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from imatwin :
oh okay :)
from imatwin :
did you change your password?
from onlygrace :
:) we all need our privacy, so i get it! no worries. ill check out the other blog site though, soon. ;)
from onlygrace :
i guess you want your entries to be private from now on. ;) hope all is well w/ you, though. :)
from idontpretend :
Oh, it's kool. I understand. :)
from imatwin :
Wow, I thought we had a short lunch. I live about 10 mins away from my school if I walk fast enough, but our lunches are and hour long. ~Alex
from idontpretend :
You changed your password. :(
from onlygrace :
yale. psh, who needs 'em. :) im sure its a great school, and all those other ivy league schools are great...but if it means my parents will be bankrupt, then no thanks! besides, i still have med school to worry about! :) have a blessed week!
from onlygrace :
all those applications dont just mean essays, it costs money too, depending on the school and everything! so i chose like 5 schools. but i already got accepted into the one i want to go to. :)
from onlygrace :
i want to major in psychology, and ill be a pre-med student. i want to become a psychiatrist in the future! what about you? wait are you a junior? :)
from onlygrace :
um, im definitely dorming. probably going to a school like stonybrook university..but i applied to cornell just for the heck of it, even thought ill get rejected. :)
from onlygrace :
nope, im a senior. im officially the valedictorian too! :) i found out on friday! :) i cant wait til graduation. i kinda just wanna go to college, start fresh and just meet new people. im sick of this place, lol :)
from imatwin :
Yeah, it's the same with. My teacher and class are pretty good this year, but the text book is so boring! Ugg. I hate having to read it, it just makes me want to sleep. lol
from onlygrace :
i had a whole entry on trust. actually, now that i think about it, half the bitter/angry/annoyed entries ive ever written deal with pent up feelings about people and the trust ive lost with them. its hard to trust, but i hope the right people eventually come into my life. i hope ill learn to fully trust people again. but it doesnt help when everyone keeps on disappointing me. =/ whatever, ill let God deal with those fools. im just trying to live life and graduate out of high school. :)
from onlygrace :
i get along with guys more than girls too. grr, i like it better that way because girls tend to annoy me really easily, but in the future, i hope i can stop being "one of the guys" and find THE GUY for me. but this is all part of trusting God. trusting Him with my future, because He knows what He's doing. :)
from onlygrace :
thats one of my biggest fears too. living life alone.
from imatwin :
Wow. I wish my history books were like that. Maybe they'd be a little more intertesting. Though, I still love history.
from onlygrace :
haha, i felt like i had to. i mean, why else would i be holding the hands of 2 girls?
from onlygrace :
the dixie chicks' new album is just thought provoking music, that really captures their feelings. unlike beyonces garbage, it talks about more meaningful topics, considering "not ready to make nice" was written in regards to the president. so i appreciate them for those reasons. theyre real and they dont sing cruddy songs. ;)
from imatwin :
I thought I did reply to your last comment? I guess not...sorry, I like to get back to all the people who comment. I've been doing a lot better then I was that day. I deal with it every day, feeling like someone wants something more from me than I have. thank you for putting me in your thoughts, I'm glad someone actually thinks of me. I wish I had today off, but there just wasn't enough snow to close schools (only a foot and a half maybe two), but I don't have to get up early tomorrow for Choir, so I'm glad for that. Thanks for the notes! And happy Valentine's day! ~Alex
from onlygrace :
she's amazing. shes from where im from. (the bronx) i thought that was rad. =D
from imatwin :
That was a beauitful story. You truly are amazing at writing. I only wish I could write like that.... what made it even more powerful for me was as I read in the background I was listening Adagio by Albinoni which is sort of a sad song. Anyways, I loved the whole thing, it was lovely -well in a dark sad way. If your music career doesn't work out (which I'm sure it will) you should become a writer :D ~Alex
from imatwin :
thanks, I deleted the note. Being sick sucks, I just got over a cold. Get better soon! ~Alex
from spillink :
thanks, I deleted it. I like your new layout by the way.
from imatwin :
hey, I tired going on your diary, and I sort of lost your password :D Could you refresh my memory? ~Alex
from spillink :
hey, sorry but I lost the password and username to be able to read your diary because my internet explorer got updated. could you possibly sent it to me again? e-mail: katie_p@hotmail.com or leave a note. Thanks!
from imatwin :
lol. yeah..... no. ~Alex
from onlygrace :
wow, that MUST be awesome! i know some worship leaders that eventually went to CFNI (http://www.cfni.org/), so that was pretty cool. CFNI-- some of their music is really good btw, cause the work with hillsong from time to time. :)
from onlygrace :
whos matt goss?
from onlygrace :
dude, things could ALWAYS be worse. =)
from onlygrace :
i hope everything's okay. =/
from imatwin :
I completely understand. I just wish everyone else saw that.
from onlygrace :
btw, delays make my days. (that rhymed haha) andddd i LOVE imogen heap! :)
from onlygrace :
hi! how are ya? :)
from idontpretend :
lmao, cute. >.<
from spillink :
hey, thanks for the note :) It's good to know that someone thinks the same way I do. PS. I love rodeos
from imatwin :
Yeah, I tried not being mad at her for it because it takes to much energy. I'm not too mad now, I've sort of 'dropped it' I guess.
