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from keep-digging :
Erm... maybe you're past this today [I know these things come and go] but just for the record I wouldn't say you're fat dear. No you're not stick thin but you're not fat. Seriously I'm not just saying this cause you're my best mate and I feel I therefore have to, I actually think you look fantastic. Straight up, no lies, wouldn't say it if it wasn't true. SOPHIE IS GORGEOUS EVERYONE!!! Not that ANY of that matters cause you're an amazing person when you could be a huge penis brain, and I wouldn't change you for the world! Okay I'm sort of talking random crap now, but it's not crap, well it is but it's crap that I mean so, erm, yeah. Anyway, not fat, glad you're who you are, love you very much, come live with me xxxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
awwww... my god.. it's so weird seeing your prom photo and stuff.. you look so grown up and just wow. i love the colour and poofness of your dress and i think the wrap thingy looks so lush with it! im v jealous. im glad you went though, you look honestly beautiful. damn you smelly moo. xxxxxxx
from keep-digging :
My god you look stunning! Absolutely blimming gorgeous you are my dear! And that dress is the woah, I want one haha! You guys look so much older than us lot, it's weird, we really do not look like year 11s. I'm coming to see you in 2 days!!!!! xxxxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
haha oh dear adam you and prom *cough cough* :P soph you have got to take lots and lots of photos to show us :D eeeeee have fun at prom my dear :D love yooou and have fun when jill comes over xxxxxxxx
from keep-digging :
Oh Sophie, why do I love it so much when you bitch? Haha, you're just a queen! As for Jess... who cares about Jess?! I'm coming to yours sooooooooooooooooon :D Loving you xxxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
VIRGIN PROSTITUUUUUUUUUUUTE! Yeah she's a slag but that sucks I never got to meet her haah I wanna meet the gollum look alikey :D seriously she sounds so much like Fay they should deffo meet. love yoooo bum hole xxxx
from keep-digging :
Oh god I forgot I shouted sperm bank! Jesus everyone must've thought I was on a special trip from the lunatic asylum! That or I had tourettes syndrome or something. When I look back now everything I did seems so embarassing. Oh well, c'est la vie, you only live once!
from keep-digging :
*hugs back* Yeah well so did I, as they say, things are not always what they seem xx
from fuct-up-girl :
fucking hell. sorry Soph but wow. i'm glad you woke me up at 1am with that text. that entry truly was just.. it made me think aswell. *hugs* I'm adding it as a favourite. xxxx
from xnotperfectx :
I don't think I've ever left a note for you. So yeah. The Chris situation. He liked me for months and then he finally asked me out December 16th. Well January 27th[my friends birthday] he broke up with me. But since that day we've been hugging after school. And then over a week ago I started walking home from school with him because I moved,and thats when us kissing again started. It's an odd, long story. Needless to say at the time being were stuck between more then friends and boyfriend/girlfriend,but right now he's having family problems and grades he needs to worry about. I'm guessing I'd be a distraction in a way. I dont know. I've told two of my friends what my feelings for him are. But I was trying to say it out loud to one of my friends today and just couldnt.
from fuct-up-girl :
*dies* wow! sophie you updated! :) hahaa. I like your layout. the purpleness rocks. love ya. xxxx
from weymouth66 :
Hi Soph. Shout outs to you from across the Harbour! Jess in Gosport. xx
from fantasyqueen :
Did you see Blood Brothers in London? Because if you did I live next door to the stage door and have seen that play at least 6 times. I love it to death, greatest thing on stage [IMHO] but yeah I love it... just had to share that.
from keep-digging :
I was almost crying in the hug too, then I watched you get in the car and that was just it, I couldn't hold it in any longer. I often think about getting the train to Portsmouth, wish I was there with you, or you were here with me, or even better that we were in Wales away from all the shit at school. But we're not, and that kills me. God I miss you *hugs hugely tight* Love you bazillions xxxxxxxxxxxxx
from estratto :
Notice: The code is the same, all you have to do is reapply to the diaryrings threedaygrac and takingback. I had to delete them off of that diary. Thanks!
