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Yay for giddy! It's one of my favorite emotions! P.S. Thanks for your note, but it's not my knee (this time) that's hurt. It's my wrist. Your advice still stands, as it's a ligament injury and I need to learn patience. But, if one more doctor or Physical Therapist tells me that I'd be better off it I'd broken my wrist, because bones heal faster...I'm gonna smack them!

from violetwoman :

Hah! Well I'll try to do it for you then, Rachel! Make the big move back East!

from heydomsar :

user: hidden pass: thoughts As you can see, I'm not real strict with that since I posted it here. Just keeping out the random crazies. Welcome crazies that I know!

from violetwoman :

She's baaaack. Weird that your schools are open already - I've commented on this before but it's feels so wrong. It's still summer, fer cryin' out loud! Ix-nay the boys. Talk about non-committment from the two of them, sheesh.

from violetwoman :

Hey Rachel, glad to see you're still around! Time to update, woman! And you're one of the four, but of course. You, Steve, Heather and Kim. My four loyal readers! Thanks for hanging in there!

from violetwoman :

I left a comment, but it still shows zero comments. So this is to let you know I left a comment!

from violetwoman :

A card (non-sappy, of course), for sure. Do you have Scratch'n'Win lotto tickets there? You could put a few in the card. Voila, it shows you're thinking of him without going overboard. Or, a good book if he reads, or even a few magazines on his favorite subject (motorcycles, car racing? hehe) Or, whip him up a birthday dinner of steak and baked potatoes, with a homemade dessert. Guys love that sort of thing. Or, treat him to a movie and popcorn. Have fun!

from violetwoman :

Awww, Rachel, this is great! I don't know how, but I missed your 'bubba' entry. So, tonight's entry was a surprise! Keep us updated! And yeah, go nice and easy. Mind you, in my experience, bubbas are hard to scare away :)

from violetwoman :

Hey, I left you a comment but it doesn't show that I left you a comment. Just in case you see....that I've left a comment!

from violetwoman :

Thanks for the assumption we'll actually make it there - well, miracles DO happen!

from violetwoman :

Hey Rachael, are you okay? You haven't written in such a long time. I was shocked when I saw it was two weeks. Where are you, girl?

from h2ophobic :

I was thinking about you this morning. I hope you hear from BF today! If not, I hope you meet someone who sweeps you off your feet. Hugs from MT.

from violetwoman :

Saaay, thanks for the compliment! When I was a teenager (and very frumpy) I always thought those two were so beautiful (they still are). Now, I hold my own, heh. Note *for our 40-something age-group, we all look pretty good, I think!

from intheory27 :

Yes. :)

from scrappergirl :

um, models, not modles--the teacher didn't proofread! *smacks forehead*

from scrappergirl :

I do believe it. You can walk into an empty classroom and see if students are learning. In my room is so much student-created displays--modles of molecules, periodic table, posters about the classification of living things... Not to mention a short-term daily agenda on the board and the week-at-a-glace... And, of course, the students had lab materials on their desks and they were just waiting for announcements to end to dig right in (of course, they didn't touch a thing until I said it was OK, for once)

from quietguy :

No offense, because you have been a regular reader of mine, but quite frankly I don't give a shit what women think anymore. The bitches are not worth any further commentary. Q.G.

from quietguy :

Truthfully, I feel like I've had enough. A human being can only endure so much. Q.G.

from liquid-mojo :

Even though I have plenty of my own, I'd probably offer to eat your cookies too. =p

from violetwoman :

When I get the inheritance, maybe I'll start a huge commune for my buddies :) You'll certainly be invited - someone has to teach the kids, mwah-ha-ha!

from heydomsar :

I'm off to Canada on business until Thursday, so I'm turning my diary over to a couple guest posters. Optional assignment: "My favorite teenage/adolescent moment." Have fun!

from on-a-string :

Hi!:) Things are going awesomely:) And for you? Is there a way I can get in to your diary?:-P I'd be willing to e-mail for it!:)

from intheory27 :

Thank you. :) On both counts.

from liquid-mojo :

Fergie probably did it for the money. I don't think she completely split up from the Peas though.

from calvarykid :

Okay. The Princess Bride is a totally awesome movie. glad you like it. Also, lemony snicket is and awesome author. but i don't like the way he finished the series. oh well.

from lilpeanut80 :

Yeah, we already passed the PLT praxis thing but I need to take the secondary language arts test and Nick needs to take the math and business tests. I also don't have the classes I am supposed to have taken in order to be "allowed" to have English licensure. It just sucks to be qualified to do nothing, and have a useless master's degree.

from myownjourney :

Hey Rachel, I deleted that entry before I saw you left a comment. Just wanted to say sorry. :)

from liquid-mojo :

Yeah, that's a really good name for a kitty. :)

from liquid-mojo :

Yeah, it does kind of make me look younger, which in general is a good thing, but in the workplace, looking younger is usually to my disadvantage. =/ I'll take it as a compliment though, so thank you. :)

from violetwoman :

I hope you're right, Rachel - keep your fingers crossed for me. Okay, one thing I neglected to mention, just to make it sound worse, hehe, is that the other girl is a teacher's aide. Surely that bodes well? You're a teacher and you're mature for your age (I still think you're in the minority!), so maybe an aide will be just as much. Well, only a couple more days, and I'll know for sure!

from violetwoman :

Oh that's good to hear, that I'm not the only one to cry at these things, thank you! BTW, I meant to comment earlier, and forgot, that I don't find your diary to be complain-ey, or negative or whatever about other people, at all. The diary is for you - so write up a storm. Sometimes us readers can even offer helpful advice, who knows! You're okay, Rachel *hugs*

from liquid-mojo :

don't worry, i'm way too burnt out to lose any sleep over anything. thanks for your support though. :)

from teachin-usa :

