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from miedema2002 :
Will do. I see her tomorrow because I am dropping off some stuff for her. I just hope she gets better, but it doesn't look like it will be for awhile. It's sad because she tried so hard and she really wanted to complete this year and none of this is even her fault... Miss you too. Hope things are going ok for you.
from miedema2002 :
hi Jenna. Please let me know what time you are coming tomorrow and what the plans are for the concert etc. how long you are staying, what you want to do and all that stuff! looking forward to seeing you tomorrow!
from miedema2002 :
You have been tagged. Read blog for details.
from chevy93 :
HEY I LOVE UR SITE!!!!!!!!!
from funkydude86 :
Hey Jen, you know... I got the same thing from a few of my profs when I had to use my laptop at first but after a while they got used to it. I don't know how many times I had to tell them that I was doing work, I even showed them what I was doing. And sorry to hear that you're not liking OttawaU as much as you hoped to, it's sad when you have profs like that. I hope things get better for you real soon. Take care. Drop me a line sometime.
from miedema2002 :
You are not scaring me. I have that in college now anyways. I've done it and survived.
from miedema2002 :
I'm sorry that you are not enjoying Ottawa U as much as you'd hoped. I agree on the whole needing to live independently. I need it too even if it gets me in more debt it's worth it.
from miedema2002 :
oooooh threesome! lol just kidding!
from miedema2002 :
Great thanks! The websites also say I can apply on online via their website. Does it matter which site I use? Will it still go through? Generally speaking. I know I will read the site for specifics.
from miedema2002 :
I have a uni application question...actually 2. 1) When applying do you apply through the site of the university or the official college/university website? 2) When you enter the information about a specific program online but you are choosing a major and minor do you put your major and then your minor filling up 2 of the 3 application options? or do you just put your major and that's enough? Thanks. I hope this made sense.
from miedema2002 :
lol great entry love the title! :)
from miedema2002 :
You're right. I think I should just close my notes page and keep it locked as to prevent anything like this from happening again. If anyone wants to leave me notes my guestbook is available.
from miedema2002 :
I am unsure. I think I may wait 2 years, until my second year of university.
from miedema2002 :
ok I sent it via hotmail to your athletic angel. Did it get there?
from miedema2002 :
sorry I'm an idiot! I sent it to your right address. It should be there.
from miedema2002 :
really? I sent it to your e-mail. It's still pepsigirl isn't it? hmmm I wonder why d-land isn't sending them out? ok I'll send out another mass e-mail to everyone tomorrow because obviously d-land doesn't work!
from miedema2002 :
ok that is odd...
from miedema2002 :
So, let me get this straight...you have Ebony, Lestat and Little now?
from miedema2002 :
I never said I didn't like her. Why would she think that?
from funkydude86 :
Hey, just thought I'd drop you a line and say that your LL sounds disgusting! Hopefully you have nothing else to do with him and sorry that you did in the first place... yuck! Anyway, talk to you later.
from miedema2002 :
Ewww your LL sounds like a pervert. Looking for more young girls to fuck! I'm sorry you got sucked into that. Block him off of facebook and be rid of him! What a scumbag!
from miedema2002 :
Thanks for the kind note. I will write about it once I finish it, so I can also incorporate what I thought of it. I guess you are right about taking a break and not letting people dump on me. I will have enough of that once I start working in my career. Lol, but at least then I'll get paid!
from miedema2002 :
Glad you had fun with B. I'm up this late packing and reading a great book which I am having a hard time putting down. So between those 2 things I don't feel much like sleeping.
from miedema2002 :
awww booo that sucks! I know that feeling all too well. Try listening to nature sounds or soothing music before drifting off to sleep or writing everything on your mind on a piece of paper and then rip it up or burn it. That worked for me.
from miedema2002 :
lol just updating and was going to bed. What were you doing up that late? lol ;)
from emu-head :
Thank you! Naw, it's full time and more hours than I ever get now... which is good. And I'm surprised I stuck it out with retail for as long as I did too. :-P
from miedema2002 :
Sounds like your mom is really getting into the gambling scene.
from darkmania :
Just dropped in to say hi, How have you been? I see it's been raining alot there. That how it was when I lived in Oregon. So I hope all is going as well as can be for you Wyatt
from miedema2002 :
I don't ever want to go back to Brantford again! I just want W.Ross out of my life for good. Do you feel that way?
from miedema2002 :
Well I think we are eventually going to grow apart. I have so many better friends who respect me and are in the same boat financially in Toronto. I am much happier here.
from miedema2002 :
I did fight and all I got were rude responses! I did have the reciept, but that wasn't good enough for those sons of bitches! I fought with every single angle I had and they wouldn't budge! Stingey bastards!
from miedema2002 :
Via wouldn't reimburse me because they stated it was their policy to not reimburse unless there was a physical ticket in my hand! and they were bitches about it!
