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from snccharlotte :
(8-17-2005)I miss you so much Derek. I hope that you're doing ok. Write back to me sometime. *cry*
from elliorange :
(3/13/05) It's been forever. You still cross my mind from time to time, and I'm always hoping that you are well. *hugs*
from excentrique :
I'm sorry about your grandaddy :o(. Thanks for the comments, he called earlier but the happiness has worn off of course. Hope you are going to be okay, i'll pray for you and your family.
from treewillow :
(01/15/05) I am so sorry to hear that your sick. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope you had a wonderful Christmas and visits with your family.
from bbwing :
(12/16/04) Ah,no.. you're sick. That's horrible. So sorry to hear that.
from excentrique :
Thanks D, how are you feeling?
from elliorange :
(12/02)Thank you for the birthday wishes, hun. I've been thinking about you off and on, actually. I've wondered how you were doing and hoping that all is well in your life. For a boy I've never met, you must have touched me somehow. Thank you.
from elliorange :
(11/13/04) Oh baby. *hugs* I hope everything turns out okay. I really hope that you are feeling better soon. You keep dreamin' your dreams, though, and one day they will come true. Love you, hun. You're in my thoughts.
from pierluigi :
Dear Derek, Your taste for glass animals reminds me of The Glass Menagerie by Tennessee Williams! You could stage a production now that you have some props . . .
from bbwing :
(10.24.04) Older?!?! YAAAAY! I keep getting mistaken for a 12-14 year old. The guy that cut my hair called me "Kiddo" when he was done. KIDDO! eeeehhh....
from bbwing :
(10/22/04) Yes, non-negative is always a good thing. :) How've you been Der?
from bbwing :
(10/4/04)What do you care about Volcanos? I'm the one that lives In WA.. and I don't care.:)
from snccharlotte :
I'll come up there and we'll make more noise than they are!! We'll blast Britney as loud as possible, jump on the beds, scream and yell and laugh, and throw things at them when they tell us to be quiet!! That'll teach 'em! ;) Oh yeah and that reality show?? It sounds horrible....yet you can't really feel sorry for the people because they signed up to exploit themselves.....at the same time TV has become very shallow. They'll de-humanize people as much as possible and then kick them when they're down. Hang in there Derek! If it makes you feel better, every little thing at work is setting me off, and I'm about to jump on somebody and start hitting. Yay! Psycho! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! maybe you should talk to Sean about toning the noise down? He needs to be more considerate. Of course we still love you! You can bitch anytime you want. Remember though, this whole situation is only temporary. Ohh here's another thought..get back at the roommates and be as noisy as possible just to irritate them and then they'll see how it feels. lol. I'm glad your tummy is better. :) mmm junk food. I want some!! Anyway, I don't know why I am feeling that way but I have always been like that..I've always felt like a lost soul. *shrugs* I'm going to try to think positively..you should do the same. Thanks for the note, der. I Heart ya!
from bbwing :
(9/30/04)Sort of like a ripoff of Dr. Phil's weightloss challenge, only rude. I'm disguted with how much they're preying on people like they are. Blech.
from ironed-bread :
I think Ruby and Sam should be friends :) lol
from bbwing :
(9/21/04)I'm glad things are going well for you.:)
from ironed-bread :
congratulations on your internship! working with kids sounds like a lot of fun!
from ironed-bread :
haha oh yeah, i've got a lot of love for my bathrobe
from ironed-bread :
Hey Derek! Yes I am back and hopefully I will stay back for a while this time haha. I hope things are going good for you and that your boss becomes un-posessed
from snccharlotte :
Hell yes! That song is a freaking masterpiece! And I LOVE ashlee simpson! She's so adorably cute! I loved Jessica, but now I like Ashlee! I expect to be invited to the wedding sir ;)
from elliorange :
Oh shit. "He has messed in my kool-aid when he doesn’t know the flavor." - You had me in tears with this. HAHA! You're awesome. I want to keep you.
from whittywoo :
yo yo! i remember that shit! hahaha
from elliorange :
You're great. You make me smile! Oh, and I know what you mean about little brothers/sisters growing up. I still think of my brother being 17, and he's 20. He's still the little butthead that I called chubby-butt! He'll always be chubby-butt. ;)
from scottie1402 :
Aw...poor Derek. I know exactly how you feel, I really do. Moving really brings out the worst in people, and as for meeting new people...argh...hang in there, kay?
from bbwing :
(8/11)Derek! Day Quil says right on the bottle, "do not drive or operate heavy machinery"!!
from elliorange :
*hugs* I hope you feel better soon, babe.
from dreamer2003 :
Awww der, changing doctors would probably be good. I hope you feel better soon!!! I hope the meeting with your new roommates goes well! I'm sure it will. There's nothing to feel guilty about. You have every right to feel the way that you do about it. Don't listen to everyone..you've done MORE than enough to be a good friend to Seth. And it looks like he doesn't appreciate it. :( I'm so sorry. But at least you can have a guilt free conscience and know that you did all that you can. And one day, you will get your reward. *HUGS*
from cdghost :
enjoyed reading yout words, have a goodone.thecdghost
from bbwing :
(8/1) Happy first day of August! Anyway... In the grand scheme of things, if you get your degree (or whatever) first, does it really matter? What matters is that you WILL be reaching your goals, not that you did it "first". Sorry to "preach", but it's just a realization that I've come to that it doesn't matter How I meet my goals, just that I do. Because I used to be like that too, thinking that I need to "win the 'race'". But good luck with ALL your goals.
from ironed-bread :
Teaching vacation bible school sounded like so much fun! I hope you're doing well and I'm glad Seth is almost ok, which is amazing after what happened. I can't wait to come back fully, but I'll talk to you again then!
from elliorange :
♥ *hugs* I'm so glad that Seth is doing better. I'm glad that ya'll are getting to spend some time together. I'm glad you're doing well, too. And ya know what? I'm just... glad! ;)
from bbwing :
(7/22)I updated, your majesty.:-p And what are you renaming your hamster TO?
from bbwing :
(7/18)At first I thought you said your hamster's name was "Antonymn", and I was gonna reply with "cool, who's is synonym?".........but then I re-read it.
from elliorange :
Thank you, beautiful boy. ;)
from scottie1402 :
Wow Derek, that tragedy stuff was very deep...and exactly right, I think. I guess I honestly believe there's a silver lining to just about every situation, and while a tragedy is still a tragedy, it's nice to see that at least SOMETHING can be salvaged from it...sometimes, at least...
from dreamer2003 :
It is so sad how tragedies bring people close together..but only for that short time and then people just go their separate ways. I don't think it should take a tragedy to unify people though..what a shame that it always comes down to that. I know though that you're not going to let Seth down and that you're going to be a better friend to him now. It doesn't matter what happens in the past..you just know that this happened for a reason. Either way, it's bringing you closer to Seth..if it wasn't that, it might have been something else that would have drawn you to Seth again. Yay for being productive!! lol you don't need to beat anyone..I say just go at your own pace and worry about how you're doing. I hope work goes well this weekend! ohh..and I am crazy with dates too..I remember exactly what happened on any given date. lol. I'm great with anniversaries, birthdays, etc. Anyhoo..I hope you have a great weekend, Der!!! *hugs*
from elliorange :
How's about... I ♥ you! :)
from dreamer2003 :
lol haha..no riding cowboys for me. Yay for Derek! Becoming all computer savvy. You go boy. haha. You do sound so very happy and that makes me very happy for you. :) There's nothing better than seeing a good friend doing well. Go work on that paper. And keep smiling!! Have a great night. Love ya! Ps: You know where I'm at if you need help with your lj! Can't you just tell that I LOVE feeling useful?? lol.
from dreamer2003 :
You're welcome, Der. Ok..just ask me and I will try to help you out as best as I can. :)
from lizblizz05 :
of course it's okay!!! :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Hi Derek! Woo hoo..welcome to LJ. :D I added you to my friends list as well. If you need help with anything on that site, then just let me know. Have a great day too. *hugs*
from bbwing :
(7/12) Thanks Derek! That means a lot. I'm trying to get really good at it, so I can start making them on a regular basis. Any suggestions or ideas for me?
from dreamer2003 :
Really? I didn't know that you read my LJ. Very cool. :) I definitely think you should get one. They are tons of fun. Yeah. :/ I'll miss my aunt..but I am sure I'll see her when she returns. She went to Vegas to see a guy friend that she met online. She's not sure now if she should still live here and stay with her boyfriend or if she should move to Vegas to be with this guy--who really treats her like a person and who she says she loves. That's a toughie. I'm sure she'll make the right decision. I can't go to comm college..what would be the point if I'm going to leave next month. lol. Have a great night, Der. thanks for the note. xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Hi derek! Yeah, oddly enough most of the friendships I've made in my life have formed from me not taking a liking to the person at first, and then them starting to grow on me in time. lol. You are a great friend. :) You're definitely doing a good job with that. My day's been ok. Not bad. I'm going to update soon. Have a good day. Luv, Stace
from snccharlotte :
Unfortunantly I haven't made any trips to Athens :( Sorry buddy. I think it's cool that you want to be a better person. I think deep down all of us do, but most of us are too afraid to admit that we need improvement! Anyways, let me know how you've been! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Yay!! I know about almost all of this. lol. That memory with Seth sounded neat. I can see why you care for him so much. He sounds like a great guy. It's such a good idea to look to the future and try to better yourself. You're being such an awesome friend to Seth and I know he absolutely loves you for it! Well have a great day and week, Der. *hugs*
from residentdork :
Derek...hey, tis been awhile since i've written. been somewhat preoccupied with school and shtuff. anyhow, i'm thrilled that seth is doing better. :) Tell him that your dorky online pal is praying for him and hoping for a full recovery. As for you, i hope things are going great for you. I'll be lurking around as usual. Talk to you later. :) night night.
from lizblizz05 :
That is so sweet! Don't worry about not getting to the computer...the note is sweet enough! You rock! Thank you sooo much! :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Oh, I am sorry. It's just that your notes page takes quite awhile to load and sometimes I just don't have the time to wait for it. For now on though, I will write you here instead. :) Thanks for letting me know. Have a great day, Der. *hugs*
from elliorange :
Babe, that's probably a virus/bug on your computer dealing with Windows XP. You'll probably have to find a disk out there that will deal with taking it off of your computer. The same thing happened to my sister, brother, cousin, and a few friends. It's a pain in the butt. Why do people have to make virus-things and be assholes. ;) *kisses*
from scottie1402 :
hey hey...of COURSE you can get in touch! i like secrets! you know my email address (i think)...go for it! :)
from bbwing :
(7/8) Uhm.. It's not so much the scarecrow that bothers me. I mean, that could be cool if it was some kind of ironic statement, or something of an abstract idea. Uhm...This Eric Person... uhm... he worries me. By the way, the other girl's name is Miranda. My beloved Amber got me HOOKED on that show. And... thanks for the notes you've been leaving.
from dreamer2003 :
lol I noticed that. That's pretty cool. :) All they did was exchange gifts, go out for lunch, and dinner. That's it. Yep..The Calling are awesome. I'll let you know what I think of the CD. Thank you!! I will. Enjoy your night..OH! and in your guestbook I meant to say that I am glad that you stood up to ERIC not DEREK. lol. DUH!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! awww..I'm glad you noticed at least. lol. thank you. nah, that wouldn't be annoying. Don't worry, I will try to update again soon. Maybe I'll update tonight cos I might be home alone..but no promises. I'll see. Yeah..I might have to try updating every 2-3 days..then I won't always feel the need to take a break. lol haha yes, be happy that it's your last day of art appreciation class. :) Take care Der and have a good one. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Derek. Eh..I was starting to find updating everyday a hassle. I really didn't think anyone would notice I am gone. And I don't think anyone has. (except for you). I just felt like I was being taken for granted, and felt like updating was a chore which is why I am on a break. haha I know what it means to be anti social. I am one of the biggest hermits out there. Aww, I hope you enjoy being at home this weekend Dawg. I'm glad you get to see Seth. That should be neat. :) You must let me know how that goes. I'm happy to hear that he's doing better. AND YAY for art appreciation ending. :) Great news. Well take care Der and thanks for being the only one to care enough to ask why I am not updating. heh. Much love. *hugs*
from scottie1402 :
there are SO many vegetables that shouldn't be made into soup...potatoes are just one of them. mushrooms go BLACK, spinach is weird, and don't even get me STARTED on brussel sprouts...what was the point of this note again? i have no idea. but good luck with your ashlee simpson dream! i heard her song on the radio tonight, and it's awesome!
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks derek. I'll e-mail you now. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks der. Mine sucked but oh well. Gonna read your update now.
from residentdork :
Happy Fouth, derek! Well..there are less than forty minutes of it left here. :) Thanks for the compliment on the strip. Next week's well be better...hopefully. Anyhoo....you best have a good week or else!!!! Holla at ya later, playa! And stop drooling over Ashlee...she's going to be my mistress after i marry stacey....shh! stacey don't know that yet. lol Ok so she does know I think ashlee is 'cute'...but that's it! ok i'll shush now. Talk to you later. :)
from snccharlotte :
Hey Derek. I feel your pain buddy. My diary reflects my up and down moods constantly so I understand where you're coming from. Try to keep your head up. I'm there for you if you need anything. As for the gay guy....if he doesn't stop making passes at you, you have every right to make a loud embarassing scene for him! Stay sweet Derek. Things will look up soon :) Love, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
Morning, Der Der! =) Aww, well..I hope work goes well today. Yeah, I love 4th of July. It gets me so hyped. :D I'm sorry that you'll miss out on the fireworks though. :( Hopefully Gemma will answer soon. Yep, it was a good movie. I will, thank you! Thanks so much for the e-mail. Take care and have a good one. <3
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek. You're very welcome. :) good, I can't wait for that e-mail. I just hope I made you feel even a little bit better. Take care dude, and have a great weekend! <3
from bbwing :
(7/2/04) Ok, first of all... There's no such thing as "normal". There's only average, and being average is boring,so quit beating yourself up over not being "normal". Being different is what makes us individuals. So flaunt your individuality with pride! Secondly,why does liking school make someone obnoxious? Ilike school... In fact, with that little Paragraph you wrote, you basically described me...
from dreamer2003 :
Oh my god..I don't know what to say. :( Actually, I have a LOT to say to you so this note is going to be quite long...Derek, I would LOVE to have your life. It's so good that you're different..too many people in this world are carbon copies of everyone else. You aren't alone at all..so many people love you and care about you and are grateful for your friendship. I am one of them. And you also have your family. You are already an AMAZING person who is on his way to becoming even more amazing in time. And you are a WONDERFUL friend. That's what I've always known..you being there, always..and really caring about people. I hope you never change. You are such a SWEET person..when I think about you, I don't think of a jealous, jaded, or angry person. You shouldn't let what people think affect you..just live your own life..and worry about that. Your future is beautiful..you are smart, sweet, caring, a great friend and so many more things. You really need to speak up to Eric..even get a little mean if you have to..cos this has been going on for far too long. maybe even tell the teacher what is going on. Switch groups!! You need to do that for YOU. It doesn't matter if you hurt their feelings..they'll get over it and move on. Just like most people do when they feel hurt. It's only one more week and you're going to make it through..I promise. I hope you have a great 4th and that you get to spend it with Gemma. I'm very concerned..so if you EVER need to talk, I am only an IM or e-mail away. I can relate to you more than you think. Please take care and keep your head up, Derek. Luv ya!! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! I am so sorry to disappoint you & let you down. :( I was thinking of doing an update either tonight or tomorrow morning. Hmmm...which one? lol. I was going to update this morning, but EVERYONE was updating so I was busy reading diaries and just didn't have a chance to do an update of my own. Aww..I am really sorry to hear about that. :( I hope the surgery goes well. My new name for you is "The library's badass" lol. haha j/k. I have "Pieces of me" in my head right now. I actually did watch the last two episodes of her show today and I found myself LIKING IT! lol. It's gradually growing on me..if you can believe that. Study hard!! Enjoy your night, buddy. <3 Stace
from dreamer2003 :
LOL Only Derek would cause such chaos in a library. Next time they give you death stares beat their asses down! Be all hardcore. hell yeah! lol. I'm with you there..I can't even draw a straight line. haha. You really do live up to your moniker of "Hurricane Derek." lol. The guy sounds like a nut. Oh my..I hope your aunt's husband will be alright. And I'm glad you're adjusting to the new job. :) See, I told you it would happen but that it would take some time. I missed Newlyweds last night..Grrr. I love Ashlee's new song "Pieces of me." Good shtuff right there. Well Der, I hope your day is ghetto fabulous!! Take care. *big hugs*
from snccharlotte :
Oh I'm sorry about your grandpa. If it's any consolation I'm right there with you because my grandma's in the hospital as we speak. Stay strong buddy :)
from dreamer2003 :
lol hehe. I only am able to update now because my mom isn't home on tuesday nights. It's the only night of the week that I can update. You're welcome! Yeah, I know Nate and I are strong..I have no doubts that we'll come out of this just fine. Thanks! Me too. haha..yup. I'm listening a LOT more to my Linkin park CD and all of my other hard rock ones. Nope, never seen either of those shows. To me, they seem too much like the OC and the OC doesn't interest me. I dunno. You're going to love the new road rules cast. One guy has the same name as you!! How cool is that?! lol. Have a wonderful night too. Thanks so much for the note. Take care. Love Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hi Dawg! :D Wow, I can totally relate. My dad's side of the family just doesn't do much for me and it's like I am estranged from them..as is my dad in a way. I hope your grandpa will be ok, like I said in that e-mail. I am glad that you're not letting some idiot push you around and tell you what music to listen to. Don't worry, you might like your new boss even more..and if not then I am sure the person will grow on you. EWW Erik probably likes you or something. Stay AWAYYYYYY! lol. Like I told you. Just ignore them. Ha..those people at work should have definitely told you a few things but it sounds like you're doing great on your own. I have no clue what those dreams mean though. Hmm. You should definitely call Gemma. It would do you some good to hang out with her. Again, I am excited for you about Seth. :) Well der, have a great night and take care. *hugs*
from snccharlotte :
Don't worry sweetie! When you come down to California, we'll do the same things! Pictures and fun stuff!! Keep saving buddy! You always have a place to stay when you want to come down! Love ya!
from dreamer2003 :
Hi Derek! I was wondering where you have been this weekend but I figured that you were working and busy so I didn't want to bother you. Nope, no fun at all. :( Thanks! I hope so too. Yeah, I think we will. I hope he'll be online today. :/ Yup..I have to be positive or else I will go crazy. Yep, definitely. You have to say positive things to yourself and believe that everything will work out for the best. Take care der..and remember, it's never too late for that e-mail. ;) Thanks for always being there when I need you. You're an awesome friend. Love you much. *hugs* Have a great week!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! You're very welcome. :-) Yeah..it's so awesome there. The rush from just being there is so unbelievable. There's nothing like it. I can't wait to go back again. And I am sure you'll go there someday. Ugh..too bad you don't live here or I don't live there..then we can hang out this weekend. That would rock. :D Oh well. I hope work goes well. I know you'll get the hang of everything in no time. Thanks! My mom said there's a chance that we will go out later so that's good. :D It will lift my spirits. Thanks...I hope your tongue will be Ok too. LOL haha..I do like her as a person, she seems cool. The show might grow on me, who knows. Sure, you can definitely e-mail me. Have a great day too. <3 ya! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hi Derek! Ewww I HATE The Simple Life. Paris is such a ditz and annoys me immensely. Anyhoo..my theory on your Art Appreciation teacher is that he has befriended you cos you probably in certain ways, remind him a lot of himself. I think people usually gravitate towards people they can relate to. And cos you're cool!! lol. Yes..you better get your ass to the doctor!!! Please. I have to go there also. Yup, keep your distance..that would be the wise thing to do. I definitely do feel like whatever's meant to be will happen. DO NOT beat yourself up over Seth's accident. It was by no means your fault at all. And you're doing everything you possibly can to be here for him now. I'm happy he's doing better too. I hope you'll get to visit Seth soon and see his parents. Remember..everything happens for a reason and all of this didn't happen because you thought you were a terrible friend. Ok? Ok. I guarantee you things with Seth will turn out a lot better than you imagine them to go. But in time all will be revealed. Anyway, I am still watching Newlyweds but I have refrained from watching Ashlee's show. I saw that first episode..but that was it. She's cool..it's just that the show doesn't do that much for me. *shrugs* I hope your weekend is wonderful Der. Remember..you can e-mail me anytime. Take care. *BIG HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek!! That's ok. I really wasn't expecting anything to begin with. It just means it wasn't meant for me..and yep, something better will come along. :) I hope you have a great day. And remember..if there's anything you need to talk about, you can always e-mail me. :-) Have a great day and take care. <3 Stace
from ironed-bread :
Everything's fine, I'm just not going to have enough time to update. I would like to congratulate you on the ending of your Art Appreciation class, because it doesn't sound so great, and I hope you get un-stressed. I get like that when I'm stressed out too sometimes and it's no fun.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! Wow..that's quite a bit of information for one update. But thank you for it! :-) Well..I hope work gets better. I definitely think they should be TRAINING you and teaching you how to do things. It just sounds weird to me. But it seems like you're dealing with it just fine. Yay! I am happy for you that you get to go home early..and for your exam grade as well. Congrats! :D Yeah..I hope Seth can get visitors soon. Barry and Patrick both sound really strange. Just keep away from them both. I'm SO relieved to hear that Seth is improving. That is excellent news. :) It's perfectly normal to have those thoughts..because you don't know what will happen. Time will tell and everything will work out for the best. Even if Seth doesn't remember you, I am sure his parents will fill him in on a lot of things. Just try and put it out of your mind for now. Try and calm down and DEEP BREATHING definitely works. Don't take on so much at one time. And you aren't alone...you know I am here for you always. I hope you feel better!!! Anyhoo..yes, I will most definitely keep you posted. I'm not expecting anything out of it though. Enjoy the rest of your day Der. <3 ya much, Stace
from ironed-bread :
I'm back! And I appear to have missed a lot of stuff going on in the life of Derek, unfortunately I'm not the fortune teller you need, but I hope you're having a good day =D
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks Dawg! :D Yeah..we talked things out and everything has blown over. For now. hah. I don't think it's going to rain today but in a way I wish that it would. Oh well. Yep, definitely. I hope things are getting better on the job front..though it seems that they are. I will definitely keep you posted. I can't wait for your e-mail. :D Take care. <3
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! Well, I hope it was a great weekend for you. I can't wait to hear all about it. Yeah, it was an Ok weekend I guess. Haha I think you would make a good match with Tata too..my theory on those Bachelors is that they intentionally pick the girl that everyone wants to see them with but isn't exactly right for them so they can break it off with them later. Yeah..he was pretty nice. Ok, I am looking forward to your e-mail. Have a great week! <3 ya, Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! Ah yes..don't you just love summer? haha. I am so glad that you're less homesick. :) And pretty soon, you will probably not be homesick at all. That group activity sounds like a lot of fun. Cool. Your group members sound pretty cool..well except for Eric. I know that you're sad about not seeing him. :( Rules are rules though unfortunately..and he knows that you care. I'm sorry about your dad. I hope he won't get fired. You have a really great attitude and outlook on everything. I really admire that about you. You are quite an inspiration. :) No one knows what their future is going to be like..so you just have to have faith that everything is going to turn out for the best and work out. And make NOW great. I think all of these events have definitely impacted your life but for the better. You are probably the most positive person that I know! I hope you enjoy being at home this weekend. Keep your head up..and keep smiling. Have a great weekend! <3 Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! I think you'll be one of the very few people to be excited that I updated. lol. Yeah..I am just being patient in the meantime. Nothing else I can do. Well, I kind of felt obligated to get him something. I know he would be PISSED if I didn't. lol haha. That's funny. I would claim that I didn't know about father's day being this sunday..but since he already mentioned it to me, I knew that wouldn't work. haha. Let me know what's happening with you and how Seth is doing whenever you can. Have a wonderful day and weekend! <3 ya.
from bbwing :
Hopefully everything is OK with Seth. *hugs*
from ironed-bread :
awww *blushes* thank you! =) your note made my birthday lots more exciting! hehe
from scottie1402 :
Hahaha I think I confuse MYSELF with my entries most of my time...that was a beautiful poem you put in your diary, it gave me goosebumps. I hope it gives you strength during this time. Once again, it's corny, but my thoughts are with you and your friend, for what it's worth...take care...
from elliorange :
That poem was true and beautiful. When I was younger, I always thought to myself that I'd never be able to deal with a child who required special needs. Now that I'm older, I see everything quite differently. My personality has formed into someone who could care for those in need. I'm glad that I am the way I am now. I also wish well for Seth and yourself. It's amazing that you're keeping so strong and positive. Ya'll are in my thoughts.
from dreamer2003 :
Eck I hate "Someday". I liked it at first but they overplay it to DEATH. I like "Not in love" though but for some reason, I never hear it anymore. Hmm. I feel special too cos I knew all that stuff about Seth and your first day at work. :) Yes, keep your head up and hang in there. I hope you get to see him again soon! I'm still praying. You just have to hope for the best and have faith. Take care buddy. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Yes you do..cos you are just SPECIAL like that. :P lol. Have a terrific day, pal. <3
from dreamer2003 :
Hi Derek! Thank you. Yeah, it does..especially after keeping it inside me for so very long. Yup, definitely bi polar. When he apologized I was like "Huh?" He acted like everything was going to be ok now cos he apologized. Ugh. Thanks so much. I hope I can handle it. Of course I will let you know. Thanks so much Derek. You're too great. :) I appreciate your friendship. I feel so lucky to have you as a friend. Have a good one. *many hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Yay for the new tires! :) I am sure you love just gazing out the window..it probably is a pretty sight. I want to seeee! lol. I am glad you're going to see your mom this weekend. You really need that. I was loving the Ronald Reagan shows. I am so sentimental like that. hah. I did watch part of the Newlyweds marathon though. The new season of Newlyweds starts on Wednesday. :) I'm glad the phone works well! Enjoy your first day of work on monday. I hope it goes well. :) Thanks for giving me an update on Seth. It means a lot to me. :) Have a great weekend! *hugs*
from elliorange :
Okay. I want to hold you and squeeze you and keep you forever. Deal? ;)
from dreamer2003 :
That's ok Derek. Grr..I hate it when that happens. :( You're very welcome. I am glad you like your classes. That's fantastic! Yeah..I just need to constantly work on it and focus on the good in me instead of the bad. I hope so. I can't handle his bad moods anymore. Thanks for...everything. :) You're a rock in hard times. Enjoy your day too. <3 u. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Yay! I knew about all of this already too. I seriously feel MUCHO special! I am glad you like your roommates. :) Always a good thing. I guarantee you work is going to go well..just think positively and BREATHE! haha. It always helps. I am so happy that things are improving in your life. You really deserve many great things bestowed upon you. <3 ya!! *hugs* Have a greattt day!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey again Der! Thanks so much for putting me at ease about it. :) I hope they'll love me. Grrr..this self doubt really needs to stop!! lol. I will rest up. :) I'm gonna read your entry now. =D
from residentdork :
Hey...i'm soooo glad that Seth is improving somewhat. A small step towards recovery is a major one. :) Oh crap on me...there was something i had to tell you but now i forgot! Ah well it'll return to me eventually. BUT! I wanted to tell you that I'm going to email you later, ok? Maybe within the next day or so that is. Well I'll talk to ya later. Have a great weekend. Later gator. :)
from lizblizz05 :
Yes your baby girl is growing up...bust out the Kleenex! ;-) Hope you've been doing well.
from ironed-bread :
I'm really sorry about your friend and I hope he starts doing better really soon. I know how it feels and I know it's really hard on you. Also, thank you for the advice about my finals- it's all true what you said. -love, kim
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..lol yes, it was quite a treat to know that stuff before anyone else. :) I feel so special! hehe. Aww, it doesn't really make me feel better. I wish no girl had to suffer through this crap. ha. Thank you! I hope so too. I hope you're right! We'll see though. Enjoy lunch and I hope Seth is doing better. Have a great day too. Much luv!
from dreamer2003 :
Welll I know about all of this stuff. Yay! :D lol Wow, your mom is the pimp! or pimpette in her case..haha. I hope Seth's surgery goes well. Aww..see..Seth really loves you. How can he not! You're a loyal friend. I have to go..Have a great day Der. *big hugs*
from elliorange :
You HOTT criminal. ;)
from scottie1402 :
oh my goodness...i don't know why, but i didn't read your last entry...i REALLY hope all is okay (i know it's corny and that everyone else has already written it, but i really DO mean it)...take care...
from bbwing :
(6/7)Why, thank you, Derek! I hope everything is ok with you.
from snccharlotte :
I'm sorry about your friend and your cousin. I had a friend die in a car accident a few years back. She was only like 17, so I know how you feel. Hopefully he'll be okay. He's a strong one to have made it through something like that! :) I'm sorry that your cousin's in prison. My cousin sounds alot like yours. He used to be a good kid, and one of my favorites, and now we don't know where he is. Last we heard he was living in a crack house. Well, anyways like I said, I hope you feel better, and if you need anyone to talk to just leave me a note! Stay strong Derek :) Love ya!
from dreamer2003 :
:( Awww! Nightmares suck ass!! The weather sucks but we're still going out today anyway. Go figure. lol. Yeah, hopefully Nate and I can talk later. Ok, I am looking forward to your e-mail. Have a great lunch! Maybe it will take your mind off of Seth. Be strong, buddy..he'll be fine. It's just going to take time. I bet he's a fighter. :) Thanks Derek, I hope you have a great day too. Much love!! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. Ah yes, they are both awesome bands. But I like Switchfoot a little more. :) Yep, that is crazy. Oh wow..that doesn't sound good. :( I'm so sorry that you had to see him like that. I really am hoping and praying that his condition gets better. Miracles do happen! Just keep up with the positive thinking & hang in there. Everything's going to work out the way that it's supposed to. Sure! Of course you can e-mail me. Anytime. Turn that frown upside down!! You know I am always here for you. Keep that chin up. I hope your weekend is a good one. *love ya!* HUGS!!!
from bbwing :
(6/4) Sounds like you've had a rough week... Need a hug?
from dreamer2003 :
Aww darlin, I hope and pray that Seth will be Ok. You're a wonderful friend..and I know you're going to be there for him through this. And you just have to have faith that he'll pull through. Think positive thoughts! Force yourself to. I'm sorry about your cousin as well. :( But remember..all of this is not your fault. He's the one that wants to mess up his own life. I love u..and I am here for you. Keep your head up!!! Everything's going to be ok and go back to normal sometime. *BIG HUGS* <3
from residentdork :
dude. sorry to hear about seth. :( Just have faith and pray that he'll be fine and i'm sure the Lord will watch over him. :) Hang in there and take care. SMILE! :D Talk to ya later.
from elliorange :
Oh baby. I'm sorry about your friend Seth and about your cousin. I hope all is well with both of them soon. I also hope that you start feelin' better. Keep your chin up, beautiful boy.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..aww I am sure you'll see it in repeats. It was hilarious! Wow, i'm prolly doing worse in my TV addiction. I am very proud of you though. :) Aww, I am sorry your dad was in a bad mood too. :( Dads just suck!! Hell, parents do in general for the most part. I'm so sorry about that. :( What a mess. How crappy that you have to deal with that. I guess you'll just have to keep it locked for now until he backs off. Nate says that he has your back..and you know I do too. No problem..i'll read your e-mail right now. Take care der and have a great week! xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..why did you lock your diary? :( and can I have the password?
