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People are awful. People do really shitty things. They constantly take advantage of each other. You need to see past that, and her. You're a good person but you're giving into useless ugliness. Let it go. You're so much better then this. If you gave into such blind hatred every time someone treated you poorly, you'd not be the person I know. And that would be sad.
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yrmartyr : |
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can you do me a HUGE favor and delete the link you have up to my old diary, takexmyxhand. please? that shit is way old and way embarrassing.
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swarley : |
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<3
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sorrowshadow : |
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you can bypass life if you have enough distractions. =]
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yrmartyr : |
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hi!
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chalkstain : |
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john locke - tabula rasa
sometimes you know what i'm thinking
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The Office is amazing. Glad you like it.
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ivyparker : |
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Do you like Iron & Wine's new cd? Some days I just have to listen to "Naked as we came," (I think)but I like the new cd, too.
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Yes, I would tend to agree -- all of my friends leaving me hanging at 3AM. After 3AM, my life is ghost town population: 1.
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i feel like a mess too. i mean, i really feel like a mess.
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i would NEVER tell you to give up because i can tell you could definitely make something out of yourself. you write so damn well. i'm glad you left me that note. i was really beating myself up for failing that class... the professor hasn't even gotten back to me yet but maybe he's on vacation. anyway, you're right, there are other people out there who did worse than me. and the worst thing that could've happened didn't. this is just a lesson i have to learn that's all. i guess what's killing me was that it wasn't even that hard of a class so i don't understand how i could fuck up so badly. but oh well. your classes sound really harsh. i admire the fact that you're trying to become a pharmacist, regardless of your GPA. i'm very happy to know that you're going to keep on trying. it makes me feel foolish to hate myself over this one class. i have three more years to make up for this and i know that i can. thank you hermine. :D realizing this and your note made me feel so much better.
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I know what you mean. This is my second account on here. I don't want to link between the two though. I needed certain people to stop reading. I definitely will keep going. For now, anyway. LFA
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You've been here for so long.. I respect that so much. I find that I need to change, not stay in one place for too long. I love your entries.. I hope you're well.
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I know what you mean. I've tried being a bitch, being careless and mean to people and say exactly what I thought about them. But I ended up feeling so damn guilty about it and I hate myself for it.
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hmm... your three most recent entries just made me cry a little... usually i wouldn't tell people that they made me cry.. but i'm going to make you an exception. I hope you find something better than or at least a replacement for your wallet and your ipod. I hope everything turns out well for you. Please take care of yourself in the mean time Hermine.
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sam beam has so many pieces of my heart. i'm glad you liked it, dear. ♥
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yrmartyr : |
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http://www.sendspace.com/file/uyd1vp. chin up, sunshine.
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I do. I was waiting for the train too, the other day. And I thought to myself, maybe it's easier this way...
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sometimes... when i'm in the minivan with my family going down the highway.. i'd fantasize about pulling the sliding door handle and just jumping out into the road.... i think i would've gotten that train urge if i rode the train more often.
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locked it because i feared that one of my "real world" friends will find this diary through my new live journal and rip me a new one. but i'll be happy to give you an username and password lol.. looks like you posted up your sn.. i'll just IM you... i always wanted to talk to you anyhow, just feel a bit bad that the reason i'd IM you first is this. eileen
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yrmartyr : |
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throw me your email dear.
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unchallenged : |
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Thanks!
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sorrowshadow : |
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You've been in my list for quite some time. But it's okay, dont feel bad. Sometimes I just like to read other ppl's diary without commenting. Hope you dont mind about that. :))
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sorrowshadow : |
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I'm 21. Averagely beautiful. Have been told by some male friends that I'm hot. I've never had a boyfriend before. They asked me why. lol. Because I hate men. Ok, no. Truth is, I'm afraid of them. Funny how we always seem to crave and desire soemthing but so damn afraid to take it.
