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lovehatred : |
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HEYYY!! looks like we both took a break from here for like years.haha.hows everything going? hope all is well love. :)
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soul14 : |
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i dont have a myspace but im on livejournal right now. if you are interested, its sultry_nights.livejournal.com. im also hooked on facebook right now. thank you for all your support all these years. it means a lot, even if you may not already know that <3
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fake-angelic : |
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hey, i miss you.
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Hey Jamie, remember me?! I was really happy 2 see you'd updated your diary again, Ive missed ya! I know what u mean about Diaryland having changed...its almost deserted nowadays, isnt it? I think most ppl have defected 2 either LiveJournal (*I* have!) or My Space... Anyways, it was fab 2 read all your news again. Congrats on getting in2 college & on the scholarship. I think its great u want 2 use your personal experience of having an eating disorder 2 help other young girls & become a dietician. I think you'll do really well because u understand exactly what its like 2 have an ED & u wont try 2 patronise the patients in2 eating, u know? How long is your college course? Are u happy there? I'm sorry u still struggle with your eating tho & I really hope it becomes easier 4 u in the future... Try 2 keep in touch, wont u? If u ever wanna email me 2 chat or whatever, pls do (do u have MSN now?). I know we hardly know each other, but I'm always here if u need a friend, ok? My email is: chaotictears@gmail.com. Oh, & pls try 2 update your diary again soon, as I miss it when u dont! Well, take care of yourself & stay safe. Love, Jessie.x
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i'm still here occassionally. i want to say congrats on getting your scholarship. i'm sure it'll be a new beginning and even though i don't know you personally, i feel very proud of you <3
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Just wanted 2 say "hey". How's things, babe? You've not updated 4 awhile, but that doesn't mean I've forgotten about u or that I don't care. I really hope you're alright & managed 2 stay away from the escapism of drugs (sorry if I sound like your mum or something!). I also hope you're doing "ok" with your eating atm. Can't imagine how hard that must be 4 u. I'm always here if u want someone different 2 talk 2, don't forget that. My email addy is chaotictears@gmail.com & I also have MSN Messenger, if u ever fancy a chat in "real" time. Take care & pls stay safe. Love, Jessie.x
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i'd like to think that i used to understand you, jamie. sometimes, i actually like to think that at one point i was the only one. don't you remember?
i miss you.
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soul14 : |
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thank you love. it saddens me to leave dland thats why i always check back in every few weeks but i realised that with time, everything changes and while there were good times here, there was too much hate and pain as well. i hope you find the same peace too
<3333333
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rosalina07 : |
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I came across one of your entries as I was trying to edit one of my own. It said 'someone help me'. I may not know you, but I'm willing to help. get back with me.
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"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE!". Just popping by 2 say that I hope u had a fab day (it IS today, isn't it?!), despite having 2 go 2 your Aunts funeral. I'm so sorry u lost her - were u close? I hope u managed 2 get thru today ok & that u were spoilt rotten....maybe u even got a birthday kiss off of Duckie?! ;) Thanx 4 your note, it was lovely of u 2 say my last note cheered u up so much - that was my intention! Jamie, I added u 2 MSN Messenger awhile ago (using your "artclasscrush" addy), but u don't seem 2 have added me back. I mean, obviously it's ok if you'd rather not add me, but I just wondered if haven't accepted my "invitation" because u didn't recognize my name or something. So if u see a "Jessie (Oliver)" pop up, then that's me! I'm not really well enough 2 go on MSN much, but I do go on there occasionally, & it'd be great if we could have a quick "chat" sometime. What do u think? Well, I'll go now. I hope u enjoy the rest of your day. Loads of love, Jessie.x PS. Nope, I don't have a MySpace. Do u?
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shesromance : |
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Add me, losaaaah!
I have no friends.
Hahaha.
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h-o-l-l-y : |
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Hey. Thanx alot for your msg - 'twas great to hear from u. Um, I WOULD send u the password to my diary, but I'm not actually updating it anymore, so I've totally locked it for now. Sorry! If I ever re-open it, I'll let u know, promise. I'm still "lurking" round Diaryland tho (I always read your diary), so we can continue to stay in touch via these notes (or by email). I'm so sorry about your breakup with Logan, but u never know, u MIGHT still work things out. Keep us posted, wont u? Hey, is it just me, or is Diaryland extremely quiet at the mo?! Everyone seems to have disappeared & loads of diaries have been abandoned! Pls don't stop updating YOUR diary, will u? Cos I'd miss reading about your life. I hope u don't mind, but I was wondering how you're doing with the eating now? Especially with all the stress of the breakup, & starting school, & everything. Its ok if you'd rather not talk about it - I just wanted to let u know I'd not forgotten & that I care. Well, bye for now. Stay in touch. Love, Jess.x
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shesromance : |
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jamie, guess who.
i barely remember how dland works.
it's been so long.
want to help me out a bit?
<3
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fake-angelic : |
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if we knew each other a bit more, i think i might love you, too.
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h-o-l-l-y : |
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Hey Jamie! Remember me?! It's good to see u back again, & it'd be great if u updated more often - I've missed ya! Sorry you're in pain tho. Please try not 2 let anyone hurt u/push u around - u deserve better. Take care. I hope the pain & bruises ease off soon. Love, Jessie.x
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lovehatred : |
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Everything is shitty like usual, but nothing to hard for me to just deal with. :) Hope your doing WONDERFUL. Love you sooooo soo much!
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lovehatred : |
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Everything is shitty like usual, but nothing to hard for me to just deal with. :) Hope your doing WONDERFUL. Love you sooooo soo much!
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lovehatred : |
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yeah, eating disorders = pain in the ass basically. but i still have it...i have no idea what the obsession is, maybe b/c its actually something you have control over...eat..or dont eat, ya know? No control over guys your in love with, or the way your friends are, or anything really. Some sort of escape, i dont know but i know it sucks. love you.
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lovehatred : |
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im doing alrite..how about you? :) love you
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kiss-reviews : |
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hi ♥ i just opened a review site .. please check it out ♥
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yourmove- : |
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aww gorgeous. im glad you had a good valentines day, mine was shot to shit, but was made up for:)
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writergrrl88 : |
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you can catch just about everything except my archives at http://www.livejournal.com/users/writergrrl88/. ~lita~
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writergrrl88 : |
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have been reading you for awhile, was wondering if i might be able to get your passcode. my e-mail is writergrrl88@yahoo.com. thanks... ~lita~
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yourmove- : |
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ahh. its ___canvas.
i added you♥♥
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addict21 : |
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no, you're amazing. just hang in there.
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pushed-over : |
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yea, i'm like that too. lieing is like my security blanket. i wish i could make you feel better... :(, i hate when people are so down and i'm helpless to do anything. i'm here for you, even though were miles and miles and miles apart, i'm still thinking about that cigaette we're going to share (haha), but just be well. please?
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lovehatred : |
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hi, been awhile. I love reading your journal because it reminds me of myself 2 years ago.. so alike it's scary..literally. You'll get past everything I promise. luv,Jamie
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rqtcowgirl : |
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Hey. I know that you don't know me, but I just wanted to say that I really like your diary. It is so honest. You're awesome!
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soul14 : |
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thanks darling. & boys do suck sometimes. you can't live with them but you can't live without them either.
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lovehatred : |
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i love you too :) ur last entry is me.. ive gained weight..broken condom.. morning after pill..we go through the scariest situations for nothing right?
