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from raven72d :
So--- no postcards thrown at Seattle?
from zeroreverb7 :
Hello Beautiful!!!!!!!!!! How Are YOU??? I miss you too!!!! :)!!!
from raven72d :
I'm glad you updated.
from beagle47 :
picture the tail wagging!
from usb-port :
i missed your words sunshine. hope you stay a bit this time.
from strculious :
I am bored as so far TV this fall is LAME. So, I post my Orlando blog so others can learn from my travels. I look you up and realize you need to write more and WoW just a little less.
from raven72d :
I'm glad you're posting here again.
from allovrmyface :
so i came here after like 3 years of almost forgetting what i put here. where i was when i was here. and i read come of the notes you'd left and remembered things like needing someone to read things i hated writing and your paintings and those pictures of you smoking and looking for your posts. anyway, it felt like vertigo. so i thought id say thanks for the comments and emails and you may not remember any of that but thank you just the same.
from usb-port :
missed you. write sometime.
from beagle47 :
forgive you? heheheheheh! that's a funny one. okay, then, i forgive you. now write something fucker. i'm sick of carrying this place. ;)
from zeroreverb7 :
I haven't told you in a very very long time. but. I fucking Love YOU. miss you too. :) take good care and Peace
from raven72d :
A pearl necklace?
from beagle47 :
fucker! one day, i tell ya', one day! glad to know exhaust still breathes...write on, then?
from beagle47 :
painter! you know the old saying, "here today, gone tomorrow." i'm sure i'll lock it again, but you're always welcome to the key(s). glad to know you're still breathing-in.
from raven72d :
75 days until, or 75 days since...?
from allovrmyface :
i was sitting here trying to figure out if i was a disaster or more of a shipwreck.or if it even matters.fuck.but somehow i ended up here where i never am. and i remembered how we sometimes wrote and that painting of yours.so i read your insides as they popped scrolling backwards as you left them.i didnt hate that.
from head-unbowed :
Carie, I just wanted to let you know how beautiful I find your words, I always have. You really are so very talented and when you update (no matter if it's been a month or a year) I am always to see your name glow red
from zonoria :
All that, and I've decided to stop journaling for a while. :-( However, I'd love it if you dropped me a note, at this name with the z at aohell.
from raven72d :
The 12/05 and early 1/06 entries are haunting...
from zonoria :
Okay, well there's a flamingo in Washington, D.C. who is thrilled to see you writing again and has added you to her buddy list, too. ;-)
from zonoria :
Seen any flamingos lately?
from raven72d :
Well, I hope 2006 begins well for you.
from aria05 :
yes i do know what that wooooosh is like...it's been a long time. how are you?
from zeroreverb7 :
mwah.
from allovrmyface :
...and youre not around.
from candoor :
my microsoftware crashed again as I was browsing, but your window remained open so I am leaving this note to remind myself of where I was in my browsing this weekend... hope life is smiling for you :)
from allovrmyface :
i guess i left what passes as an entry...barely. i wrote some stuff somewhere else with my face attached to it and had some interesting reactions. and by interesting i mean laughable. i couldnt remember your email...i wanna catch up though. i can link you to the other place...but its not really for writing its more of a place i provoke uncomfortable feelings in others. ok its myspace. and its patheticly entertaining.
from zeroreverb7 :
hey Woman. What is up with YOU??? I miss you. You are beautiful and awesome and lovely...:) hugs Peace
from allovrmyface :
so...how do you react when someone you dont know and barley talked to sends you a message from nowhere with no discernable content? ...i was just curious. miss talking to you through broken sentences in cynical emails.
from beagle47 :
Um... Hi. me neither. we should do somethin' about that. thoughts? (fucker, i am tired. so why am i still awake leaving you a note?). talk amongst yourselves. ;)
from raven72d :
I keep thinking of calling the number I have, but I'm somewhat afraid of calling you.
from raven72d :
do well... and write more. post photos, too.
from beagle47 :
YO! nah, not really. but i really hope you're doing well. peacers.
from raven72d :
Am I allowed to use your number and call?