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There's something about your writing, I can't quite explain it, but I think I'm hooked.
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yrmartyr : |
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shitty weather aside and all, tell the windy city i say hello. give it a nod and a smile and a wave, for me. hope you're well. spring is almost here, h.
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i like that thought ... a song behind every scene in your life to enhance the mood... it'd be nice if i could have that .... sometimes i wanna know how i feel .. you know? <p> so what was the song you were listening to? <p> eileen
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yrmartyr : |
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oh, i miss chicago so much.
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I hope you feel better.
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i know it's kind of naive, but for some reason, i was convinced that only girls could feel this way when it comes to past loves/relationships/crushes. like you, i'd be able to cut him (myself?) loose if only i could know in some way that he's shed one tear or had one jealous thought of me. he owes it to me. why can't they just appease us? ANYWAY -- it's almost comforting to know that the male body does, indeed, include an actual, feeling heart. thank you for that.
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happy 2007. happy birthday. happy every fucking day for the rest of your life, and after.
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lovelysong : |
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Females aren't that intimidating. I promise.
I enjoy reading about life from a male's perspective... So, I added you. :]
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flippantbebe : |
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oh wow hermine. what a decision to make...
it's so sad for me to read that but i guess you can never have everything you want right? i know i won't be making a lot of money for maybe 5 or 6 years after i graduate... if i ever get a job.. with my major... but i still want to try... i can't be a nurse, or a doctor, or something like that because of the money... i'd regret doing it if i didn't try for this ... you should be happy you relied on your smarts alone for all these years... really; it's time you learned what's it like to work beyond what you have in your head... and i know if you're as eloquent and so pinpoint on your feelings and observations then i see no reason why you won't succeed in getting in... don't doubt yourself... and don't get lazy... and i hated myself for not getting into the top 10% because of my own laziness too... but i guess it was a valuable experience because now i'm working harder than ever... and getting a huge payoff... but i have to stop "talking" to you cuz if i don't start that research paper, i'm gonna get screwed lol... all in all.. i wish yo u luck... and i completely understand if you can't post anymore because of this... just leave us updates once in awhile ok? eileen
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i wish you the best of luck with everything that it is youre doing. i hope you are well, and that you have wonderful holidays awaiting you.
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haha just after i left that note it decided to work for me. sorry
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cheekyash : |
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any chance of getting the username/password?
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flippantbebe : |
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so i visited your site just now and it looks like it's password protected. cool for you and all but shit-- do you have to hide it all away?? i really want to read it... but oh well... anyway... i hope everything gets better for you. eileen
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hahha lol... how'd you know that I was??? that's friggin weird how you can tell like that. anyway, Happy Halloween!! I hope your first halloween at your college goes well. eileen
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hey there,
didn't think that you'd want to send me a message until i saw that i was one of your favorites...
well .. anyway... i still enjoy reading your entries... hmm... i think that could be my exact perception of happiness... but i don't know who i'd want to be right next to me...
i'm glad you found yours though
eileen
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whaton : |
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I hate my college :(
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i could almost feel my heart break for you as i read that last post. i hope you can hold together. for the record, it seems i've been wishing on a space station for the whole of my life then too. it became 'my star', but i guess now it's nothing more. i'll never tell my friends, i'll let them continue wishing on it, because sometimes, even placebos work. tonight i'll go wish on a real star instead, and i'll wish that we can all be happy, even you too ♥
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I just found you while browsing and want to reach out to you. My best friend died recently. I don't know what I want to say, as there is nothing that can make things better, but I couldn't just click on to the next diary without saying anything. I wish you peace xxx
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yrmartyr : |
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im in idiot. i just pieced it together. i am so sorry honnie. and i know that doesnt help. but. youre in my thoughts. always.
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yrmartyr : |
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what's happened?
is everything okay?
