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it's gorgeous.
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you are right - Sundays can suck it.
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oh little bird, please don't be sad. you have your whole life ahead of you. you're young, and you're lovely and you really must get out of your own way or one day you'll be my age and wish you hadn't wasted your twenties on meaningless CRAP.
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It's okay. This girl was quite skillfully impressive. Your writing does bear some semblance to a stoner Molly Ringwald, though. That's loveable.
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From a frivolous and fluffy 15 year old's intentionally minimalized artsy myspace page: "real eyes realize real lies." Here's winking at you..
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Aye, sex itself has nothing to do with anything. Sonic Youth and the Melvins are in my current streams too.
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Hmm..somehow I doubt there are many who would side with the, er, backsiders? Israelis have a slithery knack for putting straightening irons and manicure kits in homes and having people wonder how they got there, and I guess it's the same with dicks in butts too. Go figure. Who is Gertrude Stein?
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You'd be right to worry, but don't....point and laugh everybody, she did anal. Sorry, I didn't have to do that to your notes page. I must say though, I'm not surprised at all that it was an Israeli man who got you to do it.
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Especially now that you have those big birds perched on your skin and now grafted into my mind. (thisisbtwmeekrageeyesuckyougetthepointnotdead)
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I'm going to see you, one of *these* days. I just know it. As long as I spend each day off from school fumbling around the boroughs, I will let live this prediction.
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:) I'm glad you can relate. And that you told me so.
Sometimes I like to think that's all it will take. That wanting will lead us to do something.
Or maybe we underestimate ourselves and we already have changed someone's life.
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hi. just wanted to tell you I love reading and am glad I stumbled upon you here.
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i love the new look of your diary and the fact that you used the recent entry for your profile because it was brilliant. yup, lola is back. i'm so happy.
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"I'm obsessed with the past and how it used to be."
You wrote that several weeks ago and I think I always feel like that too. You wrote me a note once and I should have told you a long time ago that I like reading your words too. Thank you.
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I always enjoy reading your blog, just wanted to remind you of that.
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nair is so bad for you! why don't you get a wax. I actually pluck mine. don't use nair. your hair will come back thicker and the chemicals in nair are VERY bad for you. good luck on your job and date though! very exciting
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yes you do - you deserve to be loved like crazy! never settle.
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Me feel sometimes little talkspeak about stuff like my words and stuff very goodly sometimes a lot not make word good together also.
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i am so happy, you are writing like you used to - really raw and beautiful stuff. enjoy your new bed! oh that's right I forgot, you already have. your getting a lot more action than I am...sincerely, your married friend
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No, but it might be your computer. I'll make it bigger for you.
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Haha. It would spice up our intimate moments when you bleed all over my sheets and boxers.
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i actually listened to that album about 10 million times in May. It's one of my all-time favorites...
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oh thank GOD!
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i love that last entry
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That makes two of us, interestingly enough. I'm half Israeli via the opposite end of the hemisphere. I don't know if there's anything to be said about Israeli girls.
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A Brazilian makes sense if you plan to be eaten out. I was admiring the waxing job in the bathroom, and I thought a Brazilian for the summer would feel a lot cleaner. Razors are never to be allowed near my bikini area again. "WILL WORK FOR BIKINI WAX." Do you speak Polska?
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How often should I have this sticky cosmetic operation performed? I always thought most men would like some hair there, to be sure that they're still nailing a post-pubescent woman. Are you Polish? That's the first place I think of when I hear 'Eastern European.'
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okay, i really like this new template! love it
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The Russians are the hairiest ones of all. Their waxing does not fool me one bit. You're right when it comes down to it, because let's face it, Asians don't understand hairyness. The lady kept commenting on my bush in her Asian accent, "so much hair! so much hair!" I had to play off the embarassment that I didn't have the capacity for with "yes! and it's all gone! all gone! all that hair, all gone!" The Spear's apartment having afrocentric decor is EXACTLY how I pictured it. I have a feeling that everything you describe is exactly how I picture it.
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It does sound French. Her breakdown was different for me. The more I pitied her, the more I began to see her as a person who has always been susceptible to a long downfall of weakness. I used to be a fan when I was eight or nine or ten because catchy poptunes and schoolgirl outfits work the same way on young teenyboppers as they do on old perverts. Just her name alone was appealing to me. Now I see her like I would imagine, say, a lot of people on this website when I read their diaries. Did you shave your head? I was very close to having that done, too, but to even my surprise, I invested a little faith in my hair (which on a deeper level is representative of my life...). For me, it worked a lot like planning to kill myself. And I'm still alive. Heh.
