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yr words are shaking me to my core. it hurts, but it's safe and reassuring at the same time somehow. i can't even explain it, but i'll say thank you again.....

from moonsocket :

entry - 4228 - black fuzz ladies. wow. wow. it doesn't get much better than that for me. thankyou.

from styrfoamhope :

tried to get ahold of you but looks like you deleted your myspace, and no one answered your phone. you came to my house today and just wondered if all was well. call me, my phone was dead. but it has risen. :o)

from styrfoamhope :

my babbbbbbyyyyy. i love what you said about chicago. i went to call you and say let's do it. i realized i don't have your number. and also that i haven't seen you for 24 days. too long.

from yours-4-ever :

oh love. i know you don't write here for a response, but you're getting one. i hope everything is ok. i know that i'm not the first person you may come to to talk to - but know that i can listen. just wanted to remind you, little carmy.

from babypink46x :

i like ur profile its kool

from styrfoamhope :

ode to the crab. who drinks eats all your lemons, leaving you with no lemonade to share with those who lie and cut you. silly ferris wheel man, letting people cut you. shame shame.

from styrfoamhope :

didn't know anyone still wrote, really. i'll think about it.

from yours-4-ever :

you always write things and i come away having no idea what you're talking about. i wish i could be mysterious in my writing. you're beautiful.

from styrfoamhope :

not the only one singin' the blues in the gospel choir...why do i have the feeling this entry has something to do with me. I'm so vain...I probably think that blog is about me...I'm soooo vain! haha <333

from notsocharmed :

wow. that is something i never thought i'd hear you say, get all boozed up and play drunken catch phrase. any who. it sounds like a blast. let me know when this shin-dig is gonna happen.

from notsocharmed :

carmie, i would love to dread your hair. it's funny, i've been considering that myself. but you should call me over break sometime, amy has my number, you can get it from her. but i'd love to do that for you. and well all (me, you, amy, and kelsey) need to hang out sometime. thanks for thinking of me, and definitally call me sometime. later!

from foryourtime :

hey, old friend. thanks for remembering me. college is good to me and, like everyone else, i am finding a new self. but know that i am still willing to kick butt in catchphrase. --luke

from yours-4-ever :

oh lovey, i hope that you love it. i hope that you blossom there. (haha i just thought of the show Blossom with Joey Lawrence and big floppy hats) it's easier to be involved in things. but watch out. things aren't always what they seem. you will soon see. you'll run into the lax christian and that will piss you off more than the guy who doesn't even care who god is. you live in your mission field. but they've heard it their entire lives, and therefore they are harder to break. by the way, i have horrid news of our scotty. i wanted to cry. instead i threw something and cursed at him. )scott.....not God)

from alivetoyou :

"oh, and i mean the christian god. not the god of those crazy american fundamentalists like george w. bush. amen, brother." amen, <i>sister.</i>

from mrs-kiedis :

Hey, thanks for the note! Sorry to disappoint with the name.. You have a wonderfully written diary :)

from yours-4-ever :

i know you don't write for an audience, but you write beautifully. just wanted you to know. (fyi, ichthus is in june now so if you're home for the summer we should def. go)

from alivetoyou :

you're back! where from??? good to hear from you. i love your writing. i definitely noticed the LP lyric at the end. =)

from x--drifting :

I love your diary. You have such a beautiful way with words. ♥

from yours-4-ever :

brad said that you were in indy this past weekend. i was too, but just for like 15 hours. btw, brad may be down here for ichthus too b/c his girlfriend, my friend brianna, is staying in my room too! do you know how many people you're bringing b/c i had told bri she could stay here and i told you so i need to see how many people you have b/c i don't know how many people i can fit.

from yours-4-ever :

leaving you a note cause you're worth it! can't wait to see you in april!

from alivetoyou :

PORTLAND!!!??? YAY!!!!!! whats your email?? can i email you?? plz plz???????????????????

from yours-4-ever :

i'm working thursday night too! i hope you get here in time to work your shift! hopefully there will be no getting lost this year. are you staying with me or are you camping?