from raven72d :
boredom is a killer...
from raven72d :
could you be an emo 17-year old who liked Older Men?
from usb-port :
hey, you should email me so we can be WoW nerds together.
from slickasgrace :
that's so beautiful it brings a tear to my eye
from long-ignored :
my god are you beautiful. No one writes like you do, Carie. You are so missed in your silences and so appreciated when you visit.
from zeroreverb7 :
mwah and hugs. mwah mwah hugs. love . alot of it. all for you. thoughts of you run beside me everday...like childhood on a bicycle. Love YOU
from raven72d :
truer words have ne'er been spoken. i must get the nerve to call your number soon.
from raven72d :
The craigslist entries are a hoot. I wish I had a postcard from you.
from slickasgrace :
I've missed you. And for me to admit means there is something wrong with me. But i keep throwing those postcards, hoping that they'll land where ever you are.
from postcognate :
I was saying that I like your template and how you write, and that I like both as much or more than any others I've seen here on Diaryland. My bad. -The Emale
from postcognate :
I'm not sure if you're doing the Dland thing anymore, but sorry about the car and my compiments on the template and your dry writing style. Either are at least equal to any I've seen. -The Emale
from raven72d :
Please come back and write!
from zeroreverb7 :
Ok...I wont delete this one! :) mwah mwah sweety Hugs Peace
from raven72d :
Do get a kitty...
from raven72d :
Ummm... 34.2% self-fulfilling prophecy?
from mornglory :
your resume is freaking hilarious and i think it should be sent out to the universe in good conscience
from raven72d :
I really envy the resume.
from raven72d :
I love the design...though the explodingdog.com design *was* cool... And what counts as boots worth throwing yourself at a boy for?
from zeroreverb7 :
Hey..I like the new design..very cool. And I Love you...Hugs Peace
from pandionna :
Thinking about you.
from i-am-jack :
Sorry it took me so long to respond, I have been moving the last few days. Anyway, its funny how so many people feel the same, and yet he still won. It makes me think that the whole thing was fucking rigged and no one stood a chance in overthrowing the great warlord.
from beagle47 :
i'm relieved. you missed-out on Starbucks. i should've known you were way too classy to sneak into a men's room. ;) (glad you're back...i'm quittin' d-land to make room for you but trust me, i'll be reading).
from beagle47 :
Hello Lovely Woman:) get your shirts? e-mails seem to have been ineffective. let me know, 'cause if so i'll deal.
from zeroreverb7 :
Hello Lovely Woman:) re:the note you left...You know what...it DiD start when it got colder. What are we.. seals? are we blubbering up for a long winter???hmmmm I need cake. Love YOU Hugs Hugs Peace
from raven72d :
A photo of you...20 March 04... Haunting and lovely. I may yet use that phone number.
from long-ignored :
and I will look forward to that entry.
from raven72d :
Carrie-- glad to have you back!
from blackedeyez :
that was awesome up:: xoxo fucked and love-Ellis
from beagle47 :
dig the rhyme. good to see you red.
from operaticblis :
i have been reading urr diary since i started my own and no matter what u always seem so beautiful
from raven72d :
I am glad to have you back.
from long-ignored :
hey, glad to see you back and hope it lasts. You've been so very missed.
from ladylazarous :
just wanted to say that i saw ypur paintings and loved them..
from beagle47 :
welcome back. gee, i didn't know the tshirt delay would cause such anguish. i'm really sorry. they're on the way, i swear! ;) (seriously, though, good to see exhaust reading blood red on the buddy list for a change...). hang-in.
from starwhore :
everyone needs a break some time. take care. xxx
from beagle47 :
no mirrors. no smoke either, for that matter. give me a sign, and i'll ensure a proper delivery. oh, and by the way, i've been here. ;)
from beagle47 :
'ello. do you wear t-shirts? ;)
from mykholden :
nah, i think you're pretty interesting.
