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good to see you here again. i think getting the rest sorted out first helps one have a normal love life. i know it's easier for me to focus on my heart when i don't have to fret about other future things like the job or rent. on the other hand, i'm not sure when i'll be able to love again, so i'm probably not in a great position to give advice. and that's my theme.

from starzero :

don't give up

from englishsucks :

That must be hard on you. I don't get this: why would he ask you to move while in the back of his head he knew he wasn't ready? Why wait until after you got the tix? Well you got family n friends in Vancouver and I'm sure you're always welcome back home if things in Montreal didn't work out. =) I hope you'll find a nice place to live otherwise its not wise if you got no place to stay. Right? Ha. *HUGS*

from englishsucks :

what happened to the vampire guy - chris ? is he a no no now? *HUGS* i am really really nervous for you about moving to Montreal!!! But I'm also exciting for you as well. May I ask why are you moving there?

from starzero :

many girls get caught in bad relationships. many repeat that mistake time and time again. it's an enduring cycle. i'm afraid i don't know what you do to break it, other than find a good man. my sister managed it, though she's a pain in the ass. i think you can too, but i don't know how. for my sister it was pure chance. i'm sure you can find someone who treats you well and nurtures your spirit. it's not something everyone can do, but it's what everyone deserves.

from englishsucks :

i hate anxiety. it sucks. happy belated valentine girl. everytime valentine day shows up, i always think of new kids on the block song "valentine girl" and it wont stop singing in my head, lol *HUGS*

from raven72d :

i just discovered you. wonderful entries, very thoughtful writing...

from englishsucks :

Welcome back darlin' & I'm glad you're better.

from jwinokur :

flickr.com/jwinokur

from fuschiashock :

it's by irvine welsh.

from starzero :

you're welcome. i'm glad it works.

from starzero :

i mentioned a dream several months ago. i've put off writing about it. here's what i've come up with: http://arollercoaster.livejournal.com/199613.html?view=97981#t97981

from starzero :

the haloscan comments should work, but no, the guestbook is fucked.

from jwinokur :

Thanks again for leaving me a little note on my Diaryland page. Maybe send me an email some time directly? Warmest wishes and happy new year! -Justin

from englishsucks :

happy new year hon! get well soon!!!

from enurta :

but he doesn't read it unless I tell him to....and a couple of times he has read my diary behind my back.

from enurta :

he knows about it.

from seereason :

Because he liked me. :) And actually, there was more to the story than what I just posted. For instance, the teacher thought *I* had done something wrong, sent me into the hall, and came out with the boys a few minutes later to talk to me about kissing under desks..

from seereason :

I actually don't mind rain ... especially when it rains in beautiful places. :)

from xperfume :

how did you make your scars dissapear? from your flickr your arms look perfect.. i wish my scars were less visible now.

from starzero :

edit your notes settings. from there you can delete individual notes.

from saunti101 :

i love chemical romance. you seen really cool and sorry if there are two of the same notes from me i kinda spelled something wrong

from imatwin :

YES! It's had me singing beatles for days. The music is what keeps dragging me back. lol.

from englishsucks :

HUGS.

from starzero :

it's going to take me longer than expected to post the story--i'm getting bogged down in details.

from juswords :

OH by the way, i love CREEP & Radiohead too! they never gets boring or tiring or annoying!!!! :):)

from juswords :

hello sweets! well i found your diary on member directory, you were on the top of the list and i love your name "choose life". then i love the way you write, and the fact you live in vancouver bc -my home, my world- so yeah:) thank you for the note and adding me on facebook:) i'll be continue to read your diary, hopefully you dont mind. ox-c

from starzero :

a) we could be doing this on an instant messenger system. b) i don't recall the source. either it stems from something i read in your dland, or it's from a song i was hearing at the time that made me think of you. -- someday i have to tell you the dream i had that may or may not have involved you.

from starzero :

where did i use "under the needle"? i need context.

from enurta :

ok. thanks :) I can't write my full name here but you can give me your e-mail address and I can send my name to you. <3

from liquid-mojo :

he should totally get you one damnit! ;)

from starzero :

i felt that way once, but about women. get hurt enough and you'll learn to be cynical about love. passion and pain are better than apathy, believe me.

from enurta :

I don't know. I just change my template when I find something that suits me.

from enurta :

that's my problem, I don't know what I want, I don't want anything. I see no point in living. I want to be someone else and that's impossible, I am who I am and I have to deal with it.

from liquid-mojo :

I feel your pain in both respects. I must have lost a half-dozen phones at least, while under the influence and I used to beat myself up every time, like what the fuck is my problem? why am i such a drunk bitch? Then I'd bite myself and go out and buy another phone. Later on I figured out that phones are much safer and more secure inside my front pocket than on a clip or case on my belt, especially while drunk. After like the fifth phone or so, I decided I was no longer worthy to have a cellphone, so I called to cancel with my provider, and they were "nice" enough to give me a new one for free. Too bad you had to lose the K800i, those damn purse snaching bastards. That is one fucking sweet phone. As for heartbreak I know how that feel too, all too inimately. But that's a different story...

from liquid-mojo :

Yeah, I know what you mean. It's one thing to pour your soul out in a public diary and it's another to take in someone's else's soul when reading another's diary and really there's only so much one person can do. The good part is that occasionally you find someone that has something in common with you and the world somehow is less lonely. Anyway, thanks for stopping by, reading and leaving a comment. I'll be sure to stop by your diary and read from time to time as well.

from skinnianna :

sure, i'll send it to you tonight skinnianna

from starzero :

though the reasons for going are sad, i hope you have a good trip. enjoy the next couple weeks and hurry back. we'll miss you.

