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from ghettoopera :
Good luck, and glad to hear you're finally happy again! Take care! :) ~Deena
from beatrixkiddo :
Wow! That's a really cool layout. hmmm..do you get them custom made or what? Ok well anyways, Take care! Love, Des
from denichole :
I know things haven't been good between us, but with that all pushed aside, congratulations on your new jobs. Victorville sure seems to be looking up huh? well good luck with that amber, and happy belated b-day. i was aware of it, but considering what a psycho i was about a past bday, i figured it would just make you angry, and i know you dont need more of my crap...considering i have a tendency to have a big mouth. Good luck with everything:) and take care! your old friend des
from trulyfine09 :
Hey, is this the Amber I know from HDC? I may have the wrong person, and if so I'm sorry. But, you sound like my friend Amber who goes to High Desert Church. Oh, and I'm Evyan. I just want to know who this is lol...sorry if I'm wrong.
from kynb- :
hey Amber... Im sorry that so much of shits going on..it must be national shit um..month(?) well, hope ya feel better :) everything ends eventually..and new things start Im here if ya need someone... be strong..
from jbriflechic :
HEY AMBIE! You'll never guess who this is? Its me VAL. I miss you soo much amber sorry i havent talked to you sooner. Ill try to call you soon, miss you! valgal
from an0individul :
Wow. Drama. Wow. Hey dude, I'm sorry things are going crazy retarded down there. But whatever, fuck it. It's just bullshit.
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber!! I'm sorry about all the stuff with your friends. I hope it gets resolved somehow :)
from araya- :
tinkle tinkle
from pinklady877 :
ohhh but amber! i like you! hehe. much love, kristine
from araya- :
I LOVE YOU!!!
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! Sounded like an interesting Thanksgiving, hehe. No, you are not fat!! I will update about my Thanksgiving fun one of these days. Have a good weekend! ~Derek
from pinklady877 :
ah! so cute! :) i love the hair, by the way. how do you post pictures? you two are so adorable. much love, kristine
from gabriela83 :
Hey dear, congrats on everything, I'm so happy for you and Jimmy!!! Take care! Love, Gaby
from exhale9203 :
Amber! Thank you so much dear! I was hoping I would get the password...hehe :) You are the bestest, I love ya.
from prettysprite :
AMBER!!! Why did you lock your diary?!?! Me miss you berry much! Any-who! I'll catch you later. *snif snif* Lauren~
from chickpea981 :
The Intern reviewed you, but I liked what I (The Nurse) saw in her review and your diary. I've added you to my favorites.
from jess1976 :
Hi there- I have been reading your diary for sometime now. I saw the link on pinklady877's diary and fell in love with your diary. I understand that you are going through a rough time right now and are cautious who you give the password to, but I would love to have the info if possible. Thanks, Jessica
from gabriela83 :
May I have the pw, please?
from pinklady877 :
password, please?! :)
from sillieshamma :
i don't know if it'd be all right, i know that you don't want a lot of people reading your diary, but i have been reading it for a while and am interested in continuing to read it. if you could possibly leave a note or sign my guestbook either letting me know if i can or can't have the password i'd really, really appreciate it. thanks, so much.
from totallymine :
Your review is up. Hope you enjoy it. Thanks much for requesting!
from slutreviews :
http://slutreviews.diaryland.com/desertrose.html
from exhale9203 :
Your writing is not shit!! Girl, don't deny it, you got the best diary around. I heart it like a fat kid loves cake :)
from wvprincess :
Just dropping by to say hi! Sorry about the job..:(
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber!! I am so sorry about your job. You were a great waitress...that guy is just an asshole. Hopefully you'll have a better boss at your next job. Good luck on the job hunt! Everything will work out just fine :) ~Derek
from pinklady877 :
:( that sucks. i hope i get the pw info. :smile: much love, kristine
from bbwing :
Job.. I need a job... I have absolutely no luck in that area though. :(
from pinklady877 :
oh! heh okay. i was just confused. but that's cool. :) haven't talked to you in a while! much love, kristine
from pinklady877 :
hey, um...are you talking about me?
from ilikesquarls :
Hey, I need friends and was wondering if you wanted to be one? Madasin
from bbwing :
No problem. What are friends for, anyway, if not to be there for you?
from onlysixteen :
Hey! I dont know much about you or anything & you dont know me.. but i just wanted to say Hi & let you know that In a sense i know how you feel. If you ever wanna chat I'm on AIM all the time. sounds like we could both use sumone to tlak to. hope to hear from ya! ~Ashlie~ mintygreenbean3
from bbwing :
I took thy survey, oh survey queen! Um.. how's the whole dominate the earth thing going thus far?
