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portia69 : |
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Your a beautiful writer.
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raven72d : |
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Do update...
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raven72d : |
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Where have you been? I do miss you.
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snow666white : |
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Hey :)
I have locked up my diary if you are still interested please send me a note with your email address and i will mail you my password. Or if you wouldn't mind emailing me snow666white@hotmail.com and i will reply with the details. Thank you, I hope you are well...
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raven72d : |
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I wonder what you're doing this summer....
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syndirella : |
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well, i'm back! i haven't been inspired for so long, and just recently, i started writing, again. it's sad because so many ofmy favorite diaries aren't there, anymore. it's a great relief to see you're still around ... :)
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raven72d : |
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I do miss you, Ria!
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spillink : |
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Hey! I like the picture in your current entry. it's so pretty. I have a livejournal now. my username is staredownstars but I haven't written anything there and I have yet to find a layout that I like. Once I write something there, if I ever get around to it, I'll add you for sure.
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figmentatus : |
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Hey, long time no hear from... I miss hearing from you
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just-fine : |
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Ria!!!<3 Did you get my text lovely? I absolutely LOVE the posters you sent me, you really brightened my day today, thankyou so so much dear!! Love you heaps. xxx
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spillink : |
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hey, this is find-katie I was visiting my old diary and say your comment. I'm going to add you. I miss reading your entries. Nice to see you're back visiting d-land. It seems to be dying a bit. I was considering joining LJ but I haven't gotten around to it. Give me your lj and if I do then I'll add you :)
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portia69 : |
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Hello Darling, im ok, and may i ask how are you..? [ps. iluvu2]
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raven72d : |
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I loved the photo of you with the mobile phone from June 2006... And I have missed hearing from you! Please do stay in touch.
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clown-empire : |
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hey how are you?? i haven't been on here in like 2 years so idk if you remember me? but just wanted to say hi and see how you were doing.
xoxo:leandra
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just-fine : |
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Hey honey, could you do me a small favour? I was searching for me old e-mail address online and your notes page came up as i had left it in a message on here. I am being slightly paranoid about people being able to trace me back to my diary, so could you delete that message that had my e-mail addy in it?(rather than go through all your notes you can just use 'find on this page' to find the particular message), is that okay? Hope this makes sense. *kiss* Love you and hope your safe xoxo
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just-fine : |
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Sweetheart - did you get my postcard from Ibiza? I do hope so, some of my friends recieved theres and some did not...i bought you a belated birthday present over there and will be writing you a letter soon, just need to get it all in a package and sent to you! Love you heaps, was thinking of you lots today xo
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just-fine : |
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Ria! :) I got your package today, and i loved it!! Thankyou so much dear. Of course i know what it feels like to worry your a bad friend but you are most certainly NOT i promise you. There is nothing to be forgiven for, i am so happy to be your friend. I will reply soon, i may send you a postcard while i am away on holiday next week too. Love you, Claire xoxox
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raven72d : |
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Ria-- I do miss you!
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just-fine : |
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Ria...where are you???! I miss you so much and i am worried. I can't text you because my phone is broken. *cries*. I really hope your safe. Love you always x
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snow666white : |
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god. that latest piece you wrote. really hit home... "a scream in the void." *nods*
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sephiragrace : |
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thanks dear, ive never heard of that. <3
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xglowwithme : |
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Hello angel, I use this diary do you have the password? It was great to talk on the phone with you the other day! I love you! ♥ audrey.
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oceans-depth : |
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I do still have to admit cherie you are the loveliest star in the sky.
I look to you.........
xoxo Deja
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just-fine : |
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I miss you sweetheart, i do hope your all right *worries*. xxx
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sephiragrace : |
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oh no! what happened darling ria! :( ive been through some shit myself. A swollen foot from a spider bite put me in the hospital and now i have an infection from a cyst. when will it end? i hope you are doing better my star!! <3
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hollowshell : |
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ps firefly
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hollowshell : |
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hope you are doing well. still in school? just sending some love...
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raven72d : |
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Ria-- I do miss you! Do stay in touch!
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xglowwithme : |
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Hey love, I got your package today! Thank you so much I love it! The candy is so yummy, don't worry about the packaging! I'm glad you are better since your exams are over, when do you have class again? So you are on break now? When do you have breaks/holidays again? I will write you back soon. I love you!! ♥ audrey
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xglowwithme : |
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Hello Mira, it's Audrey I've started another diary due to privacy issues. I know its annoying I'm sorry! I hope your exams are going good. I love you! <3
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glassfae : |
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miss ria, your beauty amazes me.
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just-fine : |
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Ignore the last comment :), have sorted it. I'd just made a stupid mistake with my link to hayley's diary. Love you, and hope your doing okay xo
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just-fine : |
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Ria honey. There's something odd going on with my layout and i have no idea why, i haven't changed it or anything??? Could you take a look for me? What's happened? ack. xxx
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cocainewhite : |
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I finally got it today! I was so happy, I love it thank you so much. Did you get yours? If not, I'm sure it will come about soon. <3 I'm still dreaming about Amsterdam!
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cocainewhite : |
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No love I haven't gotten the parcel you sent yet! Did you get the one I sent you? If you haven't I'll make you another one. <3 audrey. PS you look so beautiful in black and white. ♥
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lovelyashley : |
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*heart* you are beautiful, i wish you could see it.
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agonie : |
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it's unfair. you get to see a freakload of pictures of me and i get to see only one single blurry one.
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hollowshell : |
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just wanted to send a quick note to check on you....it's been a while. hope things are going well. you'll have to let me know. love.
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oceans-depth : |
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Just sending you some L♥VE.
It's been along time . xoxo Deja
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cocainewhite : |
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Mira, it was so great to hear from you! I'm glad we finally got to talk! <3 audrey
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cocainewhite : |
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Hey love, I sent you a package today! I hope it gets to you soon. It has alot of silly stuff in it, plus some candy. Whats with the postal service? It's so slow and stuff gets lost all the time. I'd love to see the Van Gogh museum in Amsterdam. Everyone says it's really beautiful, despite all the pot-smoking tourists. I have already started saving up for my trip! I put my spare change into a jar. It's not much but its a start. I'll try to stay by the phone tommorow and wait for your call. I love you doll-face! <3 Audrey
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boytrap : |
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You're back! =)
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sharpsecret : |
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is that u?
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cocainewhite : |
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Hey hun, I started saving up money to go backpacking some where. I wanted to go to Amsterdam, and if I get enough money I'll take the train to see you! I could take an overnight train right? =) I'm going to get a job over the summer, so maybe I'll have enough money saved up to go over Christmas break or Summer 2006. I only have classes on tuesday and thursdays and I'd love if you called me! Just tell me when. I love you hun you're the best! <3
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cocainewhite : |
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Hello dear! I'm glad you liked your package, I haven't got the one you've sent yet but I will be sure to check for it soon. I wish I was working so I had money to buy a calling card, but I'm too busy w/ school. But it would be lovely if we could have a chat =) I miss you so much. <3
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savedbyjesus : |
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yes you may have a pwd for my diary, leave me a note with the email addy u want me to email it to and i will get ya one :D x
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shattdsoul : |
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Hoping you have a happy Valentine's Day... sending *hugs* and loving you lots
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lemal : |
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<3
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shattdsoul : |
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I have missed you so much... *HUGS* I love you my beautiful girl. Your letter should arrive soon. *HUGS*
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cocainewhite : |
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Did you get my package love? I sent it early so it would get to you on time, it might not be there yet. How have you been doing? You know misery loves company. <3
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cocainewhite : |
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Aww angel, I hope you feel better. <3
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just-fine : |
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:( I've been feeling alot like that recently too, struggling to find the motivation for anything. Do you think you should go and see the doctor? Maybe try and get some help because it sounds like your mood is really low angel. Please hold on there, i worry about you even more when you don't update. x
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onyx-cherub : |
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I love love love you, Ria.
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tornskirt : |
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omg remember me???? we neeeeed to talk again!
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find-katie : |
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hey. I'm adding you to my new diary's buddylist (I was previously know as dryink). I have loved your writing forever, and continue to.
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pink-circle : |
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{Circle Invite} On behalf of the circle, I invite you to join our writer's group. I have noticed your shown interest in poetry/writing. If you are interested, please note back. :) ~Circle Counsil
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shattdsoul : |
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*HUGS* Hmmm... I love yu hun... how's everything going?? Won't have my PC for awhile so, won't have the ability to update. Am moving back to my rents... I'll send you a letter as soon as I settle in again. *HUGS*
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lemal : |
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(i googled a bit hope for an angel is a song .. as well)
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lemal : |
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HOPE FOR AN ANGEL
I believe in the human need to believe there's hope for an angel
One who’s gone, for he had become, in the sky there's space for an angel
Overhead, if you look real hard, you will see that there's millions of angels
One who’s gone, for he had become, in the sky there's space for an angel
I believe in the human need to believe there's hope for an angel
One who’s gone, for he had become, in the sky there's space for an angel
Into the sky there's a space for an angel
Look to the sky there's a space for an angel
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apple-cutter : |
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http://groups.msn.com/CuttersSideLife join my SI site today my new site and tell friends please
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just-fine : |
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Hello sweetheart. I just thought i'd leave you a little note as we haven't spoken in a while. I have written you a letter and i will send it off soon, do you have your ears pierced btw? For some reason i think you would but i wanted to be sure - as i've got you a little gift. I love you angel. You asked me in my lj what TF was and to explain it is an eating disorder support forum i am a member of, they are all really lovely there. I miss you, i am always reading your words, hope your okay, *kiss* Claire xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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lemal : |
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so i can't be arse to log into my email, i'll ask it in public: would you write foreword for my (journal)book? i have two other person writing theirs as well but i want more plus let's face: yours would really make a difference.
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lemal : |
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i love you
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shattdsoul : |
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*hugs* Love you for you and not anything you think you want to be
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just-fine : |
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But sweetheart i love everything about you. You shine and glitter like a precious jewel, youe eyes are just too shadowed to see it. Thankyou for caring and for always being here. xxxxxxx
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neensecho : |
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OO!! thanks so much for everything!! Yes i can live with it, its not a problem! thanks again your the bestest! I'm excited about it. Love you for doing this!
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just-fine : |
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Your so beautiful dear. I must write you a letter soon. Missing you, but your never far from my thoughts. xoxoox
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list-alive : |
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Hello, I've recently opened a new listing site, and I would like to list you!
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neensecho : |
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hey you are the best ever!! but only one mirnor problem. its the wrong one. I'm dumb and told you to give me the wrong one. I meant the one with the dancer fixing her shoes or somthing and the title says: I'll walk to find you till my feet bleed. Or something to the effect of that. You so sweet and I'm excited that someone I don't know and that I've grown to know through reading your entries would do me a favor such as this. XOXO
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shattdsoul : |
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Thanks, I don't mind though I have missed your notes and letters... *hugs* Will write to you as soon as i get home *hugs*
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grayinside : |
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your layout was so moving..so depessing.. you write exceptionally wonderfull i &heart; you ♥ renee
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neensecho : |
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Yes can you email me the code thing so I can set up the layout called gothic? Cuz yea. Or if u have A few minutes could u do it for me if I email my password and such to u? Me email is ninibell87@hotmail.com
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avrilkiksass : |
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your name is awesome. ok, i just had to say that. :) le fin!
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neensecho : |
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hi i hope you had a good trip.
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lemal : |
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please, love, let me know if my email(s) got throught to you!
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blackkachina : |
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username: white. password: hooker. (and you really are too kind, beautiful one). xo
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sephiragrace : |
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I love you my dear ria. xoxo
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lemal : |
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i hope you have received my email(s)
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neensecho : |
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Hi Ria I'm janine. Thanks so much for helping me! I need the code thingy but i can customize it. You can email me at ninibell87@hotmail.com. Don't worry about getting back to me right away, whenever you have time is good. P.S. You made my day today thanks ;)
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snow666white : |
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Your entries cut deep through fresh wounds... quietly beautiful ox-Snow white-ox
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slashpixie : |
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Ria, you're so devine, how could anyone not love you?
as for your question, i am at livejournal now. http://livejournal.com/~itallfalls. it's friends only. do you have one? i'd get to check up on your updates, that would be fabulous. i miss you.
♥
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grayinside : |
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what you say makes me feel alive inside i adore you ♥ renee'
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shattdsoul : |
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I wish we could do that. It would be such a good day. It'd feel so nice to be held in your arms. *hugs*
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agonie : |
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homesick: well said dudette.
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lemal : |
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<3
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shattdsoul : |
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I wish I could just snuggle up and cuddle you while I cry myself to sleep tonight
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grayinside : |
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you write so beautiful i keep read your words forever..utter utter perfection ♥ renee ps i love your layout to :)
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shattdsoul : |
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I got you letter today. I ove the photos. They are beautiful. i have put them up on my collae (my bathroom door) thanks *hugs*
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oceans-depth : |
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Just sending Love ♥♥♥♥ xoxo Deja
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onyx-cherub : |
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<333
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godhatesu : |
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no problem anytime
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sad-doll : |
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<3 darling I miss you. Do you have livejournal?
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godhatesu : |
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I came across your diary at random and may I just say it was a good read and you have some wonderful poetry there
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tornskirt : |
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hey girl remember me? i dont use diaryland anymore im a livejournal snob now tee hee
i miss you email me at tornskirt@comcast.net
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i-live-4u : |
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thank you darling! oh i lost my inspiration but i will be back shortly (aka in 3 days i think) with some interesting stories-))) take care!!! and dont die!
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i-live-4u : |
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my love, I AM BACK!
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shattdsoul : |
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*hugs* I can't wait for your reply... I've been away for awhile, but I'm back now and am trying my hardest to be me again, *hugs*
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just-fine : |
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Please don't be scared for me. I hate to worry you. I would say the 's' word but i know you'd tell me not to. I love you too, and i promise i'll keep going. I haven't lost anymore, not yet, it will be okay. I hope your surviving too, we both have to keep walking, even if there's scattered glass on the floor. xo
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betchy : |
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wow. came across your diary at random, and although it is very different to all the other diaries i read, i find you absolutely fascinating. i dont know if my diary is the kind of reading you would enjoy, but you are welcome to have a read. i would recommend you read catz-eyes aswell, i think you may be able to relate to him. oh, well, i am adding you to my buddy list if thats ok. leave me a note sometime x
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sephiragrace : |
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oh dear, thank you so much for the birthday note. you are so beautiful and astounding. you always make my day! i love you! xoxo
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slashpixie : |
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i've abandoned dland, but i came back for a visit. you're still the beautiful creature you always were. much love.
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dryink : |
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hey, thanks so much! I always love reading your beautifully awesome poetry. You always seem to pick the right words. Keep on writing!
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lemal : |
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Jonathan Caouette is considering TARNATION vol 2!!!! i just read that from his interview!!!!! AMAZING!!! the books will arrive to you next week.
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shattdsoul : |
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Hun, I'm missing you... I love you. *hugs* I hope you've received my letter. I love you.
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raven72d : |
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Where are you this summer, Ria?
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raven72d : |
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Ria-- I miss hearing from you and I hope you're okay...
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sephiragrace : |
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oh dearest ria! xo i love you so much!! ive been thinking about you so much lately. things were going ok for me and then suddenly not so good. i hope you are ok darling! & i printed out your note and made a frame. its so beautiful and so are you. don't you ever forget it. always remember im here for you too! i want your address so i can write you and send you neat stuff. you can send it in an email. mwah!
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just-fine : |
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I'm so worried about you angel. It tears my heart to hear your feeling like this. Your such a gentle, amazing girl, i love you with all i can. I tried to text you but the message wouldn't send through, i think i might have the number down wrong. Please, please hold on, hang in there, i know your strong and you can get through these. I wish i could be there to wipe away those tears. xxxxxxxxxx
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just-fine : |
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Ria, are you okay??? I hope so. Your words are so cyriptic, sometimes i can't tell whether it's truth or illusion. *worries* <333 xo
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sad-doll : |
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thanks love for the package i'll try to send you one soon. i love you lots i just want you to remeber that okay? <3<3i'll try to send pictures too. you are beautiful and you are amazing and i just really want you to know that okay?
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love-design : |
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Hey! there's a new design page in town... Check us out, and spread the word! ;)
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cut-deeper : |
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Love, no worries. Only had to stay for 2 days. I'm perfectly fine. -nods head- <3
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cut-deeper : |
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Dont know what to say except that I love you dearly! <3<3
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shattdsoul : |
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Hey hun, HAPPY BIRTHDAY for the 12th. *HUGS* Thank you for your support. You are an angel. *hugs*
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just-fine : |
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The letter arrived yesterday :) a little envelope of love fell on my doormat and my heart gave a flutter. Thankyou my sweetheart - your words are ever so perfect, after reading through i was in tears, good tears. Love you xxxxxxx
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lemal : |
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your body doesn't like much of protein ... or your kidneys don't like ... *huggs*
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shattdsoul : |
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I miss you babe... I'm back home with my parents just trying to relax and study etc... I am still having nightmares about it, but atleast I'm getting a hour or two sleep.
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sad-doll : |
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I love you Mira!
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just-fine : |
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I'm so sorry my darling Ria. I feel like i'm letting you down, i am just a failure. All i do is worry you and you don't need that. Wow that documentary thing sounds amazing, you should be so proud of yourself. You have such a talent, you cannot deny the world of that.
I love you so much. I want you to know that i'm here for you always. You don't have to pretend or try to be strong when you are hurting, i want to hear of your dreams and your worries. & i will keep trying, i won't let go.
I have a feeling none of that made sence. Takecare of your beautiful self. xo
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razorblade23 : |
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Thank you for the note and the birthday wish! it means alot. You're wonderful. Take care.
Luv always
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ashtraygirl8 : |
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Thank you so much for your lovely birthday wishes!!! It's always lovely hearing from you :).
<3 'n hugs, Katie
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lovelyashley : |
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same to you, beautiful
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sephiragrace : |
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i LOVE you, dear Ria!! xoxoxox
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beheadbarbie : |
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thanks babe.i <3 you as well.
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grayinside : |
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thanks for the note your quite a doll yourself if you ever need anything let me know i love you your so great and amazing and wonderful lol you rock my socks ♥ renee
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lemal : |
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OMG!!!!!!! awsome news dear awsome news!!!!!!!
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shattdsoul : |
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*hugs* I promise I will be back at some stage
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pretend- : |
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Thanks for the note. Username: cell Password: block
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just-fine : |
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Ria, please don't ever leave, don't leave us without an angel. You mean so much to me. xo
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dead-fairie : |
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<3 so sorry for taking so long to reply to your e-mail. I did get it this time. We just went through a huge hassle in getting a new computer and getting back online and I have been going insane with school and exams. I'll definitely try to send you an e-mail ASAP. I did not forget.
xoxox
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agonie : |
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thanks, i'm pretty much into going away and being decadent, i tend to live in my head to.
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mewlips : |
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You may! The name/pw is Monday/mornings. And I love the stuff you write :)
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lemal : |
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i <3 you
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strummer- : |
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Very nice.
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shattdsoul : |
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Hey hun, I am trying to be strong but i is so difficult especially with no one here to physically support me. I sent you a letter today. *hugs* I love you hun.
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sad-doll : |
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Hey darling I miss you so much! How have you been? I love you tons, I don't think Will has to go back if he just straightens some stuff out. But if that doesn't work out then we can get married and he will be a legal citizen of the U.S. Any way dear I will have to write you another note later because I'm very tired. I miss you so much angel. <3 Audrey
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raven72d : |
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Ria-- if you send me an address, I do have letters to send you. I miss hearing from you.
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just-fine : |
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Oh it doesn't bother me too much, it's fine, you've done enough for me already. Ria - can i just say that i think your writing is so beautiful, so unique, so amazing. Yet sometimes sad (hug) How have you been? It's sunny today and i actually feel warm for once, i'm wearing that lovely top you sent me :) xxx
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lemal : |
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dear today was fantastic. god i love that dude zoran!
