messages to caralynne:
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from beagle47 :
Caralynne?
from surfking :
hi so...i'm friends with Janie through diaryland and apparently you are too. She mentioned she wanted to get a hold of you but she doesn't remember her diaryland password. So if you could add her on facebook or something (bambi finkelstein) she would very much so appreciate it! if you don't have facebook, I can send you her email. she said that you are Canadian, that is all.
from surfking :
hello, i'm going through old entries and notes and the like and apparently we have left each other notes like seven or eight years ago and after reading them i kinda remember them...this message might be more for myself, sorry...
from beagle47 :
my friend?
from antinormalcy :
or back on diaryland, at least.
from antinormalcy :
you won't be a dork on your date. nice to see you writing again.
from beagle47 :
i quite like it when you update. even though i don't. but when you do it is inspirational really, for reasons i can't explain. so, yes then, there it is.
from minstrelite :
Just wanted to let you know I'm reading you, and thanks for the good read. Sorry you broke those glasses. I have a bad right eye too, but for financial reasons have been wearing cheap generics for the past three years. One of these days I'll get it together.
from her-story :
So, when are your finals? I could probably help ya with studying, I used to teach study techniques to college freshmen.
from beagle47 :
Nikon! nice! the '47 camera of choice. nice to read the smile(s). ;)
from antinormalcy :
you confuse me, but that's what's so neat about you. your diary has made my day. thanks!
from waltzingyeti :
once i worked at summer camp and these people went out on a sea-do in a storm and then fell off and then the lifeguard from our camp and two others went out in the boat to try and save them, but the boat capsized and i thought that all of them were going to drown and we had no way to save them. it was horrible, as evidenced by my long sentence. sorry you had bad near-drowning days.
from beagle47 :
three letters: d.o.g. read today's entry. er, entries. 6/1/05 (or, in your case, 05.01.06 or something). live the plan, stan. peacers. -=b47=-
from beagle47 :
"...the song is boinked the bride..." i needed a good laugh. many thanks. so, my doctor says my fate is likely alzheimers (sp?) as is my dad's and was his dad's unless i change my diet, excercise more and do crossword puzzles. fuck my doctor. i want your doctor. wanna trade? ;)
from beagle47 :
check please. ;) thanks.
from plokm :
where did the hot dyke girls go?? how did they get out of the room without a door?!?!
from politiko :
I love that entry.
from beagle47 :
okay, just one more time. see, i would drive you crazy, especially with all the stupid French translation requests. besides, iam happilly obsessed with mrs. b, and she with me, which leaves very little room to drive anyone else crazy. not to mention the boy. he has kind eyes. i think you should keep him. forget the girls, they are soft and cuddly but incredibly complex. okay, now, that is the last time! enjoy the snow ;)
from petmykittie :
Well, thanks! Actually, I am currently feeling much better, save for the ocassional hacking-coughing fits. I hope you geet better soon too. Wheeee!
from brokentrain :
you are not 20. no you are not. thats just.. you are not 20. stop lying. 20? Honest? Just yesterday you were a cute kid, now your a cute 20 year old and I no longer feel like creepy old girl with cute kid as friend. Happy belated birthday nonetheless
from waltzingyeti :
just wanted to say, "hello" and thanks for listing me as a fav. and also, because i am obsessive about novels: doesn't heave totally rock your world.
from snideblonde :
Actually, I purchased a signed copy of "Alligator" for myself, for my birthday. I read it in about two days and as usual, I loved it. I think Lisa Moore is a beautiful writer and I love her ability to make the smallest moments register in one's poetic memory.
from beagle47 :
argh. i could use a pat on the allegorical dog-head. <sigh>. i'm beat-down today. and you, the fair-haired cara?
from beagle47 :
re: "snowy landscapes..." depends on the number of deer in them.
from rubysoho15 :
bad mood? that hurts my feelings
from politiko :
I just joined myspace.com the other day. I want to find you on there.
from beagle47 :
re: "a love-letter to at 2am when you have an exam in less than seven hours?" likely someone of a much higher order than you or i (assuming he, she, it exists, which i think he, she, it probably does).
from rubysoho15 :
John Donne is cool, I liked him last year. His best poem was 'The Fly'
from beagle47 :
shh...i won't tell.
from awkwardpause :
For the bit about manliness in yer paper, you should totally sight me as the manliest man you know, and then show a picture of this guy with huge pecs with my head pasted on him. I sure do have a lot of opinions about how men aren't men anymore! Love ya Cara!
from aznballer :
hey caralynne i was doing some research on dextrocardia and it brought me to your posting about people who had it and didn't turn out like normal, anywho i have it and my heart is on the right side and ive been planning active sports all my life, i;ve been wrestling for like four years now and i dont think thats anything wrong with me, so yea some people turn out okay =) <3Tony
from rubysoho15 :
First snow of the year was totally last Thursday, the tenth of November. I know because I was in the OC caf trying to finish a book in time for my seminar, and I noticed it was snowing and was upset that I could not be outside.
from brokentrain :
Hello love. Happy Autumn.
from beagle47 :
hello. that prior note was me trying to be cute about clicking on s's.com. i'd never heard of the site and it was, hmmm, a little "racy," if you will. i was just kidding around. now that i've made that clear as mud, sorry for any confusion. i swear, it was meant to be a harmless, tongue-in-cheek note. well, except for the "no posing there" part! ;)
from beagle47 :
okay, now how am i going to innocently explain that link in my history to mrs. 47??? "well, honey, see, i clicked it through c/l's journal. no, i've never met her, i swear, and we have never e-mailed anything like that, but, well, there is this picture of a ghost pole..." as your cyber-big-brother, I'D BETTER NEVER SEE YOUR PICTURE LIKE THAT!! ;)
from darkbluerain :
university; definitly somthing to look forward to! Have a wicked time and enjoy the new people you'll meet. they may be people that stick around for a long time. -ck
from beagle47 :
c/l and boy: infinite "you're welcomes" and thank you's. you give me hope! and, boy? play some Robert Johnson for a hapless pooch? ;)
from rubysoho15 :
The heatwave and I have befriended each other. I sit in my dark, damp basement, it doesn't sunburn my scalp again.
from rubysoho15 :
I was coming out of Star Wars as you went in. I saw you in line but you were sleeping. I thought it was ok but the dialogue was pretty bad. "You're so beautiful" "That's because I'm so in love." "No, it's because I'm so in love with you" Bah! I say. I came home and watched A New Hope and was going to watch Empire Strikes Back but ran out of time. The new one was better than episodes one and two, but crappy compared to the old ones. Also, Hayden Christianson or whoever couldn't act his way out of a paper bag.
from brokentrain :
Thank you for the notes, you are wonderful dear. I hope you feel better soon!
from katy-bug :
I'm completely jealous that you've seen Josh in concert. Isn't he lovely? Man. I hope you feel better soon, darling. Keep well.
from beagle47 :
argh!!! this is the fifth time. curse me. perhaps five's a charm? as i've typed 4 times: telling's best. it will be a great weight off your soul and all who really love you still will. on a completely different note, i am listening via webstream to Radio Canada today. mon dieu! so much French spoken there! i simply must brush-up. paix. and good luck!
from brokentrain :
the weather was so lovely lately.. and even though the sky is currently crumbling in snow and rain, tommorow's forecast is looking lovely. Funny how life can end up being that way too.
from beagle47 :
i recommend a (cool?) t-shirt. ;)
from beagle47 :
one entry (2005-03-04/9:36 a.m.) two words: kick ass!
from pocketbomb :
i am calmer. i should be kept away from all communication devices whence i have been drinking, or else i leave silly messages. i hope spring is creeping up on you soon..
from pocketbomb :
Cara. a line has been crossed. i am in a state of distress. maybe i'll be better in the morning.
from beagle47 :
hello. hate to sound like your brother (again), but do not leave your cellphone number(s) in public places. geez, what are we going to do with you? ;) (hope life is cheery, 'cause you're okay in my book, er, journal, er diary, er absence...).
from rubysoho15 :
i can totally help with that assignment. that WAS an easy class.
from beagle47 :
hello. i'm too lazy to read much tonight, so i skipped right to the note. i hope all is well, C-L! (what's a beagle47 note without a rhyme, anyway?). ;)
from brokentrain :
my dear caraface, due to the fact I am without tickets, without identity and without money I will NOT be rocking out with my first emo crush, but since I do work up teh street from the horseshoe I will hope he has some excuse to wander into teh girliest store in Toronto and FALL IN LOVE WITH ME. Or just walk by. If he walke dby it would make my heart go a flutter. Have fun, be safe.. and happy birthdaywhaaa
from katy-bug :
Hey, I'm not locked. So, peek around as much as you'd like.
from katy-bug :
I'm glad you still visit. Happy New Year! I cannot believe it's 2005 but damn it's so exciting. An entire new year to live life. I hope yours is beautiful.
from brokentrain :
merry christmas darling. keep the world bright with quiet songs and lovely voices
from pocketbomb :
are you going to trenton, um, new jersey? that very well might suck. why would anyone move to trenton? I recommend a trip to new york city instead. It is my very soul.
from brokentrain :
some of my favorite gifts from friends and lovers have been books. books I've heard about, books I haven't, books they wrote. You can have the most profound impact on someone with books. lots of love to you this cold december
from rubysoho15 :
Suuuure.
from rubysoho15 :
It has been locked for over three months. I only posted something so the diary wouldn't be deleted. WHY ARENT YOU IN SCHOOL YOU SKIPPER?
from rubysoho15 :
Elvis! His name is Elvis!
from zoo101 :
i dont hate you; i never could. you just keep on shining
from beagle47 :
i crossed communication barriers.
from beagle47 :
i see you (platonically and cyber-ly) and i think you are completely normal. seriously. and, in answer to your next thought "nope, i'm completely normal -- so you have to accept it." ;)
from theshivers :
the thesis is two short stories and part of a novel...not quite the stuff of brain surgery, but i'm pulling out my hair all the same.
from emperorincxt :
thankyou my dear, thats really cool.. and im sure on some level of my being I did hear it :)
from rubysoho15 :
dude you owe me a demo
from brokentrain :
MMMMMMMMuffins! I love muffins! PS: the girls in your layout are snuggling in my covers!! They are from IKEA... the fact I have the same covers as them makes me feel famous!
from emperorincxt :
Promise me you�ll be a soldier and fight for your liberties.. I LOVE THAT PART. that four line bit is my favourite. well done darling.
from emperorincxt :
hmmm.. i really dont know if i can choose.. thats crazy hard.. i love them both!!
from emperorincxt :
oh oh you neeeeed to see them.. do you have 'so jealous'?
from emperorincxt :
and thats why im not in school.. because i would blow off homework and class every chance i could.. hehe. yay tegan and sara.. have you seen them live before?
from rubysoho15 :
should i go see hawksley workman when he comes to my school?
from caralynne :
autumn wins a free cd!
from beagle47 :
well, if it's any consolation, alchohol really is a truth serum. oh, great moon stuff...wish i had thought of it. ;)
from starkitten01 :
lol I've read two diaries today now that have had glasses mishaps..Sucks..I had to get mine fixed recently too, it's a conspiracy, lol have a great weekend :)
from brokentrain :
To answer BOTH notes you've left I have teh Serena Ryder live cd that I bought from her back when she toured with M. Workman the first time.. which I loved.. there sjust bits of this new album that seem almost insincere. I don't know.. it makes me sad that alot of people may judge her as a musician based on this cd because she is incredible live. She has so much power and emotion up on that stage and the cd simply falls short. hehe... Oh the joys of being 21 =P CONCERTS GALORE FOR MEEEE! The only ones that are for sure on that list are Trash Can Sinatras, Rilo Kiley and Matthew BArber. My lovely friend Zoe has a teeny bopper crush on him, oh hella s do I, and we were pretty much teh *only* people who went and saw him at teh Toronto Street festival.. us and his siters room mates apparently. We also saw him in Ottawa back in June with Matt Mayes and Danny Michel. It was there that we learned he was friends with a boy I played with when I was living in Ottawa. It was wackiness.. but he puts on an awesome show.. he has lovely pretty facial expressions when he plays. If I don't make it to see Tegan and Sara I want to know all about it :D Good luck with school! Baby steps baby!
from awkwardpause :
Actually, I check up on you every day. Except on days I'm not home. Glad you're comforted though. Yay!
from madchester :
Cara!!!!! I miss you like whoa, dearest. We need to get together one afternoon before school starts again.
from awkwardpause :
Raccoons... Fucking funniest diary entry ever!
from beagle47 :
check your rogers e-mail. delete all these notes. i believe that will solve the tax problem! sorry! ;)
from beagle47 :
22.50 CAD Canada Dollars = 17.2226 USD United States Dollars 1 CAD = 0.765450 USD 1 USD = 1.30642 CAD. does that look right? if so, i'll send American if that's okay (i don't know where to find Canadian around here...).
from beagle47 :
oh, one more thing: if you already paid that i will send it, but let me know how much that is in U.S. $$ if you could? thanks, and sorry again. i had no idea about duties or taxes up there!
from beagle47 :
or, can you get a phone number where i can call in payment, maybe? i dunno, just writing out-loud. (double groan). i'm really sorry about this...
from beagle47 :
okay, figured it out. it is something called a "duty tax" which might be assessed when sent to Canada from U.S. can they hold it until i send the money? i had no idea. this was no problem elsewhere in the world. (groan).
from beagle47 :
what????? they are trying to charge YOU?? no, no, no! e-mail me who to call and i will take care of it. really, that is a HUGE mistake if i read your e-mail correctly. do NOT pay!
from beagle47 :
whoa, no wonder UPS is having so much trouble delivering your t's. they were sent, hope you get them! (hang-in, c...)
from rubysoho15 :
my friend mike doesnt take his meds even though he should and he is currently in the psycho ward.
from beagle47 :
why you, caralynne, are most welcome. and i? most honored.
from brokentrain :
*waves arm* I wrote a song! I wrote a sonG! Me and my guitar had a hot hot song writing love in last night and produced a short soft song that's just a tiny bit sexy. just a tiny. HAve fun this weekend at vintage fest, it's going to be CRAZY NUTSO down here because it's Pride this weekend! I hope you're enjoying your summer lovely
from beagle47 :
come get your t-shirt. i've reserved one for you. okay, back to life now...
from beagle47 :
nice choice on the tat', i suppose. sigh. but i was hoping for a little doggie or none at all. ;)
from rubysoho15 :
well thats just gross. ive been on the pill for over a year and i have to say ive never lactated. eww
from rubysoho15 :
they have writers craft as a university course its just not in the book
from brokentrain :
Celebrate Toronto Street Festival in July... Saturday July 10 @ 9:30pm Mr. Hawksley Workman. Sunday July 11 @ 5:30pm Mr. Danny Michel and then Shaye at 7:00pm. Just thought you should know kiddo
from pocketbomb :
Hey...just wanted to say hi... and...i don't know if you pay attention to horses and stuff like that anymore, or even horse racing, but i am just TOO excited and i have to share: i got secret, last-minute tickets to the Belmont Stakes on june 5th....the last race of the triple crown!! i am too, too excited.