from araya- :
Hehe, i made a Diaryland account just so i could leave a message. I Love You.
from sarrapepsi :
Dude, I'm with you on the whole "take over the world" plan!! Yay!!! We can be masons!! ttyl! love always, Sarra
from teen-mother :
AmBeR!!! I love your entries!! Where is the one that talks about the incident with you and Tim? Or did you ever right one? I was SHOCKED to hear about it in a recent entry... I am so sorry to hear that. Please let me know if you've written about it. I've been there girl, it's scary... LOTS OF LOVE!
from bbwing :
(10/22) On second thought, let's not kill them. Let's just toture them endlessly!
from exhale9203 :
I'm with ya! I am ready to be one of your cool little assistants and help you take over the world! I have a list of people I would like to see suffer too, hehe. This should be fun! ~Derek :)
from an0individul :
Hey Amber, I miss you guys so much! I can't wait till you visit. I hope everything is going ok there. Tell everyone I said hi!
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! I like your new layout...that girl is hot! LOL, really though...cool layout. I can relate to that line "longing for what used to be"...I do that everyday. It's hard, but we'll ok because we're cool like that. Hope you are having a great weekend! ~Derek
from bbwing :
-So you....? IM me!!
from sarahcaity :
Hey there! This is my big task I'm setting for myself this weekend: Comment in the diarys of everyone who has left messages for me. I was going through old notes left by people and saw that you left one...so hi! :D Yes, I know, random. :P Well hope to ttys, Sarah.Caity
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! I noticed your diary is locked. I would like the username and password if that's okay. If you don't want me reading, I'll understand...but I like keeping up with you! :) ~Derek
from pinklady877 :
can i have the pw? much love, kristine
from gabriela83 :
I hope nothing happens Amber!!! I'll pray for him.
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! My dad had prostate cancer when I was 14, but he had surgery and lived. I know it's really scary. But hopefully your grandpa will live, don't give up hope girl :) ~Derek
from gabriela83 :
Welcome back dearest!!!!!!
from exhale9203 :
Amber! I'm glad you've come back to diaryland! It's great to hear from you. Hope you're doing well :) ~Derek
from pinklady877 :
yay! welcome back! much love, kristine
from an0individul :
Amber, don't feel scared or alone, because we are with you, in our thoughts and our prayers. Your grandma is a fighter and she will get through this. I wanted to give you a BIG virtual hug, but the stupid site won't work for me, so here you go (*BIG HUG*)!! Straight from me. And if need anything, don't be afraid to call, you know I'll come running! Love, Clarissa
from exhale9203 :
I will be praying for you Grandma. I am extremely close to my Grandma too, so I understand how you feel. In prayer, Derek
from an0individul :
Thank you Amber. I think you are right. But its just weird, you would think that if you decided to fall, wouldn't that person you were falling for promise to catch you? I guess that whole falling theory is right. Love is like a big black hole in the ground and when two people come across it in their paths, they must decide whether or not to fall, if one person doesn't then the other person just ends up taking a really bad tumble, all alone in the dark. It's sad though, how the other person can't help the fallen one, you know, like there's no way he can help it.
from exhale9203 :
Kill those damn ants!! Yeah, last night I was sitting on the ground eating pizza outside and guess what tried to invade my pizza? ANTS! Stupid fuckers. Haha. Anwyay, when you come up with your happy ending...let me know because I want one too! Hope you're having a good weekend :) ~Derek
from an0individul :
Thanks, I'll try not to.
from an0individul :
Thanks for the testimony! Eee Eee Eee!
from teen-mother :
AmBeR!! Member me?? I updated!! Check it out :P. It'd be great to hear from you... drop me a note if you have the time. Best of luck to you and your future...
from an0individul :
Hey Amber, I think you are entitled to take all of the time that you need, I mean look at me, I'm still healing after close to 2 years of getting heartbroken. So if it takes you 5 years or however long, it's perfectly alright. There will still be tons of guys out there that are totally worth waiting for! So don't sweat! FUCK LOVE!!!!!!!
from sheblogs :
much love for you hun. xoxox. hang in there. if you ever need me, im on aim; lissypenguin.
from phathamo2k3 :
Well then, I must say I'm glad. But also why is your sister talking about me in these notes you have. Just because I'm not nice to her or Agnes means nothing. I'm nice to no one. What makes them any different? Talk to you later. Take care okay.