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lastyeargirl : |
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Hey babe, the diary is unlocked now - I've been slowly collapsing over the last couple of days. I'll email you about it when I find a free minute over the weekend. Love and miss you so very much - and yes, that IS my email address xxxx
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just-fine : |
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Ria, this is sending me around in circles! I've been looking at that bit of text for about 20 minutes and the only parts of it that use this symbol> " say "100%" There are none that are randomly on their own. Do you think i can't see the letter but you can or something? lol. I'm soooo sorry sweetie, this must be annoying you so much *blushes the colour of a tomato* I'm looking forward to your letter though :) Once again so sorry for being such an idiot. xo
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dead-fairie : |
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Hi
Sorry for not replying sooner. I'm glad you liked the postcard..no one else seemed to have gotten there's. I never did get your e-mail. Maybe you can resend it? Or when you're not so busy you can try writing another one. I'm ok..I'm just horribly stressed because I have so many exams and they won't be done until Friday and they're all for college. I can't wait for it to be over and to get just one minute of sleep. Oh..and my friends aren't the greatest. But I'm dealing with them. Other than all of that, everything is fine. I hope to talk to you soon.
<3 Esha
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secretshame : |
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hey angel,
got your message just then, and can't wait! when you said the witches flew away i pictured them flying away on their broomsticks :) that would be great to see actually! i wish i could meet you in real life! :| i have bad news though. i got a card from the post office yesterday saying my package to you couldn't be delivered because the address was wrong! aghh! i didn't know what i did wrong, but i went and picked it up and i'd forgotten to write "munchen" all together! hahaha i'm stupid sometimes. i'm sure they could have figured it out if they'd tried but obviously they were too damn lazy! i checked, and everything's still in there so i wrote the address properly and sent it lastnight! hopefully you get it really soon. xoxo
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I looked for it but couldn't find it :/ Maybe this is just me being stupid, how does it show up in the code? I looked everywhere near the image link....???? I'm such an idiot *blushes*
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All sorted :) Your an angel for setting this all up for me...*mwuah* Do you know what that funny A is in the left top corner of the screen is though? It doesn't matter but i was just curious. Love you xxxxxxxx<3
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penpalqueen : |
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Like to write letters? Like to meet new people? Why not try penpal queen?
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just-fine : |
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ahh see *looks bellow at the message before mine* You've already got people wondering about your beautiful work. You've got a talent there, i would never have been able to do it on my own. <333 x
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Sweetest Ria...you have nothing to apologise for. You are always so supportive, i hope you know how much i care about you too. *kisses* The layout is perfect, it's all working brilliantly, thankyou SO much angel, i really love it. :) How have you been? xoxo
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Hi. I saw the layout that you did for just-fine and I was wondering what the html is for the text at the bottom. Know what I mean? Thanky, Shell xxx
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aw, you're too sweet angel-girl. thank you. xoxo
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hey gorgeous, i can't wait for your letter! i don't know how long it will take for mine to get to you though considering our crappy postal services. uni is bogging me down, but it's really only because of other people's expectations of me. i'm fine with JUST BARELY PASSING exams and not putting in much effort but other people make me feel guilty. oh well, screw them right? what are you doing at uni at the moment? yeh you're right about me being into girls but i don't know if i'd say bi, probably leaning towards the completely gay label. i didn't know you were bi...actually i read an entry of yours once that made me think, but it didn't click! well, girls are the epitome of sex so why not? love you heaaaaappps xoxo
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HI! You're just so friendly and I love friendly people :), I really love getting compliments too, thank you! Do you like AFI any? Davey has been making several appearances in my dreams lately... Melissa Auf der Maur eh? That name sounds really incredibly familiar, but I can't place it at the moment. Hmmm... Well, I was sort of close about the band thing :). If you're music is anything like the poetry you put up, I'm sure you'll find another band/singer to join up with you :). And yes, I have been to a Placebo show :D. My first ever concert was them just in December, they were so awesome :D. I told Brian that it was my first concert and he said "Way to pop your cherry!" LOL. They are just the greatest. Well, toodles! &heart; Katie
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lemal : |
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have you noticed fear tastes like metal?
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just-fine : |
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No recent e-mail :( When did you send it? Did you get mine where i explained what happened? I'm sorry i couldn't get it to work. I hope your okay sweetie, don't worry too much about it okay? We'll get it sorted. xoxo
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ashtraygirl8 : |
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Cool pic on your last entry. Is that you? Do you have a band?? Love to know :). Ta!
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open-scars : |
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dear. i have a new diary; anti-project. i;ve had it for a while. ♥
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shattdsoul : |
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I can't wait for your reply... It makes my day when I read your letters too... *hugs* I love you beautiful ♥
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oceans-depth : |
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I have been missing you like crazy Cherie.
I hope all is well with you .
I haven't heard from you in a while.
lOve you xoxo Deja
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you're a sweetheart ria :) i can't wait for your letter and i haven't forgotten about you either! i'm sending it in two days, i hope you enjoy it <3 i'll send you an email tomorrow darling. love you times a thousand.
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Yep its me, i missed you 2 and shall read your diary like a bible. *portia*
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just-fine : |
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Yep, go ahead and send me the template code :) I don't mind if the picture stays that size, or if you think it would look better bigger, either way it'll be great. I love it! xoxox
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sad-doll : |
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I miss you. <3
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brokengirl18 : |
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I still love your diary, after all these years. you used to know me, i think you forgot that,i wouldn't blame you. im portia, hi...
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I think i like 'burn2' best. with the black background. Do you think that would be too different from the way i write or not? I love the poem on the side :) It fits so well. Are those google ads supposed to come up at the top though? Ria, you've done an amazing job, thankyouuu so much. I'm so glad you liked what i sent you. Did you find the pen in there too? How are you angel? xo
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Thats so true darling. I love you so much, how is everything? we should try to write each other again soon. I love you doll. <3 Audrey
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lemal : |
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oi snella snella det är so jätte bra att du skrivar i svenska! so där jag måste läsa lite som att jag förstår någon... ;)
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sad-doll : |
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Hey hon. I'm really tired and it's real late here but i just wanted to stop by and say I love you tons. <3<3<3 Audrey
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shattdsoul : |
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Hey hun, I got your letter today. *hugs*
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lemal : |
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dear i emailed to demented addy :)
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slashpixie : |
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yay for the cold and ass grabbing and good times. lovely, lovely ria. *muah*
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lemal : |
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dear your email box is full again!!! someone just gave me awsome suggestions for the movie I NEED TO SHARE THEM WITH YOU ASAP!!!!
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just-fine : |
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Just to say that what you've done for me is amazing, i've looked through the images you suggested, and there are a few i particularly like. I'll e-mail you tommorrow when i've got a bit more time (hopefuly you'll get it). Is there any way i'd be able to see the actual template with the changed links? If not, that's completly okay. I think your amazing Ria :) Thankyou also for the guestbook message, you are such a sweetheart. <333
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just-fine : |
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I still haven't got it :( I freed alot of space in my inbox a while ago, so i doubt the size is the problem. I have no idea why it isn't working...very strange...??? xo
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dead-fairie : |
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Hi
I haven't heard anything from you in awhile. I hope you are ok and just busy with college and work.
<3
Esha
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ashtraygirl8 : |
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Thank you so much for the compliment :). I'll put up all the french Placebo songs I have as soon as I can upload them and edit the page. And you won't have to worry about "Protege Moi" going anywhere, I plan on leaving it up on my page for awhile. It's just such a beautiful song. Love your poetry by the way. Wish I could write such great words. Well, toodles!
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just-fine : |
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Nope :( didn't get the e-mail, don't know why. That all sounds amazing though, please sent it again if you can. xoxox
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lemal : |
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a fanatic full of lust ... wow ..
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onyx-cherub : |
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i miss you too, ria. i'll be okay. take care of you. love you.
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just-fine : |
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Oh honey, thankyou. Yes, the notebook is being used very wisely ;) My poetry in the back and recovery goals in the front, i love it, it's just gorgeous. I usually have ugly scrap notebooks, so it makea a lovely change. How are the templates going? did you get that rambley e-mail i sent you ages ago about it all? Love you, hope your doing okay. xoxox
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lemal : |
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http://hope.levieux.org/ dear it is up!! finally!!! update all the links and let's start heavy advertising!! <3 you
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gothiceyes : |
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Goodbye
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lemal : |
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June 26 - July 3: 22. Filmfest München. is this true? it is so fast!!! your mail box is full.
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lastyeargirl : |
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You have such a beautiful mind. "The road to hell is paved with golden curls and headaches"... that's an awesome line xx
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you're amazing @>--/--| (that's supposed to be a rose !) look at the stars tonight okay? and then find the brightest one that you can see. ( i hope you can see the stars clearly there) and know that we are both seeing the same sky. love you xoxo
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lemal : |
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for some reason you made me laugh, i need help if word suicide makes me laugh. that entry rhymed.
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just-fine : |
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I only just read the lovely guestbook entry you left me (thankyou so much for everything you wrote, straight from your heart to mine x) i don't know why but signmyguestbook isn't sending me the confirmation e-mails. Anyway, just wanted to say i'm sure the finished template will be just perfect. My e-mail might not have made complete sence as i hadn't read the gbook msg beforehand, but everything you suggested sounds brilliant, just what i want. I've just got to find a picture. xo
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I <3 you.
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oh beautiful girl, i love you too. things got bad last week, but it's alot better now. i just feel stable and sad. you always make the world a better place for me. i mean that with the most sincerity. xox<3
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oh im so sorry for double posting again. I just noticed that after coming back to say...i love the moving text at the bottom of your page (life is a motion picture by...etc) and also the way you've mad the links similar to poetry (don't cry for me...etc) instead of just having the boring 'guestook' 'older' etc. I appreciate this so much, don't forget to add a link back to your diary so everyone knows the amazing designer, and don't worry about time, take as long as you need to finish it. *kiss* xoxox
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Yeah, a light template would be great :) As for games - i'm not too sure. I'd like it too be quite smple, but have an image of some sort if you could do that, and the same links and i've got on the current drop down menu somewhere. Maybe you could even take a quote from my diary to use or something? heh i don't really know. I'm sure i'll love anything you do, thankyouuu so much for doing this for me, love you angel xxxxx
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Yeah, a light template would be great :) As for games - i'm not too sure. I'd like it too be quite smple, but have an image of some sort if you could do that, and the same links and i've got on the current drop down menu somewhere. Maybe you could even take a quote from my diary to use or something? heh i don't really know. I'm sure i'll love anything you do, thankyouuu so much for doing this for me, love you angel xxxxx
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Hey darling. Yes I'm glad the text message works too. I will try to send you more! I always smile when you leave me messages! I miss you so much!! I'm working on the whole DJ career. It'll be a few months before I master everything. My best friend was drug tested and she isn't allowed to hang out with anyone now. Chris is just my friend, I haven't seen him in like a week. How's your boyfriend and how is work? I work as a telesurveyer and it really sucks! But hey I guess all work sucks. I'm not quite done with school yet, I'll probably be done in a few weeks. Any way I just wanted to tell you that I love you so very very much and you are so amazing!! <3you. ♥ Audrey
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Hi
I'm so sorry for taking so long to reply to you. I hope to recieve an e-mail from you soon as I miss getting those. I hope you are well, though.
Love always
<3 Esha
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agonie : |
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why, thank you! xxx
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dryink : |
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Thanks so much for the notes you have left me- it's nice to have someone that understands and cares. I love reading your poetry by the way.
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just-fine : |
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hey hon. You know in some ways i wish you were right about my friends but deep down i know the truth. Katie was a mess back in highschool, lots of boyfriends and break ups that i listened to her talk & cry over. I gave her advice and rang her to make sure she was still alive when her self esteem was shot down. I have always wanted to protect her as some people get the wrong opinion of her, call her a slag, easy etc, but i'll always see her as my beautiful friend. She has never been there for me though, she called me a messed up bitch when she found out about my problems and i actually apoligised to her. I always feel i have to apoligise for living. Heh. My friends simply don't care, but i shouldn't complain, they shouldn't have to care. I'm sorry, rambles rambles rambles. How are you sweetie? Thankyou for the template design offer. Someone already offered but i haven't said a definate yes or decided what i want, so do you have any ideas? I'd love to let you do it. I mean you read my diary, you know the mood etc, the layout i had before. I don't want anything to harsh, something light and pretty with sadness laced in. I just don't know how lol. Anyway, love you always. You are one of a kind you know? :) xoxoxox <3
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lemal : |
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did you got a host for the cemetary?
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gothiceyes : |
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Hey I'm back. Ive actually moved to lismore and will write to you from here as soon as I get your letter... *hugs8 I've missed you so much! Love you
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I always identify with your words.
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slashpixie : |
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I love you!
That's pretty much it.
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Ria-- Look at all these notes from all your fans! All the people who love you. I love you more than sunshine. Oh Ria, I'm not as beautiful as you by any comparision. I love you so much! We need to write each other. Did I tell you I have a new job? Well I love you darling. <3<3<3 Audrey ♥
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:) Oh Ria...the book is perfect, simply perfect. I was actually going to go out to find a new note book this weekend because i needed one to write in...so you read my mind! I will put all my poetry in it, thankyou so much angel. Your parcels always give me the best smiles. xoxox
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agonie : |
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http://public.fotki.com/agonie/
for the looks (a bit old but still)
and I have to scan my slides... soon!
xxx ciao
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just-fine : |
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o dear, sorry for submitting twice, and now er...three messages :| I'm stoooopid.
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just-fine : |
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I got the lovely card <33333 Thankyou so much my angel, you know thats the first valentine i have ever recieved? The little red hearts fluttered everywhere, all over my duvet which i was snuggled up in after waking up all dusty eyed. Lots and lots of love xoxox
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I got the lovely card <33333 Thankyou so much my angel, you know thats the first valentine i have ever recieved? The little red hearts fluttered everywhere, all over my duvet which i was snuggled up in after waking up all dusty eyed. Lots and lots of love xoxox
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sad-doll : |
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Hey darling. I just wanted to stop by and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl in the world, inside and out!
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lemal : |
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dear the next question would be: do you believe in me? ;)
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sephiragrace : |
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i heart you darling! xo
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sad-doll : |
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Thank you for the message! <3 you more than anything, I will try to write you soon darling! <3 Audrey ♥
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i-live-4u : |
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I'll never forget you Ria! ♥ Be strong and never give up.
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ask-my-angel : |
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merci pour le comment sur mon layout! je regrette vraiment d'avoir manqué les distillers une 2ème fois... j'espère pour toi que c'était bien^^
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icut : |
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i'm still here. thank you for the note and remembering me. it means a lot.
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beheadbarbie : |
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i <3 you like mad woman. let's make some of our own controversy sometime.
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lastyeargirl : |
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Happy Valentines to you too, sweetheart. Now there's tiny red hearts all over my floor, and I feel loved xx
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lemal : |
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dear the clock is ticking indeed! jesus i hated valentines day. two years. damnit. that's the day as i don't know which day he died so i go with when i learned about it. :( fuck.
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lemal : |
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look what i found .. http://ashbusstop.org/Note.html
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just-fine : |
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sweetheart, are you okay? That entry worried me :( Love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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onyx-cherub : |
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your words really are like a broken mirror, because the shattered pieces shimmer with new blood and hope.
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just-fine : |
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i'm so glad you liked the bracelet and hair slide and that you got my letter okay :) I hope you are okay dear, love you so much xo
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tornskirt : |
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hey you!!!
i miss you madly!
my new email is shakespeardeath@aol.com
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sad-doll : |
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Hey darling, yes I will try to send you a text message! That's wonderful i'm glad you found someone but I'm sorry you still miss casey. I just wanted to tell you that I love you. sex does mess up things, i'll write you again later, i have to go now. love you bye Audrey
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lemal : |
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till death do us apart.
IT DOES FUCKING NOT.
death makes sure we are closer now.
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secretshame : |
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hey darling,
i sent you an email many days ago,
did you not get it? i send it to your blackmail account. let me know if you didn't get it, i'll send it again. xoxoxoxoxo
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just-fine : |
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Hon, i'm sending off something in the post for you tommorrow :) I hope it reaches you okay and that you are well. xo
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violetgirl9 : |
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I <3 your short, sharp, impacting entries - just the way you write in general. Adding you to my faves; hope u hold no objections <3 Em x
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myxtherapy : |
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fell*
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myxtherapy : |
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i feel in love with your words. <3
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gothiceyes : |
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I have an email waiting for you in your inbox... *HUGS*
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sad-doll : |
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Darling, sorry I didn't write you back sooner I started to but i couldn't get the notes window to load. I miss talking to you too! you are the sweetest girl in the world and I really mean that. I love you so much. I have a new best friend. I'm not in-love with Chris, were not boyfriend/girlfriend I don't think I could handle a realationship. I had to close my other diary, because Philip was reading it, and I still care about him, so I deleted it. I really don't know how he found my diary, but I don't care it's gone now! I always wear the bracelet you gave me, on special occasions or when I go out to eat somewhere, which isn't that often but I still love it! I love you so much! How have you been? I'm sorry about your boyfriend, are you feeling better? I miss you! <3<3<3 Audrey
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raven72d : |
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Where will you be in the new year? And where can I send you letters?
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gothiceyes : |
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I have been missing you so much! Your lettr was posted today. Love always Cris
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onyx-cherub : |
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oh wow, ria. that was breathtaking.
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secretshame : |
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there you are :) i missed your beautiful writing. it makes so much sense (it's so true) . how are you, how's life going for you way over there? right now i'm trying to save for the iceland trip, but it's so hard because it will cost me heaps coming all the way from australia. by the way i got accepted into university to do applied science majoring in forensics. :) nothing else really. i'm going insane cause i've been inside for the past few days. well, i really hope you are happy. love u heaps! xoxoxoxoxo
gem
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lemal : |
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great to have you back!!! <3
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dead-fairie : |
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Hi Ria
I sent you a postcard while I was in India, I hope you recieved it. Many of my friends said they never recieved the cards I sent for them. I also got your card in my e-mail, so thank you. I e-mailed you when I came home so when you reply I'll send you more pictures, especially the more personal ones such as ones of me and my family and the wedding itself as it takes a while to save them on my computer than compress them. Anyways, I hope you had a fun holiday where ever you went (since you didn't tell me where you decided on) and I will talk to you soon.
<3 Esha
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gothiceyes : |
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It's bondagebear here, I have moved to gothiceyes... if you would like to read my words, email me at bloodyrose_16@hotmail.com Thanks
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thank you so much for the card my dear, i hope you had a wonderful christmas and i hope 2004 is fabulous for you. xooxoxoxxxooxooxoxoxx
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oceans-depth : |
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Happy Holidays Honey,
May all your dreams come true.
Jetaim`e Deja
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onecutabove : |
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Certainly you may have my password again. The username is ilove and the password is tf. Happy holidays to you!
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sad-doll : |
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I love you beautiful.
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sad-doll : |
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Oh Miranda I love you so much. I'm going to send you another package after Christmas, okay love? <3 Audrey
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slashpixie : |
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Ria, you are greatness. I agree with you and just all around adore you madly.
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punkymonkey7 : |
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i enjoy your diary a hella a lot. i felt that it was completely necessary for me to add you to my buddy list. tahtah.
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oceans-depth : |
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ceci vous signifie trop mon bel amour de papillon vous Deja
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blackkachina : |
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Not at all, mab. It's a huge compliment, also I love your diary. ex oh.
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lemal : |
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heheh dear that was about 10% of what i have to say about death ..
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secretshame : |
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i know exactly what you mean by your last entry. just because anything is better than THIS. mundane, chaotic, boring or hectic. whatever. it's different. an inbetween really. a balance. love you as always xoxo
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Hey love, I'm going to finish school darling. That's what "at risk" is it's a program to get your high school diploma sooner than everyone else. I sent you a package today, hopefull you'll get it in a week or so. Well I love you. <3<3<3 Audrey
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heartshaped : |
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it's like this. nothing you do could be bad. <3
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lemal : |
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<3
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aloneistand : |
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hey, I have a new diary and I have added you once again to my buddy list :) http://dryink.diaryland.com
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beheadbarbie : |
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hi. i like what you said about me.
