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from realitykills :
Thanks. I try.
from sadpixeleyes :
I saw you, but it was too late to turn back without looking fake. Sorry. I don't see much at first glance these days. -Riah
from justcircles :
I have now bought the albums for (at least) three songs on that mix you gave me, most recently being "Black Heart Procession" because they're playing here next week. Thanks for them. Oh, and for Olivia Tremor Control, too. :)
from alwaysinhim :
oh, and I make them out of wire, beads, rocks, shells, and imagination. I use other materials too sometimes, but mostly the afore mentioned.
from justcircles :
*just* looking for a boyfriend? you know (me) better than that... the eJournal was for my dis-embodied self... I want ink-stained fingers again is all.
from alwaysinhim :
oh, and the song is by the Goo Goo Dolls
from alwaysinhim :
I hope you're doing alright
from bionicgurl :
hey! i haven't been to dland in ages, other than to upload pics. i'm sorry you feel so crappy. are you ever on yahoo? we should hook up there sometime.:) p.s. why don't you go to livejournal anymore? i have a space where you can read my entries without a lj. i can give ya a code of something? i wanted to post a pic, but your guestbook is gonzo?
from justcircles :
ah, Stuart... sometimes I feel like I know you so well...
from justcircles :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THE OTHER DAY!! Sorry I missed it... (I'm still reachable at username=absence/ password=thinair)
from alwaysinhim :
grrrr *mumbles swear words* today is not my day. stupid guestbook... anyway, nice pic.
from damian82773 :
Your view or opinion got sort of cancelled out after you left this note 20 times in the notes page. *Tee-hee* So much attention to lil' old me! I think someone's got a crush..
from justcircles :
thank you, Mr. August 27, 1973; I'm glad someone recognizes (or decodes) my whatchamacallit of today; you know I don't think you're retarded; you're a special part of this diaryland part of my life; thanks again.
from justcircles :
... I guess I just always thought you were retarded...
from justcircles :
and - by the way - despite the fact that we both are up at an ungodly hour - I just now noticed that Harold and Maude is among your top-five movies. I was just thinking about that movie yesterday. About Harold warding off the young ladies his mother brought around by fiegning suicide. I love that movie.
from justcircles :
oh, I see.
from justcircles :
I know, you're right. I'd probably (more likely) not be cute AT ALL and end up telling a cop to kiss my ass without even removing my Camel from my lips, and thus increase our arrest-ability!
from bellhead :
so pretty
from bellhead :
thanks for your note.... although it was largely a rhetorical question, it's nice to see that someone is reading and absorbing what i blab on and on about... thanks again... take care
from bellhead :
why?
from bellhead :
welcome to my sick retarded world
from justcircles :
to see him /LIV/ (long "i") not /LiV/ with a short "i"... I want to see him "in real life".... you sooo know what I mean
from alwaysinhim :
well. I was being sarcastic. but I meant it. and I know I'm right.
from justcircles :
I didn't figure out WHY Stuart sparks, or HOW Stuart sparks, but you've got the damn coolest name I've heard, and besides, that, Stuart, why are we passing notes? Is this the fucking third grade? Where the hell are my emails?
from justcircles :
did you see that now it says that "I finally figured out that Stuart sparks"? I changed it a couple of days ago...
from alwaysinhim :
DAMN. sorry about the mess in your guestbook. It's supposed to be a poem.
from bionicgurl :
man. i almost don't want to comment. yeah. keeping your own hours is the way more people should be able to live. Isn't it nice during the hours of 1 and 4am. that's my peek.
from bionicgurl :
geesh! i'm the geek writing right after my last note. Days off are good. t.v is bad, you are much better off without it. take your vitamins.
from bionicgurl :
i'll scan the pics for you if you'd like to see. not that i'd want to rub it in or anything. i was choked when chester brown decided to quit under water before taking it to an ending. that was the first comic that got me really excited about comics. i have hundreds. ed the happy clown? how bizare is that? and joe's obsession with porn, those guys are crazy. seth just smokes. brian ralph is also a favorite. i'd like to try a little strip or something. i really can't draw. maybe i'll paint it all out and then make it smaller. how strange and unfair is it to be able to paint with detail yet not be able to draw a simple illustration. drop by the art exchange and show off some of your work. you can host your pics there as well. see ya around -bionic
from bionicgurl :
i love you illustrations! i've always tried to create my own graphic novel with pasted on images because i can paint big pictures and build huge monsters but sadly can not draw. i met the D&Q crew, joe matt, seth, chester brown a few years ago at a friend's house and they were all sitting around scetching what was going on. i kept the pictures, chet gave me a few tips on faces and bodies. i still can't draw. i'd like to see more of your stuff.
from ginn2002 :
hurrah the omen has come!
from ginn2002 :
aren't you the son of satan, that's what i thought, can i worship you or somethin...ok let me know sumptin, y0, out
from bionicgurl :
Ha! i think it's always great to send stuff in the mail.and to trade things with people i have never met. it will be very .........interesting
from amrita :
that is a really beautiful picture. did you draw it yourself? i know this sounds cheesy but it makes my heart feel... i love nights like that
from alwaysinhim :
..it matters not if all your stuff is depressed as shit...it is the quality of the work...besides...I like the sad/depressing stuff better anyway, but thanks for the link
from alwaysinhim :
"be hoping, be weary, be contagious, be fate stuck like a thorn in your dumb luck and grin like you planned it when it works out that way.".....you got me hooked with that one....and anyone who writes poetry is good in my book....if I like it that is....and urs is pretty cool....u can read mine at http://f4sakndauter.diaryland.com if u want.
from jezzebell :
I used to feel the same way when I didn't get calls or emails, but for some reason the lack of those communications doesn't bother me as much as it used to. I don't know why. I am so into my recovery now that I really don't have time for much else, including what's going on in my friends' lives. It doesn't mean I don't care about them, just that I have other things on my mind (like they obviously do too) and we will get together or talk when we all have the chance- you know? I am not sure if this is helping or not. I suppose what I am trying to say is- don't let it get you down. Concentrate on yourself and as you change and grow, they will notice it and will begin to appreciate you again as a friend. Our drinking has done a lot of damage and we can't really hold it against others b/c they were hurt by it. We can only change ourselves and do our best from now on and hope to right as many wrongs as possible. If I am way off base, sorry, I just related to how you were feeling and thought maybe it was for the same reasons.
from jezzebell :
Welcome to diaryland. I read your message and your entries and while I am not as eloquent about expressing my feelings as you seem to be, I can relate. I have only been in recovery for a month and it is very different to say the least. I am looking forward to the day when dealing with my addiction does not consume all my spare time (and some of my work time). All I could see in my old life was things getting worse-the proverbial rock bottom. At least now there is hope for something better.

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