from araquen :
Yeah, doing school plays are always fun! I've met so many more people who I never would have talked to previous.
from spillink :
haha no it doesn't bother me at all. I love reading. I haven't been doing a ton of reading at the moment (other than readings for University) but yah. I can't wait until summer break so I'll actually have time to do fun reading!
from spillink :
yes, it's definitly worth it, just difficult. I haven't read the book, but I think I've read the fiction book "House" by him. That book is amazing, it's like a christian thriller that is fiction obviously. I'll have to check the book you mentioned out sometime. He's a great author.
from spillink :
I know exactly what you mean. Sometimes it's easier to block Him out when He says things you don't want to hear for whatever reason. People really don't realize how hard it really is to be a Christian sometimes.
from spillink :
there are so many amazing things we can learn from God. Which sounds simpler that it actually is.
from imatwin :
Oh, I never saw the other one. Sorry.
from araquen :
Crazy indeed. Even more crazy that in Kansas they've got several feet while we're warm and dry. Sorry I haven't been leaving notes or anything! Another New Year's Resolution... start writing more notes to people. =]
from imatwin :
Yeah I love it!!!
from imatwin :
Oh I have no problem with her being friends with a lot of guys. I agree, being friends with guys is way easier then with girls. I just meant that it's confusing because I don't know any of her friends. And they all flirt with her (well I don't know for a fact if you could call it flirting) and she hasn't really had to deal with that before so she gets really confused and mixed messages. Do you get what i mean?
from imatwin :
That sucks, getting a fake tree. And I've never heard of anyone being alergic to the real ones. strange. My family hasn't gotten a tree yet, we normally don't get ours until the week before. I can't wait!
from imatwin :
Yah!! Woot Woot! Congrads. ~Alex
from spillink :
Congrats on the licence!
from imatwin :
About a year and a half now. I"m not very good, sadly :( I can play a few songs, but nothing speical. Meh. ~Alex
from idontpretend :
lol, yeah, I'd say you got cheated. :o And yes, you did spell calculus right. lol
from idontpretend :
lmmfao, I don't think they taught this stuff in school. :D lmao means laughing my ass off. :D
from idontpretend :
lmao, Rocky's wife. :D In the first movie, he cries her name out after some big achievement. :D
from idontpretend :
Adriiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn!!!!!
from idontpretend :
lmao, yeah, I'm a guy. You're goooood. :o
from idontpretend :
Oh, hey, are you a girl? With a name like Rocky, I thought you were a guy. :x
from imatwin :
yeah, it's the same with me. I hate shopping for christmas presents, but I love giving (and getting :P) them, and wrapping them. So much fun. Plus my cat will sit on the wrapping paper while your trying to do it. So funny. ~Alex
from imatwin :
Your very busy. that school sounds amazingly cool. I dont know if you've ever heard of it, but there's music school in Toronto called Humber. It's one of the college's/university's I really want to go to. It focus' more on recording music... yeah I'm boring you. Well yeah... it would be really cool to work at a music store. I'm thinking about applying at this music store next year... I'm rambling aren't I? ~Alex
from imatwin :
It's by Gary Jules. The song is called "Mad World" and he has a myspace if you want to listen to it. It's been stuck in my head all day :P ~Alex
from imatwin :
ramble away... I tend to do it myself :D I know what you mean. But it didn't rain here, in fact it was just really cold. I can't wait till it snows, were supposed to get like 10cm or something on friday! Yah! ~Alex
from imatwin :
Wow. I must of confused you. I live in Southern Ontario, about five hours away from the U.S Boarder (Nigara Area). follow so far? I don't know where you live, but if you lived in New York or Ohio that'd be a northern State. Follow? I'm sorry if I sound like I'm talking to child -because I don't think of you in that way. But yeah, we just celebrate thanks Giving at different times because Canada has their fall earlier then most southern states (texas, florida, Louisanna etc). I hope I've made it more clear this time. Wow. It looks like that 98% I got last year in Geography actually did prove out that I had some navigational skills ;) ~Alex
from imatwin :
Yah, 16 more days! It's the same for my school. Its all we talk about in my first period clas :) ~Alex
from imatwin :
I think I'm about to confuse you a little more :D Sorry. I think it depends on where you live. In more nothen States, and more southern Provinces (that's we call them here, if you didn't know) the warmer it gets, and less snow fall kind of stuff. But roughly, yes, that's what I think it is.
from idontpretend :
I'm 31 now, and she's 20. Our birthdays are pretty close together.
from imatwin :
Oh I see what I did. I was wishing Americans happy Thanksgiving, because Canadians had it on Oct 9 (I did it on the Sunday, Oct 8), and it really didn't apply for you guys down south ;) But we do celebrate it, just at a different time then you guys because our winter comes earlier. And yeah, I hope I've made some sense. :D ~Alex
from imatwin :
I'm just as confused as you are... maybe I wrote it wrong. Ugg. I'll go and check.
from imatwin :
Oh yeah, we just have it in October because our harvest (because that's what thanks giving is all about) is early due to the fact were more up north. So yeah, I celebrate it :) ~Alex
from imatwin :
Yah! Now I can wish you happy thanksgiving! So yeah, happy thanksgiving!! ~Alex
from imatwin :
Yah! Now I can wish you happy thanksgiving! So yeah, happy thanksgiving!! ~Alex
from imatwin :
I love living in Cananda. That's all I've got to say :D ~Alex
from imatwin :
Yeah...she's a friend of mine.
