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from ladolcevita3 :
hi. i'm wondering when you're going to update this thing. you have me worried. 47 days. are you okay? is all well? let me know... luv, laura
from summerosange :
ah! haha. how do you know mr. porter?
from summerosange :
my name's geoff. you can tell me your name or who it is that you know that i know also. either will be ok.
from summerosange :
im sure you arent a crazy internet person. besides your profile says nothing about how much you love chad kroeger from nickelback. so im sure youre alright.
from ladolcevita3 :
not at all luv, spy
from ladolcevita3 :
haha.... nooooo. keep in mind my mom is from brazil. "mae" is the portuguese word for mom and tchau means bye- pronounced the same as "ciao"... hope that cleared things up. i can see how you might've been confused. have a day amy :]
from susabeth :
Okay, I'm always saying I love something on here... but I read today's entry, and I thought, "I love this girl!" So I wanted to tell you. =)
from susabeth :
I love your haircut, Amy! You look beautiful.
from susabeth :
My friend Carrie just turned 52 today... how funny. Please say happy birthday and "Keep on rockin'in the free world" to your dad for me. You could get a "HANDLE _____________ WITH CARE" stamp, stamp whosever forehead the messages pertains to that day, and then marker in the name. Could be a useful item. :)
from susabeth :
Ha, that's funny... I thought I caught the template bug from you! :)
from legswithears :
I would just like to point out that it took me several tries NOT to laugh my butt off while posing for that picture. Every time I'd purse my lips, I'd just burst.
from susabeth :
heehee (regarding emo Jonathan).
from eistelos :
whoa- cool layout. Bummer about the family situation but it's good to see the other side of things, no doubt.
from hoo :
Its hard seeing others so hurt and having no power to help. Hang in there. Happy new Years;)
from eistelos :
Hello to you and Gerald!! Horray for Gerald!
from comingundone :
"everyday, everyday, everyday.. everyday i write the book.." i thought maybe alittle elvis c.. would make you feel better!!!
from ladolcevita3 :
merry christmas from one sex goddess to another
from susabeth :
hey... just wanted to tell you i'm praying for you... blasted seratonin.. i'm working on that myself at present...
from fanreview :
Want to be reviewed sometime? Check out my Review diary!
from comingundone :
the "hahahahahahahahaaa" is for "i once helped the golden girls deliver a baby in target.."
from comingundone :
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaa
from thejumblies :
you are so awesome, thought you should know.
from comingundone :
hello. i have nothing to write really. except for hello. so hello.
from comingundone :
i wish you guys had a BORDERS.. it seriously, even minus the beautiful borders boy, is the most amazing place in the universe. books-a-thousand is nothing comparitively!! oooh, i wishwishwish you had a BORDERS!!
from thejumblies :
yessireee... although i only get my license later this week.
from comingundone :
awww!!! i'm so glad straight terri got an entry dedicated to her!!! yay!!! i'm flattered!! i'm sooooo glad i made your day.. i'm sorry about all the stupid confused boy stuff.. oh and guess what.. i'm going on a sort of date tonight.. i'll have to tell you all about it..
from comingundone :
i bought mittens ((not gloves)) and two scarves this weekend. i love winter.
from comingundone :
it is sunday. october 5. 1:48pm. i'm online right now. and now. i'll try and be on later, maybe tonight.. i want to hear what's going on!!! i'm anxious!!! i'm going out of my mind.. ok.. no i'm not.
from comingundone :
congrats to yo dadddddeeee.
from thejumblies :
joe sorren. (you can look his stuff up at http://joesorren.com/) aaron jasinski on his deviant art site listed him as one of his favorites
from comingundone :
THANKS!! you see.. i have reallyreally dark hair, shelley has blond hair, and candy has ((you guessed it)) red hair. we're so excited. and i'm so excited you appreciate it like others should and as we do!! haha.. you could be the spoon if you'd like, haha.. i'm not sure how we're going to do it but one of candy's co-workers is like, miss crafty kathy ((except her name is melissa, but you know..)) and it was her idea and she said she'd help us figure out how to do it. i'm pumped. ooh, we also don't know exactly what we're going to do for halloween either. haha.. we'll get all dressed up and then just sit around in our apartment. haha..
