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hey your page doesnt work you cant go back entries
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Hey I hope everythings okay. <3
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just stoping by to let you know that you are wonderful
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hey darling, i met audrey because she was the first diary i ever read on here and i fell in love with her..i used to have another diary imsounpretty but then some things happened and i didnt write in it for a looong time..well take care lovely, good luck with your exam! ♥ always, kacie
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you are amazing...do you mind if i add you to my list??? ♥ ♥ always, kacie
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Hey angel its Audrey. I'm so sorry I keep switching diaries, it's annoying I know. I will try to commit to this one. I hope your exam went well. One day I'm going to come to England and see you and we can go out drink and have fun! I hope things are well <3
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I miss you!
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wots happened?
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just-fine : |
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I'm sorry...i wish i could help somehow but all i can do is say i care and i'm here to listen if you need me. I'm always reading x
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<3 I love you doll I hope you're out having fun and clubbing and meeting new people. I miss you.
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Hey there, thanks for the note! How did you find me? Hope to see you around bohnertime sometime. -bohner
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guardiand05 : |
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lol-oh sorry. yeah username:ocean password: peace. check it out if u want. congrats on u and jamie's anniversary.
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tis a beautiful poem :) congrats on ur anniversary xx
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its okay to love him back
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I love you dear.
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Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. amberwilliams43@sbcglobal.net
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Write here
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hey
i'm guessing your a teen like me from what ive read-im 17 and i know what u mean. i just thought i'd leave u a message to say that u sound like an amazing person to me-i'm sorry u got hurt-i deffinantly know what that feels like. leave me a message or do u have aim? maybe we could talk sometime
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I love you!
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my god darling you are beautiful/amazing. i just wanted to stop by to tell you that.
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Write here
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i'm sorry to hear u had a rotten birthday. what ur aunt did was insensitive and not right.i feel so angry for what she did to u..granted i dont know you but from what i read of u,u seem sweet...now why would anyone want to disown you?
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Happy birthday, i hope all your wishes come true. Sorry about your Aunt :( xo
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You are so smart and beautiful!
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hey, i came across ur diary, and u seem purdy cool. watcha say bout maybe addin eachother 2 our buddy lists??
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its not ur 'past' anyway the prom wasnt long ago, thats who u are and ut not even bad.u make it out like i told them a huge secret, puking isnt a major thing u were pissed. okuhsdgvfyrkuabsdhvf
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what a load of bullshit.,that was a joke its nothing awful everyone gets drunk and does stupid things.i actually thought u would have told them,the only thing i wanted to tlk about was the falling out cuz it was funny. sorry im not pretty popular and perfect like ur 'new' friends,they clearly dont cant b good friends if u cant even be honest anyway. u know whats its like to want to be popular now u are well done,i bet u feel great.if i dont qualifly as a good friend because im homnest and know yvette and not some tart,then im sorry. dont talk to me for a while i really cant be bothered and i wont go to ur meal im not pretty enough anyway and wouldnt want to embarss u.
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I love you darling, you are so beautiful and I wish you the best. ♥ Audrey, you deserve the world to tell you you're a beautiful girl every time you feel sad
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Hey precious. You speak so beautifully through your words. I'm sure in real life you are even lovelier. Stay strong my dear. <333 Sarah
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I loove you! Good luck with everything I hope you do fantastic on your exams and prom goes well-- because I'm sure you will look beautiful with your nails and hair and dress! I love you!!
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Darling you got the neko kitty YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL I love you, do phone me sometime.
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you are a fucking amazing writer.