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..yes they are fantastic. :) Yep, the park rocks! Aww, sorry that it rained. :( We could use some rain here!! Thanks..I hope your weekend was great too. :) Luv ya much..have a great week!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! YAY! I went to the mall and wally world too..well yesterday. Wally world has everything, yep. And dressing up can be fun! lol. I'm glad you got to see that movie and enjoyed it. :) I want to see it myself..it looks very interesting. Oh, and yep..all the new reality shows look good. And yes, Days of our lives is WHACKED! haha. Well, der..I hope you have a great holiday weekend. Heart ya!
from elliorange :
Okay. So, I watched Days of Our Lives and... woah. I'm not sold on the idea either. I'm glad that those people are all alive, though. The soap would have went down the shitter had they all left. When I was watching it Friday, I actually thought about you. I was like, "Derek. I wonder if he's watching!" Oh. And WalMart is terrible. I won't go there. I send someone else in. I used to have a man follow me in there. Creepy people.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek..aww, I am so glad to hear that Diana will be coming out with an album soon. She's going to do very well in her career. Thank you! I hope I do too. Yes, he went back early this morning. woo hoo. I am sure that he will. Aww yes, I don't know what i'd do without music. Have a great day/weekend! *BIG HUGS*
from elliorange :
Oh. I'm lovin' on you!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! lol. Aww, your family just needs time to get used to the "new and improved Derek." lol. Ah, I hope you can go to the movies.."Van helsing" was the first movie I've seen in awhile in the theater myself. haha I don't know what is so interesting about planting a plant, but little kids are easily amused I guess. Yay for gardening..yay for a GUY enjoying it..lol. Holy shit! You have some wild and crazy neighbors there, Derek. They all sound very 'colorful' lol. heh. Thanks, yeah..hopefully my mood will improve. I know..that makes me sad too. But tonight we'll find out who the winner is. If it was a perfect world, Diana would win. lol. but it's not, so I'm sure Fantasia will win. Have a great day, dawg! luv ya tons. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek..yes it was. But unfortunately all good things must come to an end. :( And I have a feeling this week won't be too great, but oh well..at least I had that great weekend. I hope your weekend was good as well! Yep, Gloria is awesome. I was going to get the tape instead..but I don't have a walkman at the moment. lol. I think it's great that you exercise so much..I need to start getting back into the groove of that. Have a great day too, Der. Luv ya! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hell, I'd join it too..lol. Aw, I am sure your new hair looks spiffy. Your dad and Mer just have no taste..lol. Oh, and I have so many problems with my family members..wow..lol. So I know what ya mean. Thanks Der! My day was lots of fun..I'm glad I went out! :D haha, yes..I know how much the daytime emmy awards mean to you. I'm sure you'll catch WB Superstar USA sometime. Nah, you're not lame. Have a good one too, Derek..Luv ya!
from ironed-bread :
i would join your petition signing club :P -kim
from elliorange :
I love how full of life you are. I wanna hug. I also want to see that hair of yours. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! Thanks so much for the wish. :) Yes, it is quite amazing. Yep, I didn't know about them either until I turned to the channel. So I just HAD to watch them again. :) I love that movie! I didn't know that was on tv last night..grrr. I'm a lover of high school, teenager movies too. Thank you..I hope your day & night is wonderful as well. Luv ya!! *hugs*
from ironed-bread :
i tried laying on my floor and it really does work :) thank you! hehe you should write a book- "derek's techniques for fighting stress" or something
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks Der. Well, I'm going to look tomorrow..I just feel so dead tired today..like all I want to do is sleep. grr. I'm happy with the way it turned out too..the right two people are in the final. Yeah, Diana has a LOT of fans..but for good reason. Mmhmm, they did. Have a great day too, mr new hair do lol. Much love. <3
from dreamer2003 :
LOL interesting dream there. Wow, wild boy Derek..lol. If you can, have someone take a pic of the new hair..I am curious to see what it looks like. Anyhoo..I see you wrote me...so...I'll be noting you back in a sec..
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! I know..it's about damn time. Poor Diana has to sing first in the finale..I don't envy her..lol. Yeah, it's really a toss up for me..I can't pick between the two cos they both rock. Eh, it did..sorta. lol. I'll explain later I guess. Have a great day, der! Luv ya. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Awww, my cousin can help you out in the harley department..lol. She knows which bikes are the best..she's obsessed with that stuff. Wow, Derek is a WILD BOY!! lol. Good for you..we all need changes in ourselves every once in awhile just to keep from being bored. I want a tat too..but I don't want the pain that accompanies it. lol. Mmm chinese food..soo good. DEREK! I AM SHOCKED! Now you're forging signatures?? You've become such the rebel! Forging is a crime! bad bad boy! haha. j/k. It comes harder for some people than others..the most rewarding thing in life is working hard for something that you want and seeing it all happen in front of your eyes. Oh..and I agree. After seeing last night's AI, Fantasia should win. She was awesome..but Diana is damn good as well. BYE BYE Jasmine! heh. Yeah, I do need to get away from them and get them off of my back. Thanks..I hope so too. Have a good one. Luv ya!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek..you're welcome! Aww, I missed you too. Thanks..it was alright. Yes, they do. I hope the banquet went well! Thanks. I hope you have a great day, Der. Luv ya! <3
from ironed-bread :
lol i'll try not to jump off a bridge and i hope you have a good summer too! -love, kim
from scottie1402 :
aw...you're sweet...thanks for the offer! :) i'm feeling a lot better now. i shouldn't do diary entries when i'm tired!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! I am back as you can tell. YAY for meeting a star AND having him give you an autograph! :D I am sure Derek was in all of his glory..lol. Aww, that's too bad about Diana. I would have liked to see her too. THEY KILLED MARLENA?? WHAT? She was a staple on that show for years and years! What happened to that show?? *shakes head* Oh well, you've still got AS THE WORLD TURNS and Passions. lol. :) lol Sounded like a great redneck experience. Anyhow, grr to computers!! That's ok. AI did suck..I am still trying to figure out what went wrong. Thanks..It was alright. Well, I hope your week is great! *big hugs*
from snccharlotte :
Don't feel so bad. I'm completely unproductive lately. I haven't studied for a single final, and I'm not exactly ready to go back to work yet :) BTW thanks for being so patient with my non-writing-ness. :)
from dreamer2003 :
It sounds like you are productive actually..walking and running in the park isn't too shabby. :) 6? Wow, that is wayyy too early. You poor thing. :( Ugh, American Idol last night pissed me the hell off. *hisses* I am still so upset and shocked over it. Damn america..can't hear worth shit. GRRRR. anyhoo, I hope you have a fabulous day, Der. xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. You're very welcome. :) I totally understand. Awww, thank you. I know. And I feel the same way about your updates. I love hearing about your adventures..lol. :) That's ok. I will tell Nate. Yes, it does. I'm really thinking about making that collage. I have the construction paper..all I need is pictures of stuff and words to put on it. Enjoy your night too & enjoy AI. Much luv. <3
from dreamer2003 :
Aw, I'm jealous too. Europe has so much culture. An art project, eh? Since I have a lot of time on my hands for now I might do a collage also. lol Well, alot of the stuff shown on Lifetime is female oriented..just like on the Oxygen channel. And of course Spike Tv is for men. LOL what hijinks..derek AND 3 guys. I can't wait to hear about how that all unfolds..lol. My aunt went to Tallulah Gorge..she said it was absolutely gorgeous. Anyhow, I bet you're excited for A Idol tonight..I know I am!! Well, der take care and i'll talk to ya soon. Heart ya! ~Stace~
from dreamer2003 :
Ooh! I LOVE that song!! I have it in my head now..lol. It's so awesome. Kim is a great singer. Awww, I am sorry moving in was hard. :( I am glad your mom enjoyed her boys. heh. The poor computer. :( I'm glad you enjoyed the doggies too. Take care der..hope you find shtuff to do! Have an awesome weekend! <3
from bbwing :
(5/7) Days IS more important.. but I'd of rather watched the political stuff than what they replaced days with in MY area... Martha Stewart Living.. BLECH! Passions was on, though.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! I am glad your dad temporarily fixed it. :) Hopefully it will get fixed for good. Aww, I am sorry you can't update or anything. :( At least you can use Mer's username. I am glad the moving went well yesterday. That's great!! I really enjoyed the finale too. I love happy endings. :D Yes, though it was sad that George went. :( Jasmine's days are numbered. I will be the MOST satisfied if Latoya wins. lol. My mom told me she'll understand if I don't get her anything, cos she knows I don't feel well. I'll feel SO bad though if i don't get her anything. grr. However, i don't know what to get her either. :/ hmm. Thanks Derek. I know you do. :) You deserve a great day too! Luv ya der. Have a great weekend. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Happy belated cinco de mayo to you too! Aww, hey..I am your friend and that will never change either. Ok? :) lol just roll the shit. If you drop kick it, it may end up on the road and someone might run over it. Aww, so no tears will be shed. I need a nail clipping too! Yikes. What a fun activity! LOL. Aw, so glad you got along with Gemma's boyfriend. :) Could be the time of the month. That will make ANY girl act strangely. lol. Including this one, right here. haha. Aw, poor Jen. :( Good idea to stay away..you don't want to be in the midst of all of that drama. AWW! That is SO sweet. I'd love to save kids too. What a nice dream. :) I know you can turn it into a reality. Have fun dog sitting! Take care. Mucho love and hugs. Have an awesome day!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. Yeah, hopefully no more drama from here! Thanks! I hope you're right. If not, it's good to get away and see a change of scenery anyway. Thank you! Best of luck to you on finals. Have an awesome day, Derek. *big hugs*
from elliorange :
♥ You're great! I wanna snuggle you all up.
from dreamer2003 :
I'm so sorry that things aren't going well. :( I am SO glad it's yucky here. I was anticipating the bad weather, and it has finally arrived. It's nice once and a while. So calming and soothing. I wish it was that cold here. :( It's just so HUMID. Ugh. Yeah, could be. I didn't even think of that. Thank you! lol. And thank you! I'm liking it too. I'm just thinking of more to add to it. Aww, I hope you get productive. I'm sorry that Jen ditched you. Talk to her, maybe something happened. Hey, if you need to vent..I am an e-mail or IM away! So just think about it if you want. You too, Der. I hope your day gets better. Luv ya!!
from dreamer2003 :
Oh gosh! That hilary duff song always makes me and Nate snicker and giggle like school girls. lol. Aww! I am glad the church outing went well. :) Avril is mean to her fans, and to people in general. Her music is pretty good but her personality and attitude are just bleh. mm junk food. I miss that! :( I'm glad you're ok. I was thinking about that yesterday, so I am glad you mentioned it. Buck? Interesting name. lol. Aww, bad weekend for your family. But good weekend for Derek. :) Get some studying done! Well, Der..I hope your week is ghetto fab! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..yep, it is. Aww, you are invited. Bring Jen too! lol. Eh, yeah we have fun. We could be sitting around, watching TV..something boring like that, but still have a great time. :) Awww, thank you so much! That means a lot. Enjoy church! Take care derek and enjoy the rest of your day. *hugs* <3
from dreamer2003 :
Hey again! I'm SO glad it is May too. :) About damn time. Yes, it would be kickass! heh. I was so excited about Reba. Nope, I don't watch "What I like about you". Never have, but maybe I should start. Thanks! I hope the same for you but it sounds like you are having a great weekend. ;) Take care Dawg! Much luv!
from dreamer2003 :
Der! Hey! LOL I love that commercial. It's cool. :) Anyhow, LOL haha..glad the dance party was so much fun. :) haha, sounds like an "interesting" crowd at the Waffle house. Glad the meeting with Jen's parents went well. :) It's a good thing when the parents like you. Oh man! LOL that J Lo comment was soo damn funny. Poor guy. Well, take care Der and have a great day!! I am off to read your note. <3 ya!
from scottie1402 :
Hahahaha thanks for the kind words. And yes, we can be not-bitter together... :p
from elliorange :
Snuggles, Derek! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! Happy belated b-day to your mommy! hehe. Yay to your last day! Kick ass on those finals next week. Oh god! Lindsay and I would not get along. People like that irritate me. Hey, you have every right to want to go off on people sometimes. I hope your mood has improved and that you had fun! Love ya..and have a great day!
from residentdork :
Like oh my gawd! lol i can't stand ANYONE like that either! Seriously, it's like nails on a chalkboard. Hope ya had fun at the party. :) Later gator.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der, I totally agree. I like everyone in the top 5 now though. I don't want to see anyone going home cos they are all so great and each have something different to offer. Yeah, grrr..I'm just glad he's gone. It's good America is voting correctly now, based on talent. He was a great guy..just not good enough to be American Idol. Yep, I was happy about that. I think we're just going to rent a DVD for now and see how the DVD player works. I hope your day is great too, derek. <3 ya!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! Thanks so much. :) Good for you! I'm really happy for you. I hope everything continues to work out for you too. I love Gloria too! She's so sweet and her music is great. John was at his worst. It's like he wants to go home. Every week he says "It should have been me." And every week I say "Yes, John." lol. I loved Diana and I hope America gets it right this time too. I'll only be able to watch a half hour of the Bachelor tonight cos something else will be on too that I want to watch. Awww. I'll tell him you said that. He is a great guy and wonderful with computers, yep. You too, Derek. Love ya! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
lol Oh ok. I was just playin. Cool...I hope the meeting goes well. I will keep my fingers crossed. I'm sure they'll love you. lol yes they do. How tropical of both of you. :) You too. Take care. <3
from dreamer2003 :
I just went to your older page...everything looks great. : ) I could see the entries..they are all in red or pink. You're welcome. And yep, it looks good. =D Ohhh and by the way, Nate has the same layout as you. How ironic!
from dreamer2003 :
lol Glad the bike race was so much fun. I think Sheryl was there since she is Lance's woman. How cool. :) Yay! That's great that you're exempted from a final. :) Sounds like next week will be busy. Good luck on those finals! OOh meeting the parents?? It's getting SERIOUS!! lol. hehe. :) Aww I am glad Gemma and your mom like each other. Well, I see you wrote me so time to write ya back. Take care and have a great night, Der!
from scottie1402 :
hey, thanks for the offer...would've come in REAL handy on sunday, let me tell you. oh, and happy 200th entry for...a few entries ago...! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Yep, it was good to get out Der. Awww :( I wish it would rain here! I thought it was going to but it doesn't look like rain. hmm. Yeah it did suck. I'm looking forward to your update. Take care & have a great day too, dawg. ♥
from elliorange :
♥ You're packing to leave already? Sometimes I wish I would have the experience of living in a dorm, but other times I'm glad I have my own place to stay at. Gosh, summer will be here sooo... soon. My last day is May 5th. I'm gettin' excited. :oP
from dreamer2003 :
I LOVE "roses." What a cool, different song. I like it better than "Hey ya" too. I see the video on TV all of the time. Awww, but hey..you'll be in an apartment! That rocks. :) And a nice dorm in the summer. LOL "the loft song." It would be a hit. haha my friends have liked my mom better too. She's more outgoing. haha, your mom is a flirt. Just like mine. Enjoy the bike race! Take care der. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. It's going alright so far. I hope your weekend is going well too. :) lol yes, I love reflecting. haha yes. Our "rockness" is subtle..lol. You too, d-man. I'll get my ass over to your diary to read your update. Love ya! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, that is definitely a total change of heart but Justin will understand that. I think you're making a great decision. In the long run, that will probably turn out for the best. Sounds like you'll have a good summer. :) Well good luck with that job! I hope you get it and my fingers are crossed. No wait, not a good idea..it's hard to type like this..lol. Good! I am glad to hear you're taking initiative and going to the doc. I'm glad you and Jen have grown closer. :D LOL I think you have "Stacey syndrome." I'm very clumsy too. California, here you come, huh? :) Anyhow, take care Der and have a great day. Talk to ya soon. *HUGS*
from bbwing :
(4/22)OK, First, you are the epitome of "I'm fine, I won't go to the doctor" guyhood...GET YOUR ASS TO THE DOCTOR! DON'T MAKE ME COME OVER THERE!(I'm not mad, I just care...)Secondly, you have to wait til I'm in California again, so we can all hang out together. :)
from dreamer2003 :
I am wondering the same thing myself. That show just pissed me the hell off last night. It is becoming a total popularity contest--I don't care what the judges say. Yep, they were the 3 best. Seeing Jennifer go was just so tough. She could have made it really far. Damn teenyboppers are prolly all voting for Diana, Jasmine, and John S. lol I'm with ya there..I'd love to see those people strangled. haha I'll get over it too..I just need to calm down. I'll try not to let that happen anymore. Have a great day too, Derek. *hugs* ♥
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks for the wish, Der. :) Yesh it is but I'm still sort of sleepy for some reason. Ugh. It was an awesome night for the chicks. I can't wait to see John Stevens leave. I'm so glad you're feeling better too. :) Thank ya! You too, dawg. <3 ya! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks Der. :) haha, thanks. I finally feel like I'm in 2004. Yep, me too. Thanks! I'm glad you like them. No one else has commented on them yet. :D You too, Der. And please..go to the doctor!! It would make me happy! Take care dawg. Love ya!
from bbwing :
(4/19) Happy belated birthday! Oh,and, you need to get to the doctor! Seriously.
from residentdork :
GET YOUR BLEEDING ASS TO THE DOCTOR NOW! I'm serious! that could lead to something more dangerous, health wise, later on. GO! OR ELSE!
from lilblackboot :
Hey i know you don't know me but i was just looking around for people's diaries to read and i came across yours and i thought it was awesome! It'd be great if you came and checked out my diary...http://lilblackboot.diaryland.com it may not be the coolest diary that you've ever seen....well yeah ur diary rocks!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..I think you should get that stomach/ass problem taken care of. It could be serious and you don't want to mess around with your health like that. I'm not here to lecture you though so moving on...LOL going to a play like that. Only you would pull off something like that. Well, I don't know if Justin is really being sincere or not. If you're desperate and it really comes down to it, then I guess you'll accept his offer. You won't know though until you try it out. I hope that his motives are genuine. I'm glad your birthday was ok. :) God, I'm so glad once I move out I'll be farrr from my family. What a nice thought. so I see what you're saying. Anyhoo, feel better derek!! *HUGS*
from scottie1402 :
argh! i didn't know! i'm sorry! happy birthday, my dear boy :)
from residentdork :
Happy Birthday, Derek! :) Party like it's 1999..again!
from watty :
Happy birthday! Hope you're having a great day. All the best to you. =)
from treewillow :
Happy Birthday, I hope you have a wonderful day.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! No problem. :) Happy 200th entry too! lol haha, yeah. I'll do fine. All I'll be doing is heating something up and making a side dish. I think I can handle that. Noo how can you forget?! Shame on you! lol j/k. Yeah, his voice wasn't strong. His performance was SO high energy though..hell..I think it was better than wednesday night's! lol. He handled it all like a trooper. lol I think John S will be the next to go. I hope so too. Ok, well have a great one Der! Luv ya, Stace
from cutielatina :
Happy Birthday, one day early, and I giggled as I read the end of your entry. GOOD! LOL Cuidate..
from ironed-bread :
happy (almost?) birthday derek! that's awesome that your friends did that little surprise-like thing for you. *sings* happy birthday to you... -kim
from dreamer2003 :
Yay! Ai club. :D I wanna join! It was soo good last night. Only one or two of them didn't do so well, in my opinion. Poor George. :( I don't think Diana was that great either. Jon Peter and Jon were just the way they usually are. *shrugs* Damn president just HAD to screw everything up. Anyway, I'm freezing too. It's a whopping 50 degrees here right now..lol. Brr. I've been in a bad mood myself. :( We're all entitled. Aww, how sweet of everyone to throw you a little party. Don't worry..I'll be back tomorrow to wish you a happy birthday. ;) LOL haha..funny little trick you played on that guy in BSU. ha, I actually am saying "As the world turns" in my head and it is pretty dramatic and funny. Ah, well Daniel lost one hell of a roomate. Shit happens! heh. Well take care, almost birthday boy! <3 ya.
from bbwing :
(4/14)I wanna join the DooL club!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. I know..I also know though that people don't like reading diaries that are depressing..but if they don't like that, then they don't have to read. Yep. lol Yeah, I was afraid to even admit that but thought "Oh, what the heck!" haha. My dad is home now. :( But he's sleeping so it's like he's not even here. Oh, and the rain stopped. It's just cloudy right now. There were these two poor ducks sitting on the grass, and there was lightning and I was afraid the poor things were going to get killed, but they are Ok. :) I'm glad you had a good time at Gemma's. I knew you would! At least someone had a good easter. heh. Congrats! I'm proud of you. I'm looking forward to that update. Thanks, have a great day too! *hugs*
from scottie1402 :
maroon 5? champion! :p
from bbwing :
(4/11)Thanks. I like my room too! Happy Easter!
from dreamer2003 :
Uh oh..I hope your computer's ok. :/ Ah don't worry..you'll be ok. As I said, just be yourself. Well I'm gonna go and uh..play online games myself and rock out to..hmm..whatever's on the radio..lol. Adios. <3 *hugs*
from ironed-bread :
this IS very good drink *hands over* you want some?
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..no problemo. :D lol Yeah, I still have that song stuck in my head too. heh. But I love it, so no big deal. I thought her version was Ok. I liked her, but there were better singers up there with more confidence. She has a very unique singing style though that I believe will take her very far. lol Very cool. :D I'm glad you won't be lonely on easter. It seems like you've really come out of your shell. Kudos! What a transformation. I'm still working on mine...lol. Gonna take a while. You too. And don't worry..I won't forget. Have a great weekend & easter. *hugs*
from ironed-bread :
i agree completely. i do need a drink :) want to share one with me?
from dreamer2003 :
Ah, sounded like a great night! Am I the only teenager who loathes drinking? lol. Wine even makes me want to puke. *Shrugs* Ah, drinking on your birthday..wow you are going to get even MORE plastered..lol. Aww, that was nice of your math teach. I think you should take the job..sounds like a good opportunity. Well anyhoo, Have a great day Der! *hugs*
from elliorange :
♥ Mmm... it sounds like ya'll had so much fun! xoxo.
from snccharlotte :
MMM!! I WANNA DRINK!! Hehehe haven't had the opportunity in quite some time so I say....go for it!! And prostitutes are healthy, beautiful, non crack-addict women, so yay! Hehe not really. Don't worry. If worse comes to worse you can marry my little sister and be normal ;)
from snccharlotte :
Hey I changed the password just a bit. It's the same username, but just add a 1 to the end of the pw okay?? Love ya!!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! glad to hear you had fun. I'm about to read your e-mail after you send this. I like Diana too. She was a little sick I think but she still gave the best performance she could possibly give. Plus I love "I'm still standing." I was hoping someone would sing it. Take care..time to read your e-mail.
from dreamer2003 :
hey hey. I agree..American Idol was rough but I can imagine it's tough singing a song from such a legendary icon. Those were hard songs to sing. I liked George and Jennifer too the best..Latoya was great too and for some reason I liked Diana. Everyone else to me was "bleh". Well I guess drinks take the stress off of you and loosen you up so you're having a good time and not thinking of the test. *Shrugs* You don't HAVE to get married in the next year. You can break the trend if you wanted to. You could be "different." That's bs..you don't have to be a certain age to lose your virginity. Whenever you're ready and it feels right is the right time. I wrote you, so whenever you respond to that would be cool. I wasn't trying to attack you in it..just asking you. Take care!
from lizblizz05 :
*gasp* Señor Derek has a birthday fast approaching! *makes mental note*
from ironed-bread :
yes, damn spring! i'm happy to be back too, and i missed reading your diary- it's still awesome as ever -kim-
from scottie1402 :
thanks for your kindness. everyone has been SO good to me, helping me through this difficult time. it hurt, but now i finally feel that i'll be made stronger by the experience... hahahaha...i couldn't keep a straight face any longer! :)
from snccharlotte :
OMFG I KEEP LEAVING YOU MESSAGES IN YOUR GUESTBOOK AND THEY NEVER SHOW UP!!! GRRR....anyways thanks for the happy birthday dedications in my notes and your diary!! Hehehe I owe you a big one on your birthday! And yes, d-land buddies are the greatest! Whoop whoop...represent!! ;) Love ya!
from dreamer2003 :
I'm glad that it's been such 'a great day' lol. :) Dammit..I want some easter candy. Ah well. Awww, well I hope your tummy problems go away soon. Yikes. Yeah, stress. lol I did. Take care Der and I hope you have a great week! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
I hope you'll be ok! Those tummy viruses are not any fun at all. :/ Aww! A native american ceremony. :) How cool. Of course I thought of Nate when I read that..lol. I would have loved that wedding..heh. Damn DST! Messing with my mind too. Grr! Well Der, I hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der. Yeah, but I'll be ok. Yep yep. There will be. Wow, your time at home should definitely be fun and adventurous! Aww, no problem. I hope you get home safe and sound. Have a great weekend, d-man. <3 ya. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey again Der! Thanks. :) I just read your update. Awww, der's a celeb now..lol. Damn gnats! There are so many here. I'm glad your war with ants is over now though. Yeah, I knew it too. Grr, it just gets harder to be apart from him with each time we see each other. I can't wait until I'm with him for good. Hey, it was my pleasure. I know..I am focusing on the good times as much as I can. And knowing there will be so many more to come. Take care dawg. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
*all caught up* oops!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..sorry to say but I gotta make this SUPER short. Mom's in the room..wanting to get online. Obviously I'm home safe and sound. Nate & I had the best time ever. I'm just so sad to not be by his side right now. Hell, sad is such an understatement. Anyhow, I missed ya and I'm sorry I didn't update. :( I was only online once in my time there. I might soon..when I feel up to it. Right now I'm just too depressed. I did read your updates..call caught up now. Well, take care and have a great night! Luv, Stace
from bbwing :
(3/30) Ah, being a days watcher and a cosmo reader, I have to say that they're both great.
from scottie1402 :
argh! damn ants! i've waged war on them for YEARS...if you spray your entire room, you won't be able to live in there for about a day, but at least you'll be rid of them...i think it's worth it, don't you?
from snccharlotte :
And I just noticed you wrote an entry on insects attacking!! Weird cuz....so did I! Hmm....it's a conspiracy I think.
from snccharlotte :
YEAH I DID!!! That sucks you didn't get it! Try again, cuz i did send you one! :)
from elliorange :
♥ Very proud, very proud! HeHe! :)
from scottie1402 :
i think i like your current layout more than ANY of the others...except for maybe the lime. i like citrus fruit, don't ask me why. the tattoo DOES sound like a good idea, however...hmm...
from scottie1402 :
very thorough! a million points for you! you can be my secretary when i become rich and famous if you want :p
from bbwing :
(3/23)Why on earth would you want to live in orange county?! It's a crap town! Just because it's portrayed on tv as being cool, doesn't mean it really is!:-p
from elliorange :
♥ I like this one: http://ourworld.cs.com/charmdesignsDL/CDrollingcloudsprev.jpg. It's clean, calm, and just really nice. :)
from elliorange :
♥ Oh... I saw Christina Aguilera’s red-like hair on Ellen, too. I thought it looked best out of all the other colors she's tried. Plus, she didn't sound too bad on Beautiful when she sang it on there. I was impressed. Ellen really rocks hardcore! *mwah!*
from warmvanilla :
congrads for bein' on D-land for a year! <3~Shelly
from dreamer2003 :
Yeah, fuck them bitches! For real! lol. Sorry about that..I attempted to sound ghetto for a second there. heh. Ah, what an interesting beauty parlor experience. Hey, you're entitled to snap just like anyone else..it's nothing to feel guilty about. I'd be freaking crabby too if my family kept going to the same vacationing place repeatedly. I wish you continued luck with getting a job. I hope everything works out!! I KNOW that if you stick with school, you're going to make it. Don't quit..you owe it to yourself most importantly to stay..and, you'll feel so good about yourself afterwards. Because you didn't let it beat you. I'm so happy to hear that you and Jen are still going strong. : ) EWW! I hate that "I don't want you back" song. It's so damn annoying, in my opinion. Take care Der and have a great night. Enjoy the rest of your week. <3 *HUGS* Talk to ya soon. -Stace
from scottie1402 :
i've been loving your entries lately...keep up the good work :) and as for the flowered shirt...i just thought it was SO cool...it's always the people with taste you have to be careful of hahaha
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! That's great news. :) I'm looking forward to reading your update. lol Yes, I do. They look so much better now. Thank you so very much. :D Alrighty..you have a great week, okie? Luv ya bunches. *hugs*
from snccharlotte :
I tried giving up soda for Lent. I failed on the fourth day :(
from dreamer2003 :
That's so good to hear. :) I'm glad. Yes, it's very exciting. :) lol Thanks, I'm sure I will. Ok, cool. No problem! You too, Der. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! So, how was TN? Did you have a good time? I hope so. :) I'm glad you're back safe and sound. Yes, it was fun and so nice to get out. I got to rest up yesterday..yep. Today I have to go out again..IN the rain! yikes. Wow! Well, if you do look..good luck on your job search! I'm sure you'll find something. Well I know you're going to update when you have the time and energy so I am patiently waiting for that to happen. Have an awesome week, Der. Love ya! *hugs*
from residentdork :
hey derek. :) yeah i know those guestbooks lately don't notify when a person signs. *shakes paws in frustration* DAMN YOU SMG.com!!!!!! ha anyhoo. hope all is going well with you. :) take it easy and i'll holla at ya later, homie skizzle my nizzle and all that shtuff. i'm a dork. :P Later.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. Good morning to you too. :) Eh, it was just something I was going through with one of my friends. A girl asked her a question and she got really upset and then somehow I got in the middle of it and we were fighting, then Nate got involved. It was just one huge mess but all is good now. I'm fine, thanks. Ah yes, I saw the one with Jessica getting sick..she was eating the cupcake icing and getting nauceous. I missed last night's..yeah, the one where they are looking for a dog. Oh wow..yeah, I know how you feel. I have to pack too soon and do laundry and all kinds of other stuff that I'm not looking forward to either..lol. Have a GREAT time in TN and a wonderful, safe trip! Take care Derek! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der!! Crap, I missed last night's Newlyweds. I didn't think of it til now oddly enough..lol. Me too! I was like "HUH, JON?" But I had this feeling America was going to vote for him..he's a funny guy..not much talent..but amusing and different. I love George and Jennifer they are awesome..they deserve to be in the top 12. Leah is ok, but I thought Suzy was better. Her and Elizabeth in my opinion got robbed. Me too..I can't wait til next week. Cool, I hope you update soon. Have a great day, d-man! <3 ya. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. Thanks..me too! Well, you've got school to worry about. I don't think you need to worry about a job too. You should be able to do what you want..you ARE an adult. Well, I hope your mood improves dawg. You too. Take care. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
lol Aww, your aunt sounds like a funny woman. I'm glad your spring break is going well! That is sad. :( Damn..your family has as much drama in it as mine does. I'm glad you and Whitney had fun..see, I told you. Pet stores rock! LOL that yard adventure sounds like fun. MM I always eat personal pans on my own..they are yummy! Wow, running in the morning? Go you! That is productive! Ugh, your dad sounds like a grouch! lol I couldn't see you giving up soap operas. I hope you get to see Margo! Anyhoo, lol yes..But I told him today! Yes, I DID! GO ME! lol. It was..interesting. Details tomorrow. The new inferno will be on tonight. :D Have a great night and week! Luv ya! *hugs*
from snccharlotte :
I'm craving chili cheese hotdogs right now. Mmm. Yep that was random! ;) OMG Survivor All Stars rocks my socks yo!! I think Sue made a huge deal out of nothing.....then again I wouldn't want Rich to rub all over me. Ew. I hate Boston Rob! He's so arrogant! My favorites would have to be Colby and Ethan. Good job with that R.A! Tell the prick what for! I love you Derek!! Sorry I haven't been good with notes lately. Hopefully this starts to make up for it?? ;)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..I think I kind of did let her get to me since yep, I didn't tell him yesterday! Argh. Today is my last and final opportunity..I can't blow this. He's off today so I think tonight would be the best time to do it since my mom won't be home during the day. Thanks..I'll be ok. Yeah, that's true. With or without his approval, I'm still going. Mmm Pizza Hut is YUMMY! :D lol yesh..good shtuff. I hope you had a great weekend, der. And that you have a great week. Let me know what's happening when you get the chance. Take care! *big hugs* <3
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. Yep, I got to go out. Overall, it was an Ok day. Thanks! I hope you had a great day yesterday as well. Yeah. :( We're all really worried about her and just hoping for the best. Thanks dawg, i need all of the luck I can get at this point. Have an awesome day! Luv ya. *hugs*
from scottie1402 :
Hahahaha thanks for putting up with all the crap I ramble on about so willingly...not many people would be able to do that for so long, you know :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! I'm so glad to hear that you got home safetly. :) Oh geez..drama bites!! I can't stand it. I don't think you can either. I hope you and Whit have a great time together. :) Ugh, I know..damn nephew of theirs! I sound like I'm 80..lol..but still, when you're sleeping you want complete silence..or at least I do. Thanks dawg! I hope so. I guess I'll tell him tomorrow. You too! Enjoy your spring break. :D *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. Thanks so much for having my back. :) It was way out of line but I'm just shrugging it off since she doesn't even know me. If it was a friend that said that, it would have hurt more. Thanks! Yep, I'm leaving on the 17th. Yes, every little bit will help. I'm glad I have her support. She's pretty much always been there for me. Yep, exactly. AI turned out very well! Yay! I hope you update today. You too, dawg. Luv ya!! *HUGS* Thanks so much. :) You're a true friend!!