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lemal : |
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chirstmas is one piece of the price of your gift counts no use for brains party. i ignore but i take the good part and get away with that.
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oceans-depth : |
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That was Beautiful Cherie`
Come join me under the sea .
I will gladly save a place for you.
xoxox Je`tame Deja
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gothiceyes : |
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*hugs* I love you so much... *hugs you again* You are definitely my angel!
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cutterangel : |
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Thank you for being such a beautiful person! *HUGS* would you mind if I had an address to write letters to you?
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sad-doll : |
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Hey lovely what have you been up to? I'm not sure about the phone number stuff :( I'm sorry I wish I did. I'm going to send you a letter soon, I went to the store to buy your gift and envelope. I love you. <3 <3 <3 *infinite kisses* Audrey
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just-fine : |
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Okay, so ignore my last note, I just read the guestbook message you wrote. I hear you - i know i'm out of control, i feel myself tumbling backdown, down the spiral, to where i was. Even if ip didn't help me mentally, physically it did, and i fear going back there. I'm trying hard to maintain the weight i am at, and keep my blood sugars stable. Today i skipped my insulin for the first time since being home and i feel terrible, i don't know if this is what i want at all. I'll be okay.
How have you been? I hope your braving through these winter days. I'm glad you got the letter, send the reply to my home yeah :)
I think your such a sweetheart Ria, such an amazing spirit. I feel privilaged to know you, your beautiful. Takecare of yourself, keep shining, keep glittering. xoxo
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just-fine : |
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Angel, how are you? I wrote you a letter whilst i was in hospital, and sent it a while ago, did you get it? It might seem a bit stupid now i am not even there anymore but i wanted you to know how much i appreciate everything you've done, every way you've supported me, every little package you've sent me way, thankyou for being you. I love you heaps xoxoxo
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lemal : |
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sad. scary.
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secretshame : |
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hey gorgeous. how's your life lately? you seem to be growing sadder, way more sadder from what i read. i'm sorry things suck. don't worry for me, i'll be fine as always. somehow i always pick myself up at the end of the week. things seem brighter already, i don't know why but they do. i guess it helps when you have such nice people to be friends with :) drop me a note about how you are....xoxo
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sad-doll : |
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Of course, darling. It's 936 438 1930. I think I'm going to start on your next package is the weather warm where you are? I love you so much, you are a sunbeam! <3 <3 <3 you more than air! ♥ Audrey
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lastyeargirl : |
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I've been thinking about you a lot lately. I hope you're okay xx
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sad-doll : |
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I miss you! ♥
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andwebreathe : |
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♥ well thank you :D
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ra1nbwcarnge : |
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my heart didn't work. but i did try to give you one.
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ra1nbwcarnge : |
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Dearest Ria,
Rainbow Carnage is dead now. I'm sorry. I'm not gone.
¢¾Lorn
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lemal : |
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excelent icelandic!!!!! did you like my lyrics?
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bondagebear : |
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Sorry... but, I'll never be writing again... I wish things were different... Goodbye!
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sad-doll : |
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I love you! <3 <3 <3
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oceans-depth : |
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You Inspire the truest meaning of the word Beautiful!♥Deja
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onyx-cherub : |
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hey there gorgeous! i'm so sorry i haven't written to you for so long! i think of you contstantly. thanks so much for being here for me. you're so beautiful. <3 take care of yourself.
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lemal : |
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that was the best poem you have ever written!
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ra1nbwcarnge : |
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dearest ria, i miss you. you are gorgeous, everything about you, even your darkness.
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dead-fairie : |
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Hi
I've e-mailed you back. Sorry for such a long delay. I hope you are ok. Please respond soon.
<3 always.
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bondagebear : |
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Thank you so much... I wish all the wonders of the world for such a beautiful person as you are yourself!
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lemal : |
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glad you found the swedish email interresting! i have broken my right arm. damnit.
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bondagebear : |
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my beautiful brokenmirror... how I long to hug you and make everything wonderful again... *hugs*
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sephiragrace : |
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you are an amazing writer darling! & i <3 you very much!!! xoxo
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agonie : |
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Well, I didn't know you were on friendster! That's good news, here is my email address: pucealagonie@kittymail.com
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lemal : |
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dear you need a swedish email address
oh yes yes (http://www.fepg.net/scandinavia.html#sweden)
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just-fine : |
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Ria sweetheart...what can i say? There aren't enough words to tell you how much i appreciate all the kind wishes you've been sending my way. The puzzle, letters, and that lovely little kitty :) who is propped ontop of my bedside table in the hospital waiting for me when i return tonight. Your packages make my day, and i've been listening to the cd alot, it's beautiful. Just so you know, theres been a huge post strike in london so i might have received the post quite a while after you sent it, don't think i've been ignoring you! I'll write back soon, alot to say, i don't even know where i'll start.
I hope your okay and well. Love you so much. Hugs and care, Claire xoxox
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blackkachina : |
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thankyou sweetie. I love your diary... and you are..? xo
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oceans-depth : |
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Je ne vous pense pas pourrais être ou écrire plus beau que vous êtes déjà vous êtes une inspiration l'étoile la plus lumineuse dans un amour de ciel de noir de lancement vous Deja
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sad-doll : |
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I love you so much.
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lemal : |
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finally you gave me an impression of very broken mirror! that was beautifull!
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| from
lemal : |
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holy cows!!!!
http://www.google.com/search?q=hope+for+an+angel&hl=en&btnG=Google+Search
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sad-doll : |
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Ich liebe dich! (I hope that's right)
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bondagebear : |
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Aubrey and I have not broken up... we are just a little on edge with each other lately and I'm just really stressed because of my final HSC exam and Masca (who is now insane-whore). Sorry I worried you! *hugs* I misss you!
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razorblade23 : |
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oh your too kind. Hope you enjoyed celebrating day of the dead. Your writting in amazing, addicting is more like it.
love ya
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i-live-4u : |
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you are intoxicating!!!!!!! [love to the most beautiful writer] ×
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lemal : |
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dear have you checked out hope for an angel? brinkster put fucking adds to the site! bloody idiots! we are going to transfer the site as soon as possible, right? i can do that. love you very much. keep on rocking will you please?
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bondagebear : |
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Hey... I'm ok... I've had cancer now for a year, I only told my freinds about two months ago... It is being treated now, which is a good thing! Thanks for your support!
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andonlyif : |
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I love you Mira, and without you I don't know what I'd do you've helped me so much through hard times -- I love you. You are amazing. <3 Audrey
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razorblade23 : |
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happy halloween!
love ya
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twistedlump : |
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thats beautiful
tAsh>
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onyx-cherub : |
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i'm doing just fine, thank you sweetheart. i've missed you. how have you been?
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sad-doll : |
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I love you so much! You are my favorite girl in the world! You are so beautiful and amazing! <3 <3 one day I'll come to see you too. ♥ Audrey
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bondagebear : |
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Thank you so much! *hugs*
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sad-doll : |
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I love you.
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f8h8sme : |
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Oh wow that was a really good entry chick. Your an awsome writer :)
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andonlyif : |
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*hugs* Oh honey-- I do beileve we are soul sisters -- I really do. I love you so much, and I'm going to start working on your next package soon! You mean the world to me, and I love you so much! <3 Audrey
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bloodedrose : |
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*hugs* I've missed you beautiful! *hugs*
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lemal : |
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you are my funk soul sister
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bondagebear : |
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I know you are right... it just hurt that I knew him, but never really knew him... *hugs* I love you so much! I had my cancer removed.. I'm still really sore, but I can deal with it!
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lemal : |
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sorry i had to delete your message from my guestbook. i just think it is better to keep some things personal at this point. our film(s) will explode the public =D
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sad-night : |
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Hey there! I love your layout and you writing too. Take care!
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bondagebear : |
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Thank you so much... just reading your note made me feel better... *hugs*
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lemal : |
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that was just as beautifull as brians wings ^_^
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ra1nbwcarnge : |
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you are beautiful, our broken one...but i don't know how to fix things, only become hypnotized by the shards. Love you. +Lorn+
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lastyeargirl : |
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You are the absolute sweetest. Guess who i got mail from yesterday? I came home utterly depressed, and you had me smiling within twenty seconds. Love you xx
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oceans-depth : |
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You have such pretty words, <333
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| from
lemal : |
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our film will kick major ass
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bondagebear : |
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YOU ARE MY ANGEL SENT FROM ABOVE! I love you so much! *hugs*
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andonlyif : |
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<3 I'm glad you liked your package I was hoping you would! I finally got some blank CD's so that I can make you a new CD when I get more songs! :) I love you so much Mira, you are so pretty. Today I got my hair cut and I went to tan a little -- just so that I have normal skin color. I'm sure you'll look amazing at the concert. I love you <3 Audrey
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dead-fairie : |
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I e-mailed you some time ago. Let me know if you haven't gotten it and I'll write you another. Love you lots.
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scar-lette : |
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i write very differently now. i couldn't bear reactivating my diary. im so jealous of you. everything sounds so pretty.
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lemal : |
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i <3 you
i <3 you
i <3 you
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andonlyif : |
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tell me when you get your package love. ♥ Audrey
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raven72d : |
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Where have you been, Ria?
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lovelyashley : |
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oh hun, you are wonderful. I love you always, beautiful, <3, <3, -ash
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demonkissed : |
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I <3 you so much more. {{{♥}}}
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bloodedrose : |
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It was me in hospital! I cut through my leg, causing me to lose a lot of blood!
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i-live-4u : |
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oh Ria.thanks so much..my heart kinda kicked my lung when I was reading the last poem!@! i love it. can i use it for some image editing..like layouts? of course your name aka the source will be there darling. take care!!!!! [x][love][x]
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andonlyif : |
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Thank you so much for the package! I love you so much I want you to know that you have been the sweetest girl in the world to me, and I adore you and I think you are amazing, and I think you are beautiful. <3 Audrey
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lifew0ntwait : |
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wow, your layout is beautiful, like your writing. :)
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andonlyif : |
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Somewhere between Huntsville, Texas USA and Germany there's a letter from a solitary girl to an angel who deserves an infinite amount of wishes. I love you more than air! <3 <3 <3 ♥ Audrey
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lemal : |
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poet you made me cry. in a good way though.
i finally lost most of my hair. damn illness. put some pics to my journal.
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i-live-4u : |
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dollface..i feel the same d♥rling! beautiful poems...respect and love to my dear [×]
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poisonbeauty : |
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I HEART YOU LOTS TOOOOO xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxo
-Lovisa
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oceans-depth : |
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why are you so beautiful! love Deja
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cdghost : |
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beautiful layout..all the best
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mewlips : |
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Thanks for the note! I love your diary too, especialy the layout..is that jack white? you're going on my buddy list, you know :) hugs, Marie (I'm mnemesene)
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f8h8sme : |
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Wow that you chicky, you really made my day. Love yah hun...:)
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open-scars : |
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I ♥ ♥ you! [[sweet thing]] <3<3
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krimsonlake : |
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Every time I read your diary I'm struck by how wonderfully you combine words. You're pretty goddamned amazing, I hope you know that!
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xcorruptionx : |
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I was reading your diary and it rocks. I love the way you write. You're awesome. Don't change your style. Don't stop writting. You're interesting <3<3
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jagg-ed : |
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HII! Just wanted to say I am trying to catch up with you and I am glad you are still reading my new shallow and superficial diary. Proof that my life is either boring or sad. ;) Miss you and keep writing the way you do!!
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idleheaded : |
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yay. i am loved! lol. thanks so much dear. i don't know a whole lot about you, except that you love reel big fish. which is a plus. ^^ but your diary is lovely. <3
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bloodedrose : |
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Are my entries repeatitive? I got a message and it is really upsetting me... please tell me...
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sephiragrace : |
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i love you!! ♥ ♥
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| from
raven72d : |
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Memories lost... The shadows where memories once were...
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faerieduckie : |
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*kisses*
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dead-fairie : |
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I'm so sorry that I haven't written you back yet. I did get your e-mail. Its just that things at school have gotten to chaotic and stressful. But I PROMISE that I will e-mail you this weekend when I'm doing history notes. Love you, too.
Esha.
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agonie : |
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Qu'est-ce que tu adores? To pick apples in trees or my last entry which is in french? ;)
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l-a-i : |
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oh no, i <3 <3 you more!!! *smiles stupidly as she hits the done button*
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boytrap : |
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I love YOU =)
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esa-kitten : |
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i <3 <3 <3 you more, Beautiful! *&♥*
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lemal : |
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that's a pretty picture of a volcano!!!
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| from
bondagebear : |
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Thanks! I have a new email address! It is bloodyrose_16@hotmail.com
Thank you for your wonderful note and yesterday did make some awesome new memories... just like today!
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oceans-depth : |
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merci cherie,
But it is you who is beautiful.And yes those are pics of me. enjoy your holiday. jetaime xxxooo Deja
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onyx-cherub : |
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i love you.
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portia- : |
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I love you and you're beautiful and I found something beautiful that you will love to send to you. <3 Audrey
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bondagebear : |
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Thanks for your note... but sorry I am far from beautiful! On the other hand, you are so magnificent! I only wish I knew you more!
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secretshame : |
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are you okay angel? well, when i read that entry i was a bit worried but i also smiled because you and i (although we are so far away) have been doing the exact same thing - listening to placebo on our headphones non-stop and feeling the misery of the world. :} two lives joined as one. i love you ria, xoxo
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onyx-cherub : |
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*hug* you are so beautiful ria and i never, ever want to lose you. i love you so much.
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| from
vomit-stars : |
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hehe, thank ya! ^_^
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| from
raven72d : |
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The story was sad but so true...
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oceans-depth : |
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Hello Beautiful,
How are you?
I was thinking about you!!!
xxxoooDeja
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lastyeargirl : |
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Ah, the job thing is complicated - I don't know yet to be quite honest, I've to call in at Edinburgh branch of the supermarket I work for and apparently I have a job, but it all sounded so vague over the phone.. I'm sure it will work itself out though xx
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esa-kitten : |
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you are absoultly beautiful...thank you for all the beautiful words that you write. &hearts
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fix-my-heart : |
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thank you. and i hope the same for you, love.
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vomit-stars : |
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glitter and stars are all shine. you want something e-tards ARENT amused by ^_~ lol. take care. :):) -+>plur!
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| from
bondagebear : |
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As of today I will be locking both of my diaries! If you would like the user name and password please leave me a note! Thanks!
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| from
lemal : |
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i want those stars too you know
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| from
bondagebear : |
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It is masca that I have lost... I shall email you explaining it all later! Love you Always, bondagebear!
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| from
bloodedrose : |
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Hey honey! Thank you so much for your sweet comments! You are such a wonderful person! I love you too!
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andonlyif : |
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I'll be here now if you need me <3 Audrey
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| from
sephiragrace : |
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you're gorgeous darling and i love you very much!!! <3
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| from
lemal : |
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have you heard? johnny cash died this morning :(
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| from
sad-doll : |
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Mira-- I'll still write you letters but I have to go away for a little while. I'm going to start a new diary but I still love you alot. Call me sometime?
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| from
sad-doll : |
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<3<3 you are my angel.
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| from
secretshame : |
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hey angel, how are you? im sorry i've not written to you in a while...i've gone to do it countless times, but really i have nothing constructive to say. just a "hi!" *wave* and a hug or two. i love reading your words, especially how you match them up with beautiful pictures. :) remember, we're going to iceland...xoxo gem
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oceans-depth : |
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You are sweeter than all the berries on the vine. xxxooo Deja
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| from
onyx-cherub : |
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i miss my ria!
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| from
bondagebear : |
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Hello sweetie... I am ok! I haven't been dealling too well of late, but I've gotten myself into a councilling group and that seems to be helping me so much! I lost two of the most precious people in my life last saturday, but as long as they are happy I can't be hurting! Love Bondagebear
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i-died-4u : |
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no darling..all u wrote is about YOu..you are So fucking amazing..i admire YOU [♥]
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open-scars : |
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oooh no! _if anyones words are magic it would be yours!_ I ♥love♥ you!
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sad-doll : |
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I love you more and more each day.
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| from
self-harm : |
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thankyou for your words *hugs* <3 xxx
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angelscreamz : |
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blood mixed with water, with pain or sorrow its all beautiful i agree. but nothing compares to your own blood dripping down into your warm salty tears! thanx for the note. i love ur diary! xoxoxoxox
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lastyeargirl : |
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Thanks sweetheart! I got the tiara in Girl Heaven in Debenhams, it's just a wee cheap one but still pretty xx
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| from
sad-doll : |
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I ♥ you.
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| from
bondagebear : |
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I have a new diary! It is <a href="http://bloodedrose.diaryland.com/">bloodedrose</a> I hope you enjoy this one as much as <a href="http://bondagebear.diaryland.com/">bondagebear</a>! I will continue updating Bondagebear also! I hope you are well! ♥ Bondagebear
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oceans-depth : |
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Laisse aller danser dans le chéri de ciel ce soir. Nous pouvons jeter des étoiles à travers le grand nous divisons pouvons observer le soleil se lever avec toute sa majesté et s'évaporer comme anges dans le xxxooo Deja de jour toujours
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lemal : |
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i told you your mother is wierd!!
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open-scars : |
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oh no i hardly anything near beautiful [[only the oposite]]. if anyone is beautiful it would be you! <3
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| from
sad-doll : |
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Ich liebe dich mehr, als Wörter sagen können Sie sind mein Engel ♥ Audrey
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| from
pure-honesty : |
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hey, thanks for the hug, i needed that :) i LOVE the picture on your diary btw, brian molko makes me orgasmic ;)
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| from
oceans-depth : |
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Bonjour chéri, j'aime obtenir vos notes!!! J'ai de 35 ans et de phase à New York City. I posséder ma propre compagnie. Musique D.J.'s et bandes pour les mariages etc.. Je suis également un photographe qui travaille dans un I local de galerie adorent n'importe quoi Artsy. J'aime les films étrangers mais havent de I vu que le film mais lui retentit merveilleux, j'ai 3 degrés d'université dans la gestion d'entreprise, histoire d'art et l'amour de Photography.I toutes sortes de personnes et moi ne mangent pas de la viande. Je pourrais vous envoyer une image dans l'email si vous voudriez. Jusqu'à ce que puissiez vous dormir avec les anges mon xxoo Deja d'amour
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sad-doll : |
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Ich liebe dich mehr als der Mond und die Sterne. Love, ♥ Audrey
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lithium07 : |
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and I've been missing you ♥
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sharpsecret : |
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wow thats amazing
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just-fine : |
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wow.x.
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inaptbeauty : |
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hi.. i love the illustration. you made that?
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sad-doll : |
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I love you more Mira.
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oceans-depth : |
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Bonjour le chéri, quelle joie c'était recieve votre note. J'adore absolutly votre journal intime. Il est étrange mais je sens votre tristesse et peux se relier. Mon nom est Deja que j'habite à New York City je parle l'amour de 5 langues I pour lire et écrire. Dites-moi au sujet de vous le xxxooo Deja de poupée
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lastyeargirl : |
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Your eyes are so striking darling. Edinburgh in three weeks! You should come visit me xx
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krimsonlake : |
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Your latest entry seems so apt considering my mood right now.
Anyway, anyone who loves trainspotting, the bell jar, and to kill a mockingbird, has impeccable taste in my opinion. So those books you mentioned are now on my to read list!
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| from
neuroticaa : |
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mmmm. molko. mmmmm ;D
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| from
lemal : |
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take your life back again .. that is perfect poem!
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sad-doll : |
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Mira-- Hey love, I miss you I want to send you lots of pretty things in the mail! I've been listening to the CD's you made me alot lately simply because they remind me of you. I miss you alot, I'm going to try and find money to send your package with. I miss you alot, I love you. -- Audrey ♥
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oceans-depth : |
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I absolutly Adore you and your Diary
Je vous souhaite tout le meilleur
XXXOOO Deja
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| from
dead-fairie : |
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Hey,
I just thought I'd leave a note saying I miss your beautiful words. Love you.