from miedema2002 :
Thanks. The whole few days was just really messed and that was the short version. But it's ok we're still friends and things are all cool.
from repressedgrl :
How come you won't keep in contact with your landlord? You seemed so happy and suddenly things seemed to turn sour.
from miedema2002 :
Congrats on moving and going to Ottawa U! Sounds like a busy few days you had traveling all that way lol! Take it easy for awhile before the stress of uni hits!
from darkmania :
It's good your moving, good luck and I just wanted to say hi.
from omniscia :
Weee, I'm #5! Anyway, congrats on the Ottawa U. acceptance! Have a great weekend, Jenna. -Keri
from watty :
Congrats on getting into Ottawa U! Let me know how the eyebrow piercing goes after you have that done. That intrigues me. I only have a helix (cartilage) piercing... oh, and my earlobes. Take care! =)
from darkmania :
Hey, Thanks for the mention of Lake Tahoe. You can visit anytime. Your black dress sounds real nice. You'll look great. I want a picture when you get them ok. Wyatt
from darkmania :
Hi, Glad you had a good time with your mom. So, have you moved? The days with your mom went without incident? Just wanted to say hi. Talk to you soon Wyatt
from darkmania :
Hi, I got your note and I think you hit a nerve with my cyber buddy Phoenix. As you know she did come to Tahoe for a couple of days. She's a friend. I hav'nt figured out what we are yet. No doubt you saw her entry before yours. She's the one that runs that ring. In the spirit of being honest it is my favorite thing to do for someone I'm involved with. I'm a very giving partner.
from miedema2002 :
I said it to just get the guy off my back. It won't be official or not till we meet in person in June.
from darkmania :
Hi Jenna, sorry I don't mean to fill this thing up with entries. Did you get my email about the show here in Tahoe? I was wondering, being on the darksoul ring is yours a thing of inner darkness or a thing of inner magic? I know my past has had its moments of darkness, has yours? If it has, do you use those moments to move toward a less dark future or do you take the darkness to heart? I don't know why I wrote this. I was'nt planning to.
from darkmania :
Hi Jenna, Do me a fovor and e-mail me your e-mail addr. I tried to use the one on your site but it did'nt work. I would like to talk to you but not here where everyone can read it. Its just like how you need a password to get into your site.
from darkmania :
Hi, Just happened upon you and yes I would like to know more. I'm just recently single again and live alone with my daughter on the weekends. My last two exs did not have long black hair and I wish they had. Dark, yes I think so. At least so far it has been. My nickname is Wyatt. Let me in and perhaps we can share some thought.
from omniscia :
Hi Jenna. Just wanted to say Hi and that I hope you're doing well. No D-land updates from you in awhile-- I hope that means you're having a more exciting life than the rest of us. ;D Take care, -Keri.
from emu-head :
Oh god, I know... it's addictive as hell. And I didn't think anything would be more addictive than MySpace, but I do believe that Facebook is.
from miedema2002 :
I get the music ideas from different diarists. Most are from http://anainsight.diaryland.com
from omniscia :
Hi Jenna. Your tattoo is on the back of your neck, right? If you wear your hair up alot, you should put sunblock on it every day. That will help with fading... I have 5 tattoos, I'm an expert. ;D Have a good weekend!
from miedema2002 :
Wow. That's really cool. See you tomorrow. Call me if the weather is too bad and you can't come. Be safe while traveling alright? Bye.
from miedema2002 :
Totally looking forward to Saturday!! It's gonna be a blast! Read my most recent entry of diary. It has a fun game you can do. Figure out what the sountrack to your life is. I am curious as to what your answers would be. Mine were odd, such a range of genres, some didn't even make sense with the question, but hey outta my hands! Take care.
from funkydude86 :
Hey, I'm going to try and get a copy of the Cruxshadows album online. And thanks for the list of the dance artists... some I've heard of, most I have not. But thanks again! Great night on Saturday eh?
from omniscia :
Thanks for catching me up, Jenna. :) Yeah, I'm definitely TIVO-ing the Oscar show. When I was 21 and watched the show, I got so wasted I could barely remember any of it. I remember mumbling to my ex, "Did... I dream it... or did Eminem seriously just win an Oscar? ... Oh my God...I dreamt that, right?" (best song that year) LOL.
from omniscia :
Hey Jenna. Since I kind of joined the blogging thing late, I'm trying to catch up on everyone's stories. Is LL your landlord? Are you guys (him, his family, you) all living in the same building?) Ouch. Must be tough. How do you stand the stress of being around his wife/kids? (If you don't want to answer, it's totally cool. I just really like your blog, was trying to understand the whole situation.) Anyway, have a good weekend! -Keri
from miedema2002 :
Thanks. This feels like the right thing for now. I need to take care of myself so I can be at my best in school.
