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from my-serenade :
i added you, i hope you dont mind. ex oh, letti
from redd :
if youve forgotten, i will tell it once again xo
from redd :
i still love the old things. that never die.
from che :
you're prettier. your words.
from dork-wad :
That was beautiful. "I don't care."
from revolte :
i had this boyfriend for a year and a half, and the end of us was almost the end of me, and that was our song. i haven't been able to listen to it for over a year, but yesterday it came on and i was ecstatic. and the lyrics on my note page made me smile even more. merci.
from that-sunset :
you're one of my favourites. i miss you, i haven't talked to you recently. hope everything's going okay.
from thedoorsopen :
not to believe who??
from heartshaped :
i will definitely, definitely have to read it. thank you so so much. <3
from that-sunset :
come backkkk <3
from that-sunset :
yr on my favourites now <3
from tw00kie :
hey sweetie- i luff you and im taking you home with me and i'll kidnap you and it'll be great. i miss you! ta-ta
from parlance :
Bend me, break me, feels like you've raped me.
from bendme :
whatever
from tool-nin-fan :
You spelled Mer de Noms wrong.
from tw00kie :
lo lo i looooooooooooooooooooooooooove you!
from revolte :
dude.. that is such a cool mouse name!
from dork-wad :
sweet. heart! (youre a gorgeous fucking writer)
from dork-wad :
add? dude, you werent just added. youve been on my list since i joined dland. thats...quite a while. haha. sure thing though!
from tw00kie :
thanks for last night lo lo i needed to talk with someone. you're a sweet girl :) i'll miss you!! when you come back we'll all go somewhere and party. and blow shit up - remember lemons grow on trees ;)
from brokenwords- :
man, i only wish the best for you. i have been there, and god, it hurts so much. i can only tell you things will change and one day, out of the blue, you will feel better, and a smile will form. sorry to sound like a motivational speaker here. much love, hun. -april
from tw00kie :
lo lo :( i'm sorry hun.. i hope stuff will be ok... you know lil manda is always here if you wanna talk- as cliche as that sounds i mean it k? feel better sweets.
from tw00kie :
oh man- tied house and midol :) sorry if i was tweaking out that night. i didnt mean to be a bitch :( im sorry. hmmm we should all hang out today
from be-my-heroin :
oh my fuck, your words are breathtaking..
from tw00kie :
aww lo lo :-D hmm you're not online so i might as well tell you on here. garrett and i are attempting once again to go to SF saturday :) SO if you wanna come feel free to ask me or garrett OOH and if you wanna sleep over friday or saturday thats cool cos i was prolly gonna have a bunch of people spend the night :) love and garden blast pizza <3
from tw00kie :
SATURDAY!!!!! im kidnapping you and ray to go to SF with me ok? ok i'm glad we settled that DONT MAKE PLANS. IM me or garrett. BraveLttleT0astr k thanks bye :)
from seenuh :
Happy very Belated birthday
from cry :
still interested? send e/mail addy<3
from cutiepie9297 :
Hi!! I am super psyched to see a new ND'er!! Loks like we have a lot in common. I *love* your pic of Gwen. She is just gorgeous, isn't she?!! Anyway, looks like its your birthday so have a wonderful day! :) Lauren (cutiepie9297) (another Doubthead)
from skaistarr :
Happy Birthday!!!
from sadangl :
Happy Birthday!! Glad you had a great day!
from viks :
happy birthday
from damodred :
Happy Birthday! I hope you have a good day. :)
from mickey225 :
Happy Birthday! Hope you have a GREAT day! ºoº
from s-w-kiss :
Hey. Just dropping in to wish you a very super birthday! Hope it was great!
from thecrankyone :
Happy Birthday!! Have a great day, and a wonderful holiday!!
from kathiec :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Have a great day... heck, have a great year! Love and birthday hugs, Kathie
from watty :
Happy birthday! Have a fun time celebrating today. Best wishes to you. =)
from preciousgift :
Happy Birthday!
from toxicdesire :
Happy Birthday!
from macfarlane :
Happy Birthday, enjoy the day today!
from bluebonnet :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
from elliorange :
♥ Happy Birthday! I hope you enjoy your special day!
from dlandbdays :
Happy Birthday! Hope its great!
from treewillow :
Happy Birthday, I hope you have a wonderful day.
from tw00kie :
aww lauren..
from heartshaped :
she said, "go to him. stay with him if you can. but be prepared to bleed."
from che :
i am sorry to hear about your ice cream machine.
from heartshaped :
how are you so burned when you're barely on fire.
