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from nicim :
note from arc-angel666 in my diary. thought you would like to know. XXOO N
from pinkbowshoe :
Yeah, but it hurts worse when I find out, and it makes me suspiscious of him and makes me think he's being sneaky. Becuase I feel liek he's holding back that...so what else is he holding back? Ya know...that's all. I just don't like those feelings I have, and don't want our relationship to be like that. I know he lovesme, so be honest with me. Im not goign to run out the door or runaway...but I will if I feel that i can't trust the person I'm with. That's normal.
from lolamae :
Hey sweetie, congrats on the dog. You will have to send me pics.
from arc-angel666 :
Which way did your body end up? Why Sweetheart the way it always is...Beautiful. If I had a photo of you (clothed of course) I would paint you. As soon as I feel better I'll come out and play, thanks again for the well wishes.
from pinkbowshoe :
I did. :) Thank you!!!
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Cutie: Sorry for not responding quickly, I've been a bit pukie lately. Today is a pretty good day, yesterday I went to the doctors they had good news My white blood cell count dropped radically...and they decided to suspend the other two shots...it was precautionary anyway. My body is responding to the antibotics and I soon will be rid of this systemic infection, I'll be back to myself soon. The other day when I was really feeling creepy, I thought I'd try and pick myself up by getting my mind off the poison circulating through my body. Before I get into this any further I would like to thank and apologize to you at the same time lol. With that said I shall continue....I thought I should focus on something I really like/love...hmmm surfing, possibly acting/writing? Na that won't do. Painting/Sculpting hmmm maybe, then I thought what should I paint? Women! After all I do indeed love Women and aside from landscapes I paint mostly women. But I was too ill to paint so I thought I should concentrate on the subject matter...Women. Then you popped into my mind...You had said if there was anything you could do.....hmmm and I took you up on your offer lol. Well darling since I'm a gentleman I shall exercise a bit of prudence and maintain a certain decorum and shant get into detail lol. All I will say is for about an hour or 3 you took my mind off of my illness in the sweetest of ways. You posed for me and I stetched you in various poses, we decided which of the poses best suited you and I painted you on a rather large canvas....and then! oops remember Michael prudence and decorum lol. I drifted off to a dream filled sleep when I awoke I felt rested and happy :-) Unfortunately the poison began to circulate again and I started the vomiting thingy but I Thank You for the wonderful 3 hours and Apologize for the.....well how about just thanks :-)
from pixie-grl :
Take the quiz, donkey! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from lolamae :
That sucks! Sorry hon!
from pinkbowshoe :
Yeee-haaaaaaw!! Yes, beach we will be there!
from arc-angel666 :
I guess it is kinda funny hearing about a friend getting felt up by a weirdo PA. I gotta tell you its weird having someone tell you they don't like actors or long hair while holding your penis in one hand and the boys in the other...lol. Now my Sweet Darling what is it exactly you had in mind as far as helping me out? :-) So you have a famous face in your livingroom? I'm not quite sure I understand that statement...your not killing famous people and hanging their faces on your walls are you? Yikes on second thought never mind on the help thingy...I'm not sure the boys would like hanging on your coat rack lol! Thanks for the note Sweetie. Respectfully your Cowboy Michael
from lolamae :
Too funny. I hope Joe doesn't shit too many kittens.
from lolamae :
Hey there. I am so glad you had a great weekend. Sorry to hear about Jenn's hair. That stinks.
from lolamae :
Ooh! She fucked up. I am sorry honey. You deserve better.
from lolamae :
OMG! What jerks!!!!You don't need them anyway honey. Move here. I find you something.
from lolamae :
Where are you?
from redcandi999 :
Hey I am finally getting the hang of this diaryland stuff. It is about time isn't it. I mean you only helped me create my diary what 2 months ago or something. What happened to those kids is real messed up. They'll catch the/those coward(s). Keep praying justice is served.
from lolamae :
I am so sorry about your friend.
from arc-angel666 :
Hey Cutie: You can always get another job, but there's only one Scobby....You did the right thing and if your Boss can't see it that way then screw him. I hope Scobby feels better soon and your boss gets a heart.
from lolamae :
Hey sweetie! I hear ya! I missed you this morning.