from miedema2002 :
Well I feel it is too hard for me to keep up the friendship right now, because I still luv her and she keeps saying I still care for you and I never wanted to break up with you, but I feel it is best for us not to be together. And it hurts, so I need some time to heal and then when I am ready I will renew the friendship if I choose.
from miedema2002 :
hahaha!!!!LOL Jennas is sloopyfrickenlips! DUDE!!!!
from miedema2002 :
haha you know you could have just asked me? lol! lesbian,gay,bisexual,trans,intersex lol! if you want to know intersex it is another word for hermaphedite lol! let me know if there is anything you don't know I'd be happy to tell you.
from miedema2002 :
I agree with you wholeheartedly Jenna! Rock on!! Allow LGBTI Marriage!! WOOOHOOO!!!
from miedema2002 :
Tis fun yet strangely accurate. lol!
from miedema2002 :
oh god!!! mine is dorkyfarklehump!
from miedema2002 :
True. I understand where you are coming from. Dad and step mom need to know in my opinion and my sister will probably be understanding. But in time there may come a point where Jenna should be introduced. Depends on how things go. We aren't worrying about it right now because the relationship is still new and it depends where it goes, so in the meantime I'm not too worried.
from miedema2002 :
Thanks I already told my mom and I'm writing an entry on it right now. I feel like complete shit!
from miedema2002 :
ok sounds good, but we should have a place and time to meet ahead of time and then head to the concert. We will never be able to find each other in the line-up even early it will be packed! maybe outside of st. George station? Then my friends and I can walk while you guys drive to the Phoenix and we can stand in line together. Does that sound good? I just don't want to not find you guys. We should all hang out afterwards. Again, I don't know if you got my e-mail or not, but what are our sleeping arrangements? Are you going back? Staying with me? let me know, so I can plan. Thanks.
from miedema2002 :
Oh I almost forgot. My friend Lynette is coming with me to the concert and we should meet up somewhere. I'm going to see if Simon wants to come too and whoever else wants too, as long as they buy their own tickets I'm all for it. As long as you don't mine. We should organize a place to meet closer to the date. Who is it you're bringing?
from miedema2002 :
I'm glad that you and your LL worked things out. That is great. Have fun on the weekend "wink*
from miedema2002 :
I would love to go. When is the date for the concert? I can even pay you back for my ticket. Let me know ok? Later.
from miedema2002 :
Hi, just letting you know everything is great between Simon and I. I know you were curious.
from omniscia :
Was that one too easy? Or are you just really smart? ;D Good job. -Keri
from watty :
Having eight new colleagues is like a feast for me in the nicknaming department! I'm thinking of calling the loud customer relations manager foghorn, because whatever she says comes out so loud!
from miedema2002 :
I hope everything goes well with the letter to your landlord. I hope you guys can build up your friendship again. I know he meant a lot to you.
from miedema2002 :
ok, don't hesitate to speak your mind. Even if it's negative. I won't freak out or anything. I respect your points of view no matter what it is.
from miedema2002 :
Really?? Thank you. I hope so. You don't find the whole trans things weird? I thought I was going to get these notes going "what the fuck?" But I accept it and I really don't mind it. What do you think of the overall subject? bye
from oceans-depth :
right back at ya sweetie xoxo Deja
from funkydude86 :
Awesome about the concert, great about the teams you wanted to win, cute about your kittens... they are so adorable, and I wish you all the best with your essays!
from miedema2002 :
His sisters name is Sarah.
from miedema2002 :
No!!!!! :( please don't start down that road again! cutting is not the answer trust me I know! We both know how addicting it can be and once you give in once the cravings get worse and eventually you're doing it more and more and creating more and more excuses for yourself and then boom addiction. That's good that you are going to tell your landlords wife about everything. She has a right to know. She may be mad at both of you, but in the end you did the right thing. Take pride in that...
from miedema2002 :
Thanks! I hope this turns into something, but if not I would love to be his friend. He lives in Mississauga, so not that far from me. He is still local. He is in University right now.
from watty :
Glad you caught it! I was just flicking channels and caught The Hour. It's my new year's resolution... to actually watch more TV!
from miedema2002 :
Sounds like an awesome concert! Thumbs up!!
from watty :
Oops, I forgot to mention that The Hour is on right now... it's just past 11 pm right now.
from watty :
Glad you had a terrific time at the show. Hey, I hope you're still up at this hour. Amy Lee is on The Hour on CBC. Hope you get to check her out there.
from miedema2002 :
In a way it's kinda like W.Ross with the whole support thing. We have so many sighted teachers and staff who teach us things and don't know what we were going through either. That actually was a little frustrating lol!
from miedema2002 :
yeah, I do find it hard, but I would rather have dads support and know that he is there for me rather than not. I know it's not my fault I just have to train myself to believe it when I say it lol! You are right about my dad too in some ways. I also think that he is confused and stuck in the situation similar to me. I don't think he knows what he wants personally.
