messages to brokenwords:
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from caprihype :
Hi, I haven't been through here in quite sometime. I used to read your diary, all of the time. I was wondering if you would let me read it again. I know it's been years. I doubt those notes are even still here, the ones I left way back. But if it would be ok, please let me know. Thanks.
from englishsucks :
password? used to be one of your fans until i couldnt remember the password to my old diary in long time ago. =/
from herdarlinsin :
password?
from onyx-cherub :
You are beautiful.
from writergrrl88 :
You deserve happiness -- "good enough" shouldn't be good enough, you deserve the best.
from onyx-cherub :
beebee password please?
from writergrrl88 :
Right on. You deserve to be happy. May 2008 be the best year yet for you! :)
from inkedchic :
May I have your password, please. Many years ago I read your diary on here and you reminded me of myself when I was young.
from sbojo32 :
Hey... I used to read you before you were locked. If you don't mind sending me the password... I'd like to keep reading - sbojo32 at hotmail dot com. Thanks!
from vylentviolet :
aww bee, it's probably nothing. my guess is it is a cyst, but of course get it checked out. i hope you can get it checked out quickly so you can put your mind at ease.
from xaffinityx :
Hi darlin', I hope that is, in fact, nothing serious. You're in my thoughts.
from vylentviolet :
i think with kyle, it's just the age factor. he's not mature enough yet but i am willing to wait it out. there will be a point where a decision will have to be made. a girl can only make excuses for her guy for so long. eric's got it right though. no harm done as long as you keep it under control. you love him, but can you really put up with the inequities in effort forever? is it a maturity thing, or just a personality flaw?
from vylentviolet :
you missed one of my messages on myspace!
from imaginez :
hey b, could i get the password. i miss your writing. thanx hun.
from xaffinityx :
thankyou. =)
from xaffinityx :
would it be okay if i asked you for the password to your diary?
from cheyancc :
Thank you.:)
from writergrrl88 :
I tried the passcode you supplied and it didn't work. :(
from writergrrl88 :
a note ... you know, for the passcode :)
from cheyancc :
I am locked out. May i have in? -h
from odds-n-ends :
i got hit by a car. can i have the password please?
from notlikeyoudo :
*nods head in acknowledgement* I'm still here! Password please, my dear.
from undercontrol :
You are my hero. You always have been. Password please.
from xxplaydeadxx :
password? please. =)
from writergrrl88 :
If you ever need anyone to vent to, you know the e-mail [email protected]. It would all be confidential, I promise. *hugs*
from cheekyash :
just stumbled across your words and they hit me hard. i guess that's it.
from xaffinityx :
hey darlin': (just temporary) username: (your dland sn) pw: (your dland sn + 1)
from boytrap :
It's so unreal how every entry of yours reflects my life so accurately.Your words are the ones I look for to express myself,but never come out.
from onyx-cherub :
i love you. i always have. i always will. congrats, and all my love to you.
from starlet-21 :
i am so happy for you ♥
from gilberto :
just letting you know that in my darkest hour it was your words that lit the way. you have helped me become the person i am today. thank you. thank you. thankyou.
from cheyancc :
thank you for sending me a link. you are so pretty. your wicked kool. -xx
from undercontrol :
I would like a link to your new diary, I enjoy your writing greatly.
from cheyancc :
i would really love to keep reading you stuff, if you could send me a link.
from starry-girl2 :
i would love to keep reading your stuff... could you please send the link my way as well...
from another-try :
I read all your updates. I'd really like a link. Please send one to me.. thanks..
from imaginez :
hey b it's me. you know i need you to keep me sane and to inspire me. i'll follow you wherever you go - [email protected] thanx.
from cheyancc :
i have been reading your diary for a long time, i love it. i would like the link so please send it to [email protected] thank you!!-H
from moosey88 :
u don't no me but i love reading ur diary. please please please send the new link to [email protected] - i don't wanna never hear of u again! ur stronger than u think :) x
from sbojo32 :
I hope that you will send me the link so I can follow your writing. My email address is [email protected] and I think you are a strong person and I wish you nothing but the best. Take care.
from starlet-21 :
i've read you too long not to hope you'll allow me to follow you still. my email is [email protected]. ♥
from writergrrl88 :
hoping for the link to your new diary. my e-mail is [email protected]. and wishing you the best, as always. ~lita~
from no-map :
I hope you are ok I'd love to follow you to wherever you have gone so please if you could email me on [email protected] xxx
from mixtape- :
how are you? <3333
from onyx-cherub :
*holds you* I love you.
from no-map :
NO!!! NO NO N ON O NO!!! God I wish more than ANYTHING right now that I could take that back for you!! I really truly do.. Im so sad for you!! xxxxxxxx
from mixtape- :
this is going to sound very silly, but i think about you sometimes. you know the mix cd you sent me ages ago? it's in my car and i listen to it from time to time.. and some of the bands you used on that mix.. remind me of you now. and a while ago.. i saw this one girl.. i honestly don't remember where.. but she looked so much like you. for a moment i thought i was seeing things. she really did look like you and it sort of made me wish that it was you. how awesome would it have been if it was? i would love to hang out with you one day. i really, really would. and that's pretty weird isn't it? we've never even talked. we only know each other from this website, and from those few emails we've sent to one another. but still. you have made quite an impression on me.. and you were always one of my favorite people on here. i heart you. and i'm sorry that you're going through this.. i would fix everything if i could but i can't do shit.. so i only send you my love.. <3
from starlet-21 :
oh, man. darling. i have been reading this diary for the longest time and i've never seen you write the way you do about that boy. you love him, obviously, and he loves you, too. just give the benefit of the doubt on why he hasn't written you back yet. try to think about what is going on over there. i'm here for you, as always. have faith. ♥
from t0rnbyl0ve :
aww sweetie that has got to be be the sweetest thing everything every. I can tell that he really means alot to you. I kno whwat it's like to get angery for no reason . Im bipolar lol. But stil stay hopefuly and one day he will be in ur arms again. * prays for you* <3
from no-map :
aaaw what a lovely picture!! :-( sorry you're so sad! xxx
from starry-girl2 :
i know the last thing you want to hear is "hang in there", but i guess that is the only thing to say. things will get better when he is home. and he will come home. until then, keep him in your heart, where he is safe, and know that you will have happiness again when you see his face, and he is home, with you.
from writergrrl88 :
when he comes back, you'll both get to be happy. and he will come back -- and it will be worth it. until then, i'm sorry that it's horrible (and nothing anyone says can make it better) but just remember that it'll be okay eventually - that should make it easier to get up in the morning and go to bed at night. ~lita~
from onyx-cherub :
you have love. you love and are loved. unquestionably. and that's the most important thing. and i love you. i love you so, so much. and i mean it. i know it. it's true. i love you.
from no-map :
Love is worth being broken for.. trust me.. it's more than worth it in the end! xxx
from odds-n-ends :
<i>thanks a TON.</i> you know, i read michael moore's book "will they ever trust us again?", which is composed of letters from people in the military and their families complaining about the war and what it has done to them, and i must say, your diary is better then anything i read in that book by ten-fold.
from starslacker7 :
i feel nothing but sadness for you, and sympathy is not what you need. maybe it is? im not really sure. distance is nothing, i mean its everything... but in the world its nothing. distance seperates 2 peoples bodys, but not their souls.. nor their hearts. 207 days, its a count down to when 2 people can be reunited and finally have the happily ever after theyve wishd for so long. Keep in mind it will be the toughest 207 days, but stay strong because the reward in the end will be more than you could ever imagine. It'll be the greatest comfort to 207 days of sadness, and loneliness.. not only for you but for him as well. Smile and remind yourself this is a just a pothole in the road ahead... a very large hole.. but in the end its only a pothole. Be his strength right now and that comforting voice on the other side of the phone or the pen and paper.... because after this... comfort will come in the form of touch and smell and sight and will never fade away.
from no-map :
sorry you're so sad! and im sure thats a very beautiful pic under the smudges ;-) Here if you ever need a chat! xxx
from no-map :
Wish I could take some of this pain from you :-( It's heartbreaking to read it let alone be living it! You're so brave I'll be praying for you and for him! xxx
from starlet-21 :
this journal makes my heart break. i am so sorry, love. i'm here if you ever need to talk or rant or anything. you'll make it through. ♥ katie
from cocainewhite :
Bee, it's Audrey (Sad-doll) I'm sorry I haven't left you a note in so long.. you were one of my first friends on diaryland and I'm sad that we've grown apart so. I heard you were getting married, how exciting! Congratulations doll! <3
from no-map :
Good luck sweetheart *thows confetti and magic fairy dust* xxx
from no-map :
:-O married?? YEAH FOR YOU!!! *hugs* congratulations!! xxx
from mixtape- :
i can only imagine how hard it must be for you.. so this is just an outsider's opinion which you're free to ignore: try to hold onto the happy moments only. don't let the sad ones ruin even those moments of happiness you experience. try to enjoy everything with him to the fullest.. and when those sad times come (ie when he's away).. let the happy times of the past get you through till you see him again and experience everything once more and better than ever before. just make the best out of every sad/bad situation. anyway.. i hope you're doing okay. i miss reading your diary more often.. but i realize that you may be busy and stuff.. so it's ok, i'll let you get away with it! and i still heart you. and i hope you had a good christmas & new year's. <3333 [ps: thanks for the text on nov. it made me happy!]
