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Sounds as though really needs to learn to control his anger better. If this spills over into other parts of his life, that could cause some potentially serious problems--not that how the way he treats you is a potential serious problem, but it could spread out if it hasn't already.

from daath :

From what you've mentioned it sounds like he threatens the marriage when his sense of control is threatened. He can be a sweet guy also, though. Just seems like he says really inappropriate things and, later on, renegs on them. I'm not a therapist, but I think that counseling would help in terms of him treating you--as you said--like a wife as opposed to a child.

from daath :

I miss hearing from you too. I've always felt close to you, and it made me really happy to read that you felt that way also. I love you too. I've always admired you and how unconditional your caring is. So far as the N thing goes, never did anything. I just suggested she might accuse me of that because I assumed that'd be the worst case scenario. Made sense at the time to think about responding to that sorta thing, but it was 4am and I get paranoid when I've backed someone into a corner.

from daath :

That was completely uncalled for as far as what he said, to my mind. At least he did apologize and wants to make up for it.

from preppypunq :

i don't know if i've thanked you before, but i just found your profile and what it says about me (for what i think is the first time). and thank you. v. sweet. when did you read me?

from poetcafe :

hey! i talked to you once in the chat for a lil' bit, how are you? gosh i always feel fatter than i really am, it's weird. i guess we'll never be 100% happy with our image. just have confidence! i need that . . . i should take my own advice . . .

from daath :

As coroner I must aver, I have thoroughly examined her, and chat is no more slightly dead, but most assuredly not at all dead. It's back up.

from daath :

Quite alot, my friend [hugs] And thank you.

from daath :

If the depressed feeling lasts for two weeks and doesn't seem to budge for anything, that can be a risk sign for depression...but hopefully it's just a passing thing. I wish you well.

from msmmack :

Yay! : D Tis me!

from msmmack :

I'm an old friend with a new name... can you figure out which one?

from daath :

That's unfortunate about not being able to take a shot of the ice. I saw some really beautiful natural formations in detroit, of all places. Glad to hear the bridal shower went well, though!

from manicbomber :

Hey, sorry for whatever happened that I've been blocked since like last year. Anyway, I'll talk to you later?

from daath :

Daath4242.yahoo.com, that is. The 'at' sign didn't show up properly.

from daath :

I tried to send an e-mail your way to the AOL address. Not sure if it went through. Could you send me your current one to [email protected]?

from daath :

It has been many a month since last I spoke to you. I hope the wedding went well (if it's already past), and on that same note hope you are well too.

from silverpain :

do yourself a favor and drop happydaggerz. he's a preditor of young girls. trust me.

from blaiyze :

Happy Halloween!

from blaiyze :

Hello. Nice content. Care for a cuddle?

from ionme :

wow, clit piercing huh? cool. too bad jeff won't get his cock pierced, it's my new favorite thing....that's just fucking hot - i think that's why i put up with jim's shit, i'm addicted to his pierced dick :) ciao!

from faeriejewel :

hey girl well i'm really not sure what day that is because i am no where near a calendar right now but i have school mon-fri and then i work weekends as well. :o( this school stuff is hell. well let me know what's up :o)

from ionme :

men are stupid. they think we are put here strictly for their pleasure or something. being bi is tons of fun. too bad i haven't really took advantage of it lately.....but i definitley never stop thinking about it ;)

from handoffate :

Another thing...about your recent entry. I understand. And good for you for standing up to that with your words. Men can be insensitive assholes sometimes.

from handoffate :

No, go right ahead. I'm flattered :) And yes..Harry Potter theme. I actually designed that myself. Always loved that picture. :).

from lestat82 :

Good morning :) I just read the note you left.Of course I don't mind you adding my entry to your favourites;on the contrary,I feel honored.I'm really glad you liked it. Take care,talk soon :) Lestat.

from blaiyze :

chat is up and running

from lestat82 :

Hello there!!! I wanted to thank you for adding me to your favourites.Your comment flattered me...tell me,what was the entry you liked particularly? Thanks again:) Talk soon. Lestat.

from lestat82 :

Hey!!! :) Thanks for the note you left.Although I love to write,I sometimes just can't stand filling in profiles,especially if I've been filling in more than one on the same day.*laughs*...Anyway...I'll decide wether to leave it that way or add something else.At the moment I've been trying to find a good free website builder and host.i found something but I'm not really satisfied with it...I miss my beloved yahoo PageBuilder,which doesn't seem to be working for me anymore :( So all I'm getting now is a boring pre-set template with no place to upload MIDIs and music files.Oh,well.OOOOOK...I guess that's all for now.Take care of yourself:) Until then, Lestat.

from blaiyze :

I was going through the members directory...looking at names....and leaving notes on those I found....interesting. B.

from blaiyze :