from madchester :
whatever happened to yuk yuk's? still no call from anyone like you said there would be... :(
from antinormalcy :
your name's cara too? I love you, I love you, I love you!!!! lol, j/p. it's nice to see someone else on the same page. rabbit, rabbit.
from brokentrain :
Oh how was he?? was he wonderful?? Was everyone wonderful? He broke my heart when I saw him in Toronto, he breaks everytime he opens his mouth and sings. Adore that mans music. I wish I was in Ottawa still sometimes. I miss bits and pieces of many things. Of People. Of places. But I travel back June 17 & 18 as part of a small tour de force with one of my friends so.. I'll try to get my fill. I hope you're doing well dear.
from brokentrain :
Awww... aren't people who crack you down the middle aweful and wonderful. Wonderful even if they're awful. Wonderfulness in the utter awfulness. Good bad, PS: Wonderful song wonder.
from beagle47 :
hello, my cyber friend. i just wanted to drop-in and leave something out-of-the-blue. thus, tonight, if you strike-up the band, i would like to request the Ramones, "I Wanna Be Sedated," with a G,C,G,C,D,G etc., type run (unless you prefer E of course). let me know if you need a link to tablulature or chords let me know. -b47-
from asongforyou :
hang out we shall, carashmara, hang out we shall.
from asongforyou :
you're moving :( *Tear*...you best be going to prom. best be. >:| or else...bwahaha ^_^
from brokentrain :
Good luck tonight skittle! Have lots of fun and such what not. :) I've never sang *alone* a Hummingbird, but a choir I was in did.. it has a nice atmosphere. I hope you catch the fancy of every person in the audience and break their hearts in two when you walk off stage. That's a sure sign of a steller performance :) Make the boy go to Tulipfest with you, and enjoy HAwksley-ness together. If you see a beautiful half-japanese boy shake your heads at him in disappointment... he stole my damn heart.
from beagle47 :
i agree. let's talk about the weather.
from pocketbomb :
oh yeah: looks like i'm moving to NYC (again). come and strum your geet-ar in one of the lovely coffee shops, fab clubs, etc. Do it.
from brokentrain :
I'm going to the none all-ages show because *Im* a snob.. hehe.. nah.. I actually would rather see him rock out, the acoustic show would make me too teary. It is expensive.. his tickets are slowly rising :S I say try to con your way to ottawa to the Tulip Festival.. I bet that show would be lovely. Good ole' Ottawa.. I shall miss you. Good luck with all teh recording, I can't wait to hear some of your songs :)
from madchester :
when are you gonna play at yuk yuk's?!? couldn't you just call instead of waiting for graham to do so? :(
from pocketbomb :
I had a complicated dream involving you. I was with a big group of people, who I was forcing to go down a cliff so we could get to where you lived - (Which was a shanty on stilts in the ghetto) - so that I could tell you about mangoes. Then, a teacher from my old school tried to assassinate me with a shotgun because he was annoyed that I led the group so far away. Bah, I guess you werent actually IN the dream. But I needed...to tell you...about... mangoes.
from musikat :
thank you for the kind words :o) No, neither of us have had braces. Jeremy claims that he should have (his bottom teeth are a little more crooked), but I don't see the need. And yes, he has the most amazing eyes. I could stare at them for hours, and I have been known to :o)
from beagle47 :
i swear i hit the "done" button at the same exact instant you did today! (of course, it took me almost 50 minutes to finish my thought because of these infuriating interruptions!). i hope you're hanging in with your usual style.
from brokentrain :
RE: a few days ago... that "another love song in C#min" entry made my insides hurt with all kinda of wonderfulness. just so you know. wonderfulwonderfulness
from rubysoho15 :
I'm likely moving to Peterborough anyways. Because I'm awesomely cool and graduating high school like that.
from pocketbomb :
Oh man. I was under the impression that you were from sasketchitichan or...manitoba or some other canadian...province (?) that I dont know the correct name of. That is also more western than you actually are. Someday I'll set foot in Canada, someday.
from pocketbomb :
someone told me the other day that all western canada has is hockey and cowboys. Is this true?!
from rubysoho15 :
holy crap cara you have surpassed me in entry amount. i never saw that coming, but then again i am busy with some things like SCHOOL AND NOT LOLLYING ABOUT! for instance. amd sure, we've all changed. i, for example (please alert the media) spent all of friday CLEANING MY ROOM! yes cara thats right, my room is clean and it is like i was possessed by some sort of cleaning demon because i cleaned my closet too. vicky, lisa, and devin agree that it looks like a completely different room. anywhoo.
from beagle47 :
cute nothing. cute as hell. ;)
from pocketbomb :
you have a little brother?! I always thought you were the youngest! and the boy plays war hammer?!?!?!?!?! ....you're fulla surprises.
from brokentrain :
i always hope something about me will becoem clearer after cutting my hair or adjusting my style. I'm disappointed when it doesn't. I guess I should know better by now :)
from emperorincxt :
excellent my dear..
from emperorincxt :
hilarious and wonderful people make me stop crying and make everything ok.. thats my suggestion.. :)
from beagle47 :
hey. i have to tell you that every day i see the buddy list lit up with your diary i get a sense of relief. thanks!
from brokentrain :
sa-weeet! I knew if I changed my layout I'd get ALL the ladies! :) As for the tapeworm.. if can't be that.. if it was you'd be hungry all teh time and unable to curb it.. Whatever is making you sick I wish you a speedy recovery and many warm naps in someones arms!
from brokentrain :
If you go to teh hospital, and recieve a package with a few strange books, pictures drawn with 2 crayons, candy and random photos of posters on streetlamps in Ottawa... it will be from me. If not, I send you much reflection and hope for the best. It's all I can do. I hope for the very best for you. Very, Very best lovely.
from madchester :
Cara, I'll send you notes if you go into the hospital. I'll come and visit you every day and I'll learn how to play the guitar so I can properly serenade you as you get better. I'll cry with you and I'll laugh with you and I'll give you all the happiness in me.
from madchester :
Don't move. :( Please don't move. Pretty please? I'll miss you far too much.
from beagle47 :
hey, i've got this brilliant idea for you to make a billion dollars some day, but you never check your e-mail and i don't want to leave it here as surely someone will steal it from you. e-mail me and it's yours for a song...<laughing at himself>
from madchester :
Cara, it's over. Again. We gave it another go, we made up, he pretended to love me a little bit longer. But now it's over. I've never felt so...unreal. I keep hoping that this is a dream and that any second now I'll wake up and everything will be like it used to be. But I'll never wake up, I'll never stop dreaming. I wish i could stop feeling...
from grouchetta :
dear cara. your description of why you make music sounds much like why i write. once i write something down its a way of letting it go, of making it not so much a part of me anymore. i hope that makes sense. keep kissing and reading and playing and all that good stuff. XO.
from awkwardpause :
Thanks for the note on my livejournal. I also miss though, but I make sure to read your diary as often as I can. You really should cheer up Carza darling, I like you much better when you are happy. But I like you either way still. Love ya. (sorry it took forever for me to respond)
from brokentrain :
I like this layout. cliche motif or not it's lovely soft colours with a lovely quote
from coffeestain :
Happy Belated. Did I send you a happy belated? I don't think I did. Yeah, I'm taking the birth control pill to control heavy bleeding. I've only been on it for 2 weeks so it's not really working yet. It is making me cranky as hell. It can cause bloating and upset stomach and a bunch of other generic things like that. I'm not sure how I feel about it at this point.
from beagle47 :
happy belated. regarding listening to one's own music: i have been trying to perfect a version of "i fought the law" played at breakneck speed with screaming vocals and, damn if it just doesn't sound like crap everytime i play it back. yet, i still love to hear myself scream-sing at the top of my lungs on playback, even if no one else ever will...
from brokentrain :
HAppy Birthday dear one!!! :D <3
from pocketbomb :
happy happy happy birthday! a birthday filled with roses and kittens and food and the boy sounds like a wonderful one already... but still i wish you a happy 1 hour and forty four minutes left of your birthday, EST :)
from pocketbomb :
is that you!?!?
from grouchetta :
(hugs and kisses and sugar and spices and all things good) i'm sorry, i'm a jerk. & i should do better at keeping in touch with people like you. i'm glad to hear things are beautiful for you, and that you're in love, and sigh. you should really gimme your address so i can mail you a mix one of these days.
from beagle47 :
oh, hi again. i just spent four hours driving and obseesing about use of the word "stalk" (or was it "stalker?") in my last note. i didn't mean to imply that you stalked or would stalk or that i didn't like your notes. groan. sorry 'bout any misunderstanding. i feel better knowing that you know and that you know why i was worried because, well, you know. ;)
from brokentrain :
Parents love, no matter what silliness may happen. You can never make them STOP lovingyou.. even if one tried. I'm thankful for a living family because mine has a tendency to develop cancer and die all the time. But that's our genes for you. And don't forget that so many people need you. Need you to be around, need you to show them that you love thema nd you're willing to fight for them, because they're willing to fight for you. Love dear one, much love to you.
from beagle47 :
hi. you should know me well enough by now to know i want and ask for nothing, and i sure as hell don't want to be stalked or anything, but i sure do want you to know something, c': i sure like you. so, stay alive and all that. you may be one of the few who could write something really cool about me when i die. oh, also, see Big Fish. great movie. okay, that's it i think.
from pocketbomb :
oh god.....my beloved ryan!! i will nurse him back to health....ohh yes...
from lara4 :
it's ilovelara :)
from oxsexigurlxo :
I'm so happy to see that others are just as affected by the Matthew Shepard monument story as I am. I'm even happier to see that you are passing along the link to the petition. I hope you signed it. :-)
from lilacwebster :
my house is only a 20 minute walk, and i'm here
from brokentrain :
18.. whoa.. lil' Cara is growin' up. =D I'm going to be 21 this year. I'll be such an old woman... but I'll be legal in the states, NEW YORK DRUNKFEST HERE I COME!! I hope you have something perfectly happy planned, perhaps including the purchase of porn.. because NOW YOU CAN.. I think that's all you can get at 18.. or and you can get drunk in Montreal. Or the UK. Anyways, as for the piercing, think long and hard and make sure it's something you REALLY want.. does it scar badly when it's taken out and grown over? Because scar-y tounge ain't cool. Anyways, BIG FISH TIME.. I've seen this movie too many times.
from pocketbomb :
i got that shot. cause pills are stoopid. wait, i'm gonna email you.
from brokentrain :
NOOOOO! Tounge piercing, while the very thought of it can be uber hot can seriously hinder pronunciation. People have had perminant speech problems because of tounge piercings! As an aspiring singer I say NAY to the tounge piercing! NAAAY!
from brokentrain :
According to taht Dante test I was "Extremely" in Limbp.. I thought it sounded kinda nice. If there is such a place, I don't think I'd want to get into heaven, Limbo sounds calm. Not too happy, not too scary. That deep strange feeling in your gut, not happy but not sad. If that's limbo, I won't mind at all.
from madchester :
Cara, I love you. Please don't hurt yourself. I may be sounding like the world's biggest hypocrite but honestly, don't. Please?
from beagle47 :
031018_18.html (friendly reminder)
from g1rly-g1rl :
Thanks for listing me as a fav! I'm officially off the roll from college too. No money, no job. If you find a way to tell your parents - let me know - cause I have yet to do so.
from pocketbomb :
:( thank you... i wish the greatest of happiness for you as well. i can't wait for things to get better.....they will, right? of course.
from madchester :
Hey! It's Tash, saying hey, and don't worry...this shall be my last new diary.
from asongforyou :
you should not worry about letting everyone else down, and only take your meds for that sole purpose, because that will only lead to more stress on your already weighted back. take your meds for you, so you can get out of bed and not feel dissapointed, rather happy your still alive. cuz id much like for you to be happy...and alive..
from brokentrain :
MONTREAL ADVENTURES! Yes, older french men tend to hit on me.. actualy, older men in general do. But everyone in Montreal is HOOOT so it's all good. Hope you had fun, not only that.. hope you had a fabulous Christmas.. and Boxing Day.. and New years is coming up soon. Never liked it much, but that doesn't mean others shouldn;t. Hope you have big plans, or not depending on what you favour. Mine consist of myself, a long LUSH-tastic bath, a bottle of Soho, some 7-up and a SUPER NEW YEARS EVE MIX. Ahh.. it's good to be single and unambitious.
from dizzyfirefly :
Thank you for your lovely comment, darling.
from oxsexigurlxo :
I am so glad you found my diary and added me because it gave me the chance to be completely and utterly intrigued by you on this Christmas night when everyone has gone to bed and I have nothing better to do than miss my boyfriend. No self-pity here though. I love your diary and will add it to my favorites immediately! Merry Christmas! (PS- I think you are darling as well)
from beagle47 :
yes, you should absolutely kick my ass which is why i will assure myself you will not find it until you can look back and say "well, he was right, so i'll spare him his well-deserved ass-kicking -- just this once..." hey, cara'? all my best in all sincerity.
from brokentrain :
merry christmas lovely.
from beagle47 :
hey! where have i been, anyway? anyway, listen to me (why not? you've nothing to lose): you're fine. better than that even. you're not your grandma. you're a teenager with raging hormones and i guarantee you that in a few years (hmmm, 2 to 4 depending on your age) you will be thinking "gee, that was weird" and "was that me?" but feeling pretty normal. thus, you simply must hang-in, distract yourself with safe things (music, writing, exercise) and wait as this, too, will pass. okay, end of brotherly lecture. now, go out and eat some ice cream. ;) oh, and if i don't type at you before it, have a wonderful holiday! pairmt.
from pocketbomb :
wow!! i love your band's website! seriously, i'm like, proud of your website and it's not even mine. Awesome pictures in the gallery - is that ninja?! there are no words to describe that little kitten. And after all this time i've never seen what you look like either - so that was cool. Stickers, stickers, i say!
from rubysoho15 :
you and dan are having sex? after like a week?
from brokentrain :
Another time you will find all the lovliest things about Montreal. I always seem to be there when the weather is awful, and it makes me love it more. Misreable weather in a beautiful city doesn't seem quite so bad.
from pocketbomb :
montreal? wow! go directly south for a few hours and you'd run my house over.
from brokentrain :
I'm already safe at home. Hope you get out and enjoy Montreal, it really is my favorite city. Have a safe trip home, one that speeds you to lovely kisses and soft skin.
from brokentrain :
I believe in this situation you can tell the little voices to fuck off and just enjoy the sweet boy. Who needs little voices right now?
