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from whystinger :
Zoloft was a miracle drug for my ex-wife for years, but she refused to have it adjusted. I was driven into a depression and was put on Zoloft. It sure helped me get things under control. I am considering asking to go back on it.
from inconstant :
*bop* You know who used to be batsh*t mental when they were young? Apparently me. I was reading through some of the notes I left people and think I must have been on a permanent sugar high. Kind of wish I had that energy now, but what can you do. Hope you're keeping well. It's been such a long time since we chatted. Crazy how young we all were. (P.s. my diary is locked to save the world from it's ridiculousness). I update it maybe every couple of years - sometimes just with a quote or line but there you go. Even though it's full of rubbish, it's still part of who I was as a teenager.
from inconstant :
(which basically means you can expect to see me msning at some point)
from inconstant :
WHEATBIX MY INTERNET WAS BROKEN AND THEY HAVE NO MSN AND I COULDN'T USE THE COLLEGE HOUSE COMPUTERS CAUSE I HAD NO MONEY BUT NOW ITS FIXED AND I SO NEED TO TALK AND SO DO YOU AND WE WILL CHAT AND DRINK MULLED WINE EXCEPT NOT CAUSE I DON'T EVEN LIKE MULLED WINE BUT STILL
from angelicagirl :
I've got my fingers crossed for your mom and I'm thinking about you. Things will work out ... I'm proud of you for being strong enough to drop everything and take care of her, that takes a lot ... Good luck. <3
from sopretty :
hey,you are a good daughter. my mom has had many surgeries,and i've been the one to take care of her. its a selfless act,and not every parent can say that about their child.
from sopretty :
i drop my phone all the time it seems. like in old navy or a parking lot where the whole thing explodes. thank you sanyo!
from inconstant :
Man I haven't abandoned inconstant yet. I'm just having some serious writing blocks or something. I still check your diary though. MAN. I want boy interests too. I'm getting pretty desperate here. I suppose I can wait till I get to uni and take it from there.. but still, watching Episode 95 of Rurouni Kenshin sure makes me wistful. Well lets keep our hopes high ya? We'll get our men wheatbix, even if we have to hunt them to the ends of the earth. So they'd BETTER JUST WATCH OUT!
from angelicagirl :
If you've got gmail and you want me to email you some songs, let me know ... I know how sucky it is not to have good music around ! I'm assuming you can't download at school or something, but yeah, just say the word. :)
from sopretty :
is your mom by chance going through,the change? also are you the youngest? whenever my brother left, and my dad did as well,my mom did similar stuff. its completely stupid and annoying. my mom and I have gone rounds over stuff and I do not and will no put up with her crap.it may be a bit of empty nest and a bit of menopause,which seems silly but true. so know,that you are not the only one who has "crazy" mom problems.
from angelicagirl :
We'll see what happens with the boy thing, today he kept staring at me in class but then he vanished the second it was over, he usually waits for me but for some reason he was just gone when I came out. It was really strange. Gah everything. But yes, must focus on finals, must prioritize, must not daydream and obsess constantly ... <3
from angelicagirl :
I want to kick and scream and do all sorts of other ridiculously childish things, and then I want to tell him that he's a fucking idiot and that hello, I'm here, I'm waiting, and then I want to hide under my bed until the end of time. I don't know how these things start but I wish I knew how they ended because it's making me crazy. You need to have a serious conversation with your friend and figure out what's going on ... but then again that may be a bit rich coming from me of all people ... Lots of love though, things will work themselves out. (Let's hope so, otherwise I'm going to have to schedule a long, long stay at some sort of institution.)
from angelicagirl :
Boys are morons ... I feel your pain. I find myself thinking "WHY can't you read my mind" about a million times a day ... Blah. Don't give up though :)
from angelicagirl :
"he always acts like he might have some interest... but nothing ever happens." Oh goodness, this is what my life has become recently. Just when you think you're getting enough signals to validate your obsession, things take a weird turn and things become confusing and weird again. BLAH. I hear you though ... so good luck (:
from angelicagirl :
Me too, it was amazing. However confusion levels = now at all-time high.
from angelicagirl :
I think so ... I like the way you write, just the slight melancholy-ness of it. Hence the fave :)
from inconstant :
Ohhhhh. Didn't know that one. Ta ^^
from inconstant :
omgosh. I FORGOT ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY. *shoots self in eye with craftknife* I'm so ASHAMED. Well don't you WORRY wheatbix. I'm gonna send you a LATE BIRTHDAY PRESENT AND CARD ANYHOO. Oh, *drowns* I should go CHOKE ON CURRY BISCUITS I'm so awful.