from miedema2002 :
awww how cute!! :) your cats are awesome!
from funkydude86 :
Sounds like that new house is just perfect for your little cats! I hope they enjoy it!
from coldandgray :
welcome to the clouds ring!
from omniscia :
Hi Jenna! I created the name Omniscia when I was a freshman in high school, so I've been using it for eleven years or so now in emailing, etc. I thought of it in English class when we were learning about the different narratives in literature. The third-person narrative is known as being "omniscient", or the "all-knowing observer." I really liked that, and because I enjoy sitting back and watching people, I thought I'd make a name out of it. Weird? ;D Happy New Year! -Keri
from miedema2002 :
Jenna, I am so sorry. I feel like I got you involved in her shit which I shouldn't have done. Most of it is directed at me. Ty sent me a nasty note, so I sent him one back. I can't believe he accused me of being jealous. I explained why I hate them both. they seem to be the narrow minded ones for not understanding HOW a cowardly, disrespectful breakup can affect someone. You made many good points counterracting hers. She said a lot of stuff about me with little examples, so I felt no need to explain it since it isn't true anyway. I told her to get out of my life long ago but for some reason she kept messaging me even after I deleted her from msn/hotmail so I don't understand why they are ganging up on me so mercilessly. But this ends now. I won't message back or look at their diaries and I expect the same from them and have told them so, if they don't comply then I told them that It's MY diary and I can write whatever the hell I want plain and simple. I won't lock up for anyone. I have too many supportive readers who would be crushed lol! Anyways I am sorry again for dragging you into this. We'll just let this go now and forget about it! I cut the string.
from miedema2002 :
I agree. Good point I will do the same. Surround myself with positive people instead of damaging people like her. Thanks for the pick me up.
from miedema2002 :
Hey jenna check out all the mean things Vick is saying about us. This link is http://boringone.livejournal.com
from watty :
Yes, McGill! I visited the campus... it's downtown, where it's happening. You'd like it there. Folks are down-to-earth and friendly.
from funkydude86 :
Hey Jenna, one reason I think the wireless wouldn't work I think has something to do with the Bluetooth, and I now have a device that will make Bluetooth Wireless work... a little late eh? Oh well, good times anyway. I got to use it regardless and download those songs for you, which I hope you are enjoying! Have fun in Montreal! Happy New Years!!!
from watty :
Merry Christmas! Sorry you ended up being a bit bored towards the end of the night. I went to York U. Most thought, including my parents, that I'd go to the U. of Toronto. After visiting the downtown science faculty and being bored of it (changed the office name plates of two different profs, to prove this), I had changed my mind. So, I hope you get into the university of your choice, and don't go with the flow. Most of my high school friends were into science, so it was either the U. of T., Queen's, or Waterloo.
from funkydude86 :
Sorry to hear you're spending Christmas alone. I had the whole family over.... wow I'm so tired. too many little kids!!! Anyway, good times we had in Brantford and again tell your landlord thjanks. Later! And of course... Merry Christmas!
from funkydude86 :
Thanks for inviting me over. I had a good time. Tell your landlord thanks again for the rides and stuff. I appreciate it!
from miedema2002 :
Hi. I am not offended. You can befriend whoever you like! Why do you think that I would care if he was staying with you or not? My reasons for hating Ty and Victoria have nothing to do with any of the friends he or I hang out with. Never. We're all good.
from green-kiwis :
Hey, I saw your profile through miedema2002 and I wondered if I could be let into your site. Thanks!
from miedema2002 :
Why would I resent you? There is no reason to. You didn't do anything wrong. Why would you think that I would be upset?
from miedema2002 :
ah ok. I find it sad when some people can't seem to break away from the bubble of W.Ross. I have friends from there but I also have friends outside of there too.
from miedema2002 :
Aww now I feel bad. I just heard that Vick isn't doing well in University in the sense that she has no friends and doesn't go out much and doesn't sleep. You will do well in University! If I can make friends and branch out then you will do fine. Just be yourself and be sociable and people come to you. Many are in my program or friends of them or friends of previous friends etc. You just gotta look around. Trust me there is nothing to be worried about.
from miedema2002 :
Just like the rest of us I mean: craving acceptance, attention and love. she is insecure, lost and afraid.
from miedema2002 :
Just like the rest of us I mean: craving acceptance, attention and love. she is insecure, lost and afraid.
from miedema2002 :
Yeah, she is nosy. I had quite the spat with her a few days ago. Now whenever I check my stats counter it always says Ottawa. So, she is still reading much more then usual probably looking for things to use against me. She does think that she is better then everyone else and she acts like she is all together and nothing phases her, but I don't believe it for a second. She is so fake. I believe she represses emotion and says and acts the way that her parents and people expect her to act. She is very logic oriented, but I think it's all an act. Deep down she is just like the rest of us.
