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from hadassah :
hi there. How have you been? Long time no read. I hope you are doing great.
from indianinja :
I'm off to Europe this month brother. I'm not as brave as you so I'm scared since I never left the states other than Mexico and Canada, which don't count.
from liar-by-rot :
where is yoUR light/heart?
from liar-by-rot :
[email protected]
from liar-by-rot :
i want you to know where i am...never forgot you.
from indianinja :
I told mum where you were...she asked...dad too...everyone misses you, Ruth special, complete...no worries mate...come back...we love you more than you will ever know.
from indianinja :
I miss you.
from gurlskin :
yoooo!!! i luv ur talk.. nice 2see.. sometimes we need 2be more hard when fight with a life... but , honestly , life gonna be a winner
from gurlskin :
yoooo!!! i luv ur talk.. nice 2see.. sometimes we need 2be more hard when fight with a life... but , honestly , life gonna be a winner
from indianinja :
Dude, I hope your doing well. Haven't heard from you in some time. I'm in Canada. Get ahold of me when I get back to the states in early September. -your sister
from ohclaudine :
Hope you are well.. as well.
from liebling :
Hey, thank you for your note. Basically, I'd just like to let you know that I read it on my Sidekick this morning, literally a minute before going inside to start my trial work day and it *really* helped me a lot and calmed me down. So thanks for that. :) And to be honest...I didn't even think of the possibility of the drunk guy mugging me. Scary. I'm usually quite cautious of things like that...
from bilgedasto :
if i had some down time i could.
from lunaadored :
As Proust once said: "The stellar universe is not so difficult of comprehension as the real actions of other people." je t'aime. :]
from indianinja :
I'll race you to the finish line.
from indianinja :
I wrote a song for you. Its called "Little Blue Shirt".
from ohclaudine :
lets run away to Iceland
from indianinja :
How many days must pass? What must I do to last? So many questions that are unasked. Always told to not live in the past.
from tiragem :
Your is probably the most insightful, intuitive and intellectual diary on diaryland. I can't believe I forgot why you're on my favourites list.
from indianinja :
Hey. This is your sister. When I think of how much I missed out on, it makes me want to cry, scream and club the hell out of baby seals.
from liar-by-rote :
you are going to be very happy one day. you won't admit it either. you'll just have everything smooth and easy and you won't even realize how you got there - you'll see. that is my fortune telling for you.
from ohclaudine :
oops. I mean "ended up"
from ohclaudine :
I thought it was great. I ned up buying it a few weeks ago.
from lunaadored :
well said my dear... well said. so when are we moving out of this country? :]
from liar-by-rote :
what's going on over there? you pop into my head every once and again -
from ohclaudine :
I like chatting with you. I'm sorry if I or Edith booted you.
from nonsorbet :
I had mistaken you for dead.
from lievout :
*269-599-2260 (cell) *269-337-7321 (work-K College) Congrats. It must be quite a feeling.
from liar-by-rote :
you're getting married..;)
from lilpyro :
No, I don't hate you. I'm sorry you're upset about the election. A lot of my friends are. Don't think of me as a bad person. I felt he was better for the job, and I'm not a republican. I hope things are going better for you. Nice to see you writing again.
from ohclaudine :
I don't think that's enough jew to be sworn into the Jew club, but what do I know? I'm ultra sensitive though, especially regarding that sort of thing. I'm glad to see you around, I miss your writing. I'm okay, I'm okay.
from ohclaudine :
I don't think that's enough jew to be sworn into the Jew club, but what do I know? I'm ultra sensitive though, especially regarding that sort of thing. I'm glad to see you around, I miss your writing. I'm okay, I'm okay.
from impatient :
leaving so soon? we didn't even get to meet for a cup of coffee. how disappointing this is. perhaps another time. call me. kim
from liar-by-rote :
where are you in Florida?
from liar-by-rote :
me too.
from liar-by-rote :
hey, how are you?
from impatient :
oh my goodness! so, you're coming out ot my neck of the woods now? this is kim territory, bitch. don't worry though...a visit will be scheduled and i will show you the ropes of florida. i don't have a computer here at home but i would love to hear from you. i check my e-mail occasionally here at school, so holla.