Me too- if you will send out passwords- I'd like to be on the list. Hope everything's ok.

from intheory27 :

Have you locked up for good? I've been scrambled over here and haven't read in maybe a week, so if I've missed an explanation, I apologize! If you're still around and limiting yourself to special people, I definitely understand, but if you're not hiding from the anonymites (a word?), I'd love to keep reading. :)

from scrappergirl :

I understand. And if you ever want to share the long story, I'm a good listener (reader? I guess I don't really listen to a blog, eh?).

from scrappergirl :

If you're sharing, I'd love the username and password so that I can keep reading. :)

from liquid-mojo :

that was cool. thanx for the link. :)

from liquid-mojo :

35 is not too bad, could be better though...

from dana-elayne :

Oh my gosh. I can't even begin to express the amount of jackassness that it took for him to tell you (a) that he had cancer and (b) then to tell you he never did. I am SO sorry. I hope his weiner falls off. For good.

from liquid-mojo :

well at least i'm not the only one. =)

from journalman :

i admit NOTHING! :-)

from violetwoman :

I've never experienced the 'dark' side of squirrels, hehe. But Simon oddly enough feels the same way as you do - he hates them! I must probe his psyche to find out why :)

from journalman :

You can say it. Post it it anonymously on CraigsList.

from h2ophobic :

I hope everything goes well with your sister. Hopefully by the time you get this note, you'll have heard something. The waiting is torture. I'll keep your family in my prayers and wait for your update.

from quietguy :

Yes you did, but only when quoting another individual. I try my best to quote people exactly whether their grammar "ain't" good or isn't. ;-) Q.G.

from intheory27 :

Thank you! I was pretty unrecognizable there for a while. I needed this. :)

from yelayna :

There are 10 years betwen us. Which isn't so much I guess now I'm older - 17 and 27 is massive, but 27 and 37? Not so much... I keep seeing you on IM but am afraid to say hello :o) Hope you're well, though I've posted I've not caught up with recent events, so hope your trip went well, have been thinking of you! xxx

from yelayna :

Hiya, Finally caught up with things and wanted to send you a big hug, and say how glad i am to hear that you had a great holiday. My dad is a beach bum and at 54 is still surfing. And windsurfing. And sailing, and teasing girls in wetsuits. You can't stop them, can you?!

from msboombastic :

Thanks for the encouraging notes--sadly, I have read He's Just Not That Into You, and I noticed many past behaviors on my part. But when it comes to my current issues I always seem to be able to justify. UGH. At least I recognize the problem, but apparently knowing is not half the battle. Thanks for the note, though! It's really sweet of you.

from thehoneypot :

love this layout

from yelayna :

I meant my offer... drop me an email and we'll get all IM'ed up... I know no one...

from smedindy :

Wasn't what I meant...

from smedindy :

Oh, man. Deleting songs. *Snif*

from journalman :

My goodness, woman. At this rate, there will be NOBODY left!!! She's out. So's Petbuddy. TGIF!!

from yelayna :

Hiya, sorry it's taken me so long to reply to your note. Things are insanely busy, but mostly in a good way I think, which is partly why I've not managed an entry. Thank you for thinking of me though, it means a lot. I caught an entry of yours which doesn't seem to be there now the other day(nothing personal in there), and I just wanted to say if you ever need an impartial ear, I'm always here just the other side of the Atlantic ;o) *hugs*

from beckad :

Hey bird, never really sent anything to you before, but I can so relate to the bursting in to tears theory, it happens to me, dont it make you feel better after tho!

from yelayna :

Hello Lovely! Just catching up and your hair is looking lovely :o) Thank you for your kind notes � things are going pretty well I have to say though living back at home sucks, but in the nicest way. I felt much better reading your notes as I got them in a pretty glum moment, so thank you for cheering me up no end! *hugs*

from on-a-string :

You've been tagged:) You can read the latter part of my entry for details!:)

from whoopsydaisi :

The same thing happened the other day when I was changing the diaper of a 2 year old at the Academy that I work at. I was so thrilled. He just looked up and said,"I wuv you miss wawa." He made my day. Isn't it funny, what little things a child might say, that make our hearts melt?

from h2ophobic :

I'm so sorry about your grandmother. You'll be in my prayers.

from h2ophobic :

I loved your entry about "your babies." I can't imagine being a teacher myself, but I've always admired (as a parent) the teachers that not only enjoy their job, but truly care about the kids.

from yelayna :

Sorry I've not responded to your note sooner, things have been crazy. I think I�ve spent best part of today reading up on other people�s diaries! I enjoyed Take the lead, but then I always enjoy Antonio Banderas. I�d say that maybe strictly ballroom is a better dancey film, but I still enjoyed it � particularly the tango scenes. I�m fond of tango though� I think it was worth a watch :o) Hope you are well and had a good birthday xxx

from on-a-string :

I'm not THAT young;) Lol:) Yeah, I remember that song:)

from h2ophobic :

The only bad thing about time off is the first day back at work! Hopefully today will be better.

from violetwoman :

Simon took quite a few pics of these grand old houses - he says there were so many, it was hard to comprehend. Imagine driving through there in the summer - awesome. Perhaps one day, eh? :)

from dangerspouse :

HAHAAAA! Greyhound bus races - that's just GREAT! I tip my baritone voiced headphones at you, Genius :)

from violetwoman :