from phathamo2k3 :
Amber, I really hope you get to read this. Andrew never wanted to hurt you. In fact, if he knew that this would have been the eventual result, I am sure that he would never have evenstarted anything between the two of you. You know, he didn't really know how to break it to you. The thought of you being hurt was something he never wanted but it was either now or at the end of the summer and he didn't want to lead you on. Nonetheless, I am very sorry that it happened. The fact that you would even consider wanting to die makes me really sad. So please don't make me sad. I know this probably isn't going to hel too much but the truth is being sad isn't really going to change anything, so instead hope for a better day tomorrow, because in the grand scheme of things all you really can do is hope for a better tomorrow. I hope you feel better soon, because it's kinda hard to be happy when you're not.
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! I am so sorry Andrew broke up with you. I also understand how you feel about your diary...and about hiding your feelings in general. Hiding behind masks is very hurtful for those of us who do that. I'm really sorry about all you've gone through. I'm here for ya. Luv ya~Derek :)
from sarrapepsi :
Hey Amber. Don't be sad!!!! :'( I'll try and think of something to cheer you up! But don't let anyone get you down!! In my opinion I really think that you were too good for him. ((Honestly, I'm not just being nice or whatever, I really think that!))Okay, well TTYL Sister! Feel Better! Love ya lots!! ~Love Always~ *~Sarra~*
from an0individul :
Hey Amber, I'm sorry you are feeling confused, but you always have little bumps in the relationship. Just talk to him, I know that everything will get resolved. Well good luck. Talk to you later.
from sarrapepsi :
No. If Tyson doesn't wanna be nice to me and Agnes then why should I even give him the benfit of the doubt? ya know?
from an0individul :
YAY!
from sarrapepsi :
Ok, But look. Lemme tell ya! When he was saying, "don't you wish you could do this with Marc?!" That was pretty cold. You may not think so but I thought that it was. ok? So ya that's why I was peeved last night. soo...yeah! ~Love Always~ *~Sarra~*
from puppyluv32 :
I'm glad that you care. about the boy, everything is fine, we're still friends. But it feels kinds weird. All well, hope to talk to you soon -Stephanie-
from an0individul :
Tell me not of eternal soul that flees my coil through worm bit hole, for when I die, what is left of me? A whisper lost to eternity....
from trenton :
if everybody was rich, then we could spend our lives having fun. but as soon as I say that then it becomes a lie. maybe that's why everyone always tells you to like your job. then at least you might like what you do for your entire life.
from puppyluv32 :
hey, i'm steph. Check out my diary if you'd like too. And i have an aim screen name too. Its angelflames418. you can im me anytime you want.
from an0individul :
Thank you Amber, I know I don't need a relationship or even want one. Sometimes you just get a little weak and jealous you know? I just wanted to bitch a little. Im sorry. Tahnk you for being there, I really honestly appreciate it. And I love you too!
from an0individul :
You shouldn't be sorry for calling me a wimp. I don't really care or even take offense to it. It just really hurt me to see what was going on in the hot tub. Because I know some people in there were TRUE virgins at everything like kissing. And it hurt me to see someone get pressured into doing it. I don't think that love or the act of affection should be forced on teenagers, especially if they're not ready. So I had to get out of there. I'm sorry for acting all weird and distant. Maybe it brought back bad memories or something.
from pinklady877 :
damn girl...mike is a hottie! much love, kristine
from an0individul :
hey amber! great pary! wish I coulda stayed sooner though! But here's some pics of graduation just go to photos.yahoo.com/asiantriniti and they're under yahoo pics.
from sarrapepsi :
LOL!! LMAO!! NOOO!!! I WAS EXTREMELY BORED AND I WAS SAYING THAT TO ALL MY FRIENDS!! HAHAHAHA!!! OMG! NO EWW!!! I DONT THINK HE'S PRETTY I WAS JUST DOING IT TO PISS HIM OFF AND IT WORKED!! THATS WHAT I WAS TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH!! BYE~ SaRrA
from exhale9203 :
Oh gurrrrl! You is definitely on fire! Fi-ah! You were definitely rockin' the house, picking up the guys. Amber be big pimpin'! Oh, and then making a blinkie! Damn girl, you are hot stuff. LOL :) Have a great night! ~Derek
from sarrapepsi :
Hola sista! sorry, I'm very bored and I have nothing to update about so just thought that i would leave my big sis a note! ttyl! ~Love Always~ *~Sarra~*
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! Sounds like you did make a new friend. Making new friends is fun! I agree...it is kind of funny to see grandparents argue and such. lol. Nooo...your life is not pathetic!! Getting a bunch of free samples at Cotsco is COOL. If it's free and you can eat it, then why not? Have a great day! ~Derek
from utter-views :
Just wanted to let you know that we're open!