from watty :
I think neon boy is a cool nickname. Too bad the guy in real life isn't. I've dubbed him that because, when he first started with the company, on casual Fridays, he would wear this hideous, neon orange t-shirt. So, that's the story, although he doesn't wear that t-shirt anymore, thank goodness!
from miedema2002 :
oh what do you have against her anyway???
from miedema2002 :
Hey, I wonder why Vick wants to read our diaries so bad?? Why can't she take a fucking hint! I told her to stop reading, but she keeps on reading. Bitch! oh well if she finds something not to her liking on there then it's her fault for reading! I have talked shit about her and she acts like she doesn't care. Oh well what can you expect from such a naive bitch!
from miedema2002 :
I'm not returning till the new year I will have no time to write between Christmas shopping, Christmas Eve/Day, My birthday, Dads birthday, New Years at Chelseas, getting prepared for next semester and a doctors appointment in there, so ya busy busy! I have 1 more year left. I will be finished by next April. I am so excited!!
from funkydude86 :
Hey Jenna, where is Concordia? Interesting story/entry!
from miedema2002 :
oh ok! cool. lol sorry about that. I'm glad you play it safe.
from watty :
Thanks for making my day with that story with all the hockey players names incorporated... cute! Sorry I haven't been reading up on your blog. I finally read my Hotmail and figured out how to log in... ha! ;) Hope things are great with you. *hugs*
from miedema2002 :
oh no no not the hockey players but the scenario behind it. I could be wrong but I think I took the story in the wrong context lol! I won't tell you how I interpreted it it's too dirty..........well ok if you read close it sounds like you picked up some chick at the bar and you guys..umm shaved each others pussys and stuff. See naughty?? I'm so sorry that's just how I read it. I'm probably so incredibly off. What was it supposed to be about???? lol!
from miedema2002 :
Sounds like a fun night. Did that really happen to you? or was that just a fun story. Thumbs up on the creativity!
from funkydude86 :
The way you describe LL, I sure wouldn't want to go there if I were a girl... sounds scary! And hey sounds like you have a nice landlord, wish mine was nicer. Oh well, what can you do? Take care and thanks for the birthday wishes! Being 20 isn't really much different but you're half-way to 40 think of it that way. 19 was awesome, wish I was still there! Oh well life goes on. Talk to ya later!
from funkydude86 :
Hey, no bills? Wish I could have that. I have so many bills it's not funny. I have done most of my shopping but not all of it. I will have to complete it soon. Sorry about not reading often, been really busy with school. Have a great one!
from miedema2002 :
Oh my! I hope you figure out what is angering you soon before you do something you will regret later. *hugs*
from omniscia :
Thanks, Jenna. Have a good weekend, Keri
from miedema2002 :
I know. She was dating Ty behind my back. A good friend of mine had to find out for me and she is a reliable source. So I blocked both of them Ty and Vick. Yes, I'm sure she is reading mine too. Oh well I hope my pain makes her stomach churn and her guilt swell. sorry I know I am being immature I'm just hurting a lot right now.
from miedema2002 :
If you want I can get the online notes from webct and send you those for your paper or leisure reading. When is your paper due?
from miedema2002 :
Thanks for the note. No my step mom nor, my dad has been abused. Well unless you count my step moms alcoholic x husband, but I don't know if he hit her or not. I am trying to tell myself that mom is just treating me like a normal parent would with respect and dignity and even more so since she recovered from her depression breakdown and returned to her family and built her life up again. she is very happy now and I have much admiration for her because of it. Well I gotta go. I have a date tonight. ttyl
from the-moo :
hope you're having fun with your mother *hugs* xxx
from omniscia :
Hi Jenna, Thanks for your note. I'm new to Diaryland, and I get so excited when I get messages! I'm going to add you to my buddy list as well, as long as YOU don't mind. :D -Keri
from sadhaven :
Hello, I just wanted to let you know about this new public diary called "sadhaven." It is for people who suffer from mental illness and/or addictions to vent and express themselves. If you would like to know more take a look around. Thank you.
from funkydude86 :
Well I had to send my HP to them to get it repaired... it was there for a month and a half! I hope that doesn't happen to you! Good luck with everything!
from the-moo :
Hello lovely try [email protected] I never set up the diaryland one properly and my gold membership ran out a million years ago anyway haha *hugs* I look forward to reading you some more!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from miedema2002 :
Hi, Jenna. No this persons name starts with a v. May I have the password to your diary please? Thanks. I appreciate your kindness thank you. Bye.