Thanks for the compliment *hug* We're our own worst enemies, methinks! And yes, you should be a dancer again! If you love it that much....life's too short not to do the things you love. Take it from one who knows :)

from shadesofblk :

You are welcome and enjoy your weekend!

from intheory27 :

I was wandering through your diary, enjoying the parallels to my own crazy self and the little kid tales but when I suddenly heard Call and Answer streaming through unexpectedly, I knew I had to add you as a favorite. :) Hi.

from thisismywish :

(sigh) I relate to that entry...

from thisismywish :

Ha! Thanks...is that a good thing or a bad thing? You should always ask that when someone says they remind you of someone else. Lol. Like, you never want to hear "you remind me of my brother's ex girlfriend" or something:-D Things are well, thanks!

from bobrules :

That's cool. I definitely know all about girls and hormones at this point. I wasn't neccessarily TRYING to start an argument, but it certainly comes naturally to me. It's weird talking to people whose diaries you read because you know so much about them already that you feel like you should be able to cut past the getting to know you crap, but it's completely different communicating with someone than reading their thoughts passively. At any rate, I'll do my best not to encourage or spur on any future arguments.

from thisismywish :

I'm sorry...let's be hormonal together!

from liquid-mojo :

I think you may have gotten the wrong idea regarding my last entry. My lack of connections has to do largely with my relationships in real life and perhaps I should have clarified it a little better in my entry, but I've made maybe 2 new connections since I decided return to blogging in d-land. You on the other hand are someone I consider a longtime friend and I do appreciate when we do have the chance to communicate. The gripe I made directed at newer people I have tried to come in contact with but don't bother writing back. Sorry for the confusion.

from dana-elayne :

Love the new layout! :) Hope the scripts show up soon!

from bobrules :

Yeah...it would. I know that. But they'd all get over it. People do. People die all the time and it hurts for a while and then life moves on. Better for her to be hurt just a bit more than for us to get back together again just so I can fuck things up again or for her to go through life knowing I'm miserable or wondering what ever happened to me. Better for me just to go home to be with God than to stay around here to make her or other people hurt.

from thisismywish :

YIKES! That's REALLY scary!

from swimmmer72 :

oh, yeah, i forgot shiraz. i can still buy shiraz AND drink it. :)

from swimmmer72 :

re: lent-it's a little more loosely regulated than in years past, but basically, i don't let myself eat anything other than food on hand. the only things i can buy for the next 40 days are milk, OJ, creamer, salsa and tortilla chips. it cleans out my fridge and cuts down on snacking, and i usually end up losing about 10-12 lbs. no particular reason, certainly not religious, more of a test of going without. i've done variations of this for the past 3 or 4 years, and it seems to work for me. i don't think i can get away without giving something up. how about you? what are you giving up?

from heydomsar :

hey rachel, thanks for the add! i'm reading some of your stuff now, along with your 75 things. a girl into dance, kids, and religion? ..we'll get along great! =)

from h2ophobic :

Cute pigtails! Your hair is the exact same color as Shelby's. I hope you have a great week off.

from thisismywish :

Hi! Yeah, I know! I knew you'd be just as outraged at that as I was. I went and approached future director about it today, and told him that if that was the way it was going to be, I wasn't going to do anything in the musical. And he told me not to worry about it, that social connections won't even be considered. I SWEAR! What has happened to theatre over the years?

from thisismywish :

Really? Well, I'd love to help you if I can! What do you have in mind?:)

from smedindy :

Well, I did send you TWO emails. Happy now? :-P

from h2ophobic :

Yay for you! I'm also appalled at what is served for school lunches. I know the THEORY is that kids won't eat what they don't like. Luckily, Shelby doesn't like what they serve! She takes her lunch every day. It may not be MUCH better than what they're serving (1/2 sandwich + yogurt), but at least it's not swimming in grease and sugar!

from smedindy :

Well, ma'am, you just need to send me your email address - and you may be on a list already. Heh! These things take time. It's a process!

from thisismywish :

I there. I love your latest entry. Anyway, I locked my diary. If you'd like a pw (I'd like to give it to you :) ) then I can be reached at customblah at yahoo dot com. Thank you, Rachel! Have a wonderful day!

from violetwoman :

My only concern, no matter which person wanted to wait, is the spectre of sexual incompatibility. Between my friends, sisters, and I; we've all had the experience of 'waiting' and then the intimacy part was a disaster. In my case, if I'd waited and married this guy, I can't imagine the misery - and no, his problem was something that likely couldn't be resolved. Waiting has its merits, and should be respected, though, so it's really up to YOU, and what you feel is right. And I'm sure this didn't help at all! :)

from h2ophobic :

Now that is a hard question! Sort of. The one who loves you, TRULY loves you, HAS to respect your beliefs. If your beliefs include abstinence until marriage (I know several couples who have waited or are currently waiting), then he must respect that. If he can't respect THAT belief...how can you expect him to respect any others? The problem with this is GETTING from the first date to the point where he loves you enough to wait. He IS out there...probably just as frustrated as you are, because all the girlies are trying to get him into bed instead of respecting HIS beliefs.

from swimmmer72 :

oh, c'mon!!! if you knew what was coming next, you'd get bored and stop reading! i HAVE to play with your emotions, and all i'm asking you to do is TRUST me!! don't worry, (or maybe you should), i have a bunch more twists and turns to take with this one, and in the end, yes, the butler did it. see, now you will be ready. :)

from violetwoman :

Yeah, wouldn't it be cool to actually meet? By the time we get it together and actually have a space and place, you could probably afford the airfare, hehe. Friends stay free, after all!