from keep-digging :
Muahahaha! The nurse suggested today that I intorduce you to my other friends when you come up, if I hadn't been so busy crying I would've laughed my arse off =D Someone did put something rank down Kel's back once, ooh, it was liver! They put liver down her back, yeah, it was very funny, I always laugh at Kelly, cheers me up slightly, hehe *hugs* love you my little sailor *pats on head and skips off* xxxxxxx
from list-alive :
Hello, I just started a new listing site. Come get listed (no rules)!
from keep-digging :
*steals Sophie from Misha* My Sophiepie! *holds possessively* I'm sorry I didn't reply bum, I just never felt in a note leaving mood I'm afraid, but here I am for all and sundry so woop! Love yooooooooooooooooou xxxx
from danish-chic :
Aww you HAVE to wear a dress! That's what the prom is all about! I'm sure you'll look great. When is it? Love Alice xxx
from keep-digging :
Ahhhh! The first thing we ever did in English in year 7 was study that poem! I remember we had to draw pictures of the things in it, hehe, oh fun!
from keep-digging :
Yeah, you were the one who actually stole the road sign, I just carried it around and took it home, haha. THIEF!!
from danish-chic :
I think he likes both. He was a bit unfortunate with his hoodie. The Hedge End fair was on, and Geoff was going on all the rides. On one ride, he gave his hoodie to the gypsies who were running the fair to look after. Needless to say, when he got off the ride and wanted his hoodie back, everyone had vanished and he never saw it again! LOL and he prides himself on being so streetwise, and he gives his hoodie to a load of gypos! xxx
from keep-digging :
Once more I search for a word better than sorry. I don't want to make you like that. Though it's amazing to have someone care for me that much I hate that I can hurt you so badly. I don't mean to, I'd never do anything to hurt you if I could manage it, but apparently I can't. I know I can be happy, just there's nothing round here to make it possible at the moment, too much to get me down. I'll get better, I have to get better for you cause I'd hate to think I caused you any pain or grief *hugs hugely* I'm so sorry xxxxx
from danish-chic :
I like the photo. My brother would love you - you're wearing a hoodie! Love Alice xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
dude that's nothing.. i like well used to like blue, linkin park, evanescence, tbs, well aye and also nsync and stuff, haha. ahh well. who says you've got to stick to one music genre?! xxxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
lol awwwww those graphics are cute, i like mine. i see you're into savage garden again? xxxx
from im-a-freak :
I'm gonna either steal my friend Tom's camera phone and take a picture of the Josh photo and then email it to myself so I can upload it, or I'm gonna see if any of my friends have a scanner and wouldn't mind scanning it for me. So hopefully, you should be able to see him in a few weeks. That's ok about leaving Jill a note. I really wish she could be happy and wouldn't have to go through all of this, she really doesn't deserve to. x0x
from fuct-up-girl :
irish are ok i like them
from fuct-up-girl :
ya they smell. hmm what about hawaiian or are they just normal? aye finnish people are cool..except, they don't like our lovely england! how rude! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
no too right you don't. *sob* aww i'm glad of that, ha, vanilla how odd? You smell of.. evening primrose, hehe. mwaaah *kisses soph's cheek back* ooh we're like french people! xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
yeah well sophie smells like the inside of a umm turkey's penis! yes. . and i'm NOT joking. =D cola bottles bellamy. woop notes are fun =P
from danish-chic :
I'm 16 btw. xxx
from danish-chic :
Nah, I lived in Lovedean until I was nine (went to Catherngton Infant School then Clanfield Junior School), then moved nearer to Southampton. One of my friends has just left Horndean Tech, her name's Aimee Rendle. Are you in year 10? I've just finished school and I'll be going to college in September. xxx
from danish-chic :
I used to live near Waterlooville - Lovedean in fact. Sure you can add me to your buddy list - I would be honoured. I'll add you to mine too. Alice xxx
from danish-chic :
Hi, which part of Portsmouth are you from? I don't actually live there myself but I was born there and my Dad lives in Southsea. I'll be back to read yours too! Love Alice xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
God I'm crying too now I'm sorry I have no idea what to say I didn't realise you were that down I wish I could do something to make it all better I wish I was there *hugs tightly* I hate seeing you like this, I feel horrible inside because I know I can't do anything to cheer you up, I'm useless at that I just want you to know I love you & I care a LOT. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from keep-digging :
You're not the only one who feels like that pie, I want to live near you. I'm crying. Fuck.