from comingundone :
when i first read the title of this entry i read, "once upon a lime.." and i laughed. then i saw that i read it incorrectly but thought to myself, "that still sounds like something amy would title an entry.." so i kept laughing.. ;-)
from papotheclown :
thank you. you have a good..................................................day?
from thejumblies :
aw you look so pretty.
from thejumblies :
your dad looks like steven spielberg
from thejumblies :
Generally when i am around the opposite sex i assume a clear, cellophanish saran wrap type state of being, in which i am become close to possibly never ever noticed. Those two incidents in my diary were recorded out of pure and utter SHOCK. The most gorgeous boy in the world was jared leto, although I only really think he was handsome in Requiem for A Dream, which was one of the most disturbing movies I've ever seen. Anyways, I just think he is beautimous- absolutely flawless. I am tired of seeing all these good looking guys and never getting to have at least one of them to myself. Am I the only one who ever thinks that? Well anyways. Are you doing well? I'm alright. Have a super fine day.
from comingundone :
it would be so funny and so great if you referred to me as straight terri and i mean, it would only be so great if you really did that and were serious. as if most terri's are gay and i'm the only straight one, as opposed to this terri who is gay while most terri's are straight. hmmm, i assume most terri's are straight just because all the terri's i know ((including myself)) are straight, however, i've never actually taken a poll or anything..
from comingundone :
oh my goodness. i definitely loved the package. it was so exciting!! and the bracelet fits perfectly. i'm not kidding you. it's just right. and i love it. and the cd.. oh my goodness, i love it!! you are the greatest and i'm gonna have to try to figure out a way to return the favor.. hmmmm. i am thinking about it right now. woo!! thanks so much. ((i was about to type "thanx" but then i realized how obnoxious that looks so i didn't..)) :-)
from thejumblies :
thanks... sometimes life just gets terrifyingly overwhelming.. i send you an internet love beam and wish you the best of tomorrow. you are so cool.
from comingundone :
haha.. i'm glad that made you laugh. i make fun of them all the time now.. it makes me feel better that i don't hear from them anymore. hmph. how sad. haha.. i'm so excited about the "package".. i didn't know it was a "package". woo!!! i'm pumped. have you ever watched the eighties movie "just one of the guys".. it's about this girl writer who dresses as a guy and goes to another school to get a better chance at winning some writing thingy.. anyway, at this new school all the girls think she's ((he's)) cute. one of the girls said, "he dresses like elvis costello.. blah blah blah.." and i thought of you once again. so. ok. so yeah..
from comingundone :
haha.. you could've told tanya, "no, this isn't what college kids do.. this is what lee kids do." and tell her that i thought what she said about them trying to be different but so clearly the same was funny. haha.. <333
from comingundone :
red is definitely my favorite color!
from comingundone :
haha. i'm not sure i've ever had my wrist measured. i think i have a small wrist but if it's something i have to slide over my hand instead of "fasten" onto my wrist, "it" would probably be bigger because.. i don't know. haha. but i think i like the sound of this. and you seriously have no idea how excited i am about this cd. ((and now i'll get serious and weird..)) i've been reallyreally down lately and a weird down, like a down i can't kick, as cheesy as that sounds. blah. it sucks. so when i get your cd, it will make me happy. and i will dance around to it. wooooo. ooh, and jimmy stewart meets frank sinatra is my dream man, and both of them are no longer with us. yeah. do you still read my blurty? because i totally have a new crush on a dream man.. even though i won't ever see him again. he's a lovely one! and this is a superduper long note. i'm going now.
from comingundone :
i saw an M.C. Escher book in the mall today. i am not much of a mall person. but today i had to lose time while our carpet was being shampooed.. so i went to the mall. and i saw the book. i thought of you. i looked at it. i put it down.
from comingundone :
i was in cleveland monday night randomly. my friend haley and i spontaniously drove up there, seriously, just for the night.. we didn't get home until early tuesday morning.. i just realized that there's no reason telling you this because you read my blurty. haha.. hope all is well with you!!