from no-map :
Your diary makes me feel so sad.. It's just not fair that people should be so in love and not be totally together all of the time. It will make your relationship stronger though I know that's not a comfort to you now.. I wish I could take this away for you :-( Hang in there.. Im here if you want to cry to a stranger who beleives in love *hugs* xxx
from no-map :
I have total and utter faith that everything will be beautiful for you two.. I look forward to reading all about your amazing life together when it all comes into place!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!! xxx
from gilberto :
i`ve been gone for awhile. but i just dropped by to say that i`m happy, safe and doing ok. so glad to hear you are to. keep well broken. and have a merry christmas.
from hopefuel :
glad to hear you're getting away. i am thinking of you... and thinking of you... and sometimes i wish i could talk to you. if you want, come visit me sometime on Dland... username is hopefuel and password is urmystar.
from t0rnbyl0ve :
I want to thank you for the note u left me. It means alot to me. We do love each other alot and hopefully it will work out.I would be a mess if it didn't. I wish u best of luck on ur trip. I live in Frederick Maryland, but if u in Dc i might come down for a few. It would do me wonders if i could talk to u face to face. <3
from t0rnbyl0ve :
I want to thank you for the note u left me. It means alot to me. We do love each other alot and hopefully it will work out.I would be a mess if it didn't. I wish u best of luck on ur trip. I live in Frederick Maryland, but if u in Dc i might come down for a few. It would do me wonders if i could talk to u face to face. <3
from mixtape- :
WELL! I would love to meet you! <3 Maybe I will sometime when I'm down in DC.
from cheyancc :
Come back soon, your writing is beyond wonderful. -H
from onyx-cherub :
i'm in canada, you know.
from no-map :
Have a wonderful trip!! xxxx
from onyx-cherub :
i'm so happy for you, sweetie. i miss you very much.
from starlet-21 :
man. i smiled to see that you updated. and then i read it and i teared up. i'm so happy for you, just keep being strong. you have enough love to make it. gosh. i have chills still. iadoreyou. ♥ katie
from t0rnbyl0ve :
aww don't u just love kissing in the rain? Lol. My old layout used to be 2 people kissing in the rain, and i coudln't help think about u and ur boyfriend. Sweetie hold on and be strong things will get better. Think positive.
from no-map :
that was gorgeous!! hold onto the strength of your love xxxxx
from t0rnbyl0ve :
I this just kinda asking for advice. I need ur help. I have been noticing that ur boyfriend it's correctly in the army, and he is not with u, well in almost less than a month my boyfriend wil be moving to hargstown Md. Were still gunna keep our realtionship going cuz he promised me that he would come back for me. But the fact iz, is that i know i can't go on with out him right by my side. I have given up way to much for him, I have failed in love so manytimes and now that I finaly have it i don't want to lose it. We talkd about so many things, and what we wanna do when we get older. I could never inmage myself doing those things with anybody else but him. Sweetie Please i need your help. I used to be a serouis cutter and i am afarid that if he leaves me i will start to cut again and this time i might not be able to cut or i might do it for different reasons. Cutting deeper and deeper so i can't feel the pain. I NEED YOU HELP MORE THAN NETHING. I had to change my sn.. but it's SoPlastic07 :( Chany <3
from no-map :
I simply won't accept that such a beautiful story could end in misery!! It's all going to be fine and your love story will passed down as an ispiration to future generations!! You're wonderful hang in there xxx
from t0rnbyl0ve :
OMG! Sweetie i am so sorry. I know it will be hard but try and think positive, he will come home to you. I will be praying for you. I changed my sn SoPlastic07. If u ever need anything u know i am always here. [email protected]
from no-map :
OH my goodness I have no idea what to say in order to make you feel better.. nothing i say would help I suppose but I'll be praying especially for your boy to come home safely.. SOON!! *hugs* hang in there!! xxx
from starlet-21 :
i really wish you understood the extent to which i adore you. you're beyond beautiful and you deserve that love that time will still for. <3katie
from onyx-cherub :
i love you.
from starslacker7 :
I've read your diary for quite some time now, feels like years. Which is may be. I ve seen your writing change into beautiful words flowing from your heart (not to say the earlier entries werent the same). Over the last few months i have read your thoughts and feelings, and I have nothing but compassion for you because I too feel the same way. On days I really need it a prayer is said and I hope one day it reaches you and yours. Stay strong.. as much as you possibly can. Keep the faith. When times get too tough, think back on the good times... trust me they will get you through it. I feel as though I have nothing to say that will console you in anyway. But one day you will be together again.
from no-map :
*hugs* I know how you feel... a lot of us do! Keep on loving though.. its worth it xxx
from t0rnbyl0ve :
I have been watching your diary now for a few months, and I LOVE IT! The way u wrote about love, yet disapointment is wonderful. I wont to wish u luck with your boyfriend. If u ever have time IM me II vindicated II
from no-map :
YEAY for love and for falling in love and for life being better when nothing makes sense!! you so much deserve happiness (having quietly read your diary for ages) Im all smiley for you :-) xxx
from list-alive :
Hello, I've recently opened a new listing site, and I would like to list you!
from xsavemysoulx :
wow. i really like your diary.
from onyx-cherub :
happy birthday, my sweet.
from mylitlepony :
happy birthday
from raven72d :
I found your diary this morning-- a random link, a serendipity kind of thing. But the writing is lovely and heartfelt and sad. If a stranger's condolences mean anything-- I am sorry about your friend.
from writergrrl88 :
b - i'm so sorry. i know words can't really say anything - but i hope you're okay. ~lita~
from squidge :
'and you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but its sinking, racing around to come up behind you again. The sun is the same, in a relative way but you're older, shorter of breath, and one day closer to death...' In the setting sun, we are forever walking in death's shadow, its staying in the shadow that's the trick...
from hopefuel :
broken, i have read your diary for a long time but never said anything. i love the way you give your heart in the form of words. and you're my favorite.
from onyx-cherub :
i love you forever. and even after that.
from asstarsdie :
i just came home from vacation. sometimes it's all you need. hope you enjoy yours. come back soon. <3
from writergrrl88 :
i hope you find what you're looking for on your vacation. sometimes that's what you need - just to get away. all the best. ~lita~
from mixtape- :
as a faithful "stalker" that I always am: gimme gimme the digits!!! <33333
from dudetterevue :
Hi. Just to let you know I now have a diaryring for anyone who scores over 100 on their review. Check it out on the main page if you wish
from toxic-hearts :
you're lovely. mind if I add you? ♥
from mixtape- :
yeah I think so, because I feel the same way. :(
from mnky :
Hi! I like that you like Juliana Theory. Everyone I know has never heard of them. Toodles! ~mnky
from writergrrl88 :
please e-mail me to get my new username/passcode. thanks. ~lita~
from mixtape- :
ya know. we should hang out one day. i think that'd be cool. even if we don't do anything at all. and i promise i wont leave. yeah, i do realize this is really random but thats me, a random person. i say random things. that dont even makes sense sometimes. but basically. i heart you. <3
from writergrrl88 :
you don't have to give up and you don't have to give in to second best and filled moments with things you don't want that are around when others aren't. you get to have better than that if you want it. don't forget that you're wonderful. ~lita~
from onyx-cherub :
god, sweetie. i don't even know what to say. <3 *many, many hugs*
from no-map :
me agaain.... glad I added you.. You ARE nice!! you're more than nice you're amazing and you dont deserve to be so sad.. ive been that low before.. i honnestly believed i would die from it.. Im here if you ever need a stranger to unload or have random chats with!! It WILL be ok! xxx
from sad-doll :
I love you bee.
from no-map :
im so sorry!! I bet that happens a lot does it? Either that or Im just a dumbass!! hehe Will add you anywa.. you seem nice!! xxx
from silent9182 :
username: coulditbe password: love
from br0ken-xo :
Im going to add you to my favourite diary list if thats ok? Maybe we can be buddies? tata <3.
from writergrrl88 :
are you okay? ~lita~
from howardroark :
I use an LJ now for my thoughts, but I wanted to tell you that your entry made me cry tears of beauty...thanks for exposing yourself to me...email me something sometime... [email protected]
from mixtape- :
I miss you
from onyx-cherub :
*hugs*
from aquietboy :
every once in a while, i see something and think, 'gee, i wish i'd thought to say that.' like when i read that you wrote, 'it doesn't get better, it just gets longer.' you win.