from swimmmer72 :

maybe you could do clinics or seminars on art and dancing and whatever you felt like doing. think of it this way - if teaching pay is that bad, and the job is that stressful, then it shouldn't be that difficult to walk away from right? just an idea... :)

from scrappergirl :

Ha ha ha...you totally got the Elphaba thing right! Although, I can't help hearing whisperings of "Maureen" sometimes when I listen to the Wicked soundtrack. And Maureen, for sure, would be into the vibe! :P

from journalman :

Nope, we didn't have sex. She took the condom off and ruined it... I had none left!

from liquid-mojo :

*sneaks in through window* ;)

from thisismywish :

I know! I love that hymn. It's my theme song for this year:)

from thisismywish :

Glad to hear your feeling just a little bit better. Good things are coming your way...they always do:)

from teachin-usa :

beach. boys. Thanks for reading!

from thisismywish :

Hey, Rachel! How are you doing? Did you have a good Christmas?

from h2ophobic :

Merry, merry, merry Christmas! Thanks for all the moments of laughter you've brought into my life this year!

from swimmmer72 :

thanks for the comment, rachel. let me know if i'm being true to your turf, after all, i was only there for a few days, and these are my impressions, but feel free to let me know if i'm getting anything wrong. :)

from violetwoman :

Rachel, I think you're right - he WOULD look great in a kilt! With nothing on underneath, of course, hehehe.

from thisismywish :

Hahaha, isn't that dress U-G-L-Y?? I really like the light blue one the more I think about it...

from h2ophobic :

Let me know how you like Son of a Witch. I've looked at it several times, but I have so many books here that I haven't read yet, I always talk myself out of buying it. I hope today is a better day than yesterday.

from h2ophobic :

I do that exact same thing. I think it's a reflex..."Oh, I'm fine...and you?" You're still in my prayers. How are your kids doing? Do you do some kind of Christmas program? How's your sister doing with her new job? Is that too many questions for one note? ;0)

from bobrules :

Add a virtual hug from me to your list as well. You may not want to read my latest entry, by the way. It's super mushy. Sorry. I hope things turn around for you soon.

from h2ophobic :

Again, I don't have any words...just a long distance hug from MT. Now go clean your house!

from bobrules :

Without a doubt.

from violetwoman :

Hey Rachel. I know I can't keep him from other women forever, dang it. Just have to breathe deeply and TRUST! What's happening with you lately? You've been rather quiet. Hope everything is okay!

from h2ophobic :

I am so sorry to hear about Rick and you. I wish I had some magic words to comfort you. You are so kind and loving. Here's a big HUG from your buddy in Montana!

from clarity25 :

I'm so sorry you're going through a difficult time right now and you are heartbroken. We've all been there and it's painful. I hope you feel better soon...

from h2ophobic :

Your list of 75 things about you was very fun! I love those kinds of entries.

from yelayna :

Just wanted to drop you a note to say how sorry I am to hear about Rick, and to wish you both my best. I'm not often the praying sort in a meaningful way, but I've got everything crossed for you. All my best wishes xxx

from h2ophobic :

You and Rick are already on my prayer list. That's all I can think to write...

from thisismywish :

Thank you, Rachel. BTW, I'll pray for you and Rick. I am so sorry about what's going on in your life right now. Just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. -Beth

from h2ophobic :

I agree with you...AAARRRGGGHHH!

from journalman :

Hey dudette... i'd totally love it if you would do me a small favor. Given my new obsession with anonymity in my journal... can you please take out my real-name from your description of "journalman" in your profile? Thank you (bunches). XOXO

from h2ophobic :

I'm still reading WICKED...I probably have about 50 pages to go. I'm enjoying it a lot more. I just wish I'd read it BEFORE listening to the soundtrack, because obviously the stories are VERY different. Take care! Oh! I forgot...I think you said that you saw the play WICKED. Where did you see it? Did you enjoy it? I know there's no way it will come to MT, but we're thinking if it gets to Seattle, we might go.

from violetwoman :

Yeah Rachel, you can travel here and conquer your fear of travelling, and hold my hand while I conquer my fear of the dentist! ;) Funny how we all have fears, eh? I just wish I had only the 'normal' ones, ie: heights, spiders, snakes!

from annanotbob :

Hi there - just found you when browsing around and have to add you. Hope you don't mind. I'm a teacher too, in England, and never wear socks either (very loose connections, I know...) I've also had an inexplicable gloom over the last few days, but I'm going to CHEER UP and go for a walk. All the best

from celidor :

Just popped in to say Hi.... I've put some wedding pics on my diary, just in case you want a look! I won't be updating, I don't think, but I thought folks might like a look. How's things with you? I'm back to reading diaries when I get a chance! Valerie

from thisismywish :

Yes! You can totally have my un and pw. If you e-mail me at atarifish at yahoo dot com then I will give it to you!:) I'll explain my locking on my blog:)

from h2ophobic :

I'm currently reading WICKED. I bought it because we have the soundtrack to the play and wanted to know who the characters (other than Elphie and Glinda) were. I'm only about 1/2 through. Elphie (and the mystery boy) just started on their journey to Vinkus. I can't say that I'm loving it, but it's getting better. It kind of reminds me of Forrest Gump. The movie was so full of humor and the book was so DARK.

from h2ophobic :

When you wake up, have some tea with honey and lemon and some toast (I'm not sure why, except that's what my Grama always gave me when I had a fever.) Then give yourself a big hug from MT!

from violetwoman :