from sketchedpony :
Welcome to the Liv Tyler diaryring.
from fuct-up-girl :
aww dude that was fun. hehe. You didn't say about geosites and YEAH! haha, hmm *huggles* I feel pretty lonely without you guys.. hon, i'm sure we'd all feel the same if one of us was going to someone elses' house, it's a fact of life. meh. *hugs more* Love you lots xxx
from keep-digging :
What do you mean no one reads it? I always read your bloody diary! ALWAYS!! *huggleses* I'm sorry I went last night, I could tell you weren't happy when I said but I didn't know what to do. You're one of the best friends I've ever had Soph and I couldn't enjoy myself last night simply because I knew I'd upset you. I was gonna text you, I wanted to, but I didn't have a clue what to say, I just didn't know. I wouldn't have gone but it was just me and Sarah, Sarah one of the few people round here I still feel I can be friends with. I know it's bloody awful and I wish I didn't have to try and stay friends with people just so that I won't be alone. As for me going to Hannah's, I know the feeling pie, I hated it when she came to yours. I wasn't sure if you'd be like I was, but apparently you prolly are, I don't know if you've noticed but I haven't exactly talked about it much just in case, I know it sucks, just, gah I dunno *collapses into a hug* Whatever else is going on though I always love you pie *kisses on each cheek* :) xxxxxx
from satansbiatch :
*Mahoosive hugs* I'm sorry I haven't been around much Button Havok, I've hardly had a moment to myself =( I'm sorry I haven't been here for you, I suck as a friend! But I am ALWAYS at the end of the phone if you need me =) I love you hunni xx
from ayla-ellen :
you are absolutely right. :-) thankyou for adding me.i must return the favour and add you,i'm also adding you because your diary is wonderful x email me, i would like to know you a bit more x
from im-a-freak :
Yeh, those 75 days were hell though. At the beginning, I did terribly - I was biting and punching myself a lot. Then I stopped them after a couple of weeks and only scratched a couple times before I cut again. I couldn't take not having such a good release. If it wasn't for the fear of going back to therapy, I wouldn't be as bothered about being caught. I've never been asked about my scars. Had a few comments about my cuts, but that was it. I don't even try to hide them anymore unless it's around faimly. I hope you can stop sometime, it is the best thing in the long run (even though I'm not giving up, I know it is the best thing to do). Love Katy x0x
from im-a-freak :
I gave up cutting for 75 days from may until last month when I was still in therapy, but I never REALLY wanted to give it up then, I was just under alotta pressure to do so. I don't think I really do wanna give it up, not now anyways. My doubts about continuing the way I do are probably just due to the fear of being caught again. Good luck with the quitting, I know it's EXTREMELY difficult. Love Katy x0x
from ayla-ellen :
ha. my playlist hardly ever alters.just download the songs and put them on a cd. cheap good music =)
from ayla-ellen :
good playlist.
from fuct-up-girl :
Hmm I guess no-one knows until they've been with both, well that's some cases, I dunno. Hahaha I always used to say that cars have faces and he thought I was a bit doolally but yeah they do, some look really scary! =| love hannah xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
Button Havok it is then! *hugs* heehee I love old people well old Ladies more so! xxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
wow 8 days =) hmm can i see the short film thingy if you do it? sounds interesting... xxxx
from keep-digging :
Yes, kids suck, I knew that already. Hmmm, it'll be a brave person who bitch slaps Harri. Last person to try it was twice her size and came out the worse for wear, and that was before Harri started karate. Kelly, she's not so dangerous, she's not got the best punch. I'd prefer to bang their heads together though, it's safer.