from starzero :

well, you're pretty, and cab drivers can be creepy. remember to lock your doors.

from starzero :

you can always post them in photobucket or flickr and link to them. images.

from starzero :

i've sat up those nights. sat up waiting, hoping it would be different, hoping in the morning i'd learn nothing happened. thinking i've lost my love, i'll never find it again. -- yet i have. you will love again too.

from enurta :

I have to agree with open-n-true, you are beautiful and bright. you deserve so much better and some day you will find that someone.

from open-n-true :

I'm sorry if what I said hurt but I think you're the one that ends up hurting more and I hate seeing you do that to yourself. You are young, attractive, bright and deserve much better. I hate people that take advantage of others..

from emaciana :

i agree... the fireworks were great! mexico was awesome on sat too.

from open-n-true :

I wouldn't want to be with someone that didn't truly want me. I don't know how why you're so stuck on a guy that's in love in with someone else, that would turn me off really bad.

from enurta :

password please. my e-mail is [email protected]

from enurta :

and I'm sorry about your grandfather...I hope you are okay. at least he is still here <3

from enurta :

I love your new lay-out. you look beautiful and content.

from emaciana :

that is terrible news. you are in my thoughts. i just had a former employer as well as my grandfather pass away from cancer. take care.

from liquid-mojo :

Having lost 3 out of my 4 grandparents, if you have any inkling of visiting one who is sick, I totally suggest making plans as soon as possible instead of putting it off. Life is just too damn short...

from enurta :

Juice or smoothies without any sugar.

from emaciana :

very cute ring!

from enurta :

that looks kind of scary. I terrified of insects, they really scare me. I have nightmares about them all the time. that's a real one, huh? i wonder how it feels like to be trapped in there.... ;/ how much did it cost? where did you buy it?

from jwinokur :

Hey, there. Yo. Yeah, you with the pictures on your blog. It was nice to see a note from you on my notes page the other day. Getting little notes makes my day. Remember to leave a flower for someone. Who cares if you even know them or not! BTW you should add me on MySpace. myspace/justinwinokur (not like it's hard to find, eh?)

from enurta :

wow. Seattle is apparently a beautiful place.

from emaciana :

where do you live? i live in BC, so seattle is often a short holiday spot for us. xoxo

from chilindrina :

you've got mail :)

from mehiel :

Lovely layout. And good for you! I'm glad you just passed him by, if he caused you pain. Nice work.

from hose-clamp :

hook up them pills, honeybunch. it's going to be a long night.

from xperfume :

the username is 'ab' and the passord is 'user'. it hink it's important that i tell you my diary is entirely in french. xx

from open-n-true :

hey doll, love your hair!! you're another one... please be strong and focus on you. go out with your friends and forget about that guy who doesn't have any balls. xoxo

from enurta :

sorry, it's just that my old diary was full of photos of me and people i knew started to 'find' me so I locked it up and started to use the enurta account. anyway, you obviously do not know me in real life so if you'd like to see pics of me I�ll send you the address to my photobucket. e-mail [email protected] and I'll reply with the address & password. xxx

from enurta :

Why are you asking?

from open-n-true :

Happy bday to uuu, Happy bday to uuu. Happy bday dear Meeeeghhhannnn. Happy bday toooooo uuuuuu! (And many more) xoxo

from open-n-true :

I'm so sorry about the lack of support for your move. If I was there I'd gladly help! Wish I could. I get mad at my kids but I NEVER swear AT them. Maybe your mom's mom swore at her and didn't help her that's why she's like that? No excuse but you can break that cycle and not be that way to others.. hang in there, sweetie. I'm rooting for you!! (lots of hugs) xx, Ope

from chilindrina :

thanks =)

from enurta :

Sharing my pain isn't good...I can only imagine how you feel. I just read your latest entry about it. I wish I could help you, but no one can. You only have yourself to rely on, listen to the little voice. The pain is coming from somewhere and it's not because of the guy that doesn't deserve your tears. Take care of your kind heart and thanks for leaving me a note, I will continue reading. You are not alone <3

from open-n-true :

Yo Meeghan, wassup? Hope you finished your xmas shopping. About men, my own findings and conclusion: I'd be happier and prolly better off w/o a man! Please hang in there and smoke some for me too. Peace! xoxo, Ope

from mehiel :

Hey, I read the entire entry! If you want to check me out, the username and password are: reader. As for depression: Don't listen to the voices. I know what they're telling you, but that's not who you are and that's not what you're worth. Think of the voices as your worst enemy, and you'll defeat them.

from anachro :

I'm depressed myself. I'm thirty. I'm single. I'd rather live in a different country. Interesting you should mention vodka. I bought a bottle of it today and now suppose I'll leave it alone for a while because I think it's causing my heartburn to get worse. I've such and empty dreadful desolate lonely feeling inside. I feel confused- at a loss. I do have a bit of hope though. Someone special to me may write me back.

from open-n-true :

Hello there, please email me at [email protected] if you wish to continue reading so I can tell you a pw. I had to lock my diary because someone I know in RL may be reading my diary sigh*. Take care, xoxo Ope

from teachin-usa :

Nice photos. I'm adding you. BTW- we're neighbours- I'm in Victoria!

from jazzua :

i wish i could smell the love in the air! I also like jamiraqoi (i can't spell though)

from cosmicfraud :

Well the soul purpose to leaving this note was to tell you who wrote Trainspotting, but I see that someone has already told you. By the way I love your layout, it's nice and orange.

from mojo1915 :

Hello, I don't know you, but I hope you have an awesome day! -Jesse

from orestes :

just to let you know, irvine welsh wrote trainspotting along with "the acid house", and "ectasy".

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