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Cutie: This is so weird. Just before I am to set of my new Dell...I thought what the heck and tried to get into your diary. Lo and Behold I'm in! That is just weird. I had a great Christmas and its still going on. I will try to catch up on whats been happening with you. But first tell me how did it work out with you and the Guy? By the Way I love your new graphic...take away the Boobs and add something and lighten up the hair, add a light beard and that could be me The Fallen Arc-Angel lol.
from the-aerie :
Happy holidays!!!
from pixie-grl :
Sank you donkey! These damn reoccuring dreams are pissing me off! Well, I have to get back to my pictures. XOXO! -Shrek
from lolamae :
Love the survey!!!!
from lolamae :
Chickee! I never knew the dirty details, but I am glad you got them out and put it here. I love you and I am so proud of you. Like I have said before, you are a wonderful mother and don't let anyone tell you differently.
from lolamae :
Thanks Chickee! I love you too.
from the-aerie :
Are you seriously going to stop writing in here? I hope not - you brighten my day!!
from lolamae :
Love the layout! Awesome!!!!!
from lolamae :
You are very welcome! You deserve it.
from lolamae :
You will be missed!
from the-aerie :
hahahaha...you're funny...drinking and driving is officially on my "things to never, ever do again list" and it will remain there. Anyway, sorry it took so long for me to respond to the note. Much love!!!
from lolamae :
I am sorry to hear about your disappointment.
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Sweetheart: it has been a bit of a sad time but things are better and I'm in the Holiday spirit...Locked and Cocked and ready to ROCK lol. I found out what my computer is doing, it has made a file and every entry you put in your diary is entered in my file, bad thing is it won't let me read it lol. I am getting a new computer this weekend and hopefully it will stop this nonsense. After reading some of the notes left for you it sounds as though something has run a foul are you okay? One person stated guys are all *^$)#*. Are you having boy troubles? Heres my email [email protected] fill me in. Is Scooby excited about Christmas?
from the-aerie :
My dear friend, you are an angel!
from the-aerie :
Yes, my dear friend, you are an angel...
from inmydreams86 :
Wow that's crazy. It sounds like you have it together now, though. That's always good. You sound interesting..so I'm gonna go read your diary! I tell you what I think of it later :) xoxo
from inmydreams86 :
Hey. You said, "When I was your age"..so how old are you anyways? (If you don't mind me asking)..and yes, guys are total @$$3$!!
from inmydreams86 :
Hey thanks again for the advice. I just have one question...how did you know all that stuff about me? Did you read my diary? Just wondering. Thanks again :)
from pinkbowshoe :
Yeah, that breakfast sucked. haha. Well, KS has a suprise for me. We're going the 19th, and 20th but I can't know where. Ijust know it costs a pretty penny and its going to be a blast. But, we can go out the next day..get a lil funny on our lunch break?! haha.
from arc-angel666 :
Good Morning Sweetheart: I did receive them but can't open them....I will use the production office's computer and view them I don't know what the heck is happening to mine. I can't wait to see them...so you did have fun, did you go Sleepless in Seattle? :-)
from delynn :
Great pics! You are talented in photography! You should pursue it more!
from arc-angel666 :
Hey Honeybunny: A couple of times I looked to the north and noticed a red glow which looked like it was coming from Seattle. So did you and your man set the town on fire? I'll try again but for some reason when I open up your diary there is a new file there and I can't get rid of it. I'd love to see Scooby.
from inmydreams86 :
Hey thanks for the advice...I'll use it I'm sure! Thanks again. Jamie
from redsirenbody :
thank you so much for the feedback it means a lot to me! thanks for enjoying! hugs and Love L.
from pinkbowshoe :
*snif, snif* Thanks girl.
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Honeybun: I completely understand the picture thing, sometimes that's all you have and it'll have to do, until, that moment when the two of you can meet and then the earth shakes lol. I'll keep an eye out for seismic activity in Seattle on the 19th. Have a great time with your man Sweetie.
from pinkbowshoe :
*hugs* :)
from pinkbowshoe :
Yeah, my hair is growing on me. At first I didn't like it b/c it was a shock. But, more and more I'm getting used to it. I was..and still am stressed about school. But, that wasn't why I wasn't speaking very much. I was upset b/c you let me down. You knew it meant a lot to me and you built me up for weeks saying you were going to be there, and you didn't say you were going to do something else. I wasn't mad that you weren't there b/c I completely understand you needed to see your brother. I know how much your family means to you. I was upset b/c you didn't tell me that you were going there instead. You led me to believe you were going to be there, and you didn't have any intentions of going. It just made me sad that you couldn't just say sorry.
from pixie-grl :
Sank you, donkee. Sank you, beddy mush.
from delynn :
Thanks! I love you too! I promise to call when I get there.