from keep-digging :
*celebrates* I'm comign to your house in 9 days! =D Yeah, I know, it's just blah, I'm not very good at thinking of the future, I'll tryyyyyyyyyyy though xx
from keep-digging :
Twas a weird dream indeed. I keep dreaming that I'm late for work/college which is strange. This morning I dreamt about missing the bus and not wearing the right clothes, it was very odd.
from satansbiatch :
20 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......I think Woohoooooo *Huggles* Hope you're okay Soph =) Love yooooooooooou *Goes to take piccies*
from fuct-up-girl :
aww wow that's really good! *huggles* 30 days ;) xxxx
from keep-digging :
Beep beep! Special delivery! *dumps a load of hugs and kisses on Soph* If you'd just like to sign here please? Haha, sorry, I'm bored =P xxxxx
from fuct-up-girl :
*doesnt know what to say* i guess i can't say anything to make you feel better. i suck. sohp you're not fat and you'te pretty don't worry about it! *huggles tightly* i feel so lousy xxx
from keep-digging :
=( *huggles hugely* I hate when you're upset, it makes me sad too cause I wanna make it all better but I don't know how. Sit tight Soph, we're coming to save you soon, think of all the wonderfulness that me, Hannah and Kay shall bring and that you shall bring to us, cause we can't wait to see you, you brighten up our lives by just being pie. My daddy said he'd ring your ma tomorrow morning if that's okay? *hugs even more* Not long now. Love you very very very uber much xxxxx Jill
from fuct-up-girl :
haha aww that sounds like so much fun!! homely sophie has green fingers, hehe. xxxx
from keep-digging :
Ooh, funky template, though I must say it's a bit weird on my eyes! Very trippy and, erm, psychadelic? I dunno, whatever, coolios though *thumbs up* Love ya pie xxx
from keep-digging :
*sighs and hugs* What a pickle we are in, how on earth I managed to get by before I knew you I do not know, miraculous I tell you. Too many I's and you's in that sentence for my liking, bah. I shall have to get my dad to sort stuff out with your ma, but he doesn't seem that bothered to be honest, it's a bit weird, then again he's been a bit weird about this whole thing. Men. *sighs and hugs once more* Love and more love xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
what did Marc do? He wants to be more than friends? gaaaah yes your arse is your good "feature" as you say, haha, worship it. wheee i made a badge today!! =) i have too much homework but y'know, ima put it off till later. booo. xxx
from random-squig :
oh my god soph i love your layout! yelloooooooow! my fave colour!
from under-shadow :
God those party people sound like slags! Not even legal and they're shagging people? Eh, I know sluts... I added ye btw if you hadn't noticed. Jess x
from keep-digging :
God knows I wish it was the first one, I've considered it a million times, but I think it's better for me to go with the second, that he's a twat, cause apart from that being the most likely, it's better that I don't start thinking he likes me and stuff cause, well, yeah. I'm doing pretty reasonable, nothing much to moan about really, just Leon as usual. A few days seems like forever when we don't talk, it's weird, meep. Hope you doing okie pie, you know where I am if you want me *huggles muchly* Jillus xx
from under-shadow :
Hey! Yeah, I do that- stealing other people's online friends ;D I've got scissor sisters album. I haven't listened to it much though, and I've just lent it to mah dad. He got the top 40 albums on a disc, and my friend's been copying them onto discs for weeks, but has only given me about five out of the forty! Ah well- Maroon 5 is great. I'm feeling like I will start rambling soon... I'll be back! Jess x
from keep-digging :
I dunno why I never said owt to you, didn't want to spoil your holiday by making you go all concerned on me too, especially when there's nothing to worry about. Just talking to you normally kinda took my mind off stuff anyway. Ah yes, I can't go now that we have such big plans, you, me, Mogget, Kerrigor, Isuldur, Strider was it? And not forgetting Misha, living by/on a river in South Wales, growing our own vegetables and making films, I can't wait! *hugs back lots* Love yoo too xxx I'll try get online later, once I'm awake that is. This is prolly longer than the note you left me now, oops xxx
from fuct-up-girl :
hehe was he called tony or toby or something, that's what jill said.. anyhoo yesh i love you too hehe xxx
from laurelote :
Ahoy! Thanks for joining my (Captain!) Jack Sparrow diaryring, mate!