from chaosreverie :
used to be bleakreverie...
from love-song- :
Life, love, and happiness all involves risks. I can understand that feeling of wanting what is safe though. Just try your hardest not fear future outcomes of situations, and live in the present. �Peace��Lilly�
from parlance :
Admitting you care about something is possibly the hardest thing to do.
from luckyrachel :
Hi, I was just looking at you profile. You put Tim Burton down as a favorite author. I was thinking, he writes? The I realized where it came from, melancholy death of oyster boy. I love that book! Does he have any other works?
from delicategirl :
I can understand so much of what you write. It may sound melodramatic to you but when I read your entries it seems so relative. You are a beautiful writer. xoxo
from ryandrew :
Misplaced words? Never. You write beautifully Broken, melodrama and all. I�m so sorry your hurt.
from dangelic :
sometimes it's good to be melodramatic. And don't apologise, i adore reading your words, melodramatic or not. much love, dangelic xx
from onyx-cherub :
i hope you're all right.
from onyx-cherub :
i know a boy quite like that. le sigh. <3
from beaded-krash :
I'm sorry that happened to you. If it's what I think it is you should report it.
from simple-me :
I know you don't know me and it means nothing coming from me, but I'm sorry. I wish I had some encouraging words or some great saying that whenever you're having a hard time you can think of and you'll know it'll be okay eventually..but all I have is sorry..
from complex-ptsd :
Hi! Thank you so much for the kind words you left in my diary. There is always hope that things can work out. It just takes determination, patience, and a whole lot of hard work. Some days I doubt that I am going to make it -- but I always seem to bounce back and I usually bounce back stronger than before. Thank you for reminding me of this! : )
from tiger--lily :
i adore fairytales. I'd love to be a princess locked up in a tower then rescued by a handsome prince.. but maybe that's too much to ask?!?! love TigerLily xx
from guardiand05 :
dude wow your words. wow. that's all i have to say. i don't even know what to say except wow.
from tiger--lily :
your words are beautiful. that's all i have to say. xxx
from tiger--lily :
hey. i've just been reading your diary. mind if i add you to my favourites? much love, TigerLily xx
from writergrrl88 :
you can quit using, you're strong. you just have to remember, you're stronger than the pills, stronger than the part of your mind that says the pills make things better because you know they really don't in the long run. you know in the end, the pills can cost you a lot more than relationships. i know it's hard, and i can say that from experience, but you can do it. ~lita~
from complex-ptsd :
I relate to your struggle with drugs. I will have six months of clean time and sobriety this Saturday. Please keep trying. Take it one day at a time. You know you don't want to go back to how things used to be. Please keep trying. You are worth it!
from writergrrl88 :
i'm so sorry for your loss. i hope you come through this okay. please be careful. ~lita~
from ryandrew :
i'm so sorry about your loss. no one can understand what your going through, and this probably means nothing to you, but i am praying for you right now. i hope your tears fade soon...
from p-o-y :
Welcome to Pieces Of You!
from mixtape- :
I'm so sorry. there's nothing I could do to make you feel better. so all I can give you right now is a "cyber" hug. (seems to be the only thing I can do around here). *hug*. <333
from onyx-cherub :
*snugs you* you're worth it. you know it, i know it.
from writergrrl88 :
Thank you for all your support. You hang in there, too. You're strong as hell and you can do whatever you want to do in life. ~lita~
from sexy-scout :
you are so amazing, and so much stronger than so many people. never let anybody hurt you.
from ryandrew :
god you are so fucking strong broken.
from caprihype :
if only when some asked me that, that i could say it like you have. really good, i think the last time someone asked me that question i couldn't think at all.
from lousrose :
I'M SO unbelievably proud of you right now.
from dudetterevue :
Your review is done. Thanks for requesting!
from onyx-cherub :
i love you.
from onyx-cherub :
i did the same thing. went back to a safe boy to forget a reckless one. i love you, and thank you for the stories. <33333
from justlivingit :
I don't even remember how i came across your diary.. I've been reading it for sometime now. It's astonishing! I just recently began writing again in a new journal. But oh my god.. your writing is amazing. I feel as if everything i ever wanted to write but couldn't is in your words. Again simply remarkable.
from lousrose :
*hugs* i'm proud of you hon. you're so amazing. i love you. thanks for everything. :)
from simple-me :
you could just tell your mom that looks aren't the only thing people look for in a relationship. i don't know what you look like, but that doesn't matter. you sound like a very nice person to me. life's your cup-so fill it up!
from mixtape- :
I am going to email you something my mom said...because its too long to post here, and yeah...it fits..with what you're going through right now. I hope you don't mind me emailing you that. <3
from caprihype :
Isn't that the truth, the ppl who promise they won't, hurt u most. geez! I cringe when ppl make me promises like that, its like u know already right then n there exactly where its going.
from simple-me :
what is the picture on the Valentine's entry of?
from writtensoul :
wrote an entry about you today. Dunno why. But check my diary, a few entries back. Hang in there. Wasn�t gonna tell you but why not make a friend here at d-land?
from writergrrl88 :
thank you for your encouragement. in a world where almost everyone has given up on me, you've given me reason to take a second look at things.
from ryandrew :
When I was in school it was so hard to understand what I was doing and how it would relate. When I got out of school and physically did these things I was learning, I completely understood. Many times I felt like, �Oh this is why I did that all semester�. Don�t feel like you are doing bad because things are confusing, it�s hard when you�re not actually doing it. What a cool job you aspire to have, you will be great!
from lousrose :
i am so proud of you hon, for who you are and what you're doing. you're a wonderful woman inside and out, i can only hope to be like you someday. :) *hugs* love you.
from caprihype :
a friend of mine once said the same thing to me. i don't know what it is about assholes but i fall into their trap every time, never fails. but while im in it i love it, when it ends it hurts, like i didn't know it was going to happen. go figure.
from onyx-cherub :
that last entry made me cry. good god, it's like my life.
from ryandrew :
I said a lot more than that too him (e-mail) before he left, and right before I lost respect for him. I'll forwarded it to you if you'd like, if not I understand. Unfortunately your situation is all to familiar to me.
from caprihype :
you hit it right on the button, the moment lasts forever. i needed to remember that, thanks.
from onyx-cherub :
you deserve to be smiling, sweetheart. you honestly do.
from ryandrew :
sorry that was so long :X
from ryandrew :
What a fucking coward. I mean, I wanted to think he was a nice guy too. Especially since I found his site long before yours and I was seriously fooled by the way he portrayed that he loved you. The facts are, he ran away like a coward, he hides behind his locked site but he reads yours like a huge coward, and now he�s lying about you�biggest fucking coward ever. I�m sorry Broken that he broke your heart in the gutless cruel way he did, and I�m sorry he continues to hurt you. He never deserved you, not for a minute. He does have a track record of leaving girls on a very very bad note doesn�t he? From the girl that committed suicide with the way he treated her in the end to the way he vanished from your life but makes cameos to make you miserable, it�s not you Broken, it�s his fucked up ass. Jace, you�re the biggest fucking coward. (I�m sure you're reading this from your hiding spot)
from mixtape- :
you are something special. don't ever let anyone tell you other wise. and you know, him dating another girl just like you, proves that because ... why else would he date another grl exactly like you if youre not special and he's over you? he's not. and that's exactly why he's trying to get another chick just like you, but ya know, I don't think.. actually, I know he won't ever find another one as special as you, and deep down, I'm sure he knows that too. I'm sorry he hurt you again though. I just hope you won't ever let him to again because he's not worth it. and damn its times like these when I wish I lived closer to you two. <3 PS: YOU ARE SPECIAL.
from sarahdawn11 :
my socks never match either.
from sbojo32 :
when does the pain stop? does it get better? why must it get worse before it gets better?
from ryandrew :
Broken, you're awesome.
from onyx-cherub :
thank you for the lovely talk yesterday. i love you.
from mixtape- :
well youre not alone <3 and btw, did you ever get my mix CD?! It should've been there by now.
from writergrrl88 :
this is going to sound stupid, so please excuse me. but i was reading an old entry of yours, the one where you'd had the OD, and i think that reading that entry helped me to understand something about myself, about why i've done some of the things i've done. and i just wanted you to know that something you said has made a difference in how i think about things, and that i thank you for that. and, also, i wanted to tell you that i think your writing is incredible in general, and that i read your updates as often as they come up. ~lita~
from onyx-cherub :
a kiss and a hug sent to you from me.