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| from
bondagebear : |
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Thank you for your wonderful note! It made me cry! Thank you for your wonderful words! ♥ Bondagebear
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| from
bondagebear : |
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Thank you for adding me to your faveourite diaries... Thank you for helping me through some of the emotional difficulties I have been having... I am not 100%, but I am atleast smiling and am feeling happy about myself he I am alone... I have only cut twice in the last week! ♥ Bondagebear
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lithium07 : |
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Thank you but I must say you are so so much more beautiful than me. Yes, yes you are. {{{♥}}}
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f8h8sme : |
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Thank you :) but yours is a million times better and it gives me something more beautiful to reflect on. You don't mind that I added you to my favorites do you???
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sad-doll : |
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I'm sorry love, but I should have told you! I will be gone from 7 am my time, to around 5 pm, starting next week for school! I'm so sorry, Mira, I've just been so busy lately, and you've been nothing but beautiful to me, you are the sweetest person I have ever met, and you constantly prove that when I'm busy and I don't write you back as soon as I should, I'm sorry! I love you. you are amazing. ♥ Audrey
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lemal : |
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that is a beautifull list dear
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| from
open-scars : |
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oh m'dear! thank-you, but I seemed to have fooled you. I am not anywhere near beautiful...♥ Laura, [[you...you are closer than close to beautiful!]]
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i-died-4u : |
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Ria..i missed you..glad you are back and i am .finally..thank u for your notes darlingface.. je'te ame..(sorry my french sucks) do u live in scotland???amazing..i've spent two years in aberdeen!!! i love scotland..do u have that sexy scottish accent??? wow Ria..u are so amazing and yr site is so deep ..(hummingbirds)..."memento more"..love, ×
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agonie : |
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Hell-o
Well I don't understand: you live in Scotland and you speak french??? Incredible. I spent 4 months in Edinburgh and I was all alone with my little language. C'est vrai que c'est embêtant à Diaryland de choisir d'écrire en français parce que ça me coupe du reste du monde. Tu ne peux pas savoir comme ta note m'a fait plaisir.
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tornskirt : |
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i have an appointment at 3 my time on monday..gotta get my birthcontroll shot.lol
but we should talk on here like this so i can tell ya im here so you'll catch me!
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tornskirt : |
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ok two questions...number 1.can you call me now? number 2. are you on any of the messengers now?
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| from
tornskirt : |
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ive had it red for awhile now..im thinking pink..i dunno..hey go on a messener so we can chat
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| from
tornskirt : |
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RED or PINK?
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| from
blaiyze : |
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Never believe that a vampire cannot see his reflection. Especially in a ...broken mirror.
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| from
tornskirt : |
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Hey ! its kim..duh! anyway i miss ya loads
hows life treating you? better than death i hope.
im well could be worse. im gunna start taking classes to be a peer counslor at my counsling place..after the course i get to run therapy groups and do one on one..im gunna be a SHRINK!!!
me and adam are good, will be a year for us next month yay!
you NEED to come on more! im 26 now,my B-day was aug.1st it went well went swimming at my sis's and had drinks and got prezzies,strawberry shortcake stuff and hello kitty oh and the new radiohead!
so i shall go now but write back soon!!!
i miss and adore you equally,KIM...P.S thanks so much for the post card
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onyx-cherub : |
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the risks you take will make you stronger. i love you.
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| from
lemal : |
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right. once again girl you are right.
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| from
lemal : |
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hope for an angel is at terra ranking now .. oh well at least when people will stop by at the site we will be there!!! i would read any diary by name stripeybeast. hah. r.e.m fan. %-D
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| from
stripeybeast : |
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I made up with that hateful friend of mine and moved yet again. I would be honored if you would read the new diary. I am a diary whore, I'm telling you.
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| from
ra1nbwcarnge : |
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would you let yourself fall. to the ground. and break? And darling would you. darling could you. let me grab a fucking shard. and slice myself right up?
My brain is totally fucked, I need rest, I'm not even entirely sure what I meant by that or that it is even directed towards anyone.
Myabe it's part of my song. I think you are gorgeous, look you may have inspired me. Imagine, glorious.
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love♥y×u
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<3 <3 <3 Hey darling, Ah! There is such a big mess, I went to get the photos developed two weeks ago, and they lost them!! I got pictures back and they weren't of me, they were of someone having a birthday party! I was so mad, because those pictures were really important *sigh* Then I can't find your letter-- I'm such a clutz so I suppose I will finish off this next roll of film and write you a new better letter and send you the shirts I promised, I love you-- and did you call me today? I feel like I'm constantly disappointing you, I can't do anything right lately, everything has been so hectic and I just want to say *breathes* I love you, and you are brilliant and amazing! ♥ Audrey
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Those pictures are absolutely beautiful, just like you. I hope you are feeling ok since I still haven't recieved your letter.
<3 you
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lemal : |
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in the end everyone is free
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Ahh, sorry double message! *embarrased*
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your txt message came to me whilst i was still up in the middle of the night, listening to my discman, trying to block out the bad thoughts. I was thinking of cutting but your words stopped me, i love you so much, thankyou for being who you are. xoxox
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your txt message came to me whilst i was still up in the middle of the night, listening to my discman, trying to block out the bad thoughts. I was thinking of cutting but your words stopped me, i love you so much, thankyou for being who you are. xoxox
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I'm not in Edinburgh til next month, and will send an email round with my new address just beforehand. Is it a cute little dog? I miss you love! xx
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Thanks for that! I haven't tried it yet, but I'll try it now ♥ I dunno if it'll work or not, but hey u gotta try! Thanks again!
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sad-doll : |
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*sigh* I wish I was beautiful like my Mira, love you to peices.
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open-scars : |
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your beautiful! ♥
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open-scars : |
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hello ria!! wow thank-you, thank-you! [[oh! I am sorry for your loss, *hugs* one of my close close friends killed himself with a plastic rope except he didnt leave a note or anything...]] ♥♥♥ Laura
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hey Ria..thank you darling for advice-)..wow i want the same funeral as u do. ♥×♥
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hi♥
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lemal : |
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i <3 you
thanks a lot for birthday present! i love it!!!!
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you are my shining star!! lovely lovely ria! ♥♥
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bondagebear : |
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Hi! Blood, mascara, eyeliner mixing with water is the most beautiful thing I have seen in a long time! Your diary is so thought provoking! Thanks for the note!
P.S. How do you do those little black hearts?
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hey darling..thanks so much for sweet note♥ in 17 days my senior year begins..first i called it nighmare but since i'm trying to be positive..i renamed it to heaven.haha i'm freaky i know=)) take care darlingprettyface
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I'm wearing the bracelet you gave me right now, I'm really sorry about the whole package thing-- I've been in a rut with money lately and then I can't find your letter because I had to hide it because it was signed in blood-- eh, you know how that is love but I'm going to try and send it today or next week because it's been ages, and you deserve something pretty love. ♥ Audrey [ps I loved your last entry breathtakingly beautiful just like you my love] <3 <3 <3
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lemal : |
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your last sentencies are always catchy.
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lemal : |
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one day we will know.
(i had a dream about you)
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everything WILL be ok one day. for all of us. love, ♥×♥
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i love you too.
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I love you you are amazing and beautiful, and I wish you could see it.
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Actually, darling, there are about 10 Hanover's in the Us. There's Hanover Pa, Hanover Va, Hanover Md, and lots more. I love the ocean. It's my favorite place in the world. And yes all 26 scars were created my me. And you are so much more beautiful than I will ever be. <33333 Sarah
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I love you. <3 ♥
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i-died-4u : |
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hey darling. how are u doing? we miss u. ♥×♥
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My make-up is always imperfect anyway. Thank you for your words, of course YOU know of beauty (gorgeous!) and I agree. Now I see every girl I have ever lusted is not traditionally beautiful. I don't do Barbies, I guess. Love very much, +Lorn+
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Ria-- I've missed hearing from you... I was watching "Kundun" and thought of you...
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thank you darling. i'm seriously flattered cos i never believe they are good enough.but still thanks, take care. keep writing beautiful
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Thank you so so much for the notes, precious. It was great hearing from you again. I had a great time at the beach, I think I actually smiled. I laughed alot but I do not recall smiling much, but you can laugh and not smile. Nothing good ever lasts, not for me anyway, so now I'm back into my world overcome by darkness and the only two things that can save me are my razorblade and safetypin.
{liescries&razorblades}
<333 Sarah
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Its ok that you haven't e-mailed me. I just wanted to make sure that you are ok and I'm glad to know that you are. I don't mind waiting until Monday, it'll be a wonderful, random present to look forward to. And I feel the same way about the messages you leave me, but yours don't make me cry. Your messages make me smile. You are so sweet. Please, don't ever change.
love always.
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I love you cuppy cake!
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sad-doll : |
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I love you Mira, you are so breathtakingly beautiful! And I will wait till I get pictures developed for you and send them, I love you muffin! ♥ Audrey
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You are gorgeous and divine. I am so glad you are back. You are the beauty of fairy wings, fables and femme boys. My absolute favorite. Hehe, my only favorite.
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hey girl, thank you for adding me.-))
hmm..can u tell me the secret of poetry writing, because.. yours are so fantastic really..reflects everything love, pain..u r so genuine, i'm jealous-)) i really like the layout 2/ take care , and dont.stop.writing
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You mean so much to me Mira, you are truly an angel *infinite hugs and kisses* you are so beautiful the angels in the sky must weep. ♥ Audrey
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you mean so much to me. i love you. <3
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I hope everything is ok. And with Nina, remember what you told me: it gets a little easier with time. I hope you've gotten my e-mail. Has your friend arrived yet? If she has, I hope you two are having a good time.
Love you.
Esha
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I love you Mira, and you are the one who is beautiful and amazing. I love you! ♥ Audrey
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ria darling i haven't left you a note in such a long time! i've been away and busy but i haven't forgotten about you. i think about you all the time and miss you when you're gone. you're a truly beautiful person and i'm so fortunate to know you; thank you for everything you've done for me. i love you; take care of yourself.
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<3 send your love.. that's what i did. :)
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I was just thinking about you Ria, how wonderful and special you are to me. I adore your writing, your so beautiful xo
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I love you, darling I'm sorry I can't mail your letter for awhile I was in a car accident, but it will be about another week! I'm so sorry darling, I want to send you your clothes and letter! I love you honey! ♥ Audrey YOU ARE THE SWEETEST GIRL IN THE WORLD!
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i love you, ria. <3
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lemal : |
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hope you get to check your emails soon .. the idea is basically that we both write max one page about few aristical influences and opinions and we sent them on the same day. i think it would be nice to read it like that .. without knowing what you have written :-)
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tornskirt : |
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i miss you,you never write me anymore..get back to me
<3
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deadblckrose : |
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It may be the last time for deadblck tose, but you.ll hear from me again sweetheart.
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jadedcrow : |
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I'm back!
http://jadedcrow.diaryland.com/030713_13.html
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lithium07 : |
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I love you. You truely are beautiful and amazing. <3333 Sarah
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sad-doll : |
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I love you! You are beautiful.and.amazing!
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star-blood : |
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yr gorgeous. i wish i could write half as well as you. stay beautiful! <3 ~Ali
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kurthurts : |
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formerly Inutero, til an asshole made me start cutting myself again...
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sad-doll : |
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I love you, I miss you!
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you gave me a note and it says; "Hey dear! Thanks for giving me the password! Yeah I completely understand why you just needed to get a new scale, I hate my present one too, because you always have to add 4 lbs, just just not exact enough. So take care and HUGGS!! xxxRia " clearly you gave the wrong person this note.
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dear thanks for your kind words!
sugarslatwater is what they give you in hospital as well when your body can't take more. so thanks to that i am not in coma. very happy about that. tho i don't remember much of past week .. even yesterday is bit blured. but what the hell i'm here it matters.
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because i like the things you say.
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ria, it continually amazes me that you care for me so unconditionally. your notes and your words always make my day a little brighter. i just wanted to say thank you for your love and support. it really means a lot to me, and i'll do the same for you.
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hi, I noticed you have me listed as a favorite diary, and I have locked my diary. If you would like to continue reading it, the username is ilove and the password is tf. Take Care.
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sad-doll : |
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Oh, no what kind of drugs Mira? Are you alright? I love you darling. I just want you to be okay. I will write you again later, my mom is screaming.
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raven72d : |
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Phone me over the weekend... And do send me an address where I can send you letters.
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lastyeargirl : |
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Yep, it's me. One last new diary <3
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lemal : |
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takashi miike said brilliant things about the meaning of violence. the man is the shit. did you see ichi? did you like it?
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*blushes* thank-you my dear. it means alot ot me to hear that, I may not believe it but it makes me feel like everything going to be ok. <3<3
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I love you so much, you are such a darling sweet heart angel, it's just you are so amazing. ♥ Audrey
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sad-doll : |
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Mira, I knew you said you would call me this morning but my mom was on the phone and I told her that I was expecting a call, and it just was a big mess -- we haven't been getting along lately I'm probably going to send your letter and package this week, I hope you like it darling, I love you I'm so sorry. I can't wait till you get your package. you mean the world to me. ♥ always, Audrey
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beautiful.
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Then I shall take it upon myself to make you a CD with more Bright Eyes my dear, I have another two albums. Yes, I'm off to Edinburgh - so you have a place to stay should you ever visit! xx
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Mira, you are the most amazing person I have ever talked to-- I can't wait to send your package I was waiting till my mom let me go out when the post office was opened-- and I still have to make you another CD. I love you sweetheart you are beautiful and AMAZING! ♥ always, Audrey [I'll write you again soon when I find more time]
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Thank you for the CDs sweetness, I love them! I want to make you a mix now I have a burner - do you like Bright Eyes? I think you would. Sadly I'm not going to make it to the Pedro the Lion gig on Sunday as I'm working, but £7 an hour is some consollation xx
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raven72d : |
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A wonderful, wonderful entry....
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that last entry moved me to tears. oh wow, ria... you're wonderful.
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onyx-cherub : |
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has anyone ever told you that you're beautiful? because you are.
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hey gilie,i think i already gave you this but im giving this to all on my buddylist...its got more eyecandy http://www.livejournal.com/users/sourvelvet/
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i <3 that molko pic =)
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i understand you completely, sweetie. showing too much of yourself can hurt. but you, in all your flaws and hurt, are beautiful. you have a gift in your compassion and your talent with words. you wll always amaze me. i love you.
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Black and red are indeed your colors.
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sephiragrace : |
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I hope you know how beautiful you are and how you've touched me. I <3 you too and I'll be your friend forever. xoxo
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sad-doll : |
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I love[LOVE] you! I'm sending you some clothes, that I think you might like, well two shirts. I'm not sure if you will like them but from your pictures I think you may. I'm still busy writing your letter I love you my dearest darling. you are the sweetest most prettiest girl in the world! ♥ Audrey
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sephiragrace : |
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sweet softness starts with you! xoxo
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raven72d : |
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Write soon... And send a photo...
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sad-doll : |
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♥ I LOVE YOU! ♥ -- I'm off to start your package!
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sad-doll : |
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Oh, Thank you so much for the call! I got the package today, thank you thank you THANKYOU!! I love everything! Espically the paintings and the picture of you! I will start on your package tommorow, I'll try to find a diffirent picture of me -- the one I gave you was really old, when I first started going out with Brandon. And I want to send you coffee, and CD's and movies! I love you so much. you are incredibly. I want to just write you a 100 page letter telling you how amazing you are. YOU ARE THE SWEETEST GIRL IN THE WORLD. May a thousand angels rest on your shoulders. ♥ always, Audrey <3 xoexoh
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sephiragrace : |
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you are .beautiful.
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maralisa : |
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I had mail this morning - thank you precious. And I posted your belated birthday present today! xx
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onyx-cherub : |
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you are so beautiful, ria.
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lemal : |
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any change you saw jim carrey biking in the streets of your city? ;-)
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sad-doll : |
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Mira -- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I can't wait to hear from you doll.
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raven72d : |
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Your postcard was lovely... Do e-mail me a mailing address for you!
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maralisa : |
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I have your present, I just can't afford to post it now! I'll see how much I don't spend on getting drunk tonight ;) It's terribly easy to get anti-depressants over here - when I gave my example of a fifteen year old getting prescribed them on a first visit to the doctors I wasn't speaking theoretically - it happened to my sister. Anyway! No results as yet - not for another couple of weeks. I don't know whether I even want to know or not...
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Mira, tuesday mornings are fine with me, I'd stay up days just to hear your gorgeous voice. You must know you're beautiful your pictures tell me so. I'm sorry for not writing you back sooner alot has been going on. I love you so much [sofuckingmuch] more than you will ever know. I love you doll. YOU ARE AMAZING. <3 ♥ Audrey
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Sweetheart, i received the lovely parcel you sent me. It really made me smile, smelling of perfume and sweetness. I love you so much. I'm listening to the cd now, it's beautiful. When i've got through it all i'll tell you my favourite songs. Thankyou so much. I wanted to say sorry that i never reply to your text messages it's just i never have credit, i don't think i've had any since about christmas :/ It's stupid really, i should get some. hmm. Anyway, just remember how special you are to me. You said such kind things in the letter and your not ugly at all. You could never take an ugly picture of such a beautiful girl. takecare, i'll try to send you something soon. You know how unpredictable i am with this kind of thing. You mean so much to me. xo
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lemal : |
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happy birthday!
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raven72d : |
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On weekends... Call me late at night your time... Or at dawn your time...
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raven72d : |
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"in the darkness of futures past/the magician longs to see/ one chance heart between two worlds:/ fire walk with me..." I still remember that from Twin Peaks... Call. Write.
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sephiragrace : |
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I loved your last entry! I was totally there. shocking and wonderful, delightful and exciting! Go Miranda!!! <3 <3
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sad-doll : |
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Mira, Oh, it was so good to talk to you on MSN, I'm sorry we couldn't talk longer, I have been very busy and I really should up date my diary -- I will certainly start on another package for you! Mira, your picture stays on my wall and I look at it every day and think to myself what an amazing girl, who's beauty is beyond compare of anyone else in the world that I have ever met, and also doll, I loved you're last entry -- truly amazing just like you. you are beautiful, you are amazing, and you are an amazingly sweet person. <3 ♥ remeber that always, Audrey
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lemal : |
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addiction. wow.
high times barf!
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raven72d : |
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I might still receive it! But...hmmm... I'm at work at my law office 'til 17h00 weekdays... I'm usually home after 19h00, and I'm home all afternoon and evenings on weekends. You can try me here even if it's late at night (early morning for you)... Do e-mail soon...and send many postcards/letters.
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guess what angel? i actually gave my diary address to one of my best friends. i can't believe i'm trusting someone so much. i haven't trusted anyone this much in so long. well anyway we both read eachother's diaries now . its helping me heaps cause i can't say a lot of the stuff i feel to my friend's directly, but i do want her to know what i feel and i want to know how she feels. she actually read a lot of the notes you left me and wanted me to tell you she thinks you're really sweet. :) well anyway i just wanted to share my happiness with you, and see how you are going at the moment aswell? i hope all is well. by the way what's going on with the film you and silver are making? love you heaps ria, xoxo
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sephiragrace : |
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thank you dear, I <3 you!
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angelwingsca : |
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Hey, thanks for the note on mine, that convo with your grandparent sounded like it sucked as well lol. Anyway, that song on my diary is "This Time Imperfect" by AFI, its the hidden track on their new album Sing the Sorrow.
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sephiragrace : |
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hello darling. <3 I printed out that beautiful note you left me and I put it on my wall. You are a beautiful star. xoxo
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sad-doll : |
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all I can say is simply that I love you.
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lemal : |
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that was so beautifull it just breaks my heart ... In that year We had an intense visitation of energy
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what you wrote, that was so incredibly nice. i consider you a sister aswell :) thankyou for always being there when im sad and when i'm happy too. i hope i can be there for you too. love you heaps xoxo
ps: i remember our pact. every breathing minute of every day!
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just-fine : |
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aww i'll be looking out for the parcel. I don't feel wothy of your love sometimes, i don't know what to say. No words could supress how much i care for you right now. I've been thinking of you alot too. xo
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oh ria your entry made me cry! there are absolutely no words that can express how much i love you.
