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from fivedigits :
hey, come back! i like reading your entries... :)
from gangstad0rk :
so we're locked now...
from dreamafloat :
I give an ef! My sidekick is always on Aim me if your ever bored or lonely
from and-darling :
Was'the mistake?
from try-me24 :
well welcome back home i guess i can say, the bronx is soooo small and i would so like shout your name if i was to walk past you
from take-two :
[10/29/08] Home is where love is...
from wutevabitch :
damn girl i didn't know you were still on here....i'm thinking about writing again, but i have no clue... how you been?
from punkedupqt :
being crazy is cool. being drunk and being crazy is even cooler. whatd u give him the riot act over?
from dreamafloat :
Just say no! To the normal person maybe its an easy decision? But to us no no no. It will only lead to destruction to give into temptation. And you know I know all about it lol.
from gomerx :
Hey Chica, stop being mean to you. Do you think you set goals that you can't keep? Then get mad at yourself for not keeping it? Start small and work your way up baby steps man, and I should follow my own advice. I hear your concern with the company you are keeping-I assure you, listen to those bells, lots of stuff that we don't intend to happen, happen becoz we got bored and then we end up screwed. Take this time to figure out what is next. Becoz this isn't going to be forever. Ever notice how life is like chapters? It really is moving forward but we have to be ready and prepared for what's next. Take this time as a character check and preparation for something better. WHAT DO YOU WANT? Do you even know? Find out, I bet it's great, coz you are too creative and funny and fun not to be great...or have great. PS-RENT lars and the real girl. It's a cute movie. Let me know what you think...Ok, happy labor day!
from and-darling :
I'm adding you to my list as well. Most of the time I don't feel my age at all-- but at the same time I can certainly see how immature I still am. Funny, really. Thanks for the reply, sugar.
from take-two :
[08/19/08] Damn. Now I want a cupcake. And I absolutely FORBID you to get a tatoo on your neck. (I know, I don't get a vote - but if I did, that would be it!)
from and-darling :
Ahahah. God woman, you are funny as hell. I don't think I've ever met anyone else that could use both "beau" and "horny" in the same paragraph! The fact that you understand the word too-- not many people know the term. How old are you? (if you don't mind me asking... I haven't fully ravished your diary yet)
from crownroyal :
8/15--quite possibly, one of your best entries ever...I gotta link this one... :D
from inlustwithu :
Hey I'm adding you as a friend and I hope u don't mind. If you are password protecting your diary..please send the password to kandi.koated@gmail.com
from gomerx :
scrunch them butt cheeks and keep it moving...YOU GOT THIS....;)
from gomerx :
Just relax! You will get to where you need to be, just be positive, no seriously, start saying things like I'm going to get the job I want, in the company I want...or whatever resist being negative-just trust me. You'll be good. Don't Worry...
from take-two :
[07/15/08] WHY?
from wutevabitch :
lol notes don't have dates, my bad i deleted your info from my notes. you gave it to me cuz i added you on facebook :D my initials are SF and i'm your friend in the Charlotte network. i haven't updated this journal in so damn long but i'm think i'ma come back. at least for now.
from take-two :
[04/27/08] WHAT?
from sky-rocket :
you should definitely try it.
from take-two :
[04/21/08] Get on gchat tonight... I will probably be on about 11 PM your time (going to the gym). that.girl.mia@gmail.com
from take-two :
[04/14/08] d-land puts all your business out there, don't it?!? Do you have a yahoo im account?
from try-me24 :
Love At Its Best whether you realize it or not so don't push it away embrace it and stay up hun
from virginistic :
Ahhh...the Baby Sitters Club...I definitely loved Claudia too. =] Do you remember the American Girl books and Goosebumps??? I used to read, read, read!!!
from dreamafloat :
Thankyou. We have lots of catching up to do. I'm always on my sidekick after 6 so we can chat anytime.
from take-two :
[03/07/08] Perfectly written. Very impressed!
from omni102 :
:)
from virginistic :
uh...aja....head novel = face book.
from virginistic :
1/17 - i love this entry. and now i'm kind of horny and i want to smoke. thanks!
from virginistic :
i didn't even realize. consider the error fixed.
from blare7 :
holla. i like your words.
from wutevabitch :
damn girl that last entry was deep LMAO i know i aint update in a minute and who knows if i ever will, but yeah just wanted to tell ya that
from take-two :
Tonight? (Thursday, 11/29)
from crownroyal :
did i ever tell you how much I enjoy your diary? :D
from joistmonkey :
Methinks a bit of Gram Parsons (Hot Burrito #1) lyrics sums it up:- "You may be sweet and nice / but that won't keep you warm at night / 'cause I'm the one who showed you how / to do the things you're doing now / He may feel all your charms / He may hold you in his arms / but I'm the one who let you in / I was right beside you then / Once upon a time you let me feel you deep inside / and nobody knew and nobody saw / Do you remember the way you cried?"
from vodka-n-milk :
yeah, seems like a lot of guys i "hooked up" with [because i don't use that term] are getting married to girls aren't even that damn cute! LoL. At first, I kind of felt like shit, but maybe she's just a better match...