from icarus01 :
hey you...i hope you're ok and smiling a hell of a lot. take care of yourself xxx
from ispill4u :
i think you are really badass. i can really relate to you entry on january 18th. it scared me when i started reading it... becuase i could relate so much. peace
from lousrose :
god i can relate so fucking well to your last entry, about my best friend, who just ditched me without a backward glance. *hugs* i'm sorry you have to deal with this hon. you're a spectacular person and you deserve only all the happiness in the world. xoxoxo i love you.
from mixtape- :
shat, that was long. oooops!
from mixtape- :
I don't even think I should say "thanks" for your note because that wouldn't be enough. but thanks anyway, it meant a lot. <3 and you know mom told me something yesterday which is really true. I was telling her about one of my friends, and she said "tell her that no one can help her but herself. she has to help herself because if she keeps depending on others, she will never get better" or something along those lines, but yeah, I totally believe that. I think you should learn to stand up on your own two feet...and not wait for some one to help you. because you'll be stronger in the end that way. and you also said that youre afraid of people running away.... well, if they really care, they never will. because they'd love you unconditionally, you know? and don't you think its better that way? to have some one love you for who you really are? knowing everything about you? than have some one love you without really knowing you? Oh and you know, you said you're not honest or something like that... well your new entry just proves that you actually are. because you were being honest about not being honest before, if that makes any sense. <33
from onyx-cherub :
you are so smart, dolly. thank you for writing that. you are able to articulate what so many others haven't the courage to say.
from onyx-cherub :
i wonder if he (the one i let go) kept all the poetry we wrote one another. oh, sometimes your situation mirrors mine. i wish i could be there to hug you. even though i can't do that, i'm still thinking of you.
from mixtape- :
alright, well I re-sent it :D
from mixtape- :
I sent it to [email protected] like three days ago or even sooner. whats your email address? I have a copy of it (I saved it! haha) so I'll send it again? if you want...
from onyx-cherub :
that reminds me of the song my immortal. "there's just too much that time cannot erase..."and in truth, i don't think you're ready to try and let go. you may have let go physically but not mentally or emotionally. that takes far longer and requires much more courage, but i know you can do it. and i will be here for you as much as i can through the whole thing. because you are my sweet bee sweet. <3
from berta15 :
i just love reading your diary. there are many times that i feel the same as you. i just love how you have an amazing ability to put your feelings into words. it's just simply amazing.
from asstarsdie :
You are a beautiful person. Although I've never met you, I think you write beautifully and say everything with feeling. When something gets you upset, it hurts to feel the same as you. But when you're happy, it's good to know there's hope out there. Reading you has opened my mind and made me see the other "side" of things. Thank you <3
from beaded-krash :
You have made me dig deep inside of myself for all the things I've gone through to help me deal with them. You are an awesome writer and you make me want to get with the program and actually finish the book i've started
from maniana :
I haven't been reading recently, but in the past, reading your diary and brought some things to mind and allowed me to think about them and to come to terms with certain things. you often say in your writing what I cannot say in mine but wish I could. you are truly beautiful.
from onyx-cherub :
all i have to say is that you have made a profound impact on me as a writer and a person. i don't thank you enough for being part of my life, and i should. you are beautiful, my bee. <33333333
from moosey88 :
Hi, well, you said to leave a note. I'm on of those who has never met you, as i live in the UK. What can i say? I love reading your diary because you have a great style and always say things in just the right way, often phrasing stuff that i've felt before but never managed to explain. You're stronger even than you think. Keep writing! -x-
from beaded-krash :
I just wanted to tell you that you write so well, all of your emotions jump across the internet into your mind and just make you think about everything that's happened in ones personal life... I love your writing style.
from mixtape- :
I sent you the mix CD today. sorry it took me like 2 months. I suck, I know. :( but I hope you get it soon anyway and that you like it cause I had fun making it. :D
from inscrutably :
love/hate the most conflicting feelings, i think
from beaded-krash :
Hey, I started reading your diary. I really like it. I was wondering if you could tell me the font you are usuing?
from onyx-cherub :
please let him go. it's for the best. i know it'll hurt, but in the end it's best for both of you. and i love you, too. so much. i love you with all my heart. with everything i have and all i am, i love you.
from starlet-21 :
no problem, darling. anytime. i mean that. any fucking time. if you want my cell number even. :-p i'm here. i know what it's like to hurt. <3 - katie
from lousrose :
i don't think anybody who's felt pain is ever whole again, i think we leave pieces of ourselves everywhere and with the people that have hurt us, and the ones we've hurt too. but enough of that. hope you had a merry christmas, and may you have a drunken new years ;) because unfortunately i won't so have enough fun for the both of us! :) <3 <3 xxxxx
from crazytia :
Wow...i hope you know that you've a very talented writer. i wont sit here and flatter you but ill just say that i can relate to you. you give me inspiration; you're so real and you arent afraid to admit that life sucks. rock on.
from goody2shoe :
Your diary is gorgeous. Keep your head up.
from starlet-21 :
you're so amazingly gorgeous. most of the diaries i read aren't day to day accounts like yours. i find those boring and dull, but yours is still lovely. you make me feel what you're feeling. often i find myself relieved that you put into words what i needed to understand better about things my own life. listen, honey, i know things are rough, but he loves you. i know he does. believe me, i've read your diary for quite a while now, and he truly loved you and it is obvious you love him just as much. that never goes away. "love is what you have been through." just give it time, make compromises, continue to be understanding, and it's all going to be okay. relationships that have been through as much as you two have are strong, and strong relationships never ever fall apart when both sides want it to be okay. trust me on that. i'm always here. you know where to find me, doll. <3 - katie
from onyx-cherub :
even in the most painful times, you write beautifully. it's like one of those heartbreaking novels that you just sit with and cry over. this is proof that something amazing can emerge from something devastating. you truly are a goddess of the written word. that's how we have connected, and it has always been what i admire most about you. you find truth and beauty in even the darkest times and situations. you are my heart, becky.
from mixtape- :
Oh and I hope you got my E-Card..
from mixtape- :
your guestbook hates me :( anyway...Merry Christmas to you too, and I hope you have fun on the holidays as well. & thanks for the note & for saying that about me in your diary. it means a lot. <3 lots of love, alex
from starlet-21 :
thank you sooo much for the note, sweetheart. same to you. hang in there, things can only go up. i promise...and unlike some assholes, i always keep my promises. alwaysalwaysalways. i'm here if you ever need to talk, too. merry christmas. i hope it's as wonderful as you are, darling. <3 - katie
from shab-bie :
Happy Holidays - and a Merry Christmas to you too.
from onyx-cherub :
i love you to pieces.
from promisedkiss :
g.book isn't working for me so here i am. ..broken, i came back to yer page hoping that you might've come back, and you did. but yer ever so sad about boyface, aren't you? listen. i dunno where you got that slip of paper that says 'time heals all wounds...', well its true i suppose. but its not only time. 'it's not time that heals all wounds, its love that does it best.' remember that boyface loves you and always will. he's that kinda boy. the one in a million type. i know he isn't perfect but can't you say he's perfect for you? xoxo former haihung/angelichai/xaffinityx (haha changed to this sn for security reasons)
from sad-doll :
I love you. <3<3<3
from onyx-cherub :
i recently let go of the boy i love. and it hurt so much-- it hurt more than anything. but it was the best thing i could do for him and me, to stop all the pain. you ARE strong and beautiful and you know that i will never, ever ever leave you. i love you to death and even if things aren't all right, i'll be by your side until you can smile. all right? and forever and always afterward. I LOVE YOU.
from lousrose :
time really does, but sometimes you need more than that- which is where diaryland comes in ;)
from shab-bie :
wow - that entry with the picture helped me. my day hasn't been going so good, and that helped a lot - thank you.
from grotesque-i :
i hope that you ok, that sounds so trivial but ive racked my mind to find a better phrase and came back to this. i have been reading for a while now and i think that it is beautiful, it is all so intense. i would like to get the password but i dont know if you feel i have the right?
from onyx-cherub :
may i have the password please, love?
from s7ven :
i'm not sure how to begin this but i'm from india and i take at least 5 minutes everyday off from my so-called life to get online and read your diary...and internet connexion isn't cheap here...i think your an amazing and beautiful person from whatever i read here...plz leave the diary open again...
from caprihype :
Hi I was wondering if I would be able to have a password to continue reading. I hope everything is ok.
from mixtape- :
ditto to everything that gilberto said.
from gilberto :
......i wanna see, i wanna read, i wanna help.........
from xaffinityx :
Are you leaving us? May i have a pw to your diary ... ?
from onyx-cherub :
please don't let this pain take you from us.
from starlet-21 :
just hang in there, sweetheart. you're beautiful, he knows it. just tell him how you feel and what's going through your head. and if you ever need to talk, i'm always here. just IM me or leave a note.. <3 - katie
from mixtape- :
Happy Thanksgiving. <3
from m-blackburn :
&& yes yes - I'm glad that I understood what you were saying, I would have felt quite weird if I had not understood at all. Thank you - for your words. They inspire me.
