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from sparklytears :
for some reason i didn't get the code. please send it to [email protected] thanks a million. [<3]
from sparklytears :
hey gorgeous- the kiss picture is broken. if you're unable to host it now i could host it for you. let me know. xoxo [<3] p.s. i'm taking it down until we get it straightened out.
from devouredsoul :
oopsy i'm and idiot
from name-less :
please read the message I left bellow this one, and once you have answered me I will answer your question. -corbin
from name-less :
please read the message I left bellow this one, and once you have answered me I will answer your question. -corbin
from sifu :
Sorry wrong link. Didn't eman to apply.
from name-less :
hi because I am a proud member of kod and I am changing diaries I was wondering if I could just move my code to that site, and also rejoin just under a differnt name ? thanks love xx.
from sinners-kiss :
my e-mail: [email protected]
from gothangel :
your diary is quite intriging as mine. and I like that picture in the layout. Later
from demise- :
/I don't get it. I did read the rules for k.o.d, if I missed something it;s because your design is screwed up in a mac and I couldn't even scroll down so I had to read parts of the html. I already included my email; understood the requirements and about not stealing the code; I was just wondering what I did wrong; thanks. take care#
from mistychristy :
where do i apply for KOD? [email protected]
from xnevereverx :
okay, i cant get the little kiss of death icon to show up on my page, so dont think that it's not there cause i'm not putting it there, i just dont have time to re-try
from serratedtart :
me e-mail:: [email protected] its not on my dairy.
from xnevereverx :
my e-mail is [email protected] ((cause i dont know if it's in my diary))
from sadnow :
email to [email protected] please
from so-dead :
sorry about not giving you my email address. i just figured i had it on my profile. :/ oh well. i will reapply in those 30 days. thx </3
from warmleftover :
.. in that Pauline Reage sort of way...
from devouredsoul :
sorry chick ...will do. ;-)
from warmleftover :
...a bit more kinky...
from decemberguy :
I'm sorry you're feeling bummed out. At least you have those moments lodged in your memory bank..if you know what i'm saying. BTW, that Josh Joplin record is awesome..I played Trailways and Simon & Garfunkels' America over and over on my bus trip back home. You have great taste.....
from retainercase :
why the attitude?
from pthm :
i finally did something about my template, check it out. although i'm having some problems with it, it's pretty spiffy.
from maralisa :
i got an emial saying i'd been approved for kissofdeath - do you send me the code? [email protected] xx
from xoxchubbyxox :
kristen its nikki. i just want to tell you that you need to trust. i think all of your friends old and new would like it if you trusted more. no ones going to hurt you. and if they do run them over. im just saying dont let a good guy pass you by ok? lance was mean to you.. and wanted to change you. find one who doesnt have any list of improvments. your great as you are ok.
from thisisjohn :
love = work
from decemberguy :
I found your diary here, and from reading some of it, its come to my attention that you're pretty f'in cool. Keep it up..and the Pixies do indeed rock very hard!
from neon7c :
10Q very much. :)
from eustilly :
thank you very much. how are things in sunny cali? i'll be out there in september for a week and a half. can't wait!
from linzipearl :
yeah I was the same way after reading it. it totally messed with my mind. I haven't had the nerve to pick it up since. I'm almost scared to read the rest of his books. but I'm forcing myself to read fight club since I love the movie so much. (i know I know...EVERYONE and their brother loves that movie)
from linzipearl :
haha my hands were tied. the girl that told me to read it said it was a wierd book but wouldn't give me anymore details and told me to find out for myself. it's a vicious cycle. :-p
from pthm :
even after everything that poor man went threw because of the culling song you still wish you knew it? heh, you seem like my kind of people. i love palanhiuk, i'm also too lazy to check that spelling...
from name-less :
its [email protected]
from wire-ending :
i had to lock my diary because my dad found it as you know but if you want the password to check i will be happy to give it to you.
from name-less :
yes i am still interest in kissofdeath if they want me.
