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from captainron :
I almost had a trip booked out to your neck of the woods, but it got canceled for the time being. I would have offered to take you to lunch.. Ladies choice, but c'est la vie
from captainron :
I wish you were happier.... Sigh
from rojo2jojo :
hmmmm...could we be talking about james and ashley in that entry?
from rojo2jojo :
ok you are starting to make me feel really bad about my non-writing, i haven't been on diaryland in a month to read, or to write. I'm gonna have to try harder, very good last couple of entries, it kills me that i am not around to know EVERY single detail anymore!! KILLS ME!!! miss you.
from captainron :
I don't understand why anyone whould want to look at some stranger, when they could be doing more than looking with someone better looking and interested....
from rojo2jojo :
i think that the whole point of college is that you are supposed to figure these things out for yourself. i have faith in you, you'll get it all straightened out. good luck.
from captainron :
Awww, Cati, Hang in there lady. You'll find somebody who treats you like you deserve. I just know you will. Until then, keep your head up and stay moving forward. {{{{Hugs}}}} Ron
from qjan :
whew...I agree, but not always. There are some rare ones...
from captainron :
Sorry babe.....
from captainron :
Honey, look at it from another perspective, even though this didn't work out for what ever reason, now you know what you are capable of. You'll never be able to settle again and that is a good thing. Now all you have to do is find someone who makes you feel the same way and just as important, that you make him feel that way too. Nobody ever said life was easy, but you'll figure it out.
from rojo2jojo :
update it!!!
from rojo2jojo :
Update!!! btw..my journal is working again
from captainron :
A lot of the time, people you think are gone are really just around the corner. Sooner or later fate will bring them together again. Happy Monday!
from darkglimmer :
sheldonius has returned... this is my new name.. at least for a little bit. Come visit all who like cold dark places.. :-p
from rojo2jojo :
you'll be ok...keep the faith! btw...all b's no a's and i'm looking at a loss of a significant amount of scholarship money..bring on the loans and junior year, we will face it all together!!
from captainron :
I read you all the time and don't think i tis necessary for you to be witty for me to do so. Just be you. That's always enough.
from augustdreams :
Could I please have a review? You'll find the link by clicking on 'reviews' from my main page. :) Thank you!
from rojo2jojo :
well i am also not a fan of the "soulmate" way of thinking, but I must admit as much as I wish I didn't, I still believe in them. Yet I do not believe that "soulmate" has to have the romantic tone that is so often carried with it. Why can't my soulmate double as my best friend who just totally understands me, be it a girl or a guy, romantic or plutonic, I do believe somewhere out there in this large world there is someone that I don't have to explain myself to. I hope I find my soulmate and I hope you find your's too. Don't give up!
from vickithecute :
Thanks for the review. I fixed the broken links (although I wish I knew why they were broken, they certainly LOOKED okay when I hovered over them...ah well....)
from captainron :
I'm sorry Cat (again). You don't have the best of luck with guys do you... I hope you, dispite the recent setback, you have a super 2005. Ron
from captainron :
Merry Christmas Cat. Love ya, me
from betchy :
please may i have a review? the link will be under "my reviews" which is under "extras". ta very much x
from goingloopy :
Thanks...D-land does that to me sometimes, too. :) And you're still way faster than most other sites.
from captainron :
{{{{{hugs}}}}}}
from goingloopy :
I would like a review, please....your link will be under "reviews" on my site. :) Thanks.
from blackenedeye :
hey girl...thanks so much for that entry. The thing is I know it only hurts me, and I don't care until he's gone. I think I'm learning my lesson though. I haven't called him since Sunday.
from shortireview :
horrid of me, really it is. i can NOT believe i did such a thing...thank you so much for pointing that out. it was soooo very nice of you.
from sanetwin :
Thank you for the note. I was delighted to discover "water lillies" on your layout!!
from caiti-lynn :
Who is this? I don't remember talking to you? lonelyinindy?
from lonelyinindy :
I enjoyed chatting with you the tonight, I did not realize the troubles you have. I will be back in town again sometime and maybe we can arrange something a little better
from captainron :
Cati, Focus on the things you can change and the rest of life will change for the better. Most of your problems are within your control. DO something.....
