messages to complex-ptsd:
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| from caged-freed : |
| Hey, this is just a note to let you know that I'm trying to resurrect C.A.G.E.D. - and I really hope you'll contribute. Check out the updated info, and take care! |
| from comfortm : |
| hey thanks for the note!! Its been good to hear you from you! I hope you are doing well! thank you for the info and advice. I'll keep it in mind. Hope you keep in touch. |
| from comfortm : |
| Thank you for the note! |
| from some-trouble : |
| Happy New Year! I hope 2005 is a fabulous year for you. XXX |
| from blueiceflame : |
| Hey. Can I have a username/pass for your diary? Thanks. |
| from crmu6kool : |
| Hi! It has been a really long time. I was worried until I saw that you locked your diary. You don't have to give me your password (although I definately wouldn't mind.) Just wanted to let you know that I still think about you and wonder how you are form time to time. |
| from defektengel : |
| Hey, it's been a while. I hope you're doing better :x My heterosexual computer just realized your diary was locked, not missing, and I was wondering if perhaps I could have a password? ([email protected]) Stay well. <3 Sarah |
| from h-o-l-l-y : |
| Hi, its Jess again - sorry to be a pain! As my diary is totally locked at the moment, I just thought I should give you my email address so you have somewhere to send your diary password to (if you're going to give it to me, that is!). Here it is: [email protected]. I hope to hear from you sometime. Love, Jess.x |
| from h-o-l-l-y : |
| Hi, my name is Jess, I�m 26 & I�ve had very severe M.E. for 12yrs (I�m totally bedbound, tube-fed, paralysed & am unable 2 speak). I came across your diary via some-trouble's (Jo's) list of favourites, & I was incredibly moved by what I read in your profile. I�d like to read more but your diary is locked, so I was wondering if you would trust me with your password? I understand why you've locked it, as you obviously have a lot of extremely personal/sensitive things in there, but I really would like to get to know you better via your journal. I wouldn't hand on your password to anyone else, I can promise you that. If you're interested, I'd be happy to give you the password to my own diary. However, I�ve been struggling (emotionally) even more than usual & I�ve written some pretty intense diary entries, so I�ve totally locked it for now. It won�t be forever though - I'll probably re-open �t in a few days - so do let me know if you'd like me to send you the password, ok? Although I haven't experienced all of the awful things that you sadly have, there are a couple of things that we do have in common, but I won�t go into it here. I can tell from the notes that other people have left you, that you are a fighter & an inspiration, & like I said, I look forward to getting to know you better (if you want to!). Sorry for rambling so much - its a "fault" of mine! I really hope things are easier for you at the mo. Anyway, I'll sign off now. Love, Jess.x |
| from glass-faerie : |
| Hi there! Haven't talked to you in a while, and I was wondering if maybe I could have a pass? Hope you're doing okay. |
| from comfortm : |
| i had to lock my diary. heres the username:thiscantbe password:life please keep reading! |
| from the-book-bag : |
| Thank you for the welcome back. :-D I'm sorry you're feeling stressed...I hope you feel better soon. -Cat |
| from comfortm : |
| aww thank you for the advice.its nice to get an outside opinion also.I'm thinking bout how to handle this situation.maybe the grief group will help us.Thanks for being here for me..youve been awesome!xoxo |
| from the-thinline : |
| dear, i hope that you do not break your accomplishments during this trying time. it would take so much more effort to stop once more because of the guilt you'll feel. the horrible cycle, as you may know, would continue. i know you have the strength to find another outlet for your stress, and if you rest then your recovery can only come sooner. best of wishes to you. take care <love><me> |
| from comfortm : |
| Congrats on the no purging!!!!Your doing really good..What you said makes sense and your proof that recovery cant be built along with slip ups.i wont give up and i'll keep trying thanks...another question...i'm assuming you were purging every day or every other day?If you were how long did it take to break out of that cycle? |
| from brokenwords : |
| You amaze me that you can still sound so strong and so stable after every thing that you have been through and continue to go through. It's people like you that make me have hope that every thing might just work out. |