from dreamer2003 :
Woo hoo! I'm loving all these updates from you. :) Anyway, lol I would have been cracking up at the flashing thing too. heh, Aww that's cute. Poor Jennifer. :( GO DEREK!!! lol. You rock! *high five* Way to tell that RA off. Good for you! And you ALSO rock for listing "Yeah" as your song for the entry too! Yay! Well der, have a fabulous day. Hopefully you'll have some more funny stories for us. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hi Dawg! I'm trying to think positively but I KNOW my dad. He's not going to react well to this at ALL. Oh well, what can ya do. Thanks. :) lol It does..it makes me want to shake my ass too! heh. Yeah, the first girl wasn't bad. Yes, it should be interesting. As long as Jasmine is in the top 2, I'll be happy. Take care, der and enjoy the rest of your day. *HUGS*
from bbwing :
(3/2)Days and Passions have the same writers, but passions will probably never have THE SAME story line, because Passions is meant for the younger people (like us) to draw them into Soaps...It sure worked! I don't like That lady whose name I forgot.. Mimi's Mom...because she's just a money loving buttface. Oh, and I think the "Playing it straight" show is wrong. They're exploiting people for ratings. Assholes.
from lizblizz05 :
I am so ready for winter to be over! It practically is today...my weather dealie on my computer says it's 79 right as I'm typing this. I even wore flip-flops to school today! So yeah, I think you know where I stand there...have a great week mister! Byebye. :-)
from dreamer2003 :
Woo hoo! I hope you keep up with this trend of updating a lot. Ah, forever eden. I was going to watch it but I wasn't very interested in the first place. I'm not a huge fan of trashy shows. I heard about playing it straight..that looks a little more interesting to me. I MIGHT watch it. Marlena is just a total nutjob. *shakes head* That show went down the tubes. I can't wait for A Idol tonight. :D I hope you have a wonderful spring break! I'm sure you will. Tenn, huh? That sounds cool. I hope everyone is on their best behavior on this family vacation. Take care and enjoy the rest of your day! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. You're very welcome. :D I think that too..that in a way, she just wants me here because she does depend on and need me. Thanks, that's true..you're right. I know I'm not the one making her unhappy. Thanks! I need all the luck I can get..lol. LOL big girls do rock. I hope today is much better for you too, darlin. Thanks for your words! Luv ya. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der. Awwww. :( Why don't you just stick it out in school? Sure, you may be behind but you're still going to graduate eventually. Well, you always have the option of living with your aunt. I don't know how he could want you back in that situation too..I guess him and your mom conveniently forgot about all of the pain and tears it caused you. I'm convinced that parents don't want what's best for you..they want what's best for THEM. You know..usually on a bad day is when someone talks to you..when you'd want nothing more than to be left alone. GRR!! TV and junk food sounds good. I hope you had a good laugh over American Idol..I sure did and needed it too. UGH! don't worry..you're not the only one that had a day from hell. I luv ya..and see you wrote me so I'll write you back soon. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hi dawg. Yep, the dog will be just fine. I'm leaving I think on the 17th..I know though that it will be 2 weeks from now or so. I'm sorry to hear that. :( Well you don't have to tell me about them if you don't want. I'm sorry that things are not going well. If you do ever want to talk about it, you know how to reach me. Thanks, der. I hope things get better for you. I'm here for you, you know that. Take care! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! Yes, it was a good day..thanks! Her dog is just fine now. It's just not eating or drinking..that's because it's still adjusting to Karen and her boyfriend. It's scared, but once it gets used to being there, it should be Ok. I've had an ok day, thanks. I hope your day has been going well!! The job search went ok..I found one ad that really is interesting me so my mom's going to call up tomorrow and if that doesn't pan out, she's going to call a job agency for me. So either way, I'm sure to find something when I return from AZ. I think she appreciates the fact that I'm putting in an effort. Take care. Luv ya! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey awww..lol..I'd be bummed if we had snow and it melted quickly too. :( Yeah! God I hope so! Pray for me!!! lol. Thank you! I need all of the luck I can get, heh. Yes, yes..she got the dog but it's sick. :( I'll talk about that soon. Oh ok. I see you wrote me an e-mail so I'll get to that soon. Have a great day, darlin. <3 Stace P.s. I hope their visit went well but I guess I'll find that out now..lol. ;)
from dreamer2003 :
The font is Tahoma. lol Aww, I'm sure you did just fine on your math test. Though no, it isn't our strong point lol. That's great! I hope you enjoy their visit and that they enjoy being there. Aw, yeah that's cool. :) You too, Der. Have a great weekend! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! Yeah, I like it too. :) That's the font I use in e-mails and on IM too. I love it. Yep, I'm very happy for Karen. You're welcome! It was my pleasure. Yeah, I expected it to be awkward too. You too! I hope you have a great day too. Good luck on your math test. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, again you're so lucky. I wish it would snow here. :( But that wish is never gonna come true. Ah well..people are fascinated by certain weather conditions and you know how the media exaggerates everything. Ah crap, I missed The price is right. Forgot all about it. :( Oh well. Wow! woo hoo! I'm glad you're being productive. :) It does feel good to accomplish stuff. Yes, Ian was definitely a challenge. I forgot to say that in my entry lol. I hope she'll be happy too..she said she was so that's all that matters. He is financially set which is good for Meredith. LOL yes, that "Will you?" bit was hilarious. I think the "marry me" was too hard for him to get out. Hey, that would be a great idea for Matthew to be the next bachelor! heh. I'm not interested in this new bachelor..he looks like the typical meathead. *shrugs* Aw, I'm glad you got to be alone with Jennifer..obviously it makes it feel like you guys are a couple. I hope you gets get to go out tonight. That would be neat if your mom and Mer went there. haha pigging out is neat. Have a great time with Jen. Take care and enjoy the rest of your snow day. :) *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..aww, lucky you! I want snow! ha..I shouldn't hold my breath. It's not going to happen here anytime soon..haha. I know..that pissed me off too. Even JON looked surprised that he was picked over Leah. I'm just glad he wasn't in the top 2. Leah definitely should have been in the top 3. I don't get it. lol It does look intense, but i'm kind of intrigued by it just cos it is so controversial. Yeah, exactly..they are very similar. He is high maintenance. But if that's what she wants then more power to her. Yeah..he said "I can't believe I'm doing this..you think we'll make it?" I was like "Oh geez." I just shook my head. She could do better..like Matthew. Sure, I will definitely give you a recap. I hope you have a good day too. Enjoy the snow! Luv ya...Stace.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. You're very welcome. :) I'm just glad to have made you feel better. Wow, I'm SO excited about both American Idol & The Bachelorette..more so about the Bachelorette though. I can't wait to see who she picks though I have a hunch. I'm sure she will be happy. Enjoy tv tonight too. Enjoy your day!! Take care! *hugs*
from ironed-bread :
every time i'm in the theatre hall of my school practicing lines, i always hear someone playing "my immortal" on the piano in the choir room next door... their singing isn't as good as amy lee's either. interestingly enough, i had quite an experience when i got my braces off too =)
from bbwing :
(2/24)"My Immortal" is my favorite song right now. I turn up the radio every time I hear it. Ironically, I was singing it (in my head) as I was reading your entry.:-p
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. I love them too. *sighs happily* I just wish it was real. Yes, I will. I will enjoy it to the fullest. heh! Nope, it was a pretty good day. =) That's the plan..she wants an older dog. You have a good one too. Take care, dawg. Oh, by the way I wrote back to your e-mail. Buh bye. <3, Stace
from scottie1402 :
Isn't Britney HYPNOTIC?? It's crazy, I know...consider me leaving notes for you instead of signing the guestbook from now on :) Oh, and the unsubscribing thing hasn't worked either! I'M STILL GETTING DIRTY EMAILS!!! Grr...
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. I am not sure if she got it or not. I'm going to see her later, so I'll find out. Yep, it was nice while it lasted..now my dad is home. Ugh! LOL yes..I couldn't believe that I walked into a wall this morning, but I WAS tired..haha. I felt like I was drunk. Nope lol. I registered while I was in government class in high school but I never got a voting card. I doubt I'll ever vote anyway lol. I'll write back to your e-mail tomorrow prolly. I don't think I'll have time tonight. Take care der and enjoy your night. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..yes, it was fun. I love animals..it was awesome. Aww, I want a dog too. I'm a cat lover, but I miss having a dog. I've only had one my entire life and we had it when I was really young. Yeah, I think a German Shepherd would be wonderful for Karen & a dalmation for Sheila. Sheila had a dalmation before but she had to put it to sleep when it was around 14-15. It broke her heart. :( It was the family pet pretty much. Anyhow, I'm glad your weekend has been going well. :D Ok, I see you e-mailed me. I'm going to get back to you as soon as I click "Done!" Thanks, dawg. I hope so too. You too. Take care! *hug* Time to write you back...
from dreamer2003 :
Hey d-man! Thanks. THANK you SO MUCH for telling me about Reba. :) In a way I wish I could have seen that one..ah well. :( Ah, it's ok..I understand. Enjoy the rest of your weekend, der. E-mail me if you have the time about that thing. Luv ya! *hug*
from dreamer2003 :
Heyy! I'm so glad you're home safe & sound. Aw, gosh that sounds SO scary. I'm just glad you're alright & that nothing happened!!! Oh ok, I'm glad I didn't bore you then..lol. Yeah, I knew Lanny was going to stick up for his mom too. He's a good son who loves his mommy dearly...lol. Yep, that's all Ryan R said really. Yeah, so am I. :( VERY scary. Miami is not the safest place to live, no. Really? Nope, I don't recall you ever telling me your mom is from Miami. That's neat! I'm sure Kar will be fine. She's just a little shaken up. Ok, der. I'm looking forward to that. Luv ya! Take care of yourself. *hugs* Have a greattt weekend!
from ironed-bread :
i love not letting people figure me out completely- mystery is fun. lol, hope you're having a good day =)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. Yeah, Chad seemed SO nervous and did you see the sweat forming on his upper lip? lol. He just wasn't assertive and there was this weird thing going on between them..it just didn't all seem right and fit together. Knowing Meredith, she'll probably pick Ian cos she's a very sensual lady..she loves the passion. Matthew is too caring & loving. I saw the Men tell all..I missed Friends. :( It was ok..Chris talked to Lanny, Chad, both Ryan's, Brad, and Rick. All Meredith said really was that she's very happy now and the men pretty much just addressed certain issues. Lanny doesn't apologize for his mom's behavior cos she was just protecting him and Rick said maybe he was overconfident to hide his insecurities and that he didn't view it as a game and was there for the right reasons, Ryan admitted he talked too much and said he can understand why Meredith though he was intense, and the other Ryan said it was just a 'passionate departure' lol. And brad admitted he needs kissing lessons so some lady from the audience helped him out..lol. I hope you didn't see it, cos if you did I just bored the crap out of you..lol. Lisa's voice was definitely better. Matt isn't going to make it so far, you're right. Awww that's cool. I'd love to observe kids. Ok, cool. I hope you enjoy your day and your weekend at home. You too. Luv ya! *hugs*
from elliorange :
♥ Thank you, beautiful boy. xoxo.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! LOL oh geez..men are entitled to their 'PMS' since women have it. I'm so glad my stupid period is over..I get PMS in the worst of ways. LOL hell yeah..I should do an entry just full of cursing and saying 'fuck' cos I don't a lot in my entries. Aw, well I hope you pass your next Astronomy exam. Sometimes you just gotta get your frustration out and vent and shtuff. Well, you don't have to be nice but you can be civil to him. My dad is clueless too. He's lucky I haven't given him a piece of my mind many a time. Ah, so the girl wanted the abortion..wow, Corey's a great guy. Yesh, you should go see him..maybe it would cheer him up. That's tough. She really should have discussed it with him first since it was THEIR baby, not just her's. Aw, that's rare..a guy loving his mom..lol. How cool. :) WOW! lol. You broke the trend. Glad you had a fun time at the dinner. Really? Wow, I actually brought clarity into someone's life? That's a first! haha. You've sparked my interest so please do write me and let me know what it was I said that put things into perspective for you. Newlyweds wasn't that great..you didn't miss much..same as usual with them really. *shrugs* Tonight is the 'Men tell all' with the bachelorette but I can't watch it since Friends will be on at the same time slot. FUCK! lol. I've never seen The OC before, nope. It would be pointless to watch it now seeing as how I haven't watched it from the beginning. I didn't get to see Las Vegas. :( I guess it was ok that I missed it though lol. I'm SO shocked that Matt made it through last night on American Idol. I thought for SURE Lisa would have. Hell, I'm shocked that he was in the top 3! Yep, it is great. Mom has no training today so she's happy for the break. Nah, she basically works when she wants..it's flexible..I think she's doing it part time. I hope you have a great day! I gotta go do an entry. Take care! Be happy! LOL *hugs*
from lizblizz05 :
Thank you AAAAAND you are welcome. I didn't forget that you asked, just took me a while to get around to the answer. :-)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek! That's ok..hopefully today will be a better day. Yep, she used to but now she's getting back into it again. Yeah, my mom is good with math and finances so she likes it. Me, I HATE math and the less I do of it, the better. Yep. she will. :) It does cos before she lived like 15-20 mins away and now she lives like 40 mins away so of course we'll see her less. :( I'm sure we'll still get to see her though from time to time. Hmm we all get like that sometimes..just moody for no reason. I'm glad you feel better. :D Me too! Same to you. Luv ya! *hugs*
from bbwing :
(2/16) Yeah, Valentine's Day can kiss my ass.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..lol..yeah, Trishelle doesn't have a big fan base at all. Yeah, I actually sort of like Coral cos she is so funny. LOL yeah, I saw that in the previews. Yeah, I was thinking about watching that..I might tonight. I think AI will be on on tuesday but I'm not positive. You too..Take care! <3 *hugs*
from needisaymore :
Hey there--I'll give you a life lesson I learned from a therapist--and you get it for free!! You most likely could not have changed your cousin's life for the better. I used to think "if only I had done this or that". My therapist said that is a pretty egotistical response to a problem, to think that you are powerful enough to have been the ONE THING that would have made the difference. So don't put the blame on yourself. Things happen. And it doesn't sound like he has a great environment in the first place. Let yourself off the hook!
from the-crowtnb :
Thanks for your note...i got the part of Suzy one of kims friends...not a very big part but it`s fun. ^.^
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..yes, he did. He knows me and my tastes very well. I thought it all was extremely thoughtful of him. LOL that is rather odd. Mm ring pops are great. I've loved them since I was little..but Nate didn't know that..hmm..lol. It does rock to be home alone..especially for me since it rarely ever happens. Have a great day too chilling out. :D Luv ya! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Woo hoo! I'd be happy too if I got $5 in a card. You have a nice mom. :) lol haha..that's funny. Aww, you are a great bro yesh. That song you were listening to in your entry, I put up for Nate in my poetry diary. How strange. lol A lot of people were in the valentine spirit. Karen's moving to Miami..it's ok that you forgot. lol definitely obligation. I'm glad you got to talk to Jen and your gramma. :) You can't blame yourself and shouldn't blame yourself for Corey's bad behavior..he's just a troubled kid. It's up to him to make good choices. You had nothing to do with it..no part in it. Obviously, his parents being who they are hasn't helped him much. A lot of the times we model off of our parent's behavior. They should have set good examples for Corey. WOAH! That guy sounded SCARY!!! yikes. I hope you never see that weirdo again. Aw, snow! lucky you! Take care and have a great Sunday. Luv ya. *hugs*
from elliorange :
♥ Happy Valentine's Day!
from ironed-bread :
i don't leave school when the fire alarm goes off either nowadays, it's too cold. hehe yeah one of these days my stubbornness will kill me too =)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. I haven't heard from ya in a while. :/ Ha, you have a nice mom!! My mom would not go and just shop for me, even if I asked..lol. You're gonna love the Maroon 5 CD. :D Oh god, I had a nightmare about a fire last night. You should really evacuate next time..a fire isn't something you want to mess with. I do remember lanny's mom saying that..that's what scared Meredith off. I don't blame her for being frightened. Yeah, I'm a bit worried about Ian too but he's a nice guy. I like Matthew the best for her too..then Chad. I knew Fantasia and Diana would win too. Uh oh, I hope you're not getting sick..that would reallly suck. I think you should tell that dude off. Anyhoo, have a great v-day too and weekend. Take care! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..grr, don't you just hate it when you can't stop taking mental trips into the past? Grr. lol Well see, karma does come and kick people in the ass when they suck and deserve it. :) I think it would be good if you talked to her again. *shrugs* People with the name of Justin..yikes..for some reason, you don't want to reckon with them..lol. It sounds to me like whatever you've tried out isn't right for you and there's another alternative out there, something that will make you happy. Perhaps you're searching for the wrong things. I know you'll get accepted. lol I'm glad your weekend at home was peaceful. LOL a porn star? oh my god. A soap star, yes..I can see that. haha i'd be the same way if i was in school. I always want to travel..to see new places..:) An apartment??? Wow! lucky you! You've got it good. =) Uh oh..I hope the financial arrangements get worked out. :/ It does seem like you have a strange relationship. Hmm..I'm sure in time it will be more clearly defined. Good luck on your exams!!! *hugs*
from bbwing :
(2/10)Ah, Delilah. I used to listen to her when I was in California, but I haven't found an radio affliate here. You could always change it to be "Guys night in and watch all the guy movies you want..."
from dreamer2003 :
Yes, it is! I'm verrryy excited. :D Thanks! It's very cool. lol awwww. hell yeah..yay for American Idol! You better get some studying time in though. Yes, you better update. Good luck with the dorm shtuff. Have a great night and good luck on your tests. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey D-man! That's ok, I completely understand. I figured you were busy since you were home for the weekend and all that. And I know you'll be busy this week. You poor thing. :( Good luck on all of your exams! I'm looking forward to seeing that entry. lol You better study. Have a great one too. *Hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..yep, it was awesome. Reba rules. :D Yes, that stunk but at least I had time to do another entry. It sounds like you have a busy day..well hey, I hope you have a great weekend at home. Take care. See ya. *hugs*
from scottie1402 :
hey! thanks for all the passions goss! i think that beth will have to become my new favourite character: a) she flattens gwen and b) she just sounds REALLY evil! as for average joe 2...we will have to see what the ratings are like for part 1 here...i will keep you posted :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..yes, it was but luckily some of them made up for their terrible group performances in the solo performances. Those were great. I'm glad Alan and the black girl are gone too. I think a girl will win too. I missed the entire part where Kelly Jo and that guy were there. :( Ryan just got on my nerves though..he thought he was all that and he never shut up. Yeah, I think the whole 'different backgrounds' thing will go against Lanny and Meredith. I'm thinking it will either be Matthew and Ian in the end or Matthew and Chad. Definitely Matthew though. Eh, you didn't miss much on newlyweds..as I said it was a total bore. ugh. The one before this week's was good though. You too! Take care. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..yeah, I don't see how some people can't take it seriously..it's their big chance! *shakes head* So many of them are going to blow it from clowing around and sleeping instead of rehearsing. Yeah, I don't think Alan is going to make it too far. He thinks he's hot shit. Did you hear that comment he made about "If you take 'meric" out of American it would be "Alan Idol." *shakes head* how pathetic. He's trying to use his looks and charm to get to the final round. Ugh. Really?? That's interesting! I didn't know she lives in Georgia. Yeah, I'm not thinking that black girl or Alan will make it much further. Especially the black girl. I'll be switching around too. Have a great day too, dawg. <3 ya. -Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! yeah..I know. When we all got on the phone and I said "Happy Birthday" my dad said "Stacey..talk.." And I was like "Uh, I don't know what to say!" lol. Ugh. But I rarely ever talk to him, so it wasn't that bad. I know..I felt like hiding myself. Yeah, I didn't think there were going to be auditions last night but they were great. Mostly. The inferno was awesome. :D I hope you have a great day. Enjoy American Idol tonight! *hugs*
from snccharlotte :
Wow!! Weird dream...? I ALWAYS have strange dreams like that, so welcome to the club!! And that's so cool that you got to meet Theresa!! She seems like the sweetest lady..lucky..Hehehe....thanks for the pep talk. I needed to hear from someone that I wasn't a slut. It's just...grrrr I dunno. It will be cool though!! Sex on the kitchen counter?! Hellz yes!! Hehehe...except when you come to visit of course...we'll keep it in the bedroom ;) Love Lots, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..that's ok, I should be used to it..lol. Yeah, I definitely need to move out this year. I can't stand being here..it's horrible. Yep, I really hope she can get herself in gear and divorce him. She deserves to be happy. It is very sad..but at least you know that there's a reason behind your mom's marriage and there's a reason behind my mom's. Wow..I feel like an old person..I went to bed a little after 10..lol. Ooh you're lucky. :( I want some ice..haha. I hope you have a wonderful day today..yesh, enjoy the TV too. Luv ya.
from dreamer2003 :
Aww :( I hope this February isn't like the rest for you. Don't be getting sick on us! lol. Yeah, the Inferno looks even better than the Gauntlet was. I'm looking forward to American Idol & The Bachelorette too. Yeah hmm I might just watch the half time show to see the performances. lol I don't take risks either..I should practice what I preach more often, eh? I want to go badly too. :( I think the last time I went ice skating was also 6th grade..lol. Yeah, it's a pretty nice bowling alley. lol Not a dive at all, no. LOL yes, it does. Dreams are important. Yeah, I know..I have to make things into a reality instead of just wishing they'd happen. I will though. =) Thanks! When my mom transfers those pics up, I'll post them on diaryland. But I'll need to edit them first. Ugh, things are bad..he's in a horrible mood. Not only did we get into a fight, but he ran his mouth off to my mom too and got so freaking bent out of shape cos he doesn't know how to program the VCR. The guy can't do anything right. He's a total dumbass. He said the VCR is stupid yet he never takes credit for the dumbass things he does. He never places the blame upon himself. I hate the guy. Anyhow, same to you. Take care. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! Aww, I'm sure Jen really went home as she said she would. I doubt that she'd ever go and ditch you like that. It's just paranoia..same with the cell phone dream. As for the one going home, you probably want to go home..actually you do. That should be neat to see your mom and gramma again soon. :) I hope you never give up..a lot of great things are going to happen to you in life. I'm just so glad you enjoyed seeing the people from survivor. I knew you would. :D Yeah, soap operas are interesting..I think the whole dramatic element makes a lot of people like them too. Awww I liked victor. :( And I love Bo and Hope. Damn show is just going under. :( Yeah! I was thinking that a girl will win American Idol this year too. I'm excited myself. :D yep, Meredith has done a fantastic job. LOL I know..Bob was just one big playboy. he didn't even really try to get to know anyone. Anyway, great update! take care and have a good one Der! Luv ya.
from bbwing :
(1/30) Because you talk about TV so damn much, that's why!:)
from bbwing :
(1/29)By reading your diary, one might get the impression that you never go to class, but then you talk about class so it's weird. Deidra was on Ellen? No freaking fair! I was waiting for that show cause I wanted to see what Ellen would say.. ahhh! I missed it. :(
from dreamer2003 :
Ha! I KNOW the feeling..whenever someone meets my mom, for some reason they instantly fall in love with her and don't even acknowledge my presence. I wonder to myself am I THAT boring?? lol. Sarah does sound like a bitch. Michelle is the SAME way...(michelle is an old friend of mine by the way) She always wants the dirt or gossip and if I have nothing juicy to tell her, then she doesn't seem the least bit interested to talk to me. Yes, you should test her out. Yes, your childhood pretty much determines how you're going to turn out in your adult life. Childhood is the formative years. LOL..ha, like you don't know how babies are made. *shakes head* I enjoyed my childhood development class in school too, though. Hmm yes..you should still go out friday. Yes, you will live happily ever after. :) LOL..that would be cool if you updated more. I'm in disbelief that marlena is the murderer too. She just seemed so nice and innocent. *shrugs* You can vent as much as you want..it's your diary. Well anyway, I hope things get better for you soon. Take care. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der..yeah! What a jerk. He shouldn't have come on the show, cos you're not obviously guaranteed to stick around for long on shows like that. Yeah, he really wasn't a man about it..he acted like a child. Rick sucks..I think his apology too her was just a load of crap. He shouldn't have put her on the spot by asking those questions. Yep, I hope it comes down to either Ian or Matt..two great guys. I'm watching Friends too of course. Hopefully it's a new episode. Me too! I'm looking forward to Monday. Alrighty, have a great day. *hugs*-Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..EWWW I know..I saw that video yesterday twice for "Slow Jams" and wanted to vomit. Another song I HATE is "Through the wire" by Kanye West. I find it SO annoying. I'm not a Kanye West fan as you can tell...lol. Yep, American Idol rocked. Did you see the Bachelorette? REALLY interesting. I'm going to write about what I thought of course. Yep, but tonight the only thing for me on is Friends. :( Anyway, take care and luv ya! *hugs*
from residentdork :
Derek.....just read your note at stacey's. Ah, finally someone who's having the same problem as ME!!!! Let me guess, you downloaded a newer updated version of the Internet Explorer browser, right? Because that's what I did and after i did that, i started having the exact same problem you're having. There's nothing really that can be solved because it's a glitch in the browser. It's obvious that Microsoft wants us to write them and tell them about it, but who wants to do that EVERY single time. BUT! I've noticed it ONLY happens when i look at one site in particular. Other than that, i never have the problem will looking at other sites. In the long and short of it, it's just a glitch that neither you nor i can fix. We just have to deal with it. Sucks, huh? write back and tell me if it's EVERY site you go to or just certain sites and/or after a certain amount of time, ok? I hope i was of SOME use on this. lol talk to you later. Buh bye. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..Nate is going to answer the computer question for you. I know absolutely NOTHING about computers so Nate shall come to the rescue. Anyhoo, lol nah, you won't clutter up my notes page. I'm making it a point to delete my notes everyday so each day, is a fresh new start. I know..those are 2 great things to do. :) LOL that's great to hear!! I wouldn't want you busting your behind. I doubt you'll fall again anytime soon. Wow, yikes!! So it looks like you're not the only one..what a great, big consellation lol. haha. I'm glad you enjoyed dinner with your lady. You have a great night too. I bet Nate will help you out. :) Take care. *hugs*
from bbwing :
(1/26) I KNOW WHO THE KILLER IS! If you want me to tell you before wednesday, let me know.
from snccharlotte :
HAHAHAHAHA!!! Wow!! That sounds like something I'd definantly do. Ouch!! I hope you're okay.....hehehe thanks for making me laugh. And of course you can come and stay with me and Jim once we have our own place!! We're only gonna have one bedroom, but we'll have a futon in the living room especially for "Derek Visits". Hehehe thanks for brightening my day :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..ok..that's good to hear! Giving me a hard time, eh? I was reluctant to even admit that I like "Toxic" in the first place. It's so "Un-Stacey like." lol. OUCH!!! I've busted my tailbone too before from slipping on ice when I lived in New York so I know how much it really hurts. I hope you'll be okay! Yeah, at least you can relax and rest your ass..lol. Have fun with Jen. :) heart, Stace *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek..well, I had Nate deleting notes for me yesterday and he was deleting all the ones at the top, and I was deleting them at the bottom. ANYHOO..by accident he deleted your note. :/ He didn't realize it..just an honest mistake. Then I told him that you wrote me, and he felt bad. So sorry about this!!! Anyway, I hope you have a great week. <3 ya. *hugs*
from the-crowtnb :
love your diary
from dreamer2003 :
OOH! I LOVE "This love." Their album ROCKS! What a cool, racy video..heh. I HATE to admit this but man I am LOVING "Toxic." (Sings.."You're toxic, I'm slipping under..) Crap! damn song lol. I don't like her, but I'm loving the song and video. Anyways, aww I'm sure the dorm room situation will go down just fine. Don't be all stressed. Sure, I'd love a walking book. *raises paw* hehe j/k. LOL I push on locked doors all the damn time. That's cos at times I can be a total nimrod..haha. Omg!!! you poor thang. :( That sounds reallly bad but I doubt you'll see any of those people again in your life..so I wouldn't worry if I were you. I don't think that in a relationship people should be putting the other person last..I think when you love someone, they should come first no matter what. I think you should say something..you feel slighted and you shouldn't let that go. That's really great though that you've found that with somebody..I'm happy for you. Well take care and have a great day! mucho <3.
from lizblizz05 :
This Love is such a hot song! One of these days I'm getting my butt to Wal-Mart and dropping 10 bucks for their album! And as for Toxic, it's ridiculously catchy. I don't like it, but I do...odd paradox I know. Good luck with the rooming sitch! Umm, let's see...umm...well...that's all I guess, haha! Talk to ya later! Byebye!