from the-moo :
oh it was open yesterday and now it's locked... may I please come in? if not... have a hug anyway *hugs* xxx
from the-moo :
well hello there!!! *hugs* xxx
from watty :
Yep, the PSB review first showed up in the Star. I didn't really agree fully with it, but was glad someone did take the time to review it. For some reason, it took longer for the Sun to post its review. That's okay, though. The wait was well worth it. Yeah, it takes forever to get the Aeroplan card in the mail. I had to get a replacement and it took nearly two months for mine to get to me. Hope you get yours a lot sooner, Jenna. Have a great week! =)
from watty :
Hi! Just wanted to say hello and thank you for adding me to your list of blog reads. Glad you had a good time at the Evanescence show. I have been meaning to get the new CD. I will one of these days. I like to bars at Kool Haus, too. Take care and I'll be following your blog, too... Mary
from miedema2002 :
I know, I changed it...I don't know where my brain was at the time I wrote that. Oh well ya look forward to seeing you tonight!
from miedema2002 :
Thanks for the link. wow, he was obviously a victim of bullying and neglect from his peers. He is definetely mentally unstable. It's sad in a way that someone had to endure that by himself for so many years to become extremely bitter, immoral and hate filled. Makes you really think about what this world has come to...
from miedema2002 :
Ya, glad to hear you had a good time on Saturday night too. Sorry if I said some weird shit, I remember some things but not all kinda a blur in some places, anways ya keep me posted on the status of our Thursday night venture. Later
from miedema2002 :
Hi Jenna, can I please have the link to the profile on vampire freaks? We were talking about the tragedy in Political Process class last week and I would like to read it for myself. My teacher said she will too once the attention goes down. Thanks. Emily
from oceans-depth :
Hi Jenna, I just came by to send you l♥ve and let you i was thinking of ya. Take care xoxoxo Deja
from miedema2002 :
Yes, I know my next and previous links don't work. I have tried and failed getting them to work, so I figure people can just switch entries by going into my archives. No big deal. Later.
from miedema2002 :
Hi Jenna, Awesome diary as usual! I hope you like mine and I hope that JAWS works fine with it. If you have time check my extras page if you want some interesting things aside from my diary. Bye.
from miedema2002 :
Hi, I was wondering if I could please have access to your diary? Thanks.
from funkydude86 :
hey Jenna it's me... can you let me in? :)
from miedema2002 :
Hi, Can I come in?
from annivate :
let me in? por favor?
from emu-head :
So, I'm leaving you a message. Will you let me in? :)
from candoor :
Merry Happy New Year from out the blue (just browsed around)... hope your 2006 is great :)
from emu-head :
I bought myself a bottle of Mudslide a while ago, and I felt much the same about it as you do. Heh heh. Hope you're having a good Christmas.
from emu-head :
Hey, thanks for the note. I'll have to take your advice. And good luck on moving out on your own! I know how scary just the idea of it is. But ooh, the freedom, right?
from miedema2002 :
Hi Jenna, I just wanted to let you know that for some reason I can't access your diary anymore. The password isn't working and it won't let me in. Anyways just wanted to let you know. Bye.
from gothcc :
I am going to be locking my diary again for security matters... Can i have your email so that i can send you the username and passcode to get in?
from emu-head :
Hey! Long time no talk to. You haven't written in a while! Anyways, I just wanted to apologise because I just realized that you asked me for a password when my diary was locked and I never sent it to you. At least I don't think I did. Or maybe I'm completely losing my mind. Eh, it doesn't matter now anyway. Sorry for the pointless note.
from acmenescient :
Yeah ^^'' I have been really swamped with everything going on... I got Speech class going on (I am scared to death of speeches x.x), I have to get to college application (haven't done that yet), met someone through a friend who I get along great with (read: stayed up all night talking on the comp for the first two weeks after I met him, still making up the sleep debt), and I have to get to learning how to drive (I'm 17 ;-;) before I go to college ^^ So I have been a little lazy with the updating, (and the reading) and I always feel bad updating and expecting people to read when I can't find the time to read their journals... ^^'' I am going to try to get my crap done (so this note doesn't become of a cataclysmic size, I'm gonna do an update bout everything ^^), and get back to updating with nonesense ramblings, and reading everyone else and all that ^^ *hugs* But thank you for noticing and asking about it ^^ And now to that update since this has to be huge, ne? ^^ *glomps and waves* ~AcmeNescient
from miedema2002 :
Your instructions worked perfectly. You have my gratitude.
from oceans-depth :
Just sending Love ♥♥♥♥ xoxo Deja
from miedema2002 :
Hello I am ICON, Emily's boyfriend. She had told me that you had written her a note and I wanted to know waz up. She said that you got that not that you responded to like years ago. I hope you aren't starting shit with my woman, lol, just kidding. Anyways, I thought I'd write you a little note to introduce myself later on
from miedema2002 :
My e-mail is [email protected]. Thanks for the links info I am not very good at html, but I can give it a try. Thanks for the note. Bye.
from acmenescient :
About the swimming event, that must have been awful. I am sick myself, if not as badly, and even I wouldn't want to swim (assuming I could even) right now. I hope you feel better and heal quickly, and I hope the coach changes their mind. Good luck, feel better! ~Acme Nescient
from watty :
Happy birthday! Have a terrific day enjoying yourself. Best wishes to you always.