Hey Rachel, thanks for worrying. *hug* I'm just residing in a pit of despair right now. I'm sure I'll start climbing back up any day now (I always do, thank goodness). Your entry today started off similarly to mine! Hope you're feeling happier, too, and not sick, either!

from h2ophobic :

I think teachers ROCK! I love kids, but have no desirepatience to spend every day with dozens of them, so I really admire those to heed their calling to teach. Hang in there...so many parents are glad that you're there.

from alltheworld :

Hi there, this is thisismywish. You requested a review from me, and I had forgotten. I will add you to my pending list at my new review site (under this link) if you still wanna be reviewed:)

from violetwoman :

P.S. Your medal is in the mail! ;)

from h2ophobic :

Do you wanna sit together at lunch? You're so funny! Honest, but funny!

from thisismywish :

Simmy and the Whale?? Awww! That's precious. Gah, I love kids.

from h2ophobic :

I'm still laughing...I also LOVE to mow the lawn. It's the actual getting out there with the mower that's difficult for me to get around to.

from h2ophobic :

Yay for vacations at the beach! I love your little hula girl template! Sorry about the worrying...I'm a mom, that's what we do. ;o)

from h2ophobic :

Where did you go? I miss you!

from violetwoman :

Rachel, for crying out loud! Where did I read that entry, you know, the one with the initials? Were they RLB? And something about a mug or something? I was thinking Regulus Black even though he's dead, just a shot in the dark at this point. Did you like the ending? A different, more adult format could be interesting but I know for sure that I don't want the books to ever end. Whaaah!

from thisismywish :

I'm back at TIMW

from violetwoman :

Rachel, are you handing out passwords? Put me on the list if you are!!

from nonannies :

Your LOCKED! Oh, stop the MADNESS!

from h2ophobic :

Locked? You're locked? I'm having serious withdrawal symptoms! I hope everyone is OK.

from swimmmer72 :

how open would you like to be with your diary? in other words, will i be able to get the PW? :)

from violetwoman :

Yes, Rachel, why ARE you being such a bitch this week? ;) Who on earth would say that to you, anyway? Jeez Louise.

from h2ophobic :

I don't think it's selfish to be disappointed that something you were looking forward to may not happen. I can tell that you're very compassionate...but you are human. I'll keep your aunt (and the rest of your family) in my prayers.

from bobrules :

I've seen "What a Wonderful World" used ironically so many times at this point that every time I hear, it sounds sarcastic.

from bobrules :

I disagree about praise songs. Not that you ever said you agreed with those people, but I'm going to argue against them anyway. I think that simplistic lyrics are exactly what you need in a praise song. I mean, maybe some songs are a little too simplistic, but hymns can sometimes be way too complicated and archaic. If I'm listening to something for my own enjoyment, I love complex, deep, poetic lyrics. If I'm praising God, however, I want the lyrics to be simple. When I'm in the moment, so to speak, I don't want to have to sit there and analyze what I'm singing, trying to figure out exactly what the author was trying to say or trying to translate out of date words into modern English. Don't get me wrong; I enjoy hymns sometimes and there are a few that I can definitely "enter into worship" well with. A lot of them, however, I might be able to appreciate intellectually, but I just don't get much out of. Not that worshipping should be about me getting anything out of the experience. It's about God. But I'm human and sometimes I need help keeping the right attitude and not thinking about what I'm having for lunch or some girl I just met.

from thehoneypot :

wooohoooo ... you fianlly won .. two times .. bring becca again and see if you win again next time.. that just what you might have needed.. a lady luck

from h2ophobic :

Yay for you! I hope next time you win enough to fill your new purses! P.S. I'm still waiting to find out what RUF songs are.

from h2ophobic :

RUF songs? Please explain. By the way...I don't think you are a MASOCHIST (sp), I think you just have a high tolerance for pain ;-).

from h2ophobic :

Your entry made me laugh. By March (we begin meeting in October) , I'm so SICK AND TIRED of being with my DI team (that I only spend about 4 hours a week with)that it takes everything I have to look supportive. Then by mid-summer, I'm missing them all again!

from thisismywish :

I am locking up. UN: what PW: ever

from h2ophobic :

I wish I had some magic words that would make everything seem better, but I don't. But I will be praying for you. Others tend to forget that the "giver" needs to receive sometimes too.

from asitwere :

Wow, sorry to hear that. You shall prevail!

from h2ophobic :

Keep hanging in there girl! I met my first husband 6 months before we married. We were married for only 18 months. I met Bill (current and forever husband) 5 1/2 years before we married. Although I've met couples who rushed to the altar and were happy, I've met many more who weren't. It sounds cheesey, but it's true. When you meet the one...you know it. You feel it. The foreverness of them and you.

from thisismywish :

I totally love that musical- I'm the head costume designer and I love it SOOO much. I'm glad you can relate:)

from swimmmer72 :

something about me? hmmmm,.... try entries 1-1489... ;) too bad there isn't a link to surveys i've taken in my profile anymore (that got lost in the big d-land meltdown last month) that would tell you a lot. BUT, if there is anything you'd specifically like to know, just ask. i'm pretty much an open book. thanx for the nice comment! :)

from swimmmer72 :

i finally had some time to sit and browse a bit, so i checked out some of your older entries. i like the way you think. :)

from h2ophobic :

I like your new template...very fun. Actually, that's how people look when I draw them!

from h2ophobic :

Ewww! Just the THOUGHT of a snake makes me shudder! You are so brave! My favorite line of your entry was DIE SNAKE DIE! How funny! (Sorry about all the exclamation points...I need to go to ! Anonomous.)

from clarity25 :