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cheekyash : |
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i feel like saying thank you, but i think that that's not the best i could say. the birthday wasn't so bad after all i guess, i got a lot of things that i might have wished for in different circumstances. and your last entry hit me harder than you'll ever know. i've been reading ever since i left you that first note, without ever missing an entry. and it was all worthwhile. just because you're amazing and just because you're special, and just because you're beautiful, i hope you can be happy ♥
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xaffinityx : |
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he will get up soon.. he will
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amazinfuckup : |
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I have a friend that tells me pain is just weakness leaving the body. Maybe you'll find that to be true, too. <3
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xaffinityx : |
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how are you doing hun? are things getting better?
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xaffinityx : |
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Thank you for your kind words..
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cheekyash : |
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i can't believe i've missed out on your writing for so long now. whatever it is, you've got it.
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readthisline : |
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I love your diary. It's so beautiful.. I've been on here at least an hour. I didn't realize it was that long until I looked at the time. I hope things are going well for you. xx
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yrmartyr : |
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be well, my love.
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xaffinityx : |
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right! everything will be fine.. have faith.
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xaffinityx : |
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Hi Hermine... is everything okay? Is she okay?! I sure hope so. :hugz:
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xaffinityx : |
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Hi! My name is Hai (pronounced like 'Hi'). I stumbled on your page one night while going through diaryland members. I like what you write. I haven't found a worth while diary to read in a long time until i found yours. although i haven't read your past entries yet, i'm looking forward to doing so. =)
nice to meet you by the way, we should keep in touch. take care!
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hey ... read the entry about you wondering who reads your "dribble"
well .. i do ... i don't remember when i bookmarked ya ... i think it was in may or maybe even april.
i randomnly go through diaries and save those people whose words i really enjoyed
and you are definitely one of those.
i love reading your entries ... you're the only guy i have on my list and i love how you view things.
you're going to be a in college soon right? i'm in the same boat ... good luck to you!
sorry if this is lengthy.
you have so much depth when it comes to describing how you feel... i envy your skill
eileen
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wow, thought you were waaaaay older than highschool..well not waaaaaay maybe just waaay, get it whatever.. i thought you were like early 20s (23-maybe 24), though age is not my reason for leaving you a message (tho i've assumed you never ever ever ever read my diary hence my lacking notes) bc I'm a kind person I thought I would leave you a note to truly with all effort express my upmost respects for you, if I lived in Il. in whatever town you live in I would be your friend, bc you sound waaaay cool. the end. I'll go back to never existing, despite the fact we both agreed to be in a long distance blog friendship sorta thing, sorta not, really long note, good bye & good night
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well said. I totally agree. By the way how did you get your diary to look so good? Im new so I have no idea!
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Hey I’m egocentric too!!! We’re too cool! As for your want/need for a change (whatever it may be) Tarzan once said “I’m going to be the best ape ever!” Not really sure how it relates, but hopefully it encourages a lil ambition or at least a smile.
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beauzombie : |
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Yo, the name is Kaylee... and you'll be my friend from where??
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beauzombie : |
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I'll be your friend from Dallas, Tx
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shakespear was one of the first to mention the wearing of a heart on ones sleave. in othello. only it was in a very graphic manner, because it also mentioned vultures pecking at said heart.
♥
how're you?
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yrmartyr : |
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yr last entry was beautiful.
really beautiful.
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yrmartyr : |
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congrats on being accepted into college! which one was it? :)
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yrmartyr : |
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ahh Hermain,
it seems like i've "known" you for years now. at some point i seriously thought all these notes may have caused an annoyance within yr diaryland experience, so it is, of course, lovely to hear that you welcomed them.
i smiled a lot after reading yr own note to me, and perhaps if you have a myspace, you can find me there--->
http://www.myspace.com/swallowed_in_the_sea_
thank you, for everything.
--C
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yrmartyr : |
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mmm i see what you mean, dear. thank you for the compliment, i greatly appreciate it.
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yrmartyr : |
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often times,dear, lust leads to love.