from joistmonkey :
Yay, I'm currently in the 'sorta ex-hookup just got married' frame of mind too - she got married last weekend and (shock horror!) didn't invite me, thus robbing me of the chance to tell her new hubby that I 'knew' his wife well :-) Guess (thinking selfishly and one-uppmanshiply like I do on occasion) you can either strike the happy ground of knowing 'Ha! I got there first' (I am still waiting for my v. Christian ex-housemate to marry, so I can think those thoughts towards her nice husband on their not-actually-'white' wedding night), as opposed to the more frequent thought 'Hmph - that person gets to spend the rest of thier life with that lady I once loved/liked/shagged' :-)
from take-two :
of course... but I am only here on the weekend...
from crownroyal :
8/8...wow. Why didn't I add you before?
from try-me24 :
You Better Go I'm loving the vibe of this entry lol you just gave me an energy boost girl i'm all smiling n shit so now you know i'm proof of the transference(sp) of positive energy lol
from vodka-n-milk :
7/29 -- i'm pretty sure i either send it to tam or i sent it to your myspace.
from take-two :
[07/25/07] How about Friday... I don't have access to IM at work, and after work Miles and I are going to the movies. Our first movie date *swoon* - wait, hold on, let me focus... anyway, I will be home all day Friday. What time will you be around?
from take-two :
[07/25/07] Do you need to talk?
from gangstad0rk :
i'm slightly offended.
from try-me24 :
i adore that movie!!!! little americus is soo adorable everytime that movie comes on i drop everything and watch its that movie and the ya-ya sisters or steel magnolias
from eb0nie :
Please stop cutting :/
from vodka-n-milk :
So....you cut CLASS?
from ladysotru :
I can relate to your feelings right now 100%!!! But hang in there..what doesnt kills us makes us stronger!
from nadivah-rox :
Well excuse the shit outta me!!! I'm lovin it!
from take-two :
[01/21/07] Hey... I tried to IM you and I got a return message saying that I had the wrong screen name.
from take-two :
01/09/07 - I am a bit afraid of the horoscope people right now! Say a little prayer for me. If I can just hang on, this all might work out - IF I don't freak out first. Hope you are well!
from take-two :
1/6/07 - Thanks for your words... I really needed them. The funny thing is that Miles complains that I am so Black and White and tells me that he is going to buy me a box of crayons with one black crayon, one white crayon and the rest will be varying shades of gray. Hah! I think my next entry will be about that - thanks for the inspiration. Anyway, you are right, Gray is a very unsettling place to be. I long for a relationship where I can be free to be the (confident and secure) woman that I am capable of being... not the one who has analyze and over-analyze and think and re-think. Hah! Maybe I just wrote the entry and will cut and paste this later. Again, thank you, you mean more than you know!
from take-two :
1/1/07 - Baby, don't cry. Fabulous-ness is a mystery... you never realize that you actually are until it's almost gone. Don't be like me... I didn't realize I was wonderful until later in life. Take a deep breath, make a list of your fabulous qualities and accentuate them in your every day life. Or pick something that might make you feel *more* fabulous and incorporate it in your life, one week at a time. And remember I am here if you ever need me!
from take-two :
12/17/06 - Thanks for saying I was cute... back in the day. Too bad I grew up, not quite as cute any more - but I work what I got. And yes, Hawai'i was great. I'm going to try to post about it soon. Hope your holiday season is going well!
from take-two :
12/1/06 - I guess I *was* hoping that he would loosen up my buttons. But only because his previous ring tone was "One" by Tyrese because I keep hoping he will see that he only needs one - and preferably, I would be that One. And, of course you could be my little sister. Ki's toes will get over it.
from dreamafloat :
I cant waut to go home either lol. i got two more weeks!
from take-two :
11/16/06 - I used to always tell my girlfriends, "Just because he is telling the truth doesn't make him right." Ain't it The Truth? The thing is that I have a gut feeling that Miles REALLY DOES LIKE ME. I am scared to believe it or say it out loud because I have been getting my heart proverbially kicked for the last, uh, five years but... I feel something. Anyway, it just isn't in me to be gamey. Only with great risks come great rewards, right? Right?
from take-two :
11/3/06 - Not feeling so fabulous right now, but I do appreciate you saying it. And guys DO suck! Have a great weekend.
from take-two :
Thank you for the great note - it really makes my day when someone else enjoys what I write! Hope you keep reading, I promise to try to keep being entertaining. Thanks again!
from vodka-n-milk :
So...what does that mean? Aja, have you not been reading my diary for the past year? Have you forgotten who I am?
from vodka-n-milk :
Urm...see what had happened was... I was SUPPOSED to cut him off...but then Twist pissed me off so he's back on again...I can't go too long without GQ. It's a sickness!!!
from vodka-n-milk :
I'm fine. Good enough, not so great. How are you?
