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from girl101 :
i came back here after years away. and i am struck by the same things in your words, the syntax and the questions and the connotations and how it makes me want to write again and just the divisions and everything. "some where are/ sorrows our songbirds / like the purest of doves." ♥ i hope youre well & warm xo.
from psallmylove :
that last entry about the girl really spoke to me as i am that girl and if you figure out the answer or direction, please let me know. *
from rspctbledeth :
dreams are Night's poetry. I would be rich if I could record it all.
from throwingjuly :
thanks, though you wouldn't say that if you met me (i'm an airhead in a big way). anyway, you have wonderful taste. i've probably said that before. oh well. happy birthday.
from huocer :
yeah. I'm rspctbledeth, and bordemusic. I'm kinda strange like that. or something.
from x145 :
you do words the way they should be done.
from huocer :
aaaaaaa. beautiful words. Oh, and eternal sunshine is beyond amazing. I think I cried, but nothing came. If only life were so.. beautiful. (i bet it is, i'm just too lost in myself to notice)
from feetintheair :
i need help.
from cockheadjoe :
Please try again.
from cockheadjoe :
I think you are amazing, if you would like to begin a cryptic correspondence with me, you might cure some bored nights, which (moment1 + momentagain) would enhance my life (as well as let me freely overdramatize my life to a stranger, [could be fun?]). joeheadcock@netscape.net
from i-pretend :
thank you for the valentine. i'm sending you somethings in return. i've let my letters stack up. busy busy bee.
from cockheadjoe :
Learn one thing from your fellow architect: Do not stack the bricks too high, Hug the world and not thi sguy.
from thisisjohn :
i know, its crazy eh? I signed for this thing calld "dlandbirthdays". It looked neat. I had no idea they would all sign my notes and stuff. I guess I should have read the "about" link... this is what i get for not reading between the lines, or the lines at all. this is my life. i hope you are well.
from ambrosiah :
Oooh! A fellow Mineral fan.
from eta-c :
endserenadng gives good read!
from the-revival :
wow. this is magickal. added to faves. <3
from thatwasher :
like your stuff
from i-pretend :
dearest. be sure to check your mail, i sent you a couple of things. coffee is good when it is cold out. i miss you.
from motorcrash :
you rock!
from raven72d :
Ahhh... "the humanity"... I can't feel *too* sorry for them all.
from unamerican :
now you may not believe this. but i'm not telling you how much i just enjoyed reading your diary because john's link told me to. no, i'm telling you because i want to. because you should know just how good it really is.
from raven72d :
Azure Ray is a lovely band... And "East o' the Sun" is vur' much an old favorite...
from feetintheair :
have you ever listened to azure ray? they are silky sweet.
from huocer :
hello. i like.
from tokyo69 :
I really like that one.
from feetintheair :
sometimes i feel i do not have the sufficent words to adore his loving tongue, to show him the point where my throat chokes at his fingertips playing away at my collarbone.
from cockheadjoe :
I imagined you today. And, as if your home resides somewhere between some parentheses, I believe that if I met you, you would still be the same. And you are strikingly beautiful.
from cautionary :
"everything is a self portrait. everything is a diary" -- i am not finished, almost, though. but yes it is amazing how he can do it. thankyou, i hope you are having a nice day as well.
from cautionary :
beautiful.
from tokyo69 :
*wave*
from i-pretend :
hiding from me will get you nothing, i can be persistent, and pestilant, just email me...i'm hoping i've done nothing wrong?
from feetintheair :
there's a silly part in me that believes you know me and my lover
from i-pretend :
email me sucka. this is serious.
from i-pretend :
by the by...happy late birthday. i have a present for you.
from englishtea :
britt ashley!! you are the only one that may call me early and wake me up and i love you for it. your smile is a million kisses of sunshine!
from girl101 :
you remind me of ee. iloveyourwords. i'm glad you write//. "a love's truck moment." &oh, the joy in connotations. ♥.