from notsocharmed :

i miss you too carmie! it's been too long. we need to get the old southport group together and hang out one night. that would def. rock! talk to you later kid ;)

from alivetoyou :

hey... good to hear from ya. I hope you're doing well. yeh... please pray for me about this because it's already hard! i just question god a lot and i know it's normal idk if it's healthy or good or.. whatever.. but yeah, thanks for the support =)

from styrfoamhope :

leavin' you a message cuz i like ya more! hehe

from alivetoyou :

idk what happened but i will pray for you.

from yours-4-ever :

i'm praying for you love. and i'll pray for your nanna too. love you

from alivetoyou :

happy turkey day :) hey you're cool and you SHOULD move to portland.

from dietirish :

i know itss been a while but im back.. hey read ur diary.. theres this really good book im reading called danerous wonder.. i think u might like it and its a short read too.. and lately i know what u meen.. u see someone hurting and want to just go help them but someone wants to come up and say "well if u had followed God better He wouldnt do this to you"... i just want to hit ppl in there face sometimes... idk if that was off base but owell.. now im just rambling.. lol.. cya

from yours-4-ever :

we talked til 2am. we shared so much. i know that he keeps going further down. and i know he needs to. but i want to save him. i want to catch his fall. but i have to let god. i didn't know half the words to say last night. pray for me too. we both need it.

from iwish :

from the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe; about Aslan: "He is not a tame lion."

from seedpod :

I detect a love for pumpkins.

from foryourtime :

it's all good baby. life is quick and thick and full and tyler and i are living it together. i hope things are good for you too. no, i'm not in the least bit racist, but mexicanos son locos, de verdad.

from alivetoyou :

yeah, good job for putting into words what is in my mind! you rock. btw i have learned the sweater song too. ;) at least the intro cause i am not so fantastic at power chords, anyway, i agree with the rebellion against the church thing. these people are not perfect. even though all of the pastors i've had experience with have made a huge point of saying they're not perfect either... I mean, they're not the only one with the wisdom around here. god reveals things to all kinds of people in all kinds of different ways. and it doesn't take a priest or a saint or a bishop or a youth pastor or a missionary to reveal the word of god. it just takes you and jesus, together.

from yours-4-ever :

"convenient agnosticism. what will it take to break your heart and shatter your soul into unmendable pieces. your knees follow your stomach to the floor in painful desperation. what is it you're running from." you write beautifully and i get goosebumps when i think of something really happening for our scotty. i'm praying dilligently doll. jesus is gonna transform him. through you.

from yours-4-ever :

i've been waiting for this for 3 years now. he needs you and anyone else that can talk to him. he needs Jesus. thank you so much and i'll be praying praying praying.

from alivetoyou :

well hello. thanks for the note and the advice. I am doing a lot better in that area. god doesn't have grandchildren. =)

from yours-4-ever :

i am too! i don't even know when it is, but i'll be there! i'm so excited already!!!!

from dare-u-2move :

wow, you have such a way with words. and your entries are really inspiring too. plus, i also LOVE switchfoot and how you relate to them in your entries. God Bless, ~*Emily*~

from pippinsgirl :

Wow. You're awesome. I love your diary to death. You write diary stuff like nobody's business... Okay just thought I'd tell you. I'll be off now. :)

from yours-4-ever :

email me at [email protected] to let me know when you'll be in chicago so we can try to work something out!!! miss you doll, i hope you had a wonderful summer abroad.

from alivetoyou :

dude, i am goin to a college with a crusade for christ chapter! awesome. i'm stoked about it. and i do want to study abroad, but maybe a summer thing.. i didn't know crusade for christ had those. that's totally great.

from alivetoyou :

YAY!!! how was....rome?

from blessedbyjah :

Jah bless you, girl. keep seeking; it's suiting you well. blessedbyjah.diaryland.com or www.livejournal.com/users/under_blood

from fadedxspirit :

hey...it's me, jeffypoo. i have a new diaryland diary! :)

from the-n-side :

i dig homies so we should definately do that, haha! just give me a call 783-5950

from the-n-side :

hey honey...i am going to be passing by purdue on thursday at 1ish... so i dunno...if that will work, i would be glad to give you a lift:) just lemme know...