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pushed-over : |
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i'm adding you too, okay? keep well, dollface. i love you so much & i don't want anything to ever happen to you. ♥♥♥
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soul14 : |
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<3333333
you're not a liar, you're gorgeous
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lovehatred : |
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<3
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pushed-over : |
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i love you. i love you. i love you.
i know you don't really know me, but i love you anyways. you're beautiful. <3.
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fake-angelic : |
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i dont have aim, but i have msn. ive added you, my email for it is fieldsofgold@hotmail.com.
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fake-angelic : |
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never mind, i should read a persons profile before speaking. youre added.
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fake-angelic : |
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i know ay, everyones left diaryland. i dont remember if ive asked you, but do you have msn? lets talk, i can do with more friends.
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blackedeyez : |
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you just fucking rock my damn condom bos--kepp writing your so amazing--xoxo fucked & love--Ellis
XOXO
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ceramicxleg : |
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Jamie!!! you're the kickin'est person EVER! I wanna join that thing of yours. Leave me a note or drop me an email shellebelle_88@hotmail.com Later babes
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h-o-l-l-y : |
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Sorry that last note was so long - once I start, I can't seem 2 stop! J.x
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h-o-l-l-y : |
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Hey, thanx alot for the note. U said that you're doing "pretty good", so is there anything u wanna "talk" about? Please do email me if you're feeling shitty - don't feel alone, ok? I did email u awhile ago, but I'm not sure íf you've received it. Can u let me know? There's no rush 2 reply or anything, it's just, I'll send it again if u didn't get it first time round! Do u have an alternative email address from the 1 u gave me? Cos it didn't work & I had 2 send it via Diaryland instead (have I already told u all this? I think I have! Oops!). U asked how I am, & 2 be honest I'm not coping too well emotionally right now, but hopefully I'll pick up again. I've been this low b4 & made my way back up, so I s'pose it's possible 2 do it again. It's just hard, u know? Oh, before I go, I still dont know ur name! If u dont want the whole of D'land 2 know, u could always tell me by leaving a private Guestbook message in my diary so no-one else can read it. Anyway, take care. Love, Jessie.x
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writergrrl88 : |
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i started reading because i really like your screenname. i kept reading back a few entries because you're interesting. and you're read "speak" ... you fucking rock!!!
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girlsuicide : |
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fuck dude, i adore you more. <3
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arcarcenal : |
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My aim name is thec0ldinside. Hopefully I'll talk to you soon. :)
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soul14 : |
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<33333333333333333333
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i-read-you : |
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Thanks for stopping by! I have no idea how you found my diary, but I'm glad what I wrote got such a reaction from you! :)
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arcarcenal : |
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I live in Wilkensburg and I work in the Monroeville expo mart. I would love to hang out with you sometime..I've really been hoping to find some friends of my own aside from my girlfriend and roomate's friends. You should give me your e mail address so we can exchange phone numbers or something.. By the way my name is Tommy. Hope to hear from you soon! :)
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arcarcenal : |
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Yeah I just moved to Pittsburgh from Oregon...
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h-o-l-l-y : |
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Hí, just stopping by to see if you're alright. Are u? Is everything ok? I'm here to listen if u wanna offload. Love, Jessie.x
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viamante : |
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just leavin u a message, cuz u seemed lonely. hope u feel better
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i-read-you : |
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<3
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arcarcenal : |
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Hi I was searching for people who were into Bright Eyes and I ran across your profile. I thought I'd say hi since your diary says everyone seems to have left you. I can definately relate to that.... So anyway hi.
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girlsuicide : |
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<3
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im-a-freak : |
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Sure, leave me a note with your email address and I'll send it to you. Good to see you back on d-land =) x0x
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soul14 : |
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i love you baby...i know how you feel cos i feel like everyone else is going away and i'm thinking should i go too (but i don't want to cos everything i have is here). things will get better <333333
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h-o-l-l-y : |
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Hiya, I've emailed u. There's no rush, but would u mind letting me know if u got it sometime? I sent it to the hotmail address that u left in my notes page, but it was returned to me for some reason, so I've tried to send it via Diaryland instead. I hope u get it this time, but if not, let me know & I'll resend it. As I said, there's no hurry - I just didn't want u to think I'm ignoring u or anything! Anyway, I really hope you're doing abit better. Take care. Love, Jessie.x
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lovehatred : |
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you can talk to me..like the other girl said strangers, or people you just dont know,are easier to open up to for some reason.. :)
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shehides- : |
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Hey! Yeah, people are leaving diaryland like [insert funny statement here] lol. It's sooo lonely here. *eerie music plays* Oh well.. so.. how are you lately? Glad yr updating again! Yr diary is the sex. <3stace.
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h-o-l-l-y : |
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Hi, my name is Jessie. I know we don't know each other, but I've been reading your diary for ages now & I added you to my Buddylist awhile ago, so I thought it was about time I "introduced" myself to you - especially as you asked for any Diarylanders to send you some love, as you're feeling so alone at the mo. I'm really sorry you're suffering so much.....life's shit, isn't it?! Believe me, I know. Our lives couldn't be more different, but I *do* know what it's like to be stuck in a shit "life", with more & more crap being flung your way!! As I said, we obviously don't know each other, but I believe that sometimes it's easier to open up & be honest about how you're really feeling to someone that you dont know, & who isnt directly involved in your life. Do you know what I mean? So if you'd like someone different to "talk" to, please do email me (Jess@starmail.com). I'm very open & honest (sometimes *too* much so!), I'm very rarely offended by anything, & I don't judge people. So don't be afraid to take me up on my "offer" to be a shoulder to cry on, ok? Before I go, my diary is locked, so you wont be able to access it. It's nothing spectacular (just me ranting & raving!), but if you'd ever like to take a peek, just email me at the above address & I'll send it to you. Ok, I've rambled on enough I think. Sorry for going on so much - it's one of my faults! Anyway, take care of yourself & hang in there. Love, Jessie.x
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sign-devine : |
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i love you more more more
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unheardvoice : |
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Of course, the username is friend, and the password is welcome. ♥
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lovehatred : |
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i really like ur journal... i feel the same way when i read alot of ur entries...keep writing always..
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loveoverdose : |
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I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO MUCH
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psychobilly : |
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hey i feel you. i really sincerely do. but somehow ive gotten over it. and someday youll feel better. youll get over this too.
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loveoverdose : |
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ohmygoshhhhh. i've missed you! (this is liz. //limestars-, vintagetrash) i didn't even realize you were back. adding you right now.
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sign-devine : |
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it's quite reassuring to know that i have at least one crazed stalker. you're sweet like candy, girl. loves
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poetic-kiss : |
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&&♥: you = the sex. me = loves yr writing. you = added. me = rainy. <333
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bodyinchains : |
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that entry... made me smile. &it almost made me cry. it was like everything that we're not getting back, good &bad. im gonna miss you so much. dont leave me! that way we can get all of that back together minus the bad things.
-gets down on knees- i'll even get us both a nice detention from yukstas and her sexxy legs.
please?
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soul14 : |
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thank you <3333333333
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soul14 : |
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you're back! i missed you darling <3 things will get better, they really will. meanwhile, everyone here is there for you <3333
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breathe-salt : |
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<33
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sign-devine : |
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baby, i'm just glad you're back. if you were here, i'd kiss the life outta you. loveslovesloves <3 (you are my revolution)
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beyondsight : |
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welcome back. (although whether it's a good thing for you or not, i'm not so sure)
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breathe-salt : |
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*hugs* oh doll...i hope it works out. i love you so much. ♥salt
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sign-devine : |
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where have you been? i fucking missed you like the air i breath. girl, never leave me again, i might die without you ♥ LOVE LOVE LOVE
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sign-devine : |
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where have you been? i fucking missed you like the air i breath. girl, never leave me again, i might die without you ♥ LOVE LOVE LOVE
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bodyinchains : |
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♥ my jamie girl is back on dland. its been awhile, i knew youd be back though. hah.