from msannthrop :
hey, i just wanted to say thanks for all the free coffee. the thought of heading over there right now (5:00 am) isn't nearly as pleasing as it has been the last couple months. not that your skinny friends aren't pleasant and perfectly capable baristas. interesting journal, by the way. good luck in florida. -olivia (and if you don't know who i am, well then, by all means disregaurd this entire message)
from hadassah :
This may come across totally corny, but I feel the very same things you write about. You and I, we're not so very different. That's not something I say very often to anyone. I'm in love with how your mind works. Most people just bore the hell out of me. Not you. In my fantasies I picture you and I outside under a tree on a blanket head to head while you read me every word you've ever written.That would be exquisite in my books. Keep writing. You have a powerful voice.
from liar-by-rote :
i KNOW you hate us. i know what you feel. but you better come down. that's the problem. you are not separate. do you know that?? while your alive you a are part of it. i'll be your fucking mother if you want one. but you have to be nice. when you say we're assholes your saying your an asshole. do you understand that? come down.
from lunaadored :
please finish music in the silence. i love you :]
from liar-by-rote :
TJ, what are you up to? you've written some genius out here and i miss you.
from ravenheart :
It's you that lashed out at me, when I simply told you that your correction of my quote was incorrect. You couldn't spell nor shape it properly. I understand that this must be uncomfortable for you, as english is your native language. And then you are rude enough to say that I cant distinguish between people and government? While my defence had nothing to do with politics. Now you claim that my reply was inane. What's wrong with you?
from ravenheart :
I simply told you that I learned British english, not American english. Look, I have no problem with Americans, most of those who read my diary are probably Americans. I have American friends on the net. Most of the things I love the most are American things. If you think I cant distinguish between people and their government, then you have never really read my diary anyway. I have written about my dislike in governments, but I have also written about my sympathy for people. Just because I stated that you wasn't very good at spelling yourself, you even wrote the quote wrong (just look in my diary comments where you first posted), this doesn't mean I have anything against you. It's you that should relax, calling people names and such. And maybe you should learn your own language, before you try to correct it for a foreigner. I'm not defensive, I'm just stating a fact.
from ravenheart :
There are no severe grammatical errors in my banner. I'm not going to sit and create one with lots of flaws. It's your comment about it that is ridiculous. First of all: defence is the way I learned to write defense in school. Defence is the British version of the American english word defense. But yes, I should have probably written "love of violence" instead of "love for violence". But it's not like I'm going to change my banner, just to satisfy my American readers. Just because you don't understand another version of your english language. My basic language is not english, as I live in Europe, Norway. But I actually had very good grades in english at school. So it's not like I need your advise on how to write something. I wrote this quote myself and I will never correct something and change it into another persons words, just because they cant read it. Oh and by the way; you wrote grammatical wrong. -And how funny is that, you trying to lecture me on your own language and misspelling in the process. Maybe you need a dictionary. And another thing, lots of people have said they like my banner.
from liar-by-rote :
i'm perfectly aware i'm part of the problem. i've traded one kind of prison for another. in search for my freedom, independance, i am now just a cog, a pod. saw a tatoo girl on the street. apparently she's old news. been on television, talk shows. her face had tiger stripes tatooed in navy blue. she was beautiful. and she must be very,very, smart :) she made a decision to transform her skin to something animal. i wish, i wish, i had balls. baboon balls. not for that, just in general. to see how they feel...oh,and your note, i know, i know. i do this too much. i've fallen for your thoughts. in a hard way. what a burden, for you. i do this in my real life. i'm always disappointed, exactly like dying. becuase i can not take what's left after i de-bone the bed. when the sheets are drying, when he's picking his feet, when the t.v. is on. WITH LOVE,LOLA
from liar-by-rote :
you know what? your mind is a tease for me. Dr. Alfie? why do you pull me in and suck me out? you're mean to me. that's what you are. yes, that's right. suck me out. errrrr
from liar-by-rote :
TJ, what happened last night? are you home right now?
from flexigirl :
Dear fuckingdrunk: The problems in the world are never disregarded. I support the reduction of many of the challenges you have named through activism and volunteerism. Although the Earth is infested with such viral pain and suffering, it is also just as important to open our eyes,acknowledge,and celebrate the beauty of life and all lessons it brings. If not, then what are we fighting for?
