messages to deejayelle:
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from ghostofgor :
Sanity is a illusion created by the masses to explain behavior they find detestful. Being sane however is just coming to terms with shit around us. I hope you float better than I do.
from ghostofgor :
Welcome back. And enjoy the endulgence of what little selfishness you allow yourself.
from mrgrey :
I'm glad your back among us hun.
from ghostofgor :
Moving is a big step. Sometimes change is good, others it adds more stress where there already is too much. Dont move for the wrong reasons. Unless it is like chewing off a leg to save yourself. Then some sacrifices can, and should be made. I hope all is well. GOG
from jackthripper :
The diary is for ranting, raving, displaying whatever you want. Not to please others, m'dear. I know you know that...just want to see you happy for yourself.
from ghostofgor :
I am captivated. I still read. And I still share many of the emotions you have, everyday. Minus the PMS, that one is ALLLLLLL yours. I overbound in generosity what I lack in charm. Ni-ni.... Ghost
from jackthripper :
What kind of store are you opening?
from mrgrey :
Good vibes are flowing your way from this corner of Texas.
from jackthripper :
the light comes. small at first, like a candle. before you know it...an inferno. you will see. this i promise.
from ghostofgor :
I get clingy, when I worry. He sounds like an asshole. And here I thought you were blissfully happy with someone. Weell, technically you were till he popped the bubble. Sort of sounds like the guy who would say while you were drowning "if you dont panic, you will float" and do nothing. I am sorry.
from ghostofgor :
I still read. o_o And Im not forced to either......
from mrgrey :
I'm sorry I have tortured your mind so. ;)
from mrgrey :
You might get more notes if it were easier to get to them dahlin. I'm glad things are going better for you. I was worried for a while, but haven't seen you OL to check on you.
from purplebanana :
Thanks for the nice note about my grandpa. I really appreciated it...
from jackthripper :
Thank you for the Christmas greeting, dearest. I hope you had a lovely holiday. My love, Jack
from fromthered :
hey, dont know if i can top that last note but that's ok ..lol.. hope you feel better. i dropped a grand on a guitar amp today, just thought id share. <3, brian p.s.- i remember what happens when you take too much sudifed... ;-)
from ghostofgor :
High? how high is high, cuz if you fall, you will hurt your buttocks.... o_o Andf Im sure they are cute bottocks....so it would be a shame. *ahem* Hi....
from antioligarch :
Woo, have fun with the NyQuil you wacky Libertarian you.
from mrgrey :
Only four people? Surely you jest.
from fromthered :
Hey Lisa, just wanted to say hi and I miss you. Drop me a line, happy holidays if I don't see you! =) <3 always, Brian
from periwinkel :
i can relate...the world is so hurtful.
from mrgrey :
*Gasp!* You want me to write something naughty?? Why, I'd never do such a thing.
from mrgrey :
I thought I *DID* write something nice. My mistake. Any suggestions for what i should write my dear?
from mrgrey :
Why is he happy? Cuz he's an ass.
from jackthripper :
Email me if you want the password to my diary [email protected]
from mrgrey :
I promise to keep reading if you keep writing my sweet. Although, I keep looking for the rest of our weekend getaway.
from mrgrey :
If you keep writing about me like this, I will get a big head my dear.
from jackthripper :
"Feeling the life in you"...this line alone flushed my cheeks. Your writing, all of it, as of late has done this to me over and again. I envy your talent. I'd give anything to wander through your mind, greet your muses, ponder wherefrom your heart has leaked your secrets.
from jackthripper :
sometimes sanity is overrated.
from antioligarch :
Holy shit someone actually reads what I write?... I gotta reconsider a few entries. But anyway, thanks for the note. And the chicken suit is a job, and I need money, and when I make children smile its worth the heat and indignation. And I'd explain myself further, but I do believe thats what the diary is for.