from inconstant :
Thats our SCHOOL SONG*$*%%$)^(&@*$& (though I think we sing a diff version)
from devoidstars :
ooooooooooohh elisha, faline is soooo cute!!!@#$($% congrats on your driving too#$)%^
from inconstant :
I showed my mother the phoootos and she thinks Faline's adorable.
from inconstant :
I wanna go back as a SECRETIVE italian again like last time.. but I'm banned *sniff*
from devoidstars :
rofle kweesh. I wish I was on when you connected to FC lol. I still go there but not with high hopes of talking to anyone, hehe. just an old habit I guess. HURRAH for you@#(%when do you get your license? I MISS YOU SO EVERLY. THIS WHOLE INTERNET CONTRAPTION IS UNBEARABLE WITHOUT YOU. IHEARTYOU and before I click done! i wanted to ask you if you ever knew a kid named Roel in Houston I may've asked before but i dont remember lol
from inconstant :
Candy CANE queen, hope your stomach is BETTTER in the morning.
from inconstant :
xxxLovexxx
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from inconstant :
My MUFFIN *hugs protectively* I understand you. But they wouldn't burn the book, it would be placed with care and love in a GOLDEN sparkly shelf and people would read it everyday and express appropriate emotions. Don't be sad wheatbix. You're a great girl.
from deathpetal :
Everyone loses their inspiration at some point. It's like a necessary step in life, to becoming a person of substance, holding a kind of depth. You have to lose everything, and at the hands of suffering, find your dreams.
from inconstant :
YOu don't WORRY. I'd be like.. ALTERNATE of ALTERNATES. I'd be even worse. I'd be the.. *attempts to think of clever line* um.. the.. FALTERNATE. Okay whatever. But darling don't get down about it. The whole system has been corrupted by politicians as we all know. And when I'm Queen and you're Queen 2, we can change the world and all those CORRUPTED ALTERATE and FALTERNATE systems out there. Look to the MOON my wheatbix, its where the answers lie.
from devoidstars :
ohno aravmo there is no longer a place you can be and consider it 'the middle of nowhere' bekuz our poor houston has been plowed up for housing everywhere. its cray-say. and everyones getting in a wreck nowadays it's very hectic indeeeeeeeed. MAYN YTOU KNOW WHAT?! I WUB YOU MY DEARY!! I MISS YOU AND I ALWAYS FEEL SO SAD BEKUZ WE COULDVE MET EACHOTHER AT STARBUCKS OR SOMETHING GAAAAD!!! WHY GAAD WHY?!?! lol i heart you i hope you really like it up there and maybe one day we'll find ourselves seated in the nice big comfy chairs at a local starbucks staring at eachother and then we freak out and stuff and then we reminisce our FC/CC/whole mIRC lives, it will be so much fun.
from inconstant :
WHEATBIX IS A FRIED GOOSE
from inconstant :
Noowww you understand the constant pain I had to SUFFER in that bloody place. THey all think they're 'cooler' than everyone else as such. And so 'random' and 'weird' and BETTER than the average teenager. But their whole GROUP IS JUST ONE BIG FREAKY BOB CONFORMITY. AHHHH. *clutches head* I swear, anyone who ..... heh's at me in innapropriate situations again.. *scowls* Anyway. Heart you lovely. Good luck on your fasting.
from inconstant :
You look BEAUTIFUL IN THE FIRST PICTURE
from inconstant :
Guess what? Guess what? Guess what? Guess what? We got a NEW COMPUTER. YAHOO! So now I won't have to annoy you to post entries for me. YaY! Can you feel the JOY? Yes you can. Cause you're my FICKLE BOX OF WHEATBIX. YAY!
from openupmymind :
The green/black ranger? Noo! I used to loff Tommy/White Ranger for a very long time when I was a youngin' and to be honest, I still do today. He and Kimberly (pink ranger) were so meant to be! *squee*
from inconstant :
Myyyyy beaaauttiiifffulll lovveeerrrr. *hearts*
from openupmymind :
*pats notes* OHYOULOVELYDARLINGS. *hugs* ourloveissocomputerized! But Madi, seriously darling, I loff you. You know that, right? You know that I worship the ground you walk on and the nutella that you so humbly eat? And you know that the Vegetmite loffs you, because you're you and it'd get smacked if it didn't. Just remember, you're YOU! And you're therefore hearted!
from rage4peace :
It'll be okay.

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