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sephiragrace : |
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Oh darling Miranda. Your note brought me to tears. Such beautiful words from an even more beautiful person. I could tell you I love you and mean it. <3 <3 <3
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hey luv..i miss you we dont write much...i need to still get around to sending you a tape or cd..im SO unmotivated lately..grrr how are you???
im glad you read both diaries...plus the LJ one has more eye candy for you.hehe...love and cup'o noodles,kim
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lemal : |
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you are my blood. forever. the darkest the most red the most pure the most real. blood.
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sad-doll : |
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Oh, Miranda darling I can't wait for the next letter! Did you enjoy the candy and the CD I sent? I'm so sorry about my last entry maybe it was best I didn't put it in there. I did want to die. And as hot weather comes I will be wearing long sleves again. I miss you, I look at your pictures every day. ♥ always Audrey. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE MOON AND THE STARS IN THE SKY.
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Sweetheart, i see you falling, slipping, your eyes becoming sadder but still never losing sparkle. Your latest entrys so full of longing and loss, i just want to reach through the screen and be there for you. Because your beautiful. Your words drip with beauty, each word, each line of white typing. So many differences between us truly, but i've never been this fond of you. I love you so much, lift your head and face me darling. I know that i have stumbled across a special gem. xox
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sephiragrace : |
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miranda july! a krs band is named after you! :)
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dropsofyouth : |
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i like your diary. check out mine some time.
-drops
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lemal : |
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aww beautifull!!!
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maralisa : |
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Miranda! I am APPALLED! Aereogramme are fantastic xx
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sad-doll : |
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I hope you loved your package -- I cherish every thing you have given me. You are amazing and beautiful! God girl you could move the stars with your smiles, everything about you is perfect. I mean it. I wouldn't change you for the world.
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onyx-cherub : |
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i love you.
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dead-fairie : |
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I also just realized that I sent you that e-mail to your hotmail address. So make sure to check that one. I'll send all other e-mails to your other address. I promise.
<3
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dead-fairie : |
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I did finally recieve your e-mail and I'm adding your other address to my list immediately. I also wrote back the day I recieved your e-mail, I hope you got it. I'm using "esha1328@hotmail.com" since it's my only address and the name it is under is "Dead Fairie". I hope you have recieve it. Your letter was a lovely read and I have it saved. Thank you.
<3 Esha
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dear ria,
i am so sorry about flower girl's mother. it's true you know, that it does happen to the best of people. i don't really know if i believe in god but i will pray for this girl's mother. i hope you're okay. i read your last entry and it really scared me. you've been so kind to me this last week, sending me messages and leaving notes. by the way, you are so gorgeous! just how i pictured you aswell! i have been so slack. its all i can do to stop dreaming. i need to come back to reality. i love you heaps and heaps, and i hope you're not sad at the moment. :S
love gem xoxo
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lemal : |
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i need a holiday. i will get a holiday. that is a promise dear.
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raven72d : |
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I'll be looking for a card, darling.
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dead-fairie : |
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Hi darling. I haven't gotten your e-mail and I don't know why! I'm so upset. I've been checking everyday to make sure I don't accidentally delete yours. I even made a folder for you. But it's still empty. I hope we get to chat soon.
Love always,
Esha.
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lemal : |
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secretshame: i'm silver (as far as i know heh) and i'm fine. hopefully ria is fine as well. :)
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secretshame : |
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hello beautiful girl...i was just wondering, what is going on inside your head at the moment? i really need to know. i miss hearing from you and i really want to know how you are. not just good or bad...what's going on in your life? is your mother being nice? how is silver? how are you? tell me all. please? im so lonely. i'll answer any question for you. but i just need to hear from you.
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i'm so sorry that my phone cut out, ria! you have the prettiest voice ever! i love you to pieces and someday we'll go go see silverchair together. that's a promise! if i meet them when i go on friday, i'll tell daniel all about you and how damn adorable and sweet you are!!! i love you soooo much *kisskiss*
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raven72d : |
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If I were in Europe, I'd call you on your mobile and talk about films and silent butterflies at 03h00...
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what are you my blood? you touch me like you are my blood. what are you my god? you touch me like you are my god. what are you my twin? you affect me like you are my twin. what are you my kin? you touch me like you are my kin
what are you my air? you affect me like you are my air. (sorry for quoting alanis but she says it better. we will put a new definition for rock.)
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you are absolutely gorgeous - inside and out. i love you so much and you poetry will never cease to amaze me.
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this is beautiful. absolutely amazing. thank you for adding me :)
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Thanks for adding me to your favorites list (xo); your journal is absolutely beautiful..the writing..my god, it's beyond anything else..keep it going..<3!
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muah.
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scar-lette : |
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oh but you are a quite lovely writer indeed.
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im glad you read my live journal..and could see my pics..my yahoo ID is punkprozac my msn ID is prozacnation@msn.com
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You are so amazing. You seem so lonely though, and I wish that I could make it better. Your words drift from the screen and into my soul. Thank you so much for being who you are, the mystery keeps me hooked. I know that you are a great person, and I thank you for all your comments. They mean so much to me. xoxo gwen
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E-mail me your address and I'll write you back... It is good to hear from you... I'll look for the book.
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I love you Mira I hope I got the address right! I think I'm more excited about you getting the package than you yourself!! I think that was the most wonderful candy I have ever eaten! And you absolutely beautiful! I have everything almost worked out and i want to thank you so much for everything you have done for me I only wish I could repay you. Well I love you, alot doll. Take care! I love you ♥ always, Audrey
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thank you, ria. your support means so much to me.
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artemisa : |
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where are you angel? write to me please....
I see you on every waterfall... u r perfect!
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sad-doll : |
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I'm sending your package today I love you. xoexoh &hearts'
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Oh god darling I love you so much and I got your package today all I can say is thank you so much I love you I haven't even sent yours yet I know I know I'm so sorry you have no idea how sorry I am I apologize a million times but I want it to be special I wanted to make you a CD but I have to get blank ones today because I ran out and I can't find any pictures of me -- so I will have to get some developed. I'll try to mail it friday. I love you I love you I love you.
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hey its me! did you get my new email? do you still read my diary? my livejournal tells more NAD has pix!
copy and paste this
http://www.livejournal.com/users/sourvelvet/
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I am a member of the hole board too. :)
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onyx-cherub : |
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you're such a support - so beautiful and inspirational. i love you.
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raven72d : |
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I do miss hearing from you, Miranda!
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maralisa : |
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No, nothing made it here :( But thank you sweetheart. Your words always mean so much to me. One of these days, we'll finally get to meet xx
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but you are amazing!
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sad-doll : |
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to me you will always be amazing.
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You are amazing, truly deeply amazingly. beautifuly amazing, you'll never lose that. xo
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Ria, you ARE amazing xx
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lemal : |
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you are amazing.
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lemal : |
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why on earth such thing as time should exists in the first place! *lights candle for Ria and Casey*
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I love you I'm still waiting on pictures I should get them tommorow I'm not sure if I'll be done with you're letter! I love you alot Mira, you mean so much to me. ♥ always, Audrey
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*big hug* i wish i could be next to you so i could give you that hug in person, but im across the world. im thinking of you often. i love you. please take care of yourself. you are so damn beautiful, you're everyone's angel in diaryland. xoxo
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Ja, ich liebe Lebkuchen. Mmmm, lecker...
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maralisa : |
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It's been a year? It feels like a day and at the same time a lifetime... I love you sweetie, and am thinking about you xx
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I love you sweet heart -- I'm working on your letter I'm sending you pictures also and a bracelet that means alot to me. I want you to have it I think you'll love it. ♥ always, Audrey
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I love the way you re-define the structures of sentences, the way you polish words til they have an obsidian beauty.
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onyx-cherub : |
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human frailty is beautiful, regardless of its consequences. and you're beautiful... and i love you.
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onyx-cherub : |
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i'm talking to you! *bounces up and down and hugs you like crazy* i love you so much!
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I love you doll, your tar filled lungs, and your writing. I've only begun on your letter-- but it will be a long one! <3 ♥ always, Audrey
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yes, that's fine... 7 AM, but it'd be easier if i just pulled an all-nighter on the weekend and you called at 3 or something like that, but i'll email you when i get home from school and we can discuss it. you have a MSN nick listed on your profile, but you're never on it! do you ever use it? if you do, just sign in coz i'm almost always there. xxx
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hollowshell : |
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you don't know how talented you are...
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sad-doll : |
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I ♥ you.
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onyx-cherub : |
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you're my sunshine because you make me feel happy and loved - not a lot of people make me feel like that, you know.
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sad-doll : |
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stay this way. the way I love you. Without rainstorms would there be no rainbows -- no flowers no trees? Without snow.. there would be no happy snowmen or eskimo kisses. No matter what you think the truth is your an amazing person, that everyone loves who has natural beauty and a naturally nice person. I love you. <3 ♥ -x- Audrey xoexoh
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raven72d : |
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Feel better, girl... and do stay in touch...
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wow...do I ever know that feeling....
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sad-doll : |
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I miss you soo much darling. ♥
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I hope by the time you read this you are feeling better. It makes me sad to read how much pain you are in. You ARE beautiful.
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scar-lette : |
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youre beautiful
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I'm horrible... I wish I could let myself cut again... but all I can do is envy you.
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onyx-cherub : |
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hello my love i emailed you but my email has this exclusive setting so you if you wrote me your email may not have reached me. i got your current address from audrey and have now saved it so feel free to write me anytime. *hugs*
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Hello doll, I suppose you won't get this note for awhile since you will be out on easter break, but I shall write you a long heart filled letter about what you mean to me because you mean everything. *hugs* <3 Always, -x- Audrey ♥ xoexoh xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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aaaaaaauuuuuuuugh!!! I hate the Ataris!!! Riiiaaaa, how could you!?!
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Guten Tag! (I hope that's right) Miranda it was amazing to talk to you on the phone! I really meant it when I said you're a natuarally sweet person. Everyone's drawn to you. I promise! Of course I could understand you, I'll e-mail you my address. I loved your accent, and you have the prettiest voice. I'm off to email you darling Mira, take care I love you a thousand times over. xoexoh always, Audrey -x- ♥
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Sweetheart, angel, i am so worried about you. Please eat, please, please try not to cut so deep. I love you so much, i wish i could do, say more to help. Just know that i am here and i am thinking of you. Sending you whispers theough the night. Look up at the stars, take my hand, and walk with me. Hold on. xoxoxox
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hollowshell : |
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where is your gash?...did you get my email?
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hello. :) i don't know if you realized it but... you know me. this is "nympha." but shh, don't tell. i'm trying to hide from everyone i know in my real life.
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ria darling i know that physical pain is sometimes better than emotional pain.... but it hurts me so much to know that you're hurting. i wish there was something i could do to comfort you.
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bless u.its scary when pain can seem so special.like its what im living for.im sorry it makes u smile.u deserve more than that i promise <3
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i read your last two entries and nearly cried. i wish i could comfort you, or even say something to make you feel happy but i know it doesn't work that way. just know i love you and i think you're the bestest girl in this world. you're a special friend to me and your notes make me smile even when i feel like a cry. take care, i love you. xoxo
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of course darling, I'll talk to you tommorow morning. Until then I love you always, Audrey -x- ♥
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angel ria, you need to take care of yourself. you are so wonderful to me and to audrey and yet you don't seem to think that your well-being matters. you are wonderful and i wish there was something i could do to stop the bleeding on your skin and in your heart. i know what it feels like to go without eating. as good as it may feel right now, it's not worth it in the end. you'll screw up your metabolism and kill your immune system. it's not worth the pain. you're worth so much to me, ria. <3
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Dear Ria,
Thank you very much for the note. Raj is ok. He called me that night and I felt so relieved. I was so scared that he would have done something to himself. I'm really glad you liked that poem, however, it is not mine. It is a Marilyn Manson poem. I took it out of his autobiography. It is a very good book, even for people who do not like the man. Yes, I am Hindu. I know I don't act like it sometimes, at least that is what my mother tells me. But I guess I get confused, especially since I spent seven years in a Catholic school. I'm very happy to know that you're friends is alright. The dreams were probably caused by worry. I really wish you and I could talk in other ways than using these notes. You seem like such a smart, beautiful person and I would love to get to know you better.
Love Always,
Esha.
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i'm sorry things are so rough...but i love your diary...you write beautifully...i know you don't know me, but you can email me if you ever need to talk to some one.
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ria- hey, thanks for signing the book. You writing is amazing- I am in awe of your talent.
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Mira- *hugs* Yes, my mom wasn't mad, and I'm sorry! she said you called at 10 in the morning here! I'm so sorry, hm well I usually answer the phone and it's okay if you call me late at night. She's usually not home at all, she was probably skipping work! lol! I love you darling and you make me happy! I have't started on your poem yet, but I do want to call you I know it's friday I'll try to get a calling card and call you silly. *hugs* You're like the ocean at night under a star filled sky twice as pretty. xoexoh Audrey -x- ♥
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ria - sweet darling ria, know that you are cherished beyond all imagination. i love you so much, my beautiful girl. i understand your sleeplessness. it's a contstant plague on my life as well. no matter what happens, i love you. you're one of the most compassionate people i've ever known. if your life comes to an end so soon, the world will lose a truly amazing person, a goddess among women, an angel in the ruins.
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Mira-- I hope your life is stabilizing... Do e-mail or write. I do miss you.
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hollowshell : |
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thank you so much. i love your design
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Thankyou x
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Mira, I'd really appreciate it if you would call me, I just lost my best friend, and I think I could really talk to you about it since you are familar with well you know. I'm so sorry Mira, all I wanted to do was leave you a pretty note, but look at everyone who cares for you. I just want to hear your voice, the voice of this incredible sweetheart of a mourning girl. I don't know the time diffirences but you can call me any time I don't mind. 1 936 438 8854, I live in Texas if you want me to call you I'll try and get a calling card. ♥ ALWAYS, Audrey xoexoh
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lemal : |
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dear let me get into your head ;)
i send you the serial number
and i hired a contract killer is
similar to ours ..
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onyx-cherub : |
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so i'm not the only one who hates what's going on inside their mind and tends to fall asleep too easily. i love you ria. you've got to be strong, because you're worth it and things won't work out in the end unless you go through difficulties in your life. if your life was perfect, you'd have nothing to learn from and be thankful for. i'm thankful for you, sweetheart. *hugs*
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lemal : |
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hexan is great another good one and almost silent: i hired a contract killer. oh dear that film is almost like the one we are making!! by the way i killed zither.
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merci, you are very glittering yourself
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Lilith. Lilith, genaulich.
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raven72d : |
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There is a silent Swedish film (1928?) called "Hexan" that you should look for someday...
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lemal : |
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even suicide is the most beautiful word in frensh. yes it is. have you heard johnny cashes version of NIN song hurt? i cry every time i hear it. -silver
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I love you, precious skys&stars&tearsinmyhands&&&you. never forget that. xo
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scar-lette : |
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beauty or lilith. yes yes <3
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my god they're all cool layouts but i do love beauty1 the best:) it's weird but i dont think ill ever change my layout, not sure why. everyone's probably sick to death of it but ellie made it for me when i was new here so it would kill me to take it off for some weird reason. i've always loved the layout you have and i've always wondered where/what the picture of the angel is from? i wonder why it took me this long to ask? it's the weekend! and by the way, i did fail my maths exam but at least it's all over now. i studied like you said to though..love u air, xoxo
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mira darling those templates are GORGEOUS!!!
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Mira, Hm, well I went to view source yada and I'm having trouble with the layout. I'll have to fix it later, but I'm going to use Beauty 1. Oh, I'll figure it out later. Miranda my panda who wears a bandana and has a lot of propoganda? Alright that's really not your poem. I have two lines so far, be patient with me! I love you to little bitty peices. ♥ always, -x♥x- Audrey xoexoh
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I've finally gotten a chance to respond to your comment in my guestbook. Thank you for all of your comments. You really make me feel like someone understands and that there is hope and that it is ok to make mistakes. Even if it is the same ones over and over again. I can't wait for another entry from you and especially another comment.
Thank you.
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I ♥ Beauty 1! It's my favorite, thank you so much. I shall repay you by writing you a poem.. how does that sound? xoexoh Audrey ♥
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I'm so glad you liked the poem, thankyou for that sweet entry to me. I just wanted to show you how much you mean to me. Even though i may seem very distant sometimes your beauty never passes me by. I love you xo
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hey~just wanted to drop by to tell ya i've got a new diary site : mooki19.easyjournal.com
keep writing in your diary. i love reading your diary. xoxoxxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :)
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http://photos.yahoo.com/bc/audrey_i_think/vwp?.
dir=/No+other+box+I+choose+to+use&.src=ph&.dnm=
the+land+of+tears+is+such+a+private+place.jpg&.view=t&.done=http%3a//photos.yahoo.com/bc/audrey_i_think/lst%3f%26.dir=/No%2bother%2bbox%2bI%2bchoose%2bto%
2buse%26.src=ph%26.view=t -- copy and past this extremely long and scary link! I was thinking that! I'm so sorry Mira, I feel so special you're going through all this trouble for me! What can I do in return? Anything, I'll be your fairy god mother. xoexoh Audrey ♥
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I can't get the links to work, darling forgive me x. :*( xoexoh
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Thank you... I wish I knew why people felt this way.
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I l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve l♥ve .. YOU!
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mira, my goddess you amaze me. your honesty is astounding. beauty spills from every word you write.
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I wish I could call you, or communicate to you out side of this little white box surrounded by a perwinkle blue ocean. I love you and I worry.
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*gasps* You'd do that for me make me a template? *bats her eyes* OH! Mira you're so amazing! I love Dave, I have trust no one. Mira, I have so much repsect for you. I know that sounds stupid, but you are are just a naturally beautiful person I mean everyone wants to be around you, you are such a sweet heart. You always leave such heart filled notes, it means alot to me to know that someone actually read over the words that capture thousands of emotions and comfort me. Tell me if you ever listen to VNV Nation or Placebo. I love you beyond these words. xoexoh ♥ Audrey
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Did you get what i sent you yet, love? xo
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I love you angel face, I miss you darling. Hope everything is alright. Pink gashes fade away, but depression lingers. I love you far too much for you to hurt yourself. ♥ Audrey
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Write soon! Two other books-- Emily Listfield, "It Was Gonna Be Like Paris" and Andrew Holleran, "Dancer From the Dance"...
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i know what you mean about doctors. my doctor is very understanding, but he has said to me more than once "don't take things so personally", as if that is the answer to all my problems and will put a stop to my self-starvation and the blood i draw from my thighs and arms. i think that friends like you are the best medicine. everyone needs to feel loved, and you and audrey, among others, have given me that. you are so precious. anti-d's have done nothing for me - you have done so much. thank you.
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miranda you are gorgeous. you really are. you're so compassionate and so talented. you have helped me through my experiences with mutilation. i can't help but want to wrap my scarred arms around you and tell you everything will be all right. it's painful to know that you've hurt yourself this way. goddess, have i been there. you're too sweet and amazing to be so sad all the time.
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i know exactly how you feel.
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maralisa : |
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I'm scared for you...
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scar-lette : |
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i <3 you angel
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jagg-ed : |
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I was really upset to read about you cutting yourself to the point where you bled this much. I used to be friends witha girl like this and she ended up at the hospital. I know it isn't easy to feel this way... trust me. But you should not hurt yourself like this. If you need someone to talk to you can email me.
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I was really upset to read about you cutting yourself to the point where you bled this much. I used to be friends witha girl like this and she ended up at the hospital. I know it isn't easy to feel this way... trust me. But you should not hurt yourself like this. If you need someone to talk to you can email me.
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A book to look for-- Emily Listfield, "It Was Gonna Be Like Paris" (New York, 1985)... You'll love it.
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im so worried for you ria. you sound so lost lately. dont forget our pact darling. whats going on in your life at the moment? is silver okay? are you okay? let me know, i miss you. please take care of yourself, i love u heaps. xoxoxo
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Oh sweetheart i hope your alright...please don't let it keep bleeding. I love you, hold on. I eventually put something in the post for you today. I know its so late, im so sorry, i feel like such an awful friend. xo
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darling, i know how it feels to love and loathe crimson stains on your flesh. there is such release when you cut, but there is also so much regret. you're not crazy at all. i know exactly how you feel.