from mixtape- :
oh and...forgot: <333333. hehe.
from mixtape- :
I am smiling. I always am. I just wish you would too.
from onyx-cherub :
he'll love it, but love you more. just to be with you. and i'll be writing your present shortly.
from emperorincxt :
thats an awesome present.. from the sounds of it.. I'd say he'll LOVE it. xo.
from starlet-21 :
you two are so lucky to have eachother. you're right, he is unconditionally in love with you and nothing seems to change that. congratulations. <3 - katie
from m-blackburn :
I'm a girl, and I'd like that for Christmas, so there is no doubt in my mind that a guy wouldn't not like it.
from lousrose :
i am so glad that you are okay!!! *hugs* you can get through this honey, you have more strength than i could ever hope to have and if you hang in there i think you'll come out the other end even stronger than ever. i love you and i'm here if you need anything. xx whit
from mixtape- :
god...I'm so glad you're ok. You know I've never really liked him cause he had hurt you in the past...but now I'm so thankful that he saved you. I'll always be. Most of all I hope you're ok....and we all make mistakes. Exactly one year ago I did the same thing, and it just made me realize so many things, but it sucks that you had to go through it too. Take care and please don't do anything like that again. Its not worth it, its really not. Love - Alex
from m-blackburn :
&& your words, unlike a lot of people on here make me feel something - they bring out emotions that like you said : i tried to hide, and eventually just learned to live with - but then one thing, triggered all of the memories and all the pain came back. that could be totally off, but that's what's your last couple of entries have made me feel.
from cant--let-go :
hey, you might actually get this a lot.. but i felt the exact same way last year at this time. My perfect relationship was ruined and it felt like my world was ruined. I don't know how I actually got over it.. it was the hardest thing in the world.. and i feel as though there is a knife that runs through my heart everytime i see him. I know there is someone better out there.. I'm just waiting because I've felt that I've waited for forever.
from i-cut-deep :
i ask about shegabriel because she is my sister. she told me about this diary thing and all the awesome entrys so i started and became just as obsessed as she is.
from i-cut-deep :
i think that if you have a feeling that he may be loseing interest in you then you should ask him about it or leave him cause there is no point in letting yourself hurt like that because of some one. belive me i know. the love of my life just left me bone dry and its best to just get out while you still can. How long have you known shegabriel?
from shegabriel :
thank you for the message. i am glad that youunderstand the things i say to you and how i have a passion for words. you are so beautiful? if you wouldnt mind would you write me a couple times? my e-mail is [email protected] i would really like to hear from you.
from shegabriel :
hi in all truth i think that you are one of the most beautiful people in the world i have fallen in love with your words and i have become obsessed with reading them as often as i can i think that i have fallen in love with you. can you really fall in love with someone by reading there words???? im lost never stop writeing
from onyx-cherub :
oh bee, your last entry made me all teary-eyed. i'm presently going through the same thing. i love you more than the stars and the moon and the sun in the sky.
from maniana :
Yes, Julia Stiles and Heath Ledger...I like it a lot.
from mixtape- :
I think everyone remembers who has hurt them. I know I do...but I've just let it go...to save our friendship or whatever you want to call what we had. (was talking in general btw.) anyway, hope you're doing alright.
from maniana :
I can so relate to that last entry. It reminds me of the movie ten things I hate about you, ever seen it?
from airibreathe :
i like the stud. plus. you have a pretty eye.
from onyx-cherub :
you know that i will stick by you at your worst. i always have, and always will. that's what true friends do, isn't it? i love you.
from writergrrl88 :
i'm oddly facinated and your entry left me wondering. i guess it's good to know that someone else knows what it's like to be figured out. it's too bad it has to happen though. have you ever spent a night wondering why you can't be just like the shiny happy people? ~angel~
from davidnsac :
hey i wa sjust reading your diary and i loved it it was cool
from mixtape- :
hey. well..i finally finished your "mix CD". so sorry it took me so long. :( i will send it sometime next week, when i get paid. i really hope you like it. <3
from onyx-cherub :
i love you too, sweetheart. i left a message on your cell a few days ago. did you get it? i don't have my fanfic diary, but i'm still writing. i've been working on a few moulin rouge character pieces, a lot of original stuff, heaps of poetry and some johnny deep related drabbles and fun things. i've recently rediscovered my adoration for that man. i want to get back into writing benny/bee-bee. reminds me of old times. thank you for the story in advance. i'm sure it's beautiful. drop me a line sometime when you've got a free minute and i'll give you a call. i miss your voice. i miss you, period. take care of yourself, okay, babydoll? i love you so much. <3 Nor
from deserttears :
&you are an amazing writer. &i know exactly how it feels when you can't say you love them. &but you do.
from writergrrl88 :
congratulations! you are an independant woman. way to go!!!
from onyx-cherub :
did you change emails on me, love? i miss you.
from lousrose :
*hugs* i want to kick the shit out of anyone who has dared try to hurt you.
from mixtape- :
i feel like a stalker but...i'd make you a mix tape if thats ok. <3
from onyx-cherub :
i'll try, sweetie. now get your pretty face on MSN.
from andonlyif :
I will make you a mixtape! e-mail me your address [email protected] ♥ Audrey
from mixtape- :
your guestbook hates me.....but anyway....all i have to say is: he doesn't deserve you.
from onyx-cherub :
oh, but you are. you're talented and compassionate and beautiful and worth so much more than the hell people have put you through. you're one of the reasons that _i'm_ still around, and i will always love you. always.
from onyx-cherub :
i miss you so much, sweetheart.
from onyx-cherub :
<3 I love you.
from starlet-21 :
happy birthday :-) hang in there... <3 - katie
from inscrutably :
yeah that happens to me too...no one ever remembered my birthday but ah doesn't matter i guess thats why i don't feel its important cause no one else takes it as important...happy birthday :) i didn't know you're 19...when you write it always seems like you're older
from loveisbliss :
Happy 19th birthday. Not that that will really mean anything from a stranger...
from lousrose :
he is beautiful. i think you are too. i'm sorry you've been in pain lately. i wish i could offer more to you, but sometimes even i don't have any stories i can relate with. you aren't alone though, and i love you. xoxo.
from sad-doll :
I have to go away but I'll be back with a new diary in a week or two. I love you and you mean alot to me darling.
from sad-doll :
I ♥ you <3<3<3
from xevelle :
i'm sorry you feel that way :(
from sad-doll :
And also please don't get mad at me bee-- really thats the last thing I want but Adderall is a small version of speed. seriously it's classified under the "amphetamines" Brandon would often crush up ambein to make it look like there weas more speed in a deal, but I know when I take it I can't sleep and I get jittery and I'm never hungry-- it can be really dangerous even if you do have ADD it's addicting also-- I know I know all this about adderall. I'm sorry Bee. Don't be mad. I just want you and your love to be safe. ♥ Audrey <3<3<3
from sad-doll :
Oh Bee, he reminds me alot of Brandon-- I know I probably shouldn't say that but he reminds me of myself too. Selling pills and taking them-- that's serious. I don't know, don't get into legal trouble love, if you love him be safe. I miss you and I love you sweetheart. ♥ Audrey *hugs*
from missmyfriend :
no its just not the end.. it always works out in the end.. and if it hasn't yet.. its not the end :)
from sad-doll :
I <3 my Bee! =D she is so pretty and sweet!
from growpeace :
brokenwords (started the damaged goods diaryring) Hi, The song I wrote today is called damaged goods. I think it is ok, kinda funny maybe, what do you think?. Will you join a-fun-ring, It is my new diaryring. The only rule is we try to support other ring members when life dishes out something NOT fun. I am gradually adding quality people to the list. It is the sister ring to a-love-ring where we help if others are hurting. I am in Hawaii and going through it. Read the guesome details in my diary sometime and Aloha from Joy with Hawaii's Noisy Frog Invasion News
from sad-doll :
<3 your last entry, was how I felt last night too..
from sad-doll :
I love you honey.
from i-died-4u :
love is blind..it is..i hope you'll get thru it.i hope he will change..but really.do they change? [you will find the -real- man. and he will find real you.] god bless you darling ♥
from lousrose :
you're not fake, and i know exactly how you feel. i wonder what in the hell happened in my past to make me so sad and lost? well, for what its worth, i'm not leaving you. and one day you're going to get over this awful period of depression and find your place in life. just gotta hang in there honey. *hugs* xoxo.
from to-the-tempo :
god, i could've written the same thing..