Thanks so much for your note and your compliment on my journal! I was really flattered by what you said!:). I know what you mean about growing older, When I turned 26 it was alot more difficult than turning 25. Somehow it seems just another year closer to the dreaded 3-0. So I understand your hesitation towards embracing 28. But on the other hand, I heard that once you turn 30, it stops mattering and you see things more clearly. All the stress was for nothing. Perhaps you reach enlightenment or something:), and to think..the whole time we're dreading it! But at any rate, 28 is young..Just look at the celebrities:). Happy upcoming birthday! P.S. I'm glad to hear that Mackenzie is awake and doing better. How is she now?

from bobrules :

Guys who have a problem with being pursued are dumb. Unless they didn't like you to begin with and just used that as an excuse. That's also dumb, but at least a little more understandable. But who wouldn't want a girl they were into being openly into them? Never has made any sense to me.

from thehoneypot :

i have this STRONG feeling that 28 is gonna be a GREATTTTT year for you

from thisismywish :

Dear Lord, please be with sweet little MacKenzie and her Mom tonight. Help them recover painlessly. In Jesus name, Amen.

from thehoneypot :

i really like this entry and love the minds of your kids

from violetwoman :

Rachel, I scared myself writing this--had to take a pill to relax afterwards! It scared my hubby, too!

from violetwoman :

Yes, but even if I posted a pic, who would ever say it looked horrible? :) It wasn't so bad today. Either that or I am just getting used to it. Still, it's been very traumatic. I kinda look like a female version of Dumb and Dumber!

from h2ophobic :

That afghan is beautiful! You are so talented!

from h2ophobic :

Hey! I enjoy your entries, whether they be happy, sad, angry or indifferent! I miss you!

from celidor :

Rach - did you want some recipes and things for your party? Let me know - amd so happy to help! Hope you're doing ok.

from h2ophobic :

Shopping therapy! I LOVE it!

from thisismywish :

Oh, I am so glad your week is going so wonderfully. You deserve it because you are absolutely splendid.

from thisismywish :

Rachel, we need to get together and watch the Princess bride while jamming to Nickel Creek:)

from thisismywish :

I read your 20/20 entry tonight and almost cried. Man, I can so relate to that feeling and I know how much it must be killing you. Aren't little kids..er...sweet sometimes? Don't get me wrong, I love them, but they can be so...kids sometimes:) Anyway, just keep swimming:) -Beth

from h2ophobic :

I hope you meant for your entry to be funny, because I spewed coffee all over my desk as I read it! Hugging children can be tricky...if they're not grabbing the wrong places, they're getting you sticky 'cause their hands are sticky. Personally I'll take every hug they'll give, because before you know they're aware of their body and your body and don't want to hug anymore.

from clarity25 :

Hi! Thanks for adding me to your favorites! I read through some of your archives and your list of 50 things. Some of them had me giggling, I like your outlook on life, It's also so impressive the history you described with dancing. (I always wanted to know how to dance, but I have two left feet)

from thisismywish :

I am so glad there are other people on this planet that talk to their fish. Lol:)

from thisismywish :

Well, whenever you come back I look forward to reading you. And man, I feel your pain. (Would sobbing on your notes page be horribly wrong?) Anyway, God bless you. -Beth

from h2ophobic :

I will miss you so much! You're already in my daily prayers but I'll "kick it up" a little for some added grace and peace. Hugs from a stranger in Montana!

from violetwoman :

Great pictures! I used to have the same expression on my face during forced family photo-shoots!

from h2ophobic :

I went through the same drama when I moved away from home. I was busy living my life and my Grama was worried about how I was living that life. We set up a time to talk EVERY week. I would call her every Sunday morning and we would chat. Because we only spoke once a week, we actually had things to talk about. I faithfully called her every week (unless I was out of town, and then I would let her know ahead of time) for 13 years until she came here to live with us. I set the boundaries and she was actually happy with them. It gave her something to look forward to and she would save up her "stories" to tell them during our call. Good luck!

from violetwoman :

I think you handled it just fine. You didn't break down and answer the phone, for starters. I don't know how you can get your mom to view you as an 'adult' but I think you're doing okay with your boundaries. Just keep not anwswering when you don't feel like it, don't phone back if you don't want to, and keep reiterating the fact that she phones too much. That's not being mean or disrespectful. It sounds like you are pretty good to your mom as a rule. It's an age thing, too. My mom is really starting to pull the guilt thing on me, lately. It isn't working but it is annoying. Probably the only reason I won't end up like that is because I don't have any kids to pull that shit on! Can't guilt-trip the cats!

from violetwoman :

Hellloooo! I don't know the name of the series of books (if any) but the titles go like this: The Circus of Adventure, The Sea of Adventure, The Castle of Adventure, etc. There's seven in total. He couldn't find the Ship of Adventure but I'm sure Ebay will cough it up some day. Have you heard of them?

from thehoneypot :

Hugsssssssssssssssssssss its you that teaches me too

from myownjourney :

You know, christmas presents are supposed to be a suprise, it's bad protocal to ask someone what they got ya ... ;) On that note, Merry Christmas, Ms. Rachel. :)

from myownjourney :

Hey ya. I'm doing ok I guess. Thanks for asking. :) Just the regular stuff going on. How you doin? (That was an impression of joey from friends in case you missed it) Yeah, I'm a dork. - Ricky

from myownjourney :

My apologies to your mother. :) I hope you had a good day. - Ricky

from lilpeanut80 :

I typed you a master piece of a note a few days ago but for some reason it didn't post correctly. So I shall say only "Happy Thanksgiving". :o)

from myownjourney :

Well said. :)

from teachersrock :