from papotheclown :
random compliment: you have very pretty eyes.
from comingundone :
my address: 1005 macon hwy., apt. 314, athens ga 30606... i thought of your infamous CD today while i was in borders. i couldn't stop myself from going over to the elvis costello cds [[they also happen to be right by the cure which is quite exciting]]. so i can't wait to get it! woo!!
from thejumblies :
weird that you mention it......did I write something in my diary about that? i am not sure.... but i actually have thought a lot about majoring in art therapy. the idea of combining art with ministry is exciting, although I am not sure if that is something i could really do. hope you are having a swell day... the more i read your diary the more i admire you as a person
from comingundone :
awww. i'm glad you liked it. i do that ALL the time with two certain boys i "know" and i hate it!! haha. and then i thought, "i wonder if anyone does that about me.. um, probably not." but it's nice to think about. haha.. i hate that i ramble.
from comingundone :
yes. yes, you did in fact say "good tootin'".. but rest assured, my friend, i say "neato frito".. it's ok! embrace it. love it. share it.
from comingundone :
i want a copy!! i want a copy!!! would you mind sending me one? we share that elvis costello attraction. i played him on the jukebox in the grill last weekend... along with the cure and the clash. people were in awe.. in awe of such taste in music. yep. oh, and i'm glad you liked the bowling ladeezzz. i sure liked them so i knew you would!!
from thejumblies :
wow, i really like that painting... you should post some more of your stuff. when i was talking about words i meant more within the lines of personal interaction. i'm really shy and so i often have problems with that. but anyways. may god bless you so that the sun always shine warmly on your back and the milk cartons never be past the expiration date... or something. :)
from comingundone :
happy big scary man standing in the rain day. hope you had a good one.. ;-)
from comingundone :
i miss ya. did i ever write you back? after you sent me the article? hmm. oh my. i don't think i did. i'll go do that.. NOW >>>
from thejumblies :
hi amy. fine arts is an annual festival that the Assemblies of God put on where youth around the nation compete in categories such as visual art, songwriting, drama, human videos, graphic art, singing, etcetera. i've been to this festival three times now, and i think this will be my last time..... you can go here if you desire more information http://www.faf.ag.org/ have a wonderful week :)
from papotheclown :
just saw onelinedrawing and i thought of you.
from papotheclown :
when i get a chance (hopefully today.) i will send you thislong and well written e-mail explaining fully whats new with me. also in this e-mail will be shallow but flattering comments about how cool you are.
from papotheclown :
hello, i just thought i would say hi. i have done that now. goodbye
from comingundone :
thanks babe. so far i've liked it. ooh, my mom and dad went to see pirates of the carribean [[spelling????????]] and they loved it. and i thought of you. well, actually i thought about johnny depp and then a little about orlando bloom and then you. but i thought of you. for sure. ;-)
from comingundone :
yeah. i moved last sunday. woooo. i have nothing to write about in my diary. blah. so.. hi.
from comingundone :
hi there stranger.
from papotheclown :
my birthday is the 23 of january. i will be twenty three (gasp) why do you ask?
from papotheclown :
oh, gotcha. sure thing.
from papotheclown :
huh?
from papotheclown :
hi amy
from comingundone :
*pow**pow**pow* happy fourth right back at ya!!
from comingundone :
you should name the cat skittles. since you said it was "skittish" and you know.. skittles are good. yeah.. ok. love ya.
from comingundone :
i'm sure johnny was probably on his way.. on his way like DING DONG!! [[ok, i need to stop doing that..]] but he was distracted or something. i'm glad you had a super birthday and i'm glad my notes make you smile. SMILESMILESMILE!! woo. SMILESMILESMILE!! woo. <3 terrrrrrrrrrrrrrrri.
from simplehaus :
once upon a time you wrote a really nice message to me. that was so nice. so I went off and got to know you as well as I could. I'm lit up inside by your entries. They are/you seem sunny and romantic and strong and gosh-o-golly optimistic. You remind me of a great friend I had a while ago. I'm glad you had a great party. Plus, I think a concert of your 20 favs would have taken a really long time. Then you would have to think about taking breaks for meal and sleep and...gosh, logistics.
