| from
understatmnt : |
|
oh miranda, how did we ever get so old and responsible?
i missed diaryland. xanga is quickly becoming the bane of my existance, what with the everyone knowing about it...defeats the purpose a bit, yes?
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
im reallllly fat.
id like to be a bombshell. but itd never happen. ive got really solid thighs. mum said even if i lost weight id still have really solid thighs. its genetics.
i think your hot. if zack calls ya fatass, call him pencildick =P
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
no. she wont speak to me coz im ur friend.
pathetic huh? i dont really care. i think its really silly of her.
what caused ur massive lj cut?
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
"i'm not keeping anyone who is staying friends with my roommates. i don't expect you to choose in favor of me."
thats why ariel cut me?
my reply..
"your right.
i pick miranda. theres no doubt i wouldnt.
she acts her age."
just thought youd be interested.
alsoooo. why have u cut everyone? will i get added back? =(
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
Oh, I completely agree.
My friends and I were originally trying to see "Pride and Prejudice", but that was sold out. So, "Jarhead" with the uber-hot Jake seemed like the next best thing!!
And I'm not gonna lie, military buffness + Jake = AMAZING FLICK.
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
i havent really. except to tell to to tell this boy (from her friends list) which has been coming into my journal and abusing someone. i just told her, to tell him to fuck off etc. nothing really.
and i dont regret my comment! because its true.
im only a little cut up. i just got so frustated. and im so disapointed with myself. and i promise i wont. adam went nuts and also made me promise.
i just cant describe how useless i feel at being an adult. i wana be peter pan.
also. about your sex issues. i think its ok. its not liek your running around fucking anything with a pulse, its two people that love each other, expressing it in a non verbal way. nothingggg wrong with that.
plus. i think god understands we're all horny teenagers.
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
"maybe im just sick of your fucking points which are only meant to guilt trip people.
and make people feel horrible because we dare to venture outside our bedrooms and get lives."
i just left that comment on ariels journal. opps.
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
boys are stupid with emotions.
i got rejected froma job. and i had rung adam crying. and he did nothing. he didnt even notice the change in my voice.
i just think guys dont understand emotions as much as girls, its like, a female friend we get instantly, whether its the voice, or eyes etc. you know instantly if a friend is upset.
id have to be crying right in front of adam for him to notice :p
and maybe, hes said i love you, and hes feeling a little exposed, and is backing off slightly. like we discuessed before 'ive poured my heart out, what are u guna do with it?' kinda thing. dont stress.
ANDDDD. im sorry about the job love. im trying to find a fulltime job and its a horrible mission.
this 'real world' is bullshit.
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
i think that was just rude aye. takin you off. and then coming in bitching about love (which is a swipe at you).
if your 'real life' friends ditched you that easy. maybe they werent real good friends to start with?
and yeah. she wants to be mates when your depressed, because it makes her feel better. totaly selfish.
when your happy? nooo because shes jealous she doesnt have that.
yeah. i figured what adam said was good, i want him to mean it. and i can wait.
:) we are in the same boat! hehe
love you lots xoxox
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
im being a note whore.
but shes left you a comment?
personaly. id take her off. shes denied you access to her journal. yet shes still coming and reading yours?
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
I LOVE YOU TO WIFEY
xoxoxoxoxox
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
i see she added... 5 yearold, zak? back. id take her off your list. she can still read your entries ya know. also, i DO know ash didnt really want to add her, because he didnt want to get involved in any drama, but i think she added him first. and i havent spoken to ash much to, i think hes just really busy/sleep with work. and now hes broken up with sam, hes just not in the mood. cant blame him. im sure when hes feeling better hell be back! i hope so i miss him.
it wasnt shithead. i brought it up. and he said he felt 'people threw it around to much, and when it says it to me, he wants to really mean it'. nothing wrong with that? (is there?). i didnt think so. since neither of us have been in love. i think it kinda scares him ya know? i do know he cares about me alot. and hes asked me to 'start staying the night properly'. i dont know. hes cute. i think hes just scare because hes never felt so strongly about a girl before.
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
there is such a thing as precum. which can knock you up. but its doubtful.
i wouldnt worry. just your body fucking with you.
its me and adams 5 months today. and i know for a fact he doesnt love me. he told me.
so i dont know what your worried about! =P
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
I'm sure he is just afraid. Maybe he himself is worried about things moving too fast. I find it so interesting that both my feelings at the moment are lining up with your entries; JP and I have had the same talks about marriage vs. living together vs. I-don't-even-know-what. They all sound wonderful, but at the same time, they really scare me.
