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from catsoul :
So I see you deleted your WordPress blog, so where are you going to be writing? Let me know, I would love to continue reading what you write. Take care. =^..^=
from xxholding-on :
hey i saw you were online and i really wanted the vote from diaryland members towards an art contest i joined. It's a coach marketing contest and i need as many votes as i can get, please help! In addition I just wanted to say this is not spam, its self promotion and I need as much help possible. Thanks again! http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=975395_34070543&pid=2767347&scid=452
from life-my-way :
Having read your morning entry I feel safe in assuming that you are no longer "beyond" panic--hell, I'm panicking and I only read the tale. Smashing a spider only to have it explode into many, many smaller spiders, well, that's one of the worst things I've ever heard. Yikes! Glad you survived, K
from catsoul :
I read what you wrote earlier today and for the life of me, I couldn't think of anything to say. Man, what more could go on...is what I thought for you and your family. It is so true, we can raise our children the best that we know how. Once they are on their own, well, who knows the why of it all sometimes. So I am just so hearfelt for you and your situation. This sucks big time. Take care and be careful. =^..^=
from fan4 :
I've only read Harriet the Spy. The sequel's on my booklist, but I haven't gotten around to checking it out from the library yet. When I know I have a bunch of free time, I'll probably read your blog, for the Monkey Bread recipe.
from fan4 :
Merry Christmas!
from fan4 :
A lot of diaries you list as favorites, are no longer around.
from fan4 :
*hugs*
from fan4 :
Thanks for clearing that up for me.
from catsoul :
I also realized that I have a fair amount of amber jewelry myself. You know now that you aren't a tattoo virgin, how about some viney stuff around your leg with autumn leaf colors. That would blend in well with the pumpkin. Climbing vines like. That would be so awesome looking!!!
from fan4 :
Hi. I loved reading your manicure story. Very funny!
from luvliv :
hello, i just stumbled upon your diary and really like it! i' kinda new/ old here i had a diary here and left alone for 4 years and now i'm coming back to it. any plave you know where to get good background templates/ or how i can add your diary as a favorite of mine? thanks...i look forward to more readings:)
from enurta :
i'm sorry if this question offends you but i just started to read your diary, I added you today...and I don't understand the dog thing. why did it cost you money to spend time with a dog? are you afraid of dogs?
from catsoul :
Do you legs spasm or just twitch? I also agree with Chaos, "The Silent Passage" is a must read. Take care. =^..^=
from chaosdaily :
i never got the sweats... pick up the book, the silent passage. it tells you all about those things, and is well worth your time!
from catsoul :
It is awesome isn't it. My husband let me pick two more out as my Christmas present, now I will have four, almost one for everyday of the week. You will have to tell me if you get one!!!
from yarnsmith :
So funny. I know someone like that too and every time I'm tempted to say hi to her if I see her...I am reminded that I will be backed into a corner for the next hour listening to her tell me about her kids.
from junkmel1 :
I grew up with a dad like that...always simmering, occasionally boiling over. It does get old, I agree. Thank goodness the spouse I chose has a decidedly different temperament. Hope you feel happier soon. (hugs)
from chaosdaily :
xanax... better living through chemistry! and i agree with you about separate rooms! its almost a necessity!
from yarnsmith :
Peep Peep and Happy Easter.
from yarnsmith :
I would have a 4 wheel drive vehicle if I lived in a hilly area...here in the flatlands of Illinois, a front wheel drive car is usually sufficient.
from beyondpanic :
hey
from chaosdaily :
oh please dont do that!
from catsoul :
I meant to say I haven't eaten any chocolate since Jan. 13, 2006. I am so looking forward to when I can.