from thejumblies :
Last night I watched She Spies with Portuguese overvoicing. It reminded me of you, thus the note. But letīs just keep that between you and me.
from comingundone :
did JOHNNY DEPP show up? show up like WOAH!!? and you are very welcome for the card.. happy biiizzirthday!
from papotheclown :
it wasnt fruitless. there was a lemon(ade) involved
from thejumblies :
i know exactly how you feel with the friendship thing.
from comingundone :
hot like DIGGGGGGITY DAWWWG! i like the new design. actually, i think this one and the last one were my favorites of your templates. amen on the makeup, a tool satan uses to destroy young girls. a-freaking-men! that is the truth. and.. i'm moving on july 6th!! wooooo. i can't, i repeat, CAN NOT, wait!!!! love ya..
from papotheclown :
thanks
from diary-viewer :
We do reviews too! Check the site!
from comingundone :
johnny depp. hot like WOAH!!
from comingundone :
you.re so vain. you probably think this song is about you. don.t you. don.t you. ;-) just kidding. and what.s up diary reviews butt? archieve. old. same thing. i don.t understand.
from diaryreviews :
Your review is up at http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/demiseofsel.html. Join the review-80 ring. ~Vicky
from papotheclown :
good luck with all of your linguistic endeavors.
from comingundone :
i loved the guy in the pink squared shirt with the mandolin. i loved him. and the girl.. she was so cute. she played with the good life when i saw them back in feb. they were great. i wish i had MTV2 on friday!!! ugh!
from comingundone :
i just signed your guestbook but i thought i'd remind you that BRIGHT EYES is going to be on lettermAn tonight!! and you know, the OLE guestbook won't let you sign after you just signed!! i hate that place. ;-) hehehe...
from comingundone :
these are sososo great! the black one with the red stone!! i love it. and the second one. beautiful. sososoooo good. you are quite the ARTeeeeeeeeeeeST!! xxtdawg!!
from comingundone :
i hate when i see people that i don't really want to speak to but then it's so obvious that they really don't want to speak to me either. i hate that. <333 ooh, and hobby lobby makes such good bread. sososo much better than panera!! xx
from thejumblies :
well, my mom is brazilian and i was born there, so a large percentage of my relatives live there. i haven't seen them in six years, so... there you have it! :)
from comingundone :
when i first started reading this entry i read it as, "my $$$ worth of breads..." uh huh.
from thejumblies :
hear, hear! first i have to say that i really enjoyed your poetry. it would be wonderful if you posted more poetry and more often. i am also thrilled that you have joined in on the men-r-jerks awareness cause. because men are jerks and more people deserve to know! i also hope that i will "find myself" or whatever that is exactly. and i thank you for your day-brightening notes. have a spectacular day!
from comingundone :
oh and i miss ya. i have this sudden ((it's been around for a month or so now)) disqust of instant messenger. i've been thinking of completely deleting it from my computer. but then i won't get to talk to a lot of my friends so.. anyway.. i miss ya. and i just want you to know that i left all these notes within, like, 3 minutes. also, i hope you're not disappointed when you see that all the notes you were emailed about are from me. wow.. i have such low self-esteem. ok, i'm going to stop talking. goodnight.
from comingundone :
speaking of dreams.. ((you talked about your dream of family fued)) i had a dream last night about paul ((the psuedo crush that's not a crush from my church)) and we were walking up this hill when all of a sudden he turns into this 24 year old black woman. then he jumps off of this wall and i'm screaming b/c i think he's died. but apparently there was this pool @ the bottom of the wall and he landed there. he walks out of the pool and turns back into paul again. it was weird. there was also something about some random city hall and a camp and dirty underwear in the dream..
from comingundone :
i like leaving notes way better than leaving guestbook entries now.
from thejumblies :
At the store where I used to work at there was this little gizmo that would squeeze out the paint for you. If I still worked there and knew your address, I would send you one- alas I do not. And by the way, I like your template.