from yours-4-ever :

no doll, it only has to do with my friends from church. no need to worry love! see you at ichthus

from alivetoyou :

i know i don't know your situation at all and i dont even know YOU, but i feel i have to say this. please, please please don't stop trusting people. broken hearts heal and there are better people out there. we are all made in god's image - some just realize that more than others.

from alivetoyou :

iknowiknowiknow ive always thought that too about lp aah!! but like, when i went to see them in concert, i dont remember what song but mike was all like "god above something blah blah im a emcee blah blah" and he like raised his hand for a moment and i was like YAY!!! so yeah.

from the-n-side :

your diary was locked last time i tried to read so i haven't tried again cause i hate being rejected (and it always rejects my made up passwords...haha) so if you wouldn't mind me reading, you can email me...love you

from yours-4-ever :

i hope that one day i can be as sexy as you! muah. i love you. i hope things get better for you. i'm praying for you love

from dietirish :

hey i know how it is to be forced into a facade way of life... it really sucks.... but i heard a really cool lesson 2day in FCA (our lil friday morning bible study at school) my friend david talked about how this life isnt and never will be fair, but for our small time of unfair treatment we will be rewarded with something so great our minds can even begin to fathom it.. (wow im useing big words 2day) stay stong. heven awaits us

from dietirish :

hey, it great to put your faith in God, just keep praying about it, dont be afraid of what hes trying to do through you, trust me the if u fight it He'll start making his points PAINFULLY obvious and no1 likes that... but ill pray for you. God Bless - greg

from yours-4-ever :

am i supposed to know the password to this diary? or am i just a moron? haha i wish that i would have known you were in Indy, but then again i didn't have any time as it was. some day though!

from the-n-side :

you should join the peace corps. :)

from yours-4-ever :

thanks for all the encouragement love! you really make me feel better to know that someone cares. . . thanks you

from styrfoamhope :

I wanna be friends with Paul too! Do you think he would play catchphrase with us?

from yours-4-ever :

cheer up love! i'll be in indy sometime! i'll call you and anita and luke and all our crazy friends! muah....much love

from plce4miehead :

Thankoo Thankoo. I try my best. *dances* o.o I should be in the bath.. How naughty.. *giggles and runs along like a good little boy* BE MY FRIEND I LOVE YOU!!!! :D

from alivetoyou :

you are a really good writer. it sounds like what i feel but can't put into words. thank you.

from dietirish :

hey.. u know how life is going great and things just tend to fly past without u knowing... well i really think that i need to take a few stepps back and look at them closely.. i know that we really dont talk much.. and that we truthfully hardly know eachother.. but God gave a 2 good ears and there both here for you if u need them.. i know what its like to be a person that seems to be made out of Cellophane.. but the more u let God's light shine the more people see u and come to ur light... God bless

from styrfoamhope :

oh darling, I would sooo listen to you. Remember when we were at Kelsey's parent's house that one time and Kelsey had to do something and we sat there talking for a long long time? I miss that. We were both sad then, and now for the most part we're pretty happy. I would listen to you anytime you need me to...and I pray for you all the time. I know I'm not the best kid, Muff, but I do try, and I really really love you. I can't wait for my sexy hug.

from yours-4-ever :

hahaha you're not dumb love! asbury is in lexington, KY. my fam clan moved to Chi-town the day after Christmas. so i don't have a house in indy anymore. when i go home for all my breaks i will be going to Chi-town, which is sad, but i'll come visit! much love

from vcw629 :

Holy Crap! Carmela! I was so happy to hear from you! I hope that you are enjoying purdue. -Lori

from yours-4-ever :

hey hon- that sounds like a fab plan! when i am in indy i will let you know so we can do something! but since i moved to chicago it probably won't be very often....but you can come visit me too!

from alivetoyou :

ah just...your mom. :) i love that line "this is the last smile that i'll fake for the sake of being with you."

from styrfoamhope :

Yes, I believe it. Death Cab is amazing. And you like Dead Poetic too? that's so awesome, they're sooo my favorites. Try the Postal Service next.

from notsocharmed :

carmie, you're the greatest!

from yours-4-ever :

hey love, thanks i needed that.

from devilscarpet :

huzzah! :)

from dietirish :

hey havent talked to u in a while.. hope ur doing good... god bless

from devilscarpet :