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
if you can't find me at kiddowithteeth, try onlybeatrixkiddo.
on two conditions:
a. you message me with interesting conversation. that's why i want to talk to you!
so - no relationship talk. you have a livejournal so i can skim over how happy you and your baby are together or whatever. i'm not jealous, i just don't care & i refuse to be made into a third wheel during my own free time. it's boring. if you message me and begin to talk about this topic, i will block you and i will not feel bad about it.
i'm sure this sounds bitchy, but imagine yourself in my shoes.
now imagine yourself in my shoes multiple times all at once everyday.
it gets lame.
b. i reserve the right to stop talking at any time, in a sabbatical similar to the one i've attempted to take and failed at miserably now. next time, i go away and i get complaints? i won't come back.
there are exceptions to every rule.
however, you shouldn't assume that you are one of them.
you're cool kids, i'm just tired.
i like my alone time.
we clear?
let's roll.
you got taken off? least you can take her off yours now and not feel bad
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
oh my lord.
have you seen ariels latest post?
shes got rules for what you can and cant speak to her about.
its fucking immature.
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
This sounds kinda like my situation! Only I'm more like zack in that I'm waiting for marriage. At the same time, though, we get really caught up in the moment and I love my boyfriend, so it gets really hard. We've come way too close, and after it happens, I try to brush it off when he wants to talk about it. Somehow, I feel weird because it's my convictions that are holding us back, yet what happens sometimes goes against those thoughts. I can sort of understand where Zack is coming from. As for the relationship becoming too sexual, I doubt it is. It seems like both of you have valid emotions for each other, and feelings like that don't exist in a relationship purely based on sex. Even if Zack doesn't say it, it truly seems like he loves you.
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
that wasnt nice of him to read it. but i guess he didnt know he shouldnt.
and about you and zack, wow i cant belive hes waiting for marriage. most boys i know are sex crazed.
i guess you just have to wait! and about the sexual thing, i dont think itll turn into just a sexual relationship. those mean that no feelings are involved whatsoever. and even if he doesnt love you, hes got tonnes of feelings for ya.
and its ok for it to be sexual alot. me and adam are always doing silly things. like he felt my boobies up in the musuem, he does it when im driving, anytime. ts more of a joke.
i dont know, i havent had many boyfriends. but i always just figured it was apart of the fun? someone you can be silly with, and touchy feely with. and not have it be wrong.
hell miranda. i use his penis as a gearstick. 'brummmm ... 2nd gear.. burmmmmmmmmmmmmmm' etc. etc. :P
ehehehe
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
the user name is "laboheme532" and the password is "enigma". not very original!! haha.
i desperately need a new layout.
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
did someone find your journal?
also. i understand about the friends thing. ive been told by a few people im neglecting my friends. and spending all my time with adam. and im just like wtf? i ring/text my friends, theyre busy (some are students and its end of year exams, some have new bfs etc. theyre all busy with good reasons, im not angry) so ill text adam and go hang out with him instead. and i get bitched at.
also, ive had alot of schoolwork. so ive been doing it. its not like i havent tried. people are busy i get that. but no. people still feel the need to have a go at me.
sometimes. and this sounds like i think im great. i think theyre jealous. not because im gorgeous, just, maybe because ive got a boyfriend, and maybe because hes really gentle and sweet? i dont know. it was just a theory. maybe people are just jealous (like ariel) that you can get a boyfriend whose nice and treats you right.
and yeah. theres a few people on my friends list i dont like. and some i dont trust. so i dont write my feelings. sucks.
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
Hi, just thought I'd let you know I'm coming back, yay... I'll be reading your recent entries, so I can get back on the right page. If you'd like the username and password for my diary, just let me know and I'll send them your way. For the time being, I'm locking it up. It feels great to be back on D*Land!
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
i know you werent there! yet she still blames you.
i dont know about Q. i know at some point she really didntl ike mark, mainly because she liked him, but he likes you.
its rather high school isnt it?.
yes. its your fault you got good genes when you were being created. *rolls eyes*
i dont know why. i think at one point i told her just to stay in her room, because she disliked everyone, i couldnt see it working so i was like 'just be civil. and spend time in ur room'. i was like 'wow. big problems are gunna happen there...'
it sounds weird. but i dont feel 'fucked up' over it. because i was so young. and stuff. i think i will forget it.
love you to xoxo
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
its why i avoid aim alot nowadays. ariel frustates me to no end. she takes the fact that she hasnt had a bf, but boys like you, as your fault. and im just like 'grr'. i dont know. sometimes i think she just doesnt take her meds anymore.
if she asked for him to be there less, and you respected that, then thats all you can do. if she still has a problem with it, thats not ur problem, it is ur home to, u pay rent to.
she stays in her room to avoid mark and the other roommate, she got pissed when zack said the racist remark and no one stood up for her.
the racist remark, he prob didnt think before he spoke, not ur fault at all, shes no right to take it out on u.
shes jst being pathetic, and petty about the flashlight. shes 'trying to prove her point' and make him feel uncomfortable, which isnt rite as its UR HOME to.