from brokentrain :
Lately, you're entries have been warm.. a nice little candle litup lovely in a window. I hope you continue to do better, and that everything comes slowly together as it should.
from amy-poetica :
username : notify, password: funky. I hope I've had something inspirational to say since I closed it...I have some doubt.
from pocketbomb :
i love canadian babble!! babble about canada anytime to me!!! I am looking to increase my mental database about canada. and i'm always on a quest to make myself more worldly. Canada is just so huge... it's mind boggling. Hey i want to hear your band sometime? make a demo and stickers a & shite, i'll put them on my car!
from brokentrain :
Hello darling! Things are just fine in Ottawa, although theres far too much wind and far too little snow. That should change today and snow should fall and make everything lovlier. Hope you have a wonderful time this weekend and you have much fun. If you see a girl running around looking fraantic and upset that will be me looking for a new shirt to wear to a very suddenly announced christmas party. Keep being wonderful dear one!
from brokentrain :
pie... kittens.. fur.. friends... kisses... hugs.. such wonderful things. Perfect little beauties. Beautiful little perfections.
from brokentrain :
a note of sorts: hope you and the kitten are doing well. mrowmrowmrow
from coffeestain :
The honestly just don't get it. Here's hoping our generation will fix things up a bit when it comes to our children's acceptance of sexuality as fluid.
from rubysoho15 :
what WASNT it?
from coffeestain :
All moms are a trip. I've reached that conclusion.
from rubysoho15 :
he is.
from asongforyou :
take a deep breath bud...who exactly are you dissapointing? cuz its not me. i think you should think about who youre dissapointing and how youre doing so, then hopefully you will realise that it probably isnt that bad...im worried about you *hug*
from brokentrain :
oh cara.. tennisballs are either the newest part of teh food group or you need christmas vacation RIGHT NOW. Mmm... christmas. I can't wait to make bread. I hope everything settles, it sounds like a very stressful time for you right now, and I wish you nothing but peace love and other fluffies very soon.
from brokentrain :
glad to see you cah-razy kids had fun and rocked the yacht club... it seems funny to say that - rock the yacht club. I guess we can attribute that to me never BEING to a yacht club, and in my mind I see either the cast of gilligan's island or a lot of white people in pastel sweater vests. Pretty much it's become apparent that I base all my opinions on TV.. I should get out more. Huraah to SecondBass... hell, and to second base.
from asongforyou :
hey man, you wont get booed off..i heard you guys are really good...:) yep...ne ways i hope u join..it will be awesome. im trying to put a lil band together too! so if anyone gets booed off, twill be me!!! yay!! they love booing me. so its all good:) fun times, fun times.
from love-hypatia :
a kitten?? no need to use the finger, gonna hurl on my own... but otherwise... like to read you
from lara4 :
thanks sweetheart, i had no idea u were still reading it xoxo
from asongforyou :
i got your email about the band and such, and i clicked on the link and all it did was open a gazillion browser windows continually until i turned off the compter and restarted. haha twas hilarious.
from rubysoho15 :
kitten? imminent death? KITTEN?????
from brokentrain :
Alright lovely, I'll help out as best I can.. find a nice little place to host your images, even if it's just geocities for now so I can take a look and brainstorm some ideas to send to you! Give me whatever ideas you and your boys have prferences ect and we'll work through this like one big happy family. Just remember that this is exams/essay time for moi, so things may be a little hectic for a while, but I will help out the best I can. I can be a "secondbass helper" kinda like the "hawksley helpers" but far less hot.. since everything and everyone connected to him appears to be attractive. It's terrifying really. ;D
from brokentrain :
Is this an offer I can't refuse.. am I in a gangster movie? That would be hip. Tell me what your thinking and I'll see what I can do.. I am far from a webpage making master but I'd happily help out.. in exchange for teh head of Joey Demargola on a platter. Man.. I hope theres not a real mobster named Joey Demargola... that would be a whole lotta hurt.
from pocketbomb :
all hell is breaking loose, thats what happened to my diary. dammit. no time. gotta write 25 pages of an essay. Joy!
from pocketbomb :
i dont know! i think the image host decided to bail! ahh!! i loved my trogdor... oh well time to look for a new template.
from brokentrain :
Aww.. Kittens are splendiferous...I remember back in the day when my Faye darling was tiny... *sigh* I miss my faye.
from pocketbomb :
eeeeeee! kitten!!! so wonderful. and what a lovely belt/guitar strap thing that is.
from hertragedy :
You don't screw up my life...and if i "put you out of your misery" then I'D be in misery... I love you Cara and I always will. Just hang in there, pretty please?
from rubysoho15 :
LIES! it was YOU!
from brokentrain :
"So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone. /And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow. /But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself. /It is best to compose a poem, an honest longing or simple song of hope. /That is why I'm singing.../Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying, /I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, /then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company /through those days so long and black." Darling your day will come when the banners will fly and it will all make sense but don't give in. Youth's a bitch and passion is the ticket to survival. Keep loving those around you, and loving everything you do and hear and see. Talk to your doctor about teh pills, it sometimes takes quite a few different ones before you find teh right pill for you. They're kind of like a good pair of jeans in that way...
from beagle47 :
two words sister - or three: no (more) tattoos! ;) thanks, i hope you believe.
from brokentrain :
I was wondering as to why the girl disappeared. Ah pretty picture that used to be.. we'll remember you, you poor soul, you poor slave.....
from pocketbomb :
yes. recording of the show. yes. and demos. if you so choose to send them. but they would bring me joy. getting presents in the mail produces a joy like no other. rivaled only by kittens.
from brokentrain :
*pounces Hawksley picture*
from brokentrain :
*pounces Hawksley picture*
from rubysoho15 :
well you see, it would have been ready next week, but something went wrong with the yeast and i dont even know. fiona came home today and it was eating the big cats food.
from pocketbomb :
Getting a kitten, in your case, is so very far from a bad idea. Kittens = happiness. That is the most obvious equation to me, in my whole life. one day, i'll name a cat Wayne...
from brokentrain :
Ah lovely, the weather in Ottawa is wonderful right now, and the leaves are just starting to change. There would be quite a few government officials to shake your fist at, there were conferences on the hill and they ate their lunch on patios and in parks. I met half teh Montreal Canadians haphazardly while walking to my friends house, in that there were a whole bunch of guys in suits around me and all of a sudden these scary guys with books of hockey cards swarmed them and I realised that they wer a hockey team. I wasn't able to muster much excitment, I was busy thinking up things to mail a friend back home. Speaking of backhome, its nice to be back home for Thanksgiving. I hope you have lots of Turkey and lots of good family, and lots of good friends. How much longer can I make this note? Hmmmmmmm.....
from beagle47 :
she wrote: "my mother called me an idiot today. and a moron..." and the beagle does note: "she is obviously wrong. now, go prove it." live and die trying even if it risks failing. see, any other way is just an illusion of having lived. trust me, things get better. peace. (and i really mean that).
from brokentrain :
Aw maaaan! It was so wicked too.. all rambly... and I talked about hoping you get things sorted out, and talked about gigs and music and how lust is the "least terrible deadly sin" now it is lost forever. That makes me sad. *insert pout here*
from beagle47 :
*snap!* okay, you're out of it now. commence working on your homework.
from pocketbomb :
oh i'm back. i dont know what happened to my old template! that was very mysterious. so i got a new one, celebrating my favorite holiday. Halloween! I mean when is there any other time you get to dress up, cause mischief, worship satan, and eat FREE candy? It does not get better than this.
from brokentrain :
Aye lass, I sent it to [email protected] because I couldn't remember the one used to send that livejournal code way back when.
from asongforyou :
theres always a way out. but you have to want out...
from brokentrain :
*This is the note in which Angela just sends her an email because Angela's notes are incredibly long all of the time*
from brokentrain :
Mmmm... The Dears. They were phenominal, but because it was a part of Pop Montreal they didn't go on till Midnight and our feet killed from walking about all day. Oh Montreal, how you destroy me with your lovliness. I have already heard from reliable sources (aka drunken friends early morning e-mails) That Hawksley was fantastic as usual. I hope you had much fun. I made it through high school without a fake id.. it made turning 19 much more exciting hehe. Then again, its not like I had many chances to get downtown for concerts and such.. I lived a 45 minute - 1hr bus& subway ride away. Anyways, hope you're still writing songs and doing the wonderful thinsg of youth. Hats off to you lovely!
from brokentrain :
Hello lovely!! Just thought I'd drop a line to say hello, I haven't in a while. Hope everything is wonderful and your discovering which school (if any) sing to you. Much luck! PS: Are you going to see Mr. Workman in October? If so have much fun.. he goes all orgasmic in Terantulove and the entire audience gurgles in pleasure. It was gold.PPS: I finally listened to that Danny Micheal fellow you've been talking about.. very very beautiful. I wish I had known he was in Ottawa last night.. I wouldn't have gone to Montreal to see the dears, I would've stayed and soaked him in. Oh well, another time.
from pocketbomb :
something happened today which made me think of you. i was in the very quiet, very empty library at school, writing a rough draft of an essay (on the previously hated yellow paper). Someone walked by wearing glasses, a backpack, carrying a cup of coffee. He paused, whispered to me, "yellow paper is the best paper".... and disappeared. It was straight out of a Cara entry, i tell you.
from back-drifts :
I'm really liking your diary. (I found it through Conversegirl's) :) keep up the good work! cheers and much <3.
from beagle47 :
**clap on** to steal an old line: everything's "chippy" here. i would tell you the truth, but why burden the world with the mundane? i have perfected "Time of Your Life" -Green Day on the 6 string. better late than never, right? and, i was paid today (oh, the joy of money never seems to grow old). and, of course, there is that note from you. i'm a fortunate pooch today. now, if only i could find that xanax. oh, one last thing, don't worry about noting. i would hate anything to become another obligation. we all have enough of those in life, don't we? **clap off**.
from beagle47 :
i suspect you to be up at this hour, long after bedtime, and so i note you as you are noteworthy. i hope all is well and, if i had to choose, i would take the xanax. peace.
from brokentrain :
"can i kiss you with fury, but still be delicate in your eyes?" Fan freaking tastic. That is going on my wall of quotes.
from asongforyou :
six feet under fucking rules. school tomorrow. blah.
from asongforyou :
vodka is the window to everyones soul...and for some, its the window that you throw up your entire days supply of food. did that make sense? cuz i just confused myself.
from rubysoho15 :
randomness is key
from asongforyou :
as nerdy as you are, you're deffinately the coolest nerd i know. alas, vodka is everybodys weakness. or it should be. mmmm vodka...i could go for some right now...but im too lazy to go get it. and its 4 am. well the summers almost over! i insist that we hang out some time before its over. INSIST! id say tomorrow but i have every intention of wasting the day away around the pool in the sun...if its out...haha its raining right now so it might hide all day. why am i telling you all this? lol meh! anyways..yes...hanging of the out. anytime (except for tomorrow: see above) yes well...im going to sleep now. sleep is good.
from rubysoho15 :
hey cara? SHAVE YOUR BLOODY LEGS!
from pocketbomb :
I went on a book shopping spree today. Allow me to introduce you to them. Tom Robbins - another roadside attraction, Hunter S thompson - Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, Suzuki - Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind, Italo Calvino - invisible Cities. So far I'm 1/2 way through invisible cities and it seems to not have a point. Either that or I have ADD and can't see the deep symbolism. Have you ever read any Ayn Rand? She was recommended to me...I dont know if I agree with her ideas. Hah sorry to bring up crazy literature type stuff amidst all your summer vodka affairs...but you're one of the rare people who actually might have read any of those books.
from jme-reviews :
Hi I just started a new review site named jme-reviews. If you would like to have your diary reviewed please check out my site! Thank you bunches! -jamie-
from apathy-kills :
I wish i could attend your seventeen and one half black tie event but my dad says I must stay home tonight after I get home from work. I know you can't see me but I'm not smiling. But don't you worry...you shall get your Clea Duvall in the near future. I'm hoping that I'll get a chance to go out in the next week or so. Have a great partay and dance the night away! Not to much liquor either missy. Have fun!
from brokentrain :
Thank you, thank you, thank you for finishing http://caralynne.diaryland.com/fishies.html. It is bizarre and beautiful and wonderful and I hope to hear it one day, humming on my stereo!
from pocketbomb :
don't you wish ringo starr were your neighbor, or uncle? i do...oh yeah - i think i might have posted an entry with glorious pictures!
from dizzyfirefly :
because you are the 13th person. And I'm also starting to read Heller's Catch-22.
from dizzyfirefly :
You made my day.
from beagle47 :
you, cl, are the best for asking. all is well in beagledom. the last entry was me just musing about someone else's heartbreak, but harkening back to a few of mine as well. i'm weird like that! i can see all is well with you...two words: be safe! oh, and, right, there was something else, but it's slipped my feeble mind. well, something the next note to you i suppose. thanks again...
from brokentrain :
*drools* Please, please, please pass along the pictures of Hawksley if possible. We all should be able to bask in his wonderfuulness. I wish I was still in ottawa for the blues fest! :(
from pocketbomb :
it was great! i'll send you the picture of us and them. but i'll do that when i get home - i have to go be social with my family (eeww)
from beagle47 :
i don't know which i like better: the chords or the time stamp. ;) (by the way, just hang-on, it gradually subsides with age and all passes at the end of your twenties...)
from rubysoho15 :
i cant see half of your picture.
from beagle47 :
okay, a few thoughts. <blushing> i hesitate to admit this for fear of being labeled a pervert, but here goes: i really love that new template. okay, now it's said. but, that being said, THAT PICTURE BETTER NOT BE YOU! oh, and, no piercing, it will hurt and you'll grow-out of it anyway. nice to see a new entry...peace. (and i really mean that).
from brokentrain :
*celebrates new layout* Huzzle!!
from grouchetta :
bwa hahaha. the video my friend made starring me was for our CanLit class, my friend was in fact making a movie type trailer for the book Heave. kudos to you for catching on! also, your rock for linking me, among other things. lemme no when you're back from your trip.
from pocketbomb :
i am pleasantly shocked by your layout. I 100% Love it.
from brokentrain :
The (potential) new layout is absolutely beautiful. I finally got you a live journal if you haven't scored one already. I had to get one from a cousin because I forgot I had used my one to get a friend a journal. Anyways, I'll send it to you. The point is, your layout looks amazing.
from naneyn :
Mmm...Danny Michel, Sara Quin, and Jenny Lewis all in one entry. So many people to crush on, so little time. ;) But you have such great taste in music.
from apathy-kills :
Hey Cara, have fun at camp! Don't let the mosquitos bring you down. Enjoy nature and nature will enjoy you. *hugs*
from pocketbomb :
Hello...i just wanted to say hi because i missed you. i've been in costa rica for 12 days and havent gotten to read any of you. now it is 3:56 am, i havent slept for 48 hours, and i'm leaving to drive to utah at 6 am!!! Isnt summer adventurous
from beagle47 :
thank you, cl. take not one second for granted. there just are not enough of them. peace.