from rojo2jojo :
since i'm obviously the only one signing the guestbook i thought i'd sign here for a change and tell you that i feel your pain! P.S. don't commit suicide thats my gig, i've tried 4 times already and if you are successful where i have failed i'll have to get over my opposition to guns, cuz it's just too easy, and shoot myself!! P.P.S. (haven't used the pps since jr high) we'll have a strategy night we're we will strategize how to fix our miserably failing lives and get some ice cream and make it all go away. Love Ya, RoJo.
from captainron :
You wouldn't be happy with the lies either. You'd always want more and the lies would give you false hope, which is the saddest feeling of all.
from captainron :
It is an unfortunate fact of life that you cannot make people love you, who do not wish do so of thier own accord. Time to move on...
from captainron :
Cute pictures, but why are you always burried in a group? How about some of just you for a change? Please????
from captainron :
Thanks for the note Cati. I hope life is treating you well (or at least better). Things here are actually pretty good right now (knocks on wood). Now stop skipping classes and get some decent grades this semester, OK? {{{{hugs}}}} Ron
from onewetleg :
haha thats funny. clown-reviews note to you. i don't see any notes from you, i guess they deleted them. ya, you can't take reviews seriously. let it go. do your best and screw the rest, right? love ya much, jj
from clown-review :
Are you obbessed with my site or something? You leave comments on it ALL THE FUCKING TIME! Stop signing my notes, do you got anything better to do? Oh yeah, yer the slutty crater sized pussy girl that sits around on her computer all day playing with spell check. My bad! Stop signing my notes page. You're annoying, and obbessed with this review. Get over it all ready! Its just a bad review, its not the end of the world. There is plenty of people out there reading yer diary. Just because i dont like it dont mean you can obbesse about it. So please do me a favor, and stop signing my notes page obbessing about youre review. Thanks!
from captainron :
My guess is she is much younger than you are guessing. Her use of things like OMG and just the way she looks at things looks to me more like 14 or 15. That probably explains the fear of sex thing. I wouldn't take it too seriously. We keep comign back so obviously there is something here to like. (PS, it's you)
from onewetleg :
haha. good one. sex, sex, omg, she said sex! laughing my ass off, i tell ya! love,
from onewetleg :
thank you so much for taking my survey. your answers were quite charming! drown in baby oil? wow. love, jj
from blinkrevu :
Ok, we'll get you reviewed.
from onewetleg :
thank you for your note and your prayers. love, jj
from clown-review :
Hey. Were a new review site looking for some people to review. Your review will be really speedy. Thanks!
from reviewcity :
I got your review up! Thanks for requesting, and thanks for interesting me :)
from reviewcity :
Yes, I will review you. I had a silly misunderstanding with someone I reviewed.. I over reacted to it.. anyway, I will review you, thank you for requesting!
from captainron :
Me? I think not... Your beautiful, smart andy young. Your whole life is ahead of you and you can take any path you chose. You shoudl want to be you. PS. naked deck sitting and still no bathrobe picture? Tsk, tsk
from onewetleg :
i'm so not upset about it. i have gotten bad reviews and good reviews they are all the smae to me. publicity. if the reviewer says something good about me its just a bonus. the end result is the same. i don't let it bother me. i asked him for his opinion and that's what i got. who cares? i love me, you love me, squirell-freakin-x loves me fer craps sake! i just wanted to be listed. hehe. thanks for your concern. :) love, jj
from captainron :
There is a old song, before your time, but the words were "you can't please everyone, so you've got to please yourself"... do what's right for you, and you'll be fine.
from alhanahstar :
"I miss the deep, intuitive conversations that used to leave me thinking about any given topic for the hours that followed." I can relate . . .
from alhanahstar :
sure you can add me! :-)
from alhanahstar :
Being a person who has a passion for words & who attends IU (regional campus) - I was drawn to your diary. Your entries make me remember how I was several years ago. :-) I am going to add you to my favorite diary list, stop by and check mine out sometime.
from rojo2jojo :
Had a great time laughing at the mental picture of you angry drunk and without a top sun bathing, you know you get angry when you drink haha!!! Tried to sign ur book but I couldn't get to it, FIX THAT! Well thanks for signing my book i'll talk to you soon miss ya!