from xroxyx :
email- [email protected] thankyou. <3
from untame-able :
Yeah, small world and all that shit. I don't go to AG anymore, I got to sick of it, so I transferred to SLO and am a part of the choir there. We just went to new york city, it was so fucking cool. Yeah, it was so random, finding your diary, I just recognized your pic, and was like, wow, holy shit!
from ryan8-5cut :
mamber name - kidssuck password - kidssuck
from untame-able :
Stacey. You knew me from Speech team, you were a senior last year. We got hypnotized togther in that big group, and you saw Ben Affleck or something.
from linzipearl :
lullaby is the only one I've read by him. the book I'm reading now is called She's Come undone by Wally Lamb. I've been on page 12 since the day after I bought it two months ago. i never have time to read. boo
from linzipearl :
oooo lullaby was a great book! I didn't really like the beginning at first but then I couldn't put it down. yeah..I need to read more too. the last book I read was White Oleander and all the rest is stuff for frickin school. bah homework.
from scornd :
Just wanted to say hi since i haven't talked to you in so long, nice diary by the way.
from tanked :
no. :) heh. see over-now for custom image.
from tanked :
hi. could you get the gun image or a text link? thanks. :)
from warmleftover :
Thanks for your note.... and I think you are da woman, now if only you were ......
from tanked :
hahahah you crack me up.
from tanked :
'scuse me. i think you probably misinterpreted my note. the whole dissension thing was a joke. i tend to do that sometimes. i just dont like the way you write. but to each his own. if i keep reading i'll find out what the badass-ness it is you possess which led you to join the ring. trust, i do some "research" when people are added. which is why i dont discriminate against the kod members. i talked to them :) not everyone in this ring is on kmf; if they are here its because they have one or ten thousand redeeming qualities about themselves that make them shine above the rest of the masses. know what i mean, jellybean? much love. ♥
from tanked :
i havent approved you yet for the diary ring cause im still trying to figure out if i should have dissension in the ranks or not. hah. some of the people in my ring do not get along with you and i wouldnt like fighting in my camp :) lots of things really. not just that. i'll e you♥
from wire-ending :
oh wow, i just read some of his diary and looked at his profile...ack. he seems like a pervert. Did you see the rings? god, this guy is more fucked up than i am!
from jonathan :
I needed to spully an email before you can to review. Here it is [email protected]
from solstice36 :
hi, i'm thinking of starting an open diary for people to share poetry, songs, stories and experiences about abuse and rape. i'm leaving notes for all the members of my abused and raped rings to see if there is enough interest to start the diary. if i get at least thirty people to agree to contribute i will create the diary. if you're interested and would like to contribute please let me know by emailing me at [email protected]. thanks :-)
from lapisllong :
THAT IS FREAKING AWESOME! i love it! : D
from lapisllong :
lapisllong@ both yahoo.com and hotmail.com
from poppyfish :
I love the idea of your ring - not to belittle other people, but most of those writing rings <cough>kissmyfist</cough> approve only ONE style of writing, instead of the hundreds and hundreds there are. Since I don't write unhappy poetry and long after someone named "boi" who took my virginity in a bed of roses, I get the good old diaryland cold shoulder. Yeah. Well. I originally just loved the icon, but once I saw what it was all about - perfect.
from lapisllong :
hey, i got your note and i LOVE your layout - it's cute! what are you looking for and i'll be on chat off and on at night. if i wake up at a decent time i'll be on Thursday & Friday, too. i do stuff for free basically, so i'll take a whole heaping helping of everlasting love and devotion. or a handful of like is good, too . . . hell, i'm happy if you just don't jack with the HTML and leave my link up! : D
from imsoalone :
i can't sign your guestbook for some reason, so here we go. i want to say thanks for your oh so sweet words in my guestbook. it means a lot that you appreciate my [crappy] writing. and also to say that, on my diary, when i changed the layout i changed the background of the kod icon. is that okay?