from imatwin :
Don't we all?
from fan4 :
You're welcome. :)
from imatwin :
Yup, she's the one and only twin sister I've got. I have an older brother too, Josh, but he lives in his own world. You sound like my sister-in-law who had five real siblings, and seven step-siblings. And she was the <i>middle</i> child like me, which apparently makes it worse *shrugs*. I know it's just sibling thing, but it bugs me how she hates- I mean dislikes me so much, when we had been like best friends for awhile. The only thing is that it's been worse then normal. Oh well, I'll live. I've gone through worse, I guess. ~Alex
from imatwin :
Hahahahahaha...glad to know I'm not the only one that goes crazy with Christmas. ~Alex
from imatwin :
Oh, haha. Wow :O My last note was really long :D ~Alex
from imatwin :
Cadets are organiztion runed by the government where they show kids what the forces are like. There's army, air, and sea. I'm sure you acn guess what they all are. And yeah my sister goes to the Barricks where they have meetings, and learn stuff. and yeah. It's like Girl Guiding except armed forces style, and it's alot of fun (well if you like that kind of stuff), and you can get paid for going to camp arcoss the country. I hope I explained this well.
from imatwin :
No, my sister is a sea cadet and my broher used to be. My mum is the V.P for the Branch, and has to do all whole bunch of stuff like Fundraising. Do you know what Cadets is? I don't know if they have them in the U.S.
from onlygrace :
your husband*
from onlygrace :
well i love these people. but i cant go on living my life giving ALL THE TIME, being upset if i cant be with these certain people, and being the happiest when theyre here, cause the feelings are definitely not mutual. i give and i give, without expecting anything. but theres only so much more i can give before breaking down. if you were married, and you're husband wasnt showing enthusiasm for the relationship, even though your heart was completely set on it, wouldnt you feel upset? =/ kay, take care. btw, i miss reading your entries.
from imatwin :
Yup. I was some weird looking Goth thing.
from betholindo :
It's the sixth largest city in the world.
from imatwin :
Happy Halloween!!
from araquen :
Old-fashioned, maybe, but it's definitely cool. =] Oh yeah, and I've been meaning to ask if you were giving out your password and username... I miss reading your diary. (dreams_calling@yahoo.com)
from onlygrace :
maybe i lost your username/password combo? care to send it? (email is obsess89@yahoo.com)
from imatwin :
Why, I don't know. I guess because my house is so big, and the fact that I'm all alone in my room...I don't know really. I just don't like being alone in big houses. I've watched way to many horror movies. lol. ~Alex
from imatwin :
Why is it when ever you work really hard on something, everything seems to want to stop you from actaully handing it in? Carma. Well, I don't believe in the stuff, but...I'm just going to stop talking =) ~Alex
from imatwin :
You have a cd coming out? that's SO cool. I would love to be in your position, but I would probably have to do the same thing in blocking my diary and junk just because it would so personal.
from imatwin :
I hate labels, and get labeled often. But I find myself labelling people just so I can explain myself better. It's horrible, but labels have become such a part of our lives, that sometimes you don't even realize your doing it. And that's just sick to call your own child evil.
from araquen :
Nope, not on strike... I guess my school is just weird, haha.
from imatwin :
well, some people wouldn't believe it if you saw us together because we look nothing alike, but yeah I have a twin sister. I'm older then her by like one minute. And I totally get what you mean, about reading what you wrote, and wondering where it came from.
from imatwin :
your entries are so poetic in a way.
from imatwin :
Yah! It worked! Thanks ~Alex
from imatwin :
hey, sorry to bug you again, but the password you gave me doesn't seem to be working.
from imatwin :
Hey, I was wondering if I could have the password to your diary. I'll really miss reading your diary.
from spillink :
you've locked your diary? I'll miss reading it.
from after- :
I would've been more help if I checked my email sooner lol sorry, it looks like you got it to work right?
from after- :
Lol you could always just shove it under your bed and in your closet.
from araquen :
Haha, I have the same problem cleaning my room.
from thenshefell- :
Sorry I didn't get back to you sooner! The humidity level has been at least at 85% all week long. It's been really bad. I wish Winter would hurry up and come on. Not that it matters. It was so warm on Christmas last year that we considered barbequing.
from araquen :
lol, I guess it is kind of silly, but it gives me a sort of independence I guess. =]
from wait4you :
Just wanted to say hi and ask how you're doing :)
from meganwaits :
What fun. I hope with the artist. Hope it cools down where you are. Rain here. We haven't had any in so long we aren't sure what to make of it, but very happy to have some.
from spillink :
haha, that's awesome- I've so done that before. I can't wait to hear about your trip, my 2 friends just left on a missions trip to guyana (south america) today :) Anyways, feel free to write as much as you please in my guestbook!