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Sweetie: Sorry I can't get into your diary and I miss checking in. So how's Scoobie, your man and You?
from pinkbowshoe :
You were going to call me when you figured out what you were doing whether you wanted to follow Shawn and what time y ou wanted to leave..you were very unclear which lead me to believe you didn't want to go anyway. Its ok though i could tell you didn't want to go by your voice on Friday.
from delynn :
I love you too!
from arc-angel666 :
Sorry Honeybunny: I still can't in.
from arc-angel666 :
Something strange has happened here when I try to read your diary I click on to diary up pops a new folder wanting to know if I want to save it...thats weird. I'll try and figure it out, hope you are having a good weekend
from chicadee80 :
yea me tooo!
from delynn :
I am proud of you for standing up for yourself. You go girl!!
from arc-angel666 :
Actually I love New York City, I've lived there and I've worked there on a number of occasions. The City is one of the best places ever. Great Food a lot of really fun people and the City has alot to offer as far as Culture and History, Up-state is beautiful. I tried to read your diary but everytime I try a new folder thingy pops up. After work tonite I'll try and fix it until then my Little Chicadee I'll be thinking of you (even though your a Yankee Fan) lol. Go Bo Sox!
from arc-angel666 :
You didn't like my song? lol. OH OH your not a Yankee Fan are you? HMMMMMMMMM. Okay for you I'll make an exception, I still love ya Honeybun. How's Scoobie :-)
from pinkbowshoe :
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeey!!!
from pixie-grl :
I love you.... :)
from delynn :
I am crying with you today, dear friend!!!I love you!
from shaithis :
I'm sending you a hug...
from arc-angel666 :
Hi: Sorry to hear about your little one, it is so scary and sad when children are sick or get hurt and you do indeed feel helpless. I am sorry I didn't get to finish your last entry your graphics cut off your entry after "its like being a new Mom all over again". I hope all is well.
from arc-angel666 :
Sweetie: I sent it twice via the link for your email. The one on your diaryland page it works doesn't it?
from arc-angel666 :
I send the it to the email on your page. I'll send it again let me know if you get it.
from arc-angel666 :
Your welcome, now since its so close to Halloween, you can hang my picture outside your door and scare the Be-Jesus out of the trick or treaters!
from delynn :
You are too cute! I have been trying to reach you all day. I have been really worried. I am so glad the Scooby is going to be allright. d
from pinkbowshoe :
Thanks for the encouraging words. Some days your the windshield, and some days your the bug. I was the bug. :( still carrying over to today's shitty ass one at work. Gotta love it though..on friday at least. And you are good-hearted I know as well. Thanks for trying to cheer me up!
from arc-angel666 :
Well with a tear in my eye I bid you good luck with your new Love. He must be a good Man, he certainly is a Lucky one.
from pixie-grl :
You're too funny!!!
from arc-angel666 :
Oh MY Ms Chicadee! Thank you there's nothing I like better than a plate of steamy hot good looking women. Serious Babe-age here. Your friends are lovely but you are especially good looking. You Ladies must have to barricade your doors at night actually 24 hours a day for that matter, you must be surrounded by men constantly. See ya Good Lookin
from her-story :
OOOOOOOh, I took care of the situation all right, AND by not losing my temper completely. However, it's all mended, but it doesn't mean I won't be waiting at the busstop on Tuesday.
from arc-angel666 :
So you carry a SAW (the machine gun the soldier is pointing at everyone). Damn, I was planning a rescure of a lovely damsel in distress lol.
from redsirenbody :
You flatter me way too much..but thank you for that. Be safe and happy...Hugs and love. L
from arc-angel666 :
Thanks for the kind words. She was one of a kind. Before I met her I was considered a bit of a Ladies Man/Bad Boy. Within a month she changed my whole life, she turned me into a good man. She had that affect on everyone she met, I honestly don't know of a single person who dislike her. People tried to dislike her, find faults within her but eventually they all came around. We sent 100 invitations to her Funeral 700 people showed up another 400 send notes, flowers and letters saying how deeply touch they were by her and how they would miss her. When she passed from this world my world shattered. The love of my family and hers, and the unconditional love of our son save me and brought me back to life. Its been a while since she passed but there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of her or feel her presence. Thank you for sharing the poem with me, I am sure your Sweet Mother enjoyed hearing you say it at the her Funeral. There is something special between a Mother and her Daughter, its a love that is everlasting. In honor of my lovely Alayna Kate I have lived my life to the fullest and continue to do so. I am a happy person and if you have read some of my stuff you'll know I'm a bit of a cut up and a tease. Thanks again for the kind words. Oh by the way if that's your picture on your profile you are indeed pretty on the outside as well as in the inside. Respectfully Michael
from arc-angel666 :
Hello Ms Chicadee: I read your profile and your job as a single Mother is indeed a tough one. I am sorry to hear of the loss of your Mother another tough thing to deal with. I lost someone very dear to me also, if you get the chance please read my entry of Septmeber 19th.