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Dearest Mira, Thank you so much for your kind words, I have decided that if things don't get better or if they get dreadfully worst I will just get into more drugs. Mothers always worry, I know you know this. Movies always take time, I wish you would take your pills.. I just don't want you to wind up sick.. about your boy friend -- soul mates never die. Death cannot seperate true love merely delay it, I'm sure you already know all of this Mira, dear I care about you. I wish you didn't worry about me I love you Mira, ♥ Audrey xoexoh
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My dearest Miranda, I don't know how your life is going -- please tell me every little thing. I have this one straight red gash on my left arm. It makes everything better when I look at it. I remeber when I used to carve Brandon's (ex) name into my arm and he used to do the same for me. I've always wanted to ask you about your pale skin, and why you chose brokenmirror as your diary name. I've never seen your picture maybe one day you'll show it to me and tell me all about your travels I'd like to hear Mira of your wisdom of the world. I love you always, Audrey ♥♥♥ xoexoh
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onyx-cherub : |
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*hugs you* you're gorgeous and amazing - just like audrey pixie.
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she will be fine darling, silver will get home i am sure of it. i can understand how you're so worried about her you've lost too many beautiful people in this world. she'll be fine. just stay strong, distract yourself for a while <3 i love u
xoxo
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Hello my darling Mira, and to onyx-cherub's the password is misery the name is sweet.. I promise my pumpkin I won't shoot up again, what I did was B-12 laced with heroin, so it was very little heroin and alot of B-12. Everything's all gone off my arm the whole where the needle went the hour or two of feeling warm and sleepy but over all good it was kind of infinite like when you drive home and it's dark maybe it's raining or the stars are out you hear music that just makes you feel infinite but the good feeling i felt was fake a mixture of chemicals Don't worry so it's not good for you, and whatever you do, do not worry about me. I don't want you to. I'm sure everythings going to be fine may a thousand angels rest on your shoulders my doll ♥ always, Audrey xoexoh
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I think that I'm not going to wait for someone to leave me a message. I think I'll go leave someone else a beautiful message and hope it touches them.
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Actually, it doesn't annoy me as much as it scares me. She doesn't talk about it to us (probably because she doesn't want to scare us), but I sometimes overhear her talking about it and I tend to get a little scared. If I could predict things like that, I would hate it. To have to think about things like that. ugh. But maybe this time you're not predicting anything. Maybe you're just so anxious because she's so far away right after you're just starting to get over your friend's death. Maybe you're still shaken up. I hope that's all that is. I hope you get your message soon. I wish someone would leave messages for me in the snow.
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You must tell me about Mindfold...and about the e-violin...
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dead-fairie : |
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My mother does the same exact thing. She is able to predict things that will happen to her friends and family. When my aunt died, she predicted it would be in a car crash and for two weeks, everytime she saw or heard about a car accident, she would call my aunt to make sure that she was at home and safe. It must be a burdensome feeling and I wish that there was some other way to take it off of your shoulders other than a text-message. But maybe it really is a gift.
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onyx-cherub : |
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such beautiful words and emotion. you're incredible, darling.
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i know how that feels :S to want to have no obligations, and just crawl into a ball and fall into sleep. i'm going to a party friday night purely because i need something to get me through the week. i hope you have fun darling , thankyou for the message xoxo
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Dearest Miranda, Oh my darling, how is every little thing? I've been smoking too long, I love you darling and I miss you and I wish only the best for you and I'll give you my smile to prove it, I love you darling. Always, Audrey ♥ xoexoh
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"I painted Justice with a gun and a bomb." Ok it's pointless but I just wanted to say how much I love that comment. It's truly quotable, and so apt in so many cases. You really do have a way with words!
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*hugs*
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jagg-ed : |
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I love the design. You've got a nice diary. And what you said about beauty... wanting to know someone from the inside to see if they amtch the outside. It's perfect!
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Suntory whiskey. Vur' Japanese. But if you can find it, you must drink it. It's the official whiskey of literate exiles everywhere from the American-Bar in the Kartner-Durchgang in Wien to the 4 a.m. bars in Chiba City outside Tokyo...
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Hey! Thanks for the sweet note you left me! Its nice to know i'm not the only one that feels like this. I really like your diary, you write very well. Keep up the great writing and take care! ~*Caligurl2004*~
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DAMN IT! THAT WAS A HALF-FINISHED MESSAGE. DAMN TECHNOLOGY! anyhoo... more s-k songs... buy her candy, little babies, the size of our love and light rail coyote! i have the FREAK BOX - tis LOVERLY. i'm a silverchair addict. catch ya later!
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you can ghet my diary p/w from audrey, ok? some sleater-kinney songs i love: ironclad, was it a lie?, #1
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Other Russian favorites: Ilf & Petrov's "The Twelve Chairs"; Bulgakov's "The Master & Margarita"; Bely's "Petersburg"; Viktor Pelevin's short stories... And I'm a major fan of Nabokov's "Ada, or Ardor"... Do you know the films of Peter Greenaway? [e-mail me sometime...]
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Shan Sa... Tell me more. I've always read far more Japanese literature than Chinese... "War and Peace" is an old favorite... though my favorite Russian work remains Lermontov's "A Hero For Our Time"...
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your diary is beautiful... you have such powerful words. <3 you know audrey too? she's my muffin.
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wow, so you like my diary, thankyou. nice.
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I've never seen the Louis Malle film, though I've wanted to for years... I read Anatole France's "Penguin Island" once long ago... Surrealism is a delight! I'm a fan of the early Surrealists... And finding out about Cabaret Voltaire in Zurich 1917 sent me to listen to the art-band Cabaret Voltaire from the 1980s...
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Queneau! It's been so long since I read "Zazie dans le Metro"! I'll have to find it again! And I will look for the Lyotard site...
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I love you, that's all I can say.. I do and I miss you, I care about you.
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Please hun don't be so hard on yourself. You are such a great chick, and have honestly made me feel so special...believe me, that is a real talent. I know these days are really tough on you, but know that if you ever need an outlet I am totally here for you. You can talk to me whenever you want. I'll make as much time for you as needed any day.
Love Gen
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i was thinking of dying. but i'll stay alive for you. you, my sweet air make me realise how selfish i am. i don't know how you've survived these past couple of years but if you can do it so can i hey? i just had the urge to sign this off 'smile...jesus loves you' but i shall not ruin a perfectly good note with a corny sign off. instead i shall say 'love you, stay strong'. xoxo
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Thank you so much for the note you left me. I know that you must be so busy and I am flattered that you would take the time to write to me. You diary captivates me. For some reason I totally feel like I understand what you are saying even though I don't always understand what you are truly saying, if you know what I mean... You are a beautiful writer and I love the layout. I can't get over your friend that died. I know how hard it is, and it just made me cry. I keep on repeating the line from your diary in my head over and over again, "You knew my daughter Nina? Nina is dead." I suppose because the same thing happened to one of my friends. Maybe because I am having alot of heart problems... Maybe because everyone around me seems to die from this and even my doctors tell me I will. I don't know why, but it made me really empathize, almost as if it was me getting the phone call. I'm sorry, this is probably going to make you hate me... I just wanted to let you know how much I care and how appreciative I am of your note. Do you mind my asking where you are from? I live in California. Take care and thank you for everything. I feel so undeserving of it and you are so sweet. x's and o's, Gwen
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oh love im SO sorry about your friends death i know TOO well about loved ones and friends passing..my thoughts are with you and just know she is in a way better place or world..you gotta know that and that you will see her some how some day..hopefully for our sake not soon!when i read your notes your kindness and little bits of advice and understanding make me feel better and whats weird is how i can feel that comfort so far away from you...love you girl and enjoy valentines even if you just have miranda time...,nico
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I'm very sorry to hear about your friend. My thoughts are with you. <3 Esha.
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lol, thank you for your note. it made me laugh. i wish i could type more but i have to go real fast. love you xxoo-jackie
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French Linguistics will always draw blood, just by its nature... Whisper "Jacques Derrida" over and over...or say "Lyotard" in a snake's hiss...Or "Rene Char"... That will draw blood from your flesh...
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When I noticed you added me as a favorite I went to check out your diary and I saw the entry on Nina. It made me so sad, I wanted to cry and be there with you. I know what it is like to lose someone close to you with an eating disorder. I am so sorry that you have to go through this. I am here for you if you ever need to talk. Sending hugs and prayers your way. xoxo Gwen
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hey girl! i hope you've been reading me...ive been updating as much as i can...for you basically...hope your ok,im gunna go read you now..XXX OOO,nico
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sad-doll : |
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*hugs* I wish we could smoke cigarettes together and talk about things, one day I'm going to meet you honey I love you.
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Im sorry, im here if u need anything, i love u angel
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Darling, I am so terribly sorry about Nina. Losing a friend is always terrible. Don't forget that I love you, and that I'll be here for you if you need anything. Cheers, love! ~Shannon
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That may be so, but it's a risk I don't care about taking xx
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Oh sweetheart... there's nothing I can say, only to let you know that my thoughts, as ever, are with you xx
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bonjour
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The mists are rolling in from the Baltic along the Kurland shore... And there's a Japanese noodle shop in Tallinn where at midnight the exiles will assemble and speak of revolutions and homecomings in the lands near Volpukia...
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Thank you very much for your support. It means a lot. Especially from a stranger who is taking the time to read the petty ramblings of a teenager. Thank you.
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scar-lette : |
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social/moral conditioning...the story of our lives
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scar-lette : |
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why thank you lovely. this here is quite lovely as well.
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portia69 : |
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il join u in your revolution
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I've never minded being an AI. It seems like a pleasant to be-- re-programmable. I keep hearing the old line-- "All watched over by machines of loving grace..."
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The machines enjoy the power they have over the numb. -- The beauty of being numb, it's written on my thigh in a beautiful razor blade red against pale skin made ashen by pale blue light. It's too late I've already messed up things with me and lee. One day I will build you a sunset against the ocean for all those kind words you breathe to me, your notes make me cry and I just want to repay the debt that i owe you. I wish I could reach high enough and take a star in my hands and give it to you, but the only thing that shines in my world are razor blades and glass bottles, theres too much cigarette smoke in my eyes and I reak of it, I went outside to smoke and it was cold, just like icut said, except for me it was warm every where except my hand where his hand should be.. wrapped around mine. I love you Miranda you are my beautiful angel. ♥ always, Audrey x
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Baudelaire is awesome, but de Botton is actually swiss. He now lives in london.
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avalonte : |
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Hello. Thank you so much for your kind words you left me!! I was truly touched! And I'm glad you like my diary layout! *hugs*
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Bruce Chatwin was the brilliant autor of "In Patagonia" and "The Songlines"; he always wrote in these little black 3x5 Moleskine notebooks. They're avaibale from Dick Blick Art Supplies... What kinds of things do you paint? I'm not a morning person, either... I'm just insomniac enough to be up writing at dawn before falling back to sleep...
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I do keep a dream notebook there on my bedside table-- one of those lovely little Moleskine 3x5 notebooks Bruce Chatwin used. I try to write down the images and think about them later. I only wish I could sketch.
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lovely poem, i'm adding it to my fave entries, it's so pretty <3
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maralisa : |
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Ah but sweetheart, this time it is my fault, I've broken a promise and it's my mother who's paying for it. I feel like hell.
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I just wanted to say i love you, i will always love you, you are a beautiful flower in a minefield, you just need to find your way out. I'm so sorry if i havnt been in touch much, i'm DEFINATLY sending your letter tonight, and a picture. Takecare sweetheart, all my love Claire xox
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maralisa : |
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username=passport, password=control
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sad-doll : |
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I ♥ you, you are beautiful my friend always, Audrey x
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raven72d : |
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I have fragmented dreams about being in huge, endless libraries... or about being in Vienna in the fog, avoiding messengers...
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suicidepixie : |
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hey girl..i updated..wish it was more happy...love you
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raven72d : |
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Keep writing, girl... Your entries do haunt me.
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fukup : |
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hey,
cool diary, it really expresses how u feel i luv it. gem :)
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sad-doll : |
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Ah darling I had a bad day again, I'm feeling extremely bi-polar, but I won't worry you.. We all miss people I love you always, Audrey ♥
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evilsuicide : |
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i love these little note boards. its amazing how something so simple are like therapy for me. better than any person with a degree. thank you :) xoxoxlovexoxoxjackiexoxox
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starlight42 : |
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Just looking at some diaries...I enjoyed your latest entry.
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bleedsapathy : |
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ye i know i dont update... but i do update here (sometimes) >>>>>
http://www.livejournal.com/~enraptures
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sad-doll : |
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I love you honey-bear, your words amaze me.
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maralisa : |
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Oh goodness yes, I've just realised I forgot to leave you a note - thank you! Bad me... but it's not just you having parcels delayed, I still don't have my secret santa gift and she posted it a week before Christmas.
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ok! i copyed and pasted everything from my live journal to diaryland..have fun reading it:) hhehe
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suicidepixie : |
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hey girl, im sorry i dont update but i have a live journal now..i miss you you need to keep emailing me though ok? and yes A is an artist.we are still together he is great!! ive been down lately though.email me i'll tell more.
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Man I really want some of those pancakes and eggs from ihop or some chinese food, Oh sorry! What am i talking about? Oh yes, I love you and I miss you :( I hope you leave me a note soon I <3 you always, Audrey
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I never saw the Jodie Foster film, but I remember the song from "How the West was Won"...and from playing it on trumpet when I was in high school band.
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Your writing is so incredibly powerful... I do think of a broken archangel falling through the Baltic skies toward the grey coasts of Rugen or Kurland...
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I love you girl, I really do you are an angel, I love you more than you'll ever know
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sad-doll : |
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You rock my socks
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jadedcrow : |
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*blush blush blush* I'm not additicive. You're imagining things. I'm just as ordinary and boring as the next person.
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darkeone : |
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You're beautiful. Your writing makes me cry because you're so goddamned beautiful inside. I wish I could express myself as well as you...
hollie XXXX
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evilsuicide : |
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thanks so much..but it.s so much easier to give up and i know that i shouldnt but ... it hurts......love-jackie
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unworthypain : |
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Thanks for the beautiful note. It made me smile and I really loved it. Your right, she doesnt have the power, but maybe I'm too weak to tell her that and stand up to her. Well thank you once again, I really love notes from beautiful people with beautiful words. <3
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thank you my dear.
it means a lot.
<3
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sad-doll : |
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When I can't sleep I usually go outside to look at the stars, they are so beautiful.. One day I wish you could see how much I love you because it's alot more than you think, thank you for leaving me beautiful, inspiring notes you are a beautiful inspiring pereson.. I wish I was as strong as you Love always, Audrey
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don't get another diary ria,
cry and be miserable if that's how you feel. write it, cause you shouldn't have to act happy just cause it is contagious. im sorry you can't stop thinking of him. i know the feeling of a loved one who you can't reach consuming your thoughts and dreams for so long. it hurts the heart :S luv you, xoxo
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I love you, you are a fallen angel, i'm so glad your back, missed you alot but i'm glad you had a good time in rome. I'll e-mail you soon and i've go to to remmeber to send your letter off! argh lol i keep forgetting. Anyway hun stay beautiful, you shine. xox
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priceless : |
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Hey welcome back darlin! =)
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maralisa : |
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There's another city we'll have to both visit together. Hopefully not when snow has slowed the transport to a standstill and you're supposed to be on a plane in twenty minutes though! xx
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Ria, Ah, my soulmate? He is out there selling herion and shooting up. I really do care about you, I had a rough day today and I read your note and it made me feel so much better I'd write more but I really need a smoke so as for nwo, take care I love you YOU are beautiful, </3 always, Audrey
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portia69 : |
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welcome back darling
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sad-doll : |
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Ria-- I miss you! :( I hope you have a wonderful new years and a great time in rome I'd make this note better but it's lost all hope.. love always, Audrey
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I have you have lots o' fun in Rome. I wish I could join you. That would be too much fun.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you. ♥ ♥ ♥
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clevertwist : |
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Gee...thanks. You think I'm beautiful? I don't know what to say to that! *blushes*
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clevertwist : |
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Gee...thanks. You think I'm beautiful? I don't know what to say to that! *blushes*
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grungedeath : |
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hey luv, wow i feel like we havent spoke forever! glad to know your still reading my diary, lots of crazy stuff is going on now..hehe. hope you have awesome holidays!!
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maralisa : |
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Nickool says that's fine, and thanks for letting her know!
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maralisa : |
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I await all letters and packages with the same glorious excitement I always do for such things from you :) I'm PMing your Santa-ee now. Thanks for your lovely supportive messages, you are the most wonderful girl I know xx
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have fun in rome. I wish i could go somewhere that beautiful. i had a very good day today so far. hopefully this happy can last [??] well i love you sweetie..happy new years..and i.m sorry about your bestfriend and your boyfriend, i.ve never really experienced the death of someone close to me, maybe thats why i.m so intrigued by it? i.m not sure...but stay strong..love- jackie
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hello, you left me that note but i don't believe we've met before? maybe you meant it for that other neuroticAH person. if not, and my memory is just terrible, have fun in rome. i am jealous <3
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sad-doll : |
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Ah, Rome :) I hope you have a wonderful time muffin. Take lots of pretty pictures and smile for me okay? Love always, Audrey
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raven72d : |
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Anyone who sits through French Linguistics deserves a trip to Rome (though Milan is more to my taste)... I do find the diary fascinating, though... Joyeux Noel!
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just-fine : |
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i love you sweetheart, thankyou for your txt message a while back, i could not reply because i have no credit grrr but it made me feel a bit better, you always seem to be able to lift me a bit, just knowing someone is here for me, thankyou so much. I hope you have a really great time in rome and a great Christmas and New year too, i'll be thinking of you. love you to pieces, hope you'll always know that, i need your address again because i can't find the e-mail you sent it in and i have a letter to send you so maybe you could give me your adress again? but anyway for now bye bye, takecare xxxxx claire xxxxxxxxxxxx
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That's for the note. I hope you have a wonderful time in Rome....anywhere's better than here! Miss you, so hurry back. Love.
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wonderful layout
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evilsuicide : |
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how do you get out of this? how do you stop the pain from flowing eternally out of every vein you can see?? thank you for letting me know i.m not the only one in this world. love-jackie
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"Wounded woman with a cane and a bitter rememdy..." It's also a Ryan Adams song, and sounds so similar to my own name the username had to be mine! Your presents should be with you soon... I hope! xx
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i am so happy that you're happy. no one could deserve this more than you ria. and i think you're putting me in a good mood :) i used to be scared to be happy. cause sometimes it seems like there's too much to lose and if i keep my face down i wont get let down. but i know i was wrong. still a little scared tho..
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I love you, you just amaze me, I'm at a loss of words I'd breath to you a thousand comforting words but I can't think of any but I heart you. I guess the words "I used to be in-love" over and over I don't know I do the same thing dreaming trying not to fall in-love again but I'm so weak and I need love. But this note was suppose to be about you, you are amazing. Love always, Audrey
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jadedcrow : |
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Here you are adding me to your fave diary list and I know nothing about you, hun! "A vampire sister". I like that, thank you. So...yeah, mail me sometime about yourself.
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libbylynn : |
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that is very lovely. It brightened my day to know you're happy.
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sharpsecret : |
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thats great.dont be scared of being happy.believe it or not you deserve it more than alot of people x
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sad-doll : |
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How tragic, I am truly sorry for your loss. It makes me think a minute while I sit here alone in this empty house with an empty heart. I can't think of any comforting words to say I'm sorry I will write more later, Love always, Audrey
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inutero : |
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I don't see why you couldn't wash your pants with herbal essences, unless they are leather and then I know you are intelligent enough to not wash them at all...just lick them clean the way a cat would...
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neuroticaa : |
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i love that "i'm in the mood for fighting" paragraph.
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http://www.meaning.ca/articles/meaning_of_love.html
Interesting read.