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
Hey! Sorry for the delay--did you still want a review?
from spillink :
I wouldn't mind hearing a bit about your trip :)
from araquen :
have a good trip!
from onlygrace :
the one all the way to the left. ;) the first girl you see. its GIRL (ME), GIRL (SISTER), GIRL (COUSIN), BOY (BROTHER. :) dork.
from spillink :
I hope you have an amazing time on your trip! I'm sure it will be a very memorable and moving experience :) Peace, Katie
from bitterwineuk :
normal size shampoos. 200ml I think but it's really nice shamoo, it's kiwi and mango 2 in 1 shampoo and conditioner and it smells so lovely without being overpoweringly sweet. Very feminine and makes my hair so shiny. I couldn't resist getting a couple more bottles in when it's on special.
from after- :
Lol well it sounds a lot more peaceful than mine at least!
from lovergurl93 :
hey. i know u have no clue who i am but i was lookin for a friend to talk to. do u think we could. we have a lot of interest. well if ya do then write me bak l8er.
from thenshefell- :
u.n: guest - p.w: erika ♥
from bunny828 :
Hi! I always love going out to Lancaster. I'm a country girl at heart. I just can't stand the city. I think the guy in the car was a mennonite, though I can't remember exactly what he was wearing. I didn't know till this morning that Amish can not wear prints. I read it online and your comment confirmed it. A number of the women that I had mistaken for Amish were actually wearing prints. That explained the air conditioning, the lack of an apron and her mention of a sewing machine. It made me wonder what percentage of the "Amish" goods are really Amish.
from after- :
You sound like you have such a peacful life, I'm so envious.
from imatwin :
Not to sure. It may be a jealously thing between my sister and I. She's always had boys following her since age 12. And it's not so much that I need a boyfriend, it's just that for a lot of my friend's it's all they care about, and when ever they find out, they always can't believe it. I dunno really. ~Alex
from readthisline :
such a beautiful diary.. xx
from spillink :
I've only read the recent ones. I found your diary when I was skimming through the member's area. I noticed your username because my name is Kate or Katie (depending on who you talk to) and decided to check it out.
from leadme :
Are you locked forever? :(
from spillink :
I think I may become addicted to your diary. I'm adding you to my buddy list
from onlygrace :
you've been tagged! (http://onlygrace.diaryland.com/tagged.html)
from after- :
Well a copyright can run without an "official label of copyright" there's so many cracks in the copyright system lol
from after- :
You should put a recording up!
from araquen :
Yup...a week and a half left...I'm counting the seconds. lol.
from after- :
Oh and that' s agood rule to have :)
from after- :
my bad, I was just changing the layout and forgot to unlock, I would've given you th u/p if I actually had meant to keep it locked lol. :)
from anita-girl :
Thank you so much for the compliment on my baby's name! My husband picked it out actually and I loved it too! Ariel for a girl means Lioness of God and is another name for Jersaleum which I think is just great! Ariel is also in the bible! :> I also think she is just gorgeous...
from after- :
This is an awesome design I love it!
from onlygrace :
i dont get brio, but i get ccm magazine. shane and shane are the best two singers in the world. i mean, their harmonies, is what they're known for because it's so PERFECT. check out this video...(http://youtube.com/watch?v=WlWTUOVHvlE&search=shane%20and%20shane) this video doesnt even do them justice. check them out at http://www.shaneandshane.com/ :) gosh, im such an awesome promoter...i should get paid for this. lol
from figmentatus :
Thanks for being such a big source of support for me ovr the last few months. I know that I love dave and I know he still loves me, I just have to show him what he means to me and that I am willing to get the help I need. Thanks for everything. *HUGS*
from onlygrace :
i heard that pride and prejudice was really good. my cousin is going to have a sleepover and we're all gonna watch it. just us girlies. lol :) should be fun, cause i heard it was better than the average love story/movie. ;)
from imatwin :
nice song...or poem...or what ever. It's really good. Did you write it or did you get it from some where? ~Alex
from onlygrace :
aw how awesome! nichole nordeman is my hero. :) but yeah, im going to texas to see shane and shane and go to the christian festival. i swear, if i see michael w. smith, ill pass out in awe. yeah so im really excited. i think the shanes are coming up to NY like 3 more times after, so im REALLLY excited about that too!
from imatwin :
I look forward to see an entry from you. The way you write them is amazing. ~Alex
from leadme :
I love your entries.
from leadme :
You didn't see what?
from figmentatus :
Yeah, Dave and I were together for almost 2 years. We broke up in January after I moved back home. I still love him.
from imatwin :
lol...it's really the only way I can communicate with my mum sometimes. We don't really see eye to eye-if you know what I mean-sometimes. Thanks for the note ~Alex
from figmentatus :
Thanks so much, I went to read it and couldnt get it, I was so worried you didn't want anyone reading it anymore. Hope you're well. *HUGS*
from thenshefell- :
Sure you can have it! I would love to give it to you, but could you please give me your email address so that I can email it to you? I'm sorry for that inconvenience, but I just don't want it posted out there for snooping people to find. People tend to do that to me a lot, and it's always the people that I don't want to know it that find it. Talk to ya soon!
from gupy :
I was going to write exactly what araquen just left you...well thanks a lot! I thought that you didnt know that i read your diary. And yeah, i was wondering; but once again, thanks! Tk care!
from araquen :
Yes, thanks so much! I've been meaning to write you a note asking for the password for a few days now. Thanks again.