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missy-17 : |
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yea, gotta admit girls, do have their moments, but not as outrageous as guys!! he he ;D
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missy-17 : |
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hey, i read your diary, and some of its entries, i found them very cool!!!
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yrmartyr : |
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thank you. it is good to hear from you.
i shall add you.
i hope you, too, have better days.
and that you find the realization that yr words are powerful and that you never stop writing.
<3
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yrmartyr : |
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" hope you're okay. Actually, I hope you're spectacular. And if the planets align and the stars agree that you have one of the best days of your life, I hope you thank me for wishing that for you." ...beautiful love, beautiful. <3
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♥
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takexmyxhand : |
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Stay strong, kind sir.
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takexmyxhand : |
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ahh its okay dahling. the strange thing is, i relate so much to everything you say lately. [maybe that's not so strange]. everything feels different, especially the people. i've become so bitter. i'm sure you know what i mean. yr welcome for "the kind words." anything to make you feel better. <3. chin up, sir.
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takexmyxhand : |
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i really don't think yr the type of person that is easily forgotten
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takexmyxhand : |
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Mr.Hermine..please fell better one of these days. :) (a smile for you, sir)
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takexmyxhand : |
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You and yr beautiful words came back. YAY!!!
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takexmyxhand : |
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Wow..that really really sucks and makes me very sad. I hope things work out for you and you find yr way. If you ever come back, drop me a note & let me know, okay. I wish you all the best. ♥ --Crystle--
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takexmyxhand : |
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Thank you for both notes, they made me feel better..the first one you left me made me think & reasured me. thank you hermine. ♥
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takexmyxhand : |
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I know what yr feeling right now, I do. To say things will get better..well, I just won't say it. But I hope they do and I hope you feel better, because I've been there before and know what it's like. ♥
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takexmyxhand : |
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dont leave
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mellowthings : |
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heeei ;) like your entries - funny in a dark kinda way. eh.. am i making sense? <3
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takexmyxhand : |
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you seem so sad and i wish i could make it better.
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takexmyxhand : |
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thank you for adding me. yr comment makes me smile. you=sweet.
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takexmyxhand : |
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ps: it's crystle
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takexmyxhand : |
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hermine, you are an amazing writter. for real. ♥
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moongazer17 : |
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happy late birthday. i so hope it was wonderful and lovely for you.. so curious to know the band you were talking about is...? ♥
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| from
moongazer17 : |
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An early birthday wish, because I'll probably forget. so...happy early birthday, little man. hope it's wonderful for you. ♥
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moongazer17 : |
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Youre welcome! ♥
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moongazer17 : |
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Psst..Hermine, your songs seriously kick ass. I'm not even kidding. I'm impressed, and somewhat breathless. [[beautiful, beautiful words]]. ♥ Crystle
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oh hush Hermine, your words rock my socks. You kick ass, sweet boy. ps: Merry Christmas. ♥ Crystle
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moongazer17 : |
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fuck hermine, i could read your words forever. youre wonderful. [[just thought id remind you]]
ps: a note from someone else besides me! big grin* take care
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Hey, came across your diary, and i really like it...check mine out sometime! Keep it up!
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moongazer17 : |
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glad you like the layout...i'm a lyout whore. and i'm also fricken glad that you're not leaving anytime soon. but you already knew that. ♥ Crystle
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moongazer17 : |
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Lets out a big sigh of relief. Hermine hasn't left! woo hoo. hugs to you. ♥ xxCrystlexx
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darling, if you left for a year..i would miss you so fricken much. don't leave hermine. i know shit gets tough, i know this, but don't go! it gets better, i promise. hugs and kisses and lots of 'em. xxCrystlexx
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hey little man (little man?), thanks for letting me know about Matt's new journal. i've read both of yours, sensing a little tension, eh? and i know it's none of my business, but i hope you work it out. it hurts to lose a friend. i know. hugs*xxCrystlexx
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i'm <really> sorry to annoy you again, but you haven't updated in days. i'm missing your words. hugs &heart;xxCrystlexx
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moongazer17 : |
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:) smiles. thank you, sir. but i like your diary more. or is it a journal? hmmm...wanders off...
