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dude (yeah, you!) for as long as i've known/read you, you've always seemed to manage to make what you want happen. and as much as the idea of speaking in front of adults who are probably smarter than i am makes me feel faint, teaching four days a week sounds like heaven!
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dearedwin : |
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if you put it that way, i guess it *is* frustrating to never get past a certain chapter in a book. (unless you're not interested in the outcome!)
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dearedwin : |
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i hate that feeling (of needing to step up). anymore i decline to listen to those voices...tough, i know. :/
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dearedwin : |
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oh my. how did all these messages become attributed just to me?! have you ever read *the power of now*? the ex (you know--the uber-smart semi-known one?) swears by it and told me it would change my life. i've picked it up and put it down at least three times. but since my current anxieties all have to do with past and future, i'm thinking maybe it's time to try again. xoxox.
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hey. it's me again. don't feel bad—i'm anti-social and lonely ALWAYS, although less of the latter these days, thanks for d.l. if he were gone, though, i'd be pretty damn unhappy. anyway, just remember that things are always in flux—right? this could all be different in two days.
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dearedwin : |
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try "the other smoke"! ;)
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dearedwin : |
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i grew up thinking i'd be famous for this, that, or the other, too—totally unaware of the fact that my chances would be greatly reduced by my lack of an extroverted, "look at me" attitude. i haven't exactly found it yet either, but somewhere there's peace to be found in what we have accomplished.
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dearedwin : |
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you know that somehow you manage to bounce back. it'll happen again. right?
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dearedwin : |
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are the entry and title alluding to what i think they are?
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dearedwin : |
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hey, look. i write here! i feel that way just about every day of my life. and then there are lovely people who seem to like to feed into that fear to make it that much more enjoyable. hiss, boo, etc. you're smart.
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dearedwin : |
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i feel this way (people not liking me) all the time. you have no idea. i question whether my own "friends" like me half the time. i feel bad-vibed to death. and while i'd like to think it's my own neuroses, i worry that they really don't like me. it's to the point where i imagine what the behind-the-back shit-talking sessions are all about. guh.
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i need a but-whatever. but whatever.
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