from allovrmyface :
so i just wrote you an email at 3am that i couldnt send... you wernt kidding about the "only way to reach me" thing i guess
from allovrmyface :
hey C. i havent been here in a really long time, i guess i was thinking that words dont matter and i can type some and then type the exact opposite thing and both hold some truth and i was tired or trying to figure it out and that it didnt really effect anything anyway. but words keep pulling people toward me and flinging them back away like some inconsistant orbit of planets that never hold any pattern that makes sense and i hate watching it all play out over and over. and here i am again throwing words at someone that they never asked for. i just saw your diary and wanted to say i miss our emails and your paintings.
from raven72d :
I look forward to more photos of you... You're quite alluring.
from raven72d :
I hope the tooth gets better... Send me an e-mail addrss and I'll send you a portrait photo... [Did you get my voicemail?]
from raven72d :
I wonder what your voicemail *does* say...
from raven72d :
Alas, at 11.00 CDT the number was still busy...
from raven72d :
Aha-- just as a note... The number was busy late last night. *Sigh*...
from raven72d :
Imay try the number. After all-- calls after 21h00 are free.
from raven72d :
Those 30 seconds... No. I'd think I could handle you, but that I'd never be able to talk to you before ever reaching that stage. And what *does* happen if one calls that posted number?
from mykholden :
do you mean yahoo messenger, or just yahoo?
from raven72d :
I'm glad you had cake. Do stay in touch, girl. Tell me about your thoughts there in the silence...
from raven72d :
I'd be guessing...no birthday cake at the ER?
from raven72d :
Happy 28, girl!
from raven72d :
Happy 28, girl!
from raven72d :
I do hope you'll stay in touch...
from raven72d :
I do click on the link to a phone number at your site and wonder... what's actually *at* that number? Is it a recording with a strange message? The Mormons? The Voice of Doom? Hot Cheerleaders at $4.99 per minute?
from raven72d :
I love the Stick Figure Person and his small bird... And alone in a server room would leave you...lonely and introspective. I have no buttons missing...but I worry about shoelaces.
from raven72d :
'04= the Year Four
from raven72d :
The thing about finding a slug is...well...did you find yourself speaking to him? Apathy is...well...the mental state for the Year Four. As fashionable an attitude as one can find. But-- do stay in touch.
from mykholden :
sounds like an invitation... hey, did you get my second letter?
from be-naked :
HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
from mykholden :
weird coincidence, eh?
from i-am-jack :
;^}' Good.
from wonderchai :
you need to be musicated. let me make you a mix cd. xxjenn
from raven72d :
I love the little layout image... And I absolutely adore the photos in your 2004 album. I hope you will update once ina while...
from long-ignored :
you will be very, very missed xoxo
from doctoredjnr :
Maybe it just got lost? I hope it comes home soon.
from cutie1083 :
I love your diary!
from ohmyjetsabel :
i saw your banner. i like you.
from mykholden :
i emailed you from michaelholden@swissinfo.org...you can also try apriorifiction@hotmail.com if need be.
from mykholden :
judging from the way you write, i think it would be a worthwhile thing to get to know you. i like writing letters. can i write you a letter? let me know. if i'm being too forward, then forgive me. later, michael
from godmoney :
awesome diary...glad i clicked ur banner.
from elysium1982 :
lovely lovely diary, wishing you better days...
from widyaz :
I like your diary. I love your honesty.
from long-ignored :
i like the new template. And I see a link to your photos. Carie, you are so beautiful. I already knew this, but it's nice to have proof to support my ideas. xoxo
from madam-rose :
good site! Hmmm ok warning label for my diary should u visit. I dont care what ppl think when they read and i dont write around my life to please ppl i write it like it is and how it happens and how i feel. So there ya go. Thats my warning label. :) and u r a very good writer. i dont know quite what to say.
from primessa :
Soren Kierkegaard "Once you label me you negate me."
from raven72d :
Chips and salsa and Corona... It wouldn't be a bad afternoon.
from beagle47 :
i know you'll take this in the spirit with which it is intended: thanks for noticing, punk. ;)
from beagle47 :
hello. it's 1:50 a.m. and i'm trolling diaries. hope all is well with you but in case it's not, well, i wish it were if that makes any difference whatsoever. ever been to switzerland?