from i-died-4u :
oh darling darling. i've read last entry..down so long..so sad..i see myself in you. be strong. just hold on ×
from i-died-4u :
♥ even more than yesterday ♥×♥
from i-died-4u :
♥ love you ♥
from sad-doll :
*hugs* Oh Bee, I'm so sorry. I really am, I beileve that you are beautiful and amazing, and I wish I could shake some sense into him, I just want you to be happy, I want to cheer you up and all I want for you is to love someone and they love you back. *sigh*
from sad-doll :
Bee-- how could he not love you, you are so beautiful and amazing. Sweet and kind, and I love you so much. ♥ Audrey
from i-died-4u :
hey..i just read yr entry .i think it's called mail call or smth..and it think that's the most wonderful and honest entry i've read so far.i think that u r truly wonderful person and a writer. take care.xoxo
from sad-doll :
I love you Bee, and I just wanted to tell you that. I'm getting my tattoo in two weeks I think it's just going to be simple black heart-- everyone says to get it on my stomach hip area. So, tell me how you are my love, I miss you. ♥ Audrey
from plastikcharm :
Wow, thanks for the note. No offense is taken. I still don't really see it, but hey. It was still really great of you.
from hopexbruises :
you just seem so beautiful and talented..i can't stand to read your diary because it overwhelms me that you are so grand. no lies. you are something special.
from hopexbruises :
oh..you are all the things i wish i could be...
from deadpainting :
hey, really nice diary, lots of people love ya. keep it up. xoxo, Miss Takes
from cherrychums3 :
youd be surprised at how many ppl i have helped ive been trew a lot of shit dawg just let me help u drop a note or sign the guestbook
from sad-doll :
I love my Bee-Bear! She is so pretty and amazing, and I looove her! ♥
from onyx-cherub :
*reads cast page blurb about self* awww bee you know i've always loved you no matter what, and i always will. friends don't give up on eachother. you're one of the most amazing people i've ever known and ten years from now i'll still be here for you. *hug* i love you.
from sad-doll :
Hey Bee-Bear, I almost got a tattoo from this guy, but we were all the messed up to drive, so I didn't but I'm pretty sure I'm going to get just a plain and simple black heart on my stomach. What do you think? It shouldn't be that much maybe 20 dollars and some drugs from the guy whos doing it, ehh, any ways! I was just excited to tell you that, but I dont care waht you think if you're with him and he love syou and you love him, than its worth it.. as I've said many times love is what you feel when you look into your lovers eyes. ♥ Audrey [ps I love you!]
from loveisbliss :
Thanks so much for the advice. I really love when people help me out in these confusing situations. By the way, SO many girls get jealous all the time, don't stress about it.
from plastikcharm :
Why, yes you can. ^_^ I am actually just about to unlock it so...oh and I even quoted you in one entry! Forewarning though, my diary is really NOT good. Heh. So dont be suprised...
from maniana :
Youe latest entry makes me feel as though I am reading about myself. The on person in a billion to love you. Loving behind bars. Know that you are not alone in these feelings at least.
from maniana :
Your broken words are amazingly like poetry. The saddest poetry I have ever read, but some of the most beautiful in their own way. I hope everything will be ok.
from sad-doll :
Bee-Bear! I think I'm getting a tattoo, and I was wondering what to get, and I thought I'd ask you well because you are the expert, How did you decide sweetheart?
from lousrose :
everything is going to be alright, i promise, *hugs* i'm here if you ever need anything honey. xoxo.
from elateddream :
Thanks =)
from barbye-gurl :
you really love him dont you?
from elateddream :
I've decided to come back =)
from sad-doll :
I love you, those are all the words I can find.
from thevinys :
ah sweetheart you sound so beautiful and i for one am concerned, you are far the deserving of better than to have to be put through such things. i want you to know i am here for you and truly enjoy reading your diary, you are such a wonderful person. i wish there was more i could do to make you happy!!!! <3 lauren
from dickslap :
tasteforeign/radiodecay. i have planted my seeds & now i have made my home/stay here. honey pot - dickslap.
from onyx-cherub :
that last entry literally stole my breath. i love you to pieces, my darling.
from sad-doll :
Oh darling you deserve nothing the most, than to be happy and see how beautiful you are. Nevermind about Jonathon I was just being stupid, I suppose I see him as a teddy bear I could hug on some lonely night but nothing more. I'm alone now, it bothers me but I can survive, I can survive a life-time of it. I love you and of course I'd save you miles of thread if you needed it.
from caitycat :
I want you to marry the boy. The way you describe your feelings is what I've always wanted. You are a beautiful writer. Smile more, it's well deserved. :)
from burnintears :
i can really relate to your last entry..you described it how i never could. your writing is beautiful, so honest. xoxo
from sad-doll :
I need to talk to you so I'm going to email you.
from sad-doll :
that last entry was so [fucking] beautiful.
from sad-doll :
you are beautiful inside and out, and I will love you always.
from onyx-cherub :
has anyone ever told you that you are very smart? well, you are. aside from being lovely and talented and beautiful, you're a genius. huzzah for bee! i love you.
from lovemetwice :
you are lovely. xoxox.
from sad-doll :
Oh, darling-- how long have I've known you for almost ever and by now haven't I got any where with you! YOU ARE AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL! And I just want you to be happy! I'd give my little toe if that meant you would be happy forever! ♥
from sad-doll :
♥ I love you! I'm so glad you're okay!
from onyx-cherub :
oh sweetheart... the only thing i can say is i'm so thankful that you're okay.
from sad-doll :
Oh, darling. Everything will be okay. I love you.
from onyx-cherub :
i love my bee. *hug*
from aquietboy :
it may not make perfect sense, but its beautiful.
from funkfabulos :
Thank you for leaving a note,althought i would really like to try....you never know i could be helpful...but if you insist thats ok to but at least give it a shoot...plzzzzzzz:) thanks ff
from funkfabulos :
i have a extra diary and i am starting a site to help ppl with there problems i would be honored to have you leave me a not and vist my site thanks if you have anything to discuss that u can put that there to thankx!!!!!ryanna aka ff
from sad-doll :
I love my Bee! ♥
from bonnie-moo :
you just described everything i've ever felt about somebody. i've wanted to say it like that for so long but could never muster up the words or the courage to look back on it all over again. i'm sorry you feel like that, i've been there. take care of yourself x
from sad-doll :
Bee! How cooool! I love lots doll. xoexoh ♥
from berryfairy32 :
hey there, i stumbled upon your diary...SOMEhow, don't really remember, hah. Anyways, i just read one entry and i got completely sucked in. I've got to say, i think you are absolutely beautiful, your words, your personality (that i've seen from your journal that is), etc. I'm going to be adding you on to my list okay? Feel free to do the same to me if you want. Toodles.
from leely :
i love you
from xcorruptionx :
Hey, ive been reading your diary for a while and I gotta say I really love your entries... you seem really cool. Anyways im in class I've gotta split. Bye.
from sad-doll :
*hugs* I just thought you needed one. <3 ♥
from leely :
beautiful:)
from sad-doll :
I love you doll, I really wish we could talk more maybe e-mail or letters?
from onyx-cherub :
i love you.
from pixie-cutter :
thank you. thank you very much. its nice to know that you think that. thank you for noting me. xxx b xxx
from sad-doll :
I love bee! :) ♥
from sad-doll :
I love you thank you for being such a sweetheart.
from onyx-cherub :
i love you, bex and i'm here with open arms for you. i've never stopped caring and i'm not angry. i'm in tears because i'm so thrilled and relieved. you mean so much to me my darling and every hurt is forgiven. you had every right to be upset and angry because life isn't always wonderful. you mean absolutely everything to me and i have a piece of my shattered heart back now. i've missed our stories and our calls. i miss so much. i miss everything. this is the happiest i've been in weeks. you know i'd never give up on you. that's a promise. *satine voice* come what may i will love you til my dying day.
from leely :
that password thing is mighty clever. im sorry about yer problems, love. if you want me to be yer psychiatrist..i will♥ and ill actually listen [[and you dont have to pay me:)]]
from pixie-cutter :
just wanted to say, you write beautifully. xox
from plaidmonster :
I don't know if I've got any place to say anything, but Gawd, drop this guy. FAST.
from plaidmonster :
*slightly dissapointed*
from plaidmonster :
Well, I could be all spiritual and say "God offers forgiveness when you haven't asked for it", but I'm Agnostic and it's not as easy as it sounds. I think I'd know.
from plaidmonster :
Tough question. REALLY tough question. Sometimes it's worth it to put yourself out there. But you need something from him to say it's worth it. That was my mistake. I asked him to tell me anything that would be a sign. He couldn't. The only advice I have, is that in whatever you do, be SURE.
from plaidmonster :
I don't know if you read my diary, but I had a similar statement to make today as well. Although, I'm alot worse at sounding calm and posessed. I just slammed my fist down next to his head. *grins* Oh well. We all have our own way.
