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hi.. i got to your diary from si:a struggle, i do it too but i'm trying to stop.. i haven't read your diary but i will. take care
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heys, i read ure entry entitled 'angrrrrrr'. it's exactly but im feeling and i typed taht in the yahoo toolbar. ure link came up and i clicked on it. i admire ure freedom to type whatever u want. due to professional restrictions i can't do that. live life to the fullest. rock on.
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hi..i jus added u 2 my favorites..whateva ur goin thru please try 2 keep ur head up..i kno it might b easier said then done but trust me everythin will work out..feel free 2 IM me if you like =)..dont worry girl, everythin will b alright
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It doesn't seem so now, but things will get better.
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hey there, just wanted to leave you a note ot say that i think your diary is interesting and i realised that ive been reading it for a few months but never actually left you a note :) take care Kerry x
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hey, read ur diary..intense stuff. We all can't help feeling a lil sad sometimes, but cutting ourselves wont make it any better. Just hang in there, things r bound to shape up. Tc..bye
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hey! i just read some of your entries and it's though girl but you keep saying you can't write here because someone can read it. Just go and open another diary, you're saying you want better ways to cope and a lot of people finds writing as a way to decompress. It's a way of keeping stuff out of your head so it won't mess you up. good luck
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Please think this through more carefully! You say you want to die, but you are afraid of getting kicked out of a program if anyone finds out--that doesn't make a whole lot of sense hun, if you really wanted to die you wouldn't care, so I have to think that you just want the pain to go away, I don't think you want to die.
Find some one you trust and talk to them.
I hope everything gets better for you
:caged-mia:
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Sometimes the best thing you can do is keep going.
take care,
caged-mia
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Thera!!!haha...you inspired me!! oh man...anyhow...talk to you soon!!
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I just found ur diary today and wanted to leave u a note to say how much I admire your honesty. Your life and thoughts reflect mine in many ways (I too have cut, been hospitalised and attempted suicide) At the moment I'm going throu a relatively good patch but I doubt it'll last & I live in constant fear. But I'm fighting it, don't give in - fight.
Luv Ella xx
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i think that looking at your picture, you are a beautiful young woman who could have a life ahead of you. please don't throw away so much... you will hurt more than you know. and i do know, because only a few months ago a girl in our school walked in front of a train - 1000 people came to her memorial service. and they all cried. our whole town misses her. please, don't do it. just hold on.
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I was suicidle for awhile but curently I'm not. I'm just a major cutter. But I get what you're feeling and I'm kinda glad that i found somebody else whose got problems too. I was also wondering if you could tell me how therapy/shrinks helps... cuz i have to go see them on tuesday... I'm a little freaked out about it.
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I know what you mean about the whole debate when you're feeling suicidal. Half the time it's like you just want to die just to stop contemplating whether you should or not. Nice diary.
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can i ask why you were in the hospital?the answer seems obvious,but you know what they say about assuming shit..if you could be so kind to tell me,i'd appreciate it.have a *sparkling* day.
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(((((hugz)))) I feel ya
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i was told about ur diary from a friend, i can understand u, i know u must get that alot...but i want to help you but i cant help myself...i started cutting about a month ago...i havent done it for about a week, i know i can stop, and if i can, i think you can
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u probably get this all the time. hey, i do't care. reading ur diary is like reading my own - i can so empathise - just hang in there, k?
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hey sara! it's tessa... I just wanted to say hi cuz we haven't talked for a while. I've been meaning to PM you on SH but haven't gotten around to it.. I see you added my sunbear address to your messenger.. I'm not on that one much. I haven't been on my normal one either for a while, I've been sooo busy. I miss talking to you though. Keep in touch, you're super awesome!
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Hello, I like your diary :) A couple of my favorite colors:red and black ;) I thought you also like Tori, yes the only big Tori that exists :) I adore her so much. My compliments for your diary. Cheers, NightArising
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Hey hun...wow I can totally relate to you...the unhappiness...the cutting...being all around depressed and thinking about death 24/7. That is how it has been for me the last month. I just don't have the will to put on a show anymore. Anyway I love your diary and your setup...its great..I am gonna add u to my favs. Good luck
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Hey gurl! I hear your going to Vancouver! =O! You lucky ducky! Frig I love Vancouver...(even though I have never been there) but I did a project on it in grade 4 or something and its a really beautiful city so your going to have alot of fun =D Have a bomb and just try to relax and have a good time ^.^ Alrighty? luv ya! xoxSugar
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You have to hang in there. Life`s a bitch, but you`ve gotta kick it`s ass. To stop cutting yourself is such a hard thing to do. Not to feel that power and that relief anymore is hard to do... but in the end, the struggle to stop cutting is definetly worth it. You get the power of having control over your emotions. The power that you don`t NEED to cut and harm yourself. That you can deal with this all by yourself yet you know you`ll be able to rely on someone if you need them. It`s a great feeling. I don`t know if any of this makes sense but hang in there. It`s gonna be a hard battle but you can do it. You`ve gotta do it. Good luck and i love your diary. Mylene <3<3 (I`m sorry if none of this made sense)
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IM sure what i half to say to you might not mean much.... but i really hope you get better i dont see why cuttin urself makes u stronger... i hope things get better for you.. i really do you seem like an awesome person... i love reading about you... just please be strong... if you dont mind me askin how old are u... where ya from and why do u cut urself and stop eating... Chey*
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(((((((hugz))))))) hang in there gurl .. (im known as "deAdsoUl" and that si site just to let ya know ;) ) .. take care hun/kita
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greets,
glad to see you are still around.