from thejumblies :
that is really cute. i just noticed that you like steven chbosky. how super cool of you. i hope you are doing well.
from dudemanflab :
just thought i'd drop a line and say that i like your writing style. what book are you reading in your book club? i have always wanted to be in one, but, alas, no one in carlsbad likes to read as i do. ttfn. paul
from le-coeur-cri :
i absolutely LOVE that song (Let Me Go).
from thejumblies :
The new Greatest Hits is my favorite because it has all my favorite songs mixed together onto one single cd. Although I really do like Post. All of Bjork's albums have such a different feel that it's really hard to pick a favorite. What about you? I hope you have a lovely day.
from comingundone :
aaww. cat. kat. cat. cute. aawwww.
from le-coeur-cri :
that song gives me comfort many times as well.
from starsinjune :
hey!!! of course we'll stay in touch!!! oh yeah, i deleted my daily blurty b/c i found out more people read it than i really cared for ((it's a long story...remember the IM ny guy that was friends w/a friend of lindsay's))... but anyway, i'll explain it all later. and i'll give you the link to my new daily journal that i am not going to tell a lot of people about or link to anywhere and so on and so forth. anyway...so IM me whenever!! <<<333 ya!!
from thejumblies :
Hi, the painting on my diary is by Aaron Jasinski, one of my favorite artists. (If not my favorite) You can see more of his stuff here: http://www.aaronjasinski.com
from thejumblies :
Hey, thanks for the note and the words of affirmation... I don't watch She Spies since I don't have cable. Nooot that I would watch it if I did.. ahem. Regardless I hope you are having one fine hunky dory day.
from papotheclown :
nothing in chigaco per say. its the first city i thought of. i just want to go somewhere, other than here. and hey, i just noticed bright eyes on your favorite music list. they played across the street from where i work this last wednesday. a few of the band members came in and had some coffee. have a nice day
from papotheclown :
hi, it burdens me to see that you have seemingly fallen on some difficult times. if i could hug you i would a hundred times over. but since i am numerous miles away, i will hug you with words. you are awesome! you have been such a good friend to me over the last few months, and that may seem strange being that we have never met, but its true. i hope that you feel better soon. hugs and tulips are imaginarily transported to your house. -ryan
from papotheclown :
i'll have to admit that the "freedom kissing" line was stolen. it was part of the story that i read concerning the whole thing. it was included with questions about "freedom doors, and freedom ticklers"
from ryans-story :
thank you for the note. as well as the thought of saying something deep.
from le-coeur-cri :
I <u>like</u> your new layout. Not the same as "I like pizza" or "I like to pop my brothers' toes", but I <u>like</u> it in that, "a picture says a thousand words" way. And the picture is gorgeous. Really, really. However, if you <i>do</i> change it, it will be just as cool. Because that's how you are when it comes to things like this. =)
from restofme :
your diary's had a makeover. and i like it. makeovers are so fun.
from metractx :
You like Bjork...And I do believe you are the Amy that I am thinking about anyways, Jon's Amy and all that...Whether or not you are the one the Clevelanders talk about, eh, you are the one I thought you were.
from papotheclown :
hey, sorry we got cut off saturday. i got up for one second and these hardcore rocker guys jumped on the computer. it was actually funny, because we were talking about interior decorating, and i was on the "rose is rose" website. and now these guys think i am a flaming gay guy. oh well, i hope you are having a good day.
from emofaerie :
yeah, the dixie chicks thing is hilarious. however, i must confess that i really like the one "but tonight, the heartache's on me, on me, let's drink a toast to the fool who couldn't see". a guilty pleasure. i think they should be given horrible paper cuts for covering landslide. so i'm still ok.
from starashining :
hi, this is tara. hi. i also desire nothing more than amelie while laying in bed.
from papotheclown :
im sorry that you had a bad day. i would love to watch amelie with you, but it would be over by the time i got there.