from fuct-up-girl :
*hugs tightly* i know this probably is too late and i don't want to set you off, i'm so sorry about Tom. having any pet die is upsetting and it's worse when you weren't there. =( Sorry. <3
from keep-digging :
*huggles very muchly* I'm so sorry to hear about your cat, I can't imagine what it's like, it's never happened to me, but I was pretty darn upset when my hamster died, not that that's anything in comparison. Lots and lots of love my pie xxx Jill p.s. I sent you my hat, hope you get it safe and sound =)
from fuct-up-girl :
i have nothing to do most days, i don't even have a dog to keep me company! when i do go on msn feeling relatively great i talk to my friends which helps but seriously i don't know what i'd do without you guys now, i don't ever want to drift apart from you. ok so there may be off days and stuff but forever, no i don't want to not know you. you're the greatest friends i have, really. =) *hugs* i love you xx sorry i'm really crap with actually making a point *scurries off*
from keep-digging :
I've not disappeared intentionally, I've not properly disappeared really, but I wish I could talk to you, I feel so alone without any of my online friends, especially you and Hannah, you know more about me than anyone else in the whole world. Just sending my love xxxxx Jill
from keep-digging :
*whines* I hate my MSN not working, I want to properly talk to you! I've stolen Bird's MSN but it will prolly kick me off at some point. *reaches out for Soph*
from keep-digging :
Sorry.
from keep-digging :
Don't be sorry. I'm just being a pathetic loser and don't tell me I'm not cause really, what other sort of person would be like that? If you want to talk to my sister then you can, I can't stop you, I also can't help the fact I live here and you live there, just forget it. Huge wave of emotion washed over me and I had to let it out. Love you.
from keep-digging :
Oooooh, priddyful dress pie! And your feet looks so cute! I like your photos =) Oh yes, and I'm sorry I disappeared earlier, my whole internet fucked and now MSN on't work at all =( Talk to you asap *hugs* xxxxx Jill
from keep-digging :
*huggles back even tighter* love you tooooo xxxxxx Jill
from satansbiatch :
Heeeheee Soph...MY MIC'S ALIVE!!!! Anyway, GUYS SUCK!! Mic's rule! Computer's suck! And you rock \m/
from keep-digging :
Dom's funky, I should consider asking him to Brum but I on't know him all that well, hmmmmm... *huggles* Glad I made you smile or laugh or whatever, Bird in her balloon hat coming soon xx Jill
from satansbiatch :
Hey Burp-a-lot Carebear! You sound so funkay! You're just how I imagined...a nutter!!! =P Bring on the summer!! Dan will be coming with me =D Kay xx p.s: You burp like a man =P
from keep-digging :
*pounces on Soph* Ooh that Munchie had no biscuit in, just wanted to say hi cause I not really talked to you properly in what seems like ages =) xx Jill
from funky-doopy :
hey death-never i was just replying to the notes you left me, yeh im from portsmouth, i gess u r 2? nah i dont go 2 horndean but i know a few people who do, is that were you go? Tara xx
from fuct-up-girl :
yeah i love my friends more than anything. i dont know what i'd do without you. x x
from keep-digging :
Go Sophie, she's so clever, she can make her own layouts that look uberly funky! Sid was awesome but it makes me proud when it's something you made all by yourself *wipes a tear* Such a professional Diaryland user now aren't we? *hugs* Looove yooou! Muah! xx Jill
from satansbiatch :
Nice layout Pie! It rocks \m/ FOB =D Happy Easter hunni
from fuct-up-girl :
don't worry over my problems hun. lol have a nice chat with jonny, <3 xx i know you wont eat me =S lol
from fuct-up-girl :
my family, why do they think it's funny? and yeah they do say to each other oh you're fat and then they say it to me and expect me to laugh at it. Uh no. I get enough shit about my weight and not to mention that I hate it too. Anyway i dont wanna talk about it gah. <3 xx
from fuct-up-girl :
thanks but if i'm not fat then why does everyone tell me i am? [apart from you guys <3] uhhh. cause i am! ..