from slickasgrace :
But baby were just as damned cute with that inane bullshit as you are it's a kind of hush all over the world
from pandionna :
Oh yes. I'm wondering whether Karl Rove has given Bush enough rope and now Bush has hung himself with it, because there were a number of folks on that board who said they were planning to vote for him UNTIL. Generally, Americans don't like their Constitution messed with, you know?
from long-ignored :
I guess congratulations are in order but for some reason, I’m sorry feels much more appropriate…xoxo OH, and I purchased Jeff Buckley’s Sketches For My Sweetheart The Drunk…But have yet to listen to it. I am very excited though.
from slickasgrace :
If only those postcards taped to codine and valium had reached you in time then maybe my friend you'd have been my valentine
from beagle47 :
so great to see you noting! not the cruz, though i've had some times there. and, oh, there's this little hole-in-the-wall in capitola that makes a most killer waffle-like thing at breakfast...so, so decadent. yet, in spite of how idyllic those beach towns are, they are far from "my" little beach town. great seeing you note again. hang in...
from the29th :
good. think of it like a vitamin: helps keep you healthy, wealthy, and wise.
from the29th :
jesus. maybe this is just an alarm though. of the false variety. one of those jolting things that teach you a life lesson without actually changing more than your mind. these are pretty sucky words to offer and i'm sorry for that. i'm sending you hugs and good vibes and my thoughts, sweetie.
from the29th :
yay, you did it! i think it's the greatest st. v. present ever.
from long-ignored :
and how nice it is to find someone who understands. and you do, even if you don't know it. thank you for coming back to this place, for dumping yourself into that little white box and doing it so beautifully. you really help me to feel not so lost and not so alone. xoxo
from allovrmyface :
long time. any new paintings?
from the29th :
i was up 'til way late, reading and thinking, and all those non-sleeping type things. i'm supposed to go out with a friend tonight but - depending on time and such - i'll try and give you a call again tonight.
from slickasgrace :
good song sweetness i've prayed for that what's the justification?
from slickasgrace :
If i had the money........ And enough jizz to soak it it would be yours
from neangel :
let me know if you get it. i got it for xmas & hoping for the necklace for vday. ;-)
from literatim :
hmmm...perhaps that can be arranged. x
from literatim :
so move out here then (and hurry). x
from theghostgirl :
Beautiful, beautiful... Tonight I am rambling through diaryland at random, and keep coming across so many perfectly expressed paragraphs it's almost making me happy.
from x-y :
Came by to see if you had an AOL screen name up on your profile. And...you don't. Well, that was a fruitless trip. Oh well. Anyway, I didn't read this entry either. You can pat me on the back later.
from pandionna :
You know, Sacramento was one of the places that came up on both Dan's and my online location quiz thingy. He'd be able to work in wine, too.
from x-y :
how often do you read this diary? every day? once a week? never, and this was a coincidence? just a thought i had. pay it no mind if you like. also, you'll be glad to know i didn't rifle through a single page save for the one that was splashed up when i opened your page, i just came directly here through your link. so...that's all.
from candoor :
seems to be the time for remembering forgetting to communicate, and wondering if I still can...
from slickasgrace :
tbd? I say sorry to you i forgot that my outlets were not limited to drugs and sex but actual communication with people people like you
from earthandseed :
Clean sheets are the only thing that makes a lonely bed worth it sometimes.
from earthandseed :
Thank you for Last Goodbye. Great song! I do hope you lasted more than a half an hour after your entry.
from the29th :
i forget to say hello anymore, forget to tell the few who matter about their place in my heart. love.
from if-then :
Just passing through. Hope you don’t mind. Be well, my sweet. Man, we should have gone for drinks together.
from slickasgrace :
Sweetness it's all downhill after masturbation and turning 25 but still we sit. her coat still on my floor of life
from pandionna :
What did the customer do that made you cry in a good way?
from earthandseed :
and with such an honor I would be much obliged to write as carefully as possible.