from invisibledon :
yes I did enjoy my visit very much so - I may visit again - that is if you don't mind and I'll remember to wipe my feet next time
from invisibledon :
wandered in from the cold snow and looked around - just thought I would tell you so you didn't blame the foot prints on someone else
from karen070100 :
Any idea where Jack Page is?
from ambitious :
im in kissmyfist and i try really hard not to be an asshole. swear to god.
from punksniper :
well that is good to hear, things are working out :)
from punksniper :
so you think the parents will understand?
from solstice36 :
hey, thanks for joining the abused ring :-)
from punksniper :
oh no totally understandable i have couple facial piercings and I know how they felt after they get done, i got drunk myself after :)
from punksniper :
sounds like you partied hard last nite. that is me tonite lol.
from punksniper :
dropkick murphys do kick ass! and so do your diaries!
from raven72d :
Name tags frighten me. I'm always afraid that I'll meet someone whose Official Name Tag says "Your Doom". Only a few weeks til Daylight Savings Time ends. I have to prepare to escape from the Yeti.
from chochin :
I was listening to Pearl Jam when I stumbled unto this page. <333
from starinajar :
ah, okay. i suppose it wasn't clear enough. i agree. i think cursing is a great emotional outlet. i don't know if you understand why you were denied and i don't know if you care, but it seemed to me and a few other kissmyfist members that kissofdeath was just an anti-kissmyfist ring or something. it's great, though.
from starinajar :
i'm just curious; what's the purpose of kissofdeath? i read your kod page and it didn't specify any general intent. xo, ness
from devallyk :
I sincerely thank you for your comments, you are most kind.
from raven72d :
I utterly symapthize... I lost my health insurance in January 2002. I can't go see a physician about my allergies/sinus infections, I can't go get glasses. It's...scary.
from fishnets666 :
Hmm...for some reason I can't find your guestbook, so I'll give you a note instead :) Sorry I didn't get back to you when you IM'd me, didnt mean to be rude I swear! Hmmm...a good name for your car...my friend called hers Edith, how about that? I frequently drive my car on empty too by the way, hehe.
from unamerican :
i haven't seen the strike back movie...
from unamerican :
how was dogma? i haven't seen it yet.
from unamerican :
thanks for the compliment. i don't really talk to any of the kissmyfist people and they don't really talk to me. i guess it's for the best if they're the assholes you say they are. i dunno. how come you can't rent at blockbuster anymore?
from raven72d :
I'm still afraid that as soon as Daylight Savings Time ends, the Yeti will come down from the mountains to get me.
from raven72d :
...if you liked "Lolita" (I rented the audio version-- Jeremy Irons reading an unabridged version...lovely work) you must try Nabokov's "Ada, or Ardor"... It's wickedly funny.
from iamen :
take the bus, don't blame cyclists. in 550 years, one person will inhabit one square meter of dry land on earth if we do not do something about the epidemic of the automobile as it exists today. and also, who needs a ride to a jack johnson concert, i'm game... perhaps java too in SLO.
from raven72d :
The "Mailorder Murder" entry was priceless... Brilliantly twisted-funny. Pity you don't have the number-- just to call back and, ummmm, add a bit of gasoline to the flames.
from iamen :
clix is for the attention starved. popularity is defined by catchy backgrounds and sex. delve if you wish, writing is mere static on the pages of the top 10.
from iamen :
how do you access it?
from treekisser :
ah another lover of lolita. how i love that book. and the movie,i randonly clicked on your name and was surprised to find someone with many of my intrests on thier profile,that is magnificent
from iamen :
what is clix?
from ergoatlas :
Pecan pie!! You totally rock. Thanks.
from jackpage :
Jack does "care" cf. yr. 09.07.02)
from ergoatlas :
Nothing like your first tattoo to make you want more and more and more...
from raven72d :
"Mister Holmes, they were the footprints of a gigantic (basset) hound!"
from hotsummer :
Just wanted to say ur diary is really so awesome and I'll be checking it out regularly...dont stop writing.