I'm sad you're quitting, because I just found you, and really love your words. I'm adding you to my profile anyway. May surfers crash in your honor.

from styrfoamhope :

What's wrong muffie? :o(

from styrfoamhope :

you do that too? I always pick out people and say, "I want to be his/her friend." I'm workin on a boy with a great 60's fishing jacket.

from dietirish :

hey its been a while, just thought id say hi, and ask you what i was thinking? cause im a lil confused there.. lol... owell ttyl

from yours-4-ever :

you need a new one each week, right? :)

from emsgurl13 :

haha your welcome, ya more people need to take your survey, and the questions weren't really too hard, i was just stupid cuz i couldn't think cuz i was so tired. yup. byez.

from notsocharmed :

nothing. that's what you can do. update till your hearts content. lol

from notsocharmed :

i know. it's a joke with me and amy. but really, come on now. you do have more entries over the last two days than amy and me combined, lol

from styrfoamhope :

I don't know, it was just so fun and silly...but you could really see the love in the eyes of the fish. Can you feel the love tonight?

from foryourtime :

it was good to see you again, and give you an appropriate side-hug. call me the next time you're in town.

from kiwi4all :

Hello.

from chasinghosts :

thanks for the note; you made my day, and i needed that. you seem like a wonderful person and i admire your ability to conjoin teen girl squad and jesus. ;). all the best.

from dietirish :

hey... im sorry u hate me... hehe but hey cheer up things will get better.. i know the feeling well not for boys but for girls... but God will bring an angel to u someday and when that day comes all these day will fade away... get better -greg

from purfiedwater :

two messages in a row : name : dipindot password : justforyou (so you can read my diary if you ever get bored) p.s. (i love dipindot ice cream. its one of my fav's. banana split is the kind i always get)

from purfiedwater :

no really. you're exciting. sometimes i feel that you think like me (no insult intended) :)

from yours-4-ever :

thanks honey baby for your constant words or encouragement. i am smiling through the tears, no worries :)

from dietirish :

hey... im sorry u sound so down... be happy... everything will turn out great... plez dont be angery.... smile it makes ur day better when moments of pain come near..

from dietirish :

its ok.. i figured that.. owell glad ur back... God bless -greg

from yours-4-ever :

hey honey! i got your message on sunday on my way back to college, cause i was in Atlanta! can you believe that! craziness! anyway, i definitely would have hung out with y'all (remember i am in KY!), but i hope you had a great time even though you had to be sad because i wasn't there. miss you, sweet thing! MUAH!

from dietirish :

hey now 4 days and no new entry... all my fun reading has gone out the window... lol thought i stop by and say hi... so HI.. lol

from sunnigirl :

All right then. I'll leave you a note here too. I'm continuing to pray for you, and I always will.

from fakingcool :

I love you. and I need to leave more notes and make some calls to strangers!!

from dietirish :

wait... just wait.. now im confused... how can i be the best if ur the best??? haha...

from cdghost :

enjoyed readin' some of your entries

from dietirish :

hey are u ok ur entrys are sad... it the being "not so hot a chirstan" *sigh* its ok.. i was way in the hole and now God is so flippen good to me.. life WILL (i dont know how to underline it so ill put in in caps) get better... ok? smile its makes ur day better.. ttyl greg

from notsocharmed :

you got a new diary, and i never knew! i miss reading your entries. i'll still go to starbucks with all the cool kids the sat. after thanksgiving. wouldn't miss it for the world!

from dietirish :

and another new entry lol

from dietirish :

hey lol i promise like everytime i read everyones entries i go to my notes an see that my buddy list is lit up again... and its u everytime... lol thats crazyness.. lol owell just bored thought id say hi..

from dietirish :

hey i feel cool im ur 1st note.. lol owell my names greg and ya sometimes ppl do leave me long notes.. and God is working in my life and blessing me alot.. other than some old phyiscal stuff comeing back up im really good ive got grades up friends are doing ok.. well most neways.. some or hopefully getting help.. and ive got this really great girl to call mine.. right now i love life and wish that it would stay like this.. owell i gtg God bless- - greg

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