from exhale9203 :
Hey girl! Your logic DOES make sense...I believe everything happens for a reason too. Also, everybody gets like that about graduation...the whole ending and starting over thing. Change is hard, but everything will turn out alright for you. I feel all those same emotions that you do, so don't worry...you aren't the only one. Have a great weekend! ~Derek
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! Thanks for your sweet note, it made me feel better. Wow, that Jake sounds like a real winner to me. He needs to learn how to keep his pants on. You are way too good for him!! I understand your addiction to The Sims...we should start a support group. Did you finally get your cheese balls? Hehe. Have a great night! ~Derek
from trenton :
Amber, You're an excellent writer and your diary is wonderful to read. Very sorry to hear about your misfortune lately... I couldn't help but feel kinda ticked at that guy that kissed you when his girlfriend's pregnant. But I have a quote for you. (being a guy myself, I think this quote pretty much puts myself down, but what the hell. I don't want to admit it, but shit, it might be right.) "Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground, that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. That is why they just have to be a little patient and the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple, will come someday..." I hope your days start brightening up, because you deserve it. :D
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! I am so sorry about all the drama going on and you getting hurt. But you're right, everything happens for a reason...so be at peace with that. Everything will be okay! ~Derek
from elsworthy :
Thank you for your kind words in my notes. :) I'm glad you enjoy my diary - I try my best to give people a good read.
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! I completely understand how you feel about your friends...with graduation and college and all. Starting over is hard, but everything will work out and you'll make plenty of new friends that you love just as much. It'll be okay sweetie :)
from exhale9203 :
Hey Amber! I hope you get un-confused really soon. Hope you have a better day tomorrow :)
from opulence :
Hi I found your diary from a review site, they said you were good, I agree, Your diary is pretty Sparkles Sharry
from shawntasy :
hey! just curious, who do you review for?
from bbwing :
3-26-03 It's so funny, because I just realized it. You left sugar-review to Jeb and Shannon, and yet I find myself being the one to take care of all the changes, or reminding reviewers to take names off the pending list once they've reviewed that person. It's only funny because I myself have been slacking on getting things done. ~Erin~
from bbwing :
:)
from bbwing :
Feel*.... I really need to learn to type correctly....
from bbwing :
No problem, really{in refrence to the support for FLV}. I know what it's like to be trying to manage your whole life and fewl like you're not even making a dent in your "to-do" list. Just take it easy and don't forget to breathe.:) Much Love ~Erin~
from misslena :
Hey Amber...thanks for the compliment on my quote. BTW--I also have some drama with a guy named Tim. So reading your entries is almost like the way I feel. Hope it all works out for you in the end. :) LENA
from misslena :
hey....just wanted to drop a note and comment on your thoughts on war. i agree. totally. btw--love your new layout. :)
from laudien :
Thanks for coming back, and leaving the note. I agree completely. They should write a book on our religion or something (I'm sure they have, lol, I'm just not thinking today)...something that explains it more deeply than the Bible does. Who knows, though. lol ;) xoxo Take care!
from betterthnu :
you've already requested for a review, you've been on the pending list for quite some time now :)
from blue-swirl :
Thanks for the message. I call it like I see it. :)
from laudien :
I came back, like I said I would...sorry about Tim :( This Valentine's Day is proving to suck for me too, so don't worry, you're not alone. lol, take care.
from bbwing :
I'm sorry about whatever Tim did or did not do. I'm sorry you're heartbroken. Hope you feel better soon.~Erin~
from starlit-rvws :
Hi, I'm Lauren from starlit-rvws. Your review is up for you to read. :) I loved your diary, nice job.
from challengerx5 :
Hey, I'm Linny, Your Reviewer From Reviews 4 U! Just Telling You Your Review Is Up! If You Don't See It Just Goto Pat Reviews!
from desertrose17 :
Ha ha!! Signing my own notes!! *squeals* I'm so cool!! *sigh* okay Amber. No more caffeine.
from candid-revu :
you requested a review from us and I don't see the "word" nor do I see our link on your reviews page, you can resubmit once you have it up :)
from prettysprite :
nice, really nice. I really like your entry, "True Love". Also! Um, I'm can't review all this week 'cause of such little time my mom has given me to go on. But, surely this weekend I will! Lauren~
from bbwing :
I'm going to review outtatune and motivate me.