from bbwing :
(1/24)DUDE! What happened on yesterday's Days and Passions? I didn't get to see them. I can not wait for Beth to be exposed. I don't like her, she's so caniving and stupid. I don't know, I like Miguel and Charity together. Kay gets on my nerves.And I don't want Jessica to get her feelings hurt. You know what else I want to happen? I want David and Ivy to be exposed.
from dreamer2003 :
Hola Der. :) Really? Yeah, it's an awesome song. It reminds me of Nate..that's perhaps why I like it SO much. Yeah, I'm sure sometime this weekend I'll get to go out amongst the alive and breathing...lol. Ah, I'm watching Reba tonight too of course. Same to you, dawg. Take care. Luv ya.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey d-man! Yeah, A Idol was sooo funny last night. I was just in disbelief how TERRIBLE the auditions went. Yeah, there were a LOT of great shows on last night. I love wednesday nights. :) There's not much on for me tonight..just Friends...grr! Ah well..tomorrow night is Reba. :) Yeah, I don't like Lanny too much. Rick is strange..I like god what's his name..Brad or something like that. Oh yeah, you'll definitely get to see the new Newlyweds..they are going to show the repeat about a billion times I'm sure. That's good to hear! I hope you have an awesome day. =) lol haha..Take care! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Yo, Dawg! (I sound like Randy, huh?) lol. Thanks for the wish. =) Ooh, reppin' Bklyn today, eh? Hells yeah! haha. lol Yeah, atlanta pretty much pulled through. As you said, Houston looks to be terrible..it should definitely make for an interesting and amusing night. Yeah, doesn't it?? Tonight's bachelorette and Newlyweds should be good. Aw, I'm sure you'll get through it. I hope your day goes better than you think. Take care! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..I'm sure you're thrilled to be back, eh? lol. I saw American Idol..you gotta let me know what you thought. I'm going to write about it in my entry. Ok, cool..I'll be looking out for that. Thanks much for the note. :) Take care and have a good one. *hugs*
from snccharlotte :
I hope your dad will be okay. Things like that are always scary to think about, even when you're not fond of the person. Yay for sporty clothes!! Aren't they great?? And about the dining hall food and "wasting money"...hell no!! you're saving those for late night hunger binges!!! ;)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. That is really scary about your dad..that kind of thing needs to be monitored. lol I know what you mean..I'd love to be as far from home as possible. Your dad has lucked out thus far. Oh geez! My dad is the same way..thinks I'm lying, gets on my case about certain things. Bleh to dads!! I hope your dad will continue to be lucky but wow, that is playing with fire..all that alcohol use. I don't understand how people can just live on the edge like that and not think or care about the consequences. lol Awww, I'm sure Daniel will show his geeky face around there again. lol That's cool that you're bonding with your walking teacher. Don't you wish all teachers could be THAT cool?? lol. aw, I want to move back to NY too..but only for school. Heh, wouldn't that be funny if we lived in NY at the same time? What a trip! haha. But yeah, you can definitely get lost in a crowd in NY. LOL you see that all the time..the good guy with the bad girl or the bad guy with the good girl. I guess opposites attract. That's cool that you have a Nokia now. :D Hey, that's strange! I have a New York sweatshirt/jacket too! But I didn't get it from Old Navy. I really want an AZ shirt if they have one. And hell yeah! I want a BROOKLYN shirt! lol. Aww I see Cheaper by the Dozen too. Cute movie. That would be cool to live with your aunt for a while. Ooh and you'd get paid. You have a lot to think about but a lot of time to think it over too. I should start calling you Sporty Spice..lol. Anyway, I'm off to read your e-mail. =)
from bbwing :
(1/18)I don't know what's going to happen on Passions, but I can't wait for the shit to hit the fan. I don't like Beth, and I want to see Luis and Sheridan together, like they should be. Charity and Reese will never be together. That's just gross. So, who do you think the killer is? Celeste says it's a woman, so I kind of think it's Nichole. She did kill Colin, afterall.
from vodka05 :
UR welcome and thx again :) i add ur in my fav. diary too. I'll come back soon
from vodka05 :
hey, i really like ur journal, i'll come back soon
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. That's ok..I haven't really been noting you either. :( I've just been on the run SO much lately and I'm finally getting a chance to relax. Yeah, I figured that you've been busy so no worries. :D Ah, you must be excited about going home..well, to see your mom and sister..lol. Get that homework done! Have a great day and weekend. *hugs*
from ironed-bread :
lol i wish i had a cool p.e. coach from oregon! and the rest of your professers sound... well they sound interesting at least... have a good rest of the day -kim
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der..yeah, that's ok. I'm alright right now. We'll see how the day goes. lol yeah, partly the grocery shopping got me all cranky. Have an awesome day! Thanks for the note. Luv ya...Stace. =D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey boy. Aww you'll pass PE i'm sure. You're lucky you have a nice coach! lol. Wow, how cool! You'll finally be alone in that room. :D That's sweet that he's so protective of you, though. Yeah, you're capable of defending yourself..he was just trying to help you out. Nokia's are cool! My mom had one..she's still wondering why she traded in it. If I get a new phone, it will prolly be a Nokia. Anyway, have an awesome day dawg! Take care. *hug*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der. Thanks..I like the layout too. yeah, but I don't want a new cell phone. :( I'm so used to the one I have now. But we'll see. That's cool! Ah, really? You have Stacie Orrico's cd? I must listen to it later. Yeah, you are..one day I'll be able to escape this crap too. I hope your weekend rocks! Have a good one. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der! It sounds like you have some 'interesting' professors. LOL that Shakita chick sounds like a blast. I'm sure you will enjoy walking. hahaha..that thing with Gemma is great! Are you going to invite me to the wedding? Best say yes!! Well anyway, have a great weekend der! *hug*
from dreamer2003 :
Ah, can't tear your eyes away from that cell phone, huh?? I might be getting a new one too which I REALLY don't want cos I'm also used to the cell phone I have now. Blah for parents!! I'm sure once you actually fiddle with the phone, you'll figure it out. I can understand Daniel's reasons for leaving..I have this feeling that he will be moving out but hey, you'll have the dorm to yourself. Uh oh..man, i'd die without this thing! *pets it* lol. I love my computer! Man, I am a TOTAL dork..lol. Hell, I didn't even know that math was involved with astronomy. *shrugs* That would be hell for me too. lol I've been having weird dreams too. I'm sorry about you and Jen..maybe you should talk to her, tell her how you feel and that maybe she needs a change in priorities. Well, better go..Have a great day and weekend, dawg! *hugs*
from snccharlotte :
Derek has a new love in his life......meaning the cellphone of course ;) Coolness that you'll get to be alone if Daniel leaves. And thanks for not thinking I'm a freak!! AND we are now not only Diaryland buddies, we're Friendster buddies as well!! High five for total coolness!!!
from bbwing :
Aw, man! I want a lolipop!
from sickami :
EPISODE 4 IS NOW A REALITY.
from snccharlotte :
LOL! When I first bought my new cellphone, I was scared I'd mess something up too. But finally I got bored of staring at it, and just started pushing random buttons. What model do you have by the way?? Anyways, I wish my dad would be more spontaneous like that. But since I bought my cellphone and pay the bill on my own, he can't just randomly decide I need an upgrade :( hehe guess I have to wait until I have money again. Well have fun at school. Being alone is great...I wish I was alone....and I am rambling again...okay rain is fun!! hehe bye bye
from bbwing :
Do you know how funny it is that you're afraid of your cell phone?:-p I almost had a cell phone at 14, but it was because my mom was moving, not just for the hell of it. I didn't get my first (working) cell til about 2 months ago. haha.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! Aw I wish I can get a new cell phone..but my mom is cutting down my minutes to 200 from 1,000..not to be mean but cos she's getting a new cell phone plan and all that stuff. 14 is a little bit young for a cell phone, yes. I didn't get one til around a year or so ago. Ugh, sorry you had to drive in a monsoon..that sucks! I'm glad you got back to the dorm safely though. Newman sounds REALLY nice..I love woody areas. You'll figure out the cell phone. Have a great day, dawg! *hugs*
from snccharlotte :
YAY FOR DOLLAR STORES!!!! I swear my mom and I went to the dollar store the other day and that place was freaking packed. But they actually have some cool stuff.....they had a whole nativity scene for under a dollar....and it wasn't a cheap ass kind either....okay enough babbling. HELLO!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der! awww thanks, we have been. and I haven't been neglecting your updates so don't worry. :) I wrote you an e-mail..a short one but a longer one will probably come soon. I just have no time for anything right now. :( Happy New Years!!! I'm glad you liked the christmas card..no problem. Well, take care and I hope you're enjoying your weekend! *hugs*
from bbwing :
(1/2)Good for you for saying people can take their vanity up their ass! If you're going to work out, do it for YOU.:)
from residentdork :
Derek!!! hey! wow! much has happened, eh? Hope you're having a great new year's so far. Both stacey and I are doing well and haven't had time to write to anyone. Right now, she's asleep and i'm up due to my old friend, insomnia. Much to babble and rant about later. Take care and talk to you soon, aiight? :) Sincerely, Nate
from lizblizz05 :
Thank you. :) You know what is fun? Doing sparklers outside on the front porch. A lot safer than fireworks, I think...at least it won't blow your arm off.
from sickami :
Happy New Year. :D
from elliorange :
♥ Happy New Year, beautiful boy!
from lizblizz05 :
Wow, that would have been SO MUCH FUN! But 30 minutes?! That would have been quite a hike. And besides, I don't think that security would have let you in! LMAO...jk! But imagine Liz & Derek tearing up the Atlanta airport...good times! :-D HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
from snccharlotte :
Sounds like you had quite the Christmas. It would be so cool if you came out to California. Yay! We could hang out and stuff....hehe not much to do in Victorville but we'd find something! We could take you to Disneyland or Six Flags! Hehe...anyways I just wanted to say I'm glad you had a nice Christmas, and I hope you have a great New Years. BTW....your mom sounds like a wonderful person. I know how that is. I love my mom to death, but I despise my father. Trippy how that works out eh? ~*Much love, Amber.....p.s. Jim misses your notes ;)
from elliorange :
♥ I'm glad you survived the holidays! Mwah!
from ironed-bread :
merry christmas! love, kim
from ironed-bread :
i can sympathize with you- i'm waging war on some wrapping paper of my own right now. lol
from lizblizz05 :
Oh goodness...I am so sorry that things haven't been going well for you. :-( But I'm glad you can find moments to turn your frown upside down! That's always a blessing.
from lizblizz05 :
Hey, thanks! It shouldn't be too hard to get a CD player for your car...unless you don't have the cash flow, which is understandable. Hope you're enjoying your holiday so far!
from mystical76 :
Hi! Thanks for joining the april diary ring!
from lizblizz05 :
Hey, thanks! I heard that it would be really super-frickin hard, so that's reassuring coming from you! Christmas is coming...aren't you excited?! :-D
from snccharlotte :
Eeesh. What is it with fathers being assholes at Christmas?! Well, then again it seems our dads are always in this "asshole" mood. Just know that you're not alone. Anyways, about the Ashley situation, my opinion is you shouldn't even give her the time of day. You don't need someone who plays childish games like that anyways. Try to stay optimistic....I'm praying you'll have a good Christmas. *~Love, Amber
from needisaymore :
Just wanted to say I'm so sorry to hear all the trials and troubles you are facing with your dad. I know this has to be extremely hard on you. . . not only dealing with your dad but worrying about your mom and your grandmother. Hang in there--I think you have a lot of inner strength and you will get through this. And remember "that which doesn't kill us only makes us stronger." Now. Isn't that COMFORTING?? haha Take care.
from bbwing :
(12/18) Heh, good to know I'm not the only. It's a frenzy though, and it's not going to go away any time soon. Maybe we should join the frenzy.. heh.
from bbwing :
Oh man, asshole dad's suck. Me sorry.
from bbwing :
Oh man, asshole dad's suck. Me sorry.
from sickami :
Like my story??? LOL, dont miss episode 2!!... wow, i have problems.
from dreamer2003 :
Heyy hey! Tuff enough? lol. haha. Hilary is cool. :) Not my absolute favorite but she seems like a nice girl. Woo hoo, all christmasy huh? You're getting into the spirit. :) lol I can't even be a passenger in a car and read. At least you stood up to your dad, that's good. :) Ugh, I hope things don't get any worse though Der. Awww, there's time..I'm sure you'll get your x mas shopping done soon. lol haha I know what that's like..my bladder is like a running faucet. LOL I did stuff like that all of the time when I was younger but then after a while I just wanted to be surprised. Well take care and have a nice day, D man! *hugs*
from bbwing :
(12/16)Yes, we must keep our priorities straight.
from sickami :
Bleh, i wish i could go christmas shopping. However my funds consist of 3 pennys, a gum wrapper, and some lint. I cant even get anything for Amber, im a horrible bf. :(
from bbwing :
(12/16) I haven't done any shopping yet, either. Tomorrow and Thursday though. After passions and such, though.
from ironed-bread :
that's cool, i never thought i'd meet another member of the anti-social club like me!
from dreamer2003 :
Aww! I hope the birdie didn't die! That would be tooo sad. :( LOL bonding time with prisoners, huh? I would have been scared too! But that was such a nice thing of ya'll to do. :) lol I am a member of the anti-social club too. Like me said, I hope the holidays go better than you think, Der. I hope you won't be too bored. :( lol The only family I associate with are..my mom, aunt, and cousin..ok, and a few other cousins. Everyone else sucks! lol. LOL I assure you that no one is trying to kill you. Yes, shopping helps me too. :) Ha, how ironic! I think we're having KFC today. Awwww..I get that way too when my dad is throwing a tantrum..I start getting all shaky and cry a bit. I should be used to my dad's too..but I'm not for some reason. That's what my mom said! If she was financially stable, she'd leave my dad too. I don't have respect for my dad either. I can understand why you don't. He doesn't deserve to be called a father. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. :( I don't want my future children knowing who my dad is either. Blah..that sucks. :( He needs to calm the f down! I hope that things get better over there, dawg. I'm here for you..I hope you know that. Have a great day, or try to. :/ *hugs*
from snccharlotte :
HOW COOL!! Birds are neat!! I would've been chasing it too...hopefully it didn't die :\ Anyways, thanks for the support through this all. It means a lot to me. And I hate my dad too, so I know how you feel.
from bbwing :
heh, I love that. "I'll call all the homies and fuckasses"...haha
from dreamer2003 :
Hey that's ok Der. It happens to the best of us. :) lol I seem to be losing my mind too..a lot has slipped out of it. But that's because I am under stress right now. Yeah, total jackass! I was in such disbelief. lol You're very brave! BEST of luck with those mobs! lol. You'll need it..and some sanity. Yep, karen's boyfriend. I can't stand the guy. He sucks! lol. I'm not doing anything today, just relaxing..FINALLY. I've decided no packing today..I've been running around everywhere, being all busy and today I just want to sit around and do NOTHING lol. Have fun cleaning! heh heh. I hope you enjoy your day too! Mucho love.
from dreamer2003 :
Wow! you leave a LOT out in your e-mails to me, Der! I didn't know about all those Jen developments! Aww, that is SO cute. I was thinking myself you guys do seem like you'd be good together just from your entries and all of that. The best relationships start out as friends first, I should know..LOL. I am the advocate for dating someone who was a friend first..haha. My cell phone is never on..I don't get why I have one..lol. But I use it for Nate, so it's the Nate cell phone. heh heh. I'm glad you and Daniel are not at each other's throats! That's damn good. There's a LOT of people like Kate out there. Marriage? Lol you two aren't even together yet. physical attraction is a part of every relationship..who knows..if you two become a couple maybe over time she will become more attractive to you and vice versa. I wish you guys lots of luck! It's so important to share common values and goals and all that. I'm glad you guys will keep in touch..that will be important if your going to start a relationship with her. I LOVE Invisible too..awesome song. I have it in my head..lol. I can't STAND Giggolo though..I, like Nate, HATE Nick Cannon. Bleh! Ugh, I feel bad for my kids too..having that fuckface dad of mine being their grandfather. I don't envy them! One thing's for sure, I'm NOT inviting my dad to my wedding. *shivers* Well your dad didn't think much of himself to begin with..but it must have been a GREAT feeling to prove him wrong though, huh? GO YOU!!! He does need to realize that he has a great family instead of taking you guys for granted and treating you like crap. I hope all goes well with your grandma staying there! I'm sure you'll figure out stuff to do this week. Well NOW I besta go lol I have to go to my notes page, write some people, and then update. Take care Der! *hug*
from lizblizz05 :
Aww, good luck w/ Jennifer! Thank you also for the get well wishes. Glad things are going well!
from snccharlotte :
Oooh yay! I can't wait to see what happens with Jennifer! I'm all excited and happy for you. Don't worry so much about your dad if you can help it. My grandma (who I am extremely close with) told me she thought I would be pregnant by the age of 16, and be on welfare. Well, here I am today, almost 19, and in college with no babies :) I guess we both proved them wrong eh? High five Derek! You rock.
from snccharlotte :
Blah! I looked!! LOL....and I can't find a damn ring for html illiterates......yeesh.
from sickami :
Hey this is Jim, just like Amber, ive started a new diary. rawr
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! As for my thoughts on Trista and Ryan..some of them are up in my entry. If you haven't read it yet, I suggest you take a looksie. :) Overall, I thought it was a beautiful and extravagant event..everything was nicely done though, including the writing of the vows, etc. Trista kind of perturbed me though cos the first time she said to Ryan when she met him down the aisle is "Wow, look at all the helicopters." She just seemed to be fixated on all the publicity that the wedding was receiving and her nervous giggles and baby talk were annoying me..lol. He, however seems genuinely in love with her. The song was so touching and pretty..I can't believe it was once a poem. In my opinion, it was all just TOO overly done though..especially the cake. But overall, it was a very nice, moving event. I liked it. I'm sure you're RELIEVED to only have one final yet. Cool, I am looking forward to hearing about how it all went. I must go, I have christmas cards to write up. Thanks Der. Take care. *hugs*
from ironed-bread :
thank you! =) that makes me feel a little better already
from bbwing :
(12/11)Yeah, no kidding Passions prolongs things. It took three months for Gwen to give birth after they flew to LA,and it was only supposed to be a matter of days, right? Gees. Do you think Whitney and Fox will hook it up? I will be watching today, yay! Have a good day.
from bbwing :
(12/10)Please explain to me what you found so endearing about Cassie, because I thought she was annoying. Not as much as Rex is though. So who do you think the killer is? And what's happening in Harmony? Last I watched (Monday), Rebeeca the evil whore was plotting to take Little Ethan away from Theresa.. did that happen? I hope not because Theresa is my fave character, as mis-guided as she is.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! thanks. I copied you by the way..lol. Cos you did your thanksgiving entry liked that and I loved the format. I'm excited cos Trista and Ryan's wedding will be on ABC tonight. You know I'm watching! lol. Thanks! I couldn't stand the purple of the other layout and besides I love the song on it. It's raining here too! like crazy. Aww, obviously Daniel is not serious about his studies. He'll pay for it later on. He seems SO inconsiderate. I'm glad your taking your studies seriously though. :-) Gosh, "Days" is so depressing lately..everyone dying and all. lol I talk in my sleep too. eck. thanks! I hope your day gets better. take care and of course best of luck on your finals! <3 *hugs*
from elliorange :
♥ Little Debbie does rock out during the holiday season with those lil' yummy trees! Also, I hope all of your finals turn out okay for you. Plus, I've been watching Days now. I haven't watched it in years, but this killer thing is just too good to miss! I have the darn thing on every day at 1pm! :oP
from bbwing :
So I noticed you added me to your favorites and I decided I needed to come check you out. Hven't read your diary yet, but I will. I have, however, read your profile. I love Days and Pasions! They're my soaps, man. So we have something to bond over. I'm getting kind of fed up with all the death on Days, though. Anyway, just wanted to say hey, so.. hey. ~Erin~
from desertrose17 :
Hey Derek!! I'm so glad you're happy....who says you need all that stuff to be happy anyways?? :) hehee...good going not letting them get you out of bed. I would have said,"Fuck that!" and just stayed all nice and warm in my bed too....anyways i just wanted to let you know that i'll still be leaving you notes, but through this username just so that THEY won't somehow find my new diary....keep it real homie!! hehe sorry felt like being a nerdy white girl ;) *~Love, Amber
from araya- :
Haha, i would love to pummel them all, however i promised Amber i wouldnt. For she is afraid ill goto jail or something, and because im mexican, i probably would. :)
from lizblizz05 :
Awww! Thank you so much! *big hug* I'm so glad you like my layout and that you think I have good taste :-D I hope things are going well for you right now! Talk to ya later Derek. :-D
from desertrose17 :
email me at tearsfallen03@yahoo.com so i can give you my new diary stuff :)
from warmvanilla :
thank you. and thank you. Right now I just wanna beat some common sense into him with a bat. But oh well. Sorry about Friday night. I was sick and shit. ^_^'' But I was here. Just not in the mood to talk. Well luv yah and ttyl ~Shell~
from desertrose17 :
Derek, you are the funniest person on diaryland :).....i swear to god you are the only one that can make me chuckle :)
from lizblizz05 :
Thank you for giving me props! It's not easy but I try...I don't know, it just feels better to me to be optimistic and stuff. I gotta give YOU props because no matter what happens you've always got your sense of humor handy and are your crazy self a lot! That rocks too. Take care! :-)
from ironed-bread :
i'm happy to be back too and even happier that i can continue visiting your diary because the entries are so damn amusing and i love reading them! -kim
from araya- :
hey... i know HTML really well... :(
from lizblizz05 :
WHITE TRASH?! You should have laid the SMACKDOWN on him...jk. But if it helps...I don't think you're white trash. I used to watch DOOL in the 4th grade! Seriously...when I stayed home from school because of my broken nose my great-aunt taught me all about Salem and therefore I was hooked. It's pretty funny now, LOL. Oh well, enough babble about me...glad things are going well for you, pretty much. Good luck with your finals! Take care, ok? Bye! :-D
from araya- :
rawr?
from desertrose17 :
Thanks Derek!! You're such the sweetheart. Thanks for the nice words. Don't worry....everything will be fine soon enough! *~Much love, Amber
from elliorange :
♥ It's okay, love. *Hugs* Thank you for the birthday wishes!
from araya- :
Rawr, im Amber's boyfriend Jim, i am also bored. Hehe.
from voidlife :
I am leaving this note to inform you that I have changed my diary. I will no longer be adding entries under the name: voidlife. If you wish to be added onto my buddy list then you may E-mail me at: gmalourgirl@Swbell.net. Thank you for being a devoted reader ~Shell~
from thisisme-nea :
no more passwords feel free to read...;)
from scottie1402 :
now THAT is a good time! i'm so jealous...wish WE had an excuse like that in australia to stuff ourselves with food and watch hours of television. all the best :)
from elvinarcher :
I guess you had a lot of fun over the week, huh? Lucky! All I did was get fat :-) Only kidding... take care! -Meg
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! You didn't tell me about that whole RA thing. LOL I don't think you can get a worse RA than him, huh? Kudos to you for tearing him up!! yah! LOL I doubt you'll die over old doritos..you might get sick, but I doubt it's fatal. I didn't see to see any of the JFK coverage, mainly cos I wasn't around yesterday. I'm glad though, it creeps me out to even hear about it. Today has gone by slowly for me as well..grr! LOL I need some money too..definitely next year I am getting a job. I think that would be great for you, however you do need to focus on school but you have the time to decide. Ah, enjoy all the decorating! That should be fun! Well, enjoy the rest of your day! I hope it goes by faster! Take care. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Yep, I hope so too. Oh ok, we might just have to get that. Yeah, thank you so much for that, you really helped. I am going to write down what you said about the printer/copier/scanner you bought. Thanks dawg! She's going over to Walmart soon to get an AOL 9.0 disk, so later on we can go through all the steps and then uninstall/reinstall and see what happens after that. Same to you. Take care! <3 ~Stace~
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! LOL yeah, that counter is freaking retarded. I think I might need a new one, something is definitely wrong! heh. Anyway, awww don't you worry! You'll be home very soon and get to hang with your family. :-) Really? How weird!! Maybe it is the same..my mom wanted me to ask you actually if your Compaq came with a scanner? cos she wants one with a scanner..but in my opinion, she's not going to be in luck with that. We're not so sure about a computer yet..today we are going to try to make some adjustments and if they don't work out, and the computer is STILL acting wacky THEN we will get a new computer. Yeah, the one we were looking at was a good price too. Thanks Der! That's sweet. :-) I'm glad too. Have a great one too!! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey LOL I doubt it that 86 people were reading my diary--as I stated I am not that interesting. There's obviously a problem with the counter. Yeah, Estella was really nice..I think they all did really well with just making each other feel comfortable. It was cool. Yeah, my mom I think will start searching for computers this weekend..this one is too much of a hassle. Thanks so much. :) I am looking forward to Reba, though I missed it last week. :-( Ok, great! I hope you have an awesome day too. <3 ~Stace~
from lizblizz05 :
Hey-yeah I think I am handling it really well too...it does get frustrating though. Like today I got a lot of water out, but it's still a little damp. Meh-I needed to hold onto my quarters (you should see the neat little stack I made!) so I am sure everything will be ok in the end. Hope you get better soon and that everything's going ok. Bye!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey!! uh oh..it probably was from my counter. I got another counter, but I don't know if that will solve the problem. Let me know if you still get search stuff popping up. I hope it's not from me. :/ I'd feel terrible. What the heck? That's odd. When my diary loads, it seems to be just fine. Hmm. I don't know, this computer's such a piece of crap. I don't even know what the hell is wrong with it anymore, and at this point I don't even want to know..lol. It just gives me a headache. Really? Hmm I guess it doesn't matter about the brand..any computer can encounter problems. Ok, that's cool. :) I'm looking forward to knowing your opinion. Ah yes, you must let me know. I'm glad the composition went well. :) That's awesome! Ok, cool! Take care Der and have a great day! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! lol I hope too, you need some free time. You've been working your lil tail off lately. Poor thing. :( lol I WAS busy..correction. Now I am just being a couch potato but I have no choice. If I felt better, I'd go out but that's not happening right now. :( lol Lucky you! Gosh, it's a horrible feeling not knowing when this thing is going to crash again. I hate it. LOL There's a lot to "confer" about. Damn bob! I KNEW he'd pick her though..I just felt it in my bones. I am going to write about it in my update, so you'll see my opinion. Have a great day, dawg! *hugs*
from elliorange :
♥ Beautiful boy! You're sick. NO! I'm so sorry. I hope that you feel better soon. *Big ol' HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! I am officially BACK from my lil hiatus if you even want to call it that. Eck, I had so much computer probs it was amazing. My mom got it all straightened out today. I'm so sorry to hear that you're sick though. :( I hope you feel better really soon! Damn serial killer! I know. It's making me all sad. That show is just going downhill fast. LOL YOU watched a football game?! I am shocked! lol yep, chapstick rocks! Ah, well I hope you're doing well and that all is well there! I am so psyched for the bachelor tomorrow! I just cannot wait. Well I must go, I will write you back after I plow through very MANY updates! Take care. *hugs*
from needisaymore :
Hi, Derek--hope you feel better soon! Just an FYI--I've moved my diary to needisaymore. Hope you'll keep reading! (From Anita, formerly of ineedawife)
from lizblizz05 :
Aww Derek how sweet!! Thank you! :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..yeah, it sucked. :( But today's going ok. Right now I am online with my cousin's computer. I LOVE it cos it's super fast! ah! :) Aw, thanks! I hope your day rocks! Take care, Der. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! lol yep, it was fun. =D Yep, that should be fun for you being back in Savannah and with your family. Wow, that would be awesome! I hope you can get to take bowling, that would be fun and interesting. lol My skills need a crapload of improvement. I don't even HAVE any in that area. Yep, my arm feels like it's gonna fall off..lol. Yep, especially Mary..she was such a trooper and so just..sweet. Aww, :( Poor Der! I hope you have a great day too, dawg! Take care! *hugs*
from critterchaos :
Doh, that sucks about taking a shower in the dark. I must admit though, that's happened here a few times, but that was due to the power going out. Poor guy, all scared in the shower thinking someone was going to get ya, eh? lol and i'm the SAME way when it comes to spiders and being around people, if i'm around people, i'll just lightly brush it off, if i'm alone.....YAAAAAAAAAHHHHH! GET IT OFF ME! NOW!! lol Well i can i see i'm babbling again.....talk to ya later, derek. Night night.
from lizblizz05 :
THANK YOU!!! I love it too. Actually, I had that whole theme thing planned out and it took me a couple of pictures before I got it right. I don't know how much (if any) of it you read but that is actually Hong Kong in the background. I love it! :-D Thanks again, and I'm glad things seem to be going well for you. That was funny about the serial killer thing! And about Matchbox 20 too...and considering my layout, that's even funnier. :-D Talk to you later! Bye.
from dreamer2003 :
hey! lol I go to bed at 10, all the time so for me it's not shocking. Awww..:( Hey, I am getting to your e-mail later on, so don't you fret. I have loads to say, just warning you! lol. God..you know..I don't even remember what I watched! Old age is setting in at the tender age of 18..lol. Have a great day, Der. *hugs*
from scottie1402 :
you haven't squashed a cockroach yet?? my GOD...you haven't LIVED til you've squashed a cockroach! hahaha...thanks for the big compliment, you're makin' me blush! have a good one :) (ps. no matter how many times you do it, you NEVER get used to that scrunchy noise cockroaches make when you squash them! eewww!!)