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moongazer17 : |
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*now. it's supposed to say now.
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moongazer17 : |
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ya know, if anyone ever read these notes, they'd say "who the <fuck> is this moongazer chick? Why doesn't she leave Hermine alone?" he he. well i have no intention of leaving you alone, so hah. but if it starts to get annoying, let me know. what am i talking about? ill leave you know...xxCrystlexx
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<thankyouthankyou> for the note. i don't think you realize just how much it means to me. hugs. you rock, Hermine. xxCrystlexx
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moongazer17 : |
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wow, thank you. *blushes and giggles.* you made me smile...
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moongazer17 : |
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i completly relate to your newest entry. we went through the same thing, and he was cute too <LOL>
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moongazer17 : |
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hey hermine, newsflash..you are not a dickhead. you're the <best>. have i ever told you that?
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moongazer17 : |
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you're only 15?? that is crazyness!! i am now even more impressed with your writings.
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thank you babe. glad you like. the lyrics are to a song i've never heard of, which drives me crazy. oh, i read some os sonnetman's diary. he is good, but mean to you. what is that?
well i must go. later, Hermine xxCrystlexx
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LOL!! grin:). you are too funny. xxCrystlexx
Ps: what the hell happened to sonnetman? he never writes, it drives me crazy!
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hermine's got a car. you're so <cute>
XXcrystlexx
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moongazer17 : |
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aww..Hermine, you are so fucking awesome. that note you left me was so sweet. umm..about cutting. i don't think i'd ever do that to myself, because i can't stand the sight of blood and i can't stand pain. but thank you for worrying, it means so much. you are simply the best.xxx~crystle~xxx
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moongazer17 : |
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hermine, your latest entry was sad, but that's okay. it was still beautiful. feel better.
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moongazer17 : |
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thank you for the note. i liked your newest entry. then again, i like all your entries. have a good one...
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justenough : |
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you're beautiful
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moongazer17 : |
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what are some good Alkaline Trio songs?
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| from
moongazer17 : |
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You are awesome, intelegent and unique. thank you for your note, hugs hugs. you kick ass. i mean it...
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moongazer17 : |
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hugs, hugs. you're such a nice guy. if only there were more hermines in this world...
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moongazer17 : |
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and fuck, i love the way you write so much. have i ever told you that. i honestly think you're amazing.:)
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moongazer17 : |
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yes, you were right, it billy talent, my bad:) i fixed it for you.
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moongazer17 : |
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"it cleared my sinuses up" you crak me up so much. thank you for that. seriously.
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moongazer17 : |
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thanks for your note..i'll try to cheer up. shit has been happening lately..you know how it is. i love my layout..so cool. g2g
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windoffate : |
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I thoroughly enjoyed reading your random thoughts...
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moongazer37 : |
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i like the name of your band. very cool.
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moongazer37 : |
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you like The Ataris? kick ass..i love them! later.
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moongazer37 : |
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you're so funny..thank you for making this life a little easier. have a good one..:)
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moongazer37 : |
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have a good day.
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moongazer37 : |
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i have a suggestion for ya.maybe you should post your songs in your diary, i'm curious to know what they're like.
just a suggestion. have a nice day :)
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moongazer37 : |
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by the way, i am a girl. that was very amusing :)
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moongazer37 : |
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thanks for including me as one of your favorite diarys. i love the way you write, funny yet poetic. kick ass! I think my diary is very boing, but i'm glad you enjoy. have a nice day:)
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moongazer37 : |
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you seemed to have dissapeared. come back soon :)
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funny, funny stuff. thanks for making me laugh...
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