from coffeestain :
Thank you for the lovely note. I show up with a girl on my arm at family functions all the time. I think parents are very good at pretending they don't see what's right in front of them. Oh my.
from rubysoho15 :
oh oh, can i have one copy of jesus christ superstar? PLEEEEEEEEEEASE?
from beagle47 :
it's nice to have you back, albeit briefly. and, forgive me for sounding like your father (i am old enough to be him) but i am very proud of you passing on the pot. not that there's anything wrong with pot, but i'm just proud of you. so there. peace. (and i really mean that). oh, and safe trip, okay?
from darkbluerain :
thanks for the concern, its really sweet of you. things have gotten a little better since the last entry i wrote, but all in all, i'm very excited to move away and go back to school. i guess it's not supposed to be easy, huh? thanks again. -constance
from asongforyou :
sucka!
from rubysoho15 :
i wouldnt say it was a ditching, it was an i didnt see you and i was cranky and i went home and had a nap and am still cranky. it is ANN who is the jerk. sorry
from apathy-kills :
This is Tash if you were wondering who the lil weirdo was that added you to their buddy list. :)
from beagle47 :
let me be the first of many: don't forget your yearbook tomorrow. peace.
from dizzyfirefly :
Oh, I can't quite remember the date really. But you were a good read, I like your writing.
from beagle47 :
1) thank you, i am flattered. 2) the comments are fresh, so no apology necessary. 3) perfection is for the universe to determine. we? merely critics. i say "perfect," and so you are. 4) all things pass, so write a song quickly, before it gets away from you. 5) endulge yourself in a sweet dream of solice sleeves tonight as you sleep or tomorrow when you wake. peace. (and i really mean that).
from fallengrace7 :
In this circling of buddy list i managed to find you somewhere and i thought it was cool you like curry. just thought i'd drop a note. ttyl- leave note if you want to
from fallengrace7 :
LOL Thought I was the only one who had a facination with Tim Curry. You Rule. Leave me a note if you like.
from beagle47 :
random? HA! a deliberate choice, i say! and, i choose you...and, i stand in defiance of any suggestion that you are anything but normal! "okay" they ask??? bollocks! you, my friend: perfect! just as the universe intended. cast-off any thought otherwise. oh, and medications? well, okay, but only if they are the good ones. RANT-om guestbook signing concluded. peace. (and i really mean that).
from awkwardpause :
Perhaps I will come to visit. I've already told my parents that I want to go to Canada one day. Also, I've had many hours of torturing fun with sticks-in-mud. I like sticks-in-mud.
from astro-vamps :
thanks for the lurvley note dahling. :)
from awkwardpause :
This is the ultimate picker-upper: HAHAHAHAHAAAA! Honestly Cara, I went back and read your zoo trip. And I nearly died laughing. This event with the monkeys will forever be ingrained into my memory, even though I wasn't there. Funny as anything. You win.
from abnormality :
i'm better today. i hope [hope hope] you are too. xo.
from astro-vamps :
*hugs* i hope you feel better. everyone has bad days every now and then and all you can really do is wait until they end. i'm always here for you. to talk, listen, whatever you want.
from asongforyou :
i cant see the retrospect picture.
from grouchetta :
hey, i just wanted to let you know i saw danny michel at the tulip festival last weekend. almost all new songs too! my friends and i took pictures with him and got him to sign weird things, so he probably has kinda a creeped out expression in all the photos (which will probably make them ever so much more amusing). also, i promise one day i will leave you a note NOT relating danny michel. hip hip horray.
from brokentrain :
Oh dear... I really don't check my notes nearly enough.. I guess because the notifications go to an old emaila ddress that I rarely check.. AND I'm more apt to check y guestbook.. anyways... what I did want to say is, yes, I can pass along a livejournal password to you if you wish.. also.. what's this about a "hushhush" journal? =)
from pocketbomb :
Oh Cara, things are on the edge of terrible, yet not quite so bad. I have to change my password, for the evil wicked Tim found various ways to break into my diary. Sadness. Betrayal. I'll email you when I do change it.
from rubysoho15 :
Travy writes you notes? I dont get notes from him. What a jerk. A liar too. Stinking liar Travy. So um yeah, if you wanna make me a whole indie cd, thats fine. I really oughtta expland my musical tastes. Or something. I dont know. My tummy hurts.
from awkwardpause :
That actually sounds like fun. Maybe I will. One day. Before then though, I'll just cheer you up through the magic of the internet. This will be much easier within a week or two, as I will be getting a new computer. Supposedly.
from awkwardpause :
You're right. I haven't written it. Problem though, the girl hasn't added a link to our site. At this point though, I don't think I care. I'll just write one anyway. Just a bit longer please. I miss you too.
from beagle47 :
[cue: Mr. Blue Sky by E.L.O.] the sun is shining in the sky here, although obscured every so often by some ominous looking clouds. i'm not concerned. everything passes! oh, your diary? fun, witty, insightful, irreverant and always worth reading! no snores, none being best, 5 being worst. peace.
from beagle47 :
well, damn if i didn't think of that very entry once but couldn't find the words. well-written. curse my feeble mind. peace.
from asongforyou :
sucker. SUCKER! hahahahahahaa muahahhhaa *evil laugh* ahahahaha but yeah you really should then i'll have some one worth talking to in that class. yep. and that person would be you. just so were clear. and uh, oh yes, paco says 'hey baby' to you :)
from servingzero :
Thanks for adding me... I'm flattered ;)
from pocketbomb :
AWESOME review site. I havent even finished looking at it, but if it involves Donnie Darko then I bow at the creator's feet. Very, very nice.
from asongforyou :
next year twill be a double credit.
from grouchetta :
aw. get better! eat chicken soup and listen to danny michel. i'm sorry i took so long to reply -- but thanks for all your notes on the concert, really wish i could have been there. but maybe we'll bump elbows at tulip fest if you're back in ottawa? cheers.
from awkwardpause :
Thanks for that Cara. And for the e-mail. I like hugs. My family stopped giving them to me so I have to resort to digital hugs from you. What would I do without you?
from meryle :
thanks for the b-day wishes sweetie!
from foxgallagher :
I think you had just updated your diary, and I was in the members part looking for something to do. I clicked on yer page and *poof* there I was :P
from foxgallagher :
No, I'm not an old man. Happy Easter to you too. :P
from rubysoho15 :
i got the same as you.
from foxgallagher :
Old men wishing you a happy easter...eh....thanks for the warning.
from asongforyou :
someone very close to me tried to commit suicide. my world is crashing and burning...
from beagle47 :
loitered? legal there? scooter? real name, really, i mean scooter? waaaaaay cool. and, lastly, oh, what was that last thought? ah, yes, the title of your song: sudbury whispers (not because that's where you were but because the town name sounds mercurial...). hey, cl? i really enjoyed that entry. peace.
from beagle47 :
waits for less than 10? surely you jest, but regardless, you, cl, have excellent taste in cd's, yes..you..do. okay, back.
from beagle47 :
...glad they weren't wagging their dogs...okay, back to finish reading.
from beagle47 :
i have to leave this thought before i forget it then go back to your entry: "at least she wasn't smacking her bum." okay, where did i leave off? right, there.
from brokentrain :
Whoa.. I Ottawa.. I live in Ottawa.. I spend alot of tiem in cofee shops with my brow furrowed.. I live in a university residence. Maybe you saw me and I saw you and we didn't know. elcome to Ottawa.. our protests are highly sexual and made up of old hippies and students who have no idea why they're out there...
from pocketbomb :
When/if you read it, just remember in the beginning that it is actually worth your time. Half of the words in the book are russian-based, and it's kind of confusing, but you should definitely read it.
from grouchetta :
so its Sunday and I never did go to the Danny Michel concert because @!@^&%@^! stupid GCTC tickets were sold out. Arrr. I hope you had fun, write all about it for poor girls like me who have been denied their Danny Michel. Now I have to wait till the tulip festival...
from astro-vamps :
tee hee hee...my REAL birthday isn't until the 15th. twas just my partay.
from pocketbomb :
Have you ever read A Clockwork Orange? I'm on the first chapter and I'm looking for other opinons besides Ashley's, who says it's her favorite book.
from slower :
aw, you are the first person ever to leave me a note. thanks for the band-aid. i will not be at camp because i have a fancy-ass new job that i get to stick around for. i'll be thinking of you all, though. hey. email me at [email protected]? then we can have all kinds of madd email actionz.
from slower :
Eep, I hope your head gets better. my email done broke, I'll write when it's not. pip pip and all that. you're welcome in halifax.
from rubysoho15 :
when you said 'tshirts and figurines' i got this mental picture of some kid wearing a tshirt that says "my parents died from SARS and all they left me was this lousy tshirt" and little figurines of the virus. youre sick cara. just sick.
from rubysoho15 :
maybe you have SARS start wearing a mask. can you get me one as well? thanks!
from beagle47 :
you seem very un-weird to me.
from beagle47 :
things here are weird, but i'm weird, so that's not really weird. weird, eh?
from beagle47 :
hello!
from grouchetta :
man oh man! are you in love with danny michel too? at the last concert I went to I, uh, kinda embarassed myself. see, I went looking for this Christopher Walken poster and didn't find one and... uh. Anyhow, I'm still going to see him in a couple weeks when he comes to Ottawa! Go Danny! (since you like Danny Michel, by proxy, you must also rock)
from astro-vamps :
*dances with you* if everyone danced then the world would be a very dancy place. very happy as well...because dancing makes people happy. like me...very happy. *smiles* thank-you for the lovely note.
from rubysoho15 :
If I had SARS I think I would go infect some people before my quarantine. Because I'm mean like that.
from rubysoho15 :
It's not true! The one calling herself Cara lies. The real Cara has SARS! I dont even know anymore man.
from katy-bug :
Nothing to Kill or Die for. ♥ Take care beautiful. xx
from conversegirl :
I live for disposable cameras! =)
from asongforyou :
yeah i like that song. its very cool. i knew youd like the title as well...while writing i thought to myself 'i like this song. hey! cara likes this guy! im gonna put it in my title to see if she will notice mauaha' that may or may not have actually happened. im going to sleep now. goodnite :)
from katy-bug :
You're beautiful, doll face. May your smiles drown your tears. xx
from pocketbomb :
i tried to leave you a note, then it got deleted! yarr. i'm gld you had a good day today, - i did too. i hope tomorrow is a good day as well - check this out - its my town on the national news: http://www.cnn.com/2003/US/Northeast/03/15/propane.explosion.ap/index.html - i could see the smoke from my house!
from astro-vamps :
i didn't do anything...the phone rang and disoriented me. but good news! i got the rocky horror soundtrack....deja vu discs :)
from astro-vamps :
thanks for the note. i'm done fuming now...i've started planning evil plots to ruin his life...
from rubysoho15 :
id come to your party. as long as its not saturday. because i have a very important previous engagement that night that i simply cannot break. st patricks day party. but yes, have a party. ill come. hehe, aww i was going to write a joke, but now im not. boo
from beagle47 :
hello again. take me with you. we'll play in the sandbox and i'll pretend that i really don't like you because girls give coodies. then i'll give you my milk at lunch, 'kay?
from pocketbomb :
Hogwash. pure hogwash. besides, we love the british/britain. "british isnt important" sounds like something our moron of a president would say. ....grrr...i hate that guy.
from pocketbomb :
Hogwash. pure hogwash. besides, we love the british/britain. "british isnt important" sounds like something our moron of a president would say. ....grrr...i hate that guy.
from pocketbomb :
Hogwash. pure hogwash. besides, we love the british/britain. "british isnt important" sounds like something our moron of a president would say. ....grrr...i hate that guy.
from pocketbomb :
america says "british isnt important"? i've never heard anyone say that before. it's probably some canadian joke that i'm not in on.
from astro-vamps :
i just keep reading that note you sent me over and over again...it really means a lot to me...so i just thought maybe I should say thanks again. you're a good friend cara...thanks so much.
from conversegirl :
<hugs> thanks! =)
from astro-vamps :
hey thanks for the note. kind of freaked me out cause i was just about to e-mail you...to say thanks for the e-mail you sent me actually. i'd make this note a little longer but if i don't go to bed now i'll get yelled at hehe. talk to you later.
from beagle47 :
your diary seemed to command "leave me a note!" so...C Major 7. there. headache all gone. peace.
from rubysoho15 :
skipper!
from rubysoho15 :
takes more energy the other way.
from scorpioali :
what concert?
from beagle47 :
breathing is definitely good. i'm counting you in as well and accounted for. i'm fine as well, thanks for asking, but it's grey where i am and i miss the sun mocking my hatred of early morning. the grey let's me sleep through the day and i really enjoy the sun's taunting me out of my groggy morning state of non-being. i mean i hate it, but i love it, you know? peace.
from scorpioali :
i hate teenagers...even though i am one myself...
from conversegirl :
hey =) thanks for the note. The scroll bar seems to be working fine though. Maybe it was just having problems that one time. Who knows. Have a great week.
from meryle :
don't do the happy pills, go for the comfy couch. cause when you stop takeing the happy pills, the mental blocks that made you unfappy to begin with are still there. I'm off pills but I still have anxiety attacks and crippling self doubt. why? because I haven't dealt with the things that cause my self fufiling profacies of failure and worthlessness
from garden-grove :
its not you.
from theshivers :
thanks for the well-wishes = i'm working on it!
from conversegirl :
Happy V-day! (a day early) =)
from rubysoho15 :
Yes, Valentines day sucks. It sucks muchly. So youre NOT going to go on a date with Tom? Bah. I was going out with Opie last Valentines. Its probably a good thing we're not competitive. Because I have many more entries than you. Maha.
from rubysoho15 :
Matches? Whatchoo talkin bout Willis? Hehe, I'm just kidding, I know exactly what you're talking about. Except I don't. I'd like to see Harmony Trowbridge, alas, no. Sorry.
from rubysoho15 :
I GAVE YOU SUGGESTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from meryle :
hmmmmm.... well... how old are you? you could come with me, steph and megan to hamilton to see white cowbell oklamhoma (www.whitecowbell.com) play on Valintines day, at the underground. if your of age or have someone to borrow id from.
from beagle47 :
she wrote: "i like it, mullet or not. and it is most certainly not a mullet. but still - mullet or not. also, i like the picture..the colours remind me of amelie. ah, foreign films. but yes - nice haircut. i do like it. and im not one of those people who say 'nice haircut' simply because i notice a haircut. if i just notice it, then i shall just say 'you got your haircut'. brilliant, i am. if i like it, i will say so. and i like your haircut. SO THERE. if you dont like it, i will steal it. DOUBLE SO THERE. double so there? oh, bollocks." but delivered it to a pooch as opposed to a pocket. and the beagle barked: "yes, yes, but what of a haircut? a message, a work of art, a whim on the bad day of a local barber? or, perhaps, a secret message imbeded in each tiny strand? and, foreign films. what of them, other than la beaut� minimis�? Olivier in A Little Romance - Audrey Tautou in Amelie?" ah, but the beagle blathers on...brilliance, bollocks, blathering beagle. triple so there.