from lizblizz05 :
Well hello there-I love fast food too! Yeah you're right, and I should tell them my name next time I go there and then from that point on I would be all like "Hey, it's Elizabeth, $4.82" and they'd have my meal all ready & stuff. That would be the shit! Hope things are going well for you. Bye! :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! Yep, I promise an update tomorrow and if I don't for some reason, I'll write ya about it and fill you in. Awww, I hope your weekend gets better--well, what's left of it anyway..lol. I didn't watch anything..I wasn't home last night. I didn't get home till get this..12:15 AM! lol. So needless to say, I am exhausted. Thanks! Have a great week dawg. luv ya, ~Stace~
from icantregretx :
Hey.. aww I LOVE that Santana song, "Why Don't You And I" as well.. its so pretty and cute and all that good shtuffffff. But yes, hope all is well with you! Take care :o)
from ironed-bread :
wow, i just found your diary through a link and its really intiresting, and i will definitly come back soon to read more!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der, you're very welcome. :) That's great, I am really happy to help in any way that I can. lol I know you'll be strong and I know in the end you'll do the right thing. Yeah, you missed a great Reba last week! I am sure tonight's will be just as good. Aw, that would be cool but you do what you can. I hope your day rocks! ~Stace~ *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! After I finish this note to you, I will e-mail you back. I did notice that he chooses the girls that are not too emotionally involved. Maybe becos he's afraid that he's going to hurt them in the end so he doesn't want anyone to be too attached. That's all I can think of, though Kelly Jo DID say she loves him, so who the heck knows. I do have a feeling Estella might take this way..I hope not becos I really don't like her. Yeah, it is..she's too old for him I think and wants to start a family right away, and that's not what he wants. Yeah, Kelly Jo is lots of fun, they'd be awesome together. The sun hasn't even come out here, but I kinda like it. :) Oh ok, well I am watching Friends. It's a ONE hour episode so I can't miss it. lol That's ok. I hope your day is promising and eventful. I'm off to respond to that e-mail. Take care! Luv, ~Stace~
from critterchaos :
Fuck a duck! Derek! I still can't remember what it was I was going to mention to you. ARGH..yeah, it was driving me crazy allll day yesterday. Hmm....Ah well...it'll be on my mind til i can remember. I'm insane, huh? Well talk to ya later. Have a spiffy wednesday! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg! I hope you did great on your math test. :) I'm sure ya did. Thanks, der! I love it too. =D Normally I don't like purple but I love the image and the whole dream theme. Aw, good luck on your psych test tomorrow!! :) Great! I am looking forward to that e-mail tomorrow. Have a kickass day, D-man! *hugs* ~Stace~
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! :) Good morning. lol It was very lengthy, but that's ok you WERE away for a while. lol Well, to me it seems big..just cos I saw a lot of family members names in that entry. hehe ok, cool..I'd love to find out about everyone in your family. Yeah, I wish people would stand up to my dad too..including me. Yeah, it's cute but annoying! I dunno, I guess he's just getting a lot of days off. Yep, Ja and 50 cent have a major beef. It IS pointless and senseless. Nah, I fell asleep. :( Oh geez, my mom said she didn't like it, but that's just her opinion. She said that the girl made bad choices. Nah, I've never seen Joe Millionare. Never had a desire to I guess. Good luck on your math test! I hope you have a great Tuesday (not monday) lol. Take care. Luv ya, ~Stace~.
from critterchaos :
GAH DAMN! That was a long arse entry of yours, derek!! I read the entire thing though...whew. Sounds like you had a great time. :) I had my diary locked to put up the new template. Dammit...there was something i was going to mention to you but when I started to write this, i lost it!! Argh....i hate that. Anyhoo..if I think of it, i'll write ya back. Good luck on that test tomorrow. Talk to ye soon. Night night.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Here goes..this will be a rather lengthy g-book entry to ya..lol. Wednesday sounded great. :) lol Damn days and the serial killer. It's just WRONG. Thursday sounded not so good though. :( Eck, the car just had to be a butt. That sucks. =( Ah, I've been to Applebee's it was ok, I guess but i've tasted better. I remember you telling me about thursday but at least you had a pretty good adventure later on. LOL my cousin is just like the one that cut your hair..biker chick, wears harley shirts, black stuff. lol wow, 15 mins? i've never packed in THAT short of a time! Go you!! Savannah sounded really nice! :) LOL a real witch? holy shit! I would have peed my pants..lol. What? I would have been PISSED if my parent was withholding such vital info from me too. Argh. Oh geez, you're not weird. Just cos you're not into what he is doesn't make you weird. Wow, you have a HUGE family or is it me? I can't keep track of everyone!! lol. Oh god, your dad was drunk? Not good obviously. Oooooh, that's a good one! I wish I had the guts to tell my dad that!!! Nice! I do hope you go back to Savannah soon, it sounds really beautiful. You saw Justin? Eek. I am glad that went ok though. Geez, your world has been rocked lately. Sooo much happening. People are just soo different when they are drunk, usually annoying and assholish. Good luck on your exams! I am proud of you, telling your dad off like that. I'd NEVER have the guts!! It sounded overall like a nice trip though! Ek, I hope your grandma will be ok. Well anyway, my hands are KILLING me and I gotta write some people so I'll end this now. Yes, I read your ENTIRE entry..lol. Take care. Have a nice night. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hola Der Der! Wow, what a nice surprise!! I wasn't expecting anything from you so I am glad you wrote me. =D I missed ya! Glad you're back! Oh ok, that's cool. I hope the trip ended up ok. :/ Thanks for saying hey! It made me feel good. You're very welcome! Have a fabulous week. I am looking forward to that update! Take care. Luv, ~Stace~
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! nooooo! You've had a nervous breakdown? :( I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you get to feeling more like you soon!!! It's a shame too cos you can't fully enjoy halloween now. :( Maybe the trip will just rejuvinate your body and mind and will help you to feel more alive. That's ok der der, you've been home and going out and living your life. Nothing to feel bad about there. I'm sorry you didn't have a good day. :( I know you'll have tons of fun in Savannah though!! I'm looking forward to the recap. I KNEW he cut Meredith for some reason, like I felt it. My mom said it's cos she was grieving a lot and they didn't get to spend much quality time together besides grieving for her grandma. Hopefully he'll get rid of Estella next week. If not, I am not watching any more of it..lol. I really like Mary. Meredith was my fave, and Mary was my second fave so now she's become my fave. My mom told me that Kelly Jo's family was very umm 'friendly.' lol. Yeah. Oh ok, I hope ya do get access. I hope you're done packing! And I hope you have a great time. Please..take care of yourself, and have a good, safe trip and a great halloween!! BOO! lol. Have a spiffy weekend. I hope you feel better real soon. I am sending some get well wishes your way!! *hugs*
from elliorange :
♥ Happy Halloween, love! I hope you enjoy your weekend!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! It sounds like you're living it up, Der Der! lol. That's great. :) I'd love to be out all the time if it weren't for me feeling like shit..bleh! GUESS WHAT? I MISSED THE BACHELOR LAST NIGHT!! I know, shame on me. :( I fell asleep right before it started..I was just sooo fricking tired. You MUST fill me in on what happened when you have the chance. I STILL can't believe I missed it. :( This is the first and LAST time that will ever happen. Cool! e-mails are great..I love those. ;) lol Notes are fine too. That's ok, Stacey understands! hehe. I hope you have a great day too and that you enjoy Savannah! Take care and HAPPY HALLOWEEN! well, for tomorrow..haha. *hugs*
from critterchaos :
Glad ye made it home safely and didn't run no one off the road. lol Yes, the "rock" thing is from charlie brown but! the film reference of "three more days til halloween" is what i was talking aboot. it's from halloween 3. Don't worry, ye are damn cool in my world. :) I've still not decided upon what to be for halloween. I still have tonight and tomorrow to decide. Have a great time in Savannah and more importantly, be careful, ok? You know there will be loons out there on the road. :) Take care and talk to you later. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! (in case you don't get to read this til then) Buh bye.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! Thanks so much for your note. =D LOL awwwww that was so very cute..hehe. :) That's one psychological disorder that I am happy to have and that I will continue to have. Ah, I understand. I really hope you have fun times at home, though I know you will! I won't feel up to talking tonight anyway, so it's all good. I hope you have a wonderful day too! *big hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Woo an update. :) LOL oh geez, Daniel is whacked..ok, and geeky too. Those people in your hall really need to grow the heck up. They are in a college, not an elementary school. At least you're smart and you don't answer the door. "Yo?" lol I haven't heard someone say that in ages!! Get with the times, Danny Boy! lol. Anyway, aww I hope you'll be okie. :( lol good for you doing psychology analyzations..have you come up with a disorder for me? lol. Have a safe trip home and enjoy!! Have a great day! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der der..lol. Yep! :) It was EARLY too but I probably won't update that early anymore. Anyway, yep..I woke up every few hours in the morning too. I'm so glad you haven't gotten sick. :) lol Woo hoo! I am sure you'll be thrilled to go home. =D That's strange..sometimes people's dreams just don't make sense and have no meaning..a lot of the times mine make no sense at all either. Ugh, he has no conscience. He needs a life! Wow, since he talks about you so much you must be pretty darn important and special to him..lol. I hope you didn't let him borrow your dictionary!! :/ I was bored too..eck. I saw the last Newlyweds episode at LEAST five times myself..lol. I'm ready for em too. Thanks..and now my dad feels neglected so if someone doesn't talk to him soon, there WILL be hell to pay. *sighs* Yeah, I hope she feels better..she's really frustrated. Yep, I feel that way..luckily you! It's nice out, but sort of humid. I hope you have a great day too. :) Luv ya!
from lizblizz05 :
Ha, the thing is doing that to me RIGHT NOW as I'm typing you this! Don't get sick or I'll be sad! LOL, I'm kinda perky/hyper right now. I'll be waiting to see you on Cribs, that would be some tight ass shit, fool! Talk atcha later Derek! Bye. :-D
from critterchaos :
Derek....yeah, that red light up thing is annoying as hell! After awhile of clicking on it like some coked up lab rat with OC, i just gave up and 'pff'ed at it. So danny boy is a talker too, eh? My family says i do that...rarely but they say i do. Thankfully it's not as loud as danny boy is. And yesh, it's best you don't get his virus or whatever disease he has. *shivers* Well i best go for now. talk to you later.
from elliorange :
♥ Thank you so much, dollface. *Hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Der der..expect an e-mail from me soon. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey D-man! Eh, I just didn't feel like updating. Plus I was pressed for time, cos I had to eat, shower, and then me and mom went out to publix and had a food shopping adventure..lol. I wanted to go early so I'd be back in time for me and Nate's talk. =D My night was fine..I watched Friends and then I don't remember...hmm..I know I went to bed early though cos I was sleepy. Wow, it sounds like next week will be awesome for you! That's great. :) Home, huh? I am sure you're happy about that and I know you'll enjoy Savannah. My ex said it's beautiful there. lol Notes are special but it takes FIVE billion years for my notes page to load and I can't take it anymore..haha. Aww, I'm a dork too so no worries..lol. I hope you have a great day and weekend of course! Love, ~Stace~
from lizblizz05 :
I am slower than molasses! You must have changed your comment about me a long time ago and I wasn't paying attention. *blush* Anyhoo, I like it, thank you! Things seem to be going well for you from what I can tell & I hope it stays that way! Bye!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der! :) You're just too great, man! :) You did do your very best, and it was great. I totally appreciate it and value your friendship, I mean that! Thank you..I believe you're the exact same way. You're always there for others too. :) Yeah, I know. I just need to get past it. I really DON'T want to turn my diary into a daylog or even lock it, I still want to share my feelings but I am just not sure what/what not to share anymore..that's all. thank you! =) You're sooooo sweet!!! I'm really glad I help you, it's so nice to feel appreciated. :) That makes me feel great inside. Thanks..I might be stronger than I think, hopefully. That's so true, thanks. :) I agree with you, it's the thought that counts and the effort put in. Thank you! I hope you have a wonderful day too and yes you helped once AGAIN! :) Luv ya, ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Dawg...awwww..I will get to what you said in a moment. As for the Bachelor first of all, I really like Mary a lot actually. I think her and Bob have something special there, something great..I actually see a chemistry and she really is a great girl. My favorite though, is Meredith. :) She seems right for Bob. My mom dislikes her, but I think she's cool. Kelly Jo..eh, I liked her at first but it seems that all she likes to do is kiss Bob and makeout and stuff..she seems..I don't know. Good for a fun time? lol. BUT she seems nice..I am kind of split about her, I don't see her as great marriage material. I don't like Estella either, she seems yeah, kind of slutty and I wish he could have cut her. There just doesn't seem to be much between them. As far as LeAnn goes, I was HAPPY to see her get cut. Did you see at the end how she said she was a great catch and she doesn't know what happened? lol I wanted to BARF. The girls were right, it does seem like she has multiple personalities. She just seemed like she wanted to beat the competition..to 'win' Bob. She didn't even cry in the end, she just tried to protect her deflated ego..lol. As for Brooke, awww she was sweet, and GORGEOUS but very reserved and I know Bob is going for an outgoing, affectionate girl and she just didn't put herself out there enough. I hope that the next girl to get cut is Estella. Anyway, enough on that, thank you so much der der. :) I don't consider myself as bubbly though..lol. Awww, your friendship means a lot to me too. Thanks. :) Yeah, I guess I just 'feel' that way because in a way things move slowly, and in a way really fast..it's hard to explain and even harder to catch up to it. Yeah, it is difficult..very. But I know I have to face it someday. :/ Thanks, hopefully it will. You're great too! I don't know if my parents see it that way, maybe my mom but that's it and I consider myself lucky to have Nate. :) I hope you have a great day too. You did help, so thank you so much d-man. =D I love ya! ~Stace *hugs*
from voidlife :
I locked my journal for a few reasons. Please E-mail me if you want the password. Love lots ~voidlife~
from desertrose17 :
YES!! I HAVE FOLLOWERS!! Hehehe! This makes me happy! Okay, you get your list together, I'll get mine, and then together we shall take over the world!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! I did see the end of Newlyweds when they were on the hot air balloon. Me and my mom are alright as of now. Thanks! I've never heard of those shows..lol..well, except for Whoopi. I did see the horse race thing on the previews. And yeah, they looked pretty romantic when I saw it at the end, cos they were having a candlelit dinner. lol I feel old..I'm usually in bed by 10..haha. I think I'll touch upon that 'old' thing later on. I'm ready for the bachelor too! =D Good luck on your psych test and art history exam. Have a mucho fab day..lol. luv, Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! Thanks so much for filling me in on The Gauntlet. I am SO glad that Road Rules FINALLY lost a Gauntlet. It's about time!!! I hope they continue to lose people..lol. I can't stand Katie so I am glad she lost. I like Rachel, she's soo cool! =D Thanks tons. The outcome was hmm bittersweet..lol. I'll explain later or tomorrow. Yeah, I love D land..it's such a wonderful outlet!! I'm here for you too. :) Uh oh..what happened? We won't be able to talk later, so you can e-mail me, if you want to. If not, I will understand. I'm looking forward to the season finale! Woo! Good luck on tomorrow's psych test. Thanks..have a great day. I hope it's better than yesterday. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Heeyyy Dawg! Thanks for your note, as always. =D You're so awesome. Yep, sundays are the worst day of the week for me usually, along with mondays sometimes. Awww, that's sweet..I'll keep that in mind. :) Thanks, I hope it's better for ya too. lol really? It is a cute movie though. =D lol woo, that's a good idea. It doesn't go away for me either. haha. Have a GREAT day, Der Der. <3 ~Stace~
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..eck..last night went crappy. I'm not feeling so well. :( No, not physically but emotionally I am in ruins right now. I'm just not feeling the love..at all..eck, blah. Anyway, yeah she'll be ok..thanks. =D Aw, I am excited for a new week too..so don't feel bad..lol. I'm not watching Joe Millionare..I never watched it before but I am watching Road Rules tonight if I can keep myself awake and amused..lol. Thanks Der der. :) I loved Toy Story..ages ago..lol. Have a great week. Luv, ~Stace~
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg! :) Awww, I'm sorry you had a boring day. I did too, well after I talked to Nate. Eck, sundays are notorious for that however. I LOOOOVEEE Sheryl Crow's new song. I can't get it out of my head! Good stuff! Though I don't like Christina and Lil Kim's video together. Just cos I don't like Christina. I'm glad you're 'healing'..lol. Awww, I know..I don't watch Days now but I realized that. LOL good boy!! Revenge is sweet, huh? =D hahaha..that is sooooo freaking funny, but awesome!!! He now knows not to mess with the D-man! haha. lol Let me know what happened last night. I am sure it was 'interesting.' Have a great week Der der! ~Stace Rock on with your bad self!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! Wow, you're pissed at someone. It better not be me. :/ Aww, made a new friend, huh? :) That's cool..you can never have enough friends. Vh1 dance party..lol..that cracks me up. Aww, you missed the soap stars? I KNOW you're upset about that. You poor thing. :( You will achieve it. Yeah, it does feel better to get stuff like that out. I hope your weekend gets better, dawg. Take care and have a great day!!! ~Stace
from desertrose17 :
LMAO!! Derek, you're just too entertaining for me :) I wish I could write like you....anyways thanks for the note, and I really enjoyed your poem that you wrote. It cheered me up, even though it was aimed at a jealous reader :) I found it rather humorous. Stay cool hon!! ~*Much love, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg! Reba was fabulous..but it always is. :) I was going to watch Missmatch but decided against it. To me, it didn't look interesting. lol awww, that's really sweet. I try my best to update in the morning's. I missed Like Family, just didn't feel like watching it. Thanks, I think it will. lol Enjoy the magazine. Have a great weekend, der der. ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey there..aw, I didn't know that..thanks for the offer. Yeah, I heard that Couplings was canceled due to bad ratings. I know you liked it. There's just SO many new shows this fall season, it's complete madness. All I watched last night was the baseball game, so who knows..lol. All I watch on Thursday nights anyway is Friends which I THINK was a repeat. Wow, it's nice that there's actually another yankees fan around! haha. Most people hate em..well most people I know hate them. LOL yeah, similarity in name, maybe. :P I decided not to go, I'd rather talk to Nate. Maybe tomorrow I'll go out somewhere. Awww, I'm sorry about that. :( I hope the rest of your day goes well for you! Thanks much..have a great day and night. Kick your spanish teacher in the ass! lol j/k. *huga* ~Stace~
from dreamer2003 :
Hey you. lol Well, no major drama YET..lol. I am hoping for nothing. Yeah, it is depressing but who knows..maybe next year will be a better year for him. Ugh, I hate it when I can't sleep because of someone being inconsiderate..grr!! Jerk. I agree with his choices, but still..LeAnn just isn't my cup of tea. Yeah, I wasn't digging Antoinette one bit..Jenny was odd..as was Karin. Yeah, but then she said she didn't even want to compete with other girls for someone..then what the heck was she doing on the show? Eh, whatever..lol. Yeah, Misty messed up. Eh, yeah Estella seems alright. I hope he ends up with Meredith though, she's awesome! Thanks..I think she'll be ok. Have a great day. *hugs* ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey lol..it's just a feeling really. I think we all have feelings about the way a day is going to turn out when it starts. Yeah, I saw the previews and that Jessica was having a b-day party, and that Nick was trying to kill bees. I am sure they'll show a repeat. But thanks for letting me know. :) lol hells yeah. Of course, I will have a Bachelors recap tomorrow. Have a great day too! *hugs* ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Heyy. :) lol I want a tropical poster for my room. That would look all neat. =D lol Oh geez, if the biggest drama in your life is about a poster, you're lucky..haha. Aww, a run away, huh? Good luck with that! lol I support Vaughn..I don't like Bush, but still he sounds irritating. I'm glad you enjoyed the PJ party. =D Green is my fave color, how cool! I missed Newlyweds though..decided to go to bed. I am looking forward to the finale. =D Oh well. Eck, I hate that song..I liked it at first, till it got overplayed to DEATH. Well anyway, have a great day Der Der!! ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey babe! Awww..noo..I want to see an update. :( Grrr. Well, hopefully you'll be able to tomorrow. My day just isn't complete without an update from D-man! lol. My day has been just fine. =D For once..lol. It sounds like a busy night. I hope you enjoy the PJ party, if you do go. That sucks..but you want to try to do your best on everything, whether it counts or not, right? Right. :) K, sounds like a plan. Take care and have a nice night. ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets..I updated cos I knew you'd get upset if I didn't..lol..that's one reason anyway. :) Thanks! Yeah, I am trying not to think about it too much..of course I'm not looking forward to it but there's nothing I can do about it. lol I doubt he missed me, but whatever. Yup, I am seriously thinking about going. And I want to see an update from you soon dammit! lol j/k. Whenever you can is cool, dude. Yep, it certainly helps. Awww thanks! You rock too. =D Best of luck on your art history test! I know you'll rock it, hardcore..lol. I hope you have a great day sweets! Mucho love. ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey babe! Thanks so much for your note. =D No, I won't fall apart..I feel like it at times, but I know how to pick myself up from it..I think..lol. Awww thank you, just like I care about ALL of you too. :) Thanks..I do know that..and I hope you know that I'm here for you as well. Yep, that's true. Thanks! I am glad to have you guys..without a LOT of you, I don't know what I'd do or where I'd be in life. You guys are everything!! ALL of you are becoming my motivation. :) Thanks! I hope you have a great day too and let me just tell you, I am LUCKY to have you as a friend. You're just an all around great, wonderful person..don't forget it. All you've done for me means more to me than you'll EVER know. <3 ya bunches! ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets..LOL..sorry. I am SOOOO fricking TIRED right now! Hell, I can't even type..I've pressed backspace at least 100 times this morning. I just don't feel awake enough for an update, and besides..I don't have much to say. Sorry hon. Hopefully tomorrow or maybe even later I'll update. Aww, but still..at least you saw it. =D Awww, ditto..I hope you have a great day!! Love ya. *~Stace~*
from dreamer2003 :
Heyyy Der der! Aw, thanks..that's ok. There's hope for today being a better day. So far, all is fine. =) Hell yeah..my new show! lol. Ooh, Ok I am definitely gonna watch that then. Yeah, I hope it gets better. Aw :( It was a BEAUTIFUL sight, too bad you didn't get to see it. :( Maybe some other time you'll get to. Yeah, so far, so good..she hasn't mentioned going out yet. Aw, that's cool! Alone time is wonderful. =D Thanks..I hope today is great for you too. :) Much love, Stace.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey lol..well, I haven't felt much like updating lately. :( I don't know why..and plus not much happened on Friday to update about. BUT a lot happened yesterday, so rest assured..there WILL be an update from me today at some point. =D Oh, it's fine..don't worry about it. I'd find a quote for you, but then I'd have to go through a LOT of entries..lol. I'm really happy that you had a good day. :) I hope today goes just as well. =D Take care sweets..oh, and I e-mailed you back. =D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der der! I see you e-mailed me. I don't have much time to write you back now, but rest assured cos I will either later or tomorrow morning. I'm glad you think you did well on your tests and that's cool that Daniel is gone! WOO HOO! Party! lol. I saw Reba too and Like Family..I actually like Like family..it was pretty funny. I was watching the Vh1 Top 20 countdown too. lol Soap magazine, huh? I used to read those. Aw, that's cool. I am sure you'll enjoy talking to your gramma. Yeah, you have the great ability for that. Hells yeah..my printer isn't that great, it only prints though we have a faxing machine and separate scanner..that I don't know how to use..lol. Anyway, take care and have a great night! enjoy hanging out inside. =D Luv, Stace
from critterchaos :
thanks...like the new quote you have for me. lol....have a great weekend, derek. Talk to you later. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! :) Thanks! It's really cloudy here too at the moment..but we've had a nice week. I hope the weather clears up there soon! LOL I am scarred for life from PE too..horrible times I've tried to block out. lol I have NO fond memories of it..eck. ha..I used to watch TV just to get out of studying..to procrastinate. Aw, I hope you did well on your Spanish quiz. I'm sure you did. :) Good luck on your Psych test! Yep, you must remember to watch Reba! If you forget, I'll just fill you in on what happens. I hope you have a great day. =D Luv ya, Stace.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg..lol yep. :) I know! God, I nearly had a nervous breakdown..lol. Nah, it's not but we'll be ok. We always are. Yeah! I like Misty now. =D Yep, I know Meredith is definitely getting a rose. Yeah, but still..these girls want him just as much as she does and can make more of an effort, I am just hoping Bob sees through her crap. I think Mer and LeAnn are both so confident that Bob will pick them..but Mer has a right to be. Yep, MAJOR issues. Hey, that's great that there's no drama. =D Have a great day too Der Der. <3 Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey dawg..thanks..it's not been going so well. Nah, no fight with the parents yet but just something small that happened between me and Nate. I know we'll be ok, yet I feel very responsible and mostly to blame for it..:( Anyway, I am sorry your day isn't going well. :( Ah, that's cool about your Psych experiment. I hope she gets online soon so you can get this all straightened out. Ah, NOW I know what the whole Exhale thing is about..I never understood and was always meaning to ask you. That's true yet they might see something about my diary that I don't see that I can improve on..because there's always room for improvement. But, I see your point too. I'm just thinking about it really. Awww thanks, I will keep that in mind. =D lol ok..whew..the bachelor is on tonight! I am most definitely excited for that. :0) Have a great evening! Take care. <3 Stace.
from elliorange :
♥ You make me smile and laugh! I adore you! *hugs* YAY it's autumn! ;)
from dreamer2003 :
Good morning Der Der! :) Yeah, oh well..I am trying to take my mind off that crap..it's tough, but I gotta try. Yeah, I HOPE not..*crosses fingers for luck* lol. Hell yeah, I love parks..soo peaceful. I actually wish it would rain here..argh. Well, I hope you have a great day!! Keep me informed on well, you know what..lol. Take care! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets! I love the beach too. =D That's awesome..I am sure you'll have fun in Savannah. :) Yeah, NONE of my dreams make sense. Uh oh..I'm so sorry to hear that. :( Yeah, you can of course e-mail me if you'd like. You know I'll respond. And of course, I'll be online tonight. I want to know what happened. I can understand why you don't want anyone knowing about it though. Have a great day der der. Hang in there!! Keep your head up. Luv ya. ~Stace
from carlita27016 :
Hey hey Derek :o) Sounds like you had an AWESOME weekend... how old is your sister (Mer) ?? You should make a 'cast' page! And add pics to your diary and such - you already haev a 'cast' page link... butttt when you click on it, it says 'error' >. grrr that sucks cuz I LOVE reading ppl's cast page and lookin at their pics. Anyway have a good day!!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der der..yeah, thanks..oh well, just another one of those weeks I guess, or it seems that way so far. Yeah, I hope things get better..hopefully this is just a bad day, and not bad week. I love it too, it's awesome. I do hope you have a good day and thanks hon. :) bye bye..take care.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets! Yeah, but this week has NOT started off well. :( My mom's being a total BITCH to me and I am not in the mood for it..ugh. Anyway, yeah it SUCKS ass..I can't wait for tomorrow!! lol. Yeah, you're right..I just need to be myself more. Awww, I like you for you too. =D I hope you had a GREAT weekend and this week goes much better than last. Yeah, I have to stop isolating. Ooh good! I can't wait to read about your weekend. =D Take care hon. *hugs* <3
from dreamer2003 :
LOL hear that der der? , I need my own tagboard. =Þ But anyway, ehh my weekend has been so-so. :/ Aw, yay for fun adventures with your mom! lol. Thanks sweets..LOL..I know!! That had me CRACKING UP!! Great, great episode! I'm glad you had a good day..you need tonns of those. Cultural, huh? hmm..I wanna hear more about this! lol. Yep, just gotta deal with it. I hope you have a nice day too! =D Luv ya. ~Stace
from voidlife :
first off...dreamer2003 has over 195 posts on here!!!! DAMN!! You need to get a tag board for the person or mabye their own chat!! lol. Anyways now that my eyes hurt and my contactes are dried out. I am still following your journal. Everytime you update I laugh my ass of. I thank you for having a sense of humour and scarcasim. I hope you continue to keep updating. Be all warm, fuzzy and peachy today! j/k ~voidlife~
from dreamer2003 :
hey sweets..aww thanks! I don't know, I just felt compelled to update really. :) You're so very welcome!! =D awww, that means lots to me!! Well, I hope you have an amazing weekend, (you deserve it) at home..and I hope you feel better, emotionally. I hate seeing ya all down in the dumps..and yep, being at home will definitely put things into perspective and make you feel better. Take care hon..luv ya mucho. ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon! Woo! An update =D Don't feel guilty about Vaughn..he was pissing off Jen anyway. Oh please, Daniel's friend needs to GROW UP if he's going to get upset over you choosing to watch Paradise Hotel over The Braves Game. Don't drive yourself crazy over it hon, you might not ever figure out who that fucking idiot is. Glad you survived your tests. :) Now it's smooth sailing for ya till next week. But anyway, you know I have your back ALWAYS, right? Stacey's goin on a trip to GA to kick some serious bootay! lol. No one talks to my buddy like that! GRR! That person is a LOSER! But anyway, lol aww your mom just loves you and is taking care of you. I happen to think it's sweet. =D And hey, extra sheets are always a plus! lol. Have a relaxing night and weekend Der Der! You hang in there, ok? Smile! Love ya. *huggies*
from dreamer2003 :
Oh, and sweets..keep being the nice person you are. You are one of a kind. Never, ever change. Unfortunately people are just un kind and really, very cruel. :( Your real friends appreciate you, like me. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! Noo, you missed The Bachelor?! It was pretty good. I am trying to think of who else didn't get picked besides Jen and the two Lindsey's, but I forgot their names. I think Le Ann has a great shot..unfortunately..lol. Awww..ughh..babe..I'm so sorry that you have to live with such a JERK. :( I hope this month won't go badly for ya. Don't cry though, everything will be fine. But god, what a bastard!! OOh that's pissing me the hell off! If I was there, I'd SET IT OFF!! He's got a big problem. I just think you need to get out of there soon, and move somewhere else. It's not worth it anywhere, all this crap you have to put up with..it's not fair. You're too good for it. Hang in there though, hon. If you need me, you know where to find me. :) Good luck on your tests. I think going home for the weekend will do you a lot of good. I hope the rest of the month turns out well for us..I do. Aww, and thank you. =D I hope you have a great day too, despite everything. Don't forget that you're loved too. ~Stace
from critterchaos :
Doode, do I have to come there and pop a cap in Daniel's white cracka ass? Cos I'll do it! Just relax though, that boy ain't going to do nothing stupid....well...a reasonable person won't. Just ignore him. I don't think I could stand living with someone like him. Grr...NATE SMASH! Just hang in there. Just a few more days til the weekend!! Woo Hooo! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..thanks so much! =D I'll be 'spiffy' in a day or so, don't worry..lol. It is very cool! Yep, it's great for her..she truly needs it. Aw, he's not gonna kill you, der der..lol. Yes, that is what matters..you're not dying anytime soon dear..heh. VERY intense. Wow..yep, long day. Hopefully it will go quickly for you. Good luck on your tests! I can't wait for the next update. =D I bet you can't wait to go home though you have to haul stuff around..lol. Aww, I love being your friend! I'm lucky and blessed to have you in my life. I hope you have a great day! Luv, Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der..awww..:( Daniel's a dick! Why would he want you to die?? You NEED to see if you can move into the frat house..lol. You do have a heck of a lot more class, and you're so much better than he could EVER be. I wouldn't want to live in such close quarters with all those people..I'd probably strangle someone..lol. I bet you can't wait till you find your own apartment or something. Ah, I hope you guys get a new RA..ugh. Awww sweetie..just pull that C and D up..you can do it!! It's not out of your reach. You just need more motivation. Don't barf over it..just calm down and breathe!!! Too bad it's too late for a room change. :( I think you need to have it out with Daniel one of these days. Poor Jen! I know how it is..lol..I would have KILLED Vaughn. He was being a jerk..aw, I feel bad for her. Anyway, lol that dorm/prison metaphor was funny. I hope this month will go better. Hang in there, darlin. Have a great day! ~Stace
from critterchaos :
ha...i've been doing worksheets..sorta. We have to use the program Illustrator to do "tracing" using the program's pen tool...it's a tedious pain in the ass..sure it's just tracing but still!! lol...but yesh, more worksheets would be better. Talk to ye later, boyo. *that was my irish impression...bad i know!* :P night.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..ugh..sorry to hear that. :( I hope you get more sleep soon. I just feel DEAD right now, extremely lifeless..argh. I MIGHT have to take a nap later though I REALLY don't want to. lol yep, this month has been huge for me. Aw, that's cute..most people don't pay attention to little things I say..thank you for paying attention. : ) I hope you did well on the Spanish quiz! Take care darlin! Have a great day too. *Stace*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon..I can understand that, for sure. Don't EVER think that you're bothering me though, cos you wouldn't be. I want to know everything that's going on. Don't stress too much, you'll pull off a B. I am sure it's difficult because it's a routine of tests and quizzes. I guess you might have to turn off the TV more and crack open the books more and study your ass off!!! You'll do it though, just like Nate, I believe in you. Keep pushing yourself to do better, you'll make it through and excell. You're a smart guy. Thanks..I hope today is better for you, I truly do. You take care, ok? *hugs* ~Stace keep your head up!