from darkndeviant :
Glad you liked the note about your diary in my profile...:) One thing though...I believe strength comes from within a person. It is your modesty that credits God for it. Belief in a deity can help a person develop strength, but that strength is their own. Don't undervalue it. If you pin your strength to a god or another person (worse case being a man!), then where will that strength be if your faith or relationship goes? All the best...be well..be happy..:) love, d^
from darkndeviant :
All the best for the new year. I hope it brings you health and happiness....:)
from papotheclown :
hey, i got your e-mail but accidentally erased it before i could read it. sorry. i would like to know what the e-mail said.
from heyred :
kids are so precocious- most of the time, when you wink at them, they wink back. you'd think they couldn't wink yet, they're to young and i have friends in college who can't wink yet, but these five yr old kids can wink. i love kids ( sometimes).-- ruth
from papotheclown :
good luck with all that stuff your doing
from justsomeguy :
actually , you don't have to know your grandmother to find that humerous. Not at all.
from justsomeguy :
its gorky's zygotic minci or minca, I can't remember which. They are good. Have a nice day.
from papotheclown :
i'm sad to hear that you didnt get the pictures. i must have typed the wrong e-mail address or something. i will attempt again
from papotheclown :
hey, i have finally got some pictures scanned, and i am ready to send them to you. the only problem is i dont know your e-mail address. so if you would be so kind as to let me in on that little tidbit i would be much obliged.
from papotheclown :
hey, good luck in atlanta. the last time i tried the picture thing it worked, so there is no need to send a new one. you have a very nice mohawk. if you decide to not call me mr. prince anymore i have listed some other names that are acceptable your highness supreme exalted ruler the chosen one standwarf the great thats all i can think of for now.
from dudemanflab :
I was wondering since you like waterdeep, if you knew they had two new cd's out. They are very nice. You can hear them on waterdeepdotcom. byefornow
from papotheclown :
every time i get on-line i hope you are on as well. somehow i always miss you. i just thought i would let you know that
from papotheclown :
hi
from dudemanflab :
Wow. i read your whole diary. You are truly an amazing person. When i said i wanted to get to know you i meant like on the web. Now i would really like to. So to begin things properly- "Hello, my name is Paul."
from smellyfinger :
Pass the applesauce so I can take a bath.
from dudemanflab :
hey, i haven't had a chance to read a lot of your diary, but i think its way cool that you like Waterdeep. I'd like to meet you.
from papotheclown :
just thought i would leave a note to the dearest homecoming queen of years past.
from papotheclown :
at least you didnt have dreams about being a golden girl and looking for hot guys.
from papotheclown :
saw "how to kill your neighbors dog" today. good movie, very good movie. thank you for listing it on your favorites list.
from outdated :
wow. first of all, you're cool because you like waterdeep. yum. =) but also, i've enjoyed reading your diary. keep writing. for me, of course. =) there's a sense of desperation in her touch & she says outloud she hates it very much but she's addicted to her sadness because it creates a touch of madness, the kind she likes inside her veins.
from papotheclown :
i just wanted to write another note to apoloigize. i have never been such a jerk to someone that i dont actually know before. i feel really bad. really, really bad. on another note however i'm going to try to find "how to kill your neighbors dog" i've never heard of it before but i saw it on your favorites list and it sounds like a really good movie. well, thats it for today. i will probably end up sending you another note tomorrow so until then, have a great day
from papotheclown :
i must apoligize for the tone of my last letter. it was a bit to cynical even for me. i do hope you accept my apology and my confession has the biggest jerk on diaryland. so...forgive me?
from regz :
Tough Cookie = Person of extraordinary bravery and strength of character. I think that's you. ~ Graeme.
from papotheclown :
ouch... okay, oh friend maker of all friend makers please lead me on this enchanted path of beginning relationships. in other words, i dont make friends easy so, if we are to be friends (which i hope we are)you'll have to help me out a bit ryan
from papotheclown :
unfortunately, i am one of the most evil and vile clowns of all. i had some bad cotton candy in clown school and as we all know bad cotton candy mixed with clown makeup and a unicycle always creates evil. but i think we could be friends anyway
from papotheclown :
sorry about that. the previous link is jacked and i dont know why. you can, however, get to my older entries by clicking on the "older" link. it takes a lot longer to do so but its the only way to get to them. papo p.s amelie is one of my absolute favorite movies.

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