from tw00kie :
aww thanks hun youre sucha sweety. :) we all need to hang out soon. ooooh garrett and i are planning to go to san fransico sometime near christmas and we want everyone to come. so bring ray it'll be grand :)
from heartshaped :
hey you. i think something needs to be done about the fact that we aren't better friends. tell me yr address and i'll be there. ;)
from dead-bolt :
<3
from dead-bolt :
gg ax wins ax>skatastrophie
from sadangl :
Hi, I had added you as a favorite some time ago but I just realised that we live in the same city! Cool! Anyway, Have a great day! Jessica
from heartshaped :
look how pretty gwen is. we need to talk more often because. you = me. <3
from crashintome :
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(
from forsakenhart :
But, But, But...your words are like air to my lungs. I love your diary and you're emotion that aches from your heart. I mean it's sad But I enjoy reading..please don't stop.
from heartshaped :
what are you saying, retard.
from thefallofart :
i loved every single word of this.
from so-dead :
goodbye i guess. xXxO. stay beautiful
from zerah :
i know exactly how you feel (i think) <3
from loserface :
today is thursday and i love you.
from dissectional :
sigh. yes, emo kids. they always look so fragile and sad, it makes me feel compelled to bake them cookies or something.
from fragile-hope :
yay for lexapro. been on it 7 months now. take care darling. xx julia
from raven72d :
Gorgeous, haunting entries...
from fragile-hope :
your words make me cry. and cry. you're so gorgeous. and i love you so. xxjulia
from dead-bolt :
hello
from dry-pavement :
so your last words were what i was suprised to stumble upon and trip. i like the way i fell though.
from neuroticaa :
i love your last one / xoxo
from joshhartlvr :
it's all so great... i'm loving your diary! :)
from suicidevirus :
Very, very bored. But your writing keeps me thinking. Still good <-- I don't think good is the word
from lezbian :
I just wanted to let you know that I read your diary! Check mine out if you'd like :)
from cry :
we want you to be elitest as fuck with us. please. xo.
from spiralout187 :
your writing and your layout...beautiful.
from sephiragrace :
I love your layout. Your inspiring.
from heartshaped :
i guess that i'm happy for you but i just don't understand. seeing yr name in red is what turns me on. <3
from toxicflower :
i miss you. how's life? write back, <3.
from caged-freed :
saw you were a member of the edsufferer diaryring and thought this new forum at caged-freed might interest you. check it out, if you can, and take care.
from sad-doll :
I &heart; the layout girly, it's pretty just like you're writing. It makes me sad, I guess I'm morbid that way, sometimes I wonder for things to be pretty in my eyes if they must be sad. I adore thursday too. tell me about you and what you love. xoexoh ♥ always, Audrey
from heartshaped :
oh my. try to get up close (when she does her encores. run to the stage.). she's even prettier in person. and. she played upside down and winter and playboy mommy and horses and london girls and and and. i felt like the luckiest girl in the world.
from joshhartlvr :
oooh, your writing is so beautiful. i'm adding you to my favorites. you're great! byeness! --Leesha
from roxygrl15 :
Did Tori Amos do a remake of "Case of You" by Joni Mitchell, or did you just put that randomly?
from xonic :
haha. we rock. obscurity and overanalyzation-the gift and the curse of the writer. boawr! i really like your writing...hehe...i guess thats all. -vik
from xonic :
shit! maybe you didnt understand. by all the words i said, i meant the exact opposite, cuz i said 'let me be different by saying...'. i really like your writing, and i dont feel i have to defend mine. everything seems to be a misuderstanding lately. i confuse everything. im sorry.
from heartshaped :
i was just listening to that song. <3
from xonic :
looks like you get alot of fan mail, so let me be different and say i hate your writing. its the ugliest shit ive ever read and youre a disgrace to penners out there everywhere. if i ever saw your soul id spit on it. -vik
from leely :
I can eat your writing all up :::eep:::
from suicidevirus :
Signing this again...shit, your writing is so good. *ENVY ENVY!!*
from just-fine :
awww i love you and your writing :)
from nebulae- :
your writing is so fucking pretty, you inspire me...
from suicidevirus :
Hey...Great diary...APC rocks my socks..By the way, I'm from your school..weee
from thisisamess :
consistantly amazing me.
from ineedyouso :
i really like your diary.. just thought i should share
from loserface :
i just read everything. everything. all over again. i have so much to say to you, far too many words that any metaphor could tell you second-hand. tonight.
from uselesschild :
hey,i just wanted to say i love you lauren and that your a great writer....and i hope that you and ray had as much fun as me and shelby did last night...lol!
from xgirlface :
[♥]I send you my love:)
from thisisamess :
i find you. astonishing.
from brokenhands :
howdy
from xpaperdoll :
my god your diary is lovely
from brokenhands :
howdy
from psallmylove :
yes of course...because emo = lovely but also stubborn and drives you crazy sensitive, no?
