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(= thanks *hug* and Im glad you're happy with someone you love. I hope it all goes right. and you know eventually everything just happens the way they're meant to happen. dont worry.

from cleo-boo :

Thanks for the add. You should update soon. *hugs*

from soulstealer :

ok i gave u a password but how do i tell u what it is without people seeing? Am i totally high or what. any how u should get it. u are one of the only three.

from soulstealer :

Hey there, I am wondering how you are and if u are still here ever? I like your diary. I made a password for mine and I cannot remember it. I am fucked.

from grrr-snarl :

Jackiiiiie... I have MONO! My summer officially sucks more than I ever thought it would! I can't come see you this weekend... I probably can't come to New York next weekend and I'm confined to my bedroom for the next two weeks. And I can't swallow anything but soda because my throat is the size of a pea right now and it hurts like im swallowing salty gravel. And I'm lonley and whining! I can't talk on the phone because I can't talk! I'm waiting for lindsey to come online because you seem to talk to her and i figure you will get the message that way. cry.

from soulstealer :

i haven't started anywhere else either

from vintagedeath :

Thanks.

from catpewk :

Be a friend to people you like, and have a good feeling about. Be respectful to everyone else. If you have a passion, puruse it. If you don't, be patient. Don't do things you believe are wrong. Apologize if you hurt people. Forgive people that hurt you. Always do what you believe is right, not what is popular. And don't worry about anything else. The rest is bullshit...

from soulstealer :

i really think u r the only one i read now. i need more readers. is that bad? i really got off on this diary at first but now it is way less than that. u are rarely here even.

from nooodlesoop :

dude, jackie i dont know what feroz is talking about. but thats okay. yea i agree with you. i know we kind of split and there is no way or reason to go back. we're really different now, or at least i am and im sure you are too. but i wish you (and jo) nothing but luck.

from jonathan :

I love to read your inner conversation

from grrr-snarl :

I love you. Please call me.

from nooodlesoop :

jackie call me, or i'll call you i guess. i just never know when youre out or in or what

from candora :

it's a cycle for me, happy then sad then happy... hope happiness comes 'round in bunches for you cuz you deserve it :)

from grrr-snarl :

<3... when you wake up cursing the cold maybe it will feel better thinking that it's at least 15 degrees colder where I am... and we have more snow.

from twinklies1 :

<34567890 i think you are the best person.

from girls-suck :

sometimes when i cry I find that it helps if i remember that; life isn't the nuts and bolts of your day to day drudgery. it's more the waiting at a stop light.

from soulstealer :

my relationship is on the brink of ending and i felt like i had nothing so i came back. i hope u guys can help me through. sometimes i feel like i wanna die.

from candoor :

hugs and happy new year (hope this one is better than all the others :)

from nooodlesoop :

dont feel lonely, im still here. even if it sometimes lately seems like im not. sorry. for making you feel that way. if you ever need me or feel like you need to talk about anything just pick up the ph. that part, if anything, has not changed a bit.

from soulstealer :

i will have to go somewhere else i think. this has almost ruined my relationship it seems. i loved this site when i started you know. it was all i could do to not check my notes 5 times a day, it made me feel soo great. i needed it soo badly and i needed to write i guess. i have printed it out you know. the whole fucking thing. i think i may have had a moment somewhere yesterday to decide to give it all up like this. and i feel like i am deserting people. people who i brought here too. and people like you who i look forward to reading every day because of how alike we are and aren't. i wish i could know you. more than just your words and i am sorry to leave soo soon.

from grrr-snarl :

:( Hang in there kiddo... its the end of summer that's getting too you... (among other things) Call me when you need too, don't be shy! And don't do anything silly... it's a long bus ride to the city - but if I must I'll come down there!!! <3 ya... big annoying hug!!!

from list-alive :

Hello, I've recently opened a new listing site, and I would like to list you!

from grrr-snarl :

Jac, you can call me whenever you want to... don't forget that, please! My room number is 413 585 4238 and I'm there a lot of the time... if you want to talk to someone that knows everything about you and misses you like crazy... I'm a phone call away. Promise me you wont let yourself get depressed and sick before you try to call. And tell people about yourself - people like to listen - I did. Your just starting over... people will know you by Christmas (if you let them in) k? Talk to me soon.... <3

from giamamamia :