from critterchaos :
Derek...hey, don't be down, aiight? You'll pull through somehow and things will turn out just great. I know how it's hard sometimes having to deal with all that studying crap and test taking. Damn teachers think we're nothing but robots and can take tests, quizzes and crap every week! Curse them! Anyhow, I have faith in you. :) Night night and have a great tuesday. Later gator.
from dreamer2003 :
Awww I am sorry your day's not going well. :( Mine is ok, been VERY relaxing..just been sleeping and such. If you want, you can write me and let me know what's going on? Ah, I hope you'll do well on your Spanish test. So sorry to hear that about your Psych test. :( I hope you'll do better on the next one. I hope your day gets better! Take care, sweets. ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg..thanks!! Yeah, it is a shame. :( I think though, that some blame should be placed on her because she was as much a part of it as he was..she shouldn't have allowed it to happen. No one's perfect though. LOL I thought I'd put that up SO people will realize that there's a lot going on with me, apart of the fantasy world I create for myself. Best of luck to you on your psych test, dear. You have a great day too! ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der der. Lol I type very loud too and pound on the keys so no comment on Daniel. I am not hyper at ALL so i don't get it..lol. Damn you do have a lot to do...have fun! lol. Aw, I hope the trip won't turn out as badly as you think. I heard Savannah is very pretty. Congrats on the certificate!! That rocks. You'll do better in school..you just need to study more. Good luck on the psych test! Take care..have a great week! ~Stace
from lizblizz05 :
Hey...meetings about bad stuff...that's exactly it. I'm sure of it. We have a new manager and I know she's got some ideas or whatever for improvement...ah well, we'll see what happens. Take care!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..lol..I am sure it was. ha..I'll have to have my own dance party in my garage where the washing machine is. lol i'm not celebrating it. I wonder what he'd say. I woke up every few hours too. Oh really? You've seen it? It's HILARIOUS!! Eh, you didn't miss much..Reba wasn't that great. I liked Alicia Silverstone in Clueless. I might have to watch that..I love romantic shtuff..lol. I loved Jerry Maguire..very cool movie. Ooh an adventure? Very cool..can't wait to read about it. Enjoy the other adventure der der! You have a great weekend too. ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
LOL You learn something new everyday. Whenever I see a hawk coming at me I'll yell instead of holy shit.."HOLY MOTHER F**KER" lol. Geezus..I'm glad you didn't die..heh heh. I saw the Album Launch thing with Justin Timberlake. Then again, I've seen it twice already. Eh, I didn't think it was so exciting. Then again, that's cos I am not a fan of his. LOL dancing in the laundry room, huh? You're sooo ghetto dawg!! Anyway, you enjoy your day, dancing fool..heh heh. Take care and get some hmwk done! <3 ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der..thanks, hopefully it will go away soon but I doubt it. I was going to watch Coupling but I was feeling blah at that time too. My mom didn't like Coupling. I heard it is sorta like Friends. Uh oh..good luck with that..I hope ya'll don't rip each other's hair out..lol. If I were you, I'd go see a movie or go out solo or something to get away from him. Hope You have a good day and weekend too. ~Stace
from critterchaos :
Derek...thank you. I'm feeling better somewhat. Tis gonna be a bit before I'm allll better. but that's all i've got...time. :) Have a great friday and talk to you later. Thank you again. :) night night.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey thanks lol I know..I think it's a tension headache. Could have been from me and Nate's fight, I guess. It went away..I can feel it coming back though. :( Yeah, it's ok..we'll be fine I'm sure. Awww thanks..we do work hard..we do. hehe..thanks. =D It is inpsiring..PLUS I heard it on Delilah last night! heh. You have a great thursday too der der. ~Stace
from carlita27016 :
Hey Derek, hows it goin? Thanks for the note :o) So are you in college/univeristy? If so, where? Kool dude!!!!! Anyway sorry so short but I gotta go shower and such and get ready for school.... see ya and have a great day!
from lizblizz05 :
Hey, thank you Derek! I'm feeling better about it now...I guess I was in a mood earlier, like I said, LOL. But I'm glad someone understands! Thanks again...hope you're still doing well! Bye. :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey. :) Yeah, it was a quiet night after all really..thank god! Today seems to be much of the same..I guess I'll have to see what happens though. Thanks..it was nice talking to you too. Ugh..me, personally, I have visions of drowning my dad..lol. You'll get it all done tonight, don't worry about it..you'll find a way. =D lol aw, as you know I love TV too. Nothing good on tonight though. :( Argh. You have a great day too! ~Stace
from desertrose17 :
unlocked it :)
from dreamer2003 :
D Mmmannn..you're prolly wondering where the heck I am, huh? No, I'm not the invisible girl..lol. I wanted to do an entry now, but I think I'll do it and talk to you at the same time. I have my entire buddy list on block..yes, I'm an odd ball..lol..a loner. LOL and no, it's not a trend. Sometimes I feel like signing your g-book, other times your notes but hey, you feel free to sign my g-book too whenever you'd like. : ) Alrighty, I'll be taking you off block very soon. (: So be ready to see me on AIM. =D
from carlita27016 :
Hey Derek :o) How are ya? Haha you mentioned Delilah!!! AHHHH I love that lil radio show. The songs are so so pretty and I love it. *sigh* you my friend, have GOOD taste. Take care!
from dreamer2003 :
LOL I've read some of my older entries later and I just sat there and said to myself "Wtf were you thinking typing up that shit..what were you talking about..?" lol. It's hilarious..then again..I might say that after reading the entries I do now. lol why on earth would Daniel want a fujifilm blimp in the room?? He's lost his mind..*coughs he's weird coughs* lol. I should read some of Whit's old entries too. lol dammit..we need some good ole rain. haha..der..what am I going to do with you? running into trees..*shakes head* I'm looking forward to reading your stalker entry. :) Hells yeah!! I listened to Delilah last night..fo real..reppin! Take care hon..have a great day!! Love, Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey sweets! :) Thank you!! Yep, yep so true. Well, whatever job I get I will make sure that I like so it won't be a chore going there..but I can't be picky..I need the money badly. Yes! Sundays are the worst days of the week..besides Mondays. Everyday should be friday and saturday..lol. Yeah, Miss America is pretty. :) Wow, really? That's cool! I like to bowl..I got my highest EVER score today..well, I broke a 90 which is huge for me since I've never broken 80..lol. I wish it would rain here..:( argh! You have a great night too. Luv ya. ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! I am glad yesterday was better..hells yeah to discovering new things!! Thanks for the wishes. :) Spy mission..lol. Stalker! like Nate said. heh. Man, I just love how everything's an adventure with you! Sorry that Daniel's back..:( that sucks. ewww I couldn't imagine eating those two things together but as Nate knows, I'm picky..lol. Good luck on your spanish exam! Take care..have a wonderful week dawg. heart ya ~Stace
from critterchaos :
haha...stalker!! lol...ok ok..since you were man enough to admit it, i'll admit it too. I did one or two....three fatal attractions. lol....nothing really serious though. Not like breaking and entering a house or something like that. lol We're bad, derek. *shakes head* Night night. :)
from lizblizz05 :
HECK YEAH!! I think that's the best I can ever remember hearing him sound. :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Hi hon! Aww I am so glad that Daniel's not around! I had a feeling he wouldn't be. It doesn't sound like such a bad day..it's nice at times to just sit around and relax. :) At least she FINALLY called, right? Well take care dear..have a fabulous day! heart ya ~Stace
from critterchaos :
Doode, your weekend sounds about exciting as mine. lol...poor guy. :( Sucks to be alone and going crazy with boredom like that. At least HE isn't there to annoy you. Talk to you later, playa. Night night. :)
from lizblizz05 :
Well never mind about not seeing it, my mom taped it and I just watched it! :-D
from lizblizz05 :
Thank yoooooooooou for the reminder...unfortunately I had to work, but I'm sure some video will pop up online! Thanks again. Take care, ok? Bye. :-)
from dreamer2003 :
No problem Der Der! : ) Yeah, it was nice though it's not raining anymore. :( Short lived of course. LOL yep. Michelle sucks some ass. I don't know why I even kissed her ass all those years..grrr. Yep, a huge milestone! Reba rocks!!! Such a funny show! lol I like me some drama too. Yeah, it was okie. Yes!! Go to Walmart! Woo hoo! The whole world was there today..lol. You have a great day too hon! love ya!
from dreamer2003 :
Der Der! I just e-mailed you back. I realllly hope for your sake that Daniel goes back this weekend..if not, then you can go to that movie like you mentioned. Awww I am so glad me and Nate could make you smile. :) That makes me feel good. Ditto sweetie. Yes, I am sure this weekend will turn out better than you think. Enjoy it!
from lizblizz05 :
Thanks for your notes! (FYI, you may/may not get a book signing from me, if you do, then I won't bother repeating what I said but if NOT, then I'll come back here again, LOL!) :-D
from ineedawife :
We've all had our share of college roommates from hell. I don't miss that at ALL. Hang in there!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg! =) lol I hope your day is swell as well. I now for some reason feel like I'm watching a Brady Bunch episode..lol. I'm SUCH a dork. =D Awww..lol..I feel like a motivational speaker sometimes. Yeah, I love it when I write stuff like that rather than day long entries. Awww thank you, yeah we're ok, as always..we ALWAYS patch things up, for real yo..lol. Really?? Thank you!! We are definitely strong and I know our love will continue to grow. You have a great night and Friday as well, Der Der. I've got mucho love for you!
from dreamer2003 :
Helloo again..I had a feeling you'd update..I was waiting for it..lol. Ah, I remember that ALL too well..having intentions of studying and then getting lost in TV shows and just not studying..lol. Aw, I am sure you did just fine on this test..glad you studied (after a while..lol) The research experiment sounds interesting. Glad you're feeling well! Damn, I WISH it was fall like here..it's VERY much middle of the summer outside. You better study for that exam! Good luck, by the way. Take care..enjoy your show. Much love! Have a great day tomorrow. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hun. :) Thanks, it's ok. We have our good and bad days..it's just been a series of bad though. :( Oh well, a good day will come along soon enough. God, I hope we have no more of those shitty ass days. It's so petty though, stuff like that. So much crap is happening in the world and all our mom's say to us is "You need to grow up.." arghh..does it really matter in the grand scheme of life? It's just some stupid crap. True..she is driving me away, though I KNOW she doesn't want to let me go. I can't figure her out for the life of me. No, that doesn't sound silly at all. I am glad I can bring about memories for you. Yeah, VERY creepy..we heard more about it today. I know I am going to get an eerie feeling going to that park again. Wow..how odd. My mom has just had a fear of water since she was a little girl. lol That was cool..but dammit..I wish they had been away for MORE than one hour. Aw, I am glad you're having a better day. :) That's so nice to hear. Awww you're so very sweet, thank you. It's a privilege to be your friend as well. Love ya!
from elliorange :
♥ Hugs! I hope your today was better, darlin'!
from desertrose17 :
Hey Derek! Thanks for the support, and for telling me about your dad. It means a lot to me :)
from dreamer2003 :
Read my note before this :) Anyway, awww ok, THAT'S a relief..lol. Good luck in moving in! lol I love how you make everything an adventure. You're sooo right..what you said about not having to put up with it for another 18 years really stood out to me and was sooo true..thank you. Enjoy your night! luv ya mucho!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon! boy can I relate..I've had a terrible day too. But this is about YOU..;)..awww..:( hopefully your night will be ok. At least you found your watch and met a blueberry! lol. You gotta look on the bright side, I guess or you'll go insane. I hope you have a really good sleep tonight, dear. :) You'll do better next time on another math test..Why is it that a LOT of the times when people think they aced a test, they really didn't? Could be overconfidence..I went through the same shtuff in school. I guess he talked a lot, because you were quiet? Who knows..I would have yelled "Stop running your mouth already!" lol. you better study hard so you can ace your Psych and Art History exams, der der!!! It will boost your confidence. Aww..everything will be ok..just breathe, dear. LOl oral, huh? hahhaa. what pervs there!! I think it's time for a new tire dear..lol. It's probably just too full of air..then again..I am not an authority on cars, so you might wanna get that checked out. Take care and I hope your day tomorrow goes better, dawg! Heart ya!
from elliorange :
♥ What a sweetheart you are!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey dear! lol..thinking of inviting yourself into a frat house? Don't take this up wrong..I just couldn't see you in a frat house..well maybe it's because your greatest passion in life is not chugging down beer cans..lol. You'll survive without a watch hon! Aw, Ecology DOES sound like great fun. :) You're really diggin Spanish, huh? That's cool. :) It seems like you're starting to enjoy college and I am really happy for you but dammit what's your major? lol. Astronomy sounds cool but it's probably harder than you think. Hopefully you'll pass the next psych test..wow, here 62 is passing..barely, but it is. Take care dawg! Best of luck at the meeting today.
from elliorange :
♥ Hunny, are you talking about me? I wrote you a note, and then you wrote one back. I've been reading you every day since then...
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! Sorry sweetie..I had everyone on block because I was planning on getting offline. :/ Hopefully we'll talk soon. Thanks hon..it will be hard, but I'll make it through. :) Yeah, I know..I am sure that lingers on your mind. You just need to keep your faith and enjoy the time you have with her now. Thank you..have a great day too. Love ya man! xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! It sounded like a great weekend, Der Der! I do want to see Malibu's most wanted myself..I love ghetto stuff too..it cracks me up all the time..Nate knows..lol. LOL zip up shoes?? oh lord. Ah, Boston..interesting. LOL Broooklllyyynnn in the hizzzzouse!! dammit! I want a Brooklyn shirt. I NEED to be reppin, dawg!! lol. Oh geez, you'll really be stared at in that outfit. Ah, good job law abiding der der!! Wow..what a-holes..it's YOUR stuff..they don't know you and have no right to be using it when you're not there. Woo hoo! you're going to have peace in two weeks. :) Ah..I think you just need a breather, some time to relax and then your mind will be ok again. Well, take care hon have a GHETTO FAB WEEK, dawg! (hugs)
from elliorange :
♥ I rock with Delilah too, babe!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Sweets! :) Awww..hang with Seth. He seems cool..well minus the B Spears crapola..lol. I am sure you did well on your math test..number 1 stunna! lol. I was in a reflection mode ALL day yesterday..argh. I think John does care. Some people just get SO wrapped up in their lives at times. LOL that thing about the bench was funny. Geez, people are coming your way like bees to honey..wow. You must have had some kind of vibe..lol. Well, enjoy your haircut and adventure today. Take care dude!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! Thanks so much! =D lol As you can tell, I STILL haven't outgrown stuffed animals myself. Mmm Friday's kicks ass! You've NEVER had ribs?! I am SHOCKED!!! lol. Wow..you NEED to eat ribs!! You're missing out, BIG TIME!!! lol There's nothing wrong with you..god, like I said you gotta have some ribs sometime. Dainty..ok..no comment! LOL. lol cool! I'll take the cake out of the freezer. :) Yep, that's exactly the way I feel about you guys. I am glad I found all of you as well! You have a good day too. Luv ya, bro! Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Ooh geez..the title of your entry..lol. Eck..I can't stand Spears. Anyway, lol on the bright side it didn't get in Jennifer's hair but you need to learn from your mistake, Der Der! lol. I'm glad the pic taking went well. :) Oh god..I know what you mean..I hate it when I get asked what religion I am or what I believe in religiously. Bible thumpers..argh..lol. haha good for you Der Der! Trippin him up..lol. I am sure he died of shock. He sounds like a psycho..who the hell else stalks people and invites them to a methodist church? haha. Oh geez..I can't see you there at that Center. *shakes head* haha Jamaican people..gotta love em! Jamaican me crazy, mon! lol Oh god..I'll stop. Ah, cool..tutoring definitely helps. :) Good luck! Take care, der der. Have an amazing day! xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
LOL hells yeah..instead of '50 cent'..'Stacey cent'! haha I am a DORK! :) Awww..you should feel special..well, you ARE special. =D Yeah, that's ok..I roll on! lol. God, am I ghetto! Anywayyy..yeah, I am sure today will be good for me and you as well. Exactly..my emotional structure won't change for a while probably. Thanks for all the wishes! You're awesome! Take care, dawg. I heart ya! xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hon! Thanks for the b-day shoutout! It means a lot..well for one, you're the ONLY person to give me a shoutout so far! lol. Don't let the little stuff get to you, hon..that's how people get stressed. Just take it all as it comes and get some stuff done..you'll be fine. Don't sweat it. Woo hoo! Enjoy the yearbook adventure! lol. Eck..I hate it when people are massively PDAing RIGHT in front of my eyes. I guess you have to let Daniel live his own life but hells no..you should have told off that guy who was taking over! I would have kicked him out of the room! lol. Who the heck does he think he is?! EWWW I hated it when I was in school and I saw girl's tummy's hanging out and guys pants falling down with their boxers exposed and their ass hanging out..eck. I can't wait to see your cast page! Aw..lol..poor der der with the cherry coke! lol. Well take care hon..I hope you have an amazing day! Luv ya much ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! lol thanks. It's depressing to think I'll be an adult tomorrow. GAH! haha. I do hope to make it a great/child-like day..lol. Awww..yeah, though I'll always be a kid at heart..heh heh. Thanks so much! Aww..yeah, I hope you're right. :) Yup..yeah and for other things as well. Aw..I hope everything's ok? :( Hang in there, dawg. Thank you! I sure will..you have a great night too. Heart ya! ~Stace xoxo
from olpdivagirl :
okee-doke...lets see if i get the link right! its http://www.blurty.com/users/mermer15/ I'm PRETTY sure thats right, if it isnt, let me know! :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg! =D Thank you so much..that means so much to us, it truly does. Yep, you were all right! : ) I knew it would go well too, really. I am glad it brought a smile to your face. Thank you! We think so too. Awww lol yep, and the entries will be even LONGER cos instead of a few days, we'll be together for roughly two weeks or so. Gah I can't wait! Have a great week as well. Heart ya! *hugs* ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! :) Again..lol. Aww..thanks..we sure did! We'll write alll about it soon. We were thinkin of ya too. Luv ya!
from dreamer2003 :
DER DER! I am baaaccckk! Yah! I just miss Nate to pieces. :( I just wanted to kidnap him and keep him here forever and ever! lol. The time we spent together was everything I had dreamed of. Anyway, lol cool TV commentaries. God, it's been soo long since i've seen Days of our lives. I never liked Sammi though..grr. I hate football myself..well obviously..I'm a chick..lol. That's soo cool about Erica and that you're making new friends. :) That rocks dawg! =D It's good to plan ahead. God I can't wait till Christmas..well for obvious reasons..anyway I am glad you're so happy!!! =) You deserve that, der. Hilary Duff is so cool. So yesterday's a great song..so catchy! I hated her at first too but now I think she rocks. BlING BLING!! lol. Gotta love that 'greasy' look. OOH mackin on a gurl..go der der! lol. Workin your game, huh? ;) lol. Observations are good. Shopping's the best! Yah! I LOVE "My love is like WO!" Catchy ass shtuff. Limo huh? lol I feel like that in my mom's car cos the windows are tinted. LOL you are a nut..but you're awesome anyway!! I am glad you had a fun weekend! =D I love "Right Thurr" Who would have thought 'thurr' would be a word? lol. Anyway take care hon. Heart ya!
from lizblizz05 :
Yep...glad someone agrees with me! I think I did good on my essay...*crosses fingers*...thanks! :-D
from lizblizz05 :
I like your new comment about me! :-) Thank you! Hope you're doing well.
from ineedawife :
Just reading back through notes on my diary. . .I think you were the first one to ever leave me a note and it made my day! I think I found your diary locked up a while back and wondered what happened to you. Reading today sounds like you are doing really well. Good luck with your new world at college.
from dreamer2003 :
Awww! You're the best older bro!! Mer is so lucky to have you as a bro. :) Happy belated b-day to her! Aw that's so cool. I know that being at home is a comfort to you so go back as often as you can!! You never know..maybe you're more popular than you thought? Richard sounds like he's on some type of drug..lol. Maybe they've always cared about your existance. Maybe YOU were the one pulling back thinking no one cared when they did the whole time? Could be. lol bunch of dumbasses! Why wouldn't you want football tixs?? Thanks muchly for the shoutout! Take care and talk to ya soon! Bye Der Der! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg. Lol Aww you're cute hon..(in a totally platonic way, Nate if you're reading this)..lol. I know der der. Thanks. :) I hope to talk to you when Nate leaves. I might also update a few times while Nate's here, but who knows. I am going to update this morning though, and possibly tomorrow. Have an amazing week babe..take care! <3
from critterchaos :
DEREK!!!!!!! Ha, glad you liked the commercial. YOU BETTER have a great week or else! I still can't believe that I like "crossroads"...made me wanna get in the mystery machine and go cross country. haha...ohhh i must comment...Normally, I don't condone taking a 'tude with old people, but sometimes, like you did with your grandma, it's needed. I sometimes do that to my grandma, of course, I get yelled at for it but eh, sometimes, it's needed. I really truly hope you have a great week, derek. :) I'll talk to ya when i return. I might update once or twice while at stacey's but we'll see how that goes. Take care. :) Buh bye.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! :) Nice! An update! Lol..it's always good when you just invite yourself..hehe. Saturday sounded like fun..well part of it..lol. haha..The Dollar Tree..we have it out here but everytime I go into a dollar store, I feel "dirty". I can't explain it..lol. Oh geez..I'm sorry about the family drama dawg. :( I know how that is all too well. She had no right to talk to your mom like that, or drag you into it. *shakes head* You had every right to tell her off! She deserved it! Aww..glad the party went well after a while but I hope you feel better! :( that sucks! damnnn..wow..no more Vanilla Coke for you for a while! lol. Tanning bed? Badd shtuff..artificial..but hey, whatever floats your boat..lol. Odd dream! Enjoy today and have more crazy, crackass adventures! :) Good luck with the house hunting!! I hope you find something really soon. :) Enjoy the rest of your weekend and have a great labor day! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hey! Der Der! The Vma's were muuucchhh better than Temptation Island I can assure you. BUT no worries my friend, I know they will show em a bunch of times this weekend. Eh thanks..I'll be ok. Ok, very cool. Well, I hope you have an awesome day/weekend too. <3 Stace *BIG hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Awww..maybe you'll see it dawg? I heard it was out at 9:30 last night, but my mom told me TODAY so what good is that gonna do? lol. Cool! BUT! I don't go on Yahoo ever..lol. Well, maybe I will sometime soon. Thanks much! I hope the same for you. heart ya too! ~Stace~
from dreamer2003 :
Sounded like a fun bus adventure, Der Der! =D Awww I think that's cool. We all have different interests, so it's all good man! Glad you're enjoying spanish class. Enjoy the rest of your day! *hugs*
from critterchaos :
lol....see! told you we're alike! Woo hoo...the family housing trip sounded like funness. *yeah, i know that's not a word but a 'nate' word*....I thought about doing that in the past in downtown phoenix. Just getting on a bus and see where it takes me....to mingle..ok, 'observe' the other humans that get on and off the bus. I heard of some real weirdos though that ride the buses in phoenix...i MUST show you and others in my next entry some of the odd shtuff I have heard. lol.....you know, you are soo right. Who cares what someone thinks if they don't 'like' the fact that you like soap operas...hell, not everyone likes the dorky crap I love but to each his/her own, right? I laughed some when I read about the 'homie' at the bus stop who was thugged out and 'getting ready to bust a cap in yo ass'...lol...poor derek. Anyhoo...i best go...time to get almost finished on my commerical thingy. Talk to you later and have a safe trip back home later. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hey! lol Yes you do..you don't want to be admitted to the nut house at the tender age of 18..haha. No problemo! =D Twas my pleasure. I know music very well..tis a huge part of my life. Ooh really?! Can't wait to hear alll about it. :P You make EVERYTHING an adventure! You always sound like you're having fun. Your attitude is just admirable. Have an awesome day too. I heart ya as well! *hugs* ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Der Der! No reason to be paranoid really..no one is out to get you..EXCEPT for the closet monsters LOL j/k. =D Worrying doesn't solve anything because you can't effect the outcome of something, it can't be controlled..you just need to know that it will all work out for the best in the end. Congrats on that 70! Not bad at all. : ) Lol Poor dawg has bad hands. :( lol j/k. BLING BLING! Hell yeah! haha. I am SURE he wasn't trying to mug you..it was just your overactive mind and imagination. Yay! Der Der's doin his thang in school! Neat! =D Research experiments, huh? Sounds interesting. NO no one thinks you're weird. We ALL need to get away sometimes and escape the world and we all need outlets..it's normal. Luckily I am not one of those small minded folks. : ) Take care..make it a good day tomorrow..and NEVER listen to the song "I always feel like somebody's watching me." lol. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hey..that's okie. I'll be fine. (: Just gonna take lots of naps and lots of tummy pills. lol uh huh..that's me. Stuck in a shell..lol. I told you we are very much alike. Sorry I couldn't be online. :( My mom was online and I didn't feel like getting up and chasing her off..haha. I hope you have an awesome day. =D *hug*
from dreamer2003 :
lol soo neat and GROOVY! haha. Yep, I'm trying as best as I can..I have to. :/ hehe thanks. :) hmm..I don't know if I'll be on. I'm not feeling so well..won't get into it because it's female probs..lol. Look for me anyway, but there's a good chance that you won't see me. :( Don't know. Have a great hump day too Der Der Justin! lol. Bye! ~Stace~
from critterchaos :
DEREK! Argh...no no no, you should really learn to fix a tire. It's not even hard to do, just a pain in the ass in hot weather to bother with. Spoiled brats, eh? lol....i fell into that catergory, then I kinda still fall into that category. damn. ah well...as you said, such is life. Have a greeaaaaat night. :) talk to later, playa.
from dreamer2003 :
I just wrote ya so chizeck that out..lol. LOL it was VERY special. I can actually SEE the carpet now!! lol. It looks like my room is a different room. It's amazing about the transformation..lol. I will Der Der. Luv ya too..you rock! Inform me of the next time you'll be on, I'd love to talk to you sometime. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Ah I am here to save the day!! The songs you are reffering to are: "The Scientist" by Coldplay and "Why can't I?" by Liz Phair. :) There you go. I love those songs too. LOl aw poor thing. You better get your homework done somewhere..even if it's on the toilet..lol j/k. Awww..well just think tomorrow is your easy day. (: Lol I would have gotten creeped myself, but hey as long as he didn't talk to you..haha. Take care and enjoy your day! *hug* Bye der der!