| from comfortm : |
| Thanks for the encouragement..i blew it though...i purged today...but that is all that i am allowing myself today...no more..tomorrow i'll start over and wont allow one slipup. |
| from comfortm : |
| Thanks for the help! |
| from comfortm : |
| Hi thanks for the note.I'll take your advice..Question,How messed up are the results if the person's dehydrated?would there be afew deficienses or something? |
| from the-thinline : |
| dear, i feel your pain. all three therapists i've had in the past four years just up and left me, as well as recently my family doctor. it feels as though they didn't care that i wanted their help. it gets tiring explaining the story over and over but since i really need someone to talk to and there's no one else around, i have to go through with it. i feel as though no one cares as well, and i feel your pain when i read your writings. i hope that, if you cannot stop hurting yourself, you at least treat the wounds dear. i wish you the best of wishes in finding a house and in trying to recover. take care, <love><me> |
| from fuckedvirgin : |
| username=fuckedvirgin password=fuckedvirgin |
| from rainy-daze- : |
| all I can say is thank you. And I have listened. xxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (sorry if this makes your page goes wide) |
| from fuckedvirgin : |
| your poem was beauitful love |
| from takingbackme : |
| yes it does suck. :( esp. when they used things i wrote to start rumors that weren't even true. merrrr. i hope my diary doesn't bore you. lol <3333 brit |
| from takingbackme : |
| email me at [email protected] and i'll email you a username & password of your choice. :) |
| from crmu6kool : |
| I am so proud of you for finding strenght in yourself. It is such a positive step! It may not feel like things are getting better sometimes, but take comfort in the fact that you can share with others, complete strangers even, that care about you and are hoping for wonderful things to happen in your future! BTW, thank you for leaving a note in my diary. It was starting to get lonely out there in cyberspace! :) |
| from amber-darko : |
| Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. [email protected] |
| from takingbackme : |
| i wish i could make you better.. but i can't even make myself better.. i understand where you're coming from though. and you don't have to be anything but yourself. you might be older and i might look up to you for help, but you should still just be yourself.. you don't seem to give yourself the credit you deserve. you're survived through so much, and to me that shows you're a very strong and intelligent woman. and i'm glad that i have the pleasure to know you in someway.. even if it's just through this site. i feel some kind of closeness (is that a word?) to you.. take care dear and i'm here if you need someone. |
| from takingbackme : |
| sweetie don't hate yourself.. and please don't be so hard on yourself, either. sometimes things just happen and we can't control it, or know why we do it. things will get better. just keep your chin up, okay? :) take care dollface! love lots, brittany |
| from comfortm : |
| thank you. |
| from takingbackme : |
| thank you so much for the lovely note you left me. it makes me feel a lot better knowing that i'm not the only one who feels hurt. i just wish it would go away. lately i've been holding back on my writing for some reason. i think in my head such beautiful things but it never comes out right, or i just never feel like letting it out. the things i write in my diary are just a small fragment of how deeply i think.. sometimes i just don't know how to put things in words... maybe i'm just stupid.. i don't know.. i've been hurting for so long and i know it will get better.. but 2 years is soo long.. i wish i'd just somehow automatically be happy all the sudden. and for everything to go away. sometimes i wish i would lose my memory.. or my mind.. and that feels so awful yet, i know i'd be able to start over.. and i wish i could talk about all these feelings i have inside of me.. i wish i could tell my mom.. but i get so scared that she will judge me because i see her judge others.. and i know she loves me.. and i know my family does.. but sometimes they do stuff and it hurts me so much and they don't think it affects me.. they think i'm some emotionless person.. and i'm not.. and i'm sorry for dumping all this out.. thanks again for your note.. <3 brittany |