im glad u wont do it anymore. i havent hrut myself in years to. i cant imagine going it anymore. i read this girls journal, and shes 17, and so depressed. and im just like 'wow. shes no idea how much better itll get the older she gets'. i cant see myself gettnig that depressed again. and please dont see urself getting that depressed again, your strong, uve got some good friends, a good boyfriend. dont be afraid to ask for help.
and hey! we have secret diarylands. we can leave comments etc. all we want about secret stuff. because im to afraid to write alot of things in my lj because people in real life read it.
mwah xoxo
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
please dont take this as bitchy! im just leaving it here coz i know no one will see it
ariel: oh ive no idea aye. she pushs people away who care for stupid reasons. im suprised u tried so hard for so long. she doesnt like zack because of the racist comment, and felt his sorry letter was just because someone had made him do it (i do understand about the racist thing. but it wasnt your fault. yet she holds it against you).
mark: :S thats a difficult situation.
miranda: dont bloody burn ur legs! you make me worry. sometimes i just want to book a ticket and come over and hug you. not trying to be offenesive. but it sounds like your getting a little dependant. hurting urself is serious. when adam left for 3 days, i just cried and moped. i do understand how u feel. but thats major babe. dont hurt urself. or i will visit and run over the damn curling iron.
i love you my hot texan wifey.
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
i forget to.
its good for bitching. as no one reads it
<3
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
of course :)
love ya
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
tell me about it :P
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
i'm sure you have SOMETHING to offer. Don't be so hard on yourself, you seem like a wonderful person...
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
THAT MADE MY DAY! :D
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
i've missed you, dah-ling!! So glad you're back. D*Land just hasn't been the same without ya!
|
| from
etherealrevu : |
|
Hello, if you're still interested in a review, please leave a password in our notes section. If not, just disregard this note. Thank you!
|
| from
whitexribbon : |
|
<3<3
|
| from
faerieduckie : |
|
AHHHH!!! when did you lock your diary. god im so far behind im sorry. why did you lock it? i miss reading you. any way i could get the password?
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
have an wonderful holiday!! :)
|
| from
shetries : |
|
hey, just wanted you let you know about my new diary: evabegins.diaryland.com <3
|
| from
perceptionss : |
|
I looked for you during "Rock N Roll Christmas" and you all danced so well. Better costumes this year, also. I hope you had a great time =)
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
everyonne's locking their diary these days! perhaps you can get a new username?? I understand that feeling... luckily only a few people in my life know about mine. If you lock though, will I be one of the special people that get a password?? *pleading look*
|
| from
perceptionss : |
|
Miranda "Jewel" Leigh I hope you're hanging in there. You're in my thoughts and I'll always consider you a friend. =)
|
| from
understatmnt : |
|
awww beranda-i hope you dont lock your diary-i love reading it. its like my only link to santa fe, and all of you guys. :( i'm sorry stupid people are violating you. i hope they stop soon so i dont' have to beat them up for ya.
|
| from
budget204 : |
|
Thanks so much for signing our guestbook - what you wrote was so sweet! It's occasionally nice to know that people are reading your diary : ) Also, now I'm intrigued about your boy, so i guess I'll have to come read your diary and find out about him! so have a great day, and much love! ~Rach
|
| from
smartepants : |
|
Thanks so much for the birthday wishes!
|
| from
flyinby : |
|
it all is in the anthem. oh canada is beautiful. american anthem is all about bloody battle/war. lol. as an america myself i can say this - i love my country - but somethings i would love to change.
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
very sad indeed. i feel the same way about my diary and then when i submit to review sites they all say the same thing... "UPDATE MORE!" bleh. i considered starting over, but i love my old diary... hope you're doing well!
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
ahh i know exactly about how you feel when you say you've been neglecting your site. the same thing happened with me and i haven't updated in 29 days, and i just don't have the time to make meaningful entries. i want my diary to be more than a daylog, but sometimes that what it becomes. meh.
|
| from
imblank : |
|
i like your new guestbook. It is beautiful. I just got back from vacationing in Florida. It was alright. It rained almost every night we were there, but during the day the water was clear and the sand was squeaky white. :D I got a tan, finally, and it was overall: FUN! Who do you have next year? I hope that your sce is a good one. Remember to have fun. mmk? oh, brent's sister said that you were here first Jazz teacher :D then we started talking about your beautifullness :D I'll miss you a bunch "muhranduh." love you girl. I'll miss you Mia. <3<3amber
|
| from
flyinby : |
|
you said "i need to not get uncomfortable when drinking or smoking is happening around me. it doesn't mean that i need to do it, i just mean that i should not care what other people do." and i have to say that it is very important that you never mistake being being careful with being intolerant. i made that mistake when i was 16, i thought i was being too uptight, too stuck up, and i started being less uncomfortable around folks who were drinking, smoking, etc. next thing i knew i was less incomfortable around people i knew who were doing pot and other things. next thing you know, i was tasting drinks, sampling smoke (easier to smoke yourself when you've been exposed to second hand long enough for it not to bug you, that's how i started), and then on to worse things - if you follow me. be very careful that you don't walk to close to the edge of that cliff, it's too easy to slip and fall, and the road back up is long and hard and slow. <3
|
| from
flyinby : |
|
too bad you are in tx and i'm in az
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
thnx for adding me!! you're the best...