from pocketbomb :
oui. i'm afraid of it bordering on mullet, but my friends instist that it does not. aye. i greatly afear when i have to style it myself..
from beagle47 :
vous �tes bienvenu. et merci. paix!
from asongforyou :
thanks
from asongforyou :
awww thanks baby but i'll deal...i thought i had chem tho. eeeek ahwell. i didnt fail by much...got a 44. so obviously i did better on the exam than i know because my mark only went down 5 percent.... :S
from astro-vamps :
Ahoy there! I saw Andy too! wooo! I shall not forget David Bowie tomorrow....if I keep saying it over then I won't forget. I should probably get started on that math homework...I'm guessing I could do one or two questions before I start to get a headache. G'night.
from beagle47 :
p.s. you're not the only one...
from beagle47 :
thanks for marking me, i really appreciate it. your template: wow. that is a vivid picture of life. i feel like that picture every morning i drag myself out of bed. peace!
from meryle :
I was on ritalin from grade 7 till the end of high school. I have ADD and it was a perscription. I had just chosen not to take it for the last 2 years.
from rubysoho15 :
sure. call me tomorrow. when i wake up. thats right, when I wake up
from rubysoho15 :
im okee. i was just in a really bad mood last night, and now im sick. but its all ok. thank you for homer. he is having fun living with all my other cats. jeff and graham go to the new school now eh? how come i wasnt informed?
from rubysoho15 :
oh, i forgot to tell you, though you should know. the boy formerly known as sexy foreign boy is susposed to be in our drama class. i dont like him anymore though, it occurs to me hes short. very short. though i still kinda call him sexy foreign boy. oh man, what the hell is with the power tonight. know a funny spelling of power? p-wow-er. yep.
from rubysoho15 :
oh man, renee is in our drama class? crazay. call me if we want to continue this charade of a conversation. call me anyways.
from rubysoho15 :
what is missing the first day going to do? NOTHING! except ill have to sit in the front of the class because all the good seats are taken. and thus, i steal someones seat tomorrow. problem solved.
from rubysoho15 :
but really, would it be worth it? i think not.
from rubysoho15 :
i could either end up poor or in jail. hmm...
from rubysoho15 :
But what would I do?
from rubysoho15 :
I am staying. What else is there to do?
from getout00 :
Happy Late Birthday. Awww don't you feel loved?
from pocketbomb :
holy crap holy crap happy birthday!!!!! i mean, really, truly, i hope you have a happy birthday!!! if i was there i would make you a cake!
from asongforyou :
all dancing aside, whos the boy?
from theshivers :
technically-speaking a journalism program or technical writing program would probably net you more jobs BUT, if you pair a creative writing program with a lot of English lit classes and doing some teaching assistance-ship gigs then you can probably get jobs teaching. Is that the kind of info you were looking for? Or did you just want to know why on earth someone should give up X number of years of their life to pursue a dream of writing? Lord knows, I'm still trying to figure that one out....
from asongforyou :
blah sappy entries are corney, but everyone has them at least once every...two weeks lol anyways who is said non-creepy boy that makes pocetbomb wanna dance like a muppet? should i dance too?
from pocketbomb :
sappy entries must be fought. they creep their sappy fingers into my own entires all the time. hey this boy doesnt seem creepy! no! he's nice! *claps her hands and dances like a muppet*
from asongforyou :
1. egg whites. i usually use 2 or three and my hair is alot longer than yours. start off with one and make sure you take a strand of hair, SOAK IT and twist. hold until fairly dry or until it can stay twisted on its own, unless you want looser dreads 2. 16th century world history, graphics design, anthropology, and possibly grade 12 communications...i havent decided which class to switch aweful physics to 3. under your bed with your horny cat.
from gingerxbread :
well i dont know. can you resend it? ive got no clue what you want doll. get back to me. <3tracey
from rubysoho15 :
my, that was easy. all it took was a little cut and paste
from rubysoho15 :
tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me
from theshivers :
are you looking at undergrad or grad school? I don't know what kind of enlightening info I can offer - but if you have any specific questions fire away and i'll try and make sense : )
from gingerxbread :
ah im so terrible. i havent done any html stuff since december. send me that picture and what you want and start yelling at me, that way it gets done. [heh, seriously.] [email protected] ♥thank you
from asongforyou :
wow its got the title 'benifit'. that could mean two things. a) its a special thing set up by the city of toronto with many presitgous canadian artists and b) it will be featured in the middle section of the paper. i love that section haha. nobody famous is ever at those things. i donno maybe im getting it mixed up with gala? hehe im such an ass
from asongforyou :
what 'concert' did he invite you to?
from pocketbomb :
Thank you. I dont want to spawn any new life for at LEAST another 10 years. Whoever's email that was, I like it, because I like good descriptiveness and vivid images. (*proceeds to do massive amounts of reports*)
from rubysoho15 :
A dog humped me once. It was emotionally scarring.
from rubysoho15 :
Cats are gross.
from brainmusic :
hey, sorry for the delayed response! the show at b-sides is not all-ages as far as i know. why have bands if you can't sell beer, eh? hope you can find a way, wink wink!
from pocketbomb :
i guess you didnt see - but i had a dream in which your presence was somewhat of a character. it was weird, i believed it when it was happening.
from awkwardpause :
I know you do Cara. The second list of "people who really do read my diary" is just a list of the people I wasn't sure of but am now sure of. I never doubted you read my diary. Now feel happy, dammit.
from rubysoho15 :
So THATS what the camera crew is doing in there.
from rubysoho15 :
Dont forget Joannas group and the star wipes. We've nothing to win people over with. Except looks, yep, looks work every time.
from rubysoho15 :
Goddamned whore dish.
from rubysoho15 :
Never again then. Quick, gimme a story idea.
from rubysoho15 :
Oh LORD no! NOT YOU! I COULDNT BEAR YOU KNOWING WHERE I LIVE! Though you come in without knocking. Jerk. Noticed Travis never shuts up about Michelle? Or how cool he is? Am I annoying like that?
from autumnal :
life
from pocketbomb :
tres bizzare...one of my best friends is named nancy lee! oh, and on the way to work this morning i vowed to buy a hawksley cd within 3 days.
from rubysoho15 :
guy wasnt a student though
from conversegirl :
Poor baby, sounds like your a lot more sore than I am! Feel better!
from meryle :
well sort of.... It was steph's sword but I was the one who sang and danced the sailors hornpipe while waveing the sword around. http://members.rogers.com/cox4620/allofuskids.jpg (me with sword)
from awkwardpause :
I do. I work in a small department called "We Don't Give A Shit About Your Problems". So far it's just me and Ed. Ed's sleeps a lot. But we get a lot of business, inconveniencing people.
from awkwardpause :
Yes, I mean the completely impractical way. It's simply inconvenient, which is one of my main goals in life. To inconvenience as many people as possible in small little ways. Like making them buy a microwave where you have to press the 'Heat Time' button before you push in the time, instead of just having to push the time. I rule.
from awkwardpause :
Yes well, I like the old style better. So nyeh. Ha! I win. *does the 'evil dance'*
from migrainegirl :
Thank you. It actually said the "Canada Globe & Mail" but I'd never considered the notion of a national paper; so I just focused on the part about someone in Ottawa reading it. My bust! Excellent photo on your layout.
from migrainegirl :
Thank you. It actually said the "Canada Globe & Mail" but I'd never considered the notion of a national paper; so I just focused on the part about someone in Ottawa reading it. My bust! Excellent photo on your layout.
from awkwardpause :
No crack. No crack at all. 'Utopia' is and ancient Greek meaning 'no-where'. The common definition for that is paradise, since as everyone knows, paradise is no where. Consider it a botched up translation that spread very quickly. So no where dear. No where.
from gingerxbread :
I'm so rude ignoring people like you. I'm really sorry. I just figured I'd reply to your note later and forgot about it. sure I'll do you a custom. email me. : )
from asongforyou :
damn him and is good looks. damn him for teasing us so with said good looks. grrrrrrr. what a jerk. hey did you read my drunken entry? hahahaha
from asongforyou :
i heard "striptease" by hawksley on the show queer as folk
from awkwardpause :
I would sleep under Autumn's bed because we agreed to it long ago. No need be insulted, as if you remember, if neither of us gets married by the time we're forty, we get to marry each other. See, equal shares for all!
from brainmusic :
hey caralynne, you're in toronto, right? i'm playing at b-sides on feb 14. jacobtwotwo.net. hope you had a good christmas and new years! mk
from rubysoho15 :
Also, did I tell you what happened at Christmas dinner #1? My gramma said theres no such thing as heaven and my grandpa told us about his favourite Christmas...with some girl who lived in Sydney, Nova Scotia. THIS GIRL BEING NO RELATION TO OUR FAMILY. I just remembered that. Good, good times.
from rubysoho15 :
Or, if THEY'RE drunk and not picky. Oh Travis, I was just kidding. Calm down it was a joke! Cara, we must now refer to Travis as our little nun. He shall be our ticket into heaven! Hehehe. I'm so mean. Also, I've come to the conclusion that between diaries, I update too much.
from pocketbomb :
weird weird, we are the same size in things, weird weird.... happy 2003 baby - the year i GRADUATE!!!! wooohoo!! goodbye high school!
from rubysoho15 :
Ahahahaha. He sounds mad! Poor Travis though. No one to bed. Heh.
from awkwardpause :
Insulted for even SUGGESTING that I would imbibe alcohol. And for fighting with Autumn about who would not get to bed with me. As all should know, I would bed neither, as I have a crazy crush on one particular girl way over here in Hawaii. Also, if I were to visit you, I would sleep under Autumn's bed, as has been discussed multiple times. So yes, insulted.
from awkwardpause :
Crazy insulted I am Cara. Crazy insulted.
from rubysoho15 :
He can bed you. I dont need him. Blah! Hehe. And yes, it would.
from naneyn :
That was a GREAT Hawksley story, by the way. I laughed so much when I read it. It made my day. :D
from rubysoho15 :
Well, it wont be for awhile, so let us not worry.
from rubysoho15 :
You, because people in my house look unkindly upon Americans. And internet people. And he is both.
from rubysoho15 :
I can never find 38C. I'm like a 37C. But they dont make those. So I'm screwed. Blah. Enough about bras however.
from rubysoho15 :
38C's are even harder to find. Believe you me.
from meryle :
hmmmm I guess it looks kinda leoprad printy. I've got the long hair (blond in front as always) my arms upraised, and the shirt is really low cut and sleveless. its actually a betsy johnson lace up shirt with floral liberty paterned material. but I'm the only non cowbell to get a full indevidual shot. and I'm right at the beginging..... hehe! Cowbell!
from awkwardpause :
Good. It is good to be happy. Much goodness. Also, I too am happy. Joy to the world.
from awkwardpause :
See that you do Carza. Also, what is going on with frank-reviews? It must be added to. And do as Autumn says. Be happy. It's Christmas, dammit.
from rubysoho15 :
MERRY CHRISTMAS CaraR! AND BE HAPPY! EVEN I'M HAPPY TODAY! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Ok, I'm done. Call me. Its been forever and a day, and Christmas is over here.
from awkwardpause :
Seeing as I see myself everyday, I believe that I miss the younger and more cheerful version of you more. You really must come back Cara. Do you remember, a long time ago, when I told you that you were highly infectious? Well you are, and if Cara does not come back soon, who you are now will begin to infect me, and I shall not be as hella fun as I currently am. Come back Cara. Come back. Haha. And Happy Holidays/Merry Christmas to you too, Cara darling.
from getout00 :
yay! Happy Holidays and such.. Oh and the girl in your layout kinda looks like Franka Potente.... maybe not.. But I like it
from getout00 :
yay! Happy Holidays and such.. Oh and the girl in your layout kinda looks like Franka Potente.... maybe not.. But I like it
from awkwardpause :
Greetings Cara. The following is a note I came across of yours that I found whilst browsing through my notes page. The context of the note is missing, but that's not the point. The point is: I miss Cara. Here's the note: "congrats on your use of the word 'uber'. twas a good choice on your part, because rubysoho15 tends not to like it much. the reason, you ask? well, i believe that it is because i say it a lot. and by a lot i mean i insert it into sentences where it has no business to be. that manages to annoy rubysoho15 to a very high degree of annoyance. thats right. an uber high degree. SUCKA! alright - now that i am unable to hide my blatant insanity, i shall make a quick exit that is anything but graceful. if there were chairs here, i would trip over them. im so anything but a swan or a ballerina in another life. so anything but. insert monty python quote here: run away! run away!"
from pocketbomb :
look! new layout! how wintry!
from pocketbomb :
Cara, oh Cara...god hates me, he must, for sending me little taunting experiences. Damn famous unavailable musicians. You feel my pain...Also, how could you like the book Catch-22? I tried to like it, I tried hard, but I gave up, I just couldnt do it. *hangs head in shame*. I slept for more than 11 hours last night.
from astro-vamps :
hey thanks for the note =) its good to know im not alone.
from pocketbomb :
that picture is the coolest picture i have seen in a while. it made me laugh, made me laugh good. I have a hawksley question again - but i mean just read my latest entry and it will all be clear
from rubysoho15 :
So you see, the chicken comment had something to do with the fact that I didnt sleep last night, and I wasnt really paying attention. Thus, shuddap.
from pocketbomb :
haha! you like me you really like me! ohh the money...I dont know what to make of my feelings about the Benjamins....I feel like such a spoiled little rich kid, which is so not my style. But hey, free money... cant pass that up. Maybe I will make you a present and send it to you - christmas card perhaps? I dont know I am feeling creative. *grin*
from rubysoho15 :
You have to find the clue on your own. The new diary isnt all that interesting. Its just things I find humourous. I bet I'll be back to the old one in a week or so.
from rubysoho15 :
There is one more clue in the entry, but its hard to see. So I figured no one would get it. Muaha. And yes, I still check my notes. And my buddy list.
from rubysoho15 :
500 entries is in a way is an anniversary. Too many people I know read it now. I just dont want that many people to read about me. Brit keeps asking me questions about stuff I wrote in here. And thats no fun.
from conversegirl :
Hey, Happy Holidays! Have a great new year!
from meryle :
in response to what you left on my guestbook: my hair is bleach blond in the front and natural golden brown in the back. I'm really lazy too when it comes to shaveing but it was these simple words from a friend that took me back over to the dark hairless side "I love the feeling of fishnets on freshly shaven legs" I missed that feeling.... but I'm glad there are others to carry on my hairy torch!