Really? I know that I would notice if one of my former or current teachers lived next door, a few doors down, or even across the street from me. I would be saying hi every-single day. But, I'm glad he waves at you now.

from bobrules :

I just don't know how people can stand talking on a cell phone all the time. I guess you get used to it eventually, but I've never talked on one that had the same sound quality as a land line. Plus, there's just something normal and natural about having a regular phone line to me. Without it, I'd feel sort of cut off from the world. Although I guess some people feel that way about their cell phones. And by the way...every time I look at your name, I either read it as dandy teacher or think of D and D as Dungeons and Dragons.

from bobrules :

That's really funny. I also get songs stuck in my head really easily. That particular song, in fact, is on the current tape that's been playing at Toys R Us, where I work. I've definitely had it stuck in my head a couple of times. I don't mind too much though. It beats the heck out of most of the songs on the tape. Ugh...

from hlmallie :

You know I've been such a huge fan of "the women of comedy" and Mary Tyler Moore seems to be one of my favorites. I'm sure you know the show and isn't she great? To be so single and just so fabulous. I've always wanted to grow up and live Mary Tyler Moore's life~style. I want to go into journalism (writing...not on air) and live independently, so I can admire someone who carries out that life. Though I'm only in high school, I am one of the ONLY girls who does not carry on relationships (not even short termed ones), and trust me...being in the so called "IT" click, it seems to be even tougher. Guys are THE conversation at sleep-overs. I know this seems way elementary but it is everywhere and as I'm sure you know it begins at an early age. To continue my rambles, there is a teacher at my school who I admire greatly and she is single and adopted a little girl from China. I'm just in love with Kelly (the little girl) because she is so great and I can really relate to that teacher. She explained to me that she didn't have luck with guys and could never truly trust them but she wanted a little kid so much...she got Kelly. I have the worse luck with guys and I don't expect that to change. I feel as if that will be my plan, and if not then great! I'm up for whatever comes my way. I think your right in believing that no one else knows what God's plan for you is and you-yourself will soon figure it out with God's help, at least that's what I'll pray for. I can truly admire someone with your way of thinking. It's a great way to be! Mal

from violetwoman :

Good men are harder and harder to find! It's so true. I look at this current crop of twenty-somethings (girls and guys alike) and I just shudder. I think to myself, "How can these people possibly be having 'real' relationships? What on earth do they TALK about?" Young guys nowadays don't want to rescue, for the most part, unless they are caregiver types. A lot of older men DO like to take good care of their women, as products of their generation. ie: my father--he spoils his women rotten, dotes on them, takes total care of them. The perfect man, hehe. But, despite the dwindling odds of finding a good man (sorry) it also boils down to YOUR personality and what YOU gravitate towards. Plonk me in front of a group of fairly 'normal-looking' men and I will unconsciously pick a caregiver every time. My friend Nonie would pick a loser/wifebeater. Janice, a loser/egotistical bastard. Jen, a dysfunctional/needy older man. oooh, I'm having fun. My nasty sister, again like me picks great men. Other sister, would pick someone who SHE could be totally co-dependent with (alcoholic, egoist). We're all so different with how we present ourselves and therefore, not only to we pick out these men, they find us every time, as well. I could analyze people and their relationship foibles til the cows come home, trust me. I've been working on this shit since I was a teenager, kinda like everyone else in this world! The most important thing I've learned, however, is to learn from every mistake and try your best not to repeat them again. Trust your gut feeling. Don't lower yourself so that you feel guilt or shame. Expect to be treated with respect and walk away if you're not. It's tough! Men, who needs 'em? (we do! we do!)

from myownjourney :

Hi. I hope you don't mind, but I quoted you in my recent post in regards to the question about "rescuing". It's just a subject i've thought alot about and i thought it might be a little much to answer it here. :) - Rick

from hlmallie :

I'm sorry for the struggles you've been going through. They keep telling us "kids" that high school is the kingdom of gossip and none sense....college, after college, you won't be petty over such silly child's play. Oh but you do...Don't you? Well Sweetheart....good luck in all u do! *Mallarie

from quietguy :

My point exactly. Thank you very much for your note. --Q.G.

from doghigh :

Have you seen "Shattered Glass"? We just rented it this past weekend. Decent, character-driven flick. Feel better!!!!!

from liquid-mojo :

It's about time you saw that movie... ;)

from hlmallie :

My favorite english teacher has been telling me forever to watch Funny Girl because she knew I love Streisand and I am so glad I finally rented it. The people who work at the movie store that go to my school always give me the funniest looks for renting all the musicals time after time. So funny. Any who you should definately check out West Side Story. Last year my theatre teacher had us compare West Side Story to Romeo and Juliet. Fun fun! And remember..."I'm a bagal on a plate full of onion rolls!!"

from myownjourney :

Thank you for the sweet note. That was really nice of ya. :) - Rick

from quietguy :

It was not cheesy at all. Thank you very much! -- Q.G.

from violetwoman :

And so you SHOULD know your school days :) Thank you for the info, who'd have thought there were REAL reasons behind school holidays, and I just thought they were arbitrary.

from violetwoman :

Cool layout! Yes, a whole year-it's hard to believe. Time goes FAR too fast these days!

from quietguy :

You are correct. Meeting someone in that manner normally makes me feel self-conscious. However, for some reason when I was talking to LA I didn't feel that way. Talking to MC, well, maybe a little bit partly because I hadn't originally recognized her. Thank you so much for your note. --Q.G.

from doghigh :

Yes, I am fine, not TOO insane. Sounds like you might be though...try to be a little kinder to yourself, even in your scolding.