Vampires cuddle with duddles to, but why do you think you are a duddle? *Blaiyze bows at the waist...and kisses your hand*

from blaiyze :

want to cuddle with a vampire?

from manicbomber :

I don't think there is any reason to continue linking to my page. I have obviously been censored by Diaryland without any notification as to why.

from daath :

I miss you.

from faeriejewel :

hey girl where have u been? havn't seen u on line for ever. talk to u later

from meatpants :

Heh, remember me?... I think I might be back... Missed yah, thought it would be appropriate to say hello, hope to keep in touch. I hate quick, weird, and breif reunions, but what the hay, it's on.

from christie-03 :

just wanted you to know that i miss you girl and i really hope we can hang out and chat real soon. Im feeling lonely. I dont have any fiends in our area!

from aerostarr :

You are the bestest friend in the whole wide world! I love you!

from faeriejewel :

that sucks that u feel that way about ur diary :( i hope everything works out for u hon!!

from manicbomber :

I have not talked to you in ages. You still talking to me or what? Well, love ya hope you are doing ok.

from faeriejewel :

that is cool i bet they will have cute kids! so have u two set a date yet?

from faeriejewel :

hope everything is going ok with the new job ;o)

from manicbomber :

well obviously you blocked me. Good show.

from manicbomber :

I can't believe you did not come to me with questions about Catholism. What am I here for?

from faeriejewel :

wow that is really exciting!!! i'm so excited for u! i got roses for v-day but i wouldn't expect my boy to get my a ring since we have only been together for little over a month haha ;O) talk to ulater i look forward to seeing it

from faeriejewel :

damn girl u haven't been on here forever!!! i hope everything is ok. get back at me. talk to u later

from audiomaster :

Yo, check out my new page, its sooooooo tight!

from faeriejewel :

i'm really sorry about ur grandpa and i hope u feel better!!!!!!! ~hugz~

from christie-03 :

Hey Cuddles. I just wanted to stop in and let you know that I left a big entry in your guestbook. If you havent read it please do. I really miss you. Hope to hear from you soon :) *hugz*

from audiomaster :

Hey, i know i leave a million notes with songs to download, but i have 2 new discs that you might like. Check out any song by System of a Down, their new cd, or a any tracks compiled by DJ Micro. Anyways, nice talking to you today and i hope to talk to you again when i get back from Hawaii. Later!

from faeriejewel :

hey girl, aww that is really sweet of you. i think it would be a lot of fun, but todd always works on the weekends. he has monday and tuesday off. but i am planning on coming down to the bus on spring break just as soon as i figure out when that is. so i will try to find u then ;o)!!! hope everything went well with ur interview! what type of place is it. i would have emailed u but my roommate erased it when i was in class. well talk to u later hon. bye bye

from faeriejewel :

hey, umm any where is in the little italy section is wonderful as far as food goes but i love italian!;o)

from faeriejewel :

hey, thanks for the well wishes. it seems a little more intense this semister and dumb has added another factor to the stress......i now have obtained a bouyfriend.....like i need that kinda of stress hahaha.::shrugs:: talk to u later girl.

from sianni :

sorry - i missed you last post - no the cutting and anorexia wasnt me! NO WAY! it was another girl who came on before. I like your diary though :)

from patw-21 :

Just wondering through and I fell out of cyberspace and landed here, have a loverly day!

from faeriejewel :

hey sweety, thanks for the xmas card! I will be sending u one as well but u won't get it til after xmas. talk to u later.

from patw-21 :

Happy Holidays, and Best Wishes in 2oo3! Good luck, and remember, "when life gives you lemons, squirt someone in the eye!" Cheers! *hugs*

from jadedmist :

HOLY SHIT, we haven't talked in FOREVER! I was like, oh my gosh, I seriously gotta write that girl. Anyway, so I had to stop by and say I hope you had a good Thanksgiving and all, and I'm sorry I haven't been stopping by more!

from audiomaster :

Hey, just saying hi and letting you know of a new song, its called Aurora and its on the Euphoria disc (one of the many). Hope things are going well and i will talk to you later!

from sistercookie :

The Mental Order Diary Ring Page is here: http://sistercookie.diaryland.com/mentalorder.html

from sistercookie :

Sorry for not talking to you online but I have my brother lurking about and he is like driving me nuts. Personally I like your layout. I want to talk to you more but once again I am getting bugged by another annoying useless person.

from jadedmist :

Hey girl, it's been a while. I love your layout, it's gorgeous! And your poem is beautiful, too. Keep up the good work!

from christie-03 :

Hey chick. Its all cool, just as long as you post on the map. anywho if you need help with it just let me know. Oh btw I havent gotten your picture in the album yet becuase its a bimp file and i can only use jpeg files. Do you have any pictures that jpeg ? Well let me know cuz I really want to put your picture up. welp, I will talk to you soon. *hugs*

from christie-03 :