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soul14 : |
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whatever it is, i love you darling and so does everyone. i hope things get better <333333333
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psychobilly : |
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hey girly, why do you have to go to the hospital? i think i know but i dont know.
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bthroomslut : |
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i'd love to do a custom for you. if you want to make the image, you can i can code it for you. or if you want me to make the image, i'd like a little more details of waht you want. thanks, girlface. ♥alea
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gloryxxfades : |
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can i do anything for you? i just want you to be happy<3
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gloryxxfades : |
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noo what's wrong?<3
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gloryxxfades : |
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i love you. how are you?<333
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sad-doll : |
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Hey darling thank you! <3<3you. ♥ Audrey
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floatnangel : |
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it depended on how i was feeling;; most days i wouldn't eat until i got home after school && i would eat an apple with 3 slices of cheese and a cup of fat free hot chocolate.. more or less depending of course.. i wrote it down in a notebook && i controlled myself by folding the edge of the paper 1/5 of the way over writing my weight && the date then whatever space was left i wrote what i ate that day && it ALL had to fit in that line... that half of a line.. or whatever it happened to be.. why are you asking?
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paper-rained : |
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Hehe nah I just delete all the notes I get... (bad habit)
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ellemalen : |
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username - ellemalen; password - sucks
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ellemalen : |
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i'm guilty of diet pills.
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faded-lust : |
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aww thank you darling. but ilove the way you write 50 times more. <3333
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soul14 : |
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as usual your words take my breath away <3
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she-lied : |
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yr words are fucking amazing <3
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takingbackme : |
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i'll be moving to perceptive- soon, but i will keep this diary open. take care. <3
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ontheradiox : |
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wow, thank you. :)
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ontheradiox : |
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hha :)
i was kidding!
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bodyinchains : |
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♥ ♥ ♥ -licklick- i love you jame.
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faded-lust : |
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iheart yr diary.
if you dont mind im adding you.
feel free to add me..
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itwasfate : |
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ur so wonderful <3.
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morceaux : |
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thanks, doll, but i'm much afraid i have writer's block. i'm still flattered that you think my lack of words is beautiful, though ♥♥
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mymixedtape : |
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Thank-you so very much! <3Marie.
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solace-blue : |
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hehe, that's alright. much love <3
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takingbackme : |
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babe, you are gorgeous. so is your brother. best luck to him. and remember, i'm here if you need anything. <3
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solace-blue : |
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i'm not copyrighting the design, i'm copyrighting my words.
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psychobilly : |
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yay! i am happy for you and your brother. what a cutie.
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caustic- : |
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thank you love ♥ &i adore your layout!
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sign-devine : |
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love, if that's you in your layout, you are effin' gorgeous
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chubbychic : |
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Yes, I have a picture. Go here: http://spe.fotologs.net/?u=chubbychic&i=2003/03/24/1048490939.jpg&c=f
I'm the one in the middle.
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breathe-salt : |
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i've actually been reading your diary for a while now, too...and i think i'll add you. you're beautiful. <333
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dreamtomake : |
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jamie i <3 you! i swear that i would never tell on you. you can tell me anything love.
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feelsnothing : |
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have I told you how much I love you and how much you cheer me up ;)
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sign-devine : |
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well than darling, you better teach me how ♥
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feelsnothing : |
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feel better <3
p.s. you couldnt disappoint me
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wipethetears : |
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nope, no pics. I wish I had a scanner, but I don't!! :(
sorry
xox
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feelsnothing : |
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I <3 you!
Your so sweet!
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| from
feelsnothing : |
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Well I have gained some weight....I'm up to 141 :(
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failtofall : |
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LOVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! yes??
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sign-devine : |
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darling, you asked and you recieved. the pictures are up. once agian, don't laugh ♥
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morceaux : |
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thank you, darling. i'll add you back next time i fuck with my profile ♥
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wipethetears : |
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Hi. Sorry I didn't give my new diary. It's just I was having a ruff time, and I didn't want poeple to know I was that person. Ya know? I just wanted to start over, like a new person. Sorry. No hard feelings.
xox
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she-lied : |
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don't be jealous,beautiful. ♥
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acidreams : |
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You have awesome taste in music.
<3Alkaline Trio<3
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feelsnothing : |
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you know exactly how to cheer me up! i <3 you!!
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sign-devine : |
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Ah yes, don't we all. Btw, you're an effin' gorgeous writer ♥
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| from
life-is-this : |
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of course :-) username: lifeisthis password: mrsandman
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dreamtomake : |
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dont worry darling i know. i think you shall be happy at boyce.
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sketchedpony : |
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Yes HP rocks. And I absolutely love Speak. Someone in my school actually did a 'Boys to Stay Away From' list.
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vintagetrash : |
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i loooooooove you ♥
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dreamtomake : |
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Ok, I did it right this time! woohoo. So here is the message that I accidentally left on my diary. (Yea, I know I'm dumb)
Well I just wanted to say hurray for Jamie and her magnificant interview skills!!! I must say I am a tad bit envious of you getting half days on wednesday. But..but...I get a jeans day tomorrow so haha! Yea, I'm a loser. Much from-katie-to-jamie lovin'!
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takingbackme : |
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i wish you all the best, sweetie! :)
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mylovedies : |
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oh i was talking about your layout.
woo sorry.
standing on the edge of summer
<33333333333333
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mylovedies : |
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i need to give you something. that is my favorite thursday song off full collaspe and that was my fav. part <33333333333333333333
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
you bring me joy <3.
i love your writing. i feel inferior.
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gloryxxfades : |
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you should be saying that about yrself!<3
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| from
violated-she : |
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aww your comment made my day :D, your beautiful too. love youu! <333
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lookin4liz : |
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that happens to be my favorite tori song. ;) found you from soul14's gb. hafta visit more often. ~lizbeth
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daisy-rock : |
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pretty girl; pretty words ♥
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slit-throat : |
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Eegad, you're making me blush. What a doll. I've never really been any good at taking compliments, so I appologize. Though I just moved my diary to sign-devine, so you know. if you care. thanks again. ♥
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unheardvoice : |
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Thank you. ♥
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bostonxcalls : |
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why thank you. you like really good music. and movies.. oh man.. you like Newsies!? that's crazy. have a nice day. <3
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slit-throat : |
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Yeap, that'd be my uglyness. Don't laugh please. ♥
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vintagetrash : |
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ohhh fata= PURE SEX ♥ &i love your latest entry..
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emotivatedx : |
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thank you. =)
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bodyinchains : |
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heheh i loves me some jamie.
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feelsnothing : |
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<3 always! muah
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girlsmad : |
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really really nice layout
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feelsnothing : |
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my family acts separately. We prefer our privacy. Sometimes I just go to the bathroom and purge with no distraction...I've never really been bulimic so they dont give it a second thought. Other times I purge in the shower. And at still other times, I binge and purge when my mom is sleeping (she works nights as a nurse) or when my parents arent home.
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gloryxxfades : |
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wooh! love the color scheme<3
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gloryxxfades : |
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aww password please?<3
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takingbackme : |
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i love you sweetie, thank you. :)
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tearbreak : |
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please don't do anything that will hurt yourself, and others around you, others like me and everyone else who reads your diary and truely feels like they know you, and know what a beautiful person you are. love always xxx
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vintagetrash : |
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what?! no! don't do anything to hurt yourself ♥ iloveyou &you know i'm here for you..