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks sweets. Yep, I have to be an ass kisser for the next week..lol. It's going to kill me, but there's no other way really. I know I don't but I guess all of this crap will help me later on into being a better person. I can only hope there's a purpose for the crap he slings at me. :( Have a great day too. And thank you so much..you're such a great person. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Yes I am, Der Der. In a way, it's nice that I am busy for once and won't be just lying around. It will keep me active, I think it's actually COOL to be doing stuff..lol. I am whacked out of my mind, I know. (: Aw, I am sure you and Whitney will have tons of fun over there. I'd love to hang with ya'll one day. =D Lol yes, I love it when new stuff works out. Aw, I'll try. It's not for you either though, and I also think you're too awesome for it. I will keep that stuff in my head and close to me always. Yeah, I know i'll be fine. Thanks! I'll write here and let you guys know how it all turns out..as I am sure he will too. Have a good day too. Luv ya. *hug*
from dreamer2003 :
You sound so happy and in turn, I am so happy for my dawg! Lol It's funny that we went to the same places. :o) Lol Publix couldn't let you go, true true. Ah, I'm 'malling it' today. Can't wait. Shopping INSTANTLY lifts my mood always..lol. Yeah, just keep your guard up..it's hard to tell who's going to stab you in the back unfortunately. :( Ah, that's so cool. I know you guys will have fun this coming weekend. (: You always have fun wherever you go! lol. Make it a jungle theme..lol j/k. Have an awesome day, I hope it goes just as well as your weekend went. *HUGS* Bye Der Der.
from dreamer2003 :
You poor, poor Der Der! lol. Aww all the kids are back in school today in all the counties here, hahaha poor things..lol. Yes, I am! Walmart has EVERYTHING. (: Everything I need, which is why I love it. Thanks, I feel a bit better physically..but emotionally I am just a wreck. :o( Oh well. These dark clouds will hopefully lift and bring some sunshine in. :) Aw thanks. I sometimes have to really remember that. I guess I just need the reassurance. Yes, I hate being moody but it's a part of who I am. :( Yeah, it's hard but I'm trying to deal with it as best as I can. Thanks for being there..like always. Luv ya man! *hug* Take care and enjoy your week to the fullest. You better get your update on soon! ;)
from dreamer2003 :
Awwwww :( Der Der! I'm so sorry about what you had to see. :( What a fucking jerk. I hope you know that whatever he said about you ISN'T true. He has so many insecurities and he's just trying to build himself up and the way he's doing that is by knocking you down. Don't let this set you back from meeting people. Maybe he's even jealous of you. He just has a lot of issues. Please, please don't let it get you down. He does sound evil so of course you know to STAY AWAY. He DIDN'T know you..so he had no right to say those things..and he doesn't matter so try to shrug off what he thinks of you. Your roommate really knows how to pick friends..(sarcasm) lol. Ah Daniel's a night owl. But anyway at least you're home and get to be away from those people even for a weekend. Don't focus on what he said..just enjoy being home right now. Maybe your brain's trying to tell you you need some SLEEP? Lol You can probably catch up on that this weekend. Take care..KEEP SMILING..and hang in there!! *hugs* and know that your TRUE friends wouldn't diss you like that.
from dreamer2003 :
LOL I Just saw I love Lucy before..haha. That's odd. :) lol I be here, dawg. :P I was offline for a while so my mom can use the phone and that's probably when you were looking for me, sorry. :/ I heart Wally World as well. It's one of the best places on earth..lol..not really but it still rocks my socks. Wait, I don't wear socks!! lol :P lol yep..like I wrote Carly..I hope this TV doesn't turn out to be a "lemon" and too good to be true. I shall find out. lol..the way you are about soaps is the way I am about music..obsessed..haha. :P Yup yup..okie, well enjoy and look for me sometime this weekend. I'll probably be here. :) Buh bye! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der! Thanks once again for the e-mail. I have a few more diaries to get through and then I will respond. ;o) Anyway LOL sounded like a crazy day and that your head was in the clouds. I know how that is..I am probably one of the clumsiest people on this planet..lol. I Love Lucy is the best!! It ALWAYS cracks me up though I've seen every episode like 100 times..lol. Lol Andre sounds like a trip. :P Aww failing is not cool Der der. Make friends..but don't neglect your school shtuff either..lol. LOL I am sure the symbols thing was very educational. :P haha..what you wrote about the bus was funny. Poor thing! I'd be so annoyed because I hate it when people are "all up on my grill." lol. Enjoy hanging with the family and your soaps and have a great day and weekend!!! Bye dawg. *hug*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hey! Ooh mr Popular Der Der?! lol. That's good stuff. Maybe you'll make some new friends. :) Thanks for the e-mail. I am going to respond to it after I type up this note. Poor poor thing..I feel your pain that you had to hear about their dick sizes..lol.Uh oh..I know when I reflect I'm a crabby biatch..lol. Glad you pretty much had a nice day. :) I hope today goes just as well. Wow..yeah...well I hope you enjoy your weekend at your good ole crib (house)! lol. Have a thrilling day yourself, dawg. I'm getting to that e-mail now. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
lol bye bye child! haha..noo I know you (Nate) didn't mean that. Der der..lol..I'd take Math 1101 too cos i'm TERRIBLE at it. I need LOW levels of math..hell I'd need Math 1! haha. Awww I know you'll love Art History. It actually sounds interesting. Ugh..sorry about that textbook crap that you're going through. :( I hope you can get your books soon. :) Nevermind you got em! lol. I had to keep reading. Very cool! :) Eck..I know how that is. It feels like a sauna outside. Take advanatage..sleep late!! Take care and have a great day!! *hugs* good luck on the refunds!
from critterchaos :
Long line for books, eh? I'd rather wait in that kind of line than for gas so stop your whining! :P j/k lol....actually, I'm lucky cause at my college we don't have to wait in huge ass lines for books. It's all very organized and quick. Which I guess is a good thing about being at a small college. Damn! $1.52?? I'd give mine and stacey's first born child for that price right now. J/K, honey! I know you're prolly reading this so you know I don't mean that. lol....anyhoo...hope the rest of ye week goes spiffy, derek! holla at ya lata, playa. *note I'm not as ghetto as that just sounded* :P buh bye....for now.
from dreamer2003 :
lol I'm on a roll and just can't stop! =D lol. No problem Dawg! =D Awww..that's my philosophy..lol..if you're gonna waste a day, waste it being on Diaryland! lol. Awww I know how that is. Awwww thank you hon!!!:) Have an awesome day d-man. *hugs*
from lizblizz05 :
Aw thanks, LOL. Nah...YOU are one heck of a genius if you had AP US History then, lol...speaking of, we have one sophomore in my class...little brother of our last two valedictorians, natch.
from lizblizz05 :
Durr...forgot the guestbooks are acting up. Hope Spanish doesn't give you too much of a headache, LOL! Take care. :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Der Der! I was waiting for an update. =D It sounds like college is getting better..that's so cool though the place is getting taken over..lol. Ooh girls everywhere..every straight guy's dream right?! lol. Ooh lucky..you have psych..well when I go to college that will be my major. Oooh rebel for skipping the meeting!! TSK TSK! j/k..I am sure you didn't miss much. Woah..watch out in Spanish class. I haven't used it since Sophmore year in high school and I don't remember much of it myself..when you don't use it that's what happens. At least you'll probably make some new friends. :) Well enjoy having your own fridge! That rocks. I can't wait to hear about your new neighbors. Take care and have an amazing week!!! *hug* ~Stace
from dreamer2003 :
Awww thanks so much for the note Dawg! Yep, I'll never get tired of being deep and insightful...lol. Yep, you're right..we can for sure help each other..well not right now cos she's sick..but you know..lol. oK man you're right. you're sooo good at putting things into perspective. You're such a nice, funny guy and I am just glad to call you my friend. Have an awesome day today man. *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Ah Der Der..now I know why Thursday sucked. :( Poor D-man! :( Friday sounded like fun though! Wendys rocks!!! Aww that sucks about the expedition..some people...ugh..lol. I read about the crackassness at target and on the drive with the hulk hands..lol. haha..the last time I attempted a cartwheel was AGES ago. LOL that thing about the pooting was SO fucken funny!!! lol. Awww well I hope all goes well tomorrow. I can't wait to read about the college adventures to come! =D Have a great rest of the weekend. *hug*
from lizblizz05 :
I work at Kroger and I've been there nearly 2 months. Yeah, I'm going to have to check that out in your diary...I'm sure I'll be saying "AMEN!" a lot...LOL! Take care! :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek J! :) Man..you're part of my sanity right now!! :) I need to talk to ya though..:( I feel so blah as you know and I know you could cheer me up. Thanks..I know you're right..it's just tough right now but we'll survive. I'll try that..I'm just critical of myself many times..I know I have to stop. Thanks hon..*hugs*
from lizblizz05 :
Wow, thank you! I've checked your diary out in passing and I'll be coming back to read, definitely. :-D
from dreamer2003 :
Lol I told you they would be "deep thoughts." :) I have that in me very much though most of the time it seems I just have daylogs..I'm always thinking. hehe thanks babe..you're gonna give me a big head Der! lol riiight..it would take a lot for that to happen. Awww..hon..Nate likes you much..I like you much...we all love you to death man!!! =D I know we all want acceptance..but it seems you're searching for something you already have if you get what I mean. Lol yes you do need to get your ass on during the day since I'm NEVER on at night. :( Aww I rock the party?! You're tooo kind! hehe. Enjoy your time with Whitney today if you two crazy kids are hanging out. Take care! *hug*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hey Derek J! I'm such a copycat. =Þ lol. ;) Thanks! I try to read my horoscope everyday, when I don't forget to that is. Thanks! It rocked. I am getting to those deep thoughts now. Anyway, awww babe..I am sorry. What's wrong?? If you need to talk, I'm around every single day of the week to listen. =) Keep your head up and smile!!! Much..*HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Derek Justin!! Lol I thought I'd mix things up! :) Aww thanks..it was awesome but it's good to be home too and know I was missed. =D That rocks my socks! Lol yep, and me the middle-man..or in my case..the middle girl..lol. Oh yeah..tell me about it..I'll probably be sore for another week! lol. LOL It could have possibly been the same one..that would be funny if we even were in the same room that you were in..LOL. Well I hope you had a great day Der Der and that today rocks! [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
Hey that's ok Der der. My computer's been SHITTY as well..lol. Look what you created?! Now I can't stop saying it!!! lol. yep, I survived barely..lol..but Disney was so awesome! Well worth the 4 hour car ride. Talk to you soon my dawg. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! SHIT!!! You updated!!! LOL j/k!!! Shit shit shit shiiiiiitttt! I love that word! Ugh..I know..my computer is acting funky. Though we have software to block a virus, it might not be helping. Awww it won't be so bad..just grab your yearbook and go. You'll get to run soon! Gah..i've felt like running away many many times. Happy hump day by the way! oh and I see you added onto your 125 list..very cool! :) Woo hoo! Cows are awesome!! Nooo!! You bird killer! :( I think my dad ran over a squirrel yesterday though in the parking lot of Disney..lol. Lunch sounded like fun! You do turn EVERYTHING into an adventure. Running away rocks cos you get that element of danger and stuff..of the unknown. Keep rockin it der der! Have a fantabulous day! xoxo
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hey! I am back from Orlando! Woo hoo! :) Yeah! Lil Kim rocks my socks!!! :) Lol goal to visit truck stops huh? Not my thing but whatever floats your boat! lol. Ugh I know how it feels to have a psychotic family..they all belong in an insane aslyum! lol. Oh god..I hope things get better in your family and don't worry..your kids won't turn out crazy. I hate god damn questions like that..grr. Lol I knew Ruby was your car. :) Awww Ruby will be fine!!! :) hehe..love the lyrics! Well enjoy spending time with the family and take care! *hugs* I missed ya and whitney!
from scottie1402 :
hey, thanks! i've had a look through your diary... fan-bloody-tastic is all i have to say :) it's freezing in sydney at the moment, so the views of palm trees and tropical beaches are just what i need... and as for your music taste...80s whitney houston?? you're the BEST! hahaha i really think that passions is a show worth following. they're complex characters, and it could take you MINUTES to really get inside their minds, doncha think? take care, dude...
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hey Der Der!! :) Awww..that's sweet..about you and the pretty girls. You deserve a nice, pretty girl cos you're an awesome guy. :)Lol ghetto fab Dawg! A scheme huh..sounds kind of interesting. :) Glad you had fun with Whit! I knew you would. =D I fought with my dad too..*rolls eyes*..which has sort of brought me to a whirlwind of emotion right now..but I'll get to that in an entry..Lol..glad you had fun with your family. I can't wait to see the rest of that entry..bring it on!!! Enjoy the rest of your weekend d man. *HUG*
from dreamer2003 :
Lol I be doing nothing really..just talking to Nate. :) lol yep it was fun..till it started raining that is. What else is new! lol. Noo that's ok..no apology needed. I liked it actually because it's not often that people do that. =) Ohhh ok..lol..gotcha! Yep, you would have loved here. If you were come to Fl you gotta go there sometime!! Ah ok. WOW! That is odd..*backs away* Are you psyhic Der Der?! lol Yep, I live about a half hour from Palm Beach. That IS weird! I get some feelings like that too sometimes..premonitions of what's going to happen. LUCKILY I'm fine and nothing did happen. :) Yep, exactly..it sure will. Have fun with Whitney! Take care! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
lol It's not often that I get called by my first and middle name..hehe. :) lol Not EVERYWHERE but I've been out enough. :Þ Yep, it was a lot of fun. When I was enjoying all the nature I thought to myself that Der Der would LOVE to be there and experience what I did cos I know how much you love animals and nature. Ah ok..Magic Kingdom is a must then. Thanks for the suggestions dawg! :) Nah, I think it's out of guilt and because he wants to have a good vacation..I'm not a fool. Sometimes I wish I was more naive and didn't know what was going on..I guess ignorance is a bliss like the saying goes..I'd rather NOT know what was happening and questioning people's motives. *sigh* Oh well. LOL oh yeah..it will be like "Ha I beat you I got an 80..." lol. Have an awesome friday too. *hug* Thanks for always being a friend. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Awww glad you're having so much fun being at home!!! Woo hoo..get to ride in the X Terra..you're rockin it! lol. Wow..a water logged lunch..that sucks! :( I hope ya liked Charlies Angels 2. Who's Mer??! lol. I'm sure I know but the name doesn't sound familiar. She sounds bitchy though. Pizza farm sounds awesome!!! I think it's awesome how you can turn everything into an adventure..screw that if your dad and Mer don't get it. :Þ Take care and have fun with Whitty. *hug*
from dreamer2003 :
My second note to you! :) Yeah I am down but I'll HOPEFULLY be out of this funk soon. I should be with friends like you to help bring me out of it. :) It is hard..I am trying to just ignore everyone and do my own thing, but like you said when I try I get bothered. Oh well.. I'll have to deal with it now till I'm out of here and just blast my music..I dunno..lol. By the time I am out of here, hopefully they will get a divorce anyway. All I know is once i'm gone, there's no looking back. I definitely need to look for a job just to get the heck out of here..it's so tension filled and that's probably why I have hives, stress and anxiety. Thanks so much for your concern. <3 ya! *HUG*
from dreamer2003 :
Awww thank you so much for telling people to show me love. You rock Der Der!! *hug* Anyway, LOl I am SHOCKED..Der Der put target over studies and forgot Bewitched! Shammme on you! lol j/k. You're entitled to some play time, after all that work. Woo hooo! You got SOME studying in there, you rebel!!! ;) lol. Crack open the book! Cram some knowledge into you! You slacker, lazy boy lol j/k. I'm glad you're not stressed..you'll only ace those finals if you're relaxed. Magic Stick rocks!! "I've got the magicccccccc...." lol. Free drinks rock! Woo hoo after finals you'll be home. (: Take care..You're a great friend. *hug*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I know how you feel..all it does is rain here day after day after day! lol. That's odd..your mind didn't wander, yet mine did. :( Ugh. I hate when that happens. Anyway, Aww that's cool! You're not a dumbass..it took me MONTHS to learn how to link someone..lol. If you need help with pics and how to put them up, I can help you out because I know how..and I am good with guestbook stuff. Don't let it intimidate you..it's quite easy actually, you'll learn it in time. You're allowed to be mean every once in a while! hehe..I LOVE "I want to dance w/ somebody." GREAT song!!! :) STUDY! lol..then watch TV. I know you'll ace the final though no matter what. Take care! Have a great day tomorrow. *Hug*
from dreamer2003 :
Der Der! Not much here. I could write another entry later, but I think i'll save it for tomorrow. (: glad I can help you dawg! Good luck on your finals! I have no doubt in my mind that you'll ace em. lol yep..you'll be proud of me..i just cleaned an entire closet! lol..and am going to clean the other one later. Yep, sparking clean room. :) Well, it will be..lol. Thanks! I hope so too and I hope your bite gets better too! Yep..stupid sommer! lol Have a great day too hon! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
whew..loong entry there..so of course..i'm gonna respond in the best way that I can. :) 2 days huh? Piece of cake! It will come sooner than you think. That's so cool that you got to talk to your family. :) LOL your thoughts were funny. I think that's a great idea that you're not going back early..stay home for as long as you can. ;) Yeah, that's cool that you got a decent roomie. :) Oh boy I can relate..I like to reflect a lot too on the past and me now. I know how it feels to be used..BIG TIME..but I let myself be used, so I guess it's just both of our faults. I yearn for acceptance too, I think we all do but I think it's more important to be true to yourself and not let them walk all over you, when you show them you respect yourself which in turn will really get them to like you for YOU and to respect you more when you say no. It's ok to lose yourself, only if you get yourself back..know what I mean? I think you are stronger for experiences..we need the experiences to learn, they teach us something. I think you should contact Justin..you're not going to know what could happen unless you do--and if he blows you off, you'll learn what to look for in friends in the future. What I am trying to say..is don't be so hard on yourself..for getting a B and not an A, for everything. Ease up on yourself. You're a great guy, very intelligent and stronger than you think--you just want to be liked, and there's nothing wrong with that..it doesn't make you weak, it just makes you human. You don't need to try so hard because if you look around, you'll realize you're much more liked than you think. ;) Take care and have an awesome week! [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der der! AWWWWWWW thanks so much!!! I've never seen myself like that before..I guess the way you see yourself and the way others see you are two very different things. I feel privileged to be your friend too! Thanks! :) Woo hoo..go see American Wedding!! It was so funny like I said. lol I wish I can say I'm a neat freak but I'm a complete mess. Yep, I'm gonna finish cleaning soon. Take care and have an amazing week!! *HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Geezus..ANOTHER update!! lol Wow..lots of Der Der. It was raining here too. Whitney huh? How is that dar dar doing??! lol. Tell her I miss her next time you guys hang or talk. Wendys..yum! YAY!!! You finished your paper!! *high five* lol. haha..I'm getting up at 6:30 every morning only cos of pure addiction to this site..lol. My body's set too..I'm the SAME way. Revise your paper! Work..then play..hells yesh! lol riiight. hehe take care. [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
lol yes we are very much alike in some ways. :) I'm digging that..lol. No problem. I always love to learn new stuff about people. :) lol heh heh. I wish I had Samantha's powers..heh..what I can do with those..*thinks* lol. PROCRASTINATOR!! lol. *shakes head* j/k. I am the same way. Alright well get studious dawg! heh heh. holla at ya later as well. :) *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Ok..here's some of the 118 things we have in common...# 4 (to an extent), 12, 25 (when she was alive), 27, 28, 29, 54, 59, 62, 65, 66, 67, 71, 72, 73, 76, 77, 78, 80, 81, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 93, 94, 95, 98, 102, 103, 104, 106, 115, 116, 117...WOW...*out of breath* lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg!! Yeah it was aight. lol really? yep, it was the christmas episode. I looove that show too!!! I still watch it all the time. Yay! I'm going to your diary now to check out your list. Finish the paper! Then soap opera watching for you! (: Take care..[[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der der! Woo hoo! lots of UPDATION this weekend from ya! lol. You did one of the 101 things? You MUST finish!! I was hoping you'd do one considering I'd like to know more about you. Glad you got a lot accomplished. :) Awww you and your mom are so close, and I think that's sooo fricking awesome! :) Well hope you had fun watching the soaps and you besta have finished your paper!! lol. Enjoy the rest of your weekend der! [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
How's my note-alicious dawg?! LOL You are TOO much..haha. Awww thank you!! Your prayers certainly got answered. That means bunches to me!! :) You rock!!! That's a good idea and SO simple..to ignore him..while ignoring him I shall hope that he goes away..LOL. He mentioned it again after I posted, so I know he's seriously considering going. Anyway, LOL I am just as pathetic cos at times wal-mart is the highlight of my day..god I am boring as f*ck..lol. Well I hope you had fun on your explorations!! (: Take care..*HUGS*
from dreamer2003 :
Woo hoo. :Þ Ok, dawg..I won't tell a soul. ;) Your secret is safe with me. Anyway LOl yes you did!! I would have updated this morning but I had to primp myself up and shave and watch the rest of a movie. See, you already got a small part of what the update's gonna say right there. =) It cured my withdrawals very nicely!! Good job! Talk to you soon *waves like a crazed loon* HUGS
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..ok..I have lots of comments on your entry as ALWAYS lol..that's cool that you got to eat with the football team! Every guy's dream, huh?? lol. Awww we need one of those twister like monsoons here..fun fun fun!! lol. I bet it was fun seeing them soaked. Wow..Daniel knows all the partiers. Kyle sounds like an idiot. I am glad you won't stand for it. Daniel can stand up for himself and figure out what's going on..hopefully he will but as long as you're wise to his tricks. You live in the partying hall..poor Der!! How did you get any sleep?? Damn thursday did sound nuts. Yeah, I hope Kim is really being sincere. I guess you have to go with your gut on that, but at least you got a free ride. ;) lol! haha. Anyway I am so glad you updated!!! yesh! Have an AWESOME weekend!! [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
hey yep yep..AND guess what?! ANOTHER update is coming later on!! :) hehe..aren't you lucky?? LOL j/k. Awww..poor Der Der!!! Don't worry, you'll get another entry up and going soon. UPDATE SOON!! I'm gonna go through Der withdrawals..lol j/k. But update soon! I hope your weekend rocks too! [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
You DID unlock your diary. Cool shtuff! NOoooo..when I saw a four sentence entry I was like "WTF" lol until I read it. You must make another entry soon der der!!! Have an awesome weekend dawg!! [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
Nooooo!! lol I never get online at night, well not usually unfortunately. :( I WAS going to last night but I was so freaking out of it. You totally need to get online earlier!! Oh god..*rolls eyes* I can't wait to hear about those encounters!! lol. hehe..you'll see a real update later, hopefully..lol. No promises, but I'll try. :Þ Have a bling blingin day dawg!! LOL XoXo
from dreamer2003 :
Heyy lol Der..did you unlock your diary cos when I clicked on your diary I didn't get a prompt asking for the password. Hmm..odd. Anyway lol Have fun at your own closing dinner you non-conformist, rebel, individual!! lol. Like oh my god..I like almost puked when I read that..LoL. Wow your learning to learn teacher sounds like quite a personality..lol. That's neat though that she got you to do something without you even realizing it. :) Alright..well holla at me soon, Dawg!! XOXO
from dreamer2003 :
Lol withdrawals huh? Then I will have to do a proper update tomorrow just for you..lol. :) lol riightt..I have TONS of bad qualities..lol. Pssh..lol. Thanks though. *HUGS* Have a great Thursday night too!!! <3 ya.
from dreamer2003 :
Der Der!!! How's my dawg?! :) hehe. Yes it is, it's nice to be taken care of..yet now SHE feels like crap too so I'm back to taking care of myself..lol. I'm not a kid anymore, so I guess I should anyway. :Þ Thanks! Yeah..when I heard my dad was going on vacation I CRINGED..lol. Yeah, I'm sure my mom will be fine. (: The doc said she seems healthy so that's good. Though we have our hard times, of course I don't wish any bad on anyone..well besides my dad..lol. Haha. Awww. :o( Enjoy your tapes D-man. Aww thanks..you're pretty awesome yourself. ;) [[hugs]]
from olpdivagirl :
hey! your guestbook is being stupid, and saying i cant sign it that fast..um, is a week really that fast?!? ok so anyway, I'm in yur notes! that is really freaky that you were born at 4:46 too!!! and another thing..my good friend's locker number was 446 this past year too!! =-O woo go us, being all freaky! lol
from dreamer2003 :
Der Der! I lovee the TV summaries you did. I used to watch Days of our lives religiously!! lol But I haven't watched it in yeaars. Goodness, John and Marlena have been on there for soooo long. You are special Der Der! :P The TA sounds like an idiot. It seems he's just showing off..showing off nothing however..lol. I hate people that think they know EVERYTHING. *hisses* Some people REALLY need to be schooled. Aww sorry to hear that about the "Learning to learn" quiz. When I was in school when I thought I ACED a test, or would ace it is when I did soo bad. How odd! lol You probably did better than you think however. Natasha sucks! as does John. John probably thinks he's all that, though from how you describe him he has no reason to think that. The gossip never ends..adults gossip too. Immature asses!!! Yeah, let Natasha hang out with losers. Mmm milkshakes..*licks lips* lol Take care Der and have a WONDERFUL day! <3 ya. [[hugs]]
from desertrose17 :
Hell yeah Derek!! Vent away!! You have every right to! Damn that pisses me off. You get out of high school and get so damn excited that you're going to leave the pettiness and drama, and then you get to college and realize the mentality is still there! Fuck 'em all!! And thanks so much for your prayers and kind words. I really appreciate them and love you for it. *~Much love, Amber
from critterchaos :
Thanks for your words...hopefully, class will become more exciting in a few more days. Like i said, we're gonna be watching a film tomorrow...woo hoo. god, i'm so lame. :P Night night...have a great tuesday. :)
from dreamer2003 :
oops! *that made you feel a hell of a lot better..* lol Stupid typo. Just remember that you are always going to be so much better than them.
from dreamer2003 :
Wow!!! Quite an entry. I also get mean if someone is making fun of me, yet who doesn't? I am sure that made you a hell of a lot better to put them down, just like they do to you. Ok you didn't do it to their face, but it still helps. Well I am so glad that you did well on your midterm and yep, you have quite a bit of time to yourself till fall classes. God they sound like a bunch of losers..I feel really bad for you. :( People STILL haven't grown up in college, how sad. I have no doubt in my mind that you're probably the most mature person there. You KNOW you're better than ALL of em. You truly rock der der!! Just remember you have a friend in me alwayz. Luv ya! [[hugs]] Take care.
from dreamer2003 :
Der Der thanks soo much for the note. :o) I am glad you enjoyed Botanical Garden. I knew ya would. =D Yep, you're on my buddy list..I just checked to make sure..lol. 9 and 11 AM or PM? lol If it's PM that's a prob cos I'm not online at night usually..it's RARE that I am. Yeah she does and it's not fair. :( I should be used to it, but I'm not. Yeah, I try to be and if i reach out and be nice, she snaps it me more. hell, before she left and didn't tell me..i'm just glad i get peace and quiet..LOl. I will der der. Nope, we won't give up. We are fighters baby!!! lol I sound TOO much like C aguilera..lol. Nah but we'll survive. Yup I am. :) Thanks for your prayers!! I appreciate them so much and I am praying that you aren't going to be lonely anymore. Thank you sooo much!! you're so great. I do hope we get to talk sometime soon. Luv ya!! [[hugs]] feel good..be good. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Dawg! I'm sorry that you're so sad. :o( If I was at UGA I'd talk to you all the time and be your friend, and make you feel like you fit in. I hate to see you in pain too yet you can ALWAYS talk to me. I am sure you're not online a lot now but if like on a weekend or some time off, you're on AOL and see me on feel free to talk to me. If you forget it, my name is Tommygrl1229. I can probably understand you better than you think because being a shy person myself, I know where you're coming from. I'm not even sure if I'm cut out for college either, I feel like I don't belong anywhere yet I know that next year I gotta go, whether I meet people or not. I think you should try talking to Chelle sometime..she seems very empathetic. Or you can tell Natasha. I hate when people talk about people when they are sitting right there too. It's soo rude. Besides Chelle, you should talk to your Aunt. You'd feel a LOT better. I don't think you should drop out because it will be like your dad won. I ALSO understand that ALL too well cos as I am sure you know, I have a really crappy ass relationship with my dad too. You're lucky though that you have a great family that you can always turn to. I wish I was that lucky. I can hardly tell my mom anything because everytime I open my mouth she's criticizing me and stuff. Well I know YOU know better than to give into partying and drinking just to meet people. I know that's not you. Stick with your morals. I'm sure people can tell you're not feeling the whole college thing. I think it speaks volumes that Natasha sat with you. Maybe she didn't invite you cos she thought you'd say no? You don't know. Like I said, people know when a person is unhappy..it shows and your family will probably be able to tell too. As for chelle, I hope everything works. Just be her friend first, yup. It sounds to me like she might like you, so don't be scared to ever pursue anything. And you can't control your feelings or heart, so try not to. But anyway, just don't give up, hang in there and just remember you have a great family to turn to besides all else and you've got natasha, chelle and of course you have me and other people to talk to online. I hope you have tons of fun at the Botanical Gardens. It will probably take your mind off your problems. Take care and remember I'm ALWAYS here for you. [[HUGS]]
from carlita27016 :
hey! I wish you all the best with Chelle :o)
from dreamer2003 :
Der Der! You sound soo much happier, it's probably due to you having the weekend to yourself. (: lol. YES..enjoy it and the Dinner and the movie which sound like fun, plus the State Botanical Garden. I'd love to go myself--cos I also love nature. Get to those papers! Don't procrastinate. Well you got your space so I say sleep in!!! I hope you have a great weekend too. *Hugs* Rock it yo.
from desertrose17 :
Hell yeah!! Go Derek!! Show them that you don't take no shit from nobody!! :)
from dreamer2003 :
my THIRD note to you in ONE day lol..anyway, thanks for the note. =D Ugh I know. It was the worst..especially when I was TRYING to sleep. Nah, he won't get how to use it..he doesn't even know how to turn the computer on..lol. Nah, it won't. Take care of yourself dawg. Much luv.
from dreamer2003 :
AND i am sure you aced the geometry exam. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Der Der. Sorry about the college situation. :o( Maybe you do need to move into another hall next year just to be around people you'll have more in common with. Congrats on the 91!! That's awesome. Anyway, I feel soo bad for you. They sound like a bunch of losers. You'll make some friends in the other hall. I don't think whatever you do is going to change Daniel. He has to see things for himself. This might sound cold but if Daniel wants to allow himself to be used and taken advantage of, it's his problem cos he's letting it happen. He's not doing anything to stop it. You can't unfortunately do anything for his depression. A confrontation might help so Kyle sees how much of a jerk he is. Well that's sad then if Daniel is going to take that shit. Fitting it is NOT worth that crap he gets put through..he needs to find some people who will really like him but he'll figure that out on his own. Time does move fast and pretty soon you'll be able to get out of that hall and meet people that you'll feel comfortable with. Just focus on the fact that you got a good grade and it will all be over before you know it. Take care and try not to let everything get to you. [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
Hey thanks for the anniversary wishes Der Der!! =D LOl yes it is, dawg. Thanks! we are. Much love! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
LOL awww Poor Der Der!!!lol what ODD people over there at your College. Dressing up to go bowling?? Are they all there?! Lol. At least you had a "prom bowling date." haha. Glad you didn't follow the group and went to sleep. Anyway, oh Lord lol the ropes course sounded like a big old orgy..lol. You're scarred for life I'm sure..lol. oh man..haha. The penis analogies were great. Wow..first experience in gay porn and you made it out alive. God I feel bad for you!! lol. :( Well dear take care and try not to have bad dreams..lol.
from dreamer2003 :
LOL BUI? like DUI..how funny!! Aww..don't worry Der Der you'll survive the ropes course and the study session. If I were you, if you're going to drink just keep it to a minimum. DUH! lol. Stacey is stating the obvious. Anyway, lol Daniel is weird. I couldn't sleep the day away. Hell, I am up at 6 every fricking morning for no reason at all except I'm addicted to this site..lol. Instead of needing a cocain fix..I need a daily diaryland fix..lol. Anywayy lol indians, huh? I'd love to read up more about them..mainly because Nate is a Native American..lol. Like oh my god..you sound like a valley girl..lol. *smacks you* Woo hoo horray for Kroger plus! =D Well dear have fun studying and bowling. Don't get too crazy, ya heard?! Aight peace dawg! have a great weekend! <3 ya.
from olpdivagirl :
hey! thanks for the note!!! I'm SSOOO glad i didnt die! ;-) Ugh! I'm so stupid, i didnt put remember name and password last time i went to your diary, so could i have it again? thanks a bunch! *muah* Mer
from dreamer2003 :
Hi dear! Thanks for the note. :) Yeah, I think your right. Unfortunately, misunderstandings tend to escalate. :( Thank you though..you opened my eyes to some things. Yeah, I hope so too man. lol I will, keep rocking her too Dawg. and once again..thank you! *hugs*
from desertrose17 :
thanks hun.....it helps :)
from dreamer2003 :
Poor der der!! I don't pity you man. :O( That sucks! I'm sorry that you're not having fun. God, I would NEVER be able to stay up THAT late in the morning, my head would do that head bob thing..lol. It wouldn't work for me either. Just go to sleep at whatever time works best for you. LOL glad you at least found some shtuff and got to go on your nature walk. Ugh..what a rude a-hole..tell him to get a damn grip! lol. oh god..*shakes head* College life isn't for everyone. I'm not sure that it's for me so that's why I am taking a year off and shtuff. If I went back to school now, I'd have a nervous breakdown. Well dawg, take care and just make the best of it, that's all. :o) *hugs*
from whittywoo :
holla! i hope you're alive! get in touch whenever you get a spare second. we're all thinking about you!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey yep it was pretty nice. :o) Lol hells yeah..best kind of adventure. yeah I wanted to adopt ALL the cats..lol.Aww..hope you have a good night too Der Der. LOl yes dawg, "Eat your fruits and vegetables." lol. Buh bye!! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Dawwwggg! heheh. Lol yes they do. I should check that shit out more often. LOL I know I can't resist animals, especially pugs. They are just the cutest in the world!! God, I always sound like an after school special..lol. I feel like I feel like a 7 year old trapped in a 17 year old's body...lol. Aww..thank you hon. I am sure your ceramic duck is very cute. :o) I won't der der. Have a good day too buddy. Much Luv..peace & chicken grease, yeah...LOL. =D *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hi Dawg! Glad your weekend was a success. :) Ooh today it's supposed to storm..actually tomorrow and wednesday too. HELL YEAH!! It will cool everything off around here. The rain is so peaceful too. Anyway, glad the TV shopping went well. Isn't it funny how when you think you're going to have a bad time with something, you end up having a kick ass time?? lol. Woo hoo ducks and kitties ROCK!! =D Storms actually help me sleep. I'm odd..lol. AWWWW...how cute. :) The world needs more momma's boys. Well dear, have a wonderful week der der! <3 ya!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey der der! LOl really?! how awesome! Dr Pepper is fo sure the drink of the future..lol. God, I can't do without it. :oP lol. Awwww..*blushes again* lol. I'm just a shy gurl, what can I say..thanks man! =D Thanks..I know it's awesome lol j/k. It took me a while, but I can feel myself sloowlly starting to be happy. :) I am..hope you're having a great weekend too dawg! Much love! ;)
from dreamer2003 :
Hey dear! =D Welcome back hoommee..lol. Aww..I loved the quizzes. We are both smirks, and idealistic/hopeless romantics..lol. *blushes* how cute..lol. It said I am a BIT anti social but I think I'm more than a bit..lol. Aww..cliques are so fricking high school. I know you'll meet some more people. You're a cool, sweet guy. There's hope for ya. :) At least you have Natasha to talk to for now. Yeah, same here..I was happy the first part of the day and all moody the second part for some reason. *shrugs* Just talk to Chelle, you'll feel a LOT better. :) Well hon..I hope your weekend is great. Take care. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Heeyyy!! D-man! =D Wow..that IS very early to be calling someone. I get the same way when woken up..violent. lol. Awww..oooh Derek has a crush? lol. Yes! Rain! We NEED some. Grr. It's nice though that you have someone to talk to. Lol..which is why I'm waiting on college. As much as I love reading, I can't read THAT much. LOL already someone is trying to get you drunk. *shakes head* Is that ALL they do for fun around there?? Ugh..I know. Yeah, Shawn would make you feel comfortable. lol Aww..I love TV shopping though. It rocks the hizzouse. Well der der, have a great friday and weekend and don't let it all bring you down. Keep your head up, aight? <3 ya!