Hey girly. Man you have been a busy little gal. I thought that I would stop in and say hi. Dont forget you can leave me notes and sign my guestbook once in awhile *winks* Talk to you soon. *hugs*

from sistercookie :

I find the best way to take out aggression is to yell at speeders or drive around and yell at pedestrians to walk faster. There are a lot of way to take out the anger or shitty feelings about yourself without hurting yourself. Your ability to talk yourself out of the situation shows a great deal about yourself. I am very proud of you because its very hard not to beat yourself up when you feel hopeless. I am very proud of you for not giving into the hopeless feeling that comes. You are allowed to feel that way but remember it diminishes and you need to just wait it out.

from sistercookie :

You know sometimes I think men have pms too. I have a suggestion which is to get him a small sunlamp or put a bulb which imitates natural light. Some people get very grumpy with a lack of sunlight. Of course there is also the possibility that he is just being a pain. Isn't that just like a man.

from sistercookie :

I know that if I wasn't so sick and dorknoodle didn't have pneumonia that we would have to road trip over to say "Happy Birthday!"

from patw-21 :

Its amazing how easy it is to get anti-depressants, just a few simple questions, and you get a prescription note. And then pills, pills, pills. Before you jump to assumptions, I was on pills, pills, pills for a good while.

from christie-03 :

Hey there girly !! Just thought I wouls stop in and thank you for mentioning me in your diary, that was so sweet and thoughtful. I will talk to you tonight. *hugs* Love ya!

from pinkmonkee85 :

Hey Duddle, I love your writing...its really great, by the way my name is Dani.

from robins-daddy :

I want you to feel special.

from daath :

Awww..thank you. Yes, I love My Fair Lady.

from sistercookie :

Well its always nice that if you are sick and then everybody else gets sick say that the manager wouldn't let you go home and then they are all mad at the manager. hehehe

from sistercookie :

I looked at the text already when you contacted me but I didn't have anything to say. The graphic is very cool. I like it very much.

from jadedmist :

Hey girl, thanks for the invite, even though I live halfway across the country. =( But I'd be there if I could. Well, thank goodness your dark cloud has lifted, I'm so glad for that. Although I'm still waiting for my turn.

from patw-21 :

Huge Hugs for you, on a very dreary wednesday. Happy wednesday, and may the froce be with you...smile ok?

from willowsprite :

k...you aren't nice...that whatever ali thing on your site....holy crap....i think i have to go and change my underwear.........that's evil.........lol.........i'm going to show my boyfriend......make him jump.........hehe..thanks!

from sistercookie :

Stand up and be proud. Because some women never have any orgasms. Even though it would scare most people to hear the record I have. LOL Lets here it for multiple orgasms. By the way sex is great and doing with somebody like your boyfriend who makes you purr can pretty much take away all the misery you have and then leave you feeling like so what, I feel so good I don't care about that shit. SO GO GIRL! Sluts are people who would sleep with anybody, nymphomanics just like to have a lot of sex. Some couple haves sex like 4 or 5 times a day. I don't have that kind of energy though. LOL

from willowsprite :

as promised, i'm here, reading your entries. I was a supervisor at a restaurant in nova scotia, i can relate to having friends you have to play meanie to....it's hard to distance yourself, because most workplaces i've been in are like mini families...hwo do you ignore family?anyway take care...i'll be popping in again.

from sistercookie :

I am fading out tonight. sorry.

from sistercookie :

Thanks for joining my mentalorder ring. You rock!

from sistercookie :

I started a ring called Mentalorder, please check it out.

from jadedmist :

I'm SO sorry that it has taken me a freakin eternity to write you back. Geez I am so horrible about that, I don't know what my problem is... anyway, thank you so much for being so sweet to me, it means more than you know. And you're not boring, I bet my actual life (outside my head that is) is more boring than yours, haha. Don't worry about being boring, just be you. And if people don't like it, then poop on them.

from sistercookie :

describe the person as a distraction to the other employees (that's a professional description). You can add phrases like idle, talks too much, distracted, etc. Very vague words that have a mildly negative tone. But basically unprofessional is the key word. Gossip at work is unprofessional. Talking about your life is not gossip. Repeating what one person said to you is gossiping. Got it! Hang in there. You have a brain, a sense of humor and the guts to use them. Remember talk about shoplifters on camera and look at the ceiling. If anybody seems interested just move your head around like you are stretching your neck. LOL

from sistercookie :

If tin whistles are made of tin, what are fog horns made of?

from sistercookie :

I thought the question would be why did the monkey cross the road. What state is Canton in? In answer to why the monkey crossed the road because he was trying to find somebody to remove the chicken. LOL

from sistercookie :

I thought the chicken crossed the road because it was stapled to the monkey. LOL

from sistercookie :