from liar-by-rote :
tj,you have no idea of the nut jobs in this cafe. some big, fat, guy looking at porn. some j-off talking into his headset in irish-brouge. help me. i can read from my compute at home. which is where i'm going...can i talk to you?
from liar-by-rote :
my computer crapped out. my keyboard actually; it keeps typing PPPPZZZZZ. i think i spilled scotch or wine in it. i'm sure i did. i do not want to update in this cheerless internet cafe. did you clear up your legal matter? hope you did. don't go away.
from darkflora :
i asked people to give me the best read in diaryland, and someone recommended yours.
from liar-by-rote :
you believe in Darwinism? see what's happening here? you know we're at the end..i'm being dramatic but you get my point...any civilization that rises, falls. where u gonna run? not Europe, surely. same, exact, shit (they just have better taste). only U! can change yourself. yes, you. or go fucking crazy. we can't all be equal. you know that. and corruption (what's underneath it) can be really smarty. but, you already know that.
from arabella87 :
how dyae know its drivel if you havnae read it
from sexyatheist :
that is actually a direct quote from carl sagan. they are all quotes from that author, movie, or musician. i personally do take comfort in the knowledge that i don't need the fantasty of religion but i also do have some animosity towards the religious. or more specifically the religious that feel the need to proselytize. i suppose my reasoning is that this country in general preaches christian ideals in every outlet it can. including our government that by it's very creation should be against such an idea. and it can get overwhelming at times. specific to each person, i don't have animosity towards individuals. i cannot deny however that as a whole i find religion, and christianity specifically, to be rather abhorrent and sometimes that comes through
from lievout :
Oh, you are an author and very possibly an incredible one. I relate to much of what you say. Unfortunately, I cannot convey all I feel as well as you do. It's nice to not have to do all the thinking and all the feeling (all the writing) for once. Your free writing is wonderful. I would have given you credit for the quote in my second entry, but you did not say yourself to be the author. I will change it. Do keep writing. Please. There ARE some people who read new authors.
from tiragem :
Well, fuckingdrunk, let me help you out. Maybe I'm the wrong chick to say, cause I do love getting sexually dominated in general, and rape is the ultimate form of that, after all. I did get "raped" once. I put it in inverted commas because I don't really view it as rape, but some people do. You can read it yourself in an entry entitled "Taking the Witness Stand". I didn't particularly enjoy it, but I didn't particularly *not* enjoy it either. And ever since then I've developed a morbid fascination with rape, and have gotten turned on by rape scenes (fake or otherwise) and sometimes fantasise about being forced to have sex against my will. Reading that entry, "Nigger May" sounded an awful lot like me... But maybe I'm just weird like that...
from impatient :
I made a mistake...I learned a valuable lesson from it and the charges will be dropped once I complete my diversion program. This was a good experience for me...it got me more on track. I quit smoking cigarettes and I hardly party at all anymore...which is a triumph in this awful college town. I realize my potential and I'm really working hard now (more so than ever). This whole experience grounded me a bit and i think i'm happier because of it ....$500 in debt but still happy. Just thought i'd give you an update on everything. call me sometime, sucka.
from liar-by-rote :
i read that Bukowski used to write his stories hammered and edit them sober in the morning...i wish i didn't write that all tortured souls are interesting...that's a lie. if anyone other than you read my blog they'll get the wrong impression... ;) how's your bubblegum brick house? happy there?
from liar-by-rote :
dismally beautiful, TJ.
from liar-by-rote :
the biggest disappointment are people, right? that's why, you have to be a one unit man. singularly fine and ok, and don't need anybody, like a cowboy. my own emotions were an insane tornado so i moved to a place that i love, and have a job i can stand. took a long time, tho. i've let other people dictate my life until i met better people. more suitable. big world out there, you can always start over...
from hadassah :
Hi there, it's good to see you back. Missed you.
from liar-by-rote :
hi, where'd you go? you ok? take care u!
from impatient :
once again this becomes the only venue for me to contact you. the holidays came and went, and when i returned to orlando i stumbled upon your number. so, i gave you a ring. now either you have a weird answering machine message of a child's voice or you've moved/changed numbers again. well, i'd love to hear how you've been and what you've been doing (lamja and all of that). please call me or leave me a message on this godforsaken thing. i miss you and our little talks that i hold so dear. sincerely, kim
from hadassah :
You're welcome. I hope you update more often.