from onlygrace :
free2dream, yo. =)id like to read your diary...yet i have no info about the new locked situationnn. :(
from thenshefell- :
Yes, I do still read your diary. Thank you for the username and password. ♥
from two-review :
Hi, it's Katie from two-review. I just need your username and password before I can review your diary. You can e-mail them to me if you like at kooka_burra@hotmail.com. Thanks!
from thenshefell- :
Hey, it's Erika (WithDaisies) and this is my diary on here. I won't be updating at withdaisies anymore, so if you would like feel free to replace it with this diary. God bless ♥
from after- :
You're not really that repetitive, but everyone is just a little, you can't help it, some things happen more than once...
from imatwin :
I know how you feel. I've felt that way a lot. Thanks for the book name, I'm going to check it out. I'm always trying to find new books! <3 Alex
from after- :
thats the good thing about a new day, you can start again new!
from fan4 :
How are your ankles doing?
from somstar :
glad you had fun!
from withdaisies :
Happy Birthday! Now you're Sweet Sixteen! ♥
from imatwin :
Adding people is what I do best! Yeah i don't know why I had to say that...:)
from somstar :
You can do it! I have faith in that! I added you as one of my favorites, because you have quickly become that.
from fan4 :
Why don't you like to wear bras?
from fan4 :
Happy birthday!
from somstar :
For some reason i thought you were much older... Glad you had fun!
from araquen :
Nope. But it was all good.
from somstar :
This layout is outstanding, I absolutley lov eit!
from araquen :
They went outside, thinking they were allowed to get back in afterward. It was fine, though. They just went home and hung out there.
from free2dream :
i wanted a simple design. =) thanks for making itt! LOL
from free2dream :
im worn out too.
from fan4 :
Get well soon!
from free2dream :
it's about God. if I dont have GOD, then..I'm nothing. ;)
from withdaisies :
Yes, it's very sunny where I live. Well, Saturday it was. Now it's kind of cloudy. I live in Texas so you never really know what the weather is going to do next. I loved your most recent entry. I relate to it so well at times. ♥
from araquen :
Nope. I think I'll end up just going with friends. And nope, it hasn't been announced yet to the majority of the students. I only know about it from some friends in the club that's running it. I'll be sure to keep you updated, though. Hahaha, I love Relient K!
from withdaisies :
The name of the song is "Only Hope". It's performed by Mandy Moore, and is on "A Walk To Remember" soundtrack. Thank you for the comment. :)
from fan4 :
You're welcome. :)
from withdaisies :
Heya! Thank you for adding me to your list of favorites. I checked our your diary, and added you back. God Bless! ♥
from fan4 :
Some of my quotes come from there. :)
from fan4 :
http://www.dailyinspiringquotes.net/
from fan4 :
That's the URL for the Christian quote source. If you visit the site, you can sign up for the quotes too by typing in your e-mail addy.
from fan4 :
http://www.heartlight.org/cgi-shl/quotemeal.cgi
from fan4 :
I signed up for two services which send me quotes in my inbox.
from godsong :
Hey there - I just wanted to check if you'd received my email. Have a wonderful weekend - hope to hear from you soon! God Bless!
from araquen :
Grrr, you're one of the lucky ones with the straight teeth. ;) Haha. Well, I hope soccer goes well for you...
from cmon4billion :
i tend to delete some entries like 5 minutes after writing them because im a perfectionist and i think i can do better :X and no, 10 bucks gets me about 4 gallons.
from araquen :
Haha, good question. I have no clue.
from free2dream :
aww that sounds like fun! have fun down in nyc! =}
from gupy :
No, im just going to watch a friend dance.- Gabriela
from cmon4billion :
yeah, i actually do have quite a problem accepting compliments. its just strange for me to someone to admire my writing as i admire other people's writing. i wasnt meaning to be rude, either. im just messing with you. im a jackass.
from cmon4billion :
if by unique you mean retarded, haha
from fan4 :
On March 6th. (3 days after my birthday), I'll have to recite a poem in my Craft of Verse class.
from araquen :
Oh, yeah, and I did know I was using one of your designs! I love it! I meant to leave you a note or comment or something but got sidetracked. =]
from araquen :
Yep.
from free2dream :
ugh i hate stress.
from cmon4billion :
sometimes i buy things at 1:00 in the morning that i dont even think about. i plan on taking lessons, though. and i say violin, but really, i should say fiddle. because thats what i want to learn how to do. (its easier, and more fun)
from araquen :
I'm sorry they didn't take you seriously... I hope you're feeling better...
from randh :
Beautiful and poigant diary. I'm 2 entries in and I love it.
from somstar :
well i assume that diaries are meant to be something special to the individual, and mine, is I love somstar <3 And I love Kate :P
from figmentatus :
Yeah it does, he's the only person I have ever really loved and it hurts all the time.
from gupy :
Hey! If is the "Two Angels" entry, I didnt write it. It was posted in a christian website. The link is in the entry, if you want to check it out. And I hope that you enjoy the most about your trip to Africa. It must be amazing to go there. tk care!
from fan4 :
I've never traveled outside of the US. I hope you enjoy your Africa trip.
from araquen :
I think you might have left the wrong person a note. ;) I was never going to post any papers about world religions.