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feelsnothing : |
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NO! NO! Jamie.....please dont
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waterwisdom : |
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?
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bodyinchains : |
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jamie i <3 you so much! and i know how old its getting with your family and stuff. you know id help you but, uh, your madre hates me. anyway, everyone wants what's best for you cause its crazy seeing someone so beautiful like you making up imperfections for themselves. youre gorgeous. i dont think it is what love has become, maybe shes only looking for a way out of a cave that's rapidly closing in. love you, jame!
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vintagetrash : |
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nooo problem! <3 loveyou
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vintagetrash : |
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type & hearts ; with no spaces and wah-lah! ♥
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vintagetrash : |
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thank youuuuu! <333 you fucking rock.
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vintagetrash : |
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god you are so fucking beautiful ♥ i love you so much.
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takingbackme : |
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<3
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takingbackme : |
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lol why do you love it so much?
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feelsnothing : |
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Coffee, water, diet soda, gum
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im-a-freak : |
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Hi...my parents do know I binge, but as far as they're concerned it's better I binge than eat hardly anything. I know what you mean about it being difficult to binge with them around, because I get worried about what they're thinking about me whilst I keep eating (like 'Oh god, our daughter's such a fat, greedy bitch'). Normally though, they'll be in another room so I just try to get the food as quietly as possible and they have no idea. Also, I tend to put the wrappers near to the bottom of the bin or wrapped up in tissues so they don't see them. Sometimes I'll go to the kitchen and put a few things in my pocket and walk out carrying just one thing and make sure I'm in a different room from them when I eat it all, so it looks like I'm eating a normal amount and I won't have to keep going to the kitchen...love Katy x0x
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vintagetrash : |
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lover, you are stellar. ♥
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takingbackme : |
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hi, sweetie.. iloveyou!
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sad-doll : |
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Hello darling, thank you for the note hon <3 You know I love you girl. Are things okay with you? <3<3<3 Audrey ♥
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feelsnothing : |
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<3
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vintagetrash : |
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thank youuu darling ♥ ILOVEYOU.
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frozenblood0 : |
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i locked my diary ill i.m u sometime and give u the password.
love
lor
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cupid-lied : |
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haha, thanx........... do u have an AIM name???
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mymixedtape : |
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My parents are just paranoid. I may not have the hugest apetite in the world anymore, but I try to keep the food I eat down. They're just silly-heads. But the minute I move out, I swear, I'm going to lose half my body weight because they won't be there to force me to eat when I'm not hungry. Take care <3Marie.
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frozenblood0 : |
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honestly... you make me smile.
xoxoxoxo
lor
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mylovedies : |
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<3. i feel that way...about someone kinda too...blahness....
*sends love*
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frozenblood0 : |
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makes perfect sence. i sat there tonight and watched my best friend cry because her mom was drinking and took it out on her. right now i think im about to shatter. yes screw guys... but thats kind of hard for me to say right now...
love u
lor
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cupid-lied : |
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i no u dont no me or anything, but i searched for someone who liked cursive, and ur name was one of the first..... from ur profile u sound pretty sweet.... u dont have to respond if u dont want to, i just wanted to leave a not ;)
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vintagetrash : |
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i love you.
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vintagetrash : |
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iloveyou x1000000 ♥ ((ps- this is limestars-))
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unheardvoice : |
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Yes, the layout is definitely awesome. But no thanks to me- all thanks to my friend Amy. :) ♥
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mylovedies : |
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wow. that was disturbing...0_o..in a good way..heh i fucking love you \m/
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violated-she : |
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omg LOL, BOOHBAH! your like my new hero! <33333333
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sad-doll : |
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"I wake up and think dreams are real, I sleep so I don't have to feel, the truth that you can never be" <3 perfect words. I know how you feel babe. ♥ Audrey
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sad-doll : |
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I love you dollface.
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mylovedies : |
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heh i feel that way 0_o
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mylovedies : |
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blah yeah i.ll have to fix it lol
<3<3
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limestars- : |
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hello love. i've been losing my mind without being able to read your words. but i'm finally back.. i love you ♥
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failtofall : |
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hello there oh love of my life. this is the note you told me not to leave you and told me to not write that you told me to leave you one but wait never mind im too confused. anyways you know i love you boo lmao. im so bored right now and im BLONDE mutha trucka!!! its so different but its rad. remember we are rad too like mr.matt said we are rad emo girls. well we have to start on the dirty creek video soon. u got my camera now too but i think i broke it idk i need more stuff for it but we can film soon. well im going to go little lady but i love you sucka. later<3333333333333333
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mylovedies : |
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armor for sleep <3
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mylovedies : |
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<3 u like speak too<3<3<3
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feelsnothing : |
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ha
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shehides- : |
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You are awesome!!! <333 Stacey Boo
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sexual-dweeb : |
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You're the only one that loves me and leaves me nice notes. This makes me joyous, but also sad. Just wanted you to know this love. -bye cracka-
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feelsnothing : |
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I added pictures!
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fadedxme : |
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your layout is the BOMB! thanks for the note, love. xoxox
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violated-she : |
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your poems are so beautiful..take care <3
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feelsnothing : |
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What are you stopping? I hope your doing okay...
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promise-made : |
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you are beautiful. ♥
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soul14 : |
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thank you love. and i know how you feel about weight issues. just to let you know that you're not alone <3
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fake-angelic : |
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thank you <3
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lilaznd3vil : |
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thanks. xDD It's nice to know that SOMEONE enjoys my poetry. (um were you even talking about my poetry, or whatever? lolz). Btw, isn't Go Ask Alice that true story about this girl who was a drug addict? I've been meaning to read that..
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sexual-dweeb : |
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Love...I need your screen name!!!! You fucking rock my socks Jamie! haha I talked to Andy... IM me so I can tell you about it...NbChIcKy2988 Luve you -Michelle
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lilaznd3vil : |
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Hey nice diary.. I wanna starve to death myself actually.. such an interesting way to die..
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im-a-freak : |
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There ya go, I just sent you the password. I was sure I gave you the password, butthinking about it, maybe I didn't...ohwell, doesn't matter now...love Katy x0x
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takingbackme : |
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come talk to me, love <3 aim: hazy eyed grl
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im-a-freak : |
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lol, I thought I'd already given you the password, but I obviously hadn't. If you give me your email address I'll e-mail you it later...love Katy x0x
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gloryxxfades : |
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you make me feel soo___ i dont know, words arent enough. but cool new layout sweetness<3
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failtofall : |
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yes yes yes yes yes with the chinks!!!!!!
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soul14 : |
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i love your layout i want to steal it and i love your words i wish that they were mine. you're gorgeous <3<3
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false-apathy : |
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Wait! Weight loss pills, girl? You're already skinny as it is and beautiful- you don't need to starve your way to misleading 'good looks'.
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pacey2052 : |
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ooo i love your diary! x0x <333
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bang- : |
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youre accepted, darling. drop and email at vivahearts@hotmail.com and i'll give you the password and what not. xo.
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feelsnothing : |
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Hey fuckedvirgin! I love you! Thanks soo much!
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fake-angelic : |
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why?
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plastictape : |
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i love your writing so much.
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mymixedtape : |
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Do you make all of your layouts? They rock. Kind of like your diary's content. Because it also rocks. Hurrah. <3Marie.
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lexhomicide : |
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You're rad. I'm adding you.
