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from crimetime :
Sorry to hear that.. condolences. Good luck for your future. Stay afloat
from moonsocket :
:) thank you.
from bonescreep :
amazing. that is my one and only word for you. xx.
from moonsocket :
i'm sorry for yr loss. my prayers are with you and yr family.
from moonsocket :
holy crap yr last entry was breathtaking. the exact words i've been trying to say for months but just haven't been able to piece together quite as eloquent as you. yr not alone. please know that. ♥.
from ceilings :
things miss you. <3
from beckad :
Im confused, Ive read your last entries and they seem to make sense to how Im feeling at the moment, Ive just split with my fella but cant seem to write the words that I feel the way you do. Is that right are you heartbroke?
from artofliving :
you know what i've missed the most? how with two sentences you can make me go, "wow...exactly" at least once a week. that's nice to find, i have to say
from artofliving :
WHAT?! its tragic that noone leaves you notes...consider me your Note-Queen, gorgeous.
from artofliving :
hello love!! i'm back and it's fantastic to catch up on you
from my-replay :
hey.. I've added you. I like what you write and how you say what you seem to mean.
from christonabun :
Christonabun can now be found at http://www.Myspace.com/christonabun Cheers! Wait, who's John? John can't say cheers, that's mine! Argh!
from theswordsman :
Hi. I just got to you from "recently updated." I really like your diary, but it's tough to read because the words get covered by the design. Cheers. John
from christonabun :
Have a good summer, Junior.
from xxsavemexx :
I saw coheed yesterday. Were so gud. You have gud taste in music.
from christonabun :
What? REALLY? Wanna teach me how?
from artofliving :
i missed you, love. how are things today?
from christonabun :
Merry Christmas.
from artofliving :
jeezus...i'm doing the SAME thing! "study...let's have a coke...study...lets do d-land...study..ohh! t.v.!"
from christonabun :
I'm at the new one on Westport Road. We open Monday!
from christonabun :
I'm sorry if I freaked you out there, it really wasn't my intention. I just had this horrible feeling that you needed desperatly to hear that, no matter where from. Call me psychic. Or psycho, I'm not sure. Anyway, I'm still not sure it was the right thing, but I'm glad it seemed to help. Don't worry, I'm not gonna show up on your doorstep oor anything. I just thought you should know you are loved.
from artofliving :
xoxoxox
from artofliving :
i'm glad you seem to be feeling a little better today.
from artofliving :
tragic really...you and i love too much, too deeply. Allow me to quote Saves The Day for you; "Is this really me? Cuz I've never felt so lonely and if this could be real right now then everyday for the rest of my life, I will for moments full of you." Brilliant, isn't it?? i wish i could buy you an ice cream sandwich right now
from artofliving :
me too, honey bunny...me too
from artofliving :
it does help, really. i just have so much to think about now!! thank you so much. you really are brilliant
from artofliving :
sooo...here's my question because i need to know how you got to the peaceful place you are...my boy lied to me too, about something quite large. it was more than once. why does that not make them criminal? is it okay to lie sometimes? i always thought that you aren't supposed to lie to someone that you love. does it get to a point where you honestly do realize that your own personal qualms about a situation/relationship could very well be the demise of it? and if there are more good times than bad times, do i ignore the bad in favor of the good? or do i hold on to his trangressions as things to forgive but not forget? because, in doing this, i fear that i am setting myself up for heartbreak. If i stop thinking about the lies and the inconsiderate actions and odd explanations that only come up SOMETIMES, i will soon lose myself and end up in that battered wife mind-set of "it's ok. even though it's bad, it'll never happen again, right?" am i not, in this way, sealing my own coffin?? thank you for listening
from againststuff :
without the bad the good wouldnt be so good
from artofliving :
totally not creepy, love. you and i are going in parallel emotional journeys right now. i'll explain it all one day but for now, just know that when i say that i know exactly how you feel, i really do. if only i could send you a monstrosity of a hut fudge sundae to make things pretty again. xoxox
from artofliving :
strength will come in time, love. sometimes it is the things we most need to remedy that we simply can't. I have been there many times before, you are the giver and thay are all takers and it is absolutely exhausting trying to keep someone totally happy. with that kind of agenda, you begin to forget about keeping yourself happy. when you forget about your happiness, you lose a little smidge of that which makes you glittery and gorgeous. It's not worth it. fuck em. they wont appreciate you until you are gone, believe me. unfortunately, even harder than leaving the first time is the act of actually staying gone. you rock socks. lemme know if you need anything
from artofliving :
YOU'RE AMAZING! xoxoxo
from artofliving :
you're a fan of mine?!?! i'm honestly flattered! thanks so much!!
from artofliving :
god...that was........gorgeous
from christonabun :
Or your weight, for that matter?
from christonabun :
What's wrong with your sister?
from christonabun :
Even if the gold is real, it'll still turn your skin green after awhile. And that's the lesson that really hurts.
from christonabun :
Yeah, that's why I asked if you went there. Looks like I missed you again, your away message is on...I'm gonna talk to you someday! Not that I have much to say, anyway.
from curejeff :
"let me watch you die" - i really enjoyed that entry, about trying to be beautiful alone. i totally relate. hope ya good!
from christonabun :
That's okay. I kinda had fun playing with your away message - I like that you change it every once in a while. It's sad that doing that was the high point of my evening, but it really was. I was all, "What's she going to say next? What's going to be funny?" It was a challenge. Thank you for challenging me. Maybe I'll catch you later...
from christonabun :
Wow. That just mad me horribly sad in a way I can't even describe. So...yeah. The jealousy thing can ruin even the greatest relationship, it's just a stupid guy thing. I'm not defending it by any means, I'm just saying this isn't the last time you'll see it. And I think that's what made me sad. By the way, the last six notes are from me. Tag, you're it.
from christonabun :
I'm still here
from christonabun :
I've done that before. Hopefully, it'll just be crispy instead of falling out. *crosses fingers*
from christonabun :
Actually, I didn't have anything to write, so I thought I'd just make everyone paranoid. How'd the hair turn out, by the way?
from christonabun :
Well, I have to WRITE the song first, so that'll take awhile. Sorry, but I wouldn't wait up.
from christonabun :
I would miss you. And I don't even know you. So there.
from lightfallsup :
thanks for the high praise...i'll try to keep it interesting.
from curejeff :
i love your last entry. it seemed haunting to me and gave me chills.
from curejeff :
oh, it wasn't really that bad of a wknd, just spent it with the wrong person... any wknd i get to kayak officially counts as a good one in the annals of jeffdom. only 11 days til FL now, and, yes, I am jealous! jeff
from curejeff :
sounds like you had a bad wknd, i'm sorry. mine was kinda fucked as well.
from curejeff :
thank you so much for the very kind comment!!! yes, total honesty, but could use a little editing--per usual! i glanced at your diary a little, and will more later, very intriguing stuff! :) jeff
from babysqueaky :
Was reading your entry and thought I would say hello. Trust me whatever it is your not alone, although I think I should take my own advice cause I said the same thing. And remember you can only go so low before you ahve to come back up, its just the way the world works hun. I'll look for you to be around, trust me it will all be ok. Have a good day tomorro.....bye
from still-voices :
*hugs* Just thought i would pass by and hug you. Not a good-bye hug, not a hello hug. just a random hug. Hope all is well ;)

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