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Hey there, just letting you no that ive found your diary and ive read through a few of your entrys and it sounds like your doing it tough. i really enjoy reading this diary and keep ya chin up
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You can get atentol a medication that's what I take it slows your heart rate down, but I also take things to speed up my heart since I have abmoral heart rythms.. love you get better .. xoexoh I love you
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hi. i just read some of yourentries and i'd be back for more one of these days. i dont know how it took me to reply to your note but i'm basically living an internet-free life for a while - almost a week now. i'm pretty out of it (also the reason for the lack of updates) and i'm just wondering if i have left you a note prior to this one? i can't remember anything right now. Ü later
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don't ever stop writing. ever. ever-ever-ever-
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*hugs* I love you darling. If you ever need a thing tell me, you know where to find me. I think you are amazing! You are beautiful to me, I mean look how hard I am on myself, and look how hard you are on yourself. I beileve you are gorgeous. I love you! ♥ always, Audrey -x- <3
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thank you for the note, my hands have also been chapped and bleeding at times for the same reason.
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You're totally hot! But don't ever worry about your nose. Perfection=boring. What people love is quirks and imperfection. And big boobs aren't worth it. They sag, and you end up looking fatter with them. lol, I wish my boobs were smaller! Take care, Tess~*
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you called yourself a cliche, and yes there are others out there like yourself, but not exactly. Next entry you say you want to get surgery done on yourself. Way to make yourself different. Outward appearances are nothing. God has made you what you are and he loves you no matter what the outside seems. You say you are skinny... then why on earth are you throwing up your food? I think you should be honest with yourself and be honest with all of your friends who care about you. Your body is a temple. Treat it well. If God wanted you to have bigger breat I am sure he would have put them on you. I wrote a song a while back... it was called vanity. Here are the words to the chorus.
"its this vanity / it's all they see / they spend hours a day / try to look the right way / it's a waste of time / try to fit in line"
Be yourself and pray for God to help you through the hardships that you face. You can do it. Phil 4:13. My favorite verse. Short, simple, and strengthening.
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I emailed Brent every now and then too. He was so beautiful, I cant believe he is dead. It so makes me cry, and I wonder if it had changed anything if he knew how many people on here loved him and cry for him now. But maybe he did know. I love you, dear, Brent was right, you really are beautiful. xxxxxMiranda
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I wish I could be pretty like you. -x-
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Sweetheart you are beautiful, When are you going to send me pictures? I think you are beautiful, smart, sweet, and a great person. I know mia is an important thing in your life but please don't let it get in the way of becoming a doctor, or anything. I love you and I worry. I guess I just want you to be okay, because everything will be okay I promise. ♥ always, Audrey xoexoh -x-
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*hugs* I wish I could make you feel better, if theres anything I can really do tell me darling. xoexoh Audrey ♥
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Please be careful...xo
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Well done with your results! Thats brilliant :D I'm always reading, wishing, hoping for you. Hold on sweetheart xo
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I agree you are beautiful. :) Glad to see things went well clubbin' ♥ always, Audrey
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Driving fast, is amazing. The world whizzing around you blurry and the engine's hum. ♥ Audrey
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hey, i was just reading through your diary. I got here through Hayleys profile, i talk to her alot :) Just thought i'd leave you a note to say i hope things get better for you, i'm going to add you as a favourite. Takecare and try to stay strong, Lots of love Claire xoxox
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Well I'd send you a picture but Brent burned them all along with every note, every anything. He really loved that girl. I just wanted to say your beautiful honey. ♥ always, Audrey
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I just keep thinking about Dove, Kurokihaku's girlfriend who killed herself she was ana too she looks like you alot it's kind of scary.. what am I trying to say? Don't drive Camaro sinto trees? Oh honey you are beautiful though I'm jealous, I hope only the best for you always, Audrey
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Your beatiful I love you
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hi, i'm thinking of starting an open diary for people to share poetry, songs, stories and experiences about abuse and rape. i'm leaving notes for all the members of my abused and raped rings to see if there is enough interest to start the diary. if i get at least thirty people to agree to contribute i will create the diary. if you're interested and would like to contribute please let me know by emailing me at solstice36@diaryland.com. thanks :-)