from coors-devil :
my email is [email protected]
from coors-devil :
Hey~I've been wanting to read your diary but can't without a password! If you want to, leave me a note on my diary with it.
from emu-head :
Hey! I've been meaning to do this for so long but I keep forgetting... can I have a password? [email protected] Thankee.
from bloodymirror :
Thank you so much for the positive note. It hadn't been a good day, and it was nice to see that someone saw and read my post even though I would have marked myself as no longer posting had I been in any other person's position. Thank you a lot, it brightened my day to see someone replied at all, especially positively. You are a great person, never let anyone tell you different, and don't settle for whats around. Always seek better, you deserve it! ~Sara
from sweetvanity :
Thanks so much. I really hope it turns out okay. I'm dying to get rid of the bangs. Never ever again will I ever do anything on impulse. But you may want to remind me of that if you ever read anything in my diary that sounds like I'm not thinking. Take care.
from bitterpill33 :
hi, thebabygrand made you sound very interesting and i was wondering if i could get a password to read your diary. if you don't mind, could you sent it to this E-mail, [email protected], thanks. i would be more than glad to send you a password to my diary if you like.
from bloodymirror :
Oh wow, I didn't even check my notes, I just assumed I didn't have any ^^ And then I checked them when I finally turned on ePrompter which cheerily informed me I had a new email which told me I had a note ^^ I am glad you liked the story! And glad you took the test! And glad you read my journal! ^^ *shame* I haven't been reading lately, I -do- need to clean my room and fix everything so that I can start oding things again. I am getting pathetic. ^^ I just hope this doesn't turn out like the online comics I read... "I will catch up with the 8 months I haven't been reading, really I will! ...Later." But yeah. ^^ It's 3:30am. I babble too much at these times of the morning. Thanks for the holiday wishes, and the same to you! Enjoy your New Years! ^^ ~Sara
from oceans-depth :
happy holidays xoxoxo Deja
from lamt :
Hey Jenna, I am not sure how to take that last note you left for me. So sorry for taking so long to get back. I updated my diary last week and noticed you need a code for yours now :( well anywho trust all is happy and gitty and talk to you on msn as always and YES I still have that souvenir for you. Its just been collecting dust so come get it already :P Ciao
from oceans-depth :
sending you {hugs}♥ Deja
from gothcc :
I'm gothcc from "your-mess" my email is: [email protected] You can look back at past entries to see what you wanna do. to get into your mess it is: name: your-mess pass.: theresa Every entry you write has to have your nickname in the subject line of the entry. thanks. it'll be great getting to know you.
from bloodymirror :
That is a really smart plan, because anyone can view anyones notes, and if they track who left requests, it is easy to find passwords. My email is [email protected]. And thanks ^^
from bloodymirror :
Your diary got locked...? If you feel comfrotable doing so, can I request a pass? Or is it temporary lockedness?
from oceans-depth :
Thank you so much for your note I am home now and trying to heal.Love Deja
from bloodymirror :
Nah, I will still definately write on here, it is also theraputic sometimes, like with sharing poetry, or random thoughts ^^ But with the offline one, not only do I not have to worry about hurting peoples feelings, I stop thinking "It would look cool and goth and tortured to write this, I think I will." or "It would look stupid to write about this, so I won't." ^^ And if there is something that no one would want to hear about (Like details of getting the flu, etc), I can still write about it, without feeling like people are going "...Oh. GROSS." I only write words in the offline, not poetry, or things with form like that, that will still go here ^^
from oceans-depth :
<3
from lamt :
Hey Jenna, Hows your Thanksgiving going? I was just looking at your profile and I saw what you wrote about me and all the people in general and how nice it is, hahaha I don't believe there really is a bad bone in you lol. Anyways sorry I don't update much but really the only people who read my diary is you and another friend who doesn't update often at all aswell. So I like just sometimes writing alittle something, but now you know why I don't write alot, especially if we talk on MSN or something. Hope all is better with you and that we do something soon cause your gift is just collecting dust ;)
from oceans-depth :
welcome back ive missed your words. xxoo Deja
from broknangel13 :
i've written poetry for a good few years now... and i know that i may seem really superficial in my every day diary, but it's only because it takes a long while to see who i really am underneath it all. i like to show people my poetry diary because it lets them glimpse into a little bit of who i am and what i've done and though... because when i write... i write straight from mind and heart. which i'm sure you understand and all... heh... i hope that you find comfort or some words to relate to in my poetry if you can't find it in my every day words and ramblings. <3... all my love, gina
from tourniquet13 :