from desertrose17 :
Sorry you missed all your soap operas...damn shit. I know how you feel. I love my soaps. Anyways, isn't it weird how you buy new things, and then they always turn out crappy?? That ALWAYS happens to me. Well, don't worry. You'll be making friends in no time. You're a likeable guy *~Much love, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
Aww dearest! Too bad i don't watch Soaps or i'd let you know what's up. Besta get that TV fixed soon, ya heard? lol. anyway, one out of two isn't bad. (: Yep, you better try out the microwave..god I hope SOMETHING works for you..lol. Well, at least the fridge is working. *shakes head* Oh man..that sucks. I hope you got some rest! LOl, oh well. Yes! You better start reading, dawg! lol. Have a great rest of the week man.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..no problem! =D It's my speciality, after all..LOL. Again, you're welcome. I meant what I said, you're a great friend to me. Anyway, lol thanks. (: That makes me feel a bit better. I hope so too D-man, thanks! =D Enjoy the rest of your week, dawg! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg! Well, you could have made friends w/ Bubba..LOL..oh lord, that wouls never happen. I couldn't see it. You'll make friends and HOPEFULLY meet someone NORMAL, but it will take time..you just got there. You have 4 years to meet people..go you! lol. That's a good idea to walk everyday..maybe you'll meet someone halfway decent there? lol. Take care D-man. Have a great week!
from dreamer2003 :
Here I am again..no problem hon! Thanks so much for the support and encouragement. I appreciate it a LOT!! =D Same to you D-man..enjoy your 4th!!
from dreamer2003 :
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY, D-MAN!! =D Enjoy the fireworks display. Glad you had a good day, dawg! :) LOL A trailer park theme is more crackass. I was listening to Delilah last night too! Hell, I listen to her nearly every night. I try to stay away from any type of dollar store though..lol. DELILAH ROCKS! lol. Take care and have an AWESOME 4th dawg! Bling Bling!
from dreamer2003 :
WELCOME HOME! (: Wow, that is SCARY. Glad you made it ok. :) hehe. Ah well, hangers are cool! I guess. lol. Have a great 4th!!
from dreamer2003 :
Heyy!! aww..:( You'll meet people. You JUST got there, don't worry about it. As long as he doesn't bother you and shtuff it's all good. Hell, I could have told you he was weird..lol. Vibe I was getting. Anyway, can't wait to hear more about it dawg. ;) Yah yah! Have a kickass day.
from dreamer2003 :
GOOD LUCK MAN!!!!!!! (: Today is the BIG day. I know you will handle it with ease, as you seem to always do. Aww..you should be leaving now, or have left..yep. I can't wait to hear all about Orientation. Have a great weekend too dawg! I'll miss you and take care!!!
from trenton :
Nah, packing is fun. I think I found at least fifty things I'd lost...
from dreamer2003 :
Hey pimp! spendin' cheese, huh? lol. Aww..I didn't sleep much last night either. :( ugh. awww..stuffed animals are always cute. Sounds like a nice fridge..Der's got the hook up! lol. I remember I HATED moving here..it was HELL. I think you're one of the few who likes it. lol. Have a great weekend D Man!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..no problem. Thank you for writing to Nate. (: I appreciate that. Yep, thanks! Yeah, he's known for a while that you're on his buddy list, he doesn't mind at all. (: You rock! Enjoy your day! *hugs*
from critterchaos :
Thanks...Have a great day and weekend!! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Back again..I am glad you enjoyed my entry. (: Mission accomplished then, right? lol. Awww..no problem. I just want to write entries people can relate to, that's all. :D And it makes me also feel good to know that i'm not alone. <3 ya and glad I can help you out!
from dreamer2003 :
Yoooo man! What you wrote about with your family reminds me of what I wrote about. I think regrets are useless, but yeah I should be spending more time with my own family while they ARE around..I just have to REALLY be in the mood..lol. God is that bad because I used to want to hang with them alll the time when I was younger, they are my life but as you get older things change..values and priorities change. It's only normal. But we all need to realize we have to cherish what we've got now, because the next day it might be gone. Go see em! They will love seeing you, and appreciate and respect you for doing that. Daniel sounds rather lazy!! Tell him if he doesn't bring anything, he's gonna feel the rage of Der..lol j/k. Have fun with lunch, you PIMP. ;) You even have chicks on D Land goin after you..lol. I'm good with dates too actually, hell of course cos I'm a chick..lol. At least your sis apologized and you're movin out anyway..I think she just freaked on you because it will be easier for her to deal w/ the fact that you're moving. Enjoy today dawg!! rooockkkk onnn
from carlita27016 :
*Pssst*... I was jus wondering, do you have a pic?
from carlita27016 :
Hey Derek~! How goes it? Ahhhh your movin to University! You big boy, you ;) hehehe. Thats so awesome to get an opportunity such as the one you have! Make the most of it! What are ya goin there to study? Or whats your major gunna be? Anyway, well my birthday is June 27th (tomorro)... :o) Thanks! Good luck with the move! Take care ~Carly~
from dreamer2003 :
back again! Yep, I see you were listening "Till I get over you"..awesome song. Hell, that whole CD ROCKS!! (: Goo Der..that's the way to do it man, by stealing your sis's shtuff..lol. Awwww!! Hell yeah, cos we are the shiznit..riight..she might be, but I am just a regular girl. Well, not ALWAYS having fun but when I am in the right mood, it's alll good boy..lol. Yo, same to you D man!! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
nah that doesn't sound bad! I loved your survey answers. (: We have quite a bit in common, which is very cool dawg!! holllaaaa lol
from dreamer2003 :
Der der! It did sound like a productive day dawg. Ooh bought a microwave. (: cool cool. Daniel sounds a bit "odd" though..Nooo..you're leaving so soon! Me gonna miss you. :( My dad would be exactly the same way with me, but don't let your parents ruin your big day. It was soo sweet of you to donate stuff. I should do that too, it would make me feel good. lol you wouldn't want to be Justin..he has a huge afro. Tell Daniel that he besta bring the fridge or you're laying the smack down LOL j/k. From the way you make it sound, he doesn't seem like the partier type. Wendys..yummm. Anyway, like I said just tell your parents it would be best if you had the most stress free day possible. Take care man.
from dreamer2003 :
Hollla!! Yesss I am. Something tells me you'll survive without me.lol. Yes they are but there are no adventures here. :( You should see what I have to put up with. Blah! Bye Dawg.
from carlita27016 :
Heyyy :o) No prob for the compliments. *blushes* hehe, aw thank you! But you have to admit there are many very pretty gurls on that page... like - Holly, Christy, Melissa, Miranda.. and others. LoL. Ahhh, so where are ya moving to? Like where are ya going to college? Sweet - and I'd be happy to help you with the cast page... :o) Take care. Talk to ya later. ~Carly~
from carlita27016 :
HeY~! wuts goin on? Anyway, just from reading your last entry - I've come to the conclusion that you sound SOO cute - like a sweet, romantic guy :o) Hehe anyway, see ya.
from dreamer2003 :
Wow..we share some common traits..dreamer, hopeless romantic..believer in fate..lol. To be honest, when I heard that Justin and Kelly were doing a movie I said to myself "Oh great..teeny bopper crap..corniness.." lol. But because you liked it, I feel better about it. Everything with Daniel will work out. He might not be a best friend, but I am sure you two will get along great. (: I am glad you finally heard from him. Just don't expect TOO much since you obviously don't know him yet. Aiightt..well take care dawg. Have a great week!
from carlita27016 :
hey wuts up? Aw thanks for the comment you wrote about me in your 'fave diaries' list thingie.... OoOo I just added a Cast page the other day - so you probly didnt see it yet, plus its ALLLL gurls, most of them are very pretty gurls :o) so you may enjoy that. LoL. Anyway, I suggest everyone should make Cast Page, with PICS... cuz that way its easier for ppl to understand who youre talking about, kno wut I mean? Like they put a face to a name :o) Well take care, hope to hear from ya ~Carly~
from dreamer2003 :
Oh! and thanks so much for the note. Me and Nate are doing good, thanks. (: I'll be updating soon.
from dreamer2003 :
DER DER!! DEREK! DAWG! I am baaackkkk woo hoo. I've been keeping up with your diary, though I've been on a break..soo..don't worry. Anyway, I am glad your trip to Athens was a success, and that you had a great last day at Publix. Noooo..you're leaving. :( Well, have a kick ass weekend, my friend!
from dreamer2003 :
I love this new layout too..even better than the last one. (: Ooh..stalking Daniel huh?!Dawg! I'm disappointed in you! lol j/k If someone I knew had a mansion, I'd feel inferior too...you just can't help it. Well, have fun cruisin around town. :) Hopefully you'll enjoy the rest of your weekend D-man..Holllla Der! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Awww and the cat sounds SO Cute!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Ooh! I love the new layout. Anyway LOl..Fl is sort of hickish, but not THAT bad. I am glad you got some things accomplished. Babe, it's normal to be nervous about college. Hell, when anyone even utters the word COLLEGE or JOB at me..forget it..I go nuts..lol. I don't know what the hell I want. You'll figure it out. I think you'd be better off at a Comm College so this way, you won't be TOO far away in a huge university with TOO many people. But, if you've made it this far..you might as well stick it out. Soap Opera junkie huh? I used to watch Days of our lives RELIGIOUSLY and live my life through the characters and always swore they were real too..lol. That moody sometimes layout was perfect for me..I'm so moody ALL the time though..lol. Wanna be a construction worker? Nah!! Aww..that was nice of Whitney. (: Glad you guys got to chill. You'll be fine dawg. Just think over things for a bit, and you'll know what to do. Have a great day D-man!!
from dreamer2003 :
Der Der! Nice long entry again. Anyway, LOL I love hearing about your crackass, crazy backyard. Anyway, hopefully Daniel will call soon..he has to if he wants that stuff. LOL leopard print thong? I'm a leopard FREAK..I have leopard sandals, leopard bra, leopard slippers, and a leopard key chain..lol. Jungle theme? You wanna be Der Der of the jungle?? lol I want that lamp too..hell yeah! Right now, mine is booring. Aww! how cute (: June 20..not bad, only 8 more days. lol tell david to shut up one day. What an idiot. Well, take care homie/dawg! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
Der! Hollla! I noticed you have '69' entries..hehehe. Of course, it only takes me to notice something like that. :P See, I only ACT innocent..lol. Not much, dawg..just chillin' like a villian..you?! Yeah..it was real crackass and GREAT...NOT..lol. Tis ok. We all have to go through some shit in our lives. No problem, hon..none at all. I had to put you on there! You're my dawg. I want to always stay tight..aight?! Ok, that's hyper me again..lol. But seriously, I want to always know you. Cos you're awesome, homie. Aight, i'm gonna end this. Bling Bling D-man!! Rockk on.
from dreamer2003 :
sounded like a real "MAGICAL" day..LOL. I LOVE that new Shania Twain song. Cooter..lol..that's the name for a female private part..ooh! I'm actually being clean COS I can SAY the name of the private part..lol. I am shitty when it comes to mini golf too. Holy shit, I can't even understand the words to magic stick..lol. Hell, there's even some fun at the crackass country. I have a few clothes that make me look REALLY young too. But anyywayy.."daniel is driving tonight on a plane.." sorry. I'm a bit hyper for 7 in the morning..lol. Take care dawg!
from dreamer2003 :
Wow..dayumm..that was an all out brawl. At least you guys made up though..ooh wait! I gotta call and wake you up: DEREK, DAWG, D-MAN..get your ass out of bed!!! You heard me boy!!! lol. What am I on?! Anyway, at least you guys made up. I can understand about not quitting, that you need that job. She was such a biatch to you though, and you didn't deserve that. Well anyway have a good weekend Der!!
from whittywoo :
D-MO! Holla! I was thinking...only like 22 more days until you leave for college! Afens herre ewe come (I would but cum, but I would feel nasty, ya heard me?!) Hot diggety damn, you lucky bi-atch. I am jealous. Have no fear, I will hold down the hell-hole...um, *Cartersville while you are gone...at least until I leave in August. HOT SHIT! I AM SO READY TO BUST THE BERRY BUBBLE! Anyway, keep it real, dawwwwwwwg...Oh! I have the other part of your graduation present! Um...don't leave for Afens without it. It's just what your dorm room needs. No, no...not a stripper. It's the next best thing, though.
from desertrose17 :
Oh I totally know what you mean!! I thought I was completely over my ex-boyfriend. We hadn't talked for months, and all of a sudden, he just called me one day, and when I hung up, I cried because I realized I wasn't. Life's funny that way I guess.....thanks for making me feel un-loserish. *~Much love, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
LOl oh geez..can you believe I'm STILL not fully awake and it's 11:06..my goodness. *yawns* I just seem to not be sleeping much lately. Yeah, I don't know WHY..I guess I am still in the back of my mind thinking I have to go to school the next day..lol. haha..I'm not a morning person. I'm soo crabby at the moment..I guess I'll never understand myself. Awww..thanks. That's why I write my notes in the morning, so people will have good days..hehe. God that's ODD! My grandma had to move with my aunt too when she was sick. WOw..this is like deja vu..lol. What DON'T we have in common?! lol Tis scary. Yeah, I hope my uncle takes my gramps in..if not he'll be stuck in a nursing home. LOL this guy was BEYOND ugly..*now has the creeps once AGAIN* ewww. Same to you Dawg. Hollla...lol. Bling Bling it D-man, fo shizzle! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Yikes! LOnnng entry Dawg..heh heh. It's ok to be lazy..I've been lazy ever since getting out of school..lol. Yeaahh..you go pimp! Bling Bling lol Ughh..me don't like playas, though I used to be one myself..lol. Now that I'm not, I dislike them intensly. YOU WHORE!! lol j/k. It's cool to be friendly. Ghetto superstars..lol. Wow..he sounds horrible. He did you a favor by not talking to you anymore, trust me. Yeah, all those old feelings do return after a while. I'm glad you guys are cool. heh..I have lots more to comment on but since i can barely open my eyes, tis not happening..lol. Have a great day dawg!
from dreamer2003 :
Dawg!! Wuzzupp?! hehe. Update soon dammit! 2 days without ya..how am I supposed to live, man?! haha j/k. Thanks! That's soo cool. Really?! Wow. Yeah on my mouse pad it says "Allsop"..kind of odd. Yeah, be free to steal whatever you'd like. Have a good day too D-man! *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
*sings..I got the magic stick,I know if I can hit once, I can hit twice (I am the baddest chick),(Shorty you don't believe me, then come with me tonight)..* lol sorry. That song is now in my head. It sounded like a real "crackass" day. I hate going out with my mom sometimes. She criticizes me for EVERY little thing I do. Ughh..I think that's a mom's job..well not all, but it seems that way. LOL new redneck best friend, huh?! Well it's good that you impressed some mexicans dawg. : ) Well, you survived. lol. Have a great week and remember I gots the magic!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey hey hey buddy! (: How's my dawg?! hehe. Thank you lots. I appreciate that. I don't FEEL all grown up. I feel like the same person I was before I even graduated. *shrugs* You know how they say you change after college..and your values change..I hope you don't change. Promise me you're always going to stay the way you are?! = ) And hopefully whenever I go to college, I won't change either. Aww..well, there was no way I could have walked the wrong way cos we all walked together as a row and I had to follow everyone else. Awww..no need for thanks. I'm always here for you and around if you need me to be. Hopefully, you know how to reach me if you need to just talk. I'm glad I could help. : ) Feel good dawg.
from desertrose17 :
dreamer pretty much covered all I was going to say....I'm so sorry you feel down. I have those moments too. Everyone does. Big gigantic ((HUGS)) to you. I hope you feel better, and I really hope your knee does too. Swollen knees are bitches to live with :) *~Much love, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
Hey again D man..thank you lots!!! lol aww..don't say that..it just might happen..heh heh. I will. : ) Luv ya! Have a good day!
from dreamer2003 :
Hello there Dawg hehe..I hope your knee gets better. :( Don't walk around with a bad knee! Anyway, shit like that happens to me..it's just a lot to handle at once. Just take it all one day at a time. Try to handle it calmly, and if you're frustrated..TALK to someone. Don't just keep it all to yourself. You don't have to take on so many things at once..just a little at a time. Hell, be happy you're getting a graduation present. All I got was one little present. you're getting a computer! But anyway, people are ungrateful..I say, give it a deadline and if this person doesn't come around to take their present, just get rid of it..cos right now, it doesn't seem like they even deserve to receive it. Reflecting at the stars helps..it makes you feel like there's nothing you can't handle..it helps you to think clearly. And buddy..there's NOTHING you can't handle. Everything's going to be fine. I know you're going to adjust to these changes in your life. You have a good head on your shoulders, I'm not worried about you. Well anyway, take care and rest that knee!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey! I'm glad you had such a good day yesterday and indulged yourself. It's very important. : ) Hmm..toilet papering, I guess it depends on who did the toilet papering. Normally it's a bad thing to get toilet papered, but you'll just have to see. LOL That walk sounded like lots of fun. Take care Dawg!
from desertrose17 :
Yes, I got my cheese balls! *Happiness* It's amazing what those tasty little balls of cheese can do to brighten a day. They are the ULTIMATE comfort food....hehehe....yeah, Jake can kiss my ass for all I care. It's nice to know that there's decent guys out there! Hope you had fun in all the ethnic festivities! hehehe.....I'm glad you had a good day! *~Much love, Amber
from olpdivagirl :
hey! I'm happy that you're happy that I'm back!!! (darned mom crashing the computer...) hey, my stpid computer lost all my passwords and such, so could i have the password to your diary again?? lol I'll talk to ya lata! I have SO many stupid Mary's Day letters to do... =P!!!
from desertrose17 :
Right on!! Self indulgence kicks ass!! Okay, I have to admit when I read the "coming or stroking" thing I was like, wtf?!! Anyways, don't worry about the summer being so crappy just yet. It's only the beginning, and you'll have plenty of time to have fun. And ignore those grocery store bitches.....if I worked there, and you were leaving, I'd miss you!! hehehe....I'm not sure if that makes you feel better, but hey! There ya go! *~Much love, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
Everybody needs a little self indulgence and hey..i'd hang out with you if I was there!! oh lord..I'm a pack rat too..heh..it's going to be fun when I move out of here..riight..lol. Yeah, some people are just fake. It gets frustrating at times. Grocery shopping at night, huh? I might have to try that. Well, it's early..I know I won't get anything accomplished right after graduation either. But at least you're enjoying yourself. (: Anyway, take care..I hope the people at work become nicer to you. (hugs)
from desertrose17 :
Oooh lucky!! I graduate on Friday the 13th, so I still have to wait awhile......I'm glad you had fun. Thanks for being there for me Derek. It means so much!! You don't know how much I appreciate it! *~Much love, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
Hey you lucky duck! I have 5 more days till graduation..AAAH 5 days!! lol. I am sure I will do something like that when I walk on stage. The only difference is, when I get up there, I get handed a book, with NOTHING in it, and don't get my diploma till later when I show a ticket that I have returned my gown. How stupid!! Whitney has me all worried about all the fiascos and things that MIGHT happen at my graduation..lol..luckily nothing bad happened at yours. Mm..that does sound good. *drooling* No parties for me. :( Hopefully my parents will give me some sort of food and celebrate my graduation even a BIT. Yeah, it will probably be like prom for me too. Walking in there, looking around in awe and shtuff. lol you sure you didn't get drunk AT graduation Derek?! lol. I think David is full of shit. I want to walk in my park too..I used to do a lot of thinking on those walks. Sounds like you're having a BUSY weekend. Well, enjoy..take care. Luv ya..and once again CONGRATS on graduating..it's a HUGE step!!!
from dreamer2003 :
ohh..and our cap and gown is hideous too..well the smell to be more accurate, our cap and gown is black, so at least the color is good. Take care!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Congrats once again!! wow..tomorrow is the big day. My big day is next friday..shiit boy, get yourself some pants!! lol. Shopping for grad presents must be a hassle, luckily I don't have to go through that. You better let me know how graduation goes!!!
from desertrose17 :
Hey there, Derek!! I hope everything goes well with your last minute shopping. I know what you mean. You wait until the last second, and then you panic and don't know what to get them or how you're gonna do it!! Well congrats on graduation! I can't wait to graduate either! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks so much D-man..I will do that!! (:
from dreamer2003 :
Damn you..the only grad presents I've gotten are from my mom..lol. I am glad everything is cool with you and David. =D I knew it would be. Aww..i am definitely going to be crying on grad night, with sad grad songs playing..lol. take care!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Oh geez! I can't sleep that late either. It's just not part of my vocabulary, lol. Hopefully everything will go fine with David. Aww..it was your last day?? Congrats!! =D It must be such a relief knowing that it's over, huh? Well anyway, enjoy your day dawg!!
from carlita27016 :
Hi! My name is Carly.. Im Stacey's friend (dreamer2003)... can I have your pswd for your diary? I dont live in your town/area. :) Please? Check out my diary if ya want, it isnt locked :) See ya! :)
from dreamer2003 :
Dayyuumm..wow..that sounds awful!! I didn't send graduation announcements, cos I don't give a crap if anyone congratulates me or not. Most people won't even care that I'm graduating. For my lovely outfit, I am wearing some dress that clashes with my gown that I wore a homecoming..I don't care..lol. Ooh it's your last week..well, enjoy!! damn you, you might be graduating before me. I have to wait till the 30th. I'd pose as you, if I wasn't a girl..lol. Well, at least you got to go out during "the great flood." lol. We nearly had a flood here one year, when a hurricane hit us and my garage's water level was insane. I knew you had a fetish for women's clothes..j/k. Well, enjoy your week, and keep freezing more moments..lol.Take care!!!
from desertrose17 :
I also thought I'd comment on the flood. I can't help it. I was laughing when you said you got rained on. It sounds like something that would happen to me. I have just that luck :) (Hope you're dry now!) Oh and I just noticed you're an aries like me!! hahaha! We so rock!! *~Much love, (again) Amber
from desertrose17 :
Aw Derek....how sweet of you. That note made me smile, and a little more hopeful!! Thanks buddy! *~Much love, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Dawg..yep yep, I did it. :P And Now, comes the reward for all my hard work. Yep, I am sure your last week will do the same, provide you with so much clarity and make you feel amazing, and almighty. It's such an accomplishment, to finally get out of there. It just makes you feel like nothing is impossible. Hope you're having a great weekend!!!
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks D man for the congrats. =D Aww..that's so sweet. Well, it's more like i just got by in that class. Thanks for believing in me, all this time. It means a lot. : ) hehe, nah not yet..I am still very much a kid. Anyway, same to you d money. holla! lol
from mojo1915 :
Getting married huh? I don't have the ring, dress, church etc.. picked out yet, but I think I've got the wife picked out...I hope. We're going to live and mature throughout our college years and maybe a little past and hopefully God will build something beautiful between us. G'night
from dreamer2003 :
Wtf?! lol You are really getting married in 2 years?! That's a LOT of pressure. That's absolutely crazy. BUT..if that's something you want, your family wants..then be my guest. :P lol when you said float away it reminded me of that Dolby Gray song "Drift away." Well anyway, have a good day dawg!!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey D Man. Sup?! Thanks for adding me and Nate to your favorites. Any second I'll be adding you. Yeah..rock on! Co 03 baby! lol
from darlin-nella :
Hey thanx for signing my guestbook and letting my know that u were feeling my diary. But I wanted to tell you that I was interested in seeing your diary so if would, could you email me and let me have the password pweeeasseee? Thanx. *Nella
from dreamer2003 :
hehe..yesh I am D-man. Thanks. enjoy your day you celeb you! lol
from dreamer2003 :
LOL Hey Mr Popular..shall I join your fan club too?? Yikes. I'd be fucking freaked out myself if I was the local celebrity myself. But knowing you, you won't let it get to your head..right..RIGHT?! lol. Take care. I am glad so many great things are happening for you. After all, you completely deserve it.
from desertrose17 :
lol thanks Derek!! You made me feel a little better!! ((Hugs)) *~Much love, Amber
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..I hope you have a good day D. :D Thanx.
from dreamer2003 :
and thanks so much for your note. =) It helped.
from dreamer2003 :
D-man..I'm glad you had a good mommy's day. :) It sounded a hell of a lot better than mine. But all that crap is behind me, and it's time for me to just leave the past where it belongs..in the PAST. I was having some weird ass dreams going on myself. Wow..that's a change. :) God, do I need a job after I graduate. Not by choice..but I REALLY need one. Man, I'm so sorry about David. But it is truly his loss, for missing out on a person such as yourself. Yeah, that would hurt ANYONE. But he's only ONE person in the world, and obviously a jackass like you and his g/f said. If you feel like getting even's going to make you feel better, than go for it. He did hurt you..he fucked with your mind, and stabbed you in the back so yeah, he deserves what's coming to him. This feeling..this shitty feeling might last for quite a while, but in time it WILL lessen and you'll say "David..who?!" Your emotions are what make you YOU, what make you human..so they are beautiful, and yes..quite annoying but there to remind you you're a person. There's going to be many people coming in and out of your life..and he's just one of the many going out. He's a piece of crap and not worth anything. You on the other hand, deserve to be happy..it may be slow, but I do hope you get there soon. [[hugs]]
from dreamer2003 :
Oh..and I was going to sign your guestbook but it wasn't working.
from dreamer2003 :
Hey you!! lol the redneck party sounded funny. It sounds like you had a good night, so I'm happy for you. :) You made a good choice to fake sickness and go home. It's good you got the attention, we all need it once in a while. Enjoy your weekend dude!
from dreamer2003 :
D-man..what's going on?! What's cracka-lackin? lol I'm hyper off this root beer, sorry. Thanks lots, bro. It was a good time. :OP Hope you're having a good weekend as well. Take care!
from friedpoo :
hey, thanks for signing my guestbook :) Yeah i would be interested in reading your diary sometime...how would i go about doing that?
from dreamer2003 :
I'm glad you had a good day, dawg. You deserve it!! Yep, Whitney told me about him. She said she was drooling over him, heh heh. Love connection, huh? lol. Hopefully everything will turn out well, and they will hook up. Glad you had fun with the text messaging and I read about the sign thing..hehe. I would have been terrified too, with the little driving experience I do have so far. Have a FUN weekend, homie!!
from dreamer2003 :
It sounds like you and Whitney had a fun day. That's cool, yo..lol. No problem..and thank you. I'm glad they do. That's what I'm here for. Aww..that's cool. I like it when people can relate. :) Much love!
from dreamer2003 :
Hey..D man..Wow..2 mentions in one entry..I feel so freaking special about that "shtuff" LOl. Man, I'm sorry to hear about your day. I have senioritis HARD CORE. I just want to get the hell out of school already, man. If you ever want to talk about your dad, you know you can to me..cos like you said..I'm there, been there and back..I completely know what it's like. I don't want you to be like Whitney..I want you to be like YOU, Derek. I love that song by D Bedingfield. I can relate to it, it goes back to my past. Luckily, I found someone who loves me, as much as I love him. And maybe not NOW..but you WILL have someone like that in your life, at least once if you haven't already. Some people like DM are just dense. I'm sorry you're lonely. :( Even people in relationships are lonely. We all are. It's natural and completely normal. You can't just turn your emotions off though. They are what make you human..what make you a breathing, living person. You have such a big heart..never change that about yourself. And no matter how much you struggle with that fact, it's something that is going to remain with you. Not giving a fuck about school is totally fine..you've served your 4 years..you've done all you can. Now it's over and time to 'grow up' I guess. Me, I just wish it didn't have to be NOW that I have to grow up. I know what you're going through. Sorry about work. :( That shit sucks. If it makes you feel better about the weather, I heard you guys might be getting a break from all the storms and shit. My advice..just hang in there. Keep an open mind about everything. Be grateful for what you do have, and don't stop yourself from feeling certain things. Instead, embrace it. I hope I helped. :) Luv ya! [[hugs]]
from chaoscritter :
Derek...hey...thanks for the compliment on my rantings and ravings that I call a diary. From what stacey has told me, you're a great guy. And from what I read when your diary was open, I have to agree with her. Take care. :)
from dreamer2003 :
Yeah, it was awesome. Thanks Derek. =) lol wow..I wish we had some storms. It's always so freaking sunny here..well DOH I live in the sunshine state..lol. You and Whitney sound like you always have a blast together..very cool. I'd like to meet you both someday. You're both so funny. =D
from dreamer2003 :
I love your "storm" story. I LOVE pimp juice! "she only wants me for my pimp juice..i need to let her loose.." lol.
from dreamer2003 :
Wow..sounds like you had a good day. : ) That's awesome. I've been slacking off in school too..mainly cos it's ALMOST over!!!
from dreamer2003 :
No problem D-man. I'm glad it has a good effect on you..it's all part of my plan to take over the world lol j/k. I'm just happy that I make people feel good. : )
from dreamer2003 :
I'm glad you enjoyed the walk. : ) Hope you're having a good weekend.
from dreamer2003 :
Thank you..I feel so special now. : ) That's so nice.
from dreamer2003 :
Have a great weekend Derek!! Enjoy the March of Dimes thing..that's so nice of you. : )
from dreamer2003 :
Thanks for e-mailing me. : )
from olpdivagirl :
nOoOoOo Derek, my source of smiles has locked his diary!!! My email is lilmizmermer@aol.com, and I sure as heck don't live in your town! (If i did, I'm sure we would have already met!) ~Mer
from dreamer2003 :
hey..damn it! you locked your diary. :( hmm..I block everyone on AOL so I don't know if I will ever get to talk to you. Can you please e-mail me the password to Tommygrl1229@aol.com? And no, I am sure I don't live in your town..lol.
from mojo1915 :
Hey! Thank you for signing my guestbook. You write very well. I like the way you think. I bet you are a fun person. Have an awesome day!
from ineedawife :
Thanks for signing my guestbook! You are the official first (and only so far) one to let me know you are reading. You made my day!
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