from jackthripper :
Somehow, reading your most recent entry and exploring this "other" you spoke of, makes me feel closer to you. I don't know how to explain what I mean exactly. Perhaps we should speak one day soon. I think I could learn a lot from you, dearest.
from lesbfriends6 :
please ignore the fact that I cannot maintain a uniform tense....
from lesbfriends6 :
Thanks for filling my survey out... I didn't mean to imply that being with or living with a guy excludes you in some way... I just had someone got mad at me for asking them to not fill out my surveys if they were straight... because it messes up the whole data compiling part... hope you have a great evening
from fromthered :
what an asswhipe! you can tell him your semi-asswhipe ex-boyfriend from highschool said so. <3 always, B.
from ghostofgor :
Ive let go of that whole socially acceptable shame thing and feel far better for it. As for his advances being ok, and yours not....yeah, he is an asshole. It is still a two way street. Even an acceptable explanation would have helped. Some people just dont develop mental abilities for reasoning even when they supposedly matured. Some men/women will always be kids, selfish ones. Have a good night. Ghost
from ghostofgor :
I know what financial crisis is. I was once out of work for 6 months. Creditors could care less, and it is a definate sleepless night when something plagues the mind. I hope it all works out.
from jackthripper :
Vous �crivez si beautifull qu'il prend mon souffle loin. J'esp�re lire plus de vous. Merci pour partager votre cadeau avec le monde. ~ Jack
from ghostofgor :
Even a little caring is important. I care. But not like a stalker. Or a politician kissing up for votes. Sorry just doesnt cover it unfortunately.
from everoboto :
Nice Rush banner. \m/
from ghostofgor :
I am quite impressed with your HTML skills. That is a very impressive layout. Hope all is well. GOG
from candoor :
wishing you peace and your hearts desire (and satifying use of your inner fire :)
from fromthered :
"...its a mad world..."
from candoor :
ok, I read them all and then some, and my return is more probably than not, so cheers from a new reader... and yes, the email too.
from fromthered :
happy birthday...i know its about this time of the year..... =)
from purplebanana :
http://quiz.ravenblack.net/privates.pl?n=deejayelle&g=f
from ghostofgor :
Compliments are supposed to be thoughtful, and invoke feelings when given. Wether or not the mutual secret indulgence of deviant pleasures is apparent, it was a little special something nonetheless. Glad you lked it, theres more of that where it came from miss. I will let you decide if thats a good thing or not. Just another way I leave the door swinging wide open for vague details. I love My work.....best regards. GOG
from purplebanana :
I love this layout. And the colour...MMMMM. I just have such a hard time reading the entries. Is it my screen, or do the words overlap on purpose?
from ghostofgor :
I read the first entry. Then the second and third. Then a few random ones just to be sure. Sometimes the futility in taking the next step is just the motivation we require some days. Despite the bitterness left behind, like vinegar sitting in the sun. And if you cant enjoy a oiled, sexy image...... let someone else do it. Waste not want not mom always said. But Im sure that will come off as cheesy, and perverted. Guilty as chardged miss. best regards, GOG
from atwowaydream :
Yes, death seems beautiful, the finality and uncertainty of it all seems breathtaking from afar. And I know it sounds corny, but you have tatters and still have light. And there's nothing prettier than a girl like that.
from purplebanana :
34.something. Not too shabby! I'm curious about what I'd score if I put a 'yes' for everything I've ever thought about doing instead of just the stuff I actually did. Heh.
from iamhubpluh :
You are a peculiar little creature� <BR>Me likey long time.<BR> <B>BOO!</B><BR><I> Did I scare you?!?</I>
from tarakins :
I'm leavin' you a note because you left me a note :o) . Do you currently live in Ellington? I haven't lived there since I graduated high school...thank God!
from fromthered :
hi lis, dont eat your own arm, it probably wouldnt taste good anyway.
from deejayelle :
Bah, someone leave me something! I could gnaw my own arm off with the wait!

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