from leely :
I'm really glad that you are one [of the very few girls] in this world who finally spoke their mind and proved to a boyface that she has strength and she can do whatever she puts her mind to. Where do you live, darling? Perhaps one day I shall visit this much-like-me girl. We have so much in common; more than you know:!: xoexoh Dalila
from leely :
oh darling, its crazy how you sound much like me. those thought are ones that have ran through my head several times as well. we are girls who deserve something more than pretty boys that contain contents of our heart. neither you or i deserve to be sad and lonely and feel that eery pain. im so very sorry youre sad, sweetheart. please feel better. ♥dollface
from plaidmonster :
He's nothing compared to you. Nothing. I am being passed over with the watchful eye of the person I used to love. He now resides with my best friend. He does to me everyday what this one does to you... I have no advice that I have not heard before and know does more than nothing. It's horrible, but you'll feel better when he finally hurts. "I have become your lighthouse," and one day I hope you smash into the cliffs. I feel like... you share part of me. Or I share part of you. Unison in pain?
from ataintedlove :
a happy ending just means you haven't finished the story.... i like your list, and you have a beautiful diary.
from sad-doll :
I love you how could he not love you? YOU ARE AMAZING! You're smart beautiful a wonderful writer, and a sweetheart always to me. <3 Audrey ♥ xoexoh
from sad-doll :
Stephen is in-love you.
from onyx-cherub :
mouring dove is such a beautiful entry... do you ever find that sadness often leads to the most wonderful poetic edge in writing? you're so talented, darling bee bee. i know that this time is difficult for you and your life is not the epitome of happiness, but you'll always be precious to me.
from fakeitsoreal :
mourning dove - what a haunting and gorgeous entry.
from sad-doll :
I love you. I wish I could say more, but all I can say is I love you. xoexoh -x- Audrey ♥
from lousrose :
i think you need one of these; *hugs* i love you! xoxoxoxo
from sad-doll :
I'm calling in that favor, Will you send me a package of razor blades? My mom found mine. I just get so nervous, so tense knowing there not there. They have to be there no matter if I cut or not, it's a part of who I am. I know this is alot to ask of you Bee, but I would understand if you gave me a simple, "No" I wouldn't love you any less. I love you always, <3 Audrey
from sad-doll :
I purposely forgot about loving any one. I think your stunning. Don't let anyone tell you diffirent.
from leely :
you will always be beautiful to me♥
from sad-doll :
<3 Yes, one day you'll meet your soul mate. I swear darling. You'll wake up next to someone you love and nothing else will matter and all that loneliness and pain you felt, it won't matter any more. I love you. I promise -x- always, Audrey ♥
from fakeitsoreal :
if you stumble upon the answers, post them. we are both broken girls. boys are wicked creatures, arent they?
from vylentviolet :
i've always cared, if that matters...
from leely :
I hate making choices like that. I hope you chose the right path and for everything to go well with you and your boyfaces. x♥x♥
from fakeitsoreal :
boys make us drunk with words and looks like nothing else in the world.
from lousrose :
honey an angel like you could never get on my bad side :) xoxo.
from lousrose :
oh god honey revenge is my middle name LOL i've done it all. suscribe them to a million magazines and newsletters, like porn and KKK ones, then prank call them and send them anonymous letters that will scare them shitless. i've hacked a few people's computers before that royally pissed me off. damn you need assistance i'm here LOL. its also fun to do things like throw your trash away on their lawn and steal their mail before they can get it. good times good times. sorry you caught me on my coffee high LOL, but good luck with this, i have all sorts of tips about what to do if you really want to go bitch crazy haha. i love you hon, xoxoxoxo.
from leely :
Crying for him, or because of him. I wish I could help you out there[!] Sorry sorry so sorry. Take care, love♥
from fakeitsoreal :
just put your heart on a shelf, safe from boys, for awhile and mend your shattered self. time heals all, or so they say. what they dont tell you is that the time ticks by in slow, aching seconds that last an eternity when you are waiting for those memories to fade and die.
from leely :
I'm amazing[?] Oh darling, ♥you have made my day super dee duper=)
from sad-doll :
Don't ever say you don't deserve to be with him! I've seen your face girl, and you're gorgeous! I haven't left you as many notes as I usually do, but I'd like to think you for every single word you've ever said to me, I know you're in Maryland and I'm in Texas, but of course I do care. I mean I read your thoughts, your emotions. I was thinking about tanning, so I wouldn't be casper's girl friend. Getting burnt, isn't so fun. I think I'll reconsider tanning. xoexoh ♥ Always, Audrey
from leely :
I'm so very sorry that you're sad[!] Here are some hugs-and-kisses for your pain...oh, and a band-aide too;)
from sad-doll :
Why is love so difficult?
from sammybob24 :
that is so true! (re: he says, she says) Nicely put!
from fakeitsoreal :
hope tricks us. hope can be a lie. feel better soon.
from vylentviolet :
hoy hoy to that!!! most excellent day! quahahaha
from lousrose :
if you need help with any of that, just ask me! its not like i have a life anyway LOL :) *hugs* love you.
from ohmakemeover :
lovely. <3.
from starpuma11 :
broken down chattered peices of glass reflect a million eyes looking back up sad to loose sight's gift but happy to finally be finished trying to speak to a million eyes with out words. >>>what a sad poem... but it made me smile anyway. Thanks StarPuma11
from leely :
Hi, i've been gone. When did u get this pretty layout?
from lousrose :
i'm so sorry about your friend. i also have friends who refuse to have complete treatment, or none at all, and it's really sad to watch, but i've been there too. i can only hope we all snap out of it one day and agree to help ourselves and want to get better. i can't say i see this happening too soon though. hang in there hun. *hugs*
from lousrose :
*hugs* xoxoxoxo
from emperorincxt :
i dont mind it... i like how you dont notice the pins till you look closer at it..
from fangable :
i know a good juliana theory song you might like " Understand the dream is over" you have a good soundtrack :D
from vylentviolet :
i hope you're feeling better, mcsquawkums. one question for you: giant boy???
from sad-doll :
Ah, yes maybe that was it do you remeber whos it was? I want you to know I read your diary almost every time i'm online which isn't every day and I care about you alot I hope you are okay :) Love Audrey X♥X♥
from sad-doll :
Do you happen to remeber a diary and the layout was someone shooting up? Geez I know this a really weird question I'm sorry just wondering :*
from sad-doll :
Why hello darling, thank you for all your kind words as my eyes continue to stare at the words you express through your fingertips every day hm you rock my socks? stay beatiful and talented and wonderful always ♥ Audrey ♥ XXXXX
from phuongiepoo :
Thank you for the inspiration note you wrote for me. Just out of curiousity, did you have a previous diary that went by "thequietloud?"
from apockalyptik :
was it easier.. being mute for awhile? ive always kind of wondered.. but never had enough guts to go through with it and just stop talking.
from lousrose :
haha i love that girl, i came here to give you a hug too *hugs*
from leely :
i love your writing
from apockalyptik :
hah. i was reading your entry about the porno shop.. and i couldnt help but laugh. i pass that place all the time and i've always wondered what it would be like to go in. just because i like to point it out to everyone. (not for pleasure of any kind). thanks for solving its mystery.
from vylentviolet :
you need to be in magazines, with a crown on your head cuz you's a ghetto queen, like bling, bling, bling.
from leely :
Pancakes and porn:) heh he
from the-bean96 :
Yea, less than jake is great and as much as i hate to admit, there is an emo kid inside me...somewhere
from lousrose :
haha thats so awesome you met bobby burgess. he sounds adorable. "soft spoken and apologetic" aww :) i could actually meet him too, since all my relatives are down in D.C. hehe. love you xoxo.
from helga87 :
i live in smellicott shitty too. do/ did you go to centennial? i looked at your photos, and you look familiar.
from apockalyptik :
ahh yes. it truly is a 'soulsucking' place, as you put it. i havent yet found anything the slightest bit entertaing here, and youd think after eight years here thered be something :sigh: but theres not.
from apockalyptik :
i hate to be able to say this. but i live in ellicott city too. dont you just love it here?
from leely :
I think that sounds like losing your virginity but isn't that also known as rape? ♥please reply, love.
from leely :
Love is one of those things that is just mysterious in this world, isn't it? I think I can understand what you're talking about. After all the pain someone puts you through, they think they love you the next minute. How can they just say that, right? xoxo ♥
from the-bean96 :
midtown freakin rules... and so does thursday
from insearchof :
nice diary, great music taste...happy new year!!
from leely :
Sometimes I just refer to myself as Leely for those same reasons. I'm glad you're honest:) Happy New Year, ♥ xoxo
from leely :
I've always wondered..why do you always refer to yourself as broken? I'm sure you have a lovely name, right?