from captainron :
Oh sure, you're taking off your top and I can't even get a bathrobe picture :-) Happy Wednesday Caiti
from purplebanana :
I'm in the same sort of mood. Hell, not even the trashy made-for-tv movie I'm watching is floating my boat.
from rojo2jojo :
tried to sign ur guestbook but its not up...FIX THAT! just wanted to say thanks...i stole another one of your diary ideas the ten things you'd hate about me, kinda sucked that the list wasn't harder to write, i thought of way more then ten things people might hate about me. well I love you and i'll see you soon, will this horrible summer ever end??
from rojo2jojo :
Hey caiti it's me, sorry i finally respond to your notes, but i never check them since i never think anyone would write me. have a great summer...i can't wait to get back to school so we can hang out I miss ya! my new motto...California is the place where souls go to die!!! MISS YOU TALK TO YOU SOON!!!
from captainron :
Awww Cati, cheer up. Better days are coming.
from paintedgray :
gosh, love is so confusing. like your layout! happy writing! -deb
from noelanii :
It'll get better for both of us... the pain will go away. I'm sorry that I didn't leave you a comment sooner, I hope you don't think I am a bitch or anything... I just haven't been real social here lately.
from captainron :
A bunch of us went out to watch the basketball game Friday night and out waitress was a dead ringer for you. DO you have a sister out here? Really pretty......
from caiti-lynn :
Guys! Please take notice that I now have a guestbook that I want you to start using! :) Thanks! (it's at the bottom of my diaryland page) caitlin
from papa-smurff :
AS usual, you are right, I will NOT persue this old flame, just let things go. I am real glad you like that song. Such a good one. I have some more really good songs if you want to know them. Thanx for being there. Hope to see you soon. always here for you. Papa Smurff
from sheldonius :
OK, so guys are assholes... What can I say? I'm sorry to hear about Ian... Really sorry. You deserve a great guy, that will treat you like a princess... But take heart girl, they do exist, as distant as that may seem at the moment. (hands you a flower)... Take care girl. S.
from sheldonius :
Love, true love doesn't rest on a knife edge. You mentioned that love changes over time, or location. Well that is true, but change is not bad.. Many times its change for the better. When you are in love, even the worst times bring you together. Absence - fonder. To be wonderfully drowning in such a mess... You can't predict life, don't try to. If you feel it, live it. And be careful, you just may get what you ask for... :-x Love S.
from sheldonius :
Grrr.... I'm annoyed at you! (looks with beady eye in your direction).. Hmmm u leave without saying goodbye. Which is really quite rude. Come say hello next time.. ok? S.
from sheldonius :
G'day girl, I've been away for a week or so, but it seems you are pining for this dude again... Valentines day is always a stinker being single. Drop me a line when you are about. S.
from papa-smurff :
One goes through life wondering around, aimlessly being stupid, wasting time, and not attemptnig to better themslef in anyway. Most people don't realize this until late. Unitl they say, "Shit, What did I do wiht my life?" Not me. I have blessed. I was endowed by something mightier than me, that showed me into that light. Someone told me about myslef. Someone showed me who I really was. Caitlin... Caitlin is my voice of reason. She showed me who i truly was wiht her honesty, and wiht her constant refuting. She is my Guardian Angel, telling me to move on wiht my life, telling me that its time to grow up. And all though I will never grow up, I have realized that it is time to be an adult. Wihtout this Angel's help, who knows when I would have realized that. She keeps me balanced. She keeps me real. This Angel saw through me like a freshly cleaned window. She knew who I was before I said a word. She knoew me before I did. BUT, thank God she helped me find who I was. She was sent from Heaven, sent to tell me that I am who I am. know thyself. And we all know that before you can love anyone else, you have to love yourself. She, my Angel, is the one who helped me realize that. Only if there was something I could do for her. Only if there was somehtign I could od in return. She has given me so much, and all I can do is smile. Smile and laugh, and be in amazment that there is someone out there that was put on this Earth for me. Not for me to love (although I do love her for what she has done for me and for the friendship she gives me) but for me to find myslef. She is the mirror put on the Earth to help me finally really see myself. And I am sure, she will continue doing such things for other people. If only I cuold do somehting for her. To repay her for the self-relfection she has given me. I will appreciate and love her for all of time. Thank you, form the bottom of my heart to the top of my soul Ms. Corbin. Thank you so much. You have saved my life, and you don't even know it. Your friend forever Joey Smith
from captainron :
no Caiti, you should never have to settle. Hang in there and don't stress. Life has a way of working it self out. Sometimes it just takes a while.