from lightfallsup :
love the eliot quote by the way. it'a always been one of my favorites.
from thisisjohn :
I like your diary layout better.
from thisisjohn :
Its 11:28 pm. And I miss you.
from thisisjohn :
I miss you like a fat kid misses cake.
from thisisjohn :
WHERE THE GARDEN ENDS SCARS OF NEVER MENDS MAKE A WISH FOR ME AT THE OLIVE TREE BREAK THE POISON HEARTS BATHED IN LIGHT OF STARS BLOOD IS PRECIOUS NOT TO BE LEFT IN THE RAIN IS GONNA COME DOWN HARD I LIED WHEN I SAID THAT PART ASHES IS ALL I’VE GOT I LIED WHEN I SUNK YOUR HEART FEEL THE HANDS OF SHAME CLUTCH AND BLEED THE FRAME VIOLETS WHISPER ABOUT MY SISTER
from thisisjohn :
one of my favorites...
from thisisjohn :
someday the waves, is beautiful.
from cockheadjoe :
If you like Charlie Kaufman, then trust me and go rent Human Nature.
from dialzero :
Hey, thanks for your note! I'm glad you enjoyed the Spree! Are you on their message board? Anyway, feel free to join my PS ring (wink wink plug plug), and have a superb day.
from ohmakemeover :
i came, i saw, and was conquered. beautiful
from cheshireluci :
mm.. since i found you through another's notes, i thought, perhaps, i should leave you a note. i enjoy your words. see you again...
from i-pretend :
it's warm today. maybe in the coming weeks i will make a road trip and coincidentally end up somewhere that i could get a cup of coffee and chat with an admired peer. perhaps it will be warm then too.
from thisisjohn :
<3
from swollenthumb :
the stars are projectors
from cockheadjoe :
And thank you.
from cockheadjoe :
Passion is what most people live for, you have already been gracing me with small enormous poems, and now you have indirectly introduced me to a new favorite author. Amazing how an internet entity gave me more of a reason to live.
from justsomeguy :
lufituaeb era uoy ybab
from cockheadjoe :
And as the cavern of decay had uprooted itself to give way at its center, there was me and you at the heart of its splinter. I asked, "What is this?" and you said, "Never dead."
from cockheadjoe :
Evaginated Error:"mire". Sorry about that- The Editor.
from cockheadjoe :
Your "righting" has made me realize something about relationships, if two people want each other to be happy, and one would be happier without the other, then the partners should happily part, thus actually showing love. And, if some unknown feeling holds the other on, then this feeling is selfishness and it was never love in the first place. Thank you for giving me this divine realization. "To wallow in the nire." -Poe
from thisisjohn :
:) and straight, my face shall be.
from chumped :
hey, thanks for the coupland quote! did you ever read microserfs? i liked it, back in the day. where'd he say that about snow?
from neekay :
i am happy to have happened upon you. thank you for inspiration.
from pollymoog :
And E is for endserenading.
from cockheadjoe :
I do not exist in your world, so this much is true: I am already dead. This, is what death was like for me: there was no pain, just the sound of rain. A drizzle silhouette, all the cold and none of the wet. And then the flash of color, sounds of ends and mother (and I felt my skin become air). No thought of thinking, just a happening sinking (no who's,what's, or where's). All this in no time at all, yet not quick or small... just pleasant, as memories became present. I waited there for a long time, and then, came the endless rhyme. A lifetime of words sliding past, a jargon of exsistence at last (but no thought, just feel). I saw my birth give way to my death, and death give birth to my first breath (and it was all just as real). The skinned knees and broken limbs, the torn jeans and hoping sins. It came to white... and I became the one emotion I had been under everything... as a cloud. I pour my life down, and every animal on the plantet runs away. You drank me and had an odd day. Being the trees is nice. But, my favorite current entice- is the fog.