from catsoul :
Thanks for your kind words. It all boils down to trust. I wish I could eat what you suggested. Ever since Jan. 13, 2006, I have only been able to eat 12 foods. I only started with broth and peanut butter back in Jan. 2006. I had Clostridium Difficile. It is a very, very bad bacteria in my colon that almost killed me. My journey to back to health will take longer. I can only drink bottled water, no tap water, I have to cook in bottled water. When I try and introduce new foods, I may have a bad reaction to it, I get diarreha. If I loose 4 or more pounds in an hour I have to go to the hospital. That has happened a few times in the past year and two months. I have found out I am allegric to garlic and strawberries so far. I have had chocolate or eaten a meal out since Jan. 13, 2006. When I go with my husband to eat out I have to have a diet soda. I eat to live now. I used to love to eat. I appreciate what I can eat now, all 12 foods. My specialist said it takes 1-3 years for the colon to rebuild good bacteria. Sorry if this is way too much info, but thanks for your kind thoughts. Take care. =^..^=
from catsoul :
Hi, I found a picture that I had downloaded on diaryland of Sadie. The entry date is 11/21/06
from m-lewis :
I tried to leave you a comment in your comment section. They accused me of leaving SPAM. Can you imagine? Now, back to your blog. Yeah! Why did his car fill up with smoke? Was the engine on fire? My youngest son did something equally foolish -- not once but twice -- including leaping out impulsively in front of an oncoming car in his school's parking lot. Both misadventures costs us a small fortune. Us. Not our insurance company. Us.
from m-lewis :
We got snow today, which is usually a big thrill in these parts. When I got home, there had to have been 50 male and female cardinals in the tree in front of our house as well as on the ground seeking food. I've since filled their feeders with sunflower seed... grain on the ground. Your crock pot chicken sounded yummy!
from m-lewis :
What happened to the place that says "leave a comment?" On another note: Your son will someday(hopefully) outgrow this phase in his life. Most boys who are "in love" go through this phase of: my girlfriend is so much more important than my family. Sadly, you'll just have to wait him out.
from m-lewis :
THIS IS HOW I SCORED ON YOUR "POP-TEST." I was actually surprised at the results because people from up north says I sound "southern." What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.
from sillycake :
Oh, and thanks for joining the Tea Lovers diary ring! =)
from sillycake :
Thank you for your comment and advice. I really appreciate it. Believe it or not, when I was younger, I too kept marble botebooks documenting it all after I watched Harriet the Spy (the Nickelodeon movie) and have a large collection of notebooks and journals as well. =)
from yarnsmith :
Thanks for your comments. I love that word "asshat" too...I forget where I heard it and don't know who made it up but it fits doens't it. I read you 12/29 entry about the your advice to the lonely young man and I don't see anything wrong with being human on the job...apparently those in power do and maybe that's why the can lord over us while we scrape for a living. My daughter has been through her share of crappy boyfriends, so I can sympathize with how you feel about his girlfriend. When you put so much into your kid and set them sailing into the world and they themselves are doing what they should do, it makes you sick to see them get pulled down by some blood sucker. Unfortunately, I've found there is nothing you can do but hope they see the light. Thankfully now, my dauther has found a good one...I have yet to meet him but he sounds like a keeper...we will see...time will tell.
from catsoul :
Hey that sounds like a rough root canal. From personal root canal experience(I have had 8 of them) there shouldn't be any super residual pain left, in fact it should be no feeling, no pain. If I were you, I would go see a dentist for a second look, get another x-ray, just so you can have a piece of mind. I sure hope that it improves, and there truthfully isn't ever a good time to have to get a root canal. Better than the alternative, you know that teeth problems being so close to the brain and infection and all. Ooops, maybe I shouldn't have mentioned that. My mom always said(subtlety wasn't ever her weak point either, I am giggling alot here about your dad), got to tell you up front, always be prepared for the worst and be happy with whatever you get. Yes mom, I have gotten that message loud and clear over the years. Anyhoo, take care and I hope that the tooth sensation improves for you!! =^..^=
from m-lewis :
I was going to leave a message on what used to be your "Comments" section, which is usually at the bottom of each of your entries, but it seems to have disappeared. Anyway, I love to read each day what you've done that is Christmasy. Some of them have been an inspiration to me.
from m-lewis :
I stumbled onto your site this morning before heading to work. I get the impression you are more my age than most of the people on D-land. I like that you carried a diary in your pocket in the sixth grade. I always thought diarys were the coolest little books. Everyone I knew received diarys with a tiny gold key at the end of an attached ribbon. I had to buy my own because no one ever thought I REALLY wanted one for myself. I hope you get the dog. They are such a comfort. And they will love you, love you, love you, no matter what. P.S. I have two cats and three dogs. I'll be back to see what you chose to do.

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