from doghigh :

I know, I know! I'm being an anti-social pain in the ass ;-) I am working on a plan to either move to a new moniker or reopen shop but with oder entries archived. For now I'm just laying low ;-)

from bibulous :

I don't know how you do it. Hang in there with Brooke.

from doghigh :

I hope you're feeling better today. Take care of yourself...

from quietguy :

Did you get this kintergarden teacher's number? ;-) --Q.G.

from quietguy :

Oh boy, I sure hope I didn't offend. That was not what my intent was. It was just an observation on my part. Of course the line of work dictates what one wears. Lifeguards don't wear pant suits and vice versa. Still, I don't see why not a simple pant suit can't be in order for some teachers. Or Dockers and a sports coat. You're not supposed to be comfortable at work anyway. ;-) Thank you as always for your note, I always appreciate it. --Q.G.

from doghigh :

I spelled a word wrong in the last note...I'm aware of it...and I am moving on...just wanted to acknowledge that ;-)

from doghigh :

If you are truly happy and doing no harm to anyone else...what difference does it matter what the circumstances are? **** On a seprate note...have you read the new Lemony Snicket? I received as a Christmas present but have yet to read it...

from violetwoman :

Yes, my dear, you HAVE been much too quiet lately. Good to have an update!

from violetwoman :

yeah, gimme more updates......pleeeease!

from doghigh :

Hi sweetie...thanks for thinking of me. I am thinking of you...we should really IM or talk or something sometime soon. Ciao!!

from hlmallie :

glad to know you'll be back at home soon!

from bibulous :

I feel for you. I hope you're thawing out there.

from bibulous :

Hi, I really think you have a wonderful diary.

from hlmallie :

Chin up! I think it's said that the world thinks everyone has to be a size 2! Influence from the mass medias are to blame. Check out the magazines and all you see are tooth pick lookin girls! Look as Monroe she was a 16!

from violetwoman :

I think most of us have those photos, honey. I know I do. From the days when my waist was 23" and I was in spectacular shape and gee, I had no wrinkles, either! Don't feel bad!

from hlmallie :

This is one reason I do not want to teacher young children, I'd rather grade a zillion essays...LOL! I don't do well with little ones, not even my own cousins. I hope tomorrow is better for you! Mal

from violetwoman :

Almost like cats? ALMOST?? Well that's good to know! Thanks for the compliment! :)

from celidor :

I'm not sure how I found your diary...but, I'm a teacher too - on the other side of the world - and I LOVE Anne of GG and The Princess Bride! Mind if I add you to my favourites, and pop over every now and again? Valerie

from doghigh :

You have a nightmare like that as well?? Is this a "Nightmare on Elm Street" scenario or are we both just crazy?

from hlmallie :

Wow! I can't believe you caught on to my lyrics! I'm a huge Bette fan! Ya know, I'm hating those "Lavarne" letter sweaters too! I was looking for a nice red shirt for my Christmas pictures at school, and all we ever saw was pink pink and pink! Later! Mal

from awomanalone :

I'm sorry you're having a hard time :( If our society had it's priorities in order, teachers would be making a lot more money. PS- I hate Seinfeld, too. Ick.

from doghigh :

Of all the journals I read...I think you have changed the most in your writing...it's great! I remember how guarded you seemed in the beginning and now...it's ALL there ;-) Um...HOW could you not like Seinfeld? And even more importantly...how can you LIKE Home Imrovement?? ;-) Please explain this to me...

from doghigh :

It's so funny...I remember the whole incident with your Aunt from last year!! I can't believe I have been around here as long as I have. It's kind of like in a friendship or relationship when you first realize that you have common memories to look back on...a cool feeling but also somewhat reality inducing on the concept of time.

from violetwoman :

I dunno what they mean! hehee, I just heard it on the radio. It IS September so how hot can it get? I think maybe 80F? is what I heard from somebody at work. Normally, our autumn (and our entire year, for that matter)is rainy and cool and windy. This summer was a total record breaker, both for lack of rain and for high temperatures, up to 100F at times, which is OBSCENE, let me tell you! It probably averaged 85F for most of the summer. We don't get the humidity, though, which I hear is the real killer. Is that more info than you needed to hear? Hopefully soon you'll hear me whining about the rain, though it's predicted it's going to be a warmer, drier winter than usual as well. Damn it. I miss the days when we got snow. (global warming is here to stay!) I love snowstorms. Ach, I'm babbling. Nighty-night!

from violetwoman :

Yes, you do have an issue with sex if you FEEL that you do. If it's negatively impacting your life, then you're doing a good thing by addressing it. I imagine there's lots of info on the net, bookstores, etc, though of course, a counsellor would be good (expensive, unfortunately). And it could just be a passing phase caused by other stuff in your life. And yet again, it could just be the dreaded WILL-POWER!!! That is almost a four-letter word. But you know what I mean. :)

from doghigh :

No, definitely not a teacher...let's just call me a...sagely friend ;-)

from doghigh :

I think you know exactly what you are talking about when it comes to how you feel. My point was only that sometimes (I know I do this) things seem more severe than they actually are. Not that your feelings regarding the issue is invalid, simply that you could probably feel better if you assesed(sp?) the situation from a safer distance and realized that, while it still may be a problem, it isn't necessarily an addiction, and as a result things may be easier to manage than originally thought. Am I making sense?? I havn't had any caffeine yet ;-)

from doghigh :

Do you really believe that you are an "addict"?

from violetwoman :

Thanks for the congrats! Yes, we (I) move quickly when we (I) decide to! I've got the dreaded sunburn as well. Ouch!

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