hey hon.. you seem like you'd appreciate dark poetry and the darker side of who i am. i like to save that for my other diary... seeming how i'm already dark as it is... and nobody really likes reading it on a daily basis... lol... my poetry diary is broknangel13 ... read it sometime... i think you'd like it. *BIG HUGS*... bye darling. all my love, gina
from tourniquet13 :
you're completely welcome, sweetheart. :)... i hope that things work out and feel free to leave me notes or email me if you ever wanna talk to need to get something out. :)... i love talking to people and i love getting to know people. hehe... just call me a nice person... ;)... 'cuz most people don't. lol... just joking. *MORE HUGS*... smile more... and know that no matter who you are or what you've done... at least one person out there is thinking of you and loves you. okies?... *smiles*... love ya hon! bye bye... all my love, gina
from tourniquet13 :
don't ever feel worthless. i understand how you feel, and i know what it's like to fall away from the world. and all i can say is that depression and sadness and "the dark" never lasts forever. alright? *smiles*... *BIG BIG HUGS*... i hope that you smile, and if you ever wanna talk to me, my screen name is thetourniquet113 and my email addy is [email protected] ... hehe... lots of smiles and hugs, gina
from flasun-tan :
hi my name's jenna too!! im anti prep and a punky sort of person and i LUV rock music
from lamt :
Hey thanks, and its a definate that I am going in August now :) Whatch out you Aussies I am comming hahaha. So how have you been. Your right you havened updated in quite a long while I hope everything is still good with you? Well I hope to hear from you soon. Taylor
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from elliorange :
Happy, happy birthday!! I hope you have a day! ENJOY! :)
from ljungberg8 :
manutd rock!! also, madonna does too
from import-babe :
Hey. Your ex boyfriend sounds like a dumbass. Your guys' realationship sounds a lot like my last one. We ended up breaking up basically cause of his retarted friends and all their lies and rumours and shit. He's still in high school and I'm almost 20, and I had to deal w/ all that high school drama and shit. It was so lame. But anyways, glad ya got rid of him while ya could. :)
from slash-mel :
Thanks for joining tatu diaryring. I noticed we have more than just these russians in common... ;)
from bitterwineuk :
Hiya, just want to say thank u very much for adding me to your favourite diaries, that always brightens my day. Keep up the good work and stick with your great music taste. Becca *:)+<
from cant-make-me :
hey- thanks for making me a favorite! love the layout... rock on :o) bye for now
from magootre2001 :
Hey beautigirl it's em I was just wondering if you could somehow enlarge your font because it is sooooo small. So yah if you could that would be great. It would really help me out okay!!Q
from elateddream :
Hey there. Thanks for having quizzes for me to do when I'm bored :)
from miedema2002 :
Hi Jenna, it's Emily M from school. I came across your diary a few days ago. I think it's really interesting. I was just wondering how do you put your diaryrings on a seperate page with a link? I was talking to Waitha and she said that you might know. Thanxs bye.
from euphoria21 :
Hey, just saw that you put me in your favorites! And I was just reading your journal, keep up the great work, hun!!!!
from jenna-bear :
Hey, if you want to read my diary, the username is other and the password is wrapper (or it should be...) you can read it if you want jenna bear
from lamt :
Hi there Beautigirl my name is Taylor I just started using Diaryland and I came across you, you seem really cool check out my diary if you like but I still don't know how to use everything yet. Leave me a message if you wanna talk. Taylor :)
from engelchen :
Hello ! Its me, the owner of the "Curiosity" Diaryring. I just checked the members of the ring cause I was curious (haha) who have the codes up and all and I all suddenly and absolutely accidently removed you from the ring. I really didnt mean to. I'm sorry. If you want to you can of course join again and I promise you, I wont delete you again. Sorry :S Take care :)
from made-again :
Welcome to the Geography ring!
from stopme :
hey hun, just wanted to say thanks for adding me to your faves. i'm going to start reading up on ya. have a good day and you'll hear from me again later :) -emo
from ravenheart :
Thank you for joining my Nightheart ring, you are welcome!
from euphoria21 :
Hey, thanks for having meas one of your favorites amidst all of my quizzes you can actually find some good stuff hiding in there...
from nicedream06 :
thanks for the fatherless entry. i linked to it here: http://nicedream06.diaryland.com/fatherless.html
from erica2175 :
welcome to the angels diaryring
from nicedream06 :
hey-thanks for joining the fatherless diaryring! if you want to, write an entry about being fatherless, how it makes you feel--whatever you want--and i'll link to it from my fatherless page in my diary. (please let me know if you do this) it's up to you, but thanks for joinin!
from funkydude86 :
Hi. Me like your profile and I think that it's very good. Hope to talk to you soon. See if you can access my diary. Bye bye!
from slowlyinsane :
Hi there...I noticed that you have my diary, hidden-one.diaryland.com, listed as one of your favorites. I just wanted to tell you that I've moved the diary to slowlyinsane.diaryland.com. Hope you come visit! Amanda

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