from brainmusic :
Missed Tegan and Sara? Add that to another list of celebrity brushings.... a few years ago, they opened for my band. Next thing I knew, they were on Letterman! Good for them, they're nice gals. We also played an event with Craig Cardiff a while back, so I was able to see a full set. I thought he was great, he truly has a style of his own. I think his music is silky, like melted chocolate. He was on a bill with the Corb Lund band, and they were SO much fun. Ever seen them?
from pocketbomb :
Zyyaa there was an article on Tegan & Sara in seventeen magazine... I wondered aloud to myeslf if it's in canada too. But i figured i'd alert you. They seem dandy. I swear once I get my new computer for christmas, first thing i do is download danny songs (since i'm a bum and never did order the cds, but i WILL!)
from badoomchi27 :
you damn well shoulda!!! muahaha
from rubysoho15 :
I AM a delusion. Heh, whats with you and everyone and guitar shopping? Can I come too? Hehe. I make EVERYTHING fun. I will not be home tomorrow. Too much being away.
from rubysoho15 :
You were home, I was home, you shoulda called me. Jerk.
from badoomchi27 :
because you so ever-strategically decided to leave school to aviod chemistry, you forced me and ali to work with josh and marci. marci did all the work, so josh felt kinda bad and wrote some stuff down too..........then marci erased it.
from conversegirl :
Die Germs Die! too bad you can't nail 'em all at once with Black Flag or Raid like the ants that are plaguing the apartment right now.... feel better soon, k? =)
from pocketbomb :
Hey. It's 2:09 am and I'm up way too late. I got yet another awesome to me, boring to others, picture of Kyle and I. Hah! But we are SPIFFY. Went to a wedding. It was super-fun mondo delicious. Just think towards Christmas break and you too will make it through!!!!
from meryle :
haHA!!!!! I'm mocking your Psycosis!!!!!! HAHA!!! (heh heh...... hi! happy hawksley day to you!)
from rubysoho15 :
i think we all do.
from rubysoho15 :
My theory on the archetype crap was "SCREW YOU" because I lost the sheet. Blah I say. Okee, talk to you tomorrowish.
from rubysoho15 :
I curse school, I curse it to hell. I have to do like, five pages of writing still. Blah.
from rubysoho15 :
Rebelling? Rising against?
from rubysoho15 :
I could know either if I wanted to. SexyBrent is in my Media class, and Chris is friends with Cyncora. MUAHAHA.
from rubysoho15 :
I KNOW SexyBrent is in grade 12, and I think Chris is in either 12 or OAC. 12 I think. Because hes friends with Sarah, and shes in grade 12.
from rubysoho15 :
Brent is a good drummer I'll give you that. Not to mention, INCREDIBLY sexy. Muahaha. Sigh. Yes though, Chris Johnson is the singers name.
from rubysoho15 :
Oooooh Cara likes Chris Johnson. And the not so cute one was named Rob. It was all about the drummer Cara. The drummer was sexyBrent. Its ALL about sexyBrent.
from brainmusic :
Yep, saw Danny at Carleton. It was a sit-down solo show, and he was as brilliant as always!
from rubysoho15 :
Cara, theyve cloned the first human. Be afraid. The clone is to be born in January. Anywho, yes, McMillan, child, scary. My mom doesnt talk to him anymore I dont think. He shouldnt be allowed to teach high school. Bah. Yes, weekend.
from rubysoho15 :
bah, im always grounded. i can still do stuff, im just not REALLY allowed on the computer. which is crap. simply crap. but hey, im on it anyways. grade eight really was better. back when we knew not to have unprotected sex with darren for fear of getting HIV positive. yes, and mcmillan and his coffee fix. and his kids in the hall rip off. we were young and great back then
from rubysoho15 :
mmm sexy foreign boys, yes thursday then
from rubysoho15 :
and after all this knocking stuff over, we should yell "RUN AWAY!" and run away. because we are cool like that. and yes, sexy canadians too. we must hunt out boys with accents. because accents rule. yes yes.
from rubysoho15 :
i say we kidnap sexy foreign people. or rent movies. whichever.
from rubysoho15 :
apparently no one knows anyone at the new school, its crazy. yeah. saturday maybe?
from rubysoho15 :
That cant be good. We should do something soon. Ann too. I called her today. She misses us I think.
from rubysoho15 :
Cara are you ok? What exactly is wrong?
from epiphany :
Hey... read your entry. One thing: discussing and celebrating difference between people in now way or shape implies that there is a standard against which to measure it to. It's all about education and accepting people as who they are, not expecting that they conform to a certain ideal that you have. That's what discussing and celebrating difference is all about - not conforming to a "standard" deviation.
from epiphany :
Hi - I wasn't "shocked and appalled" at your guestbook entry at all; I found it rather interesting. Unfortunately, the tone of your entry was rather judgmental. Usually, when you have to say you're not being judgmental, you are being judgmental. I think you're right in that the worlds we live in are very different. Great Britain does not have the history that the races in this country have - not even close. So of course there will be a tremendous amount of difference between the way you all handle race and the way we do. Plus, from everything I've gathered, people in G.B. are much less about talking out issues and more about how things on the surface seem/appear. Here, a person who is scared to mention race is considered less adept at handling difference. We're all about celebrating difference and multiculturalism here, not ignoring it. That's a difference in cultures.
from getout00 :
Hey one time I someone told me to catch this apple cuz I said I was hungry.. but I didn't know it was rotten.. and it exploded all over me.. so I feel ur friends pain.. only it's an apple instead of a pear.
from rubysoho15 :
Phhh. WhatEVER Cara. :P
from rubysoho15 :
DAMMIT CARA YOU STOLE PYRITE FROM ME TOO!! BAAH!
from pocketbomb :
by the way, i know you most likely dont care, but today was the highlight of my life because Sam said to me "come here i'll give you a hug" and we did. even though he has one arm in a sling. then he wrote me a note apologizing for being mean to me. Then i painted him a very awesome picture of the sun setting behind a city and a river. Loosely, it was an interpretation of the view of Manhattan from the Jersey side.
from pocketbomb :
There is an awesome picture of me and Kyle (my new best friend of 3 months) being drunks. It is awesome, I'm telling you, man you will pee your pants when you see it..... no... i lied about that part.... you might think it's keen though.
from getout00 :
Hmmm. i don't really know if I can listen to radio in ottawa.. but.. I'm sure it's great..
from badoomchi27 :
yes to my games you shall come. well...next summer. hehe thats almost a year away, except not really. haha. blast, i may not be alive by then if i keep my mediocre marks the way they are. heh, silly cara, kids are for tricks.
from badoomchi27 :
i was joking before. lol i play SOCCER. if i dont join sports its because im far too lazy. ahahaha.
from badoomchi27 :
i actually do have asthma. thats one of the reasons i cant have furry pets. because they make it worse. its one of my more sensitive areas too because i love animals and sports and my 'ass-mar' that you seem to find so hihgly amusing keeps me from these experiences in life. for shame. :(
from badoomchi27 :
my hair is not blue, nor am i an old senile lady who rocks in her chair. you dont scare me. YOU DONT SCARE ME!!!!! bruce campbell is verra cool indeed, but whats the point if you dont know who he is. and just because i do know who he is doesnt make me older! it just means that my 24year old sister is way cooler than ur 24 year old brother. because my sister made me aware of bruce in all his glory, yet your brother of the same age did not inform u of bruce in all his glory. so bite me. im not old. you're just too young. hahaha now THATS scary. and if you dont agree, then bollocks. haha the kid in that crappy-ass movie said bollocks. mahahaha. ok im done my rambling..........................for now. BAWHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....HAHAHAHAHA.....HAHA......HA.
from pocketbomb :
i think that in this case, the bluriness is cool. in other pictures, it is not. speaking of being a photo nazi....oh god its too long to explain. but there is another awesome picture that too, has to do with nazis...go back and see
from badoomchi27 :
army of darkness? evil dead? you know, the CAMPIEST movies on earth? the guy gets his arm cut off and has a chainsaw attached in its place. i dont remember it, the last time i saw it was like, 80 years ago. yes, 80 years........
from pocketbomb :
you have a new crush? I have a new crush. he's a year younger than me. i sit next to him in environmental science. he pokes me and such, and i swoon.....go see my diary, it has a picture of him. actually i'm in the picture too. so you can see us both. it's a spiffy picture.
from badoomchi27 :
SCREW AUTUMN! blah fine then...or we could say its bruce campbell instead of wayne campbell. i mean, wayne is cool, but bruce campbell is way cooler. ARMY OF DARKNESS!!!
from badoomchi27 :
ok then we can just say its buddy holly. so we dont think its gref, and autumn wont think its graham.
from badoomchi27 :
but would you want it to be gref? obviously not if you'd run away to ottawa to eat sushi and talk poetry with not-so-famous-but-very-cool-have-a-crush-on music artists. blah you would be a beatnik. all you would be short of is a barret. A BARRET! nooooooo i cant have that cara, here you shall stay and if anybody asks, the mystery man is hitler. haha gwar.
from awkwardpause :
My weekend? My weekend has been pretty good. You can read all about my fun fun fun time on my diary, as I have just updated it. Yay!
from awkwardpause :
I get those e-mails all the time. They're just spam to generate Much-Soap-Opera-Type-Drama. And revenue to the site that it's from. Also, of course I like you. Duh. I sure as hell wouldn't talk to you if I didn't. But I didn't send the e-mail(s).
from badoomchi27 :
so its either hitler or gref.
from badoomchi27 :
you are hurting my head
from badoomchi27 :
is it hitler?
from awkwardpause :
Yes, my parents love each other and all. But technically, three of my brothers are from my dad and his first wife and one from my mom and her first husband. Then they met, fornicated, and popped out me and a while later, my sister. So really, my brothers are my half-brothers, but in Hawaiian thinking, we're full brothers. Also, something painful should happen to Autumn's shins. Or be forced to watch old Star Trek episodes until she is assimilated. Resistance is futile.
from rubysoho15 :
Ah, but its not a real lockdown. I win! And yes, crazed gunmen would appreciate my dancing very very much. I always dance. It had become a tradition. That�s right. A tradition. Muahahah. Yes. Ew I hate Bunner. He is some sort of a Nazi. Yes, a fascist. He always tells me to go to class at the ten minute bell. WHATS THE POINT? Yeah, there isn�t one. Hah, pink slips, our class sucks. Its always the class I�m in. Or Jon and Niall. Being in either of their classes are bad enough, but both? Ew. Heh. Also, Star Trek sucks, my dad used to make me watch it all the time.
from awkwardpause :
Ha! I am much with the happiness that girl another likes Star Trek. Yes, I meant to say it like that. Is true that no one should bad-mouth Star Trek, or, if you prefer, no one should 'smack' on Star Trek. Anyone who does is a goober. I want to see Star Trek: Nemesis so bad but my friends laugh everytime I say that. They have very bruised shins let me say. Speaking of brothers, my sister has five. And grew up with almost no friends. She is not of the feminine type.
from rubysoho15 :
yeah jon was saying that they got in trouble during the lockdown. fortunetly, because i was not there, i could be allowed to dance in front of windows again so i didnt know what to do during the lockdown. avril lavigne is a poet? this is indeed a disturbing universe
from rubysoho15 :
Cake is good. But dont worry CaraR, nothing with ever make sense. Ever. Cheer up, jerky. You pulling the sign off the girl was the highlight of my day.
from pocketbomb :
....hello? that was an odd note. guess what? I got a mouse. I think i migt name it caribou. either that or alligator.
from pocketbomb :
HAWKSLEY is GAY??!?!?!?!?!?! dammit i need to do more research on him.
from stimulants :
just delete the " line-height: 95%; " line in the CSS. it's near the top. or you can increase it to something over 100% and the space between the lines will go with the %.
from stimulants :
send me the HTML so I can make the line height different. which is why the letters are going together. thanks.
from awkwardpause :
Yes, but broken bottle stabbing can land you in jail, which would be very sad for me. And others I think. Silly Cara, you're still a child, even if you don't feel like one. At least, legally you are. And if you "make with the lovin'" with Danny, it would be unfortunate, since he would go to jail. Then you could join him with a few well placed broken bottle jabs. I would not accept sexual favors from you because I do not accept sexual favors. See, I have this "code-of-honor-thingee" which prevents me from doing stuff that would not hinder others. It's a doozy. Yes, a doozy.
from rubysoho15 :
Probably wouldnt be allowed to put it in anyways, what with my Bad Religion shirt on and all. Crop me out. Yes. I totally started this hockey guy debate. The ones in Biology were talking about masturbating today, and giving their girlfriends female Viagra to get them horny. Ew it was bad. Damn hockey goons.
from badoomchi27 :
good ol steph. dont complain about your marks. be glad. GLAD I SAY. hehe. im so horribly bad in school. we had a conversation about hockey boys in math class. and i came to an open conclusion that 'hockey boys rock in the best way'. this was of course directed at ryan, who is a hockey boy, and in that conversation. now he will favour me. muahaha. i love boys, they're stupid.
from pocketbomb :
THREE TO SIX WEEKS?!?!?! sweet jesus on stilts. i cant wait that long!!!! i'll have to search for danny locally.
from pocketbomb :
i keep leaving you zillions of notes but you dont mind do you? especially since they are about danny. he's playing in peterborough tonight according to maplemusic.com. .why arent you there? are you going? why not? you should definitely go. oh yeah, and he's already cool since he plays bass. and also, i'm going to go drive to the bank right now at this odd hour of the night just to activate my debit card and buy not only fibsville, but in the belly of a whale too.
from pocketbomb :
i am wondering....just exactly why do you love danny so much? i'm feeling inquisitive.
from pocketbomb :
i accidentally left a note to myself when i meant to leave it for you. stupid mind playing tricks on me. this is what i said: " private concert? from ryan? *starts to twitch uncontrollably*. I think i'll buy fibsville. i mostly just didnt like the title cause it sounded rather emo. emo=not cool. but its cheap! I love canada for having low prices! maybe one day i'll move to canada. they try to charge us at least $18 for a cd. I dont know what that is in canadian. a lot. ok i'm going to maplemusic.com asap. thank you, what a help you've been"
from awkwardpause :
No need to "win" me back Cara. You never lost me. I don't think I would take sexual favors from you either way. Not that you don't pass my standards, I just have a moral code. Ha... ha... Hoo boy... this is awkward... Danny is one lucky pedoph- I mean, uh "musician". Yes. I find stabbing people with my finger is a good substitute. You can give people a mildly serious bruise with one of them. Plus it's much less permanent. Not as messy too. Also, it's harder to file a court order against someone for "finger stabbing". I suggest you try it.
from rubysoho15 :
Doesnt matter, the point is he was on tv and you werent here. WERENT HERE! Thats not proper grammar. Bah.