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invisible-17 : |
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OMG!! You watched the thing on exstacy on ABC? Or at least think that's what it was on. I wanted to watch it but i missed it!! Was it good?
xox
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false-apathy : |
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It all starts with life though...
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neon-nation : |
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me too, but in the last week, the words have hit too close to home.
<3<3
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wednesday269 : |
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thank you ♥ i thought i became invisible, but writing for just myself is the greatest thing ever.
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mirrors-lie : |
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hi, sure you can see my photos but could I have your email address so I can send you the link? Or you could email me (it's in my diary).
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frozenblood0 : |
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but to love & to be loved
hmmm... i like the sound of that.
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tearbreak : |
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mm bright eyes..yummy <3<3 I love that song. <333
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false-apathy : |
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Fucked virgin... I wonder how that makes sense.. They say that no one dies a virgin, the world screws us all over.
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greenheiffer : |
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what's up? don't know how you came across my diary, but yours is pretty interesting, and you've got great taste in music. thanks for the note... take care hun
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feelsnothing : |
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Good poem! Its odd....we watched an amazing film on WWII today...funny that we were both thinking about it.
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invisible-17 : |
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Yep 17... well don't think I'm not addin you to my buddy list, because I am, I just haven't gotten a chance to add any one yet! xox kara
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unheardvoice : |
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Yay! Thank you! :D ♥
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gcevilqueen3 : |
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my goodness i really like the layout :)
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plastictape : |
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AMEN. i get called an artist as if it was a derogatory word. i say fuck you and walk away. ...they also call me a bitch but at least it's justified. o people are dumbies.
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failtofall : |
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hola jamedizle fo rizzle my nizzle bizzle in the hizzle fo shizzle. ok that was the ultimate shit! you told me to leave you a note so i did and here it is. like it ??!?!?! yeah i know you doooo.
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frozenblood0 : |
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hi
xoxo
lor
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painted-lips : |
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nothings wrong with them,hunny.they are perfectly wonderful.<3<3.
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unheardvoice : |
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Sure. :) The screen name is friend, the password is welcome. ♥
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theendwithus : |
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your layout is small but size doesnt matter!! lol
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takingbackme : |
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your layout is lovely :)
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tearbreak : |
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honey, i'll fly over there and get high with you whenever ;D <33 ps: you are SO added xx
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emoisawesome : |
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dude your new template is pretty damn awesome.
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bleditdry : |
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*gasp* it's so pretty!
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im-a-freak : |
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thanks =) ...love Katy x0x
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im-a-freak : |
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Heh, that's so very true...love Katy x0x
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feelsnothing : |
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HOT layout
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vogue- : |
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awww your so sweet, if you ever need anyone to talk to, i'm your girl!!
xox kara
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girlsmad : |
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You remind me a lot of me at your age. Your writing is lovely. I know how it feels to worry madly about an older brother too.. Take care
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gloryxxfades : |
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yay. conor is woah<3
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vogue- : |
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Thank you for the note. You have no idea how good that makes me feel after a binge, and shit. I read some of your diary as well, and some of your entries are so small, but have such a large affect. Thank you for the note again.
xox
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gloryxxfades : |
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yr new layout is the SHIT. lucky, did you make it?<3
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vogue- : |
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Hi, I got your note at my old screen name (ur-beautiful)..., I just wanted to let you know this is my current screen name, and I am adding you to my favs.
xox
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shehides- : |
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Yeah, I hope it all works out too. But I guess it's just one of those cliques..You can't have your cake and eat it too. Or is it Vice Versa? Oh well. You read 'Go ask Alice'? I'm just reading that book, It really makes me think, I wish I knew who wrote it though. It's a really haunting book, for me anways. Sometimes I find myself forgetting that it is an actual diary, those were someones actual thoughts. She was a regular girl, like me. Which also scares me, since I have done some things like in that book, and I am afraid that one day I'll end up like 'Alice'. <333 Stacy Boo
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emotivatedx : |
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a pretty one
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gloryxxfades : |
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how could you love something like me? but i'd be lying if i said i didn't love you!! yr the besterestest. did i tell you how cool your username is? clever girl<3
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feelsnothing : |
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....I know. The sad part is....I'm still not taking it seriously.
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violated-she : |
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LOL, ah your the best. :)
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sad-doll : |
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I love you more.
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mylostangel : |
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thanks =) ever need a layout contact me
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limestars- : |
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ugh, i know. HS fucking blows. i can't wait to get out
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slutreviews : |
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17 entries is really not much to go on and would not give you a fair review by any means. But feel free to re-apply in a few weeks.
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limestars- : |
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haha aw, i wish you could be there sweets <33333
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limestars- : |
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that last entry = soFUCKINGtrue it isn't even funny. ♥
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rainy-daze- : |
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erm.. hello love! Do I know you? x
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im-a-freak : |
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Hi...is there any chance I could have the password to your diary? thanks...love Katy x0x
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forsakenhart : |
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Hi there. You sound wonderful yourself. Armor for sleep kicks ass don't they?... I met them at the outhouse and oh my... did they melt my insides.
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waterwisdom : |
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fine with me, but extend me the same courtesy and don't read mine. if you do, i don't care, i don't put anything private in here anymore.
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failtofall : |
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well we're not running foo
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complex-ptsd : |
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May I have the password? Thanks! : )
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feelsnothing : |
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Much love for you!
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feelsnothing : |
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Haha! That is soo cute. Its funny!
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shehides- : |
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May I have the password? Thanks!
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waterwisdom : |
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weeerd. i bet you enjoyed that. haha, don't kill me love...
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| from
waterwisdom : |
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whatever makes you happy darling, but i'll miss you if you change
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mymixedtape : |
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A new start would be amazing. Don't change who you are though, you're great. And I hope that you only feel alone, and aren't really. If you want to vent or anything, im_so_scene@hotmail.com Take care! <3Marie
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irockmysocks : |
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Hello, hello there. I was just wondering... Can I have a password for your diary? Thanks...
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gloryxxfades : |
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wow you really mean that? i love you to pieces, sweetness!<3
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limestars- : |
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if i had my damn license i'd pick you up &we could drink the night away <333 you're lovely
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xgoingd0wnx : |
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CARVE YOUR NAME INTO MY ARM, INSTEAD OF STRESSED I LIE HERE CHARMED. o.0 :-D
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xgoingd0wnx : |
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i <333 you jamie
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takingbackme : |
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i'll miss you too dollface!!
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takingbackme : |
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thank you my love!! <33333
- brit
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snotgirl : |
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no, i'm not thin at all. i lost 50 pounds in 3 months by not eating. i've always had disordered eating of some sort. i've always been punished and rewarded with food. the entire process is very cognative for me. that's the messed up part about it.
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snotgirl : |
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i got your point. when i used to log everything i ate on a DL page, i read a lot of ED diaries as a source of willpower. it became a competition with me. ultimately, i have a lot of health problems now. it's no good.
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snotgirl : |
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she shouldn't be the source of thinspiration. it's sad that it had that affect on you, but it's not entirely her "fault". i'm glad she locked the diary. the entries can be a dangerous catalyst. i'm in recovery for an ED. i have severe BID and issues with my body. i'm a feminist. i'm thick by nature. i need to learn to deal with these things in a different manner than wanting to harm myself. i want to read something that will help me accept the areas of which my body may be "flawed"...not something that points out what i could potentially hate. take care of yrself.
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complex-ptsd : |
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Thanks for the note you left in my diary. You're the first person who left me a comment about my poem -- I appreciate it! : )
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sad-doll : |
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you know I love you. <3
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spen-got-up : |
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I know you like to cut on yourself, so I'd make a safe assumption in saying that you are most likelt borderline, if anything. Most of the time it's just teenage angst. Perhaps it will pass.