|
| from
elateddream : |
|
Glad to be back :P
|
| from
elateddream : |
|
I've decided to come back =)
|
| from
punkie67 : |
|
<3! thank you.
|
| from
shetries : |
|
i will be locking my diary within the next week. username-she password-tries =)
|
| from
heartshaped : |
|
let's talk soon, okay? <3
|
| from
flyinby : |
|
have i ever told you that i just love your diary layout? well, i do! :) be careful not to lay out too much, protect that skin so you don't resemble a leather belt when you are older. (you should see my mom!)
|
| from
heartshaped : |
|
hi girl. <3
|
| from
likedying : |
|
hola. have a good vacation(cant spell) and i hope you get some sleep soon. i awake up around 5am sometimes, but always fall back asleep. lately i havent been sure if ive woken up, or im just dreaming it... :) (sorry if this is here and on your guestbook, signmyguestbook seems to be hating me today)
|
| from
phatgrrl : |
|
hey, I also live around Houston and love RHPS. I just moved here a few months ago and haven't found any theatres that show it. I'm in stafford but I know there isn't going to be anything close to me, but do you know of any places?
|
| from
ericintervw : |
|
Miranda "Jewel" Leigh! Thanks for letting me Interview you. Love you bunches!!! Here's the link:...http://ericintervw.diaryland.com/030602_30.html
|
| from
laboheme532 : |
|
you kind of remind me of myself... lol... but u sound much cooler!! :)
|
| from
understatmnt : |
|
hey-sorry about the whole santa fe thing...i suppose that kinda can't be helped-just keep in mind-one more year. i don't know how i found you, but i really miss you too. my sn is (still) angelbabe501 so im me-we haven't talked in way too long.
|
| from
xlifexlessx : |
|
hey girl. my SN is: xnomosexualx i have your new, well, newer for me, SN. [[hola one]], but you are never on when i am. i love you girl.<3<3
|
| from
punkie67 : |
|
fuck ya..not many people know joy drop. they're choice. take care.
-anna
|
| from
heartshaped : |
|
thank you thank you thank you. <3
|
| from
heartshaped : |
|
hi doll. keep in touch please. xox.
|
| from
flyinby : |
|
wow, i'm flattered that you added me as a favorite. i always wonder why when someone does, however, since i don't write much of anything of interest, but i appreciate it! i hope that all improves for you!
|
| from
likedying : |
|
thank you!!
|
| from
lousrose : |
|
thanks so much for the support. and i'm sorry you've been stressed out lately. if there's anything i can do just ask :) *hugs*
|
| from
lyricalardor : |
|
Welcome to the Miranda diaryring
Lyricalardor
|
| from
heartshaped : |
|
yr beautiful. and you've got wonderful taste in music. keep in touch. cheers.
|
| from
likedying : |
|
eric. aka percepionss (i cant spell) isnt dead.
this is what i was told anyways.
|
| from
elateddream : |
|
I'm sorry to hear that it feels like that to you.
|
| from
raven72d : |
|
Lovely thougts... And Miranda is a lovely name: a Shakespeare character, a moon of one of those icy outer planets...
|
| from
perceptionss : |
|
Miranda Jewel Leigh, Don't hate all boys. Hope you finish your project and receive some human contact soon:)
Booby
|
| from
likedying : |
|
Your very welcome. hehehe i really cant spell. so excuse any mistakes.
|
| from
likedying : |
|
Wow, i looked at his diary and your really pretty.
i looked there yesterday to, but didnt know it was you. hehe.
But yea, ya gorgous.
|
| from
likedying : |
|
so youll be writing here from now on?
:) pretty template
|
| from
tawnee : |
|
:)
|
| from
ohvivica : |
|
will you marry me? XOXO
|
| from
ohvivica : |
|
miranda is a sexy bia.
|
| from
amber-rene : |
|
miranda you are so wonderful..everyone should be privilaged enough to read about you...i still do. so yeah...your diary still has a point! i love you! xoxo
*much love*
amber* rene'
|
| from
vixenated : |
|
Thanks miranda, I still read you all the time :) Hope your'e doing good. Take care.
|
| from
heavenawaits : |
|
oh, you are so beautiful! I really <3 your writings.
|