from literatim :
i'm around. no internet access at home. bleh. miss you. x
from slickasgrace :
I my dearest am not boyfriend anything but the thought is cute as all hell i'll be back more often even if it's just for you
from hauntedmind :
Your question has kept me awake, my only answer is that, perhaps, we're all alone. But I don't know, Carrie. I just don't know.
from raven72d :
Friday Night... Not a bad thing.
from cdghost :
enjoyed reading your words , take care:thecdghost
from bluering :
hooray for smoking is right.
from long-ignored :
why yes, you most certainly did. I am not only surprised, but pleased that you were the first to comment on this idea. And, I thank you very much for the feedback, my dear. xoxo
from the29th :
i tried to leave a note yesterday but managed to lose my internet connection for the rest of the day. What have I done with my life? I've gotten mired in a job and a responsible adult life that is turning me into a hollow shell and I'm only just now realizing how much. Everything that my life amounts to could be replaced by a small number of poorly trained monkeys and I feel that I've made little to no real impact on anyone personally in anyway that really counts at the end of the day. But I guess at least I've read a lot of books and helped a lot of television shows stay on the air by leaving them on for company.
from rockingchair :
so much... Ive done so much... and I'm not proud of any of it.
from the29th :
love you, love you, love you dear.
from lightfallsup :
missing the oh-so-famous lists.
from the29th :
Sweetie, I wish I had some better .... pretty much everything for you, including these words. The best I can say is you ARE loved. It just isn't worth as much coming from the opposite coast and from only a friend. Be well.
from syncope :
There! I hope you're happy. Call me tomorrow (or today, I guess, depending on when you get this note). I should be home and finally blessedly alone tomorrow morning and Tuesday morning. Big love and sloppy kisses. Mwah.
from raven72d :
Wuff! Happy 2004, girl.
from raven72d :
A question about your photos... What brand of cigarette?
from zeroreverb7 :
Yay for making out. Yeah! and I Love YOU :) Hugs Hugs Mwah Peace
from raven72d :
parking lots are always conducive to random making-out.
from pandionna :
Congrats on being hired full-time! And, heh, that's some parking lot.
from allovrmyface :
hey, miss emailing you. i read some older entries cause i wanted to read some of your words...you have good words. that kevin guy sounds like a tool bag. but, i donno...i bail whenever the ideal is shattered, so maybe we are all tool bags.
from pandionna :
BLARGH! What is it with men being such chickenshits? Sorry if that sounds harsh, but honestly, you'd think you were asking for his balls on a silver platter. Grrrr... My dear, one day, a brave man will find you. He's out there looking for you. And I'm glad you won't go changin'.
from allovrmyface :
i wish i knew. my words betray and escape me, and i'm exausted watching them flail around unattached and over adorned.
from beagle47 :
hey! thanks for the note. i won't forget until i get alzheimer's, which should be a few more weeks in doggie years. ;)
from pandionna :
I'm so sorry this is happening. You're definitely a better woman than I'd be in that situation. The "fuck off" came to easily for me.
from long-ignored :
PS thanks so much for the note you left. It really made me feel better.
from raven72d :
I worked at a bookstore 2 pm to 9 pm all through grad school. Perfect shift. Sleep late, go out and drink or dance. perfect shift.
from raven72d :
Evil, my dear, is a vocation. One is *called* to it. And your photos-- you're one of those girls who looks stunning and alluring with a cigarette.
from pandionna :
Okay, if we were on the phone, right about now I'd say, "Put your grandmother on." Hey, if you'd like to let me into your inner sanctum, please feel free to send me the magic word(s). I'd love to keep up with you. Because I care and all, you know. Hugs.
from neangel :
i tried to email that [exhaust] but it was returned. :(
from the29th :
wishing you better and best, darlin', better and best.
from literatim :
ahem. key please. thank you. xxoxx.
from hauntedmind :
Funny how dreams can make you miss someone you've never even met. So, and correct me if I'm wrong, you plan on locking your diary? :(
from zeroreverb7 :
smiles hugs and kisses :) to say that im bursting with joy for you...isn't enough :) love you dearly :) mwah Peace
from the29th :
love.