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*hugs* I love neons, I'm getting my mom's Lincoln Mark VIII when I turn 16 but your plans with velvet and neons sound very cool I hope you'll send me pictures and such I love you girl I'm glad things are going better. love always, Audrey
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Hey dear, I absolutely agree with you. Most of tehse journalists have just no idea what they are writing about. They are either making fun of your pain and self-hatred or - even worse - they have no idea what they write about and write down things that just arent true, that have nothing to do with cutting or self mutilation. I'd be so happy if someone who has been there and who HAS NOT FORGOTTEN would finally write something serious about it. Chin up, dear, you are beautiful, I heart you xxxxxMiranda
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Ah, yes confession.. he made me cry so did twogreeneyes. I can really relate to her.. I can relate to you. Why did you choose the name crying-dove? I was drawn to your diary because kurokihaku's girlfriend was named Dove, but she killed herself drove her Camaro into a tree on her 16th birthday.. Why? Because she didn't think she was pretty enough. Why did you choose that name? I think you are beautiful, I wish I looked like you.. X audrey
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kurokihaku, Brent-- he's my best friend he's kind of quiet. One thing I have to tell you, screw journalists people hurt themselves because people hurt them. you are beautiful (I will never let you forget that) I love you always, Audrey
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I understand, you are so beautiful, I think we have so much in common with the exception that you are much stronger than me everyone hates me tonight, Love always, Audrey
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You are playing with your Life: and you don't care, we know that. Don't you think it's time to go back to waaay before any of this cut n' paste shite pulled back the curtain? take care, TRY and be well.
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my window is shut but the air is cold, she stands over me with a grand smile and a wonder in her eyes. i look away because of the insecurity running through my body, she leans over to kiss me but i run away and jump out the window.
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I'm glad you had a little a fun, and atleast I hope things are going better for you I love you girl you're beautiful, and I know one day you'll have a beautiful life. </3 Audrey
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sorry 'bout that -- barely clicked on it and voila, previous entry blunder -- anyway, wanted to wish you a prosperous new year. . . and to comment that you handled that jerk rather well. take care, be safe. . .
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life is a shame......please take away the pain....
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hi there... i hate religion because i feel like it is the root of all evil in the world. if you were able to wipe out all religion, there would be precious few wars and murders left. most that is done in the name of religion is harmful and/or bigoted. and i don't believe in god, so i don't see the point. that said, i do respect the rights of others to have religion, and i'm glad you say it helps you, though you seem to be in pretty poor shape considering what i read in your diary. if you have a god, why aren't you happy for your mother that she is with him in paradise? when my grandmother was dying, my comfort was that she was a devout catholic and believed she was going to meet god and her departed loved ones. i was happy for her when she finally passed. and i know she would have hated for me to be sad so i live my life to the fullest to not let her down. i'm sure your mother would want you to be happy. try.
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You are beautiful, don't give up.. I hate me, but not you
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oops...thanks for joining the abused ring
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Please add the snippet (%%diaryring_complex%%) to become part of the Complex Diaryring. I'd appreciate it if you'd let me know by e-mail (o-jasmine-o@REMOVETHISdiaryland.com) when it's up, so I don't have to keep coming back to check. Don't forget to add your diaryland username, so I know who you are... Thank you!
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you are the definition of truetragicbeauty. stick around and see what beautiful tears have yet to fall. angels flock among you.
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I'm so sorry about your mom! I can't begin to imagine how I would deal with the pain. damn. That really bites. Do you think that's ruined your chances of ever finding happiness in the future? I hope not... If you ever want someone to gab with, I make interesting conversation. Hope things look up soon.
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It seems like you've gone through alot I'd like to keep in touch with you and read your diary, I don't know If you ever need someone to talk to I am always here always, Audrey
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thank you, your comment made me smile. i cant relate to much of what you write about but you describe it well.
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just wanted to say hello.
feel better, life isn't really that bad. just think death as a deserving reward that we have to earn before we leave this dicriminating life.
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