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supercilious : |
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I don’t claim to be an expert or have any earth shattering insight into how people work. Take any and all advice/things said by me with the notion that I’m just a person who sometimes has an opinion.
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It depends on a few things as to how this could turn out. Maturity and self awareness are always helpful during trying times, such as your friend w/the unrequited attraction. The important thing shouldn’t have anything to do with ‘purging’ feelings or anything, it’s more to do with recognizing where those emotions come from and why. Unrequited attraction/love/affection is one of the more dangerous and volatile human states because it can be so overwhelmingly addictive. Throw in the near impossible obstacle of the object of her attraction being romantically involved/interested with another valued friend, and it can get messy really fast. *continued*
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*continued* Humans, by nature, love things they can’t or shouldn’t have and in the case of romantic relationships, given proper motivation/fuel, a person can fantasize about how great or epic a relationship would be ‘if only…’. What needs to happen is this person must realize that relationships are two way streets and that desire for a person must be fueled, in part, by that persons desire as well. If a purging of emotion is absolutely necessary for your friend then there is zero reason to bring the situation to a dramatic head. She could disclose her feelings for the person in a mildly toned letter with the expressed point that it was solely to ‘get it off their chest’ and not in any way an attempt to derail or come between two friends. Of course, never lie about it but leave the dramatic statements and gestures to the romance novels.
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I love you so much, i'm so sorry for making you worry like that, and your not to blame at all hun, thankyou so much for being here for me. I think i might start crying here right now lol in the library :/ <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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sad-doll : |
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You are beautiful
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poisonbeauty : |
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yes. i'm glad you understand how i feel. i thought i was the one who is being extreme with my privacy. but i guess everyone has those moments too. thanks for understanding. i have hurt people because of this, and i regret it very much too. a close friend of mine got really angry and upset about my privacy issues he's still a bit upset about it =/
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sweetie!!! omg its been soo long! i was thinking of you last night. im doing ok could be worse could be better,im still with my man in fact we had sex for the first time last night! wow!!
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inutero : |
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"I was raped by a doctor, which for a Jewish girl is so bittersweet." - Sarah Silverman. I get so lazy when on line all I have the strength or attention span for is to update my own page and then read some of the others. I always make time for you, though, when you UPDATE!
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glitterscars : |
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it's true, that's what we are here for - to ask questions, to discover and to make our journey through life. a questioning mind is the essence of the human condition. (one brother and one sister, and blue eyes, but you were close enough! ;)
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glitterscars : |
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I've started three letters to you and haven't finished any of them yet. A project for the weekend, methinks. Love you loads, forever xx
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queenmab95 : |
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Oh no! The OnlineQuizMonster has gotten ahold of you, too! ;) Welcome to your new addiction....hehe:P
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inutero : |
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Silly, silly Ria!!! I just bought Rufus Wainwright's Poses yesterday and it is BEAUTIFUL! Damn that silly little gay man for being so talented and winning me over when I had decided to hate him...damn him! Cute little gay boy...
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inutero : |
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Yea, I'm anemic and I love my pale skin, too. My mom bought this book in which artists paint cats with vegetable die. The little kitties look like Cheshire cats...they remind me of the quote from the Wizard of Oz: Now that's a horse of a different color! - except they are cats of different colors. There's one with blue roots and red ends. So the wind blows through it's hair and you see both color mix. Verrry pretty. Pale skins look best with lots of eyeliner. Tan hos look like skanks when they wear a bunch of black around their eyes. Rrrrock on, sweetie.
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poisonbeauty : |
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hey thanks for your note :)
hey, you have great taste in music! i love placebo too :)
see you around ~
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elviejito : |
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Hey, it's Roberta, this is my new diary, I've finally gave up the ghost on my old one, no passwords to worry about now at least. Just in case you want to change my name on your buddylist (please???!!) sorry about this, it'll be the last thing I EVER do to it, I promise!
luv from Rob
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Er well.. Entropy and all that jazz.. but the real point is simply the continuation of life beyond the singular concept of it. So as far as there being an inherent idea, I'd have to say it's just more about procreation. The end just gives the shit in the middle some meaning. Think of it like this, you're a sculptor and you're given this block of granite. Now, you can work on this granite, making it anything you want, but the trick of it is, you will be called away at any given moment and you don't know when so make the most of each stroke.
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lousrose : |
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thank you for saying all that. i love your diary as well, very very much.
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secretshame : |
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i love your most recent entry so much. its one of those diary entries that i really connected with. it made sense
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i wish your mum didnt find out but it's awful trying to hide it hey? it consumes your thoughts all day and all night long. your wardrobe revolves around your secrets...and sometimes your mum glances your way and your mind goes into sheer panic because you're paranoid she can see through your clothing. maybe u can feel somewhat at ease now its out in the open...(but it really sucks she found out) i have a mobile number, but wouldnt it cost heaps seeing as we live in different countries? love you heaps and hope you're okay xoxo
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I don't know which is worse..your mom finding out or what she said =( I'm sorry.
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supercilious : |
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Is it all over, with nothing worse to look forward to now then weak tea, nourishing gruel, short, strengthening walks in the garden and possibly a brief platonic love affair with a ministering angel, or was this all a moment's blackout and some looming bastard is now about to get down to real business with the thick end of a pickax helve? Are there, the consciousness wants to know, going to be grapes? At this point, so it's said, there can be a number of responses from outside stimuli. "It's going to be alright" is a favorite, whereas, "Did anyone get his number?" is a bad sign. Or even worse, "You two hold the hands behind the back." I'm still curious about the grapes, personally. No, this means nothing.
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hey hun, im sorry your Mum found out and went crazy, you know i understand what it's like, they can make you feel so threatened. i got your post :D Thankyou!! i will write you a letter soon. takecare xxx
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I see you found my King (Rekhodiah)....isn't he wonderful? I've been telling him about you as well! I think I've got him hooked! :)
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i love to see your name in my notes or guestbook and I love to see your name in red on my buddylist. You are just soo.. soo.. special.. to.. me.. love you
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miranda you are so right, thanku for backing me up . i hate her so much - they made me see this woman shrink and she was so FAKE and pathetic. plus she kept saying i had to 'get over it' or id never get better. well id fucking like to , but some things affect you for the rest of your life. she kept trivilising issues i brought up saying it wasnt worth me getting upset about. sure, ill ignore the fact my father beats me and get over it.
im never going back. i told her what i thought of her. i might be moving out with a friend! :) im being imprisoned in this house because my mum found an ounce of weed in my room. it's illegal here...
ah well, i get that.
hope you are okay, love u heaps xoxo
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SweetRia...I'm so very sorry about Nick. If there's ever anything you need, you know where to find me. Hang in there, and remember that the Fey are guarding you, and that I care, even if you think no one else does.
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*kiss* i love u sweety, ur last entry hit a nerve with me. ~hugs~
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hi. that comment on my guestbook... that was so incredibly cool of you. it really means the world to me when people write things like that. i love your diary very much as well, and the life/death one has stuck with me. thank you so much.
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Happy Halloween. Love.
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your death-life entry...amen to that.some say life is a test to prepare us for death but,does it get any worse than this?
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I'm telling you, you don't update often enough. I check aaalll the time. You're so nice for a black template: as black as my soul...mwahahaha! That was meant to make you laugh...probably just creeped you out...I have to work on that.
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Aww thankyou...I love you too. Stay beautiful <3x
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hey, i read your entries about how you freaked out and cut on yourself. i totally understand that and it is very scary when you cant get contoll over your emaotions.i hope you are ok and please try not to cut, next time get big ice cubes and squeeze them in your hand it gives pain but wont hurt you..
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so what makes you think you're not damned smart and beautiful too???? Silly....
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thanks you for the nice comments. It brightened my day. I love your layout. It's such a pretty picture. I keep fairy wings in my car, for some reason. I've just been roaming around your diary for awhile, and I really like it. The best I can ever offer people is wishing the absolute best for them, so I'll keep you in my thoughts.
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I never read Lord of the Flies becasue I heard how sick it would make me. And I never thought that in The Jungle they would DESCRIBE the sounds the animals make.. but. man. gag. I've been doing ok. I mean, you know I am feeling might lonely. No one to hold me {and break my heart}. And school, I am quite sick of it right now. I just want this semester to end. Start a new semester. New classes and diffrent teachers. I want some adventure. ya know? I am glad to know that you are alive. I had become quite worried about you. love you. Erin.
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how r you doing sweety? do you still have to see a psych/councellor? i know you said you got rid of her..im scared cause mum wants me to go to one but i keep saying no.
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i swear miranda you amaze me in every note you leave me. your so kind and wondrful..im serious.
adam just left we watched a few movies...we decided to stay together so im happy. its hard to get compliments like his and yours cuz in american society you gotta be thin and im not...but girl your so cool to me i love yoyu
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I <3 u forever.
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aahhhhrrrr, Please update!
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Wow. Just... wow.
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I'm sorry, i guess things arnt too good at the moment, but please don't worry. I'm glad you had a good time in paris, but also that your back, i missed you too!!! It's so sweet of you to buy me a postcard, do u want to send it to me? because i could e-mail you my address if you like. I hope your doing okay, <3 u, Claire xxx
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hey!!!!!!!!!!!
so glad your back!!!
yes adam as of right now is my boyfriend but im so scared cuz of the things i mentioned in my diary. life is crazy for me! girl, we still need to talk! grrrrr i will send you an email with pics of him and i..love you!!
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Bonjoooouuuuurrrrrr!!! (<-That's a trilled rrrrrr.) Glad you like the cat...IT'S SO CUTE. All the way in Paris, eh...when all I can do is substitute the movie Amelie for my own personal trip to France. I looove French films. Italian is pretty good, also, but I prefer their food to their cinema. To get to the point, I am jeeeaaaalooouuuussss...but still happy for you, though I don't know exactly why - so I guess I'm more jealous than happy; or perhaps more disappointed than jealous...so disappointed...I have to get in a band to go to all these fantastic places that I want to see before I DIE! And I neeeed to get in a band, QUICK! Thanks for writing...and reading! So much more important - the reading part; I know it takes alot to do so...
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Hi...I just discovered that I'm listed on your favorites page. How cool! How did you find my diary? By the way, I read yours, and definitely plan on adding it to my faves...
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The chocolate you sent me is the nicest in the world! I haven't listened to the tape yet, but I will xx
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I'm sorry you were never linked on "the other diary" before, it was a complete oversight on my part :(
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thanks for adding me to your favorites...you were already on my list. I love your diary and hope everything will start to go smothly for you.
Gen
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I'm glad you liked them...Paris?! Lucky yoooouuuuuu!!!!
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Here's the one for the yawning, stretching, scratching white kitty:<script src="http://neko.sandgecko.net/neko.js"></script></P><P> And this is the one for the paw-swatting kitty...
<IMG SRC = "http://perceptionss.diaryland.com/images/catwaving.gif" border = 0></P><P>
I put the paragraph breaks between for you...
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Hey, I updated and changed my template (actually, I changed my template yesterday...) Anyway, there are a couple of cat things on my page and If you want to put them up on your diary, let me know and I'll send the info for your html. I also added you to my favorites at my first and fore-most diary: Kicknpunk13.
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hey! no i dont belong to that placebo site although now that i know you can i will probally join. that kevin guy is just a dude who responded to my ad and i met like once we arnt together or anything. oh! i had a dream with you in it but its real blurry now so i cant remember too well..grrrr.
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You're telling me? I'm supposed to graduate in a year and still have no clue of what I want to do! One of these years I'm coming over to Munich for Oktoberfest... Alan (Ian's mum's boyfriend) says it's something I must experience, even though I hate beer!
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hi, thank you for the kind words you left in my guestbook. It was sweet of you to do so. I also have to tell you that you have a gorgeous diary. I love anyone who puts a picture of Brian Molko on their diary. thanks again *mwah* b xxx
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A fellow cat-lover? More importantly, a fellow Melvins-lover? I added you to my favorites; by the way, have you ever heard about Nirvana performing on a b-side of a single with the Melvins; they did "Love Buzz" by Shocking Blue - I always construe it to be Kurt's tongue-in-cheek reference to Buzz Osbourne. Dale Crover is a Kick-Ass drummer...
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MY GOD! That is, like, the coolest template ever! It's all, Brian Molko with wings! I hope that was what you were going for.
Luv from Rob
OOH- just noticed you have me as a fave! THANKEE!!!!!!!!
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U seemed pretty down in ur last entry, u ok??? my sweet girl u must never give up, never. if its 1 thing i have learnt from u is never give up, ur words mean so much to me, luv u. ~hugs~
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Your messages always seem to be able to make me feel less alone, thankyou so much for that. Hope your doing okay. <3 xxx
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hey!!! i heard about mark lanegan being in that band its weird i have their first cd.
dave grohl sucks though he makes me sick lately.heheh.
i cant wait till we reach each other to actually talk.
and ive got to send your cds.
i wanna make films too! i love that shite.
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really love the picture of the 'broken angel'... and yeah, thats about it :)
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Oh wow, hello love. I haven't talked to you in awhile. I miss you. I was thinking about you the other day, I'm not sure why but I was. I hope everything is going good over there for you. Love you. Erin.
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hey ive tried to call you on the number that shows up on my caller ID but i guess i cant call out of the states on my long distance plan. i wasnt on the computer lately cuz my modem broke already but now its fixed! i burned you jj72 and that band sky cries mary..i just have to wait till i get money to send it now.heheh. we really need to figure out an exact time so we can get ahold of each other and also do you have a name on msn or anything??
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Thank u so much 4 the note, its so beautiful, just like u!! its so nice and sweet and......ugh!! i cant find gud enuf words 4 u!!! i luv u !!
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sweety are you allright? i couldnt read much of that german but it didn't sound too happy. i'm worried about you, i hope you are okay, let me know..
gemma, xoxo
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Wow...I really like your site.
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these words have interesting reverberations
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i started my period, just an fyi. so i'm not pregnant. love you. Erin.
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you're writtings are like nothing else. <3
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hey babe. well you know, school could be better, classes and teacher wise. i hate my spanish class, HATE it. my teacher is dumb and i'm not learning anything. i can pretend that i am though. and history, she wanted us to memorize the Bill of Rights. stupid America. well i have to go to school. so love you and miss you. Erin.
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I'll be out early for the rest of this week, but you're more than welcome to call on Monday, I'll be in til about four (YAY!!) I remember going to see the Faculty when I was at high school - at one point it was mentioned that Elijah Wood's character had perhaps been watching too much x-files.... and the whole row turned to look at me! PS did I host your image at one of my boomspeed accounts? They've all been deleted cause I'm not supposed to do that apparently... do you still have to picture? I can upload it to my domain if you email it to me xx
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hey! i got your message and yes i heard the song! i love it!!!!! thanks for your kind words..today we are making funeral arrangements. i had a real intence dream bout' you. you came to seattle to visit and it was weird you were real short and little with blonde hair like a pixie and the whole time you wanted to play ouija board and we did and something weird happened like you chaeted so i called your father and he told me you were bad news.lol it was so weird! totally not you but it was supposed to be. when you called me it was 5am here so we are 10 hours difference... so now we can try to make plans cuz i really wanna talk to ya!!! xxx ooo
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I love u and ur diary!!!! thank u for all ur kind notes !!! so sweet u r!!! ~hugs~
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hey sweetie! i got your message and i even tried calling you back but it wouldnt go through. i was pissed that i missed your call...im sure you read my diary and heard about my dad..we are all very sad..i hope i'll be ok..call me again!
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I dont think you poison your friends. After all people care for you for a reason. You have so many great qualities that are obvious in your writing and in what you say to others. Your words in your last note to me certainly made me feel a little better (which is a big deal!). I think that one of the best ways to help yourself is to try and focus on your assets, rather than the negatives. But I know how hard that can be. So maybe you could always try and remember that others think you're wonderful and keep listening to music and reading books that inspire you. Every little bit helps, or so I think.
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im okay, im sorry for worrying you, i just felt really bad yesterday and didnt know how to write it all down, looking at that entry now it seems a bit too drmatic well anyway, i've axplained what happened now, hope your doing okay xxx
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p.s. u are an excellent writer..excellent.::V::
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u want an answer.. one that will be ur salvation.. here's one. get over it!! it might seem harsh, cold hearted and cruel.. thats because it is. someone has to his u stone cold in the face for u to realize u are a life worth living. the bleeding, the pain u are suffering.. its all in vain u know..n ur friends.. ur precious freinds.. like Portia..i have been them. ive been on the other end of that bottle.. with the knife digging into my skin. the blood dripping as i watched my life float from my body.. only to be shoked back into conciousness by some stranger that could care less about me. i wont offer u yogurt.. or anything that will sugar coat ur reality.. just a simple phrase that generalized what u need..'get over it' love..Violet
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i just woke up...*sigh* i got your note..thanks so much for the compliment. i will try to forget those assess
im getting ready to go see my shrink in a bit...i hope she impresses me..i miss my old one.
it sucks not having internet acsess poor denis.
mudhoney does have a ne album..they never quit! i havrnt heard it though. i used to see the singer mark arm at shows around here all the time i have acouple pics of me with him..hopefully i can show you sometime.
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No, that's not me... she's someone else from Hole.com but I forget who!
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requiem for a dream is amazing! i felt EXACTLY the way you did after i watched it. i bought it right away! its so amazing and dark...that song sticks with you.
on sunday i will set my alarm so i will be up early to get your call! that will be cool!!
i cant wait till i get money to burn you those cds..it will be cool!!
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hey!!! i cant wait to talk to you!!
well good news girl! i have the jj72 cd and i will burn it for you on cd ok? as soon as i get money to get blank cds and to send it.
im addicted to that album the first 3 songs are my favorite. i havent heard from denis in a while i should email him..hes so cool! that is weird that we are all alike and im in a different country...did you read my diary? im so depressed about these mean assholes!!!
have you heard of sky cries mary? they are from seattle?...i could burn ya a copy of them too...requiem for a dream has a sequel??? thats my fave movie how does it have a 2nd part?? i want the soundtrack bad! i love the song that plays through the first one!!
sunder at 1pm your time would be what my time? i dont remeber! grrrr! its 7:27pm here now
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well i haven't lost any taste for food. and i have missed my period, since it's not "due" yet. i really hope that i'm not. but i usually don't hurt this much before my period. i never do. i think that i might just be getting sick, hard-core sick. because my nose just started running 2 days ago. so i can't be pregnant.. right? right.. god i hope so. i must be sick and freaking out for no reason.. like i always do. and bryan, god, he's being so fucking dumb. i'm just, i don't know what i'm going to do. every time i think about it, my brain just fills up with to much shit. (watch him leave me... for something dumb, watch him run, just watch. and i'm going cut, i know i will..) i'll watch the movie with you, and you won't die, i promise.. and if you do.. i'll die too. love you. Erin.
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If the voices in your head are telling you to eat chocolate for breakfast, I'd listen to them darling! I miss you... we never talk any more. I should really give you a call sometime...
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Melanie is back home - I was talking to her by PM yesterday - she said you me her parents and they loved you! And I said, well who wouldn't? I don't think you'll ever lose your words - you'll go through periods when you find hem harder to come by, as we all do, but they'll always be there as comfort, last resort and way of life. And I LOVE Mermaids! The lead character reminds me of you xx
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yeah i could understand you! it was definatly a little difficult but not bad! your voice is cute! i sound like the stereotypical seattle person kinda strungout sounding lol!
i cant wait to chat!!! what we should do to make sure we get ahold of each other is tell each other what time and day exactly. i cant wait! you rock!!! oh do you like jj72??
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(i'll be sure to write something long, soon, i just need time. love you.)Erin.
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YOU CALLED!!!
i love your accent! its awesome! you talk fast like me! i was awake but i went out last night around the time you called. i hope we can catch each other. i had a fun yet depressing night last night my diary explains...i added you to msn messenger if your still queen something or other..
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Thank u for the note. it means a lot to know u care.
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hey! well at 8 in the morning a was asleep but my ringer was off so i didnt hear it ring..and yes it was my number cuz i dont except blocked calls. damn! i wish we could have talked! im excited!...a panic attack huh? HORIBLE huh? i hate them!! you think your dying for sure!
well i need to take a nap im so tired i was out late..call again!