from psallmylove :
i admire your style...and what is wierd is that we have the same birthday and love an (emo? yours too?) who plays guitar
from thisisamess :
this one was just perfect.
from just-fine :
I <3 you to bits xoxo
from gingerxbread :
yr just precious.
from loserface :
baby, you will always keep me happy as long as you want me to be happy. as long as we stick it out. i love you i love you i love you. i love you. you were the girl of my dreams before i even knew how to dream about shit like that. you always will be. forever.
from thisisamess :
once again i trip over flames while i read what you set on fire.
from boyafterboy :
i need your email addy for devenir-vous, darling. xo.
from brokenwords- :
that was beautiful. <3
from thedoorsopen :
i miss u
from thisisamess :
god. that entry made my heart drop. you've got it in you big time.
from ambitious :
your writing hits a spot for me that sometimes only the people who are missing from me can. thanks.
from vitality :
i forgot the most important fact... the venue! what a silly girl i am. "THE BOTTOM OF THE HILL". 1233 17th street. san francisco, california.
from vitality :
rainer maria / rilo kiley / citizens here & abroad. sunday. november 24th. 9pm. (doors open at 8:30pm.) 10 dollars. all ages. GO!
from almostbrave :
definetly. Stevie is the goddess. she's so amazing.
from xmyheart :
thank you for your support. i appreciate it :)
from loserface :
everything's gunna be alright. i left bob marley at yr house for a reason. you know i.d sing it to you, though. just know that i.m in love with you. I.M IN LOVE WITH YOU. i will never leave you. you &me forever. [we.re in this together now.]
from gingerxbread :
you're ever so pretty.
from brokenwords- :
and i love yours. :)
from brainwashed3 :
i am here
from thisisamess :
so beautiful it almost hurts.
from sharpsecret :
hun dont punish urself,ur too beautiful to be broken
from devenir-vous :
<3 i need your email address, doll. xo. boyafterboy //
from loserface :
mmmmmm yr lips tasted so good tonight...wanna be with me forever? xo &feather
from aliblogs :
your diary rocks.
from brokenwords- :
neither am i. let's stick together, <3
from thisisamess :
listen beautiful. you've got it all figured out inside your head, but you're smart enough to know, when it makes sense, its not pretty.
from brokenwords- :
well it's lovely to know others agree with me. thanks much, xox :)
from starinajar :
her observations were wrong. i do know the difference between art and shit. i bet she can't guess why she's not in the ring. <3 love you
from starinajar :
<3 of course
from brokenwords- :
your diary is great. xox :)
from raven72d :
I discovered your diary here in one of those wonderfully serendipitous link-jumping moments... I do love your writing; I love the images you create. I hope to be able to read so much more of your work...
from lightfallsup :
sitting here too awake for someone who hasn't slept in too long i thought i'd let you know i was up and tapping the keys through the world locked in here out there in etherland. sometimes i get turned around reading it and think i might just have to stay here forever. that's the best way the wind has blown since november or some other arbirtray date lacking need to clarify. enjoy the pastels that life is made of and i'll keep enjoying your words. thanks.
from brokenmirror :
Maybe you sleep on the floor/ maybe you dance with angels/ Maybe yu walk across rainbows/ for sure your writing is beautiful// xxxRia
from zerah :
your writing's so beautiful i thought i'd list you as one of my favorite diaries : )
from dataguy :
I don't mean to alarm you but your HTML seems to be disallowing my broser from seeing your page. I'll try to find the problem.
from insomniac84 :
I send you a thousand kisses for you to cherish forever. And I hope you're smiling. xo julia ox
from odd182fan :
hey luren thanx tee hee :) :-* ttyl
from insomniac84 :
LAUREN :) You make my day (I want to hug you and hold you forever I NEVER WANT TO LET YOU GO) xoxo
from novacaine :
And I say the same about yours. :) "fuck this"<--I say the same thing. -patsy
from jason75 :
read your diary for the first time and really enjoyed it.
from pieceofme :
thanks so much for your lovely note :) your diary is wonderful too, rebecca xxx
from empty-cuts :
aw thanks hun. i must say your diary is to my liking. i adore you. xoxo
from insomniac84 :
it hurts because sometimes words can never pinpoint your beauty, but somehow I know you feel me. I want to drink your bleeding tears and say it's okay...it's okay *aim towards the sky and we will rise... fly away with me*
from magicalblue :
Yeah, I'm wiccan. I love your diary :) I added u to my buddy list.
from insomniac84 :
I want to hear you say my name *selfish me* It's heaven from your lips, I want to be your special girl. xoxo
from icantdothis :
i adore you. everything you say is so beautiful that the tips of my fingers tingle when i read it. couldnt be better if you tried. xo.