from pocketbomb :
Your talk of Danny has properly motivated me to go out and buy a cd. Sadly, I dont live in Canada. What do I do? The only one that cdnow.com has is "Burning Lies" no... whats it called... hold on..."Fibsville". Yeah. with the house. on fire. I dont think I want that one. I dont know.... guide me in my first Danny experience. (by the way, I dont think I'm going to see Ryan since it will be on thursday in NYC and I never bought tickets. I can hardly stand myself.)
from awkwardpause :
I'm sorry about that. But I'm sure an upwave should be rolling your way. Or hope. Whatever. I myself would take money over sexual favors. Because with money you can BUY sexual favors. Among other things. So yes, money. Also, it seems like Autumn has a Jake fetish. Coincidentally, I just watched his sister play a part in the movie "40 Days and 40 Nights".
from rubysoho15 :
YOU MISSED JAKE GYLLENHAAL ON THE DAILY SHOW! WHY WEREN'T YOU ONLINE?? BAAAAAAAAAAAAH! IT WAS JAKE GYLLENHAAL!!!!!!!!!
from awkwardpause :
Not too good Cara dear. I have almost ceased to recieve notes, I am forced to rely on the ALT key instead of a mouse, I thought you were avoiding me at one point (hahaha), and I have discovered I shan't be able to go to Kevin's house next weekend to hang out with Christina because my parents will be gone for five days and I cannot leave my sister home alone. And I sure as heck ain't bringing her with me. So yes, it's not been that good for me. But I have a life that flows in waves, and an upwave is on it's way. Anyway, how are things going with you Cara dearest?
from rubysoho15 :
You really should just stop by. With the exception of weekends, I never leave the house. Hermit is the life for me. Thats right. *Heeeeeeeeeermitting is the life for me. Hooooooooooome living is the place thats free.* sing that to the Green Acres tune. It will ensure good times. Good times indeed. Hehe. Its 4 am. I'm so CRAZAH.
from badoomchi27 :
hahah you because you are going to miss the "quest" on EVERYTHING we have learned so far in chemistry. and lots of homework too. silly cara, you are going to be so far behind...
from badoomchi27 :
ohh little miss big shot over here with her "strike through". who even uses strike through anyways? pointless i say, pointless. strikthrough shmrikethrough. only suckers use striketrough. therefore, you are a sucker. ya sucker!
from badoomchi27 :
haha or italy.
from badoomchi27 :
king of scotland then...
from badoomchi27 :
by kind i meant king. yes KING of BRITTAIN!! isnt he tho? or something important like that?
from badoomchi27 :
isnt tony blair the kind of brittain? uhhh...why am i writing a note? OH YEAH-innocence isnt really something we lose. we just kinda forget about it when we are caught up with everything else. thats just my opinion tho...
from awkwardpause :
You hate Hawaii. I hate Hawaii. We hate Hawaii together. I will go to Canada, give you a hug, and then we can both kick Tony Blair in the shins. At the same time. And maybe a couple times in the 'nads. Just for fun.
from awkwardpause :
Yes, Tony Blair is a sucka. Who the hell is Tony Blair? It's probably a good thing I don't know. I am a darling sucka. That is good. Most excellent. Also, as soon as frank-reviews is up, I will plug it mercilessly on my diary. And Kevin's was so awful because of the lack of doing things. Also because of the anger. Of Kevin's. But mostly because of the lack of girls. And Hannah does not count.
from awkwardpause :
Oh silly silly Cara. I did not mean for me to mock the site, no indeed not. What I meant was for me to mock other people. And particularly their crappy diaries. So truly, it is you who is the sucka, and not me. Four weeks is most certainly soonish. Also, I just got back from the worst time at Kevin's EVER. I do not know why I tell you this, but curse-it-all you should be online so you can listen to me complain. Yes, curse-it-all, darling.
from pocketbomb :
thank you for leaving me that note. thank you. since i dont go on the ryan adams message boards anymore (because they depress me), i dont know any new ryan news. Thank you. If ryan is there, you can almost be sure I am too. Maybe i'll go to NY shows AND philly shows. WOOOO! Thats like a Ryan Adams Live marathon. I'm not sure though. I better buy tickets.
from awkwardpause :
I never said you were FAR less random. Just less random. It says you're still pretty darn random. As for whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, it is neither. It just is. Since that's really a matter of opinion. Also, when will frank-reviews be open for business and mocking?
from badoomchi27 :
hmmmm apparantly html doesnt work in notes. haha.
from badoomchi27 :
umm i didnt want to call you because i thought ud be sleeping, and waking you up is one thing, but waking you up with homework is a nightmare. so i waited for you to come online but you didnt...but yes if you still want said chem homework then let me know. we didnt have much. <P></P> its all good
from awkwardpause :
It is true though, that Americans aren't the only ones who kill innocent people every day. Nearly every country does it, but we're the only ones who act like it doesn't happen. Or that it's OK. But you know, not all Americans are like that. On the whole, we're just like everyone else. I know it sounds cliche, but truly, it's our government that messes everything up. I'd say a minimum 60% of the American population doesn't like our government. Grr. Stupid Democracy. I agree with Autumn and her Communism rant. I've been saying that for years.
from pocketbomb :
before I forget: i had a dream about you. isnt that WEIRD? I had a dream that I drove to canada and went to your house. and you lived in the middle of the woods and you didnt have a stove inside, so your mom (i guess) had to cook big pieces of meat outside on a campfire. she also had a cauldron! and you had a bunch of younger sisters that I thought were all you. then finally you came out of your room and said hi and then went back into your room. And then I left and said "well....I just felt like driving to Canada....". It was a very weird dream.
from brainmusic :
Jacob Two-Two: www.jacobtwotwo.net
from brainmusic :
Ther new CD is great. I can't compare the two just yet because I have listened to the old one about a million times. Hey, that was quite the Danny story. I got to open for him in Guelph last summer, and he played drums for a song. It was great -- I tried to act cool but I was incredibly nervous. He's a good guy.
from brainmusic :
I do indeed have the new Starling CD. And I love it, of course. The night of their Ottawa CD release my band had a show elsewhere so I had to miss it... but they always come back!
from badoomchi27 :
haha i found that brian and brad are brothers. step brothers with kyle. lol
from pocketbomb :
DANNY LOVES YOU! Holy crap you could be the luckiest girl in the world. (If only Ryan Adams fancied me so). Definitely run away with him. Maybe he'll write a song about you! Excellent work.
from badoomchi27 :
isnt his name brian? not brad...laura works with him and we saw him at warped tour. see, i wouldnt have said anything, but when she saw him at warped she shouted "hey brian! brian!!!" to get his attention. i could be wrong.
from badoomchi27 :
Well if that is all that I knew about him I'd say why yes. But he's German.
from pocketbomb :
i'm dreadfully confused by your question. i think i'll say.... "no". maybe its an inside joke. i need some brekkie.
from emperorincxt :
heya.. just checkin out all the diarists who are using the dead leaves layout.. if you know of anyone else using it let me know.. thanx bye for now...
from rubysoho15 :
When I learn to drive, it will be a standard. *Tear* Satan does indeed love standards. From Clue: What do you do? Why, I buttle.
from rubysoho15 :
Alas, it is more fun to make fun of you for not being able to drive rather than listening to your excuses. And we all know I cant drive. Hell, I cant even drive out of my driveway and back in again without almost crashing into the garage.
from rubysoho15 :
No, no. I was saying that you should let McDonalds keep mass producing hot chocolate, THEN no one will die. Hehe. I'd like to see us get to Alberta with no car or licenses Cara. I mean, we could TRY to do it, but, you can't even back up! Hehe. Thats the last time I swear.
from rubysoho15 :
I like hot chocolate all the time. What if someone needed hot chocolate to live, and the only place open was McDonalds. What then Cara? WHAT THEN? Yeah, they'd be dead, and it would be YOUR fault for not letting McDonalds keep their hot chocolate. For shame. Letting innocent people die. And yes, I know that you are home. Remember? I called you before your hair/doctors appointment/I want to get off the phone now.
from awkwardpause :
Quick insert here. I'd just like to say that: Hugo Weaving rules!
from rubysoho15 :
Hey look, I can answer a note! Took me long enough eh? Muahaha. LOOK AT MY NEW LAYOUT! Come home soon. Sitting around doing nothing isnt as interesting as when we talk about Hitler while we sit around doing nothing. Yeah, Im bored. Cara, I thouhgt EVERYONE knew that gherkins were also pickles. Sounds like someones living in the past. Contemporize man!
from imamanda :
Thanks for adding me to your favorites!! ~Amanda
from awkwardpause :
You're friend Jenny is a redhead huh? You ever tell her about me? Got a pic? Huh? Huh? Do you Cara? Huh? I need a glass of water before I hyperventilate. Actually, it just so happens I have a natural talent for accents and voices, and can imitate any accent I hear. So yes, I can do a Russian accent, why do you ask crazy-lady? By the way, did you ever buy Autumn a cookie? Or did you leave her cookieless?
from awkwardpause :
Hey, I'm glad you're cow-towing to my weird obsession. You say you aren't but you really are. I always knew you had the hots for me. You'll have to let go of your love though, I live so far away from you, it'd never work out. I know its hard, but you must be strong. Oddly enough, I was thinking of dying MY hair red this month too. Probably a dark blood red, nothing natural looking, or as crazy as Lola. I've seen that movie twice, once just a week ago. It kicks ASS. Both those stars also acted in another movie about some psychiatric ward. Same director too. Not as cool though. Less action.
from awkwardpause :
Its really only a MINI-fetish. Not a full blown fetish. I wouldn't, say, lick it, or wrap it around me. That's crazy-ass bu' shit. Crazy-ass. We Americans spell cat noises the normal way, not your crazy-ass Canadian way. Meow. Duh. Actually, I think those lame teenager movies are MADE for that people who CAN get a date. "Which movie you wanna go to honey?" "'Crazy Axe-Murderers & Tight Bondage Babes 2: The Return of Momma-Butch'!" "What was that? Did you say 'Get Over It'? Well, alright." "What the fuck? The hell poo shit's this crazy bitch mofo?". Or something of the like. Liking good films isn't really a fetish. Its barely even a 6 on the pleasure-scope. And its no where NEAR a Fetish. See, there's a difference between fetish and Fetish. See. See? D'ya see?
from awkwardpause :
My opinion on fake redheads? Let me simply state that anyone being a redhead is pretty damn great (except for guys, guys look weird). But a natural redhead is of course preferred. Still, its the image that counts here. So dyers and wig-wearers can still pass into the 'hot' section, though wearing a wig is weird. Why do you ask?
from awkwardpause :
Your e-mail IS [email protected] right? See, I thought I sent it. Anyway, perhaps you should delete this message as soon as you read it, because in the e-mail I requested you buy Autumn a cookie for her birthday on my behalf. Of course, you don't HAVE to, but it would be nice. Its probably way past her birthday now anyways. Ha! You said 'bananas'! Inconsequently, I looked at more redheads today. Its fun. They make me drool. I had to walk around with a napkin under my chin. I looked like a deranged mugger. Craziness.
from awkwardpause :
You are meaner than Autumn. And that's saying something. Really. Did you get my e-mail? Because you should check your e-mail if you didn't. Its probably too late anyways. Oh well. P.S. Yay, I updated my diary. Hoo-ray.
from awkwardpause :
I have no bloody idea where that bit about the pineapple came from, so I'm just going to ignore it and pretend I never heard it. Because I didn't it. It naever happened. What never happened? What was I talking about? Exactly. Also, I hate pineapples, because if you stick pineapples in anything, its automatically Hawaiian. "Wanna Hawaiian pizza? Its got PINEAPPLE on it! Goody goody gumdrops!" I hate that. Ironically enough, pineapples don't even come from Hawaii.
from rubysoho15 :
I am not mean Cara. And Pineapple underwear? Where the hell would you buy pineapple underwear? You are so becoming one of those people who buys socks to match their shoes. For shame Cara.
from awkwardpause :
Yes, she is mean in my dreams. And in real life. But its a funny mean. Laugh. Ha... ha... And its depressing that you have exactly 200 more diary entries than me.
from awkwardpause :
I have deleted the note in question. Your wish is my command Cara dah-ling.
from awkwardpause :
And what favor would that be m'dear?
from rubysoho15 :
carza man, cams journal is on deadjournal or something. not diaryland. silly carza
from awkwardpause :
Actually, maybe you shouldn't meet Nobody. He gets a bit ansy around strangers, and jealous whenever I talk to anyone but him.
from awkwardpause :
Yay, I got invited. I'm so great. Funny enough, because I travel so often, my body has actually developed an immunity to jet lag. It never effects me, not since I was little. Throwing celery at me is always fun, no matter how sick I may feel. I react violently to celery. I hate it. Besides, even if I could have jet lag, it might help me to easier see your imaginary friends. I'm very good at that. Can I introduce you to my good friend Nobody?
from rubysoho15 :
i did not get said email about clambake...or i accidently deleted it. in any case, ive read it now...and i plan to burn things...muahaha
from rubysoho15 :
Whatchoo talkin' 'bout Willis? Caitlyn and I go WAY back. We're old friends. Geez. I mean, just today I shared a bucket of Neopolitian ice cream with her. Invite who you want, it is your clambake, and thus, your friends.
from surfking :
you still want me to write it or is it too late now?
from rubysoho15 :
i hear theres stuff inside there, that can give you cancer. i had a friend who chewed lightbulbs in the circus...no he got hit by a bus
from rubysoho15 :
You are nonsensical
from rubysoho15 :
Kyles a funny one. Very funny indeed. Old people are old. Which James kid? If it was McMurtrie, then yes, kissing electrical sockets. If it was Davis, hey hes nice. Why don�t you just kill the bloody spider? When we were camping, we had to help our friends set up in the dark, so we left the cars headlights on, and every time anyone under 17 would walk by, we�d freeze like a deer and stare at someone. It was good fun. You see, the beauty of the penguins is�THEY WERE DRUNK. Everyone was annoyed by me saying that.
from rubysoho15 :
kyle amy and i were talking about ericas always talking about guys on the way home today. and discussing whether it was possible to skip first and second base and going straight to third. whilst demonstrating how it would be done, i slammed my knees into the sidewalk. so the moral is, stay away from that topic of conversation
from rubysoho15 :
Yum. Oreos. Look Cara, theyre penguins, AND THEYRE DRUNK!!! No one thinks thats funny but me. DRUNK PENGUINS. I wonder how my hiding-Ericas-math-ISU worked out.
from rubysoho15 :
AHAHAHAHAHA Oh Cara. HAHA
from rubysoho15 :
Chastity is a funny word. That is all I have to say on the subject. Aha Cara. Glad MY minidisk player doesn�t cut out on me. I don�t have one. Brittany got her OREOS stolen today. OREOS. Oh it was classic. Wig is a kitten compared to Sid Vicious, and hes older. WAY older. Good ol Hitler. Well, not good. Evil. That is a lot of typing about WWII, and Im done learning about that. So I will just nod and smile. Teehee. Jeff never gave me a reason why you guys broke up either. I was quite confused being that you didn�t tell me. Jerk.