from long-ignored :
as do I, but currently I am away from home and it allows me to know that the people at my house (*Sam*) aren't reading what I write. user-nothing password- isforever. The lock will be off in just a couple of weeks
from neangel :
I'm so happy about the institute! you are such an amazing artist & you deserve it. *big hugs* about the drama mama
from pandionna :
OMG! YES! YES! I am THRILLED for you. And I'm YELLING a lot right now because of it! YES! WOO-HOOOOO!
from neangel :
omg are you okay? were you involved in the accident or did you just see it? I hope your okay. kisses
from literatim :
so saturday me and the girl will go to the art institute and ask to speak with the fabulous new artist (that would be you, dear) that we just know attends the school. "whaddya mean she doesn't go here yet? oh, well, you better get her here and fast." and then we will sit in protest until you get here.
from allovrmyface :
i was just thinking i wish you were around (then i thought i've never really been around you...), so i wish you were online so i could hear that door opening sound and take down my away message.
from long-ignored :
you under estimate your readers, my dear. Of course we worry and wonder when we don't hear from you. I can only speak for myself on this, but I would gather my prodding will do little to push your entries along. So, I wait until you are ready to share with us...I am never disappointed.
from pandionna :
Trite bit often heard spoken by one woman to another, yet meant sincerely all the same: His loss.
from this-bites :
your diary is fascinating. may i add you to my list? ♥
from literatim :
WHEN you end up in chicago, you mean. ;)
from literatim :
so i'm sitting here and wanting a cigarette and a milky way candy bar and wishing that you were here so i could complain to you about that and have you pat my hand and say, "i know, dear, here's some chocolate" cuz you always know what i need best.
from long-ignored :
Which Jeff Buckley album is the first must have?
from jeanisdead :
Fucking guestbook. As I was trying to say ... I'm giggling now. Thank you. There's a picture, "biteme," that I just added today. I took it for my boy, because I knew he'd love to see me bite my lip since he can't from so far away. Anyway, it was for him, but I was really channeling you. You sexy mama, you. PS--I see that you've done some buddylist editing ... glad to see I still make the cut. Besos.
from the29th :
The new paintings are fucking terrific.
from literatim :
I decided today to take a vacation from myself, but seeing that I had nowhere to go, I decided to stay put instead.
from bluering :
your attempts at non-cuteness failed. sorry girly.
from justbadnews1 :
Hello hello! So I am on a mission, and trying to find someone that goes to Florin High School. Do you, by any chance? If you do could you please IM me at Loverstryst10 or E-mail me at theloonyone@msn.com? It'd be greatly appreciated! :)
from pandionna :
Well, I care about you. I know that's not the same as gentlemanly affection, but don't ever feel like you're not cared for. I've so enjoyed your diary since you've been back.
from the-noise :
Hmm. I cut my own hair as well. Only... that's exactly what it looks like. :) Good job.
from pandionna :
Congrats on the job! For some reason my browser is having issues with the photo, but I am sure you look darling.
from raven72d :
The painting at "Pool Side News" was wonderful... And the tattoo parlor story was vur' funny.
from pandionna :
Woo-hoo! That's terrific! Shoes say more about a person than any other article of clothing, eh? I could see that. Signed, No-Nonsense Flats.
from aria05 :
*muwah*
from beagle47 :
that's because you're bigger than words. ;)
from neangel :
ooh I am so excited to see that you're back! even if it is just pictures: I've always loved your work!
from beagle47 :
she wrote: "I hate only one thing more than the American League: Wet Socks." and i note: "that is only one more of an infinite number of reasons to love you." hey, your timing of that note could not have been more perfect. i'm going to bed before anything ruins how grateful i feel to have heard from you. i hope this finds you blissfully in love and happy as all hell (with the obvious exception of the Giants loss). thanks, e.
from jezolina :
Gosh, I meant to tell you the other day. It's got a bit of Klimpt in it! I love it.
from raven72d :
Lovely photos.
from literatim :
i'm so confused. who writes what where?

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