from sheldonius :
Hey there, I was here, where were you? :-) Hope you are havin fun, wherever you may be. BG, S.
from captainron :
You're a smart lady, if you even apply a bit of your talents, you'll do fine. Happy Tuesday! Ron
from sheldonius :
G'day Chicklette! Happy beefday gurl! (Late now I know) U sound sad, it will pass, much like a bad post drunken orgy Big Mac... It will pass... Even if a little smelly on he way out!.. Where am I going with this? Who knows! Anyways, I always miss you at the moment, as I am working 7 days a week at the moment to get the head above water. (((Blows kisses for later))). Be Goodly. S.
from captainron :
Awww, Happy Birthday Sweetie. I hope this year is your best one ever. {{{{{hugs}}}}}
from captainron :
I hope you feel better this morning hon {{{{{{hugs}}}}}} me
from captainron :
You are special, and someday, you'll find what you are looking for.... Just hang in there and don't let life get you down and you'll be fine.
from captainron :
Happy New yeat sweetie!
from captainron :
Awww... I still love you :-) Happy Wednesday!
from captainron :
If he already has somebody, then moving forward will mean just more hurt, one way or another. There are more people like that out there, find one, you deserve it.
from captainron :
No AOl or AIM here at the new job :-( The computer guy has full control of any add ons too so no way to get them in. You can always email me at Ronald.Lacroix@vishayremovethis.com
from captainron :
You still do owe me a picture of you in that bathrobe :-)
from captainron :
Cati, Most peoples first year of college is like that. Everything has changed and it is like starting over in a game where all the rules have changed and nobody will tell you what the new ones are. You have to figure them out by trial and error and the penalties for being wrong hurt... Lots. Hang in there, it will get better. Ron
from captainron :
I miss you too sweety. I hope life is treating you well. You deserve it.
from captainron :
Oh Cati.... {{{{hugs}}}}
from captainron :
Even if it takes forever, it is worth waiting for the right person rather than settling for something less. You'll know when you get there. In the mean time, enjoy the scenery and don't stress. It's not something you can force, when it happens, it just happens.
from captainron :
Sorry baby.... You can't make people be your friend though if they don't want to. Besides anybody who doesn't want you for a friend isn't a good enough person to want to be friends with :-) Love ya. Happy Monday!
from captainron :
That's pretty rude. You should have turned on the lights and the TV :-)
from captainron :
I'm sorry Cati... Things sometimes aren't what they seem at first blush. I'm pretty sure you'll be OK though, you are lots stronger than you realize. The right person will come along and you have plenty of time to find him. Right now, just try and enjoy life, have fun and don't settle, ever. Happy Tuesday!
from captainron :
I think you are a little hard on yourself. I think you are pretty special and I'm sure others do too. You'll find the one you are suppose to be with. Sometimes it just takes time.
from captainron :
If it was something good, cherish it, if it was something bad let it go. If it was something to be learned from, learn the lesson and move on. Life is too short to stand still.
from captainron :
Your profile is dead wrong, you are a VERY special person, beautiful too and not just on the outside. Hope you enjoyed the bath.
from captainron :
I don't think they're whiney, you are just writing about what concerns you at the moment. We all want to be happy. Sometimes it is just harder to find than others.
from captainron :
When you get a few more miles under your, um keel, you'll realize that age is just a number and people either fit or they don't regardless of how old they are.
from caiti-lynn :
who? haha...no seriously? were you meaning you? what is your sn on aim? always. caitlin
from captainron :
I know somebody who added you as a favorite :-)
from caiti-lynn :
Thanks captainron! You seem like a really special person! Keep reading as I intend to keep reading yours. Happy Wednesday to you as well! :) caiti-lynn
from captainron :
Thanks for the nice note in my guestbook. Yes I've seen the movie, no, I don't sail like him :-) As for me, well, I'm older than dirt, happily married and trying to survive all the crap sandwiches life seems to be dishing up lately. I plan on reading a bunch of yoru stuff if you don't mind and I'll look for you on AIM. Happy Wednesday!

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