from ergoatlas :
So noted -- not all teenage girls are into fairies, etc. Thanks for reading! I'll return the favor.
from raven72d :
If not Chinese, then maybe Volapuk (my favorite artificial language...look it up on Google...).
from raven72d :
I wonder what "That '70s Show" would be like dubbed in Chinese...
from raven72d :
SLO? San Luis Obispo? How odd... There's actually a fellow there who teaches modern history who runs a vur' bizarre snuff-sex web site (http://scrye.com/~marquis)... You're free to guess who he might be... I do believe that aliens spontaneously combust, but in different colors than we do. I have no idea how many keys are on a saxophone.
from cat-alogue :
Hey, just want to say how awesome I thought the "Shatter My Heart" poem was. We've all been there -- me only a few weeks ago.
from raven72d :
Oh, anytime... And do read Emily Listfield, "It Was Gonna Be Like Paris"...
from raven72d :
Vur' vur' cool entries, girl!
from heatherb :
He teaches in the English department at Tulsa U. (well, as of 3 months ago). He does Russian lit, film, and every now and then language. And he does an awful lot of lecture tours too. Again, it is super-cool to run across one of his fans.
from heatherb :
Three cheers for anybody who likes Yevtushenko. (he teaches at my school, which is something i like to brag about too often.) Besides all that I enjoyed your style and content, very refreshing.
from nativejedi :
awesome... awesome diary. I enjoyed reading it. And the banners you made are interesting. I admire you creativity. Lovely writer you are. I have a pretty boring diary, but you're more than welcome to read it, especially my poems heh. And maybe you can let me know who does your web design so I can do som'm to mine! adieu
from mia-xxx :
i like to go inside...
from grlscout :
Great diary - and what a gorgeous picture of Betty Page! The "hooker red" nailpolish thing made me laugh - made me think of how my aunt calls certain spike heeled shoes "follow me home and #@%! me shoes". !!
from barenakedana :
i really like your diary
from pozlife :
Hey, what's with the lockdown? Can I get the password? ([email protected]) Hope all is well.
from iamen :
censorship spawns from paranoia...
from ravenheart :
Ah, that was so sad to read. You know I felt the same way when my grandmother died, I think a lot of people experience that feeling of wanting to have done more when they could have.
from velcrohush :
i know. thanks. -vh
from solstice36 :
isnt it funny how family doesnt seem to acknowlege how much better you are than other family members? you'd think that when they'd tell you about how your cousins screwed up they look at you and say, hey you turned out okay, thanks for not screwing your life up like they did. well, i'll say it instead, good job on not ending up pregnant by the time you were 16, way to go to be unique.
from solstice36 :
hey, thanks for the note, i'm glad i can make someones body parts smile :-). i have icq and its collecting dust cause i'm never ever on my home computer. all this web surfing business is done on the company dime. just didnt want to leave you hanging if you never hear from me. love your diary.
from jackpage :
I lag in checking my note board, ack! sorry, contact me w/ e-mail. I bear good news, fables and fun, do not be alarmed.
from jackpage :
iamen told me about your diary...I read some...and already know I must come back with an hour and wine and read you inside out. New habits have a sparkling mystery. Addicted.
from iamen :
be mindful is what i'll say and that's it.
from windflare :
I listen and understand, perhaps having a shattered heart is the human condition. I'd like to hope not. I'd like to think that the heart can heal, but I don't know.
from windflare :
Why are you surprised that I like your diary? It's obvious that you put a lot of yourself in your writing. I like it because you don't pull any punches. You are being real, and true to what you're feeling. Your cynicism isn't misplaced, there's good reason for it. You put yourself out there with every entry and that takes a lot of courage.
from srch-n-dstry :
si tu est le personne qui ecrite la poeme en francais...c'est magnifique! mon francais c'est tres terrible MAIS je peux comprendre tout que tu as ecrit. j'aime sa! s'il vous plait, retourne.

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