from v-tronztool :
YOU'RE SO INSPIRATIONAL...LOVED THE DIARY.- VERONICA
from lousrose :
thats a nice dream, and i know it will come true for you, because you deserve it more than anything.
from cyber-poet :
hey I like your diary, its interesting and true....and don't feel insignificant, you could mean the whole world to someone and you might not even know it (as cliche and corny and that may sound)....good night (actually its morning already)
from lousrose :
merry xmas hun!!
from leely :
In 'I never meant to hurt you'...your words made me cry:(
from leely :
That whole fate thing is confusing, isn't it?
from bleu-diamant :
You know, I was talking to my friend Liz the other day and she said that when girls get to be around your age (yes, you *points*) they are waiting and wishing for a boy to come save them...and it seems as though you've experienced both ends of the spectrum. Besides, you are an inspiration to so many people, and we all love you. You WILL find happiness someday, I can assure you...you just have to start looking for it, darling. I know it seems hard, but if you dwell on the pain, the happiness will remain in shadows. Aside from that, have a lovely Christmas *hugs* love you lots.
from lousrose :
that was such a damn sweet thing to say. thank you, and the same to you. you are so gifted and nice, you deserve to be very happy! i'm going to write my autobiography, i've always known i will. the title, i think, will be "the meaning of dysfunction." it just came to me one day. its probably some recycled shit from my brain thats a title of a song or a movie, but whatever. i hope you have a wonderful holiday by the way. love ya girl. *kiss*
from leely :
Hello, i went to go visit your guestmap.. you can locate me there. In the meantime, you're writings so unique, I like you:D
from bandchick182 :
hey there, nice layout! heh, i didnt think anyone else was interested. glad to know im not alone. you are a great writer i might just have to stick around for my clone page here.
from poeticdiary :
thanks for the review :)
from cementgarden :
There are no words to express how your words make me feel. Your writing affects many, perhaps that may give you some sort of escape?
from sumrbrezz :
ahhh so sad entries....made me cry while reading it....
from wearyoflove :
sigh.
from elateddream :
Yeah, not many places are better.
from lousrose :
you'll find someone who will love you back again. in the meantime, you're my friend, so i'll always love you! :)
from icesheets :
TASTEFOREIGN- i have changed my diaryland to ICESHEETS!.
from lousrose :
oh come on. ugly? you're adorable!!
from lousrose :
i love that tattoo! :D
from lousrose :
being independent has nothing to do with not letting people get close to you. be yourself, because that's all you can be. if you were living a lie, that would be pushing people away, because they'd be trying to help a person they didn't even know. i've had a problem with denial and it still exists- i'm not saying that you do, but a lot of times people need help when they don't realize it. but take your time, and don't listen to these ignorant fools.
from lousrose :
no problem :) I'm always here for my friends, so I'll always be here for you! you're going to make it, hang in there doll. you are a sweet and gifted person and someone as special as you will make it out of this just fine. *hugs*
from lousrose :
hey honey, I'M not angry at you, and I never will be. I just had a horrible night where everyone was ignoring me too. it's one or two posts back. i can relate *hugs* i know how people can make you feel SO shitty. you find out though, that they're not worth it. and you shouldn't need those friends to make you feel better or worse. real friends just make you feel anything but bad anyway. i am sorry you are going through a rough time. i wish i could help you more!
from gilberto :
reading your diary scares the hell out of me. how can somebody on the other side of the world feel my every thought and feel all my pain. i can`t seem to stop reading because every thing you write makes me realise that i`m not the only one who hurts. thankyou. thankyou so much.
from sentimental :
your best friend entry almost made me cry. i went thru something almost identical to that with my old best friend. shes turned her life around & im right by her side just like i used to be. you cant change the past, but you can definitely make a better future. hope it works out <3
from bluesage :
Anytime! Thanks for sharing it!
from agentfatman :
And what am I to say when I have not a word?
from xantigravity :
*hugs*
from sweetbabe765 :
sweet tatoo, I want one, but I know I'll never get up the guts to get one!!!
from sentimental :
lovely tattoo. ill be getting my first sometime soon. <3
from darktwilite :
I was looking over my notes,and saw your site agian.Glad to say mine looks a bit better...;).Like the layout.The lyrics are from Puddle of Mudd.
from star-o-stars :
Well, thanx for the note you left!
from girl101 :
cause the heart brings me back
from tearyeyeboy :
Thanks for the welcome. You have a nice page as well.
from novicane :
well thanks
from novicane :
you must be kidding. i couldn't ber any more vague about how im feeling. i make a point of it
from shegoeson :
nows your time to flirt. I don't mean that as in picking up guys..but enjoying the art of conversation, enjoying those quaint times you meet someone ..somewhere..those little risks..that come inbetween the big times.
from jason75 :
I found your diary through some great notes you left for Bella-Amor. your diary is fantastic. I really enoyed it
from imaginez :
just dropping by to say hi...
from crackrockboy :
hm. i noticed that you are from ellicott city. i live in columbia. just thought i would share.(thanks for listing that entry of mine as a favorite, by the way)
from darktwilite :
Hello.I like Korn too.They totally kick ***.Anyways,Kewlness,see ya
from philferspink :
thanks.. i really like your diary.. SHIT! I messed up my html.. good job.. this is why i leave the tech karp up to my friends
from philferspink :
hello... i like your diary.. good fun.. mine isnt as pretty or 'story book' like yours.. but it has honesty.. thats what matters? right?
from bldymonkey :
hey, thanks for adding me to your list. i like your diary and your honesty. take care.
from imnotakiller :
i would have to say after you signed my guestbook and i read some of your entries, i relate to you to. its strange, but wonderful. thanks for reading. buh bye(may 23 2002)
from lady-ivory :
yay! zero sounds so perfect....good luck with your biscuit! ~i
from brokenwords- :
and ps:
happy easter! xox.
from brokenwords- :
thank you, thank you, thank you. that means so much to me, to hear from you. you are great <3
from pinkmascara2 :
dude can i have your s/n lol
from ladycamy :
Well, I'm new here... I don't know you, but I felt thr same way as you do now... Until, Tomy (boyfriend) came and saved me... So, I think you should find somebody, like a boyfriend or something... If you'll have somebody by your side you'll feel a lot better... Good luck! :)
from pisceschrist :
if you please...draw me a sheep?
from magla :
thanks for the site visit. come back. i miss you already.
from brokenwords- :
people just can't tell the difference : )
from autumnfaerie :
I love your diaryring :) But just to tell ya, MD is not the shit state because I LIVE in MD thanks!
from radiodecay :
Thank you very much for adding me to your buddie list. Your writing skills are very original and elaborate. Keep it up,hun. xo. <3
from lady-ivory :
i must say, being on your "people i love" list meant the world to me. ~ivory
from rockbeauty05 :
apc rocks girl rock on
from lady-ivory :
thank you so much. reading your diary has given me a little hope that i'm not the only one who feels certain ways. people's words are the most valuable things sometimes.
from black-pixie :
fairy sounds like yer normal 'lookit me!' sortof bitchy type. you should use your acquired information and make certain things worse for her.. trala. oh. and maybe call the SG person and set things straight before she can make them worse.
from cherrybeauty :
god your last entry sounds just like me. i waited so long for this one guy to want me, i bent over backwards to get him to like me, and when he finally did i stuck out my chest and said I HAVE A BOYFRIEND i couldnt help but giggle for about a week straight :)
from cementgarden :
your entry regarding the students' suicide: I understood your emotions, and it's true, some people just never experience the worst of the worst. I too have wondered why we are chosen to fall inside..but i'm still waiting for my answer.
from lady-ivory :
good god luv.....GREAT book choices...i love them all.
from cementgarden :
sometimes we surprised ourselves...
from flipstash :
You diary is amazing! Go Get interviewed!!
from cementgarden :
I fell upon your soul, grasp a piece and hoped for more..
from e0n-blue :
thanx for sayin my diary is kewl. its the only way i get out my pain n stuff n its kinda nice to kno that sumwhere out there, ppl likeu apriciate it. i like ur diary too, i think ill start readin it more. -adam
from songbirdsing :
i stumbled into your site, so i thought i'd comment on this morning's activities: "In the City of God there will be a great thunder, Two brothers torn apart by Chaos, while the fortress endures, the great leader will succumb" "The third big war will begin when the big city is burning" -Nostradamus-1654
from tenjouutena :
oi! high school senior or college? i expect u to say college hmmmm... i expected u to be someone older than me. ahhhhh insomnia, the drug for the drugless. what? that didn't really make sense. i need more sleep yet i get more than u! so get some sleep! please. pretty please. hmm as if it's ur choice?
from rurouni :
do you think we could uneat the apple? would it work if you lost enough? can we lose enough to be whole? or are we stuck as half-filled halves?
from b8ak :
A good start, & welcome to diaryland--plz. continue :)

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