:)
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oops i meant "I DO care whether you cut" oh man..i just totally ruined the effect well Sara you know how much of a dork I am...*crawls into corner* lol..anyway just please please PLEASE dont do something you will regret.
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Sara snap out of it. I CARE WHETHER YOU CUT OR NOT. Believe it or not, I dont care. I dont want you to hurt and I know your only human but you can make it. You WILL make it. I know you will..you have had some VERY tough times but you have always made it through. And this time is no diffirent. Just keep going and everyone will go with you.
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Wow Sara! 4 weeks without any self-harm. I cant say I know how you feel, but damn girl! Thats so cool! I mean its like quitting smoking but your going cold turkey, becuase there is no patch or pill that can make you recover. The only person that can do that is you, and your doing it without even realising it =D Your poem is beautiful. So inspiring, it brought me to tears because It all relates to your entries. Your a pretty amazing person and you should be really proud of you! I know I am among the many that are =D xoxSugar
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Hey, Im glad you joined a support group! Thats a great step to take! and Im sure yu will find it very helpful! Im looking forward to hearing how it goes with you! :) ........ take care/kita
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oops! meant "shouldn't"
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Hey , Ive been reading your entrys and I see so much of myself.. Ive been in and out of hospitals... pretty much suicidal all my life.. ha... You should be so hard on yourself... hate seeing others being in so much pain like that... I really hope things start looking up for you.... (((((((hugs)))))))
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I read alot of your entries. I gotta admit theyre addictive ^.^ But the one thing I was afraid of was that your really were going to dig that razor in deep enough. Im not gonna sit here and give you loads of bull about "the importance of finding your authentic self" but I just want to say there is something thats holding you back from commiting suicide. I know it. Your going to deny it but I know its true. Anyways I wrote you a poem because I do care about you =) **hugs** ok here goes:
<p><center><b>Mirror, Mirror</b></center?
<p>Mirror, mirror on the wall, Is that really me? The face that’s staring back at mine- That little girl I see.
<p>She looks so sad and hopeless there, Lost in many fears, Is that reflection really real, Are those all her tears?
<p>How I want to help her, Take the burdens off her back, But as we are the same small child, It’s strength that we both lack.
<p>I look into her scared blue eyes, Still staring back at me But mirror, I can’t help her, For I am as weak as she.
Well I hope you like it. Dont die on me girly ^.~...lol keep me updated in your diary...luv ya lots =)
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I've been reading some of your entries and I really know what you're going through. I attempted suicide many times before, and the cutting I know all too well. I went so far as burning. You don't want to die, things do get better.
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Nice name ;) heh. I've read only some of your writings, and what I have read they are lovely...alot like mine. xoxo <3
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hello. I did a search on people who like V.C. andrews & girl, interrupted, and it so happens that you popped up on both of them.. you rock man.. yeah anyway... my name is janai.. & i really like your writing.may i continue to read your journal? hit me back,please goodbye...
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zazy : |
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hey
dunt worry us girl. i kno life isnt great. and sometimes it drives you crazy. you should start something you can hold onto. maybe a new hobby that can keep you interested in. you can set goals and try to achieve them. if you dunt think about yourself think about your friends-family. think about what will they do after you are gone. i sent an sms to 2 of my friends saying "my daughter naz has passed away. she killed herself". we used to be best friends but later stuff happened and we stopped talking. when they saw the message they totally bought it and one of them was going to a restaurant with her parent and she made them return back. i couldnt think that it would be such a chaos. i still dunt think that they care about me a lot but i kno i have other friends who really would care. and i cant imagine what my family would do when im gone. im their only daughter. things like these keep me alive- not life itself.
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I think Vancouver Island is to blame for your suicidal thoughts. Believe me, I know. Any wannabe neo sub-culture hippy generation Xer-infested, home of newly wed and nearly dead, tourist-trap city can't be good for flourishing young minds like ourselves.
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Don't kill yourself chica! I love the way you write, and there's so much to live for!
I cut too, though. So I know how it can feel. I went through a period of time where I wanted to kill myself, but I like to think I'm better now.
It's always the darkest right before they turn on the lights...that was really corny...but don't despair. You're a wonderful person :)
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