from keep-digging :
I thought that's what was up. I'm sorry if it comes across that way and if it upsets you or pisses you off or anything, I know you've said before about stuff, I guess it's just cause what happens to us we assume happens to everyone else. If anything like that gets to you again I'm fine with you telling me to shut the fuck up cause you don't wanna hear it, I'd rather you said something than let me and whoever else blather on. *hugs* love you loads pie xxxx Jill
from fuct-up-girl :
ah flower cum is funny! hehe, hope you enjoy your biscuits & cuppa tea! lol yes you gotta come down somserset! it's uber crap in bridgwater, wherever yeah, but haha oh well. *hugs* yes im very hannah-erish aren't i? =P ttyl muchos love hannah x x x
from death-never :
thanks *climbs back into her oblivion*
from satansbiatch :
*Backs away from the bouncing Sophpie* Love ya really hun! ;-)
from fuct-up-girl :
Aw hope you get better soon hun! whee, i can't wait- 3 weeks ish =D Hannah x x
from black-gloss :
Hey soph! Its me Chloe! *waves*
from fuct-up-girl :
You mean a lot to -me- Soph, Love ya x x
from keep-digging :
*hugs* thanks pie, i'm okay, ttyl xx jillus
from candy-corpse :
Just came to drop by and say your DL journal is amazing. I love the Sid and Nancy thing. Also welsh music is awesome lol
from satansbiatch :
Hey...just thought I'd drop by :-) I love you Sophpie <3 Kaypie
from a7x4life :
hey i saw ure name on the 3 days grace fans list and i would like to say they KICK MAJOR ass
from death-never :
Scaring you oh yeah tis what one does best!
from random-squig :
yes soph, you are scaring me a lot :p only joking!!
from death-never :
Cheers peoples for reading my jiggely bug
from lambrini :
hi, cool diary, i will definetly be back, gem x
from keep-digging :
i'm not sure it makes sense but i understand, i feel awful saying that but i think i do, it's one of those things, you both know it, but can't explain it, meh, i dunno, meh mood i guess pieratey love and huggles jillehpie
from fuct-up-girl :
well, no, I'm just still stuck here. I -totally- know how you feel about *you.know.who* well, yeah coz thats how its like isnt it? You know you love them and give anything for them but they wouldn't for you. well thats how i feel. twas slightly confuzzled by your entry but then, its decribing how you feel and that may not make sense in itself. anyways, *mwah* x x Han-Munch <3
from fuct-up-girl :
<33333 thankya for caring 'bout me. I'm surprised I meant something to someone.. meh.. Ima go write letters & maybe watch Edward Scissorhands = *drool* johnny depp.. lol Night night x
from satansbiatch :
Nice layout Sophles!! I know where you're coming from bout the cuts and that...well I shall <3 you and leave you..for now
from keep-digging :
priddy layout sophs, sorry you couldn't find 'the hug' one, wish i coulda helped better love ya loads jill
from fuct-up-girl :
I was here, Not for long, Wrote my name, To turn you on! *wink wink* lotsa PIEratey love, Hannah-Munch x x
from keep-digging :
yay! sophs notes are up now, i was waiting till you fixed em! cool layout, afi, woo hoo! meh, that'll do, just had to give you a message jillehpie
from fuct-up-girl :
Hey Sophiepie. <3 your diary. <3 you. Hope you're okay. Lotsa PIEratey love, Hanininah x x

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