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YES. Who can truly make it in the art world these days without contradicting art? One day, I want to go to Midtown, and study people with gym bags and the "floaty" expressions on their faces, and guess who you must be. Hey! There's an idea. Roll around naked in a bed of acryllic. It will totally be the next hit at the Chelsea galleries. Call it "F*ck Paint." Is that what artists look for? A hit? I don't know.
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friends*
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Your latest entry sounds like one of my best friend's wrote it. Mabel is a fantastic name and person. When I first met her, I couldn't get over the fact that I have a great friend named "Mabel"!
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are you okay? what happened!
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Yeah, it's all good. I was born to understand things that don't make sense.
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I just posted this in my own notes, ha: I used to wonder how people could turn their personal, heartfelt feelings into a dramatic silver screen fiasco of an online blog. This was after I did I myself, for a long time, but for some reason I know I only did it as a young girl because I wanted recognition, attention, and understanding. You remind me of my friend when she used to hook up with guys and still have problems in her life. I'd be sitting there thinking, "guys wanna kiss you! you have no problems. but yeah, carry on anyway." I don't think that anymore. And I don't want to say anything else that might discourage you, or I from writing, even if we have stupid lives and stupid diaries. I'll speak for myself, even.
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Writing is for people who know how to strategically blow a situation out of proportion so it sounds appealing. Hah. It's a pretty whorish idea if you ask me, and I sometimes feel guilty doing it. I'm seventeen.
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Sometimes when I'm taking mass transit, I think "how many people here keep Diaryland diaries?" I fear writing too. One day it was my sanctuary, the next day I woke up and I didn't trust the page. I just force myself, like bulemia on my subconcious.
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That's unfortunate. At least you got to visit London. I'm in love with your writing. I'm not sure where I stand with writing standards, but if I knew you and hated you, I'd still read your writing (and be kinda mad at you because I can't put down your form of expression).
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Thanks. I must have missed it, but what are you traveling for?
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dead set, I had the worst skin last winter and I have slathered it on as per boyfriends mum (naturopath woman) and it's the best thing in the world! I kid you not. Slather like a manic!
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do you at least like your new diary? what happened to all your entries? I tried to scroll back and they're gone, that wasn't the case the other day. I hope you feel better, hang in there!
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holy cow, look at "users online now" you're right behind me! what are the chances?
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email me with your password and I will set you up. tell me what color scheme you might like, and what you're looking for as far as an image, etc. do you like dark templates or more on the comical light side...also, do you write your entries in M Word and then paste them in? Because you have no paragraph breaks. to break you put a <br> at the end of every paragraph. No more spear! Be strong
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first of all, welcome back. sounds like quite a trip...and third of all...would you like me to upload a neat template for your site? a new look something tre kool?
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I am SO happy for you. Congratulations!
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Oh this is very exciting! Either way I'll be living vicariously! do keep us posted. best of luck. xo
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girl you're back!i'm so happy you're writing again because i really enjoy reading your. i actually got a bit of a chill up my spine reading the entry about your dad and the box of canolis (sp?) not sure why. but your realization was powerful. also the name you gave the guy who made you bled, "the spear" is fantastic! but try to be strong. you don't have to redeem yourself. he does. why don't men care about what women think about the experience. he knows you didn't enjoy yourself. he should be the one trying to make it up to YOU. *sigh* oh but i forgot, he's god's gift to women.
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ok, this was really RAW and I can very much relate to everything from the body issues to the plain and simple need to get laid, to the human need just to feel desired. I can also relate to reasons for choosing (settling) for this seemingly "perfect" stud and ending up feeling less than. Am I wrong to say you did not enjoy yourself, rather you were simply going through the motions? That's no fair to you and you deserve soooooo much more. Love Rose
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write more please, i miss your writing. i am glad you were touched by my entry. thank you for letting me know.
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why don't you write anymore? what happened to your ART? drop me a line please. and happy new year!
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thank you for reaching out to me. i tried to write to you at the trumpet address but it came back. i think....i forget now what happened. things are well. my in-laws arrive from greece tonight. wish me luck. i'm a wreck.
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where are you?
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Is james spader not the hottest ever...I would so do him over and over again
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test
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Ohhh, how exciting, thanks for letting me know : was wondering where you were hiding :)
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