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limestars- : |
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holy god. your words are so fucking beautiful. hope you don't mind that i've added you to my favorites ♥
<333333333
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takingbackme : |
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email me at summer_stars_@hotmail.com and i'll email you a username & password of your choice. :)
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limestars- : |
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can i have a password please? ♥
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plastictape : |
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ah yes. i think we are just alike.
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irockmysocks : |
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Well, I'm glad that you can see something "amazing" in me, but... I'm afraid no one else has picked this out yet.
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gloryxxfades : |
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hey i just noticed your comments all over my diary! sorry, becausejust recently i put the count on the comment link, so i can see if i have a comment. but i have to say, YOU.RE the awesome one<3
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irockmysocks : |
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Yeah. I did, but then, my sister got a diary, too. Now, all my friends read it and talk about how much they love her writing. Anything good you can pick out about me, she outdoes it.
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irockmysocks : |
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Well, thanks for the note of encouragement, but... In my household, I'm definitely the failure. It's like... My sister is prettier, more conversational, skinnier, gets more dates, gets better parts in plays and such, she can talk through things better, isn't as rude as me... I've lost sight of any good in me.
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mymixedtape : |
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Andy makes me happy :) haha, this one time, my friend addie and i made up two ideal guys. and talked about them as if we knew them. and a bunch of kids we know actually think we've had relationships with these so called "boys". Oh dear.
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jerrystahl : |
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which animal am i,
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| from
jerrystahl : |
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i am a grain of salt in a pool of legos
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mylovedies : |
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<3hi
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motorcrash : |
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ehh... thanks, i guess? i'm not thin at all. by the way! can i please have your password?
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| from
gloryxxfades : |
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are you into baseball? pitachers are... HOTT<3
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| from
plastictape : |
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heh, my Mum put me in therapy as well.
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gloryxxfades : |
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hey what.s try about? &my best friend gave me a poster of him. *sighhhh*<3
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spen-got-up : |
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Sounds like things have been nice and calm for you lately. This is good.
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gloryxxfades : |
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holla! you like orlando too? love you too.<3
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| from
gloryxxfades : |
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i know what you mean. did they remember at all? &i totally understand what you mean when you say "there are no happy endings".<3
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takingbackme : |
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you seem down, angel. :( i hope things work out how you want them to. you deserve it.
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violated-she : |
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thanks for the note, you made my day :) *hugs you*
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takingbackme : |
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my heart goes out you babydoll. the boyface, billy i talk about went through that too, as well as me. it's hard on him and you, and your family. i promise it will get better love. i hope you never ever do any kind of drugs. it sounds like your brother has a serious problem and it would kill me if that happend to you. just be positive about things, okay? i don't mean to preach or anytihng but i just don't want that to happen to you. and i hope so much that he gets better and is okay. and happy. if you ever need to talk about it or anything or just complain or bitch or let things out you can talk to me. anytime. about anything. i love you lots and lots. <333333 brittany
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spen-got-up : |
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Drugs are bad news. My fiance works in a mental hospital with recovering addicts and from what I've heard and seen, it's not a pretty picture.
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| from
emo-centrik : |
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hi guys....er its Mikey. dunno if jamie said nething about me. God, hope not. Its probably all bad!
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takingbackme : |
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aww! thanks hun! :) i feel so special. :-P
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gloryxxfades : |
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erghh! there needs to be more people like you in this world, love. aww, why did you cry?<3
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| from
popeholden2 : |
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i didn't say anything about sex. i said sexual acts. touching a person in a sexual manner is a powerful thing, and isn't to be taken lightly. username: police password: karma
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popeholden2 : |
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hmmm..it feels odd to try and give you advice, but make sure you recognize the power sexual acts have. tools of love.
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takingbackme : |
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that was brilliant, dahling. <3
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mymixedtape : |
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yeah, it makes me hate people in general. then i realize that might be worse than hating only some people. i dont know. im not making much sense lately. haha. bottom line: your notes make me happy. <3marie
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waterwisdom : |
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what's wrong with him???
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psychobilly : |
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traveling swallowing dramamine...hey could i have a password?
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spen-got-up : |
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That was very descriptive, Jamie. Glad you had a good time.
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| from
jarardlikesu : |
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I'm from Portland, OR. What about you?
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| from
fake-angelic : |
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can i please have the password?
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| from
takingbackme : |
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i added you on lj.. take care sweets <3
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jarardlikesu : |
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I like a lot of local punk bands, The Escaped are good, and I like Leftover Crack/Choking Victim. It's good stuff...
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takingbackme : |
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love i am worried about you, sorry. what's going on beautiful?
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jarardlikesu : |
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So I am guessing you like emo. I am more of a local hardcore and punk guy myself, but I do like some emo-ish stuff.
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jarardlikesu : |
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So what was that about skaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?
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neutrons : |
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i want the passworddd! & do you mean 'speak' b laurie halse anderson?
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youthdecay- : |
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no, but lots of girls bring them in their purses and they go off in class and they giggle and scramble to turn them off before the teacher yells. it was just sarcasm. p.s.-can i have your password?:)
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takingbackme : |
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i don't know what to do my layout on.. or what colors to use.. i'm stuck. :/
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spen-got-up : |
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Sounds like you're dealing with a couple of dumb little high school bitches. Everytime you see them, just keep that in mind because somewhere, someone is doing those kind of things to them because they're black. Racism is such an unfortunate naivety.
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gloryxxfades : |
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awww thanks so much! =] &screw those meanie girls. you don't need them♥
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mymixedtape : |
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p.s. may I have a password? Please?
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mymixedtape : |
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haha, thanks. I'm a lazy kid, so I just chose a photo I had already taken and put it into another lay out. And your user name is brilliant. I sure am impressed. Take care. <3Marie.
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takingbackme : |
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*hugs* it's okay, dear.
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takingbackme : |
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why do you feel like an idiot?
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waterwisdom : |
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sorry dear
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violated-she : |
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lol, love the password. :D
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bleditdry : |
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thank you for leaving me the password. I was about to ask you for it, lol.
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violated-she : |
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hey, sorry for not responding earlier. Just wanted to say thanks for the note and that your right about what you said, absolutely right. Anyways, take care.
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shehides- : |
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l0l yeah I know, tell me about it. I guess I just want to keep people guessing. Also, if your talking about the pictures in the diary most of them were taken after school and i didn't change from my school uniform. lol. I kinda like the 'Tacky Chic' look lol.
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shehides- : |
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Oh. what do you mean? lol
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gloryxxfades : |
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ohh, i know how that sorta thing goes. i think about locking up sometimes<3
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takingbackme : |
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i meant bit not bitch.. even though that's what i am...
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takingbackme : |
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no i'm not leaving, love. my dearest friend marcus leaves for iraq today, so i'm a bitch emotional. on top of that i think i'm rather a bit suicidal, but that's just our secret, k? :)
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shehides- : |
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OoO Alright! Thanks!!!