from awkwardpause :
*Blinks in confusion for several minutes, trying to understand what all that was about* Lucky you. You were a mallrat. I have to wait until they build a REAL mall here in a few months until I can be one. I told my friend that we're going to hang out there all day just being mallrats. Then we can meet Stan Lee or something. Why didn't you, Jenny and Steph take ME to go shopping for bras and thongs? I mean, c'mon, of all people, I think a guy would have the most uh... fashion sense for something like that. Calling chicks ducks is just plain craziness, too crazy really. Maybe it was for the best I didn't come. Shut up about my long wavy hair. I could make fun about your uh... your... um... your Lack-Of-Thong-Buying-Enthusiasmness! Oh God, no, don't make me work at Cinnabon. The US equivalent is the same as in Canada. To work at Cinnabon in America is saying that you are very sad and can't get a job anywhere else. Only deadbeats work there. What's so bloody cute and funny about your little Cinnabon loser? I'm cute and funny. I bet I can beat that damn Cinnabon guy up. Out of curiosity, WHY do you think I should work there? Same here about that metobolism bit. Hawaiians eat tons of food, but my dad's side has a lightning speed metobolism. No one on that side is overweight. No one. I have a kickass sticker too. A million-bajillion times more kickass then yours. It says very simply: I killed Kenny. That's kickass. Man. Hey, don't go in to hug me unless you mean it. I might take it the wrong way, or even worse, I might hug you back. You called me darling. You and Autumn are messed up. Darling, doll, sweetheart. Crazy Canadians. Hey, and what was that about (cough) mentioning me in your (cough) diary? Trying to get me caught or something?
from awkwardpause :
Everytime I read your notes, they get more and more nonsensical. I have a hard time reading them without my eyes watering from lack of a constant logic. I think I'll stick with not being bitter thanks. I'm only bitter when I want to, not because its Thursday. I don't know if you get the show, but there's the funniest show on television on Thursdays. Family Guy. They keep canceling it and bringing it back though. So my Thursdays are either really happy, or bitter because they canceled the evening's Family Guy. Dear Abby sucks. Of course, I don't even read Dear Abby, so this is one of those occasions when I have strong opinions on a subject I know nothing about. And another thing, ARGH to your constant crazy notes business. If you need to talk to me, send me a note, if you need to talk to Autumn, send her a note, don't mix up the notes! I get confused easily see, my eyes start to glaze over and I foam at the mouth. Sometimes I go into seizures. *taking an artificial breather* Whew...
from rubysoho15 :
Luckily two of these exams may be take home. That would rule. RULE! My cousin failed kindergarten. Or had to do it twice. He switched from Frenchie to English. Isn�t that Alyah�s (whatever) brother? I heard hes nice. She got that job at Tim Hortons I applied for. Except she doesn�t plan on actually working. Goggles scares me. You HAVE to have a shindig Cara. That�s like AJ and Christina not having a �back to school dance party(!!!)� The thing about after exams is�I have a hectic summer. Mainly, I am going to Winnipeg to visit the little ones on the 21st, then I am going camping for a week, then over my birthday I�m going to New York. And then I am on a two week trip at the end of July. And probably Winnipeg again. AND my grandmothers house for awhile too. So other than THAT, I am open for the summer. Hehe. CHASTITY belt Cara? You're crazy.
from awkwardpause :
Ugh. I hate Nike. Not because of the many reasons other people hate it, but because their shoes are two bloody expensive. I stick to my golden rule to never spend more than $20 (American) on any piece of clothing. I wouldn't want to wear a friendship ring either, but you know guys never go in for that sort of thing anyway. However, if a girl asked me to wear one, I'd have a hard time saying no to her. I have a hard time saying no to most females I know personally. I'm weak that way. Although, I'd much rather wear a friendship ring than a chastity belt for the rest of my life. I'm not as hardcore in that way as you. What's wrong with wedding rings? Is there something wrong with rings nowadays that I seem to have missed? Maybe pimps gave jewellery a bad name. I however like wearing necklaces and rings. Only one at any given time though. No ring AND a necklace, and no multiples. The necklace is always a cross, and the ring is always plain silver with no design. You can not believe in love and significant others all you like crazy lady, did some guy like break your heart or something? Maybe you should read my poem "I Do Not Like". Bashing JPIII is one of my favorite things to do. I saw it once in theaters and rolled my eyes. Joe Johnson (the director) should be shot. Did you know he was the cinematographer for Honey I Shrunk the Kids? Sad. The second time I went to see it in theaters, I went just to laugh at it with my friend, who's never seen it. It just so happened our old teacher was a few rows down, talking to some of her friends, and she was saying how great the movie was! I just about died. So the movie starts, and I told my friend that's its a movie to laugh at, so at every single crappy part (a lot) we laughed our heads off. From the talking raptor, to the cellphone music inside the Spinesaurus. I think we broke a couple of ribs, then we laughed at our old teacher. So you see, watching JPIII can actually be fun. That movie is going to be the butt of all jokes until this crappy kung-fu panda movie is released that I heard about a few weeks ago.
from rubysoho15 :
at least you dont have to do TWO of mr Js music exams. stupid me 'gee, i think taking two musics is a FABULOUS idea, it will be like a walk in the park!' a long, dreary, mafia filled park. stupid mr j. jess didnt do the isu either. she says shes failing grade nine. and how do you fail grade nine?
from awkwardpause :
Hey, don't diss the people who send me notes. I only get notes from you and Autumn and an occasional random one from people who read my diary and never do so again. Play nice Cara. I think you may be ill or something, since you seem to repeat yourself a lot. So very ill. And about this tendency to say 'so very', that's proof you're ill. Ugh. I hate fake banana. I had medicine like that once too. And one tasted like chalk. Eh he... not that I ever tasted chalk. I like Dimatapp though. Tastes like grape. Fake grape. Why do you insist on calling my notes page a note board? I mean, sure, that's what it is, but no one actually CALLS it that. I swear, you Canadian females. Are you like this? If you are, I have a strong urge to either avoid Canada, or go there as fast as possible. Opposite feelings right there, whoa. Good thing it was an UNLADEN swallow or you could have hurt yourself. *puts on a bowler hat and a black suit and starts walking around with high-kneed steps. Gingerly that is.*
from awkwardpause :
OK. Most of that was total gibberish that the kid made up. Obviously he never took a day of astronomy in his life, or he was snorting something. We are being pulled to the Earth by the Earth, but we are also being pulled to the Earth by ourselves. Like opposite sides of a magnet. We fall not only because of the Earth, but because of us. And if you think about it, being pulled is basically the same as being pushed, just depending on from which direction. I think I confused myself. Yay. You're pleased to sort-of meet me. I'm happy now. I can have a cherry lollipop. But I don't have any sadly.
from rubysoho15 :
see, though, i didnt realize that a printer actually had to be PLUGGED IN to work. i thought that because it was attached to the computer, thats where it got its power from. i dont know. i guess im stupid. that exam was the worst 3 minutes of my life. stupid goggles
from pocketbomb :
well see, the diary has got to be locked cause even though i've had my boyfriend for 2 1/2 years, he'd probably kill either me or himself if he read it. and he's already found out massive amounts of stuff about me from the internet that he SHOULDNT know, due to his snooping in my email, ICQ history, and folders. So i lock it. If you have aol instant messenger, send me a message and i'll give you the password. (but do they have AOL in canada? i do have ICQ too). or if you are interested enough, email me.
from awkwardpause :
I have so met you. Just not in person. Meeting someone online is still meeting them. Or, if you'd prefer: "Hi, I'm Travis. Pleased ta meetcha." *puts out hand, it just stays there* Ah... ah-haha... *retracts hand* And gosh golly, you're right. That is indeedy the BEST part about you two being tied for funniest female. Even better than that one time where that guy did that thing on the thing. Man, that was classic. Sounds like your teacher is one messed up hombre. Maybe he needs shots or something. And you're little explanation about the universe expanding and the kid with the gravity theory are both whacky. For one thing, people being pushed onto the earth is fundamentally what gravity is. I could get really deep into exactly what gravity is, but I'm not sure you would follow. And your comment about the universe expanding doesn't really answer or explain away the kid's theory, its not even remotely connected, but since it left him speechless, a nonsensical answer to a nonsensical theory seemed the best course of action. Wow. All these best parts are sure gosh golly gee fun, eh?
from rubysoho15 :
Its really too bad that Jimmy is Jimmy. What a jerk. Granted, it is their own fault for screwing around with him. They deserve it. You could hit him over the head, hed be in a coma, but always sleeping. Yeah I know, hes in my music class and I see him at lunch. People�geez�my sister is always jerky, but I don�t get sad. Haha at Stacey. Though I do believe her illnesses are psychosomatic. I should really begin the ISU. Yeah, us Canadians are the coolest. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, oh thats grand.
from pocketbomb :
well i never tried it, but i bet i could do it. canadians rule, i wish i lived closer to the border
from rubysoho15 :
it is too possible to eat four saltines in less than a minute. val and i did it last month. cara- IM GONNA SHOVE THAT UBER UP YOUR A**! (Please notice the **'s so as not to offend you) But thats not true. Because thats violent...and I'm not violent. Oh, and evidently Jimmy has fooled around with all of them. Or at least three. Its ridiculous. And its Mullins' brother! I mean really, a Southwood kid is smarter than that
from pocketbomb :
did you know its impossible to eat 4 saltines in under a minute? try it! or get someone else to try it! are you canadian? and read the perks of being a wallflower by stephen chbosky
from awkwardpause :
What do you mean? African or European?
from awkwardpause :
Well, discovering a way to piss people off can come in handy some time. I find knowledge of what makes people angry, happy, or sad can really be useful one day. Haha. Sucka. I love that word too. Especially when used in conjunction with 'freeze'. In a Samuel-L.-Jacksonesque way. Heh. Monty Python. Classic. "Its no or'inary rabbit! Its got sharp... Its teeth are... Look at the booones!" Classic. You are one very funny female.
from awkwardpause :
Ohhhh... Starving one. You. Meh-haha! Ha. Well, if you're looking for human contact through me, you've probably come to the wrong place, eh? Being that I'm not completely human. Shame on you for stealing Autumn's favorites list. Its just plain unethical. I don't know why you're intrigued, but I have a theory. It involves padded walls and jackets with extra long sleeves. And don't use complicated words like 'thus' around me, they scare me. Yeah, um, I think the cryptic level of "Triangles are hip to be squared" is like -2 or something.
from rubysoho15 :
and like, ghost world, donnie darko, things such as that. and of course, rocky horror
from rubysoho15 :
its all about the independent films. just all about them. we should have an independent movie night this summer. unless youre doing something more interesting. oh, and just so you know, they are airing monty pythons flying circus starting june 17th on the comedy channel. its all about them too
from surfking :
give me some terms to write about.
from rubysoho15 :
Phh Cara, stealing my favourite diaries. JERKASS. Do believe I just had to go back and check my spelling of favourite? Isnt that pathetic. Ever seen Ghost World? Tis a good movie. I bought it. Clerks is a sort of cult/independent film as well.
from rubysoho15 :
No no, its totally different. Because I LIKE Tim Curry, whereas Danny Michel holds none of my affection. See, in the Catholic version of Hell, its just eternal suffering. Which is worse than meaningless tasks. Well, being that that main Sublime guy DIED a few years ago, I think itd be kinda sick if you wanted to be next to him. And if you listened to them, youd probably like them. Though they are an acquired taste. I say we just agree to disagree, and next time we�re at either of our houses, we just put on �Mad World� and enjoying the only song we�ve ever agreed on. Brush brush at you.
from rubysoho15 :
Bubonic plague wiped out thousands of dirty people. THATS doing good in the world. Rabies only kills poor helpless animals. BASTARD! Hawsley sucks. Why would you want to be in a relationship with him? Thats pure nonsense. I dont know the other guy either, but I think its safe to say that he also sucks. Very safe to say. At least in my narrowminded eyes.
from rubysoho15 :
Cara, GO FOR IT. Though internet relationships are SOOO passe (please mentally insert little dash thing about the e). Anyways, Rabies sucks man. I got the bubonic plague. Beat THAT!
from surfking :
I think i can only arrange soap dishes and socks and stuff like that in the mail. If you want to make out, I have a full tank of gas.
from surfking :
Thanks! so you want something in the mail or do you want to make out?
from rubysoho15 :
Of course, silly Church would have trouble making the speech. MEOW PURRR MEOW HISSS HISSS. And such.
from surfking :
My math teacher doesn't like it when i say the area to an equalateral triangle is length times width.
from surfking :
There's a practical use for the one whole punch. They're also a good substitute for sicsors
from socksw-toes :
thought i'd say hello since i was passing thru
from faceofadream :
I just got the chance to listen to the WHOLE cd and I really like #2 and 5, I listened to "goodbye to you." I like it too! Have you ever been to her site?
from spreewitch :
http://members.diaryland.com/edit/addpub.phtml?user=spreewitch Do what the prompt tells you: voice your opinion, bitch, complain...say what you think!
from surfking :
One time I feel asleep in psych and I got drule/drool (it's one of those spellings...) all over my worksheets so I drained all my saliva on to the floor off the worksheets and then I was like that's a lot of spit somebody is going to slip on it so i tried to spread it around with my feet but just made a bigger slippery spot and my shoes squeeked for about an hour.
from surfking :
not sure, it's my nap time during that part of the day, but today i had a dream i was with my friends....i don't remember anything else
from surfking :
I don't know if her-story is one of my teachers or not, right now I'm leaning towards mr.mann. hmm....i don't think mr.mann would say fuck and he's also a guy....
from faceofadream :
Hey I love reading your diary! So you like duck soup too? So do I! Have you ever seen any other of the Marx Bro. Films?We actually have quite a few things in common! our tastes in music are similar, you play guitar(so doI!)I could name alot of things! Maybe were clones!! lol nah just joking! like it says in your diary u have green eyes, mine are gray, and your probably older. Maybe you can visit my diary?1 C ya Buh-bye
from epiphany :
Hey! Thanks for stopping by. I'm enjoying your diary as well. Good luck this semester; I'll be reading.
from kitschmomo :
in reply to your note, life is treating me scarily! but ok. i'm realising a few things i need to commit to if i want to get what i want. if that makes sense. eg skoolwork (art mostly), guitar, stuff like that. howbout u? email me for longer replies! [email protected]
from diaryreviews :
Hi! I just wanted to let you know that your review has been posted at http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/caralynne.html. :-)
from rain-goddess :
hey caralynne!! thanx for leaving me a note :) that was real nice of you, it made me smile. sorry it took forever for me to write back! take care, Lexi :)

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