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heh,I WISH I was bubbly.I have a therapist not because it's a "city thing" but because I supposedly need one.I'm suprised he's still providing service to me after all the times I've bitten his head off and explained that him being a certified doctor doesn't mean shit to me and my analytical head.*shrugs* It's actually a bit fun.
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hey!! guess what?? i got a new computer its a compaq with dvd and cd burner!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gunna be making payments for life! my new therapist is ok i found out she has more of an education behind her than my old one who i loved..but i need more therapy so this could be good.it is kinda weird that yours tapes your meetings...but then again thats germany not seattle(lol) its funny you mentioned talking slowly cuz of our accents cuz i was thinking the SAME thing i was like, what if i cant understand her when she calls?! lol.
i still have your pictures you are a doll! you look very elegant and tall..are you tall or is it just the photo?
diaryland is amazing for the friendship i made out of you cuz your right you like the person for the most secret thing ever...their diary.
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(i miss you. hugs and kisses.).Erin.
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Your diary is wonderful, i truly love it!, and the layout. il keep reading u. ~hugs~
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hey! good news! im probally getting a computer this week! then we can email even more!!!
i never thought i'd make friends on diaryland either its so cool cuz you really like me for ME cuz you read my diary..such a cool consept!!! it will be so cool when you call me..i love talking to people on the phone!!
as far as the thrapist thing goes dont take NO shit but at the same time try to use it for your benifit to help you!!!!! hope we talk soon
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I know exactly how you feel! My therapist wants to know what I've been keeping in my notebook and I guess I write these things down because I WANT someone to read it...I'm just not sure I want it to be him.
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Hey you know it's cool that you never noticed. I always go check out your site and everything ALL THE TIME! I dont' know the computer is my life hahah sad...Anyway thank you for all your compliments and the comment in your profile. You are so sweet. Everyone in the world should be as sweet as you. <*>
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hey! well good thing is im up usually all night so you wouldnt wake me up! it will be so rad to chat with you for real!!! call whenever you can...my friend isnt staying with me right now so i can talk about whatever!
im so glad i made friends with you through diaryland its so cool!!
your great! oh and as far as your therapy it is fun to fuck with them but at the same time use it for your benifit!!!
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i'm happy to know that you didn't leave. because i would seriously cry. i didn't know your "computer" situation. but yes. i'm still going to miss you. and i must get some sleep soon, or i'm never going to be alive tomorrow to deal with the shit at school. i love you hun. Erin.
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hey! well unfortunatly we didnt kiss wich i'll deal with i guess! hehehe. we should chat on the telly want my number??
its (206) 243-2547 im up all hours usually! i would love to hear from you! and yes we changed our name from stupid fragile egos to kapooie! hehe. its so fun singing in a band and recording and of COURSE when i get money i will send you a tape! im just so poor girl!
i so love your diary layout thats a beautiful picture of our molko.
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(i miss you. even tho it's only been a few days. i still miss you. much love. Erin.)
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i'd love a huge hug. it may make me feel better. maybe for a whole 10 minutes. i hate myself tho. and i don't even know why. i went wrong some where. and i can't turn back. a hug would be wonderful. xoxo
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hey you! i got your package and i love it! i wrote you before but dont know if you got it. im using a public computer cuz mine is still dead! i miss you and denis! i listen to your tape alot it rocks! i hope we can communicate
through diaryland! miss you lots,kim
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Cool diary, love the layout. Your words are vivid and powerful. I can relate with some of your thoughts, i cut myslef on the outside, wishing i could get rid of what lies underneath. if you need to talk, im here. Take care xxx
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yes, tracey, she doesn't seem 13. when she hangs out with my friends and i, they don't even think of her as a little sitter. she's acts like us, our age, 16-17. it amazes me sometimes. and you're writing is absolutely beautiful. i just read your newest entires (the last two) and for some reason, i almost cried. i heart you so much. i want to give you things. i heart you a thousand times. much love xoErinox
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Hey,
Thanks 4 the note and I officially welcome you to Jesism ;)
-Jessecia
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i love my sister to death, she really does help me through tough time with my shitty life, since she lives with it too. we tend to be there for each other, you can check her out if you want, she's actually a really good writer, especially for being 13 (gingerxbread.diaryland.com). i'm not feeling so well, i don't think that's good. you know, you should really beautiful... much love.
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i hope you're right. i really really do. and i know relationship always have some problems, i really doubt any relationship is 'problem-free.' but, ya, i really hope you are right, that it will all work out, i just have to sit back and let "it" happen. i'm only 16 and i'm glad that i don't have to move out yet, i wouldn't mind living with a friend, where her mother would take care of me, because i really do hate my house. but i'm staying for my sister, i would never leave her in this dreadful house. if i ever did move out, i would HAVE to get a room mate, a friend, or something, because i wouldn't be able to be alone at night in a place, no no no no no. the thought just scares me. i always want someone in the next room, so i know no one will get me. and you haven't bored me, not once, i love your diary, as much as i love you. <3.
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you make me smile. i have to say, i've loved your diary since the first entry (yep i started from the beginning.) thank you so much for the comment, maybe i'll grow to love my poems. maybe. much love, Erin
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hey! once again im at my parents' house using my dads computer and i just had to tell you that i did get your package and it was rad! i love kats' band and the punk band is great too! thanks so much and i love your pictures! thanx! when i get money i will send you a mix tape and of course i will add my band on it! we recorded another song in joes' studio again last night its good i think. i hope we can chat on the telly some time or hopefully my computer will get better..love ya,nico..a.k.a kim
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Cause you're texting to the UK internationally you'll need to do +4479... xx
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hey love its me! and to answer your question i smell like my scent of choice cotton candy body spray. my computer is still busted but im at my parents house visiting my dad and he says thatnks for the hug you sent over!
and yes i will make you a great compilation tape when i get more tapes and money. i cant wait to hear yours! i miss talking to you on here so much i really need my damn computer! i think of you lots..xxx ooo ,kim
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That poem that was written for you is beautiful =) As I reading it I thought,hey that would make a cool song.Anywho,hope you're doing great!
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No problem, I just thought you were trying to insult me..I was like 'Huh? why?' Yes, youre layout is great! You seem cool..if you want my email address, just ask
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I need a life to cut it out?
I dont get it..?
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Thanks for doing my survey anytime you need a favor let me know... well you know as long as I'm able to do it from here and it doesn't involve a lot of heavy lifting
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I'm proud of you darling, but it's nothing to do with me "winning"... hopefully by confronting your problems in this way, you'll be the winner. I miss you... it feels like we hardly talk any more xx
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take my survey --it's called invisibledon
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I agree with you completely about Prozac Nation.Everything in that book summed up me.Did you find yourself saying that throughout the movie?...anyway,hope you have fun in Europe.Feel better..which isn't always easy,but you gotta try. - Nicki
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i truly hope that you aren't saying goodbye to us. Don't do it...just wanted to let u know that there definitely are some people who care whether you're here or not. i'm one of them. take care , love gemma
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Are you tired of wondering what people really think of your diary rather then what they think of your imoods and links? Then request a review from gooreview! We tell you straight up what people think about your diary.
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oh wow! lovely picture of brian molko on your diary! so delicious!!!
so how have you been girl? i havent heard from you in a bit.
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Hey Baby!
Bin gerade bei DL und dachte ich schreib dir von hier aus,weiss nicht ob du sie noch bekommst...hast ja urlaub! Die kittie cd´s schicke ich nächste Woche + Foto! Freu mich auf deine CD´s und natürlich dein Bild!
Liebe Umarmung Denis
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no, dollheart, that isnt from francesca (although it does sound like something she might say.) its a pat benetar lyric...hehe...xoxo-blaire
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That's the best I can do love, I don't know how to get rd of the black space at the top and everything that I tried only screwed it up. At least your pic is working - I've uploaded it to my Boomspeed account xx
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You know we're so much alike,it's scary.
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I can't view your source so I'm not sure what exactly you've done wrong... some of your links are wrong though (the guestbook it points to isn't yours)
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Sweeite, you really shouldn't have... I can't believe you've given me something that was so precious to you. I will take care of it. I don't know what to say except... thank you xx
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stunning diary i realy loved ur poetry ur like me in how u lie to urself.its ridiculas.i need to stop that.i wish i liked my scars too.but i hate them.u seem like a really beautiful person i want u to know that.takecare xxxx
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Hey Miranda! Hab lange nichts mehr von dir gehört! Keine E-Mail oder so...! Ich hoffe es geht dir gut und du meldest dich mal!
Bye Denis
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But you do have talent dammit!! If those words you wrote weren't pouring from your soul and I could fool myself that you didn't mean every one they would make wonderful poetry. I love you and I hope you're okay xx
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"it's been a bad day, another bad day. and all I wanna do is look at you and know I'm ok..." sorry, I've had that song stuck in my head all day. anyways <3
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hey! hope you ok...you havent added new entries. i found a cool new diary thing its at www.deadjournal.com..i like it.
hope you write me soon!
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Hey it's me again.No,I've never read that book,but I might just check it out.The title is enough to interest me.As for filling that "emptyness",I think it can only be filled temporarily,and that's usually with things you know you shouldn't do(for some it's drugs,others it's cutting,etc.)but for that moment in time it takes away the pain and you focus elsewhere.I don't know,I really can't call myself a success story.I know right from wrong,but I do whatever occupies me from the pain.
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I know exactly what you mean about wanting to overcome the whole depression/cutting thing yet not exactly sure if you want to let go.It becomes a part of you and if you feel if you stop,you're letting go of a piece of you.Well,I feel like that anyway.I've tried to let go and I end up feeling empty.
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It's amazing that someone, who for all intents and purposes is almost a stranger to me can make me feel loved, despite the distances that may exsist between us (physical and otherwise). I truly needed it, and it was provided, and from someone with no censors to protect my feelings. I thank you, and since I myself am on the karma payment plan, I assume all else are as well. If this is true, you must be surprised by wonders in the most unexpected places at the most needed times
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hey you its me lipstickbrat
this is my new name for now on.i read your diary and it reminded me of myself so much! stay strong things WILL surprise you! heart,kim
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ah, yes, apple cider makes the world go 'round. hm, i will try to have fun with travis, and keep the fact that he's alex's friend far out of mind. :) have a nice day. <3 rachel
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hmm...I don't know...my Mom's pretty oblivious to everything going on in my life. Oh well. As long as she doesn't act on it, I guess..
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I'm still living...breathing...trying...remember me...I was here. I meant something...that's all you can do to help.
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how did you find me?
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Cutting is...I don't know why I'm getting myself into it again. It's just...there's really nothing else left, you know? I don't... ::sighs:: Well anyways thanks for the note, you help keep me strong. x<3x
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Still worried about you. And I loved the Royal Tenenbaums too! xx
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hey:) stay strong girl i know how you feel...its fucking TOUGH to live.
by the way I LOVE BRIAN MOLKO! hahah
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awwe *blushes* I didn't deserve that note. [but it was nice to hear anyhow] take care and stay strong. x<3x
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hey kid, how are ya? well im gonna read your diary in a minute so i will know. anyway diaryland has been having many problems today..grrrr....i miss you much
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I got your package today... and just to let you know, I'm worried sick about you after reading that entry... :(
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Hey Miranda!
Bin wieder zurück aus leipzig und es war toll!
Naja die meiste zeit habe ich im Plattenladen verbracht...meine Beute bestand aus 2 Tocotronic LP, 1 Nina Hagen LP, 1 NIne inch nails CD (mit meinem Lieblingssong "Hurt") und die "re:systemisch" 2CD von Oval! Die letztere ist ganz toll, björk hat von denen ein Sample für "Unison" benutzt...
Ich liebe auch Frauenstimmen! Die meisten Platten die ich besitze sind von Frauen...! Ich würde mich auch total freuen wenn du mir die Babes in Toyland,L7 usw überspielen würdest! Ich schick dir die Kittie! Ich schreib dir mal meine E-Mail Anschrift auf und du schickst mir ne Mail mit deiner Anschrift und umgekehrt: Denis-Darkstar@gmx.de
War auch im Kino und habe mir "From Hell" mit johnny Depp angesehen...hat mir gut gefallen!
So muß erstmal schluß machen und hoffe von dir zu hören! LOL D.
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hey!!!! i have MSN chat with me! add me sourvelvet@aol.com
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you are so wonderful! thanks so much for the wonderful compliment about my pictures! so many people have seen them(guys) and have said terrible things about them that make me hate myself! but you really made me feel good! your awesome. and yes i agree doctors are shite!!!!
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hey! im ok, im doing good actually as of now..im glad you worried at least shows that you are a good person who actually cares! how have you been doing? i have a new website full of loads of pics..copy and paste this
http://communities.msn.com/nicosfaces/chainsawdandy.msnw
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Hey Darling!
Na alles okay bei Dir? Mir gehts heute so lala...kann meine Stimmung nicht in worte fassen. Egal...
Das ist witzig! Kittie werden ab und zu mit L7 in verbindung gebracht aber ich kenne L7 nicht! Wenn du möchtest überspiele ich dir die 2 Alben von kittie? Kein problem! Ich wollte auch immer irgendetwas mit musik oder film machen...bin aber noch weit davon entfernt! Ich müsste wirklich mal nach münchen kommen! Habe dort noch eine andere E-Mail freundin und zwei andere Freundinnen die von hier weg gezogen sind...aber zur zeit unmöglich:( Am freitag fahre ich nach leipzig um einen sehr guten freund zu besuchen. Er bringt eine kinozeitschrift herraus und hat die angenehme aufgabe auf alle filmfestivals und vorführungen eingeladen zu werden! Er kennt gus van Sant und chaterine deneuve! zumindest hat er sie und andere schauspieler schon öfters gesehen und saß neben gus im kino...sein job ist trotzdem hart, er trägt für die zeitschrift die ganze verantwortung! Ich freue mich jedenfalls total ihn nach fast einem jahr wieder zu sehen! So muß erstmal aufhören...fühl dich umarmt denis
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If man had never evolved, you would never have existed. And the world would be a much less beautiful place for that. Remember you're a goddess. What more is there to say?
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Hey! Kittie sind diese Hardrock-mädchenband aus kanada! Die waren letztes Jahr mit slipknot auf tour. die bekanntesten songs sind "Brackish" und "Charlotte". Ich wohne ca. 2 Stunden von berlin weg, im ehemaligen Ostteil von Deutschland. Ich wünsch dir viel Glück für deine mündliche Prüfung! Was studierst du eigentlich...irgendetwas mit Film?! By the way meine name ist Denis...wie der Blondie-Song! okay baby lass es dir gut gehen...LOL D.
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Hey!
Alles okay bei mir! Bin noch am Leben!!! Hatte nur mal wider ein tief und fühlte mich schrecklich weil ich nicht definieren konnte warum...jetzt geht es mir wieder besser und ich finde es wirklich sehr lieb das du und lipstickbrat euch sorgen um mich gemacht habt...Danke! Ich war am Wochenende in Berlin und der Abstand hat mir echt gut getan! Ich liebe Berlin! War in diesem dreckigen Underground Club in Kreuzberg um mir das KITTIE Konzert anzusehen...War sehr laut und gut! Ich brauchte agressive Musik und habe sie bekommen!!! 3 Stunden krach! Die Vorbands kannte ich nicht, die eine nannte sich Shadows Fall die ich nicht kannte und auch nicht so toll fand...Wie geht es Dir so? Ich hoffe bald wieder von dir zu hören! LOL D.
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hey! wow so the driver was nacoleptic?(i think i spelled it wrong) that condition when people just fall alseep out of the blue. damn! good thing everything is ok.and thanks for your glittery warm hugs! i definatly need it:)
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hey you! ive been without a keyboard but now im back...whats up?
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Hey!
Habe lange nichts mehr von dir gehört! Hoffe es geht dir gut und du meldest dich mal?!
lol darkstar
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Hey ich bins!
Finde es total entspannend zur abwechslung mal in deutsch zu schreiben! Ich kenne 3 Leute in münchen war aber nur einmal vor jahren dort...eine freundin die ich auch durchs internet kennen gelernt habe, macht gerade eine ausbildung zur maskenbildnerin...vielleicht komme ich mal in absehbarer zukunft nach münchen?! Placebo sind cool! Ich habe sie letztes jahr live gesehen und fand sie echt toll! Ich liebe "Burger Queen", "Peeping Tom" und "Nancy Boy"...! Björk ist meine große Leidenschaft! Ich bin Fan der "ersten Stunde", habe sie auch zweimal live gesehen (1995 und 2001 in Berlin...beim ersten mal habe ich geweint:)
Ich wohne in einer kleinstadt nahe Halle, Magdeburg also im Osten Deutschlands. Gefällt dir Deutschland? Mir nicht wirklich...wegen dem ganzen Nazischeiß...deshalb habe ich auch oft angstzustände und depressionen...but life goes on! Ich bin übrigens ein Junge falls es schwierigkeiten mit meinem Namen gibt?! Morgen also an Sid Vicious Todestag werde ich 23, bin auch 1979 geboren...finde ich richtig toll! Was machst du in München? Studieren? Erzähl mir von deinen Leidenschaften...deinen Interessen! So bis dann, freu mich wirklich das wir uns kennen gelernt haben:)bye bye
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hey!
I read your entry in lipstickbrat´s diary. you living in germany?! Where? do you speak/write german too? cool idea, the sid & nancy fanclub:) nice diary broken mirror...bye bye
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awww im so sorry your sick! grrrr! that sucks! the flu/cold thing is going around,but none the less i hope you get better:)so what tv show was it you liked from seattle? twin peaks??? modest mouse heheh i dated a guy who used to be a member for a short time before they were famous...personally i think they are ego maniacs and suck live but i respect that you like them:) hehehe. it just seems nothing new in the music scene over here is as good as the 90s stuff to me so that why i probally dislike them...well..i kinda like them heheheh ok im confused help! so yeah enough of that,who else do you like? what else do you wanna know about me? talk soon,love nico
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thank you so much for yr sweet words. they made me smile after waking up from a horrid night. you are a goddess. i stopped writing in my other diary because it got too scary, it made me shiver and cry. but i do hope that u continue to read this diary...you are too lovley for words. xoxo-weetzie
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hey! thanks again for getting back to me:)lets see, yeah the email thing is dumb all the technology glitches(heheh) so your in aberdeen scotland? how funny when i think of scotland i think of trainspotting(hehehe)aberdeen washington(yes were cobain grew up) is so icky i hope where you live its better!so darrrrling tell me more about you, im so impressed with how alike we are that in itself makes me happy:)
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oh wow thanks for your wonderful comments and compliments i dont get told im beautiful very much(pity pity) your taste in music rocks! but what really caught my attention is that my boyfriend who passed away was OBESSED with and only the melvins and your into them! thats a sign i think.im gunna go read some of your entries and thanks for writing and adding me to your faves...email me too if you'd like!
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melvinsmelvinsmelvinsMELVINS YES! i love you. you have such taste. um. sorry for overreacting. i'll go now. bye.
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hey... awww, im sorry you caught a cold and you couldnt film AND you cant get those gnger thingiemajiggers... im ok, im so tired, i hd 2 auditions last night, really really sleep inducing :D
heyyy, i know who you are on hole.com... wow. im ella luciana there, you might not know me, im mainly a playground whore. damn, ive forgotten what i was gonna say, so im sorry this note sucks... :S anyhoo, nice to hear from ya again :D
xoxox
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hey there excuse me if my memory is fucked but i saw you have me on your favorires lists of diaries and i dont believe we have soken...i love your diaries and your profile:)
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hi, i guess youre back now, cos you said youd be gone for 10 days and its way over tha, so hey! you sound pretty cool yourself. who are you on hole.com? i love it!! im addicted to those boards! did you have a good xmas and noo year? and hows yr film going?
seeya
xoxox
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hey, i just did a search for folk fae aberdeen and i found you so i thought i'd say hi. where about are ya from, how old are you etc... i'm in the slums of bridge of don. and also youre on hole.com! so am i... do i sound like a stalker? sorry...
xoxox
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