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gloryxxfades : |
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thankyouthankyouthankyou. i'm going to delete that last note from you. i'd hate to risk the password to anyone who shouldn't have it<3
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feelsnothing : |
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Yay! Good job thats awesome! GOOD LUCK! I'm sorry if people are trashing you. Something similar happened to me recently: I got into some mess and my best friend--OF ALL TIME, like until OLD GRANIES--told a few people about what happened(spreading rumors). [I dunno thats all I wanna say...I wrote about it]
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failtofall : |
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hello darling. just leaving you this little bit of love before i go eat my oodles of noodles biatchh j/k i lovee youuu. uh u locked your diary?...weird man. sike well anyways im going to go now and eat those delicious oh so good mother fucking noodles .:yay:. byeee
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waterwisdom : |
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haha there you go stealing my quizzes again...haha
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feelsnothing : |
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My goal weight for 2/17 is 120. I've been struggling with this mess for a couple years now. I diet on and off. When I'm off I gain weight compulsively--I just cant eat normally--and I was "off" November 2003 through January. Then I relaized that Prom is the first weekend of May. Sometimes I wonder how I got drawn into this mess...it seems so crazy. But anyway I dunno why I'm typing all of this, you only aked me what my goal weight was. How much do you weigh
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feelsnothing : |
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:) Cool thanks!
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feelsnothing : |
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can I have the username/password?
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waterwisdom : |
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do you want me to read or no? either way i wont mind and ill respect your wishes despite having the password
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emo-sux : |
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jamie, im sorry i broke a promise. i know you can never forgive me, and youll never go out with me or ever liek me but i just wanted to say i love you. i love you with all my heart and soul until the day i die. you ahve everything i wnat in a girl and i ahve nothing u wnat in a guy, so i guess itll never work out but i jsut wanted to tell you how i felt before we stop tlaking for a while b/c im sure u wont wanna talk to me after i broke this promise. :'(
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takingbackme : |
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you're diary is locked now? :/
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takingbackme : |
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he's the hottie on my layout and also the singer in the band incubus.
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failtofall : |
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jamieeeeee i loveeeee youuuu man u better call me sometime soon we need to hang out and smoke some sage hahahahahhah ok well have fun i believe in a thing called loveeeeeeeeeee >.< bye
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emo-centrik : |
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hey sry i didnt get on much. i need to call u!! <3
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shehides- : |
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lol. Sorry, anytime I found a quote I thought was good for the profile thing it turned out to be to long..lol. So i had to shorten one. hope you don't mind.
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fuckedvirgin : |
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shit
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fuckedvirgin : |
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noo, i dont want to come off as mean at all, it just seemed like you were making fun of me there. im sorry. look over again, and take what you like. btw i fixed that mistake <333
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shehides- : |
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Sorry. Well, I was in a hurry. I wasn't happy with it either.. what do YOU think i should put? I'm really sensitive.. so I don't take to that kinda stuff well I know you probably didn't mean anything mean but still, it's the internet and you can't be sure of what the other person really means..
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feelsnothing : |
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thats pretty....actually thats fucking beautiful
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shehides- : |
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Actually, I didn't forget, I was just really busy with homelywork from English. I added you now though. I edited my profile so when I had some free time :)
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deadradio : |
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you left me a note like eighty years ago and i don't think i ever responded. but thanks for the note anyway.
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takingbackme : |
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a lot of people don't realize how bad drugs are. even if they're doing them. i've been there and billy was the same way. it wasn't until disaster struck that we both woke up. i'd hate to see that happen to you. <3
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feelsnothing : |
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Your cool...and I like your diary. I'm adding you....unless you dont want me too...haha
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sad-doll : |
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Oh, Go Ask Alice was a wonderful book. I was looking at your pictures, and we kind of look alike. Well the hair and all. heh. <3 Audrey
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takingbackme : |
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Love, please don't even try drugs. I'm not trying to preach about this or that I'm just telling it to you straight. It almost ended my life. It's ended lives of people I love. I see how it affects my 3 year old cousin. I see how it affects his 7 month old brother. They are by seperate dads. My cousin lies to everyone about not doing drugs. Except she smokes pot right in front of the babies. Her youngest son is fathered by my ex-bestfriend who will have nothing to do with me. I let myself be raped because I was so fucked up on drugs. Honey, you don't need this shit in your life. You don't need any pain. You don't deserve it. You don't deserve to be treated poorly. You don't deserve to feel anything but happy. Don't let anyone ever tell you differently. Even if you make some fucked up mistakes who cares? Everyone makes them. It's a part of being young. I kick myself in the ass for things and yet I still no that it wasn't my fault. I really don't know where I'm going with this... I just hope that you can catch yourself before you fall. If you ever need anything you can always e-mail me or something. <3
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emoisawesome : |
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I used to cut and drink and smoke to get rid of my depression, but its only a temporary relief. Its something you have to stop yourself. Don't put yourself on antidepressants, they rob your personality.
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feelsnothing : |
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Haha, yeah AFI is awesome but unfortunately I got into some trouble. If I'm not going I might as well get my money back....right?
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takingbackme : |
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drugs and cutting only feed depression. get out while you still can. <3
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popeholden2 : |
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you're not fooling anyone by scratching your skin, you know.
popeholden2.diaryland.com, police//karma
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jumpthegunx : |
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hello! your music = brilliant. and i looked at your picture, you're far from ugly.
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waterwisdom : |
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i'm always here to talk darling, you know that, and you're not ugly, you're beautiful. <333
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oipinkfairy : |
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I'm a Fucked Virgin! And I love Orlando Bloom and god damn jk rowling.
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shehides- : |
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Hi, I'm Stacy. I just wanted to say that I think your diary is really good. I also like the username. lol. Can I add you to my favorite diaries section? Thanks!
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usedpolaroid : |
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thanks, lovely! and yes. the little mermaid is the second best movie ever. beauty and the beast wins out. <33333333
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wire-ending : |
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yeah thatd be cool :) and youre right, school does suck
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gloryxxfades : |
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i can.t get over orlando. oooooh, my teacher even mentioned him in class. he.s just wow<3
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takingbackme : |
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people are just nimrods sometimes. take care love. :3
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xroxyx : |
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<3
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irockmysocks : |
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This is blackt-shirt. Irockmysocks is my personal one. So... Yes.
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andwebreathe : |
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thank you for adding me ♥
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emotivatedx : |
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you listen to great music..and like orlando bloom.. *droooool*
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bleditdry : |
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Love is a good album, and Go Ask Alice and Speak are both excellent reads.
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blackt-shirt : |
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Haha, alrighty. Are you adding this one or my personal one?
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takingbackme : |
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hey.. i saw that you linked me as a favorite.. very cool.. may i ask why? hehe anywho.. i'll be adding you as well. :)
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waterwisdom : |
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haha thank you dear, i feel so loved now.
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wire-ending : |
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thanks
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mylovedies : |
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ha ! l!k3 yøur jøk3...woooo
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pink-sunday : |
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hello lover<3
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blackt-shirt : |
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Hey. Thanks for the note, and sorry it took me so long to get back to you. This isn't my personal diary. But thanks again.
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un-fold : |
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why thank you, dear. <3
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waterwisdom : |
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i <3 you
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gloryxxfades : |
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ARE YOU SERiOUS? i must see ned kelly. what.s troy gonna be about?<333
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gloryxxfades : |
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godd, i get soo excited when he comes to save the day in lotr! he has the cool way of coming in when things are at the worst<3
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gloryxxfades : |
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orlando bloom is hott<3
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spen-got-up : |
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Sounds like romance. Good for you! Go get him.
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spen-got-up : |
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I can't get into your diary again, Jamie. LET ME IN!!!! (I laugh)
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waterwisdom : |
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i love you too dear
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waterwisdom : |
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oh no, jamie, please...
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waterwisdom : |
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i love you dear
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emo-sux : |
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jamie if u get this mesage at shcool leave me a message
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emo-sux : |
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NO school for me!!!!! we cant get out of our driveway so my mom said my sister and i can stay home!! go me!!!!! :p
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spen-got-up : |
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Thanks for your contact info and all your help with the template stuff. You're the best.