Never hate yourself fort loving someone. The ability to love is the purest thing we can encompass in this world. No matter what the situation may be, nor who's fault it may be, never question love because sometimes it is the only thing really....at least there was love.

from soulstealer :

i am soo happy for you.

from likealady :

love. you should've just gone to school in san diego, and i would be here, and you wouldn't be scared and you could help me right now! oh well. it will be ok. and think, you won't have to deal with your parents and you won't have to deal with other people there. :D. <3

from carla-star :

wowness! you are called ginko! that is socool! sorry, i just had to tell you! :D Byee!

from nooodlesoop :

fuck you. this is not goodbye- its see you in october.

from buddie637 :

Hey thanks for your note, im glad to join that diaryring i just <3 them..lol..well anyways just wanted to write back well see ya:-D

from elijah1981 :

haha thank you...yep I should join ringaddicts...good idea :D

from nooodlesoop :

agreed. i hate his freakin girlfriend.

from freelinds9 :

hey jackie... I've really been wanting to talk to you lately too, and I'm glad that i read your diary. I honestly didn't even remember that i had you blocked, and I guess that it was something i did in the heat of some moment at some time that I can't even recall. Regardless, I'm sorry, and as soon as i read that I took you off. I don't know where to start, but I do know that I don't want it to end like this; it's just all coming back now, you know? Anyway, I'll try with everything I have to not let a convo in such a way...but if by chance it does, it isn't because I don't want to talk, or because I won't have anything to say -it's just, some things are just hard i guess. Especially when there's past behind it. Anyway, I've rambled on enough in this note. heh. If I do happen to see you on, then we can try to...you know...try. <3, Linds

from soulstealer :

You should know that everything that happens to you is to prepare you for something else and its not to be controlled. I do however strongly believe in "everything in moderation" so think about that. You will feel guilt and regret if you leave behind people who are worth it so don't do that because sometimes it takes tragedy to make us realize what friends we really will miss when they are no longer here.

from dblake :

i am lamer!

from pyrrhic9 :

hey..sup..Tap here...i was wonderin'..what exactly iz a diaryring??

from sourballs123 :

k gracias

from fucktitles :

The picture is gone because I guess the site that was hosting the picture either shut down or moved. The reason the text doesn't show up on the computer can be a couple of things. Either the text size you have selected in your browser is too large, or the resolution you're computer is set at is too low. Either of these things might help. Now do something to fix it, because I'm not your fucking mother. Hugs and kisses.

from geeked-out :

Thanks! And skinny boys who wear makeup and leather pants should make everyone happy.

from nooodlesoop :

smile poo poo! :)

from soulstealer :

ood i promise!

from soulstealer :

I don't wanna be locked out. Please let me in. I will be g

from giamamamia :

Thanks!!! And yes I absolutely DO care....

from giamamamia :

Hey how come we can't read your diary anymore...I love it!

from soulstealer :

I know exactly how you feel.

from giamamamia :

Yup I'm feelin' that! I come from the land of I don't give a fuck today too.

from soulstealer :

You will make it through this part of it all I promise. We will help you!

from mono-bobo :

Well i've proved my worth..heheh Thanks for the welcome

from the-book-bag :

Hey, no problem. Thanks for the welcome to the ring. :-D -cat

from likealady :

will you make something beautiful for me to see? I will cherish it forever and ever.

from soulstealer :

i have faith that you will create a lot of beautiful things in your life.

from cdghost :

beautiful words

from ginko :

once again, its my own fault.

from freelinds9 :

hey... when i heard you telling us that julian wants to go to the shore, I was under the impression that you were pissed about it--that you didn't want that to fuck up any other plans we may have had. I don't think any of us had any idea that you didn't want to go to the city because you never said anything. It's kind of not fair to get pissed off at me for something that you never even mentioned. If you wanted to go to the shore you should have just said "let's go to the shore, it sounds like fun"...because it does sound like fun. I'm sorry if you're feeling trapped...but it would be a lot easier for you if you just didn't always want me to assume what you're thinking.

from likealady :

just come live with me baby. The day after you graduate, jump on a plane, and come live with me in my home. Hopefully, I will be living out of my parents house, but if not, we can share a room, I have an extra bed.