from missinlink84 :
Shit, we have a weather women and now we have Dr. Diggie!!! LOL Sorry to hear rickie road racer is under the weather forcast you gave yesterday! LOL OHHH I crack myself up!! I think im getting sick too... my throat is sore on my right side and my nose is alittle sniffy... Do you feel bad that you can't help me too? HELL NO cause I don't have a penis!! Damn bitches!! HA HA Well I am freezing cold so I am going to hop my ass in a nice hot shower...See-ya
from missinlink84 :
WOW, all I can say is I'm glad I read your entry otherwise I wouldn't have known what the weather was like! LOL YOU FRIKEN WEIRDO....Although I did sense a bit of sarcasum in that entry "Chances are you'll get stuck too." It is ashame that some people are actually that stupid and try to go through water that is up to their windsheilds. Anyways, You'll be proud, I wrote not 1 but 2 entries yesterday. You should probably check them out and let me know how my entries are looking. I'm trying to stay on top of it more. Anyways, I will talk to you later. *MUAH*
from missinlink84 :
Somestimes You write some really sad stuff! You know, the kinda of stuff you shouldn't read in the morning cause then you feel gloomy all day. You write books rather then entries! LOL Just thought I would drop you a few lines about Tony's Birthday Entry. Did you every make any phone calls since that night we were looking everything over? Talk to ya later!
from pinkbowshoe :
thanks girl! YOu know I am hard on myself. I've been told by many that I'm my own worst critic, and I believe it. I'm working on it though, and you definatly help w/ your encouraging words. And as for you...I know you had a rough time these past few days-the walk, the hair, and your cousin, but you do have the friends here to talk to if you need, and I have plenty of hugs, and enough time to listen to you whenever you need! :)
from delynn :
Thanks for the kind words about the jackass. It is just nice to vent considering the big picture(you know what I mean).
from pixie-grl :
all i have to say is... "what the *%$#" You amaze me at how so many people want to start fights with you. I still love you!!! (thats too funny....)
from shaithis :
I agree with you about that status of banks. I'm a financial advisor, so I have to deal with various banks' idiocy all the time...so frustrating!
from roebean :
Nope, didn't bother me too much but felt I should clarify my original statement since there was confusion...can't tell if you are being sarcastic or not, maybe? Didn't have the ability to flip back and forth through my entry and comment section, sorry for not getting your name correct. Still hate the caps though :)
from delynn :
You tell it girl!!!! That is what I love about you!
from pinkbowshoe :
Thanks, girl. I know you are right, and you know I over analyze everything. I know in my heart thats what I want, and I will get it someday :)
from delynn :
Aww! I am so sorry about your morning. I am sure your day will go better. Love ya, d
from delynn :
That is such a sweet poem! I am glad you put it out there for everyone! Love,d
from delynn :
Great entry! Love it! You are getting to be a great writer! When you are describing the bird going from tree to tree, I can visualize it perfectly! Love from d.
from delynn :
You are too funny! My mom says that crap all the time. Personally, I think I am a good girl and I would love for my kids to be like me(maybe a little less shopoholic though). Later, d
from star2bfree :
hi thx for the note!I'm glad u like my poem it's acctually published in a book called Iternal Portraits. It's also on a CD! I have a lot more poems and if u ever wanna chat email me at [email protected]
from pinkbowshoe :
Thanks for the encouragement from my last entry. You did look REAL PRETTY (hungover..hahha) yesterday morning! But, I still love ya girl!!
from redsirenbody :
SMILES! love L
from shaithis :
Your entry about your mother was one of the most emotional pieces of writing I've ever encountered on Diaryland - enough to make big ol' bad ass me shed more than one tear. She must have been a wonderful woman, and I'm sure she was proud to have such a magnificent daughter....
from redsirenbody :
Hey you! Thank you so much for adding me. I appreciate it! L
from pinkbowshoe :
hey...!! I want a design on mine..how'd you get that?!
from delynn :
I love it, I love it! Congrats chicky! I love you so much. You are going to be sooooo happy. Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful(can you tell that I am excited for you?) Have a great day! love, d
from delynn :
Hey Chicky! That was such a cute entry! I miss you!
from delynn :
I am the girl from high school with the crush.
from delynn :
Well sweet, I always said you are a strong young woman. That was a beautiful entry. You had me in tears. I love you! d
from delynn :
Hey, Chicadee! What up G? Your diary is great! Chat later, Gotta go. d

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