from araquen :
I hope things start turning around for you. :) A Narnia message board. A place for different people to post messages and discuss the Chronicles of Narnia. I'll be sure to put the link up as soon as we're finished.
from figmentatus :
Thanks for the well wishes. My parents are pretty good, I have my own things to do and they completley understand that, all I am asked to do is let them know when I am getting home (roughly) so that in the morning they know whether I am supposed to be there or not. So, it shouldn't be too bad.
from free2dream :
"I wish I could look into his eyes without feeling like he's analyzing me and seeing if I look perfect." *sigh* he thinks i look perfect all the time. :) im a psychopath, dont mind me. :D
from free2dream :
btw, our similarities with this is just cuuhhraazzy. ;)
from free2dream :
wow totally delete that note i just sent you. it was for someone else. *slaps forehead* weirdly enough, he's exactly 3 1/2 years older than me. todays my half birthday! LOL. weirdness galore. :) thanks for all your advice and notes...and im totally gonna respect my parents' wishes. im glad im not stupid or id have been in a much worse off condition. :) thanks for everything.
from wait4you :
Wow, the Green Eyes entry...that was just beautiful. Did you write that? Cuz it was awesome! I'm adding it for my favorite entries.
from fan4 :
I had my lunch before class started today.
from saskii :
hi! you left me a note... umm if you dont mind me asking... who are you lol i dont think weve ever met! thanx
from araquen :
It's a little late, but Merry Christmas to you, too!
from fan4 :
I thought people would be curious about what I recieved for Christmas.
from wait4you :
Aww :( It made me think, how God's timing is best. My timing sucks. But it's not our faults; we're just human and of course we're going to mess up one time or another. But God can use our timing and make things okay. It's just it takes a while, but hopefully it'll be worth it, you know? I'm at my grandparents house now. Christmas party. Gotta love Christmas ;)
from wait4you :
Glad to hear things went lots better. Merry Christmas!! :-D
from koi-ishly :
I like your diary, hope you don't mind me adding you =)
from wait4you :
Hey Chaucee! I'm back! Well for now. Sneaking on again ;) anyways so yeah I'm just catching up on everyone's diaries. I'd just like to say that, that kind of love does exist. It's very, very hard to find, however, and can take years to find and seconds to destroy, but it is out there. And of course, you've got family--the love that does love you no matter what--the love that you can't destroy or rid of; the people who know all about you, even more. Going out into the real world, however...gets dangerous. But yes, we all long for that gift. I agree w/ giving, too. I mean, I like both the same. I gave my friends and favorite teacher chocolates me and my mom made and it felt soo good! My friend Liz was very, very happy. I love making people happy knowing I caused it; it feels so wonderful. Anyway so yeah that's all I've got to say now...and hope everything's going well for you. I only have one more final. Woo-hoo! Just English, them I'm done. I've got As and Bs for the semester. Anyway I'll talk to you later and hope school's going well for you!! :-)
from applewhite :
Thanks. I'm glad that someone does
from littledjblue :
that last entry, with the note.. you wrote that at 13? wow.
from free2dream :
that entry...man im gonna USE THAT and show it to people...wow. :) yeah i get out earlier, possibly cause catholic private schools appreciate their holiday season more than anyone else ever will. :)
from fan4 :
Did you read the entry I typed up before doing that 10 comment list?
from fan4 :
You're welcome. :)
from fan4 :
Get well soon Chaucee!
from bitterwineuk :
hope you are soon feeling better, Becca
from fan4 :
Your guestbook hates me for some reason. I tried signing it twice, and it wouldn't work. Anyway, Tiger's *my* cat. She's curious, thinks pens are toys, and loves spending time with me.
from bitterwineuk :
(((((hugs))))) you sound so sad hun. Ever wanna scream shout kick etc I'm a good listener. Always behind you, Becca.
from bitterwineuk :
Glad to hear you are ok and no-one was seriously hurt. Take it nice and easy today. :) Becca
from bitterwineuk :
HEY,Thank you so much for the hint. I did it. Hurrah. I have been on d'land since 2000 and I am still learning so much about html through trial and error but I'm quite confident now. I hope you have a nice weekend and I added some old extras as you may have seen. I hope you like them. Next big job is to organize my quizzes. Take care and thanks again ♥ Becca
from araquen :
Oh, wow! I can't wait to see that movie! I'm glad to hear that it's as awesome as it looks like it's going to be...
from araquen :
Almost all A's...very close. lol. Um...it's a pretty screwed up grading system. An A is 94 or above, and a B+ is 90-93. I think in Algebra I ended up with an 89. ='[
from bitterwineuk :
god, I go on don't I? I just read your profile and I am highly honoured that it was someone who reviews who added me. Thank you so much.
from bitterwineuk :
thank you for adding me to your faves list. I have returned the favour. Just out of interest how did you find me? I always wonder. I myself add others who are usually on the fave lists of my own fave diaries as we all seem to have so much in common. Anyway, glad you added me and I will keep up with you too. Becca.
from wait4you :
I procrasinate, too. I have homework still to be turned in from when I was absent a month ago! Plus when I clean my room...wow. Glad you saw your friend and the movie. My cousin really wants to see it. Anyway hope things go well for you this week. Can't wait for Christmas!!