from christa02 :

arrrggh, i hate when i post a note twice, sorry 'bout that. lol. i added you to my faves list.

from christa02 :

thourght i'd leave you note. you rock:)

from christa02 :

thourght i'd leave you note. you rock:)

from kadiddle :

Hi. I'm a journalist -- Bergen Record. How would you feel about talking about your online journal? If so, you could e-mail me at: [email protected]

from bbboingg :

jACkiEEe!! haHAh i finally figured how to use the note thing...yea. omG CONGRATUFUCKINGLATIONS ON NYU!!! I'M SO FREAKIN HAPPY FOR YOUuuuuu!! hahAHh shoulda seen me and ashley in the school parking lot...screamin our freakin asses offfff =) hahHAh i'm sooo excited for you jackiee i LOVE YOU AND YOUR ASSSS!!! CONGRATS AGAInnnn!!!

from likealady :

yeah. not doing anything in school and not caring is called "senioritis"... people get it when their in their last semester of 12th grade... Its so close to being over, hence the fact that nobody cares. And unless your teacher is complete asshole, he won't fail you... So yeah. Its cool. I'm doing it too... I'm in class right now. Screw Photo.

from ignorethis :

heyy youu. *poke*

from candoor :

This is a test. (beep) This is a test of the Emergency Valentine's Day System. (EVS) This test is to see if leaving notes around DLand will make this a wonderful day (and weekend) in spite of not particularly being with anyone romantically at the moment. (ummm) May the results be that all this love in my heart found some productive use. (smile) And maybe a giggle or few (Happy V-Day from my other persona too :)

from likealady :

hey baby cakes!!! I'm bored and drunk and all alone!! I'm im-ing RANDOM people. What a loser. haha. okie dokie. bye bye.

from dblake :

I'm glad I'm not the only one (on diaryland)that thinks angst is cheese.

from foreverlight :

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Jaxababe, because it rolls off the tongue like swallowed marbles. 2. Am I loveable? sometimes 3. How long have you known me? since sophomore year chem 4. When and how did we first meet? see above 5. What was your first impression? she and lindsey must be best friends. also, she wouldnt want anything to do with me 6. Do you still think that way about me now? nope. except for the lindsey part. 7. What do you think my weakness is? promising yourself things and breaking them 8. Do you think I'll get married? hard to say. but I think so, yes, one day 9. What makes me happy? I don't know, we don't talk about happy stuff much. Steve. yeah. 10. What makes me sad? I don't know. I'm better with what makes you angry. 11. What reminds you of me? bracelets and things on people's arms. monkeys. 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? lunch in my grandma's garden 13. How well do you know me? apparently, not well. 14. When's the last time you saw me? sometime in the past couple days 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? yeah 16. Do you think I could kill someone? no 17. Describe me in one word. zany. and unpredictable. in a good way. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? um...weirder? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? maybe, but I would think that you were bored or didn't care 20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? how can i? :p

from his-boy :

:) ok.

from jonathan :

The 'dream questions' I use can be found in my 'dream opener' survey - I forget where the originate from; I've been using this list of questions for over a decade :)

from frog-b- :

my boat floats on the blood of kittens. >:-D ha ha ha ha haaaa! just kidding.

from frog-b- :

whatever floats your boat.

from frog-b- :

sure is. WHy wouldn't it be? Are you a kitten lover or something?

from rikonammi :

np.links links i pic a name i like and go w/ it,in this case i made a good choice soooo weeeeeeeeeeeee bouncy bouncy sry this is odd but ive lost my mind so howdy

from frog-b- :

I am shiller!

from frog-b- :

I'm depressed. Can you give me a hug? *hugs in hope of getting one in return* ;-D

from soulstealer :

I can feel how sad you really are and although I realize what it is that you need, I too am a sad soul and I would polute you even more. You remind me of my wee best friend Mellissa in soo many ways and I almost think you are her when I read your words, you would be flattered if you knew her.

from what---if :

The mystery does drive me crazy. I wish I had said something, asked him about it. But I was shy as a child and it seemed inappropriate to ask so.... Now I'll never know.

from sidhequeen :

Thank you for having me in the ring. :-D

from sidhequeen :

Thank you for having me in the ring. :-D