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Ive been in Scotland for 4 years now and we met the second week I got here.He's from Glasgow originally but we live in Edinburgh. We did live together for 2 yrs but I moved out for a while because I realised that I was turning 27 and had never lived alone. Also because I was beginning to realise just how reliant I had become him, he totally looked after me when I first got here and it just went from there. Its going to be really difficult to leave him here, even if its just for a couple of months. What scares me the most though is the amount of commitment it takes to change your whole life for someone. You two seem very sure about what you ultimately want, but we're not really there yet.
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course i don't think its weird, i am really flattered! its a horrible situation, but you know he can apply to come out here for however long, as long as you have lived together for a year. have you? i thought things would just be easier if we were apart, but in my experience, they are a lot harder, because when you are overseas (i was in ireland) you really rely on somebody from there and you don't even realise it. is your love scottish??
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my love and i are in a similar situation, i think. he is irish and i am australian, though he is applying for an australian de facto visa. it really is so so hard to go home without them, harder than you imagine.
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i love to read you. thats all really, i guess its just nice to hear that sometimes.
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*gurgles happily at you* Awww I'm smart and lovely :)
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It serves these people right for not having tiles! Weirdos!- did you ever think you'd get to say that in this life? Me neither. Heh. I've always thought it too though. Hey when do you get here? I'm sick of thinking about you and would rather just do something with you instead. :)
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Hey - no, I'm not sure why Weds left her diary - I'm planning on emailing her to check she's OK. I think she's just going through a period where she wants to be by herself, and that it's not anything serious. I hope :)
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Hey You...I was writing you, to tell you that I am in desperate need of advice, & I have only asked a few of you that I truly trust for it...I wrote about the problem in my latest entry, & I really hope that you have some time to help me out...So yah, thank you in advance........
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oops,I meant no.
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Ni,I don't have any stalker tendancies:).Unless it was Gary Oldman I was stalking....ahem.My brother lives in Polwarth.
I,myself am in Causewayside,kinda near Cameron Toll.I see you the Clash too,I was soooo gutted when Joe died.Such a shame.
Yeah,this hasn't been the best year for me but hey,I'll get through it.I always seem to somehow.Do you go to the Mission?
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Hello,just saying hello to a fellow edinburgh person!I see you like rammstein.mmmmm,,i love them.probably too much.where about in edinburgh do you live?
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Tuesday having breaky with Jess and then I'm ALL YOURS that happens at nine and will be determined in time by what time you wanna meet up. So give me a buzz and we'll meet up. xxx
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come and see me!!! I'm in the shop from two today till around tenish. Come down!!!! weeeeeeee you're here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey you wanna stay? I have to clean up the other room- Dan has ordered it anyways. hee. So come and stay!!! GO ON I KNOW YOU WANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i remember when a girl at school said to me, "I'm not allowed to come to your house because you only have your dad there and mum doesn't know- he could do anything."
I remember thinking a lot about that- and not nice things- I from that moment ( and the one when some mother said, "oh poor thing she's just trying to get attention" (no I fucking wasn't- I was having an intelligent conversation- just cos I wasn't like 'her' darling daughter who's Ken Done Doona cover was the hightlight of her life).... and yeah...thinking that they should all shove it. But hey. Yeah. Shit you know. xxxxxxx counting the days.
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hey I'm gullible too. and I don't think its a bad thing. and you're not moody- I understand. And i'm not ignoring you. I just can't write you 'pretend' emails you know? You fall into the 'hard to write meaningless 'I'm fine' emails to'...has to come from the heart. And my hearts a bit muddy. So hey babe sorry if you felt like a leper. You're not you rock and even if you were I'd hold your nose when it drops off. Infact I'd wear that cute nose of yours in a little bag around my neck. And yeah. Come and drink coffee with me and we'll steal Dan's bike and the two of us will go riding around Elwood........tree lined streets in the night air.....xxxxx
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send me your address please and you'll have a mix aussie cd in a week. quick sticks!
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nice to hear from you, i have moved... (girl-written) xo
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Yeah I know what you mean about wanting control over your body, I have to see a doc about every 3-6 months because I'm on medication... it really bothers me when they never look me in the eyes, and I feel like I get jerked around quite a bit as well.
Thanks for reading my diary and leaving me notes too, it means a lot to know someone listens... my friends here don't even do that much.
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It was somewhere between huge and not...we had almost 150 guests. My dress was simple- white satin, embroidered with thistles and roses. We had a Scottish theme...Zak even wore his clan kilt.
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Hey! I saw your entry in Zak's book, so I decided to reply. We wrote both our ceremonies (handfasting and wedding), and both ceremonies were "as long as love shall last." There was no "'till death do us part" in our wedding ceremony; in fact, there wasn't a whole lot of traditional wedding anything. : )
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wrote in your guestbook instead....if you wanna go change your email address in the signmyguestbook site...its pretty simple...hell even if it was difficult I'm sure you'd work it out...I've stayed up past my bedtime I think.....love ya.
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nooooo! there are all these entries and I can't get in to your diary.....sigh...stomp....grrr....(not at you)
ahh well when you get home I'll get to catch up right?......and Zak is back and so he'll wanna read it and other people do too.....and I wanted to get you a site meter as well but I can't put it in till you change it back...or fix the password...sigh......hee hee...yay...Joanne is awake and at a computer and so am I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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aahh yes I like the look you give me darling! honest it makes me laugh at myself....I think of how difficult you can find it to 'chit chat' and how easy I sometimes find myself doing that ...and I think that we appreciate these differences.....so I like that....
bless you saying that about my figgeting....
hi there by the way!!!!!!!