from wait4you :
Glad to hear your thanksgiving went well! I barely ate anything, like I do most thanksgivings. I don't like turkey. And my mom didn't make her cheesy potato casserole. So basically I ate cheese and crackers the whole time. Not the healthiest, but oh well. I'm just happy I didn't stuff myself like I do at other events.
from free2dream :
Happy thanksgiving!
from free2dream :
ANOTHER guy? Goodness gracious. :) Yeah but it just doesnt make sense that he would break my heart because he has the biggest, amazingist heart ever. :)
from megsworld2 :
I like the way you write your diary.
from free2dream :
Reading your entry about your past relationship w/ whomever reassured me once more than my relationship with HIM is nothing like your relationship with that guy. Me and HIM are best friends and yeah. And even if anything WERE to go further, he would never make me feel like crap, telling me what to do and what to wear. I'm so sorry you had to be put through that. It's like...I talk to him a LOT on the phone, but then again, best friends do THAT. So it's weird when people find it odd when they know perfectly well it's really normal. :) Take care Chaucee. I have NO IDEA where I was trying to go with this!
from wait4you :
Ahh, I'm sorry! I'm back, though. Just too lazy, I guess.
from free2dream :
ooo keith urban song!
from free2dream :
& hes not my boyfriend, as hard as THAT is to believe. peace.
from free2dream :
I doubt they'd take my cell phone away unless it was becoming an issue in my schoolwork and whatnot. But it's after 9 so the minutes arent wasting and most of the calls are during the weekends. :) They cant take it away, really. I'm not doing anything wrong. I spend as much time on everything else as I do talking to him, crazy as that sounds. More time in the presence of God would be nice though...need to work on that. :( take care Chaucee
from sillybeautie :
yea im not highly allgeric but it happens sometimes.
from fan4 :
Apologizies ahead of time if my diary's boring.
from araquen :
Sarah
from enhancedview :
Hi. I reviewed your diary.
from araquen :
Yeah, guys don't usually like me, so I usually don't have that problem... My username is my Elvish name as translated by my friend Catherine. I love your new layout!
from analyzers :
No one ever knows what will happen to them, don't worry you're not alone!
from sillybeautie :
yea i sometimes get sick from my cat but not all the time your diray is really nice.
from free2dream :
Christmas. Ah, that time of year. This year it just so happens to be on a SUNDAYY! :)
from wait4you :
Oh PS I love your new layout!!
from wait4you :
Of course I'll pray for you! I'm going to start keeping a prayer journal. I'm going to write it out to make it seem more personal and stuff. And I'll pray for you and schoolwork and that it'll be less stressful, that Christmas comes soon!, and that your CD will be a success! :) Take care, McKenna
from wait4you :
Oh yes, I'd love Christmas to come now! Though all year, it wouldn't be special anymore. But December, those weeks in December are great to me. Everything's so cozy and stuff. Which is why I can't wait for Thanksgiving cuz after that--a month till Christmas!! :-)
from wait4you :
A CD? That's awesome! I'd buy it, Chaucee!! So like, real recording? As like, you'd be like JoJo, or Ashlee Simpson, like, really out there? If so, then I'm definentally buying it!
from analyzers :
You've been Analyzed.
from wait4you :
...Wow. That really moved me. Especially after Mrs. Hoch died. I saw that's in toweroflove as well. But...it's just...sometimes I can't imagine God loving me that much. Because, that's a lot. And isn't He a jealous God? And doesn't He get mad when we mess up in life? I don't know. But the boyfriend thing, I've been focousing on it a little less because of Mrs. Hoch. I'm almost crying right now, and I want to so bad, to let it all out.
from fan4 :
I wish I could come up with something to write about.
from wait4you :
Aww...poor Mrs. Salt Shaker. And you, if you're alone. You aren't alone; we all at dland care about you and <3 you mucho! :-) Like me and the guy thing. I know how you feel. Hope you don't mind me giving you all these notes ;) I like giving people little notes and stuff. Or big ones. Just like to make people feel special :-)
from wait4you :
You really need a vacation. I wish I could take all your problems and homework away so you can go away on a road trip/spa weekend and skiing in the mountains (I've always thought it sounds relaxing :)) but unfortunately I can't. I'm so sorry you have so much work. Weird, I barely have any. Or if I do I do it the day it's due about a few class periods before the class. I've gotta stop doing that. Anyway, just hang in there, and before you know it, Christmas vacation will be here! Take care, McKenna
from wait4you :
Hey there, Chaucee and Kate! Welcome back! :-)
from wait4you :
Wow...you need a long, long vacation, with lots of warm weather, an ocean, a luxury hotel, and lots of shopping sprees for shopping. And a margarita. I've never had a margarita but they look yummy. I wish I could help you right now, I hate seeing people like this. Or reading, in my case. I haven't felt pressured like that since 7th grade. I hope things get less stressful for you. Take care, McKenna
from wait4you :
Yes, we do live in a world of failures...I am bad at guys; I get so scared to talk to them and I get all this false stuff in my head and...yeah. Crazy.