from wutevabitch :
lol i know i been ghost for a minute, but i'ma be back soon enough with a new layout a new freakin liffeee!!!! lol lemme go harrass ya facebook too :D
from try-me24 :
i just so filled ya tagboard with my ramblings when i coulda wrote it all here so go read it lol
from younghova :
"are you ready to be my everything, are you ready to see it through this time.." Everytime I hear this song it makes me think of you. Were we both actually happy around this time? I dunno but I miss you.
from nadivah-rox :
Oh my god...when did u become so inspiring?!?!??
from journeywalk :
I am writing a book...please tell me about your most painful journey, either emotionally or physically. Write back to me here or email me Princessiest_beast@hotmail.com Thank you x x x
from nadivah-rox :
username: welcome2 passy:myworld
from nadivah-rox :
Oh my fucking gosh!! What the fuck is going on here??? I was just writing about the same damn thing! (In reference to entry entitled "I have a new man now")
from younghova :
ok so why are you never on aim? im so ghetto my phone stay getting cut off *lol* but im about to get a new one so i will be calling you ummmmmkay? I love you mamas and i miss you so so so much.
from vodka-n-milk :
girl, I don't know what the hell Jordan is.
from wutevabitch :
girl whatcho name is i wanna search u on facebook! lol
from vodka-n-milk :
i don't know what the hell is up with cameron! his ass is full of crap just like LB's lying ass is.
from vodka-n-milk :
the one i read aloud and cried. and i think you did another one recently, but i don't remember. i will link you when i find it.
from vodka-n-milk :
yeah, private rooms. A room for you and only you. No roommate drama allowed!
from try-me24 :
johnsona@hotmail.com is this still ya email? if so its sent
from vodka-n-milk :
How come I gotta be the one to shoot you in the eye? Am I really THAT violent?
from younghova :
Ohla mujer! How are you? Me Im good. I think we're probably going through the same thing right now, although you and your lovah have more history. But being that I can feel just a fraction of it I hope you get through it. Everyones telling me its going to take time. I just want the time to go by a little faster so i can get over it. I hope it goes by faster for you too. I love you and if I had aim I'd get on it. But I dont so maybe I can text you? Adios.
from vodka-n-milk :
So, I took it upon myself to read this entry aloud as if it were a poem [which it really reads like] and I got so into it, that I teared up. I'm sorry, sweetie. Heartbreak hurts. It burns sometimes too, but there's nothing you can do about it. You have to let it pass on it's own.
from vodka-n-milk :
you need to get at me for your new u-name and p-word.
from vodka-n-milk :
skank whore? not me.
from younghova :
Tu es caliente pinoche. *lol* Sorry just kidding. Hello my love. Just wanted to let you know I still love you mamas. Keep your head up to the clouds and chat back when things are better for you, or whenever.
from younghova :
I miss you too Beeyotch
from darlin-nella :
yup yup changed the pass word. check ya email mama.
from try-me24 :
hey ma hit me with ya info or did u already?
from try-me24 :
um did i p/w you yet???
from vodka-n-milk :
your name is Vicki and you're 13?
from ricandestiny :
LOL u can get the pass-dizzle if i get the e-mizzle...leave it on a note
from lovexmara :
hey girlie! I just got your note...damn I miss reading your entries, it's good to hear from you
from try-me24 :
um email addy homie unless i should just send it to ya diaryland?i'll try that first
from try-me24 :
um email addy homie unless i should just send it to ya diaryland?i'll try that first
from ricandestiny :
Wassup...I havent hit u up in awhile and I was just lettin u kno that I been reading lately and Ill be keeping up more often aiight? 1
from younghova :
Feel better mama. You and I both know we cant let these boys get to us. Your not the same person anymore. Dont let him or any of these losers bring you down.
from eb0nie :
Alpha Phi Fuckem is a book By Zane. lol
from mirroredfate :
P.S.....lol.......I told your partner in crime it was cool to give you the info since you didn't leave an email addy....take care
from darlin-nella :
Yo Yo Yo, let me know if you got that password this time. Hopefully it sent but we know diaryland is a piece of poo poo when it comes to distributing passwords. But let me know whether or not you get it chicky! mmkay!
from younghova :
Aja I just wanted to say that....You are.....A bursting ray of sunshine*hahahaha* and I love you. And if I lived in your neighborhood I would follow you around and give you cookies:-)
from try-me24 :
i'm here girl just lurkin for now i decided i need my diary so ima put in the scandelous thing i did 2day stay tuned
from younghova :
where are you?
from younghova :
Hey its unlocked now. Its only like 3 entries on their now though
from virginistic :
I DID NOT KNOW THIS WAS YOU! I'm sitting here like, who the HELL is Complex Lust? Hey girlie girl! If you still read me, the u-name is: virginistic and the p-word is: virgin.
from tanprincess :
hey girl thanks for the note! yes i'm so happy right now and i do think it shows in my words. i have just waited for so long for a man like this to come into my world and now that i've got him i'm not going to let him slip away! i only wish that every other woman could be as lucky as i feel right now!!!
from try-me24 :
just wanted to be first :) yeah and if folk dont like what you write fuck'em

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