from youwilldie :
You had to have taken this from a Mineral album. Where else could it have came from. Whether you did or not, your writing is reminscent of Mineral...short, consise and cryptic lyrics that wouldn't be out of place in an emo band like, er, Mineral. I don't know if that was intended, but it works. I've enjoyed what you have to say.
from xuncaredx :
wow. great writing, you have to let me steal it for lyrics. xuncaredx
from thisisjohn :
i just bought a low album on saturday. it reminds me of you. its pretty music. hi.
from tasteforeign :
you are amazing.
from thecity :
Beauty So Much. xox, TheCity
from thisisjohn :
we have borders in RENO. just so you know. ;)
from chumped :
hello & thank you for the sweetest message! (how did you find me?) i like your giraffe poem. i'm glad you're putting your writing out there for people like me to come upon...
from englishtea :
you are one of the most beautiful people alive. i thank god for you every day, friend.
from i-pretend :
dear, i will be in your city in approximately two weeks. two weeks, two friends, makes sense, does it not?
from pools-of-red :
saulgoodman... ah yes, the good old day. some times i miss it, the way people actually had intelligent opinions about music that was actually good and the way joe vebally abused everyone with flagrant usage of the F word... yes, i recall the saulgoodman message board. i have to go, i think i'm starting to get all misty eyed.
from cockheadjoe :
As there are no words to match that of a poet, I say nothing, which is more poetic than anything. The crickets rejoice on your words, listen.
from thisisjohn :
i miss you tonight. i didnt know you read bukowski.
from bleedingink :
Thank you so much. Some compliments are just words. Others are worth keeping because the source is worth far more than the cost of a frame. This diary...means alot. It is my heart ripped wide open raw. I have another diary at quixotic-one if you're interested. Thank you again. Your writing is beautifully sparse, as graceful as the alphabet gets.
from cockheadjoe :
I like your righting.
from cockheadjoe :
(this is not for you)... When, for a moment, I stumbled out of conversation and realized that my body was a parasite that my mind kept alive. Every time I got close to enlightenment, it held me back with discomfort (and that perhaps I could exist without my body, kill it off, and become one with eternity). Unexpectedly, she leaned over and kissed me and I saw that it was a symbiotic relationship, as my body used my mind to stay alive, my mind used the body for sensations unthinkable. We had sev-...
from psallmylove :
hi again...i am soooooooo stupid...i left you a note in either your notes or guestbook asking what the note you left me about "ten long years in a straight line" meant...i don't know why i didnt realize it then...everclear lyrics of course! how could i have missed that...my favorite band! *brainfart* haha! so are you a fan of them too?
from psallmylove :
wow...that is a huge compliment coming from you...a writer that i think is amazing! thanks a lot and keep up the beautiful work yourself!
from psallmylove :
im sorry to have spelled your name wrong in my profile but im glad to have found you again...you were missed. What did you mean in that note you left in my diary notes? <3
from cockheadjoe :
I can't stop thinking of all the ways it could turn out. Except that some people seem to know already and they step with ease. I stumble in awe, I stumble in trouble.
from preceptionss :
this is an advertisement for a new public journal that has been created. if you have received this message in error, we offer you our apologies. have a nice day.
from iremainyours :
happy birthday!
from iremainyours :
thank you. for everything.
from guernica :
twentyeight more days tillyou get your tulips.youra special special girl b.andiloveyou
from sick-of-me :
phenomenal.
from i-pretend :
fabulous.
from iremainyours :
do you like joni mitchell? i've been listening to one of her records [clouds] all day. "the fiddle and the drum" particularly makes me think of you.
from heartshaped :
and i can.t sleep in a quiet room.
from heartshaped :
<3
from girl101 :
your writing is gorgeous. i love that photo too <3 keep on keepin' on, girlness. xo.
from iremainyours :
i see, realize and understand that you are beautiful and talented and. i just adore you.

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