from hadassah :
and incredibly talented.
from hadassah :
ps. You are beautiful.
from hadassah :
I stumbled onto your diary and must say I love your writing. I'll be back everday to read. Take care hon.
from liar-by-rote :
Jesus, here we go again; all that passion. if you hang on, and on, it dissipates into something like wisdom. but you have to hang. and watch. hate to be trite but what's in you changes the view into something resembleing beauty. okay, maybe not beauty but certainly humor. this is not a buck up message: my only advice to you to to wait.
from impatient :
we really must make plans to get together one of these days. it has been ages since the last time we talked.
from impatient :
you've gone and disappeared on me again, you fucking magician. let a girl know that you're okay. much love, kim
from the29th :
1 mostly completed book, 100+ stories, 1000+ ultra-short vignettes, and more "poetry" than is probably healthy. I don't know if those qualify me to be called a actual writer.
from liar-by-rote :
you remind me of something...like my hopes. pls read my last entry. you're incredible.
from liar-by-rote :
i e-mailed you a little note 'cause i didn't see this guestbook. hope you write more soon.
from mvangelmay06 :
I like your style, and attitude
from chaosmonster :
You're pretty kick-ass. Lates, Devy
from lilpyro :
Yet just the same, there are people out there saying I Love You because they mean it, a mother is smiling at her child full of compassion, there are people with god given talent being appreciated, there are people laughing at a funny joke, there are people sticking up for those they care about. It's hard to look at some of the plus sides of life, but they are there, and although they may not be out there in the open for the world to see, they still exist. Just because the odds are against things going well, there always is the slightest possibility. I still have faith in you, believe it or not, I still do.
from impatient :
tj- i've had this package for you the past few months, but i lost the address you sent me in the email. i hope you are well and i'm glad that you are getting out. call me or drop me a line , i would love to hear from you and i don't know how else to contact you. love, kim
from qwert :
can i read your book?
from impatient :
i know that you are in some kind of trouble right now. just know i miss you dearly and hope you return soon. much love.
from discontented :
i would like to read it, very much. uhmm. if you need my e-mail address its [email protected]
from fuckingmarla :
i'm really sorry for what i have done to the family. i never knew it was like that, until now. and since when are you married? do you have little shits of children wondering around? if so, i'd really like to meet them. i had a little drink before i got to write this. just to let you know. we should get together for plums and carrots some day. fyckingyhfjsjusj JELL-O!
from fuckingmarla :
my fucking stomach hurts.
from lilpyro :
That is the worst thing that I could have ever read. The emotion that you must be feeling must be stronger than anything else. It happened for a reason though, be certain it did...
from lilpyro :
I never got to extend a message of hello. I listed you a while ago, and I want you to know that the reason that I have is because I see myself in the way you write. I find it highly interesting and meaningful. Not to say that I expect anything in return, I just wanted to let you know that I enjoy your writing greatly, and I look forward to reading more of your writing in the future. Enjoy yourself in the country...adieu
from solieri :
you're pretty interesting yourself. . .
from jamie218 :
I wanted to thank you for replyng to the question i left in my diary. I know that you are right. it is said that it is easier to stay out than to get out and that is one thing I have found to be true in my life. And maybe love and being held is worth every ounce of pain it brings you. It makes you stronger, it makes you harder and it makes you human. Love is humbling. And sometimes, it is one sided.
from fuckingdrunk :
Thank you all. It has been a long, arduous road, and will continue to be so. We possess, together, a great deal of muscle. May we have the guidance, somehow, to flex that muscle in the direction of compassion, and not towards profit, and the glorification of ourselves. Among the many other traps of this life. Embrace art. It is the only vein in the body of our world that will take us full circle, and back to the heart that we knew as children. Remember, rumble this from the sky: There will always be music! There will always be poetry! In one form or another.
from jessieescola :
dada we are.
from darcyargue :
Thanks for joining the anarchists ring... This is fucking cool, I'll definately be back here... x darcy
from rebe :
your layout and your writing is wonderful. i can be a drunkard, i am in no way masculine and angry doesn't describe me..maybe disillusioned...anyhow, i shall return, this was a lovely experience :)
from frenchpress :
hi i like your diary~frenchpress

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