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waterwisdom : |
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im so glad someone documented this:ends up, sofie is a fake. but she "sofie" is really a female manifestation of his male ego as he'd like to be and so in a way he's in love with himself self disgust is self obsession :winkwinkabby:, haha, that was a work of genius, 'twas, :winkwinkjamie: well, i hope youre over him too, you deserve someone better, you need a worthy boy
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jamie you are so awesome. if a guy like andy doesnt liek you for who you are dont you dare change, if he doenst liek you for who you are hes not worth wasting you time. your a really great girl. i like you more than words can ever describe. i can only pray and hope that one day you will give me a chance. if u eevr did then i could die happy even if i die a matter of seconds later atleast i know i got a chance with you for a second or two. it would all be worth it. ohwell enough of that sappy shit. SKA IS AWESOME. and so is TSL even though u like hate them now, theyre just too punk for your emo-self. lol just kidding ohwell tahts about all i can write for now, im not good at saying stuff over the comp.
-[]D //=\\ "||" well i tried to write pat ohwell im a fuck-up at life.
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waterwisdom : |
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so true, my friend, so true
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spen-got-up : |
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What's your livejournal handle again?
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emofuckup : |
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thank you dearest <3
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spen-got-up : |
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My dear Jamie, sometimes I find myself walking into DiaryLand just to read you. Being a published author, I have read hundreds of books and diaries only to find that everyone chooses to be dissimulate. Then I read you and I feel as though I know exactly what you're feeling without preface or tedious introspect. Your honesty is a breath of fresh air.
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waterwisdom : |
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jamie, dear, you are a friend that i miss, you're my best friend at woodland hills, and lately i've been telling you things before katie. don't let me ever get in your way. i'm always here to support you, no matter what. just remember that i am human too, and am most definitely not perfect. i'll try to help you in whatever way is possible, advice, support, anything, but i can only do so much, and my advice is not always perfect, but just remember that no matter what i say, i'm always here for you.
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bleditdry : |
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you locked the door, and now I'm banging on the door and asking for a key so I can see inside.
holy crap, that was cheesy. but I think I got my message across.
[plllleeeeeeaaaaaseeeee?]
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waterwisdom : |
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life sucks doesnt it?
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spen-got-up : |
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So do it. Put your hair up in a ponytail. Wear the "emo glasses" and tell everyone who mocks to fuck off. Promise - that attitude works when you're dealing with high school kids. I was there.
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mylovedies : |
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i like your layout+bright eyes?
i like ur entry too... this is wierd i always wanted to leave you a note ..but never did *_0
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spen-got-up : |
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Stopping in to say hey.
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waterwisdom : |
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i love you. <3
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bleditdry : |
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I may be assuming too much since this last entry was so short, but I'm pretty sure I know exactly how you feel. Cheer up, Emo Kid.
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lovemetwice : |
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you have no idea how much that means to me comming from someone as amazing as you. xoxoxo--nikki
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waterwisdom : |
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i love you too
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rockbabe069 : |
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nice template..and yeah they do. you wanna live in the uk rather than the US? I'll swap with you anytime. - Kitty
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emo-girl06 : |
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yes yes this template rocks my world. be careful about that yahoo. and watch out for that one. hes a scary one.
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waterwisdom : |
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what's wrong?
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waterwisdom : |
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dont worry jamie, i still <3 you.
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waterwisdom : |
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dude, please tell me you did not give kc my diaryland name! that's it. i'm locking my diary.
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pink-shadows : |
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uber is like the most awsomest word ever created by a human mouth
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pink-shadows : |
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haha right on right on....its uber kewl
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pink-shadows : |
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yea i jus meant that u dont write long entries...its a good thing, and by the way...u like bright eyes?? theyre good
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emotivatedx : |
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you like bright eyes. and your diary is good.
so, i'm leaving you a note.
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fuckedvirgin : |
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oh durr. sry im retarded lol
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albinoqueen : |
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Oh no, I didn't mean you didn't like Orlando! I was refferring to people in general who aren't huge Orlando fans, like me. Even we must admit he was cute in RotK...athough I favored his look in Pirates myself!
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spen-got-up : |
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Don't you worry, honey. It gets better.
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fuckedvirgin : |
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holy fuck?! wht u mean i dont like orlando:? i LOVEEEEE orlando
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albinoqueen : |
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You hugged billy boyd?? That is AWSOME!!! I'm jealous. :) Hehe, how could you not like Orlando? Even if my heart lies with the hobbits, even I'll admit he's adorable.
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spen-got-up : |
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Wanted to say hey. Don't you hate fucked up ignorant people? Mmm. Me too.
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acidic-heart : |
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jamie, % %prev% % doesnt work. its %%prev%%.
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usedpolaroid : |
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alright, so you are my music GOD. and your words are amazing. and might i just add, highschool is bad when you're hurt because EVERYONE knows about it. but, there are some good things. it all gets better. so i hear...
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waterwisdom : |
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<3, someday it will all be better
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spen-got-up : |
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Girlie, I'm so glad that you've joined deviantART. For some reason I can't get into that page view, but I'd love for you to email me with your deviant address. aspens_write@msn.com. Oh, and by the way, I think I would be the Care Bear that ate all the other Care Bears. And you know what that means? It's time to go to the bar and have a beer.
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emo-centrik : |
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Hey thursday kicks major ass, i love ur taste in music. IM me if u want on AIM: xthursdaykiddx
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sad-doll : |
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<3<3<3 did you know that.. I adore you.
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fuckedvirgin : |
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sry sry, sometimes i have to lock my diary, cause i dont want peopel in my school reading it.. Also i hope you guys see the picture of me its under ARCHIVED.. titled: me. well later
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spen-got-up : |
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HELP!!! I can't get into your diary! Now, how am I going to know what mental illness I have? See, now I'm REALLY pissed at this Nikki girl.
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emoisawesome : |
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I love your new layout, I was actually looking at it too... :) But hey, its awesome and Thursaday kicks ass! Rock on. -K
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spen-got-up : |
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Yes, bye bye Nikki. Actually I don't know who "Nikki" is, but I'm sure I wouldn't like her anyway.
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mixtape- : |
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hey there. thanks for the note. and why do you "wish" you could be friends? we can be if you want. <3
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waterwisdom : |
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<P>thank you for trusting me with your whole heart, this makes me feel so good to hear you say that, and you're not ugly. don't let people tell you that. don't let you tell yourself it. a wise friend of mine said, "don't ever judge yourself, you don't have the right. you don't know yourself at all, so how can you judge yourself? and once you judge yourself you feel compelled to stick to that." you're not alone, jamie, i'm always here for you, remember that. and you're not ugly. you're beautiful, a beautiful person, lots of friends, great personality. always be thankful for those things.</P><P>and that was my little "encouraging note. ignore it if you want, but remember, i'm always here.
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waterwisdom : |
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don't think about killing yourself, dear. it won't accomplish anything. and how do you know there is a heaven? not to pollute your mind with sacreligious thoughts, but we don't konw...
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waterwisdom : |
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ok, yeah, today's message is: i worship the painkiller, it is my epicentre
later
<333
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emoisawesome : |
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Hey thanks. Your layout is pretty fucking awesome, I love that picture. And you're name is pretty cool too. :) -K
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waterwisdom : |
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"fucking awesome" thank you, thank you, i will accept my academy award later ;), dont worry, dear, i love ya. merry christmas, i'll leave you another note tomorrow.
<333 abby
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loserface : |
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i did the layout myself. i.m glad you like it. xo.
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