Listen you weren't being rude. You were acting out of concerned and had every reason to be upset. If those people are too stupid to appreciate that you are trying to stop being harassed, then maybe they need to be harassed to appreciate your position. By the way it is possible that somebody may be using their phone line without going in the house. Personally if the police call you, you tell them that someone keeps calling you and you don't know who it is. For all they know somebody climbed up the telephone pole and connected to their phone line and is making crank calls. Maybe if they start getting a phone bill with calls to Tahiti or something then maybe they would start to be concerned. They should worry more about their privacy. Maybe the phone line is tapped. Haven't they watched any gangster movies. LOL

from sistercookie :

Some people can't just let you go. Stalkers do not love you they are obsessed control freaks. Do not hesitate to call the police if you think you are being followed. Also you should buy one of those disposable cameras to take with you so you can take pictures of any vehicles or people that are following you. If nothing else I will drive down to Columbus and kick his ass myself. LOL

from sistercookie :

I am just social unacceptable in person. LOL I mean you can't see what I am wearing or how I am acting. But of course my online friends are more understanding since they have some idea of who I am. Mostly I am socially unacceptable to my family and my neighbors because I yell at speeders and don't care about all the stupid social rules that I never learned anyway. I just decided recently that trying to be socially acceptable made me miserable. I am not hurting anyone so why should anyone care what I act like. I think its because they are too uptight and have no sense of humor. LOL

from aliendude :

..or just stop smoking :)

from sistercookie :

actually the right click doesn't work to view source but I will worry about that later. What person will want to shop at a store in which somebody is mugged just outside the store (regardless of their being an employee). I know if you complain the management won't listen. Where are the police? Never there when you need them. Tell the smokers to leave their purse inside or put their money in a position close to their body like a hidden money belt or in your bra, etc. Also I would suggest the person carry a mag lite (4 D batteries) because then you can bash the theif in the head. I would suggest that if somebody mentions this to the news that it would be bad press (maybe management would listen to that). If nothing else works call some thug to beat the management up because you know they would beef security up after that. LOL

from aliendude :

hay sis alister crowley is eeevil listen to stairway to heaven backwards youll see why.....

from sistercookie :

Its not you you should hate but the perspective that you have been taught to believe about how you should look, what you should say, what you should wear, who you should be friends with, etc. The reason that you give and give without any return is that most people are selfish. Their selfishness and their shallowness should not influence your opnion of yourself. Do you purposely try to hurt people? Do you feel sympathy? Do you feel empathy? Are you supportive? Think about how you are as a person and how you try to treat others and realise that you are not responsible for other people who don't have the sense to realise that they are not one's to judge others. If people were as good as they always try to sound like the world would be a better place but really they just lie about good. They care about evil but they don't care if the evil is theirs. I think the movie "Pay It Forward" is sort of like the philosophy that I think you have an idea to follow which is: try to give even though you probably suffer for it. I wanted to be remember as someone who tried to be a nice person despite coming from a terrible past than remembered for my academic or career accomplishments.

from jadedmist :

Hey there, I ran onto your diary through SisterCookie's notes. I love your diary. I assume that you're Bipolar? I was just diagnosed a few weeks ago, and was started on an anti-manic called Tegretol, on top of all the other drugs I'm already on. Yay. *sigh* Anyway, I think I'll be comin' back, keep writing!

from jadedmist :

from sistercookie :

Yes I have MSN Messenger, Yahoo Messenger, AOL Messenger, ICQ Messenger, IRC and Net Meeting. Would you like me to add you to any of these lists? I would be happy to.

from sistercookie :

Yes well part of the reason for doing too many things at once is to avoid having to think about the things that suck. Usually I am only doing 2 things at once like listening to music and typing on the computer. Besides I am sure you have your own talents. LOL

from sistercookie :

well I for one think you should not be ashamed but don't brag because some other girl might hear. LOL A man who is good in bed is worth something but if he is really good then don't trust him because that usually indicates he has had too much practice unless you know it was with you he had all the practice. LOL Practice, Practice, Practice. I mean can a woman really have too many orgasms?

from sistercookie :

Well thank you for the compliment about html. If you ever want any info just leave a note. I am glad that people here seem to appreciate me because barely anybody seemed to even notice my existence or if they did I was the scapegoat. While I feel that most of the world is full of self-absorbed idiots being here make me feel like there are exceptions. Thanks so much for being one of them.

from quantum87 :

.Are you the "someone who doesn.t matter" in my guestbook?

from quantum87 :

.slice .xo.

from sistercookie :

check your email because I sent you a new html and a new text version of your pages. I used Microsoft Front Page 2000 ver 4.x to check it. Hopefully it will work. You would think I would be better but my brain is mush tonight.

from cuddleduddle :

I just wanted to see how this thing works. And by the way, I'm really happy WE have the day off!

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