from bbwing :
actually, yeah. That would be great to be a reviewer.
from justenough :
hey; if you make a review site sure i'll be a reviewer! i have time on my hands. :)
from bbwing :
1-1-03WHOA! IT'S 2003. anyway.. your very welcome for what I said. I'm glad I could help, and I'm glad that Tim is sweet. Really? you need to quit biting your nails too? that's funny:).
from prettysprite :
Uhh, yeah, um.. If you can, please read my entry, "a guy and a girl". Chad needs advice and soo..maybe you could help him like you helped me. Ok? Thanks a lot! Lauren~
from prettysprite :
Hey! Umm, I left my "advice in your book. Maybe I can help. I hope everything works out for you. Lauren~
from bbwing :
12-31-02 hey, you're great. Thanks for the little tidbits of HTML{even if I did already know the bold one:):)}. It's really nice of you. As to Tim.. I think you really are head over heels in love with him, you're just comming down from the first stage of love, which is strong infatuation. You're just becomming more comfortable in the relationship, is all. Don't worry, it's perfectly normal. In fact, comfort sub-consciously means you're trusting him more. Does that make sense? If you ever wanna talk.. about anything.. You can email me. bbwing@excite.com. Take care. oh and happy new year. love~erin~
from justenough :
amber - thank you for the wonderful review. your diary is beautiful & i hope everything goes wonderful in your life this up and coming year. xxx <3
from bbwing :
Good decision on the living here and now.
from bbwing :
12-30-02 Well any help that I can actually get would be great. I'm trying to work up to being talented enough to make my own, but am currently just playing with it to make it "more my own".
from bbwing :
12-28-02 Are you actually pretty good at templates? Have you ever designed one yourself? Are there any tips you can pass on? ~Love Erin~
from prettysprite :
Cool! you wanted to be a mail lady! but hey, maybe you should just cool off a bit. Things always turn around one time or another. also don't worry about Tim. He loves you and thinks about you all the time. JUst a little something from me! Lauren~
from bbwing :
Hey.. you should belong to the "template" ring... cause you're always changing templates. It's cool though.~erin~
from desertrose17 :
Thanks for leaving me a note!
from sarahcaity :
Hey! Haha. I'm glad my diary is interesting and funny. XD It's good to know my dialy life makes people laugh. You have a pretty cool diary yourself. I'm gunna add you to my friends/favourites, okay? Drop another note anytime! Adios! -Sarah.Caity-
from bbwing :
12-19-02 Hey! Thanks. "Interesting" Is a compliment. I think I'm going to add you to my favorites. Have a great day. ~erin~
from bbwing :
Hi. I read your diary. You cracked me up in some places. "i swear he's 200 pounds of stupid, he hit himself with a door..." and the 12 kids thing. yeah. You can read my diary if you want, but all you'll find is rants. have a nice day ~erin~
from prettysprite :
Hey thanks a WHOLE bunch! Yeah as you can tell I'm going through alot of stuff right now. I wish that I could be better and stuff. What your mom said really touch me. I can't believe you tried committing suicide too. Alot of people tell me just jump and get it over with, but I think of the people that care about me. I try not to cut my self. I feel bad now for everthing I did or said. I try to do the right thing but its hard. I wonder if I will ever be the same. Everyone seems to be making me misrable and crap. I just want to be loved. I don't have many friends anymore, Parents don't seem to understand whats happening to me. Srry for talking toomuch. But, thanks for listening. You know, It might seem weird but, you really do know what I'm going through. You also seem to say the right thing everytime. And I thank you for it. Don't stop being who you are, you're sweet and really do understand. If I ever need someone to talk to, I'll to you. Thanks. Lauren~
from prettysprite :
Hey thanks for your support! I hope you and your life will go nicely! Luv Ya! Lauren~
from p-brain :
Awww. :) Of course I'll give you a hug. *wrap my arms around you and give you a tight, comfy hug* Feel better? Is it the children? Children are annoying. I think children are the ultimate test of someones patience. *rub your back and let you go* Sometimes I wonder if I'll be cut out to be a parent. I hope so...
from p-brain :
I'm happy to be at service. =) If you need more of them just let me know. ;)
from p-brain :
Hi! Thank you for joining the Hug Ring. Enjoy!
from chadin :
hey, thanks for stopping by my diary. You did make me feel better, thank you very much! I''m happy now.... :)

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