from novacaine :
Part of movie that makes me giggle: Wolverine flicking off the metal detector. Heh. Cheers. -patsy
from novacaine :
Lovely diary. Heh. -patsy (PS I like the X-Men movie too. I'm such a dork.)
from glitzi :
i've just started reading, and i like all of everything i see. xox, m.
from insomniac84 :
You make me believe in dreams. The sky is limitless and words are only a speck of dust floating along through rain, blood, and firey frozen hearts that make up time. Where I'll walk past doubt and straight into your hands, release all relief, I'll watch you grow wings and become my angel .dont.give.up. <3julia
from brokenhands :
perfect - write often - s'il vous plaît - love, kirk
from brokenhands :
hi laurennnnn, um, i dunno which entry you're talking about. there're a few involving parties a bit. maybe i didn't even write it. brokenhands is a public diary, but everyone else is bastids, so usually only i write there. che is my usual one or whatever. you should write in brokenhands, yassyass, 'cause you write very very good in yr. own diary. um, write like stream of consciousness style and don't ever press delete in it. i'll add you to the links on the older page if you let me know you do. oh my god what a long stupid note about nothing full of dead sentences. you are a light. have a good breakfast. say hi sometimes.
from insomniac84 :
You make me drowsy with thoughts as I can hear your heart beating through this distance, because in this black sky it seems quite clear. Entertwining flowers into crowns and our fingers kissing, the fireflies in rythum with the vibriant glow of your voice and the slow movement of the moments that are captured in your smile, I'll wait for this moment xo julia xo
from insomniac84 :
Oh honey, when I close my eyes I see but a eternal summer field, lightly dressed with our tears and our meeting's embrace, barefoot through the sighs and everything will be alright...alright...you and me. When time has no relevance and we know what forever feels like...I think dreams can come true. When my heart's been stepped on by the tangible, I dream of someday and you make me believe. Keep holding on, keep holding on. <3 xoxox julia
from insomniac84 :
Sometimes I look down and to the ground, I feel the only thing I want is your gaze to be upon me./I want to feel the magick of the summer skies dancing in your eyes/Wrapped in your words that tell me, I almost feel foolish for my heart to dance so free... xo julia xo ~Look at the stars, look how they shine for you~
from odd182fan :
hey you!!! i miss you to!!! :) i'm not gonna be down there for a while but siobhan is supposed to come up her on the 24th for like a month. ure on my faves to :)
from blondedoll :
Thanx 4 joining my beer ring, *burp* ;)
from odd182fan :
hey lauren it's me sarah..siobhan's cuz . i added you to my buddy list i have a site now to so0o0o0o0 yeah.. l8er
from insomniac84 :
Unfamiliar chills you give me, and in my dreams I can taste your tears Your gorgeous soul, I am drenched in your words which perch upon my shoulders I send you a kiss, a small piece of my heart, I can only hope you keep locked in your until it screams with sunshine and then I'll be there xoxo <3 julia.
from insomniac84 :
my lovely lauren that i do not have you make my heart beat and ache in one blink, never have i felt this way for someone i've not seen before and yet i feel so close to you <3 xoxo why are you so far away from me?
from insomniac84 :
lauren...lauren i've missed talking to you and tears can only come and overwhelm me to wash me away when I read your entries I get chills and I want to be where you are you're so beautiful.
from fucktherest :
I'm not signing this because I'm lazy but this is the new (less frequently updated) diary address. thanks for missing me! heh. xox
from beer-breath :
whats so special about me?
from seethingblue :
we can combine all of our lonely hearts together and ship them to a distant country where there is white sand, warm and inviting
from isolatedsoul :
ooooh a new layout - excitememnt!! still loving ur precious words x
from blacksoul69 :
A Perfect Circle is very good. Rock on, and keep listenin to those lyrics-most others suck.
from ladyhecate :
Hi, Sorry it took me so long. I moved to another state and didn't get back up online for almost 2 months. Now your answer. The wooden wand or any wand is purified by passing it gently through the smoke of any flame. You do not want to pass it thru the flame because it will mar it. I am an old practitioner and am happy to anwer any questions. Blessings Lady Hecate
from isolatedsoul :
hya had to lock my diary cos of some wanker - so just thought if u wanted to drop by some time id give you my log in name : haylz and my password : 12344321 ... kt xx
from justbreathe- :
so are you...thanks
from loserface :
hard lemonade?!? BAD LAUREN.
from loserface :
i love you forever baby//i wanna fuck you like an animal
from insomniac84 :
Hey there...it's just me. Writing you to let you know I definitly appreciate you writing me :) Hrm. smiley faces...makes for some great times. I have to say I enjoy reading your entries as well, though I apologize for the length (or lack thereof) of this note...I see you have aim, IM me sometime? Take care. ~julie~
from heartshaped :
hello there. <3
from bendme :
testing...

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