty cool. Anyway...back to the drug shit. You know what? I'm a bold faced liar. I don't even know how to spell "methamphetamine" let alone describe what happens when you get too much of it. Wait...I CAN SPELL IT! HOLY CRAP BALLS! Hey...thanks for the profile add. I just discovered it and wept with glee. WITH GLEE I TELL YOU!
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captainron : |
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Awww, lots of people should say nice things to you. You're worth it.
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missingteeth : |
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add me on friendster- first name:heather, last name: lynn
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Nope. No Taco Bell - anywhere. Hard to believe, isn't it? I have my mother send over giant packages full of mild sauce so I can pretend I'm eating some TB goodness. It's not the same.
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I have a feeling publishing you would be easier :-)
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You are infinitely loveable.
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hello long lost lady. are you on friendster by any chance? that's really the only way i keep in contact with anybody on the internet. i hope you are well. xoheather lynn
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captainron : |
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Good :-) I worry about you...
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Excuses?
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You're tougher than you know Rachel. You CAN do this. I have a feeling life has something special for you in the future. We're pulling for you.
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I wonder how you taste when you're spun
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Rachel,
Email me. Soon. Want to hear from you. Soon.
xoxo Michelle
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Oh and some how I have a feeling that even with chipmonk cheeks, you don't look like Brando
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Awesome. You could take my other survey if you want that is more lesbian related. http://members.diaryland.com/edit/showsurvey.phtml?name=lesbfriends6-lesb2lovers#userstaken
Thanks for taking the other survey!
hope you have a great day.
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peth : |
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i do love a receding wingtip.
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captainron : |
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Good start on the story. No, it wasn't me. I'm an East Coaster.
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I'll open doors for you.
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Mmm *licks lips* Catholic school-girls. My favourite.
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You know what's a good reason? Surviving to find out what you'll become in life. I've lost too many friends at too young an age and I'e always wondered where they'd be today. Some people that were the most burnt out are now the most sucessful and happy. It's like a good mystery novel, you have to actually get to the end to find out if you're going to live happily ever after. I'm betting you will.
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and life goes on....
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Fancy eloping? I'll have a ladder under your bedroom window at dawn. Make sure you wear something short ;)
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peth : |
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kissing sandy wet girls. oh my!
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I leave for a little time, I come back and like magic your life seems to get a little worse. For some reason when I picture you it always seems dark and seedy. Hope the sunny shines eventually, "it can't rain all the time"
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I agree, breathing is key... Sorry, I don't mean to make light of your situation. i wouldn't go back to 19 if you gave me a million dollars. Hang in there. Life does get better, if you let it. I'v found that improves a lot quicker if you take charge of your own life. If you don't change anything, then why would you expect things to change? You're obviously smart enough, make it happen.
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keep breathing, atleast until I see you-- which I will, you know. someday [yesthatisapromise].
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It was generally fine thanks, not what I planned, but life goes on you know? I'm hopeing that the fact that you haven't written in a bit means that things are going well for a change. Hang in there.
Ron
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I hope you had a good weekend.
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AA and all the other 12-Step Cults are pure brainwashing, and their vocabulary has infected the culture. Do drugs or don't. Drink or don't. Cut or don't. But don't become a 12-step zombie parroting the cult line.
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If there is ever anything I can do.....
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bloodyscars : |
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just say when and I'm there. <3
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captainron : |
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Pretty sad Rachel, pretty sad
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It's kind of funny, I smoked and stuff because I was shy and wanted to let loose and make friends and fit in, but in the end, I ended up lonelier than where I started from. Another promise unfullfilled. Escape is an illusion. Attack life on your terms and then live it. It's the only way. You are stronger than you realize Rachel.
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If you were wondering who has been reading a bunch of your diary, it was me. You were linked to a friends and I thought the name was interesting... Then I couldn't stop. There are parts of you that could have been me at one time. I used to be stoned every day, with friends, alone, it didn't matter. I was lucky that it never really progressed to other things and that I was functional so the bills got paid even did a bit of dealing, what ever it took. Eventually paranoya, isolation and physical problems caused me to quit. My lungs still have issues. It's been a long time now... I'm just wondering, If you don't mind, what hole in your life are you trying to fill? We all have/had our reasons. Hang in there, Ron
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oh bean-n-bacon, save me a drop from yer dram o' stolin djinn. Your crush is like the diamond on the top of a tiara!
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caspia : |
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Thanks for joining the caucasian diaryring!
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I think I read the one about the gas, just now. Maybe it wasn't lost. Or maybe you just have lots of gas.
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I only managed to get through a few of your entries before I decided I might need a drink before I continued. For me, I never feel like I'm falling off, it might mean I never really got on to start with.
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peth : |
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oh bean-n-bacon, my eyes is wat'ring for you.
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I've never wanted to meet somebody so badly in all my life... except for maybe Trent Reznor.
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I remember having a pseudo-infatuation on a girl I had never met before [thatgirlwasyouyousee]. I've missed you.
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Thank you! For your really nice note. I don't know how to respond, really! I am way flattered.
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Hey, thanks for adding me to your favorites. I read your new entry, I'll be interested to read more soon.
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wow, a note
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