| from the-book-bag : |
| You're welcome. :-D -Cat |
| from intheory27 : |
| Thank you for adding me. :) |
| from some-trouble : |
| I just saw the lovely note you left in my diary, and I wanted to say thank you. It means a lot to me that a virtual stranger took the time to read my diary and give me some encouragement and support. Whereibegin was right when he/she said that D-land may be virtual, but the people in it are very real! I'm 24 and became ill with M.E 4 years ago, which was when I was first prescribed all the tablets, and at the moment the thought of giving them up is rather daunting - a bit like losing a security blanket or something, but I know other people have overcome the same problem and that gives me hope. In fact reading your diary really helped me earlier today and I'm sure there are others out there who feel the same. Congratulations on reaching 5 months and thanks again for the good advice. |
| from whereibegin : |
| Thank you for the kind note you left in my guestbook - it's good to know that I'm not going crazy! What is your master's degree in? And what degree are you working on now? I've read a bit of your journal (not nearly as much as I want to... hopefully soon). It sounds like that past few weeks have been difficult - I'm so sorry. Of course I don't know just how you're feeling, but I've been through some dark times in my life, and I can empathize. Just know that you have support out here! D-land may be virtual, but the people in it are very real. |
| from takingbackme : |
| thanks so much for your note. it makes me feel better knowing that i'm not the only one with all these mixed up feelings and emotions. i was on anti-depressants for about two years and they worked off and on. did more damage to my my stomach and brain than helping matters. oh well. *gives you lots and lots of hugs* |
| from the-book-bag : |
| I've been reading your old entries...they're heartbreaking. I've dealt with depression for a long time and it's currently kicking my ass. I have to say though, after reading everything you've been through, and knowing that you keep fighting, humbles me. |
| from the-book-bag : |
| I'm glad my note made you feel better. I hope each day is better than the one before, and if it's not, please don't be too hard on yourself for it. **HUGS** Cat |
| from heidiann : |
| Hi there. Welcome to the Bibliomaniac ring. Thanks so much for joining. =) |
| from jjslair : |
| middle-agers need some angst now and then too, trust me, i'm 31, and i know all about it! just remember to say hell shit fuck piss goddammit about 800 times a day, and you'll be ok! hang in there, and oh yeah, you are now a full fledged member of the potty mouths dring. stop by my diary sometime, and terrorize the tagboard, it's good for a laugh ~ jj |
| from the-book-bag : |
| Hi, I saw that you added me to your favorites list and I took a look at your diary. I don't have words to express how much I admire you and your determination to recover from all the abuse you've suffered. It may not mean much, but there's now another person here at Diaryland who cares and wants you to succeed at reclaiming your life. I'm sorry if I sound cheesy, I tend to let my words and thoughts carry me away sometimes. I too suffer from FM and used to self-mutilate. Congratulations on getting and remaining sobber. I look forward to witnessing your progress. -Cat |
| from comfortm : |
| Hi thanks for the note.I am not going to bring my labtop this time b/c the last time i did that i spent all my time online and didn't get anything out of the hospital stay..i had access to eating disorder forums etc...so i stayed sucked in pretty much.I am going to really try to get something out of this stay. |
| from ginko : |
| hey doll, thanks for joining the ringaddict diaryring! |
| from takingbackme : |
| hey thanks for adding me! |
| from comfortm : |
| thanks for adding me to your faves.Also,thank you for your support and your note. |
| from rainy-daze- : |
| hey! Thanks for listing me as a fave.. I'm going to check out your diary in a min. Just wondering how you found my diary? Lots of love. x |
| from eventhewind : |
| I wanted to thank you for joining the edrecovery, ed-support, and pro-recovery diaryrings. I know what an incredibly difficult process this is and am grateful for your decision to fight. You might also be interested in the d*land sites nourish and caged-freed (caged = the community against the glorification of eating disorders.) Thanks again and take care. :) |
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