from wait4you :
Hey, I hope you have a BLAST at Homecoming!! You're probably there right now having a great time dancing and stuff. Did the football team win? Ours did. Anyway yeah, yours is probably now, if you're on NYC/Michigan time. Right now it's 6:49, I'm not sure if you're in Cali or France or wherever (I'm pretty sure you're in America though) but anyway have a blast, get hyper, and all of that. And I'll listen to 'Collide.' Was that a story you wrote--your most recent entry? Just wondering; when I saw the 21 thing it's like, I thought you were my age. Wow so many symbolic things in this diary, which is why I like it so much. Sorry if I ask too many questions =) Anyway TTYL - McKenna
from wait4you :
Wow...that was a really good poem. Do you write poetry a lot for your band and stuff? I loved that; your band should sing it. It was awesome. Funny, we seemed to update at the same time. Right when I clicked "Okay" the buddy list thing turned orange :) I'm easily amused lol.
from wait4you :
Wow...that was a really good poem. Do you write poetry a lot for your band and stuff? I loved that; your band should sing it. It was awesome. Funny, we seemed to update at the same time. Right when I clicked "Okay" the buddy list thing turned orange :) I'm easily amused lol.
from wait4you :
Aw, that's so cute! Yeah I've wondered a lot about my husband, but not about my kids! That got me thinking. Let's see, I have the girl's name that I'm not telling anyone till my baby girl is born :) and the guy's name...I don't know, Chaz? I'm not sure yet. And I'd like to put them in acting/singing, and one in figure skating, and the guy in sports. Plan out their futures, all of that. But not too much. Sounds better than ACT testing lol :)
from forvrpraise :
haha, no, that's not a bad "oh i know who are you are". just a statement. :)
from wait4you :
Oh man, I know exactly how you feel about that. My heart has been broken numerous times, mostly because of me, however. But this summer this one boy was being a huge jerk to me. But I hate it when that happens. I am so sorry, I wish I could do something and take your problem away...but I can't. God can though, so let's both pray for Him to take it away.
from forvrpraise :
oh! i know you now. :) no, you definitely probably shouldn't put me on your list. but i mean, you can if you wanna.
from forvrpraise :
oh! i know you now. :) no, you definitely probably shouldn't put me on your list.
from shattdsoul :
I am very interested thanks for the invite
from wait4you :
I like the rain. It's like Mother Nature crying out of all our pains, getting them away. Sometimes to build something up, you must tear it down. Cuz our theme for the school year is "Build each other up." So we have lots of chapel verses about it. Anyway, bout the rain, and you, I know how this feels. You know, so many wonderful people like you have to go through lots of crap out there! It makes me so mad, I mean why them? Actually, no one deserves this, especially these wonderful people. Well, my mom told me of this Bible verse in Romans that goes something like this "And you know all things work for the good of those who love Him who have been called according to his purpose." I'm not sure if that's word for word but yeah, before I leave for Frankenmuth in a few minutes I'm getting some info on that verse. Maybe it'll strengthen my faith today...I don't know. I can just pray, and trust God, which is what I need to work on, both of them. Take care, McKenna
from wait4you :
Me? Rich? No way! I'm about middle middle class. My cousin, I'm not sure if she's rich, maybe lower upper, I don't know. But she has rich friends. Have you ever been to the Eiffel Tower? I'd love to go there! I have this corny little fantasy where I'd get proposed to there and then he gives me a huge kiss right on the top...ah, me and my corniness :)
from burnthelight :
I'm not sure exactly, I got the layout from http://imaclanni.com/. You may be able to find out more about them if you visit her. I'm sorry I couldn't be of more help. :(
from wait4you :
I can see where you're coming from. I'm so scared about colleges and stuff. I mean, I'll be going away possibly, and it's just so frightening! I'm going to have to make so many choices and it scares the heck out of me. And about the traveling, I'd love to travel Europe. My cousin and I are secretly planning that when I turn 18 (she'll be 14, even though she's 4 years younger than me I love her so much and she's one of my best friends) we're planning to go to one of her other homes in France, a palace, and then tour France, Italy, England, London, all those places. But first before I go, I'm going to visit her in Cali. How we're going to get this money--I don't know. But it's always fun to dream, isn't it? ;)
from fan4 :
You're welcome.
from forvrpraise :
do you care if i put you on my favorites list?
from forvrpraise :
so...you commented on my notes. which entry were you talking about? and who are you exactly? :) i like your diary.
from fan4 :
Could it be possible for you to add an archives section to your diary?
from wait4you :
Hey, I've been reading your new diary lately, it's cute how you start off with "Dear Kate" and end with stuff like that. The story was so sad, did you write it? Or did it happen to you? I've had my heart broken numerous times, sometimes it's like I'm becoming numb to the pain of romance. Sometimes I wish that romance never existed because it's too complicated, but still...it's so confusing, I want it dearly, but I hate it. Too complicated for a 15-year-old!
from free2dream :
I'm the total opposite. I write it in my diary, more on my private one, so that I WILL remmeber these special moments. :)
from free2dream :
First one to write a note. I'm honored, seriously. *adds to faves* Okay, I'm done. :) This entry...whoa. It spoke to me and I think in a way...it relates to me. Except you're more willing to let him go...and I'm not. Cause he doesn't deserve to be LET GO. He needs to be LET IN first, doesn't he? Argh. :) Thanks for giving me notification about this diary! Love ya!

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