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hee hee....well I had to laugh when you called him 'strange little man'....oh you are the best....hee hee......I'm about to go out to dinner..tis COLD HERE!!! ugg....
love you chickadee.....
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and you now have a guestbook which I think I emailed you the password to so that you can go in and change the notification delivery address from mine to yours....if you don't remember its a suburb starting with A and ending in A where goth chicks aren't common...atleast not when you were a teenager.....hey just get out there and walk the streets of helsinki and remember what it feels like to have no responsibilities for a few days...and SEND ME A POSTCARD!!!!!
love you sweetie...going to bed now...sigh...ah damn sleep...xxxx
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no no no nothing like htat...okay...so he was concerned about you and we talked about you and I told him (cencored for ex-by's earsand mind) how you had been and how you were now. And it was sweet, the way he smiled when I talked about you. And his comments were like, there's no one like Jo.
So it was all good....
love you....Helsinki mutha fucker! What's a girl from Altona doing there? hee heee
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note left to the sounds of 'on the road again'....
yes I just emailed you and didn't write about DM as we'll talk about it all.
love you....ah so nice to hear someone saying...just in amsterdam on my way to helsinki.....bizarre....I love you...oh said that already...hee....
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will have to write more details in an email..saw D.M today..I was buying E.Costello tickets and got on for him and Moody. Anyway. He asked about you and if you were okay because he was concerned. And we talked about you (all good)...but I'll tell you on the phone...have you got my mobie? if you call that or send my your number I'll call you....love you girl
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ahh yes see between the three of us....Blackweb will do the psychic attack and I'll do the pysical and Insanius will back us up with the soundtrack.....lol....oh god I'm witty....
and then in the middle of the fight Alex looks over to J.K and yells....*throw me your password! quick hurry whilst he's down!*
Darlin you are the hardest worker that I have EVER met and if anyone is treating you less than the best fuckem and move on....(not literally mind you...hee.....)
love you sweetie.
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Once a gain, DAMN THE MAN!! LOL leave to Alex to do some Shin Kicking for ya! Sounds to me like it is about time for some Trent. Just remember that revenge is sweet and it is always best to smile when you give someone the finger. Ciao!
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that's fucked up Joey....can I come over there and do some shin kicking for you???!!! fuckin crack it at them...I mean seriously...that's not on....oh I'm probably supposed to be calming you down and make you feel better...well if I can't do that..then I'll just tell you that you have EVERY right to be angry and go and slap some heads! red and black good choice for you by the way....send me your password!!!!! email it to me sugar.....lots of love Alex...(by the way...a note is worth a thousand words and a thousand words is wonderful.....so just hearing a peep out of you is good in my books....)
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now I know you are around joey cos you and Zak are talking *pouts*
um tell me what you think as far as colours and image go...now I can make you the site you've always dreamed of *cringe* hee....
but seriously let me know kay?
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WOW!! I love Scotland! I am actually in Dallas. My wife and I went with her Dad and Brother down to Loch Torridon a couple of years ago. It's so gorgeous there!
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hey Joey....
finally I have images so i can do the design I want for you...its almost four am...fuck I'm fucked up. will do it for you tommorrowwwwww
did I mention I love you?
yeah.....
you ace...I've been awake so long my stomach thinks its breakfast time...
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Jo! You are a Badass! How are you holding up on not smoking? I am so glad that I did finally quit. It's definitely nice to not have to hide anything. You mentioned Glasgow, are you in Scotland? Take it easy. Ciao!
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ooh pink....oh yeah..what kinda colours do you want? and I'm going to give you a guestbook too....woo hoo.....and as for your 'banter' I love it...its funny, its not that banter is surface...its just the details...its the filler...and sometimes the filler is what we are about...or its the combination of all these little things....that's what I think I like, reading and seeing things and then watching as someone unfolds...and you know the little details...blah blah...see there I go rambling too....more! B'webby more!
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shore am!!! me going to do it for you...AM doing it for you....its fun actually...trying to find a host for images...but will just do a basic cool one to get you by...when I do..I'll email you the address it will be at and the password and you can just basically go in and steal it from me...hee.....
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p.s New Order is as embarassing as it gets for you? ho ho ho.....ah I still think A-ha beats that....
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hey sweetie when I read about you lining up a shot, even though it was in context, I immediately had an image of you sitting at home in your jammies doing vodka slammers...hee
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just stumbling through...
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ahh Mr Insanius there you are again. Hey B'webby I miss you. xxxxxslapmexxxxx ahh yes I was very happy to hear of you and Trent...made me go 'weeeee' for you.
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If only compassion would spread like a wild fire...
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Ahh blackwebby my gorgeous girl...that was Zak...he is wicked extrodinare...you will like him defintiely....
now....ahh sigh...B'webby when are you going to realise that you DO do the most amazing things constantly and most of them are 'not'in B'webby's nature...and you are THE hardest worker I know....and you are excellent at everything you do...and you are amazing and ...well...basically. You were good at that job but you are better at other things...yes I undestand why it upset you. And I know why you were crying....losing things...they happen not because you aren't special enough or beautiful enough..but..because...well that's how it happens my gorgeous friend....gosh I love you.
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DAMN THE MAN!! Here's to holding your head high and taking on that good old "Fuck 'Em" attitude. Cheers, Mate!
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now jo I am still pluggin away at your diary...that is ...I'm still putting together you one that's all PRUDY and stuff....and when I do I'll send you all the info you'll need....I'll write you an email in regards to your entry...
ahh man I smiled and smiled and smiled when I read the bit about you putting on your walkman......GOD I